Chapter 18 Chapter 17 "As long as you beat me, I'll tell you.", 1999.

Kang Zhengxing We start a cold war. This cold war situation has lasted for a week, and I don't want to admit it, after all, I didn't want to have a cold war with him at all.But on the way home from school, he stopped saying a word to me.He never came to my house again and asked me to go to class with him in his Spyder.I went to the basketball court to watch him practice, but he ignored me. So we started a cold war, although I have no idea why we had a cold war. What is he so angry about?I? Really? No? Get it? What the hell is he mad about? The only time I remember we had a cold war, except that time I didn't go to the basketball court to watch the game, was this time, and that time I only used a plate of fruit ice to smooth it out.

But this time is different. The goodwill I showed him was repulsed one by one. I wrote a note and he didn't return it. I gave him my homework to copy, but he would rather choose to be punished by the teacher. Yesterday after school, I went to his house to look for him, but Yu My mother said that he had been practicing very late recently, or he lay down and fell asleep as soon as he got home without dinner. I really don't understand, why do we want to fight the Cold War? Early this morning, I walked to the school alone. As soon as I walked in the door, I found that he was already sitting in the classroom. He looked up at me, but we didn’t say anything, just two of us, sitting Inside the classroom.

I took out my geography textbook from the drawer, but in fact, I couldn't read any line at all. I just wanted to declare that I was not affected by his actions, and I didn't mess up my order because of his willfulness. I didn't take his childish behavior seriously. However, this is the first time I have discovered that breathing, which I have never felt before in my life, is so difficult. I suddenly found a note in the folder of the textbook, I took it out, and then opened it to take a look. It said, "See you in the swimming pool after school." See you at the pool after school?

I turned my head to look at Yu Shouheng, he just fell asleep lying on the table. All day today, I was not in the mood to go to class. I couldn’t even understand the English notes I copied in class. I couldn’t write a few words in the history test. I only filled in the numbers for the multiple-choice questions. I couldn't solve the problem at all, and I lost face in front of the whole class. But these, I don't have the mood to care about them at all. What the hell am I thinking?Why can I be so stupid as Yu Shouheng that I don't even know what I'm doing now. I didn’t see him at noon, maybe he went to the secret base, but I won’t go, anyway, I can’t eat much, just sitting in the classroom, eating hard bread from the welfare agency.

When I first went to buy bread, Aunt Liao from the welfare agency asked me if I was in a relationship. I said no, and she said that her eyeliner had already told her, eyeliner? The remainder is conservative. Why am I mad at him? Yes, I'm mad at me for sneaking glances at him every class, but he doesn't pay the slightest attention. Yes, he clearly knew that I was sneaking at him. He deliberately pretended to ignore me. My pencil fell under his desk, but he just picked it up and placed it on my desk. I withdrew my outstretched hand and talked to him. Saying thank you, he still pretended not to hear, as if he ignored me for granted, as if everything was my fault for granted.

According to the agreement, as soon as the school bell rang, I walked to the swimming pool with my schoolbag on my back. Now the school swimming pool has long been closed.Everyone has already gone to the school gate, only the sound of people playing can be heard from the far side of the basketball court. I looked over there, and there seemed to be no figure of Yu Shouheng. Suddenly, a stone rolled under my feet, and I turned around. He was standing by the wall. "Why do you want me?" I said. He didn't say anything, just looked up at the window on the wall that led to the swimming pool's shower.

"What on earth did you want me for?" He opened the window and jumped up onto the window frame. "What do you want to do?" "You'll know when you come in." He stretched out his hand and asked me to jump up too, but I didn't want to at all. Being caught by the school like this would probably be a big mistake. "What do you want to do first?" "Come here first and I'll tell you." I looked around to see if there was any campus police passing by, and then I had no choice but to hold on to Yu Shouheng's hand, climbed up the window in an ugly posture, and almost stumbled and fell into the shower room.

"Alright, tell me what are you going to do first?" He just led me, followed his footsteps, and we walked to the pool. He dropped his schoolbag by the pool and started taking off his shirt. "I didn't want to see you swim," I said. "I'm going to race you," he said. "Competition swimming?" "right." "why?" "Because I play basketball with you, you will definitely say that I bully you." "I mean why are you competing?" "I'll tell you if you win." He sat down and took off his shoes and socks.

"How can I beat you?" I said. "If you don't take off your clothes, you lose." Then he started to untie the belt of his trousers. "I didn't bring my swimming trunks," I said. "I don't have goggles either," I said. "And I'm going to catch a cold," I said. "Also, I, I, anyway, I'm not going to compete with you." I said. He didn't answer my words at all, he just took off his boxer briefs and started warming up. "Are you going to say, why are you competing with me?" I was annoyed by him. "As long as you beat me, I'll tell you."

Then he jumped into the pool, and the splash was high, and he started to swim. I seemed to be irritated by him, and then I threw away my schoolbag and took off my upper clothes. Then he jumped into the water and swam behind him. I don't know why I have to act impulsively, but at this moment, I seem to think that if I don't have this inexplicable swimming competition with him, our friendship over the past few years will definitely end today. The setting sun slanted in through the large glass windows, reflecting the water so beautifully. The water in the swimming pool is warm today, as if soaking in a huge bathtub.It's just that I am not in the mood to care at this moment, will anyone discover our ridiculous menstruation?Will I be able to catch up with Yu Shouheng?

I just tried my best to swim forward desperately, like, I was afraid of losing something, but I swam forward without any goal. "You win," he told me through the shower splint. "Obviously you won." I was naked, twisted my drenched panties, and wanted to say, fortunately, it's hot today, so I'll dry it soon. "You won because I thought I could beat you ten laps, and it only turned out to be eight laps, so you won." God, what theory is he talking about?Even if I win, I won't feel any joy. "Then do you want to tell me why you want to play against me?" I said to him. "You're eagle so you can be with her." "With whom?" What the hell was he talking about? Suddenly the door of the shower was knocked open, I was shocked, it was Yu Shouheng, he walked in, with strange eyes, he walked towards me slowly, I didn't have time to hide anything, I just stared blankly. Then he put his hands across my shoulders against the wall. I tried to find where my eyes should be aimed, but I just hesitated. "You won, so you can be with her, I won't be angry." He put his face in front of me, perhaps, this is the most serious look I've ever seen him in my life. "Who the hell are you talking about?" I blurted out. "Your girlfriend." God, what the hell was he thinking?It really is Du Huijia, when did I say I want to be with Du Huijia? "Why should I be with her?" I said. "Because you like her." "I didn't like her." "Then why are you with her?" "How many times do you want me to tell you? I don't want to be with her." "Then do you like him or not?" "I told you, I don't like her." "Then who do you like?" Then who do I like? I should say, actually I like it, but looking at his eyes, I really don't know what to say. "I like it? I, I, I like it?" I would say that what I like is, actually, me, me. I can't say it, but if I don't say it, he will definitely misunderstand it, but if I say it, he will misunderstand it even more. Or in fact, I don't know at all, who do I like? No, I know, I know who I like, yes, these days, who am I angry with every day, who I care about the most these years, I know, I know. "I see," he said suddenly. "What do you know?" I asked. He didn't say anything, just turned around, put on his clothes, carried his schoolbag, and climbed out of the window. "What the hell do you know?" I yelled at him, but he ignored me. "You crazy! What the hell do you know?" I yelled. "You don't know anything!" I shouted even louder. "I like it, I like it, me." It turned out that I couldn't say it at all. Or, I don't know why I like this person at all, maybe I don't even understand the word "like", maybe I don't like him at all, maybe I'm just used to having that person by my side, maybe everything It's just that I'm cranky, maybe in fact, I'm an idiot, maybe me, maybe me. I tried to catch up with his footsteps, but when I put on my pants and jumped out of the window with my shirt in hand, I couldn't see Yu Shouheng's figure anymore. I looked around and saw nothing, nothing. I stood there for a long time, thinking over and over what he knew. No, I don't even know what I'm thinking right now, all the thoughts in my head are all out of order, like being smashed against the wall. Like, like a hand reached into my body, rubbing my heart so tightly that I couldn't even breathe. It's like being sucked into an endless black hole, all the feelings are distorted, and that black hole is even darker than the current sky. I thought of "sky".