Chapter 5 chapter Five

Yun Sheng: This is my last night in Frankfurt, and I'm leaving tomorrow morning. The moon outside the window is bright and clear, so should the moon in Hong Kong be the same?I was tossing and turning on the bed, unable to sleep, you gave me two sleeping pills three years ago, and now there is one left, I dare not take it, I am afraid that after taking it, I will dream again, as a single person in my purse A dream like a bed, after waking up, I feel melancholy alone. After breaking up with you outside the performance hall, I returned the house on Pouffy Road and moved back to the attic of the fabric shop. From then on, I will never know when you will come home, and I will never be so attached to the lights in your home.

I hung Ndamien's Moonshine in the attic. The moonlight flows, the time passes, I try my best to forget you. However, whenever I see an ambulance with its siren on the street, I suddenly think that this ambulance is transporting a patient to you, so I will take a second look. Once, when I was crossing the road, I was hit by a private car and slightly injured my calf. The police came and reassured me that an ambulance was coming soon.I thought they might send me to the emergency room, so I ran away wounded, and the policeman shouted at me not to run, they must have thought I was crazy.

One night, I ran into Xu Mingshi's ex-girlfriend Zhou Qingrong on the street. She was trying to persuade those girls who lingered on the street to go home, and almost misunderstood me as one of the girls who didn't go home. She was a little taken aback when she saw it was me. "Long time no see." I said. We bought coffee at the convenience store and sat on the side of the road talking. "How is Xu Mingshi?" She still seemed to miss him a lot. "He doesn't have a girlfriend yet." "Really?" she said lightly. "I never thought you would break up. At that time, you seemed so close."

"But the person he likes is not me." I froze. "Since he met you, he no longer loves me like before." "How come?" I trembled. "Finally one day, I couldn't hold back and asked him if he fell in love with you, but he didn't say anything, just said 'I'm sorry'." "I really don't know." I said guiltily. "Maybe I shouldn't ask him at all. I can't forgive him for saying sorry to me. Those three words contain too much." "I don't know what to say!" "Don't say sorry!" Zhou Qingrong smiled wryly.

No wonder Xu Mingshi has been refusing to tell me the reason why he broke up with Zhou Qingrong. I once said that I am not qualified for unrequited love, yes, compared with him, I really am not qualified for unrequited love.He does not need to own, does not need to return, but, I do. I went to the furniture store to find Xu Mingshi, who was struggling to move a dining table by himself. "The staff have gone out to eat." He said with a smile. "let me help you." "Thank you." "I ran into Zhou Qingrong yesterday." "How is she?" "Is that what you said, 'I'm sorry'?"

He looked at me awkwardly. "I never thought it was just 'sorry'." I said. "Love is not complicated. There are only three words that come and go, either 'I love you', 'I hate you', or 'Forget it', 'How are you', 'I'm sorry'." "There are three more words you forgot." "Which three words?" "You're so silly." "Oh, yes." He smiled wryly. "There are three more words! Thank you." I said to him sincerely. "These three words sound desolate." He shook his head and smiled wryly.

What else can I do besides thank you? Falling in love with someone who can't love you is desolate. On the morning when I left Frankfurt, I left the star you gave me in the sky of Frankfurt. Stars should belong to the sky. On the second day after returning to Hong Kong, I went to Awan and asked him to cut my long hair short. "Didn't you say you want to grow your hair long? It's only been three years, and you want to cut it short?" He said while cutting it. In the past, I longed for my hair to grow faster every day, because you liked a woman with long hair, but before my hair grows long, you have already left.Now, my hair is down my spine, but what's the point?So I change it away.

Today's temperature is very low, it seems to be suddenly cold.With my hair cut, I walked on the street and felt my neck was cold, so I tucked my head into my collar.The cold I contracted in Frankfurt has not recovered yet. Fortunately, the moon is very round tonight, and there seems to be some hope in life. Huixuan is going to get married, of course to Kang Zhaoliang, and she finally becomes the final winner. If marrying a man is the ultimate victory, she wins. I promised to give her a washing machine as a wedding present. When I came to the electrical department of the department store, it was crowded with people, and many people rushed to buy electric heaters.

Didn't we also meet in the cold night when we were buying an electric heater? Suddenly, I saw you holding an electric heater in the crowd, and you were still wearing the moon phase watch I gave you. You are wearing a sweater and a woolen coat, as usual, the beard that was shaved in the morning grows back in the evening, and the hair is still angry, but this time, it is me who has a bad cold. A cold is a very sad disease. For a lonely person, the cold will drag on for a long time, because he himself does not want to recover. "How are you?" You asked me softly. Yes, what Xu Mingshi said is right, love is not complicated, going round and round, shed a lot of tears, the moment of reunion is just three words "How are you?"

Why, just like three years ago, I ran into you just after cutting off my long hair. Is it a pure coincidence, or is it destined that you will never see my long hair? "How are you?" I asked you. You nodded and asked me: "Do you want it too? This is the last one, I'll give it to you." "No, I bought one three years ago." "Oh yes, I remember." "I'm here to buy a washing machine." "Oh." "How are you lately?" You asked me again. "I'm very happy now." I smiled. "Oh." You smiled. "Goodbye." I have already said that I can no longer stand in front of you.

"Goodbye." You left holding the electric heater. Didn't I say that if one day we meet again on the road and I tell you "I am very happy now", I must be pretending. If I can only meet you again instead of living together, how can I be happy?Tell you I'm happy, but I don't want you to know that I'm sad. I drove out of the parking lot and saw you standing on the street waiting for a taxi. The cold wind is biting, how can I have the heart to let you stand there? I parked the car in front of you and asked you, "Can I give you a ride? If you don't mind, I'll give you a cold." "Thank you." You carry the electric heater into the car and sit beside me. I heard your soft snort again. "Is it new?" you asked me. "I bought it last year." This car has a sunroof and you can see the moonlight when you look up, and that's why I bought it. Tonight, the moon hangs high. "The moon has risen again," you say. Originally, I wanted to say: "But love that is dead does not come back to life." Originally, I wanted to say: "I have never forgotten you." However, I can only gently say: "Yes, the moon is resurrected. A dead moon can always be resurrected." "I saw those letters." You said, "Sun Mibai immigrated, leave that tabby cat to me, you know, it always likes to scratch things, it scratched away those pillows!" I couldn't control my emotions anymore. tears. If I had known that I shouldn't have said "I'm happy now" to you just now, you must have known that I was faking it. "Where do you live?" I ask you. "It's still the last room in the West District, do you know how to get there?" "I never forgot!" I said. Yunsheng, I have never forgotten the way to your house, I have never forgotten that distance, just as I have never forgotten your tenderness, your soft breath, your warmth and vitality under the moonlight of Ndamien body of. "Do you want to take medicine? I have medicine at home." You asked me gently. I took out the medicine you gave me three years ago from my purse, and told you: "I haven't finished taking the medicine you gave me." "Then your health must be very good." No, I'm just reluctant to finish the medicine you gave me. It's the medicine I've been taking for the rest of my life. "Have you ever tried medicine to deliver alcohol?" You asked me with a smile. "Tried it, it's unbearable." "Oh." You showed disappointment. "Maybe, maybe I'll try again." I answer you with a smile. Yunsheng, maybe I will try again, as long as you let me believe that the passage of time has narrowed the distance between us, and you are no longer far away from me. ——End of the book——