Chapter 6 Chapter 4 Eternal Regret

If time has an end, then Guan Yayao's remorse may break through the barrier of time and space and fly straight to eternity.After losing Zheng Yizhi, she realized that love will be exhausted; but can this belated realization save Zheng Yizhi's heart for her? After finishing playing Dan Fogelberg's "Longer", Guan Yayao stood up slowly, with her hands folded around her chest. Suddenly, a sense of desolation rose from her heart, and through her sore nose, it turned into bitter tears. Released from the melancholy eyes.She knows that feeling all too well. Every time, when she got up from Yu Zhixi's bed and went home alone, this familiar feeling would cover her whole body like a tide, out of control.

However, this time it was different.She used to feel desolate because the person she loved didn't love herself.But this time, it was because she missed a man's love for her. Maybe, at first, she just liked Zheng Yizhi, but not him. Zheng Yizhi became a buffer between her and Yu Zhixi, every time she suffered heart-piercing pain from Yu Zhixi, she would go to Zheng Yizhi in exchange for a little comfort.After all, people have feelings. When Guan Yayao was completely disappointed in Yu Zhixi, she subconsciously transformed her liking for Zheng Yizhi into love.Unfortunately, it was too late.For Zheng Yizhi, that time has passed.

Guan Yayao turned off the only small light beside the piano, she said to herself, tomorrow, tomorrow she will make the last effort to save the happiness that already belonged to her. It's a morning full of life.Guan Yayao wiped away the tears shed last night, and hopefully called Zheng Yizhi. "morning." Zheng Yizhi answered the phone with a hoarse voice. "Aren't you up yet?" she asked with concern. "Is it Ya Yao?" "It's me, can we have Italian food tonight?" "Ya Yao..." "I have no special intentions, I just want to have a meal with you."

"Ok." In the evening, Guan Yayao dressed up carefully and came to this familiar Italian restaurant.Here, she once severely blew out Zheng Yizhi's hope.Today, she wants to rekindle their love for each other on the same land. Zheng Yizhi arrived on time, and Guan Yayao noticed that he had lost weight obviously.She knew that he still missed her. "How are you?" She really wanted to know how he was doing. "Whether it's good or bad, life has to live." "Sorry." "Sorry for what?" "I made you miserable." Her eyes were red.

Zheng Yizhi didn't respond to her.She understood that it was a bit late to say sorry to him at this moment, but she knew that her sincerity would definitely touch his heart. After finishing the main course in silence, the waiter placed a cake on their table. "Why is there cake?" Zheng Yizhi finally broke the dead silence. "Have you forgotten? Today marks the 100th day since our reunion, so of course we have to celebrate. Let's make a wish together and blow out the candles together, shall we?" "Okay." Zheng Yizhi replied helplessly. After the candlelight was extinguished, Guan Yayao saw the complex emotions hidden in Zheng Yizhi's eyes, and hesitated to speak.

"What wish did you make?" Guan Yayao waited for the answer. "I hope tomorrow's journey is safe." "Are you going on a trip tomorrow?" Guan Yayao asked thoughtfully. "Ya Yao, I'm actually very clear about the purpose of your asking me out today, but do you know? Everything you're doing now is meaningless to me. Because, when you love someone, you have to get together on a regular basis. When I understand that even if I can be with you in the end, I am only your backup. This is a fact that can never be changed. The most regrettable thing is that I have already learned this fact before you left Yu Zhixi. Maybe , if you can leave him earlier without exceeding that deadline, I will agree to be with you."

"Ya Yao, I will leave here tomorrow and go to a place far, far away to rebuild another self. I can't deny the importance you have to me, otherwise, I won't give up here just to forget you Everything, live again. Promise me that after I leave, you will learn to love and cherish yourself, okay?" After saying these words, Zheng Yizhi left without looking back. Guan Yayao stared blankly at his back, and her remorse followed Zheng Yizhi's back and remained in her heart forever.