Chapter 34 [Three Shisi] letter

The original text of Wei Wei’s letter to Margaret—— Dear Margaret: I just gave you your third sleeping pill, mixed it with water for you to drink.Otherwise you will always wake up in the middle of the night. Today I want to write a story for you, lest you disturb me. Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye, please forgive my narrow love for others, please forgive me for not being able to sit in the theater with you and watch movies until we grow old and die. In any case, please know my affection for you, so hard to let go. But Gesang is facing death, and her body will become disintegrated because of the atonement.

And the sin she wants to atone for comes from me. Looking back on the past few years, I have nothing to repay for what Gesang has done for me.Finally today, I thought of a way to repay her, which is to take her love, friendship and attachment to you, go to a place I don't know, and start a new life.I really can't stay in this city and hear any rumors about her sentencing.I ruined her whole life, her family and her elderly grandpa.I can't face it all, I can't stop hating myself. I don't know where I'm going, and it's also the first time in my life that I'm on a plane.I want to visit many countries in the future. If possible, I want to go to school, and I want to leave Huancheng.In such a closed and lazy city, even if you are rich, you will not be happy.I'm going out to accept poverty, hunger, the pain and bitterness of childbearing, the novelty of moving, and all the life normal people have.I want to learn to enjoy those unknown life, learn to be strong, no longer lie, no longer complain.

Originally, I wanted to go with you, but I know that I can't change your life, at least I think I can't do anything.I think you should be with Yang Zuoluo, he loves you, when I first came to the Pearl Hotel, I saw him sitting in the back seat looking at you, I knew he loved you.It was later discovered that he had such a deep attachment to you.No one can beat it. Margaret, you are so beautiful.You should believe in love and ideals. I will always bless you, the most sincere wishes. I know that no one can replace you, and that's enough. You promise me, you have to be good, be good.

The following story, written by me, can be adapted into a screenplay if you wish. your slight Farewell to Huancheng, who never sleeps day or night! night of 6th January