Chapter 4 Chapter 2 No parting is Longer

"If we don't separate, we may be inseparable again. One day in the future, we will blame each other." Qiu Qingzhi lay on his back on the bed and let out a silly smile. During the year, this sentence occasionally appeared in his mind-"We haven't complained to each other yet", and when he thought of this, he felt very satisfied, maybe because of pride. That day, he was indeed the one who insisted not to complain. Recently, Qiu Qingzhi felt that Xia Xinju's attitude towards him had changed.He didn't know how to describe it, but it made him care about her even more.

Qiu Qingzhi slept on the soft double bed, waiting for the voice of his beloved. There is a crisp piano sound in the air, which is Chopin's "Tristesse". "When I was young, I always thought that parting was sad, but when I grew up, I realized that parting can contain too many meanings. Sadness is not inevitable." Xia Xinju's voice is more gentle than usual, and it can touch people's hearts. "Have you ever experienced an unforgettable parting? Can you share it with us?" Sadness is not inevitable, but there is always a feeling of loss! "Parting" is the theme of Channel A tonight.Xia Xinju chose tonight, just after the show ended, to end a relationship that lasted for more than a year.

Xia Xinju felt that she was too selfish.Indulging in the feeling of being loved, others continue to give, and oneself continue to receive and enjoy.In fact, she has always understood what she shouldn't do, but she always finds an excuse to defend herself.For example, how unlucky I was once, my good friend robbed me of my boyfriend, and now I just make up for it.However, such a relationship will always have a limited time! Since my mind is full of thoughts of parting, the program will use parting as the theme.Moreover, she hopes that through the experience and understanding of the audience, she can gain a little more strength, a power to say goodbye to men.

I received several calls from girls in their twenties, who either described how heartbroken they were, or how unrestrained they were. Xia Xinju felt a little bored, she signaled to Qin Niannian that it was time to broadcast the song. "Longer", Xia Xinju and Qiu Qingzhi both like this song very much.There is parting love, forever. Every time he hears "Longer" on Channel A, Qiu Qingzhi will be very happy, because he will feel that Xia Xinju is thinking of him.He was thinking of her too.During this year, when I was not working, I was thinking about her. I remember that day, when Xia Xinju said goodbye to him, his heart sank.The one I love is leaving, and it's... an understatement.She thought she would complain, and more self-righteously concluded that he would complain too.There is a feeling of being wronged, innocent and helpless.From the bottom of his heart, he didn't want her to leave, but he didn't make an immediate request to keep her, because he believed that loving someone would make her happy.It must be hard to complain and regret.At that moment, he couldn't think of a reasonable reason for her to stay.

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours, If it doesn't, it never was." Qiu Qingzhi likes this sentence very much. He gave freedom to his beloved, and took out a free space for himself. Ever since the two parties were betrayed by their lovers, they have walked together unknowingly. There is no passionate love, which is especially easy to confuse people. I always feel that there is a little less sweetness and more sadness. There seemed to be an inextricable knot between Xia Xinju and Qiu Qingzhi.Maybe this is the time to wake everyone up. They also have times to confess to each other.When the two bodies became one, he enjoyed her warmth and moisture, and she felt his passion like fire.Initially, she kept her eyes closed the entire time, and gradually she would open them and watch him swing on her body.At this time, he will see the touch in her eyes.The moment she entered her body, she wept.

It was clear that she was in no way crying out of physical pain.She looked at the man who was sweating all over in front of her, and hugged him tightly with both hands, so that his magnificent chest was pressed against her body tightly, and then kissed warmly and deeply... It's not just a physical confession to the other person, it's a emotional one as well.It is certain that Qiu Qingzhi loves Xia Xinju, and because of his confession during sex, Qiu Qingzhi believes that Xia Xinju loves him too. Love her, miss her, let her go, and wait for her to come back. At the same time, is she also letting him go?

After the breakup, Qiu Qingzhi missed her every day, and he wanted to see her very much. When he decided to see her again, he must tell her: "I will not complain." One night, Qiu Qingzhi was listening to Channel A, and an Italian song was playing at that time. When he was enjoying the brisk melody, the phone rang. "Fortunately, you haven't slept yet." It was Xia Xinju's voice, she knew that Qiu Qingzhi would definitely not turn on the radio when he was sleeping. "Just got back from get off work, and I'm listening to your show." All the while, it's the erratic work hours that allow them to see each other often.

"Can you have a cup of coffee with me?" "Okay." He answered briskly. "Shall I pick you up at the station?" "No, see you at the little shop by the side of the road in an hour." Once, Qiu Qingzhi waited in that small shop for Xia Xinju to come home from get off work, and he couldn't count how many mornings he had waited.That time, Qiu Qingzhi expressed his feelings to Xia Xinju here.At that time, no one thought that this sentence would rewrite the future of the two of them... After the broadcast of Channel A about "Farewell", Xia Xinju said a few words to Qin Niannian, then hurriedly left the studio.As soon as she stepped out of the radio station, she saw the person she had an appointment with. He was sitting in the car. When he saw her, he put out the cigarette in his hand and got out of the car.She didn't know if the person in front of her guessed the purpose of this meeting, because he was always peaceful.

"Very punctual." Zhai Chengxun said heartily. "I was still listening to your show in the car just now." "Come out in a hurry, I'm afraid you'll wait." "Where are you going?" he asked as he opened the car door. "I have something to tell you." Xia Xinju put her hands on her chest and took a deep breath. Zhai Chengxun didn't make a sound, he closed the car door, opened his eyes gently, and motioned for her to continue. "I can no longer be your lover." She seemed relieved. He was silent for a while, "Why?"

"I want forever." She smiled softly. "I think I had a premonition. In the past two months, you have exuded a happy aura, and this aura has become stronger and stronger." He smiled bitterly and said, "I have no reason to cling to you anymore." "Thank you." Tears welled up in her eyes, and she couldn't tell whether it was the slight sadness of parting, or the touch of her own happiness. From now on, Xia Xinju decided to love Qiu Qingzhi wholeheartedly. Xia Xinju felt very lucky, she met a person who was very suitable for her and treated her very well.To a good degree, it is paying regardless of the return.Actually, in the past year, Xia Xinju didn't love Qiu Qingzhi well.Although they lived together, she had been in an intimate relationship with another man.

It's not that she doesn't love him, but she still doesn't believe in this love.The reason why he accepted Qiu Qingzhi that day was because he said that he would not complain.She asked him out because she was lonely.She hopes to make him an old friend, and she can look for him when she is lonely.Old lovers are often more comforting to loneliness than ordinary friends. She didn't expect that when they met again, he would say in such an affirmative tone: "I won't complain." At that time, she had already walked with Zhai Chengxun.However, don't bother with the relationship, and it doesn't matter if you have a little more.After all, she has expressed her attitude to the other party, and has not made or asked for any promises.She lives with Qiu Qingzhi because she prefers the unit in Prince's Road. The world is like this, it is hard to say whether it is wrong timing. Sometimes, the regret caused by the wrong time can be filled with your own time. The question is whether you think it is worth it. Xia Xinju was moved by Qiu Qingzhi's true feelings, and his persistence overcame parting. There is no parting, it is "Longer".