I'm a good girl (1) Muzier God testifies, I am a good girl. I have excellent grades, enjoy helping others, endure hardships and stand hard work, and respect my elders.I willingly lived day after day, going to bed at ten o'clock every night and getting up at six o'clock the next morning.The first thing I do after waking up is to open the curtains and look at the sky. At that time, the sky is always bright, even in summer, the sun is only slightly exposed.Then, I would sit by the window and read English in a loud and sweet voice.My mother came over and handed me a glass of thick milk.I drank the milk hula la and continued to read my English.

My mother stood in the early morning room and looked at me lovingly. Unfortunately, I am a good girl with a little flaw, my heart, and my left ear.I was born like this, and I have undergone heart surgery, which is very advanced technology, and did not leave any scars on my body, so I can ignore it.But my hearing in the left ear has always been bad. If you stand on my left side and talk to me, I may not be able to hear at all. Therefore, when I read, I am always louder than others. Even so, I don't think there is anything wrong with me. Before the age of seventeen, I loved myself so purely, just like many good-hearted people in this world love me so purely.

However, what is more old-fashioned is that one day when I was seventeen years old, I suddenly fell in love.I still can't remember the weather of that day, I just remember his face, on the opposite side of the school, by the street at dusk, a boy leaning against the railing, carrying a big schoolbag that was washed white.His face is so handsome.That was the first time I saw him, and I turned my head away in fright, and my heart beat wildly for no reason. His name is Xu Yi. I used to hate this name very much, because it is difficult to type the latter character on a computer with Wubi.I practiced for many days before I could repeat it over and over again smoothly.

The name is all over the white screen, and I used red to make it big and vivid.It was as if he was standing right in front of me. After getting to know Xu Yi, my blog had some real meaning. I mean, I know Xu Yi. The fact is like this, we don't know each other, and we don't have the chance to know each other.I only know that he is in the third year of high school and is about to graduate, and his grades are very good. What I also know is that a girl from a technical school is chasing him crazily. I have seen that girl.She dresses very strangely.Sometimes, I think she looks like a plant, especially when she was standing in front of our school in a green dress. I saw her wearing green eye shadow and some golden powder on her face. She took a A yellow sunflower stood there alone.

Another time, she used oil paint to write four large characters on her white clothes: I love Xu Yi. Many girls screamed as they walked past her. She has become a landscape at the gate of our school. The most important thing is that at the end, Xu Yi actually fell in love with her. He fell in love with her. He walked up to her after school one day, and he said to her: Let's go see the cat you fed. The girl jumped up with a huff, shouted for joy, opened her arms, ran around like a glider, and then stopped in front of Xu Yi.She said: Handsome guy, I finally believe that love can be won!Hoo hoo hoo, I'm so happy I'm dying.

The girl who likes to make her eyes green, I know later, her name is Bara. I finally met Bara, at the ramen restaurant behind the school. I thought later that this was actually something I had been planning all along. I still remember that it was raining outside that night, and the store was very noisy.I felt very hungry after my late study, so I went to a ramen restaurant.Sitting with her back to me at one of the tables against the wall, she stood out in a thin pink cardigan.When I got closer, I found that she was smoking a British brand of 555. She seemed to be smoking with great relish, a bit like a little sister eating chocolate.There was a silent TV series on the small TV in the store, and when I watched her, her eyes never left the TV.

I sat down across from her. Then she glanced at me. Then she reached out and grabbed a handful of coriander from my steaming bowl and threw it into her own bowl.Then she spit out the cigarette butt and ate her noodles without saying a word.It was the first time I saw her so clearly. She had a round bun on the back of her head, an oval face, without a single pimple and very big eyes.I think she is very beautiful.It's the kind of beauty that looks more and more beautiful, and it's so hidden that it scares you.She doesn't wear green eyeshadow. I thought to myself at the time: No wonder Xu Yi...

"Are you from heaven too?" She asked looking at the sign on my chest. "Well." I said. "Oh," she said, "you know me?" I shook my head against my will. "All the bad kids in your school know me." She said triumphantly, and then smiled again, her face becoming more delicate. That time when we finished our meal and walked out of the noodle shop, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the rainwater kept dripping along the cement eaves. We couldn't get out, so we had to lean against the wall. I couldn't help but asked her: "Do you like coriander too?"

"Not particularly, but I just like stealing other people's things." I looked at her a little surprised.She stretched out her hand to touch my face, and then smiled with her eyes bent into beautiful crescents. She said, "Hehe, other people's things are good. Little girl, you will understand." I'm a good girl (2) I didn't know how to follow her words, so I just said, "I don't like rain." She looked up at the sky, as if saying to herself, "It won't come." Then she stood up, Dash quickly into the rain. I called to her: "Hi!"

she turned back. I took out an umbrella from my schoolbag: "If you get caught in the rain, you will catch a cold." "What about you?" she asked me. "My house is right next door, it doesn't matter." "Thank you." She took the umbrella, ran away for a while and stopped suddenly, turned her head and said to me: "Let me call, I will come here next Saturday. Return your umbrella then." Legend has it that Ba La broke up with Xu Yi, and Xu Yi fought for her and turned bad. Another Saturday came, and the school was not on holiday. I asked the teacher for leave, and I said I had a stomachache.The teacher believed me easily, because she never thought that I, who was so honest, would lie.But I lied, my stomach didn't hurt, I went to a ramen restaurant.

When I first entered the ramen restaurant, I was stunned, because I saw Bara sitting very close to a boy, her face was almost completely close to his, and she smiled charmingly and movingly. Of course that boy is not Xu Yi, his name is Zhang Yang, I recognize him.He is also a senior in our school. Seeing me coming in with my schoolbag on my back, Zhang Yang seemed a little uncomfortable, so he pushed me away. Ba La greeted me, and she said, "Hi." I sat down and said softly, "Hi." Zhang Yang quickly paid the bill and left.Ba La's eyes followed his back all the time. After a while, Ba La walked up to me and asked me, "Do you have any cigarettes? I've run out of cigarettes." I shake my head. "Oh, that's right." Ba La said, "You are a good boy, you don't know how to smoke! But, but, why did you play truant?" As she spoke, she looked at me with wide eyes. OMG, she's wearing green eyeshadow again. "I have a stomachache today." "I still eat ramen because my stomach hurts." She laughed, "Could it be because of hunger?" "Come on." I looked at her green eyeshadow and said, "Why did you break up with Xu Yi?" Ba La looked at me, and laughed so loudly that she almost burst into tears, she said confidently: "I know, you like that kid Xu Yi, don't you?" I stubbornly did not speak. "You don't want to fall in love." Ba La said, "You look like a good kid." She said, and took out my umbrella from the bag behind the chair and said to me: "Give it back to you, good baby." When I left with my umbrella, the last thing I said to Ba La was: "Actually, Xu Yi and I don't know each other." "Oh?" Ba La laughed exaggeratedly again.Only then did I see the earrings she was wearing, which were also green, like a big green tear, dangling on her ear. That day, I had walked a long way, and suddenly I heard Bara calling me.She must have yelled a lot, and it was hard for me to hear it.I didn't walk back, but I heard her next words very clearly. Ba La said: "Want to know what kind of girl Xu Yi likes, I will tell you next time I come!" I decided to write a letter to Xu Yi. This desire has been pressing on my heart like a stone for many days.I was so overwhelmed that I couldn't compromise on myself, so I had to write. My letter is actually very simple.I said: You know, a failure is nothing, and a wrong choice is nothing wrong.You have to believe that in this world, there are always people who care about you.I hope you are happy. It was of course an anonymous letter, and I dropped it at the post office, and I walked briskly home.When I was about to get home, for some reason, I suddenly remembered the ramen restaurant not far from home.My footsteps walked over uncontrollably. There is a short road from my house to the ramen restaurant. The house is being repaired there, and the road is not easy to walk, so not many people pass by.When I walked around the small road surrounded by wire fences that day, I noticed that there seemed to be movement in front of me. My hearing is not very good, but I am very sensitive. I know something is wrong. It was almost dark then, and I went to the front.The facts in front of me quickly confirmed that my hunch was correct, I saw the girl who was pressed against the wall, right?The guy with his back to me was tall, and he was kicking her with his knees, fast and hard.Ba La bit his arm tightly, his eyes were particularly terrifying.That hatred seemed to be dripping from her eyes like blood. I rushed up as fast as I could and tore the boy away.Ba La let out an earth-shattering cry: "Go away!" The boy is Zhang Yang. Zhang Yang stretched out a finger while stepping back, lowered his voice and said, "Try, I won't let you go if you don't get rid of it!" Then he walked away without looking back. Ba La behind him suddenly slid down the wall dejectedly, and knelt down on the ground clutching his abdomen. I squatted beside Ba La, trying to help her up, but I couldn't. I took out the lighter from her pocket, and the flame flickered on Bara's dirty face, her big eyes were like two dirty glass balls.The wind blew, and the fire flickered and went out.I said to her in the dark: "I will take you home, please tell me where your home is." "Do you have any money?" Her voice and tone were the same as usual, as if what had just happened hadn't affected her in any way. I took out all the money I had on me, more than seventy yuan. "Enough." Ba La stood up unsteadily.She said, "Go home, I need a shower. Buy some medicine." I accompanied Ba La to buy medicine, and accompanied her back home. I'm a good girl (3) She lives with her grandma and no one else in the family.Her grandma is playing mahjong with some old women, and no one cares about her return. We slipped into her room.She asked me to sit first, and then she went to take a shower.There are few books on her desk, and there are many high-end cosmetics.Her bed is full of beautiful clothes.I picked up a book, it was a fashion magazine, and the models on it had the same makeup as Barahua. Ba La soon came out. After taking a bath, she was very different from usual. She was wearing a white nightgown and walked slowly in front of me.She approached, and slowly lifted up her clothes. Under the cold moonlight, she saw the redness and bruises on her stomach, which were ugly and frightening. Why is love like this. Dear Xu Yi, is this love? Why is our young love so hopeless. Dear Xu Yi, I can only call softly in my heart. "By the way, what's your name?" Ba La asked me. "Li Er." I said. "Ear's ear?" "Almost, add a king next to it." "Has this word?" She asked me curiously. I nod.Take out the medicine and give her medicine. As I moved the swab, Ba La's body trembled slightly, and then she whispered, "You know what? Do you know what's in it?" My hands start shaking. "I have a baby." Ba La stroked her stomach with her hand and said, "Say, should I give birth to him, maybe she will be a beautiful little girl." I slapped the swab on the floor.He asked tremblingly, "Who is it, Xu Yi, or Zhang Yang?" She giggled: "Don't worry, Xu Yi is a good baby just like you." "But why?" Ba La fell back on the bed and tidied up the pajamas.Said to me in a heavy tone that has never been done before: "Little ear, do you know? If you love someone, you can do everything for him." When I walked into the "Forget it" bar, it was the third day of the Lunar New Year. "Forget it" is near the technical school, and every weekend there is always crowded with all kinds of weird boys. They dye their hair in various colors, play billiards with their upper body bare in winter, and speak foul language loudly.The female owner of the noodle shop told me that I must be able to find it here. When I went, Ba La was telling jokes loudly to people.She saw me and pulled me outside, the snow stopped outside, the sun was dazzling, Ba La covered her forehead with her hand, and said to me: "Speak, little ear, what's the matter?" "Xu Yi." I said, "I heard that he did very poorly in the exam." "Really?" Ba La was indifferent. "Why don't you help him?" "Then why don't you?" Ba La said. I bit my lip tightly and said, "I can't." "If you love him, tell him." Ba La took out a cigarette, lit it, and looked at me. "Please." I said. Ba La put out the cigarette butt, put it on the ground and stomped on it: "Zhang Yang will kill me. But these two days he went to his grandma's house in Shanghai to celebrate the New Year, how about it, you go and ask Xu Yi out for me .It's as if I met him by accident, and I will have less trouble." I actually called a guy. He asked me, "Who?" I leaned against the public phone booth and said in a trembling voice: "Can you come to the 'Forget' bar?" "who are you?" "I wrote you a letter," I said, "I'm waiting for you at 'forget it', for an hour." After I finished speaking, I slammed the phone down.I believe that he will come, and anyone who is curious will definitely come. I walked out of the phone booth and went back to "Forget it". I heard Ba La standing on the narrow wooden platform singing Faye Wong's song. She sang "Chanel", I am your Chanel and you are my model. Before the song was finished, I saw Xu Yi. He seemed to be running, with sweat on his forehead.He stared at the bar on the stage without leaving his eyes. He was so haggard, and I felt so distressed. "Hey hey hey!" Ba La stopped singing, jumped off the stage, jumped in front of me, and shouted in a shrill voice: "Little ear, your handsome guy is here." After finishing speaking, Ba La whistled loudly towards Xu Ge. My face went red and red. Xu Yi came up to us and sat down opposite me.With a hoarse voice, he asked in a low voice in front of me: "I just want to know, is the story about Zhang Yang true or not?"