Chapter 3 Part Three

26 In the future, I saw Hua Yang mixed with more people like this, which is generally called "rock" by Beijingers.People back then were not so polite, they just called them "stupid".These people are very fanatical and provocative, and that's when Hua Yang started hanging out with them.At first, it was Liu Xin who often came to our school to chat with him. He was so poor that he always arrived at 12 o’clock in the noon and called Hua Yang to have dinner with him. Hua Yang always brought him to the school without exception. In my place, because Hua Yang didn't have a meal ticket, I suspected that Liu Xin came to Hua Yang to avoid debts, while Hua Yang thought he came to talk about music, but in fact it was both.

Soon, the two became very close. In the afternoon, when the students went to the study room, I often heard singing from Huayang’s dormitory next door. It was full of old songs, including Elvis Prissy, Bob Dylan, Paul Mcmcartney, John bennon, etc. After a while, the two became more intimate. Liu Xin carried his electronic piano to Hua Yang, and did not go back at night. He and Hua Yang squeezed into the same bed, chatting all night long The noise caused other people in the dormitory to yell at each other, so they moved to my dormitory to chat. The classmates in my dormitory were also noisy enough, but they dared not speak out, because once a classmate from above The shop straightened up and cursed a few words, and threatened to tell us to go outside to talk. I told him honestly that if he couldn’t sleep, he could go to sleep outside. He jumped out of bed, and I beat him up. Dun, a few days later, a friend from the wrestling class when I was in the sports school came to play with me. When I heard about it, I climbed to the upper bunk and beat that guy up again. He was tolerant of our late-night chats, and even one night, we told dirty jokes, and there was no flattering laughter from any bed.

27 One night, the three of me, Hua Yang, and Liu Xin came out of the tavern outside the school. They were so drunk that almost no one could say a whole sentence, but they all looked secretive. Three crabs tethered together, we staggered, and sometimes we went straight to the axle reel of the speeding car.Especially Liu Xin, he drank the least, but was the most drunk, he was trembling, his face was flushed, and he kept chanting "Wild Children Wild Children", that's the name we gave the band, this band It was composed of the three of us. At that time, the three of us were lying on the small table full of soy sauce soup in the tavern, drinking a bottle and a half of Erguotou before we came up with this idea. Because of regret and impulsiveness, for a long time, the two of them always used the excuse of band activities to come to me for dinner. Soon, I stole all the treasury bills at home, and went around borrowing money with them.

Anyway, what happened that night was really stupid. 28 There are many people who don't look like good people, but some people pay the price for it-for example, Liu Xin. It is said that this person walked into the classroom when he was in the first grade of high school, and all the students immediately stood up and shouted to him: "Hello, teacher!" The students who were in the same seat as him in junior high school asked the teacher to change seats because they did not want to follow the class. Sit together. Liu Xin said that he can bear these misunderstandings, but what he can't bear is long-term sexual repression. When he is drunk, he often shouts: "Who will let me fuck for a while?"

So he took up the business of masturbation. At first, he called it "forced to the top", and finally developed to the point where he enjoys himself. When he has nothing to do, he always likes to analyze the advantages and disadvantages of masturbation and fucking chicks. It is said that one night in middle school, the students in his class were studying by themselves in the evening. He rushed to the podium, wrote a few English letters on the blackboard, and then imitated the accent of Tianjin people and taught everyone to read: This is your mother, this is Damn you--before he finished speaking, a guy from the gym class rushed up and knocked him over.

Once, when he saw Director Wang of our school's teaching office with high cheekbones, he exclaimed in a fuss, "Hey, why does your teacher look like this? It looks like you have two breasts on your face!" Classmate Li Wei was particularly disgusted with him, saying that Liu Xin's mouth was his sex organ, "You can get an erection with your tongue when you talk!" 29 The first time I fucked Alai was after I moved from school to the one-bedroom apartment in Andingmen. At that time, she also pretended to be sentimental and cried for thirty seconds like other virgins. After that, we went to the street to eat together. It was already 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, and all the restaurants around were closed. We walked for more than two stops before we found a restaurant in Dongzhimen and went in. We ordered a few dishes, and I was so hungry that I gorged myself. Looking up, I found that Alai was looking at me without even moving the chopsticks. I asked her what was wrong, and she smiled and said, "Now I can also be called Da La." Don't stop until the rest of the dishes are eaten.We went back to my hut together, Alai and I got into bed again, she took off naked and hugged me tightly, I gently stroked her skin with my hands, her skin was smooth, her flat belly was bulging A piece came out, obviously, I ate too much just now.

She suddenly asked me: "Do you want to do it again?" So here we go again.After I stopped, I got up to look for cigarettes. When the cigarettes were finished, Alai got up quietly, got dressed, and slipped out the door while I wasn't looking. On the side of the road, I saw her riding a bicycle from a distance, with a Marlboro in the basket.Under the street lamp, her face was as beautiful as a phantom. Then we sat on the bed with the light off, and I talked to Alai while smoking a cigarette. We talked for a long time. We fell asleep when it was daylight. We hugged each other and slept until 3 o'clock in the afternoon the next day. , Waking up with sore back and leg pain.

It was the time for the mid-term exam in late autumn. 30 Two days later, the mid-term exam began. As expected, I failed all six subjects. Alai got the first place in their class. In advanced mathematics, she got 98 points, and I got 2 points. I am satisfied with the two of us. It adds up to exactly 100 points. After midterms, Alai would always come back to my place with me after school under the pretense of supervising my studies, and after entering the door, at most, he would ooze for ten minutes at a time, and we would start making love.Alai is really a caring person. On the day before our final exam, that is, one night after more than two months after we made love for the first time, he told me that this is the hundredth time we have made love, and he is worthy of being a high-achieving science student.That night, I kissed every inch of her skin. When the sun rose, she got up from the bed naked, walked to the window, opened the curtains, pushed me out of my dream, and said to me: "Look ,sun."

I hummed, closed my eyes, and went back to sleep. In the dimness, I heard Alai whisper in my ear: "I love you." That was the first time she told me I love you. 31 I got to know Alai after I got to know Liu Xin.That day, I was rummaging around at home, looking for two sets of porn that I had stuffed somewhere and then forgotten. Liu Xin told me to take them to my new residence, but unexpectedly found a current passbook. , It was a small deposit that my mother claimed to be unable to find more than a month ago. There was 5 million yuan in it, and I rushed to the bank to withdraw it. In the evening, I went to Qianmen with Hua Yang and Liu Xin to eat KFC After being bored, I went to play billiards at the Flower Market, passing by the Flower Market Cinema, Hua Yang pointed and said, "That chick is from our college's electrical testing class, and she was behind me when I registered."

Looking in the direction of his finger, I saw 7 girls standing not far from the ticket window, looking around, as if waiting for something, it was already dark, and she looked very beautiful under the street lamp, with her hair tied on the back of her head. With one hand in the trouser pocket, the other hand is grabbing the leaves of the tree beside him, with a backpack on his back. For a moment, my heart skipped a beat. On that Sunday, the department organized an autumn outing, and on Saturday she came to our class to count the number of people. I went to the class to copy my homework that day, and I sat in the seat near the door of the classroom, so I signed up. When we arrived at the gate of the zoo, she also came. At 7 o'clock, we took the No. 347 bus to Xiangshan. Strolling along another small road with no red leaves, as for what we talked about, I have forgotten it now, but I remember one thing very clearly, that is, when we were hungry at noon, we both discovered that the only thing we could eat was a piece of rice. Two or so small cakes, and no water.On the way down the mountain, I was fined 50 yuan for smoking, and Alai sprained his ankle because he listened wholeheartedly to my teacher's nickname at our school.

In the evening, when we returned to school, she invited me to eat ice cream at the gate of the school. Unfortunately, the next day, we met again when we were getting medicine in the school infirmary. The school doctor prescribed 15 berberine tablets for each of us. 32 Let me talk about the use of my 500 yuan: 100 yuan to pay off debts, 50 yuan to eat at McDonald's, lent 50 yuan each to Hua Yang and Liu Xin (they didn't pay me back later), I was fined 50 yuan in Xiangshan, and exchanged 100 yuan. 1 yuan meal ticket, the other 100 yuan was spent with Alai during the east tour, 5 yuan of which was spent in this way, we bought a balloon at the Caishikou gift shop (for a roommate of Alai’s birthday) , when Ah Cai and the others blew the air in the dormitory and A Lai said "it's really big", Hua Yang turned his head with a cigarette in his mouth, and the cigarette butt hit the balloon, so the balloon exploded.The birthday girl exclaimed: "Ah, my youth!" 33 On the night after the exam, at my place, Hua Yang got drunk again and vomited all over the floor. Liu Xin and I dragged him to the living room, where he fell asleep. Aledun fell to the ground, but the room The room still smelled bad, so Liu Xin went to the bathroom to take a shower, and sat in front of the TV to watch my newly recorded "Once Upon a Time in America". Since there were no subtitles, he always asked Alai what was on TV, Alai I got impatient with the question and pulled me out. We couldn't decide where to go downstairs, and finally took the subway. The sad thing was that the subway was the last train, so we didn't care about pulling us to the apple orchard, and Alai and I went along. Going back on Shijingshan Road, we came across the night bus No. 212 when we reached the old ancient city. We got off at Xibianmen, sleepy and tired. Alai has been next to me since I went downstairs, and now she is pulling me and said to me: "Last night I dreamed that you were walking ahead and I was following, but suddenly you disappeared again." I held her shoulders tightly, and her shoulders shrank, as if she was as small as a child. We walked like this for a while, and she reached into my pocket, took a cigarette from the cigarette case inside, and held it up to me. Right in front of you: "Want to smoke?" I took the cigarette and put it to my mouth, took out the fire from the pocket on the other side, lit it, and then walked forward. A Cai grabbed my shirt with his hands and followed me, and then we stopped, leaning on Together, looking at the speeding cars in front of us, Alai and I were a little bit shaken, and a few leaves fell from an unknown tree behind us and fell in front of us. "We will also buy a car in the future." Seeing that I was silent, Alai said again, "When did you say that was?" I was smoking and felt a little cold.I was 19 at the time, a freshman in college, and Alai's voice seemed a little distant to me. What was I thinking at that time?have no idea.I was tired from standing, so I sat down with Alai in my arms. The city seemed very quiet, no stars could be seen in the sky, and there were no pedestrians on the street.Alai is 18 years old, just started having sex not long ago, full of weird ideas, loves to chew bubble gum, can be very naughty at times, likes to use the word "we" whenever he is with me, and talks to me for no reason Going with the flow together, this state made me feel inexplicably sad that night.I was as unconfident then as I am now, and being with Alai comforted me, her breath mixed with Yefeng, she was close to me, her head was buried on my chest, and there was still a strand of shampoo sticking to her hair Wei Er, she was next to me, as if she was asleep, but every time the night wind blows, she began to tremble slightly, as if crying in my arms.In fact, Alai was feeling cold, and I wrapped her hair around my hands, cupped her face, and kissed her softly, Alai's tongue twitched softly in my mouth, sweet with bubblegum. Weier, when my eyes blinked, my eyelashes rubbed against my cheeks, my thin arms wrapped around my neck, it was cold, I kissed her lips, and for a moment I felt that I needed her so much. It was already 3 o'clock, and we decided to walk back. Alai was stepping on spring steps in front, and kept turning his head to tell me to go quickly. We walked to Chang'an Avenue, and a sprinkler on the opposite side might have broken down. It was parked on the side of the road, and the sprinkler The sprinkled water hadn't dried yet, and the road was dark, reflecting the street lights. After the car passed by, the rear wheels raised water droplets like fine powder, which was really beautiful.In front is the empty Tiananmen Square - the Monument to the People's Heroes, the Chairman Mao Memorial Hall and the front gate building at the back all look like shadows in the fog. We seem to have walked for a long time before we reached Wangfujing, and we happened to bump into a 201 bus On the night bus, we got on the bus and found that everyone except the driver had fallen asleep on their seats.When I got off the bus at Andingmen, it was already early morning, and a golden border appeared in the east, as if it was specially plated over the city of Beijing. When I went up the stairs, I held Alai's hand. At first, my hand was icy cold, but it became warm when I walked to my apartment in 1207 on the twelfth floor. 34 After the band was established, the first activity was to steal a chicken from the school's biology laboratory.In the second event, a bicycle was stolen.The third activity is to sell the bicycle.I made a suggestion to change the name of the band to "Criminal Gang", but they didn't agree, so something bad happened in the fourth event, we went to Liu Xin's school to play mahjong and lost all the money from selling bicycles, bad luck It was because we didn’t leave immediately after we lost everything, but stood by and watched. At this time, the school guards came and arrested the three of us. I wrote a 5,000-word inspection before being accepted by us. Director Ma of the school's Academic Affairs Office took him back to the school, and was immediately given a serious warning.Hua Yang was also punished, but Liu Xin was fine. His inspection was far worse than mine, and he only wrote 300 words. He wrote: "On September 22, Wang Liqiong, Zhou Wen, Tang Danian . For one, two and four yuan, Wang Liqiong, Tang Danian, and Zhang Chi won, and I, Hua Yang, Zhou Wen, and Cui all lost, and the others tied. I wanted to continue playing because of my childlike innocence, so I went to 314 to find Yao Jin and ask him. I asked Zhao Xiaosong, Wang Kang, Liu Qiang, and Chen Baitao who were present at the time to confront him when he wanted to renege on the debt he owed me last time, but they all pretended not to remember! It can be seen how harmful mahjong is! I will definitely Make up your mind, study hard, and persuade those students who have this bad habit like me to turn back as soon as possible, but I am afraid that Yao Jin and Xu Cheng will not listen to me. I hope the teacher can help them too. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. I think they will be grateful to the teacher. But Yao Jin may not, he is too professional in playing poker." 35 Of course, all frustration is temporary.Li Wei told me a place where I could forget everything, and I followed him to their house. Li Wei's family lives in a small alley near Dongsi. The obvious sign in front of their house is a smelly public toilet. It's not a lie.Later, I was able to find their home with only my nose even if I was blindfolded. That day we entered the yard, made many turns, and finally stopped in front of a hut that looked like an earthquake shed. It was already night, the windows of the neighbors were all closed, and the small trees around us were rustling in the wind. The figures of the two of us swayed on the wall. Suddenly, a leaf fell on my face, like a bug stung me. Li Wei was groping to open the door. Hearing the tinkling of keys for a long time, but there was no movement, Li Wei himself also looked flustered, as if he was opening the door of someone else's house. I stammered, "What's the matter?" Li Wei stammered and told me: "The key is folded in the lock." So, we returned from the same road and went to a small restaurant by the side of the road to eat dumplings. Li Wei ate very little, so he watched me eat from the opposite side, and I asked him, "Do you want beer?" Li Wei nodded: "Then let's have two bottles, or three bottles, or five bottles, how much do you drink?" I said, "A bottle." We drank and talked.At first we talked about Go, but soon we talked about books. To my surprise, Li Wei had read an astonishing number of books. He asked me, "Have you read "The Way of the Wang Family?" I shake my head. Li Wei didn't even look at me: "When you read French novels, you should read Malraux. His status in the French literary world... is equivalent to Wang Meng in China. Of course, you don't have to read it, but you have to read Bu. Tao's "The Use of Time" is very good, very good. Actually, it's nothing special, but it's Proust and Joyce that you copied, and those two people are really great... Oh, look Who did it?" "I haven't seen anyone." "Flaubert, Gide, Sartre, Camus. Mauriac, Daudet, Balzac, Merimee, Goncourt, Musset, Zola... haven't seen any of these?" He couldn't believe it looking at me.The more I listened to him, the less confident I became, as if I had done something shameful if I hadn’t read these books. To be honest, I was a little ashamed, because he was looking at me with a look of indifference, rather Feeling contemptuous, he drank a few sips of beer in time. I said: "I have read George Sand's novels, but I wonder if she is a French writer?" He closed his eyes, glanced at me, and left again. I said a few more names, but obviously he was no longer listening, and his eyes were turned to the black and white TV that was broadcasting MTV not far away, with a thoughtful expression and words in his mouth. Sand, George Sand...the big one..."Like they had an affair before. After class the next day, I went to his place with him again. We broke open the lock and walked in. Inside were rows and shelves of books, almost all of which were novels, and I don’t know how many there were. Li Wei recommended at least 100 books to me until I couldn't take them anymore. From then on, I read Li Wei's books when I was free. When I read books, I really forgot everything. 36 When I'm asleep, I want you by my side, Nai, because I'm feeling alone, and I imagine you getting up quietly and drawing the curtains so we don't wake up with the sun too bright Eyes, so that there will be no tears, no removal of my hand on your breast, no thought of reality, no pain.