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Chapter 13 Part Thirteen

Sadness flows like river 郭敬明 4027Words 2018-03-13
121 It was complete and utter darkness all around. There is no day.There is no month.no light.There are no lights.There is no firefly.No candles. There is nothing that produces light. The huge darkness shrouded from the dome overhead.And the sound of water slapping close at hand. The sound of bubbling bubbles.A rustling sound from nowhere. The suddenly lit beam pierced the darkness straightly. When the submarine's searchlights cast strong light on the bottom of this deep trench, the truths that had been buried all the time emerged clearly. The bubbling fiery red hot rocks still glow dark red even in the cold sea water.

The erupted magma flows more and more slowly, and gradually solidifies into black lava. The thin white tubes wriggling on it are countless tubeworms. There are also white shrimps moving quickly on the rocks.Their shells are reddened by boiling sea water.Even many feet were scalded and mutilated. They are busy moving, catching nutrients that can be sucked in the poisonous seawater rich in sulfuric acid. In such a harsh environment. But there is such a vigorous vitality. 122 Are there creatures that can survive no matter how harsh the environment is? No matter how much pain you endure, whether you are corroded by sulfuric acid or boiled in boiling water, can you still survive?

So why all this pain? Just to survive? 123 Four movie tickets were quietly placed on the table. If these four ticket stubs have been carefully preserved.Then, no matter how time tampers with the memory, no matter how time engraves the skin, a certain period of time and space defined by these four ticket stubs exists forever. At the same time, in the same place, with the same light and music. Whether it's me and him, or she and you, we were once in exactly the same environment, shrouded in a soft pink ball. The only difference is that I'm side by side with him.You are side by side with her.

Does this look like a scene that would appear in all teen movies? Even the deepest and deepest seabed has surging bubbles constantly rushing to the surface.White steam rising continuously.Continuously and eternally disappearing. Those that I buried in the deepest, those that I most guarded the medium that connects you and me.Continuously and eternally disappearing. Even hiding in the dark bottom of the sea, there is no escape. What are you still struggling with? 124 After Qi Ming finished his bowl of rice, he got up and went to the window to fill another bowl. Yi Yao looked at his back with moist eyes like a vast lake.

Qi Ming's cell phone on the table rang, and Yi Yao lowered his head to look at the screen, but couldn't look away anymore. The name of the caller displayed on the screen is: Xiangxiang. Not Gu Senxiang. It is Xiangxiang. Yi Yao grabbed the phone and hung up.Then he quickly dialed his number. While the phone in his pocket was vibrating, Yi Yao saw his name appearing on the screen of the phone: Yi Yao. Not far away. It's Yi Yao. Although even I feel disgusted by the name Yaoyao.But it's always better to be sick than sad. Yi Yao hung up the phone call to him, looked up and saw Qi Ming.

Yi Yao handed him the phone, "Gu Senxiang called you just now, and hung up after ringing for a while." Qi Ming took the phone over and dialed Gu Senxiang's number. "Hey, are you looking for me?" Qi Ming spoke into the phone and put the lunch box on the table. "Why did you hang up on me?" A voice came from the phone. Qi Ming looked back at Yi Yao, and then said to the person on the phone: "Oh, I accidentally pressed the wrong key. I'll have dinner first, and I'll call you later." After hanging up the phone, Qi Ming started to eat without saying a word.

Yi Yao stood up, covered the lunch box and left. Qi Ming didn't even look up, and continued to stuff food into his mouth. Yi Yao walked out of the cafeteria, raised his sleeves and wiped away the tears on his face. He walked back to the classroom calmly. 125 That feeling of uneasiness continued to magnify in my heart. How to explain this failure? not safe.Restless.Not stable.not quiet.restless.Do not feel at ease. It was like a ticking time bomb had been planted in his body.As time passed, the sound of ticking ticked in the body.It hit the eardrum very clearly.The uneasiness caused by the sudden explosion that does not know when.I don't know when, my own world will collapse into pieces or dust.

In fact, there is really a bomb in the body.But it will be removed soon. But when the bomb is dismantled in the movie, when the wire is cut, there are usually two endings: one is that time stops and the bomb is removed from the body; . Yi Yao lay on the bed, listening to the ticking sound in his body, weeping quietly. Qi Ming's silent appearance with his head buried in his meal turned into a pitch-black silhouette in the fierce sunlight at noon. 126 When he woke up this morning, Yi Yao was no different from usual. On the contrary, Lin Huafeng let out a sigh or two when he was sitting at the table drinking porridge.

Yi Yao frowned, didn't want to ask at first, but then asked: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" Lin Huafeng put down the bowl, his face was very pale.She rubbed her chest and said, "I don't feel well. I think I have a fever. Don't go to school today, go to the hospital with me. I'll call your teacher later and ask for a leave of absence." Yi Yao nodded, then continued to drink porridge, took two sips, then suddenly raised his head and said, "Not today." Lin Huafeng's pale and weak face suddenly turned red, and she took a breath: "What did you say?"

"Not today." Yi Yao bit his lips, put down his chopsticks, and didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at her. He paused and said, "Either I will accompany you to the hospital, and then I will go to class." "You just want me to die soon! If I die, you can go find that damned man!" Lin Huafeng slammed the chopsticks on the table, and her hair was disheveled on her head. "Don't make excuses," Yi Yao said calmly, "I have an exam today." After thinking for a while, Yi Yao said: "Then again, the hospital is a few minutes' walk away. When I had a fever last time, didn't Did you also call me to buy rice? That 20-pound big bean also lied about being rich?

Before he could finish speaking, Lin Huafeng pulled Yi Yao's hair, picked up his chopsticks, and slapped Yi Yao on the top of his head, "You're forced to speak! I told you to speak!" Yi Yao stood up awkwardly, grabbed Lin Huafeng's chopsticks and threw them on the ground, "Why are you crazy? You have the strength to beat me, why don't you have the strength to go to the hospital? Drink a cup of hot water and go to bed and lie down." !" Yi Yao pulled the schoolbag on the sofa, went to the door and stretched out his hand to open the door, "I'll come back after the exam in the morning to pick you up to the hospital, and I'll ask for leave to accompany you in the afternoon." After speaking, Yi Yao closed the door, and was in the alley with his back. Lin Huafeng sat for a while, then stood up and put the bowl into the kitchen. When he just walked into the kitchen door, the hard plastic slippers under his feet slipped on the floor tiles, and he fell heavily forward. The sound of the porcelain bowl being smashed, and Lin Huafeng's scream when her two hands were cut on the broken pieces of the porcelain bowl echoed briefly in the alley in the early morning, and then disappeared quickly. 127 When Yi Yao walked into the entrance of the alley, he saw Qi Ming who was waiting for him straddling his bicycle. When he saw Yi Yao approaching, he walked along the schoolbag on his back and took out a bag of milk. Yi Yao shook his head, "I really don't drink it, you can drink it yourself." Qi Ming raised his hand and threw the milk into the trash can on the side of the road. "What are you crazy about!" Qi Ming turned his head and stepped into the car with a dull face, "Let's go to school." Yi Yao turned around and turned the bicycle in another direction, "You go first, I won't go to school." "Where are you going?" Qi Ming turned around and grabbed Yi Yao's car seat. "Abortion!" Yi Yao dropped two words, then rode away without looking back. 128 Yi Yao sat on the chair outside the operating room for about half an hour before a nurse came out.She took off the mask and looked at the medical records Yi Yao handed over, and then asked her, "Did you take the last medicine for today?" Yi Yao shook his head. The nurse turned around and walked into the room. After a while, she came out with an enamel teacup, handed it to Yi Yao, and said, "Then eat it now." Yi Yao took out the last pill from his pocket, then took a few sips of water while holding the teacup with many pieces of porcelain missing from the rim. The nurse looked at the watch, wrote down the time in the medical record, and said to Yi Yao, "Wait, call me if you feel pain", then turned around and walked into the room. Yi Yao leaned over and saw through the crack of the door that she was sitting on a chair with her feet on the table, carefully applying a bottle of bright red nail polish. Yi Yao sat anxiously in the dark corridor. The sound of the time bomb ticking gradually became clearer and clearer.Yi Yao grabbed the clothes on his chest with his hands, feeling like he could hardly breathe. Gu Senxi looked around at the door of Yi Yao's classroom for a long time, but he didn't find Yi Yao. He saw Qi Ming sitting in the classroom reading a book, so he called out his name at the top of his voice. Qi Ming walked to the door of the classroom, Gu Senxi asked him, "Where's Yi Yao?" "I'm sick, I didn't come to class," Qi Ming looked at Gu Senxi, and said, "I'm resting at home." After he finished speaking, he turned and walked back to his seat. After walking two steps, he heard Tang Xiaomi's voice at the door: "What are you resting for?" On the way to school in the morning, I saw her riding a bicycle to the hospital in full swing." Qi Ming turned his head, just in time to see Tang Xiaomi's meaningful smile, "That, the hospital." Gu Senxi looked at Tang Xiaomi and left without saying a word. Qi Ming walked up to Tang Xiaomi, looked down at Tang Xiaomi, "Don't talk nonsense." Tang Xiaomi raised her head: "Did I say something wrong? If you are sick, you should go to the hospital. It's not good to stay at home. I only heard of health care, but never heard of health care. The 'sickness' is getting more and more serious." Big, how did you get it!" After speaking, he brushed his hair and walked into the classroom. Qi Ming stood at the door of the classroom, feeling numb all over. It's like seeing a tingling sensation all over the ground like caterpillars. 129 Yi Yao took out the vibrating cell phone in his pocket, opened the lid, and saw Gu Senxi's text message: What are you doing there again! ! ! Three exclamation points in a row. Yi Yao thought for a while, typed the four words "Don't worry about it" and sent it back.When you see that the message is sent successfully, you exit the screen. On the quiet standby screen, there was not a single message from Qi Ming. Yi Yao pressed the power button, and after a few seconds, the screen went black.When Yi Yao threw the phone into his bag, he felt a faint pain in his abdominal cavity. "Auntie, I feel... my stomach hurts." Standing at the door, Yi Yao said to the nurse who was still applying nail polish inside. The nurse turned her head to look at Yi Yao, and then looked back at the three remaining fingers that hadn't been painted, so she said to Yi Yao, "It's just the beginning, wait a little longer. Also, who is your aunt? Barking what!" Yi Yao sat back on the bench again, and the pain in his abdominal cavity rose in waves like a tide. Another ten minutes later, Yi Yao stood at the door again and called "Miss Nurse". After the nurse painted the last nail, she turned her head to see Yi Yao's sweaty head, so she got up and took out a urinal-like thing from the glass cabinet and handed it to Yi Yao, "Here, go to the toilet and then, all toilets All the things that come out are connected inside, and I will show it to me later, so that I can know if it has drained clean." After that, she paused and said, "If you don't bleed clean, you will have to clear the palace." Without saying anything, Yi Yao lowered his head to take the white enamel potty, turned around and walked towards the toilet. Yi Yao sat on the toilet, holding the wall with one hand, and holding the bedpan underneath with the other. Yi Yao was sweating profusely, his lips were bitten so that there was no trace of blood. It was as if a sharp steel claw had penetrated into his body, and then grabbed the internal organs and pulled them out of the body alive. The severe pain that seemed to tear the scalp exploded back and forth in the body. There were waves of excruciating pain that never ended. Repeatedly rushing towards higher rocks like a back and forth ocean wave. At first, it was just dripping blood, and then I heard the sound of big pieces falling into the bedpan, bloody and bloody. Yi Yao grinned and began to cry. 130 When school was about to leave in the morning, Qi Ming received a text message from Gu Senxiang: "Shall we go to the bookstore together after school?" Qi Ming typed "OK".Then I thought about it, deleted it again, and replaced it with "I can't do it today, I want to see Yi Yao, she's sick". After a while, the text message came back: "Well, I brought you stomach medicine from home, and I will bring it to you after school. You should have taken medicine for your stomachache." Qi Ming smiled with his teeth bared, and went back to "obey". After the sending was successful, Qi Ming dialed Yi Yao's number, and after a while, the voice of "the user you dialed has turned off" came from the phone. Qi Ming hung up the phone and looked up at the clear sky outside the window. The white clouds were still coming and going freely, dragging the shadows on the ground and sweeping across everyone's heads.
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