Chapter 3 Chapter 2 The Sky of Snow Castle

"I have something for you." Sen told me that night before leaving. "What is it?" "I saw it through a boutique today." He took out a velvet box from his trouser pocket, which contained a K-gold necklace, the pendant was a crystal ball, and there was a scorpion in the crystal ball. "You are the most suitable one for Scorpio." He put the necklace on for me. "A scorpion is very lonely," I said. "With me, you will no longer be alone." He hugged me and said. "I can't bear to let you go." I hugged him tightly, but I knew he had to go home.

"Will you accompany me on your birthday this year?" I asked him. He nodded and I let him go, satisfied. In class that night, Chen Dingliang had a bad cold and kept crying. "Did you find that song?" I asked him. "Can't find it," he said. I'm a little disappointed. "Your necklace is beautiful," he said. "Thank you." "Is it a scorpion?" "Yes." I turned to leave. "I can only find the lyrics." He took a piece of paper from his rucksack. "But the lyrics are in French." Chen Dingliang said.

"I don't know French." "I understand, I can translate it for you." "Thank you." He coughed a few times: "Can you find a place to sit down first, I want to drink a cup of very hot lemon honey." "I asked a friend to wait in the restaurant, can we go together?" I asked Xu Yu to find me after class. He thought for a while: "Alright." In the restaurant, he ordered a glass of lemon honey, and I eagerly expected him to read the lyrics to me, but he took out a handkerchief and dabbed his tears and nose. "How?" I asked him.

"It's a bad cold, and it's been several days." He quickly knew he was wrong: "Is this song really important to you?" I smiled and said nothing. "Okay!" He took a sip of the lemon molasses, "Listen, the lyrics go like this: "That's all?" "One more thing," he told me through tears, "I will wait for you forever." Xu Yu stood behind Chen Dingliang, too frightened to sit down. "Let me introduce to you, Chen Dingliang, who is my mentor; Xu Yu, who is a model. He is reading the lyrics to me." "I thought you were talking about love." Xu Yu said.

"How do you have lyrics?" I asked Chen Dingliang. "I don't know if someone copied it down for me, or if I copied it down and wanted to give it to someone. It was a long time ago. Here it is." "It doesn't look like your handwriting," I said. "It was written to me by someone else." He spread out on the chair. "Is that person still waiting for you?" I asked him with a smile. Chen Dingliang blew his nose with a handkerchief: "It's been more than ten years, should I get married? Who would wait for someone forever?"

"Some women can wait for a man forever," I said. "Women can, but men can't." "Why can't men?" "Because a man is a man." Chen Dingliang sneered and shook his head. I was very unconvinced by his self-righteous look: "You can't, it doesn't mean that all men can't." "Is there a man waiting for you?" he asked me back. "Have you ever tried waiting for a man?" "What does it matter?" "While you're waiting for a man, do you sleep with other men?" "This is no longer waiting." Xu Yu interjected.

"But it's impossible for a man to wait forever and not sleep with other women." Chen Dingliang took out his handkerchief and blew his nose again. "You can't speak for all men," I said. "Yes. But I'm a man, so I'm more representative than you. I don't speak for women." "Can a man really have sex with other women while waiting for a woman?" Xu Yu asked Chen Dingliang. "You can even get married. There is no conflict between these two things." "No conflict?" I sneered. "Of course there is no conflict, so a man can love two women."

I was at a loss for words, maybe Chen Dingliang was right, he is a man, he understands men better than me, so he can explain why Sen lives with one woman and loves another woman. No conflict. "If you say that, no man will wait forever for a woman." Xu Yu said. "That's not it." Chen Dingliang wiped his tears with a handkerchief. "There are men who will wait forever for a woman." Chen Dingliang said. "Really?" I wondered why he suddenly overturned his great theory. "Because he couldn't find another woman," he said calmly. "If all men were like you, there would be no soul-stirring love stories in this world." Xu Yu said.

"Do you believe in soul-stirring love stories?" Chen Dingliang asked Xu Yu. Xu Yu nodded. "So you are a woman." Chen Dingliang laughed. Xu Yu still wanted to argue with him. "I'm hungry, how about something to eat?" I said. "I want to eat spaghetti bolognese." Xu Yu said. "What about you?" I asked Chen Dingliang. "Am I not hindering you?" I shake my head. "I'd like a glass of lemon treacle," he said. "What do you want to eat?" "Don't eat." After Chen Dingliang drank his second cup of lemon honey, he fell asleep on the chair.Perhaps due to nasal congestion, his nostrils emitted some faint snoring sounds one after another, his mouth was slightly opened, and his body leaned towards Xu Yu.

"Do you want to wake him up?" Xu Yu asked me. "No, he seems to be very ill, let him sleep for a while. Are you and Yu Wuguo reconciled?" "He didn't sleep the night I left." "What about those manuscripts?" "He wrote it again." Xu Yu took out a book from his purse, "This is Yu Wu Guo's new book." "So fast?" "This is a collection of the last series of novels," Xu Yu said. "This publishing house again? Didn't you say that this publishing house is not good?" I flipped through Yu Wu Guo's book, but the cover was not attractive and the printing was poor.

"It can't be helped. Those big publishing houses only look for great writers and don't discover potential newcomers. This is their loss. However, as long as the work is good, there will be people who will appreciate it." Xu Yu is full of confidence. "Okay, I'll go back and have a look." "The story is fascinating, and I read it a few times." I talked with Xu Yu for almost an hour, but Chen Dingliang was still sleeping soundly, and his snoring was getting louder and louder. I was really afraid that he would suffocate. I patted his shoulder hard, and he opened his eyes slightly. "Are you awake?" I asked him. "Oh, sorry." He woke up and took out his purse to pay the bill. "I've already paid," I said. "Thank you. I'll take you home." "Xu Yu lives in Xihuan, can you give her a ride?" "of course can." "You won't have a woman waiting for you at home, right?" Xu Yu satirized him deliberately. "Women are so revengeful!" Chen Dingliang shook his head. Chen Dingliang drove us across the sea in his Jeep.He saw the book in my hand. "Yu Wuguo? I've read his book." "Really?" Xu Yu asked him excitedly. "Well written." "Yu Wuguo is Xu Yu's boyfriend." I said. "Really? Can you lend me this book?" Chen Dingliang asked me. "Okay, let you watch it first!" I told Chen Dingliang. "Why do you read Yu Wuguo's book?" Xu Yu asked Chen Dingliang. Chen Dingliang drove straight to Xihuan. "Shouldn't you drop me off at Central first?" I said. "Oh! I forgot." "It doesn't matter, let's send Xu Yu back first." "You ask me why I read Yu Wu Guo's book?" Chen Dingliang said to Xu Yu, "I was first attracted by the name Yu Wu Guo." I smile. "What are you laughing at?" Chen Dingliang asked me. "Do you know what the name Yu Wuguo means?" "Zhou Rui!" Xu Yu poked me with her finger. "There is nothing wrong with the universe," Xu Yu said. "There's nothing wrong with the bra?" Chen Dingliang laughed. Xu Yu was angry: "Yu Wuguo's first novel was about human beings invading a weak planet. The universe is not wrong, but human beings are wrong, so he used this pen name at that time." "Trust me, it's a good pseudonym and it's going to go viral," I said with a smile. "I know that." Xu Yu was triumphant. "But the design of this cover is very bad." Chen Dingliang said. "I also know, there's no other way. They simply can't afford to hire someone to design it," Xu Yu said. "I'll design the next book for you," Chen Dingliang said. "Really?" Xu Yu grabbed Chen Dingliang's arm excitedly. "He charges a lot," I said. "Don't worry, it's free." Chen Dingliang said. "You are so kind, I misunderstood you just now." Xu Yu said. Chen Dingliang sent Xu Yu home first, and then took me home.When I got home, I immediately received a call from Xu Yu. "Does Chen Dingliang like you?" Xu Yu asked me. "Do you think he likes me?" "He deliberately went the wrong way and waited until the end to send you off. Obviously he wanted to be alone with you, right? I just met him tonight, and he was willing to design the cover for Yu Wuguo for free. It can't be for me, right?" "It's also the second time I've met him." "That could be love at first sight, you're in trouble!" "He was born on the same day as me in the same month." "real?" "I was surprised too." "Can a fashion designer be very flirtatious?" "Chen Dingliang seems to be very experienced with women," I said. "Don't refuse him." Xu Yu advised me. "why?" "If you refuse him, he will refuse to design the cover for Yu Wu Guo. If you don't like it, you can perfunctory him, please." "It's unreasonable, you only think about yourself." "Actually, I'm also doing it for you." Xu Yu argued, "Do you think you're still young? Women always want to get married." "How do you know that Chen Dingliang is not married? I won't make the same mistake twice." The phone hung up, and I pressed the lyrics Chen Dingliang gave me under the puzzle.I said that I would leave Sen at the age of thirty. Is it just a coincidence that Chen Dingliang, who was born on the same day as me, appeared at this time?So far, he doesn't hate me, and with a woman's intuition, I know he doesn't hate me either.Women always want to be liked by men, especially men with good qualities.I took off the necklace and shook it under the light. The scorpion in the crystal ball is me, and the crystal ball is Sen. In this world, there will not be a man who protects me like him. One is enough. At this time the phone rang, I picked it up, but the other party hung up. I have received this kind of silent call many times recently. One morning a few days later, I got a call. "Hello, who is it?" "I'm Mrs. Don Vincent." A female voice said. I am stunned. "Those silent calls are all from me," she said, "How long have you been with Vincent Tang?" "Mrs. Tang, I don't understand what you're talking about." I could only deny it. "You don't understand. Vincent Tang and I have been dating for ten years and married for seven years. He has changed a lot in the past four years, and I know he is lying to me every day. How did you meet him?" "Can I have a little privacy?" "Hmph! Privacy?" She sneered, "I don't believe you guys would dare to do deviant things?" She can really deceive herself. "Does he love you?" she asked me. "I can't answer that for him," I said. "He doesn't love me anymore." She said calmly. She was so calm and frank, I felt guilty instead. "Can you promise me not to tell him what happened today?" she said. "I promise you." The phone hung up, I sat in front of the dining table, picked up the puzzle pieces to make a puzzle, I thought I would cry, but I didn't, this day finally came, and it also solved my long-standing doubts, Sen didn't love two people at the same time A woman, he only loves me. Sen called at dusk, and he said he would have dinner with me in the evening. We ate at a yakiniku restaurant.Sen is in good spirits.He just made a lot of money for the bank.I was terrified that this evening was the last time we would see each other and I didn't know what that woman would do.I snuggled close to Sen, putting one leg on his lap. I promised her not to tell Sen about this matter. Although I don't have to keep this promise, I don't want her to look down on me and think that I will use this matter to attack her. Sen didn't call me the next morning, and I started to worry.In the afternoon, I finally got a call from him. "Why didn't you tell me?" he asked me. I was too naive, I thought she told me not to tell Sen, she would keep the secret herself. "Last night she acted like a madman," he said. "Then what to do?" He was silent for a long time. "Will you never see me again?" I asked him. "I'll see you later," he said. I put down the phone, afraid he wouldn't call me again. I have a fashion design class in the evening. Chen Dingliang asked us to draw design sketches.I drew an evening dress, which is a long black dress with suspenders, the suspenders are made of fake diamonds, the skirt is backless, and there is a big bow at the back.I was in a bad mood and wasted a lot of paper. The one I drew was still different from what I thought.I was very angry, squeezed the paper into a ball and threw it in the trash can. After class, I left the classroom, and Chen Dingliang caught up with me. "I've finished reading Yu Wuguo's book, so I can return it to you." I saw that he had nothing in his hands. "I put it in the car, do you want to cross the sea?" "You don't seem to be in a good mood today." He said while driving. "A woman doesn't need any explanation when she's in a bad mood," I said. When the car arrived at the gate of the building, I got off. "Wait a minute," he got out of the car, went to the back of the car and took out two big watermelons, "Today I went back to Fanling to visit my mother, and she gave it to me. I can't eat two by myself, so I'll give you one .” "Thank you." I held out my hands to catch it. "This watermelon is very heavy, I will carry it up for you." Luckily he wanted to use this as an excuse to visit my house. Chen Dingliang put the watermelon in the refrigerator for me. He saw my puzzle and said, "A fifth of the puzzle is done?" I looked at my watch. It was ten past five, and Sen might still be in the company. "My ex-wife got married today." Chen Dingliang said. It turned out that Chen Dingliang was divorced.Today must be a bad day for him.We were born on the same month and the same day, unexpectedly we were also in a bad mood on the same day. "Why didn't you go to the wedding?" "She didn't invite me." "Then how do you know she's married?" "My mother told me today that my ex-wife and my mother have a good relationship." Chen Dingliang smiled wryly. "Then your divorce must not be due to the issue of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law." I said with a smile. "It's my problem." Chen Dingliang said. "I really don't understand marriage," I said. "I don't understand marriage either, but I understand divorce." I don't quite understand, I just want to hear what he has to say. "Divorce is a very painful wrestling." Mori probably feels the same way, right?Divorce is harder than union. "It's getting late, I'll go first." Chen Dingliang said. "Thank you for the watermelon." "I almost forgot, Yu Wuguo's book." Chen Dingliang returned Yu Wuguo's book to me. "Does it look good?" "Good, but not top-notch." "How many first-rates are there in the world?" I said. Chen Dingliang left, I felt very lonely, I never thought he could give me a little warm feeling.I looked at the clock and it was three o'clock in the morning. Could Sen be at home, promising his wife that he would never see me again? I dressed in a hurry, went downstairs to Sen's company, and wandered there.I've never done anything stupid like this, and I don't even know if he's in the company. I am alone on the street, and the night is lonely, why am I unwilling to give up, unwilling to believe that this love will perish sooner or later?It's just a painful wrestling. I wandered the streets for an unknown amount of time, and finally saw a few men coming out of the bank, but I couldn't see Sen. Maybe he doesn't need to be on duty tonight. Ten minutes later, I actually saw Sen coming out of the bank, and Sen saw me. "Why are you here?" "I miss you!" I threw myself into his arms. "Aren't you going to bed so late?" "I can't sleep, are you planning to see me in the future?" "I'll walk you home." Sen and I walked home.At four o'clock in the morning, Central is still lonely, with only a few morning commuters.We held hands, and I suddenly had a feeling that Sen was not going to leave me. "Did I startle you?" I asked Sen. "Fortunately, I don't have a heart attack." He smiled wryly. "Sorry, I should have told you about her calling me," I said. "Anyway, she knows." "Did you promise her not to see me again?" "What I want to do, no one can stop me." "Then it's you who don't want a divorce, not whether you want to get a divorce, right?" "A thirty-seven-year-old woman, where do you tell her to go after divorce?" "Oh, it turns out that's the case. I'd rather be thirty-seven years old." Only at this moment did I realize that a woman's age can also make her a protected person in a marriage. "What shall we do next?" I asked Sen. "In the future, don't use the surname Zhou to call me, but use the surname Xu." "Why do I have to be named Xu?" I asked him bitterly. "Just a casual thought, your good friend's surname is Xu." "Okay! Then my surname is Xu, is it Mr. Xu or Ms. Xu?" I sneered. "Whatever you want. But don't leave your phone number." "Why are you so afraid of her?" "I don't want anyone to get hurt." Sen put his hands on my shoulders to comfort me, "I will never leave you." "Okay! I'll change the phone number." I capitulate.When he said "I'll never leave you," I relented. "About one-fifth of it has been built, and the results are good!" Sen saw my puzzle, and half of the restaurant had appeared on the puzzle, but we might not have our own restaurant. After Sen left, I lay on the bed.Any woman who is a little wiser should understand that she should quit at this time, otherwise, when youth fades away, she can only be a secret lover forever.However, I was willing to change his surname to Xu. Sometimes, I really hate myself. Sen's birthday is getting closer and I'm doing puzzles every day.On Sunday, Xu Yu came to my house and complained that I only cared about making pictures. "There are people who make maps for people," Xu Yu said. "I think I built each piece myself." "How would he know?" "Stop teasing me." "Yu Wuguo has been acting weird recently." Xu Yu said, "He seems to be under a lot of pressure. He keeps writing and has learned to smoke." "No wonder you smell like cigarettes." "I'm really worried about him." "I've never heard that writing a manuscript can be maddening." I dismissed her. In the evening, after I took a shower, I sat at the dining table to make pictures. I had already seen the sky of Snow Castle, the streets of Snow Castle and three quarters of restaurants, leaving only one quarter of the restaurant and the hostess and hostess. I have been puzzled all the time, and the hostess and hostess finally appeared.I smelled the scent of cakes from the cake shop downstairs. It turned out that it was early morning, and the last piece of the puzzle I embedded was the chest of the hostess. Finally finished, I forgot how much time I spent, but I finally saw our restaurant.At that time, Sen will be in charge of cooking, and I will be in charge of serving the guests.After lunch, we sat and chatted leisurely outside the restaurant. Before going to work, I went to Ms. Guo's cake shop to order a cake, and she greeted me very graciously. "It's the first time to order a cake here!" she said. "It's my friend's birthday." "What kind of cake do you like?" "Can you make any style?" I tested her. "It depends on how difficult it is." I handed her the box surface of the puzzle: "Can the cake surface be used for this restaurant?" "This restaurant?" She was taken aback. "Oh, forget it, it's really too complicated." "When do you want it?" she asked me. "tomorrow." When I got off work, Sen called me. "Will you be with me tomorrow night?" I asked him. "What's going on tomorrow?" "Tomorrow is your birthday, have you forgotten?" I laughed at him. "I really forgot, I just know what the pound closed today." "Then will you accompany me? If not, it doesn't matter." I comforted myself, if he said he couldn't come, I would feel better. "what time tomorrow?" "Go ahead." "I'll pick you up at seven o'clock." After Sen hung up, Xu Yu called me. "Yu Wuguo really has a problem. He can't write a draft these days." Xu Yu was very worried. "Normal people will also be constipated!" "He hasn't touched me in weeks." "Eat a lot of delicacies from mountains and seas, and you will get tired of it! Don't think about it." I took a moment to comfort Xu Yu while thinking about what to wear tomorrow night.On this day, a fresh set of underwear is a must.I bought a black corset at staff price, which just goes with a black dress I just bought. This morning, I first went to the cake shop to pick up the cake.The cake is very beautiful, and it is 80% similar to the restaurant in Snow Castle. "I've done my best," Ms. Guo said. "It's beautiful, thank you." I put the cake in the freezer and hid the puzzle in the glass frame in the closet before going to work.I left work two hours early to get my hair washed.On a whim, I ran to buy him another bottle of red wine.It was already 7:15, I hurried home, Sen had just come out of the building. "I've been waiting for you for a long time," he said. "I... I'm going to wash my hair." "I'm sorry," he said. "What do you mean?" I asked him.My body trembled involuntarily. Sen looked at me without speaking. "You said it was seven o'clock, but now it's only fifteen minutes later. I'm going to buy wine, and I bought it for you." I took the bottle of red wine out of the bag and showed him. "I can't accompany you." He was finally willing to say it. I looked at him angrily. "She notified many relatives and friends to have dinner tonight." Sen said. "You promised me!" I gave him a hard look and rushed into the building. Sen didn't catch up, he won't catch up, he won't say sorry to me again. I opened the bottle of red wine worth 3,500 yuan, gurgled the whole bottle down, and ended up spitting half of it on the ground.I took out the jigsaw puzzle hidden in the closet. I was going to give it to Sen. Now I disassembled the mirror frame and laid the jigsaw puzzle flat on the ground. This is our dining room.I turned the whole puzzle over with one hand, and the puzzle fell apart, and I messed it up.That feeling is really exhilarating, and I ruined something I made with my own hands.He broke the covenant, I broke his gift.It is much easier to destroy a thing than to create it. By the way, there is still a cake in the refrigerator.I took the cake out, the box was still unopened, and a bow was tied on it. I brought the cake to Xu Yu's house and knocked on the door, and she opened the door. "Happy birthday," I said. Xu Yu was stunned for three seconds, and I stuffed the cake into her hands. "What happened?" she asked me. "Where are the restrooms?" Xu Yu pointed to a room.I rushed in and vomited for a long time holding the toilet bowl.I heard Xu Yu call for Yu Wu to come and help me.The two of them worked together to hug me to the sofa, and Xu Yu poured me a cup of hot tea. "Didn't you eat with Sen?" Xu Yu asked me. After I vomited, I became more sober, and only then did I realize that Yu Wuguo's appearance had changed a lot. His hair was messy, his face was full of beards, and he became very thin, with a cigarette dangling from his mouth. "Why did you become like this?" I couldn't help asking him. "You guys talk, I'll go in and write a manuscript." Yu Wuguo said coldly. "Why did he become like this?" I asked Xu Yu. "I told you earlier that he has been like this since a month ago. He trapped himself in his room to write manuscripts every day, and he quit his job today, saying that he wanted to stay at home and write manuscripts." "What stimulated him?" "I think the newspaper stopped using his novel a month ago. He was very unhappy. He put a lot of pressure on himself, saying that he wanted to write a bestseller. As a result, the more nervous he was, the more he couldn't write it. The more he couldn't write it, the more he felt depressed worse." "Everyone has troubles!" My headache was terrible. "Why do you drink so much?" "That woman did it on purpose. She notified many relatives and friends to celebrate my birthday with Sen tonight, so he couldn't accompany me." "What are you going to do?" "I could have given up, but I won't now. I don't want to lose to her. I want to fight her to the end." "You? Why do you?" Xu Yu asked me. "I know Sen likes me." I said. "Then why didn't he accompany you tonight?" I was immediately speechless.Yes, even if he loves me so much, what's the use?He always stayed by her side. "Zhou Rui, you are the third party!" Xu Yu's words seemed like a slap in the face.I never thought that I was a third party. I thought his wife was a third party, making me and Sen unable to combine.It's ridiculous to think about it now. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Xu Yu sat down beside me, put his arms around his knees and said, "For the sake of love, I don't mind being a third party. Forget it, you and I are both people who act according to our feelings , this kind of person deserves to suffer.” "Can I stay tonight? I don't want to go home." "Of course. You'll sleep with me." "Then what about Yu Wuguo?" "He has been sleeping in the study for the past two weeks." Xu Yu said sadly. I lay on Xu Yu's bed and fell asleep vaguely.In the middle of the night, my bladder was very distended, and I got up to go to the bathroom. The door of the study was ajar, and I saw Yu Wuguo sitting in front of the desk with my back on his back, constantly crumpling the manuscript paper and throwing it on the ground. On the floor of the study, Manuscript paper that was crumpled into balls was all over the place.He turned around and saw me with no expression on his face.He would probably be the first person to write a novel to the point of insanity. In the morning, I woke up Xu Yu. "I'm leaving." "where are you going?" "Go to work. If you don't work, you don't have living expenses." "Are you all right?" "I decided to break up with Don Vincent." I said. "Break up? You don't seem to be the first to say it." Xu Yu didn't quite believe what I said. "This time it's true. I thought very clearly last night. You are right. I am the third party. This fact will not change, never will." I said painfully. "Are you really willing to leave him?" "I don't want to listen to his lies again. I don't want to be disappointed again. Being deceived by someone I love is a very sad thing." "I don't know, I'm often deceived by the people I like." Xu Yu smiled wryly. "I'm going to move back home for a while." "why?" "I don't want to see Sen, I don't want to give myself a chance to change my mind." At this time, my pager rang, and it was Sen who called me.I left Xu Yu's house and turned off the pager.Although I have broken up many times in the past four years, none of them were sincere. This time is different, and I have a feeling of despair.I used to cry, this time I didn't.I went home and packed my clothes, and the puzzle piece was lying on the ground in pieces, and Sen's restaurant and I would never appear.The phone rang, and I sat next to it, and when the phone stopped ringing, I knew it was Sen, but the phone didn't ring again, he must have thought I was angry, and would answer the phone tomorrow.I leave with my tote bag.Passing the first floor, Miss Guo is opening a shop. "Miss Zhou, are you going on a trip?" She asked me with a smile. I nod. "Is that cake delicious?" I nod, I haven't eaten at all. Back at the underwear store, Anna said that Vincent Tang had called me.He is nervous about me, which will only make me more determined to go.The phone rings again, I don't want Anna and Jenny to guess, and sooner or later I have to make it clear to him.I pick up the phone. "Where have you been?" He asked me anxiously. "I forgot to say happy birthday to you. Happy birthday," I said. "I'll come to see you tonight, okay?" Sen asked me. "Forget it, I don't want to hear you lie anymore." "Let's talk about it tonight." "No, I won't see you. That room, I will quit the lease, thank you for giving me a happy day. Goodbye." I hung up. Sen didn't call me again.I didn't expect that I finally had the courage to say goodbye to him.I've never loved someone so much, I've learned to love, but I have to let go. After get off work, I went to fashion class, Chen Dingliang saw me holding a handbag, a bit strange. "Are you catching the night flight?" "no." "I'll take you across the sea." "Thank you, I don't pass the sea today." "I have something for you." Chen Dingliang handed me a cassette tape, "I will wait for you you want." I didn't expect to receive this song at this moment, and my expression was a little dazed.Why am I always one step late? "Have you found it?" he asked me. "No, thank you, how did you find it?" "I have a way." I went back to my mother's house and played the tape on the tape recorder. "I will wait for you!" What a touching promise!But Sen, I'm sorry, I won't wait for you. I was away from home for two weeks, and Sen didn't look for me, nor did he come to the underwear store.I expected he would call and beg me, or come to the lingerie store to find me, but he didn't.Although I proposed the breakup, I was indeed a little disappointed. How could he just let it go?Maybe he knows it's useless to beg me again. It's not that I won't change my mind, but that he can't change the reality. Xu Yu and I watched a very funny sex comedy in the theater. Xu Yu laughed so loudly that I couldn't really laugh. "It's you who said you want to break up again, and you're not happy if he doesn't look for you." Xu Yu said. "If you break up with a man, it's impossible not to want him to ask you to stay again, right?" "You can't bear to break up with him at all, you still wear the necklace he gave you." Yes, I'm still reluctant to take off the necklace. "Will there be an accident with Sen? He can't be heard from at all." I said. "No way. It can't be such a coincidence. If you are worried, you can find him." "He's cunning and wants to back off. He knows I'll be the first to go to him." "You say everything yourself." "I want to go home and have a look." "Do you want me to accompany you back? In case Vincent Tang commits suicide at home—" "Nonsense! He won't die for me." I went back to Sen's and I's house, maybe Sen had been here, left something behind, or came to pay tribute, and then stopped looking for me. I opened the door and went in. It was the same as when I left, but the puzzles on the ground were gone.A complete jigsaw puzzle is placed on the dining table. impossible!I dumped it clearly on the ground as I walked away, crumbling to pieces.Who built it? Sen came out of the bathroom. "When did you come?" I asked him. "Two weeks ago." "Two weeks ago?" I asked Sen. He walked up to the jigsaw puzzle and said, "Just finished it." "You are here every day?" "Every day I have free time, I come to build pictures." Sen said. "It took you so little time to complete this puzzle?" "Have you forgotten that I'm a good puzzler? However, this picture is indeed very complicated. It would have been impossible to complete it if I hadn't taken two days off." "Why are you doing this?" I asked him tearfully. "This is our restaurant." Sen hugged me. "Hate!" I cried and pushed him away. "The night you said you broke up, I came back here and saw this puzzle on the ground. I wanted to finish it. I thought, if you come back one day and see this puzzle, you might be happy." "Do you think I'll be back?" "No. I thought you wouldn't come back. You must think I've been cheating on you. Sometimes, I feel selfish. I should let you go and let you find a man who can take care of you for the rest of your life." "You can't? I hate you! I really hate you. Tell you, I've never hated a person so much." I rushed up, grabbed his sleeve, and hit him with my fist. Sen hugged me tightly. "I hate you!" I cried. "I know," he said. I hug Sen hard, I really hate him, especially when I find that I can't leave this man.I hugged the body of this strong, warm but heartbreaking man I hadn't seen for fourteen days, and even at the age of thirty, I couldn't leave him.Love, sometimes, is a sinking thing. The so-called reason and determination are just ridiculous self-comforting words.