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Chapter 12 part twelfth

Sadness flows like river 郭敬明 7155Words 2018-03-13
111 Sometimes I feel that all the sounds are a very random feeling. Sometimes you can hear the small sound of rain outside the window when you are in a deep sleep, but sometimes you just float shallowly on the surface of your dream, but the thunder that rolls past when the typhoon lands outside the window does not pull you out of the dream level. All sounds travel farther through the medium.Solids, liquids, and gases transmit all kinds of complicated and chaotic sound waves all the time.Sighs, birdsong, sprinkler beeps, school bells, flowers blooming and withering, the sound of a tree being sawed down, and the sound of waves hitting your ears.

It was mentioned in physics class that there is no air on the moon, so there is no way to transmit sound.Whether a small stone was kicked away, or a meteorite hit the surface of the moon and made a huge crater, flying sand and rocks, the ground cracked and the sky collapsed, everything was still a silent picture.It looks like a TV that has been muted in the middle of the night, busy but quiet. If there are two people living on the moon, even if they face each other, they cannot hear each other's voice.Open your mouth in vain, or sign language sadly all the time? In fact, I understand this feeling.

Because I have also shouted in a place very close to you. Then, amidst my shouts, you slowly moved away from me towards the front. It is also because there is no medium. The media that connects us.The medium that can transmit my voice into your body. www.lee-home.cn 112 The noise in the carriage made Gu Senxi frowned. It was as if a handful of glass beads had been sprinkled into an iron box in the ears, bumping back and forth. The topics discussed by the boys were nothing more than how many episodes of Naruto and Bleach anime respectively. Recently, the news of PS3 was released on the Internet. I don’t know when I can buy it.

The topics discussed by the girls behind were even more superficial to a certain extent.A group of girls who clumsily imitated the exaggerated tone of voice in Japanese TV dramas gathered together, talking to each other with facial expressions and movements in cartoons and idol dramas, and making surprised "hey" sounds artificially. Gu Senxi was a little nauseated after hearing this. Just go ahead and be Japanese.Don't stay in China. And now they are gathering around a girl with an MP4 to watch the latest issue of "Boys Club".The continuous screams and shouts of "kawaii kawaii" made Gu Senxi want to reach out and grab their necks to shut them up.

The most unbearable thing is that contrived look.Even hearing the other party's sentence "I bought a new strawberry hairpin yesterday" will make a sharp and long "Hey——" like seeing a dinosaur playing football Gu Senxi rubbed her frown with her fingers for a long time.After kneading for a while, it finally exploded.He stood up and turned around, yelling at the group of girls behind him: "Keep your voice down! It's making my head crack!" The girl holding the MP4 raised her head, smiled disdainfully, and said, "Why are you shaking here? Isn't it just that you often fight outside the school? What are you doing? You want to hit me? Come and try it, little one." tramp living by begging."

Gu Senxi snorted, turned around and sat back in his seat, "Thirteen o'clock." He rummaged through his schoolbag, took out a ball of cotton that he took from the infirmary when he injured his knee while playing football last time, and tore it up. Knead it into two balls and stuff them in your ears. Then I folded my arms, sat down a little lower, and lay on my back looking at the scenery outside. It has been opened to an area that is not prosperous. But it is still a wide eight lanes.Unlike the roads in Puxi that are as thin as water pipes, every road in Pudong looks extremely wide.But such openness makes the surroundings seem deserted.

Gu Senxi has always felt that Pudong is like a desolate and inhabited modern industrial city in science fiction movies.Occasionally a person or two crossed the wide road and stepped into the shadows of the skyscrapers. Just as he was thinking, a figure slowly walked over in the distance. After taking a closer look, Gu Senxi stood up "噗", rushed to the driver's seat and yelled at the driver to stop. 113 Gu Senxi jumped out of the car before the door was fully opened, Yi Yao just walked with his head down, and was startled when he suddenly saw a figure appearing in front of him.After seeing clearly that it was Gu Senxi, Yi Yao breathed a sigh of relief, "What are you doing?"

Gu Senxi looked at Yi Yao's swollen temple, the purple blood was about the size of a coin, and couldn't help being anxious, "I'm asking what you are doing! Did you get into a fight?" Yi Yao didn't say a word, but kept rubbing his forehead with his hands. The people in the car behind began to urge, and the driver also honked the horn several times.Gu Senxi pulled Yi Yao, "Get in the car of our class." Yi Yao shook off Gu Senxi's hand, and stepped back, "No more, I want to go home." Gu Senxi turned his head and said impatiently: "Why are you going home like this, come up!" After speaking, he pulled Yi Yao into the car.

Yi Yao stiffened his arms, and was dragged up involuntarily. Gu Senxi asked the classmates around him to change to other vacant seats, and then asked Yi Yao to sit next to him. Gu Senxi looked at Yi Yao whose hair was pulled loose beside him, and a large bruise was swollen on his forehead near his temple. He sighed, and then took out the medicated oil for traumatic injuries from his schoolbag. "You take this with you?" Yi Yao looked at the bottle, a little surprised, and then laughed a little, "You are ready to fight at any time." "Stop talking nonsense." Gu Senxi frowned, he unscrewed the bottle, poured out a little in the palm of his hand, and rubbed his hands together back and forth quickly.

Just as Yi Yao was about to say something, Gu Senxi turned his face away, "Don't move." A pair of hot hands gently covered the swollen area.The corners of the eyes, which were still swollen and painful just now, are now covered by the hot palms.The temperature continuously flows in from the temples, like a heat stream rushing into the body. Gu Senxi looked at Yi Yao and said nothing, just closed his eyes quietly. After a while, Gu Senxi felt hotter tears streaming from his palms. Gu Senxi took his hand away, looked at it intently, and asked in a low voice, does it hurt? Yi Yao bit his lower lip, didn't nod, didn't shake his head, just kept silent, but tears fell down like beans.

Gu Senxi was a little overwhelmed, screwed on the bottle cap, and sat on the side without saying a word. The neat pigeon cage-like houses outside the window retreated backwards. There were a few talkative girls behind them talking about something. Gu Senxi listened for a while, then turned around and smashed the carton containing the bottle in, and slammed it on the car window next to the girl. The girl opened her posture and wanted to scold, but when she saw Gu Senxi's white face opened her mouth, she sat down timidly again.Yi Yao lowered his head, as if he didn't see it.With his hands under the seat, he picked at a protruding piece of paint. 114 There were seven or eight construction trucks parked in the open space outside the science and technology museum, and there were more cars coming from behind.They are all students of the school. A dense crowd of people crowded at the entrance of the science and technology museum, and the noisy voices gathered together, making people feel like a group of commotion and crazy locusts. Qi Ming waited for the car to stop and got out, looked in the direction of the car, waited for a while, and saw the big bus coming.The people in the car got off one after another, and then joined the crowd, making the noisy crowd even more noisy. Qi Ming didn't see Yi Yao until the last person got out of the car. Tang Xiaomi got out of the car and was about to greet everyone to join the classmates in the car ahead, when Qi Ming, who was wearing a white shirt, ran towards him. His slender figure in the sun and his clear facial features made Tang Xiaomi's heart beat a lot faster . Qi Ming stood in front of her, bowed his head and greeted her with a smile. Tang Xiaomi also smiled gracefully and said, "You guys are here first."Qi Ming nodded and said, "En." Then he took one last look into the empty bus and asked Tang Xiaomi, "Did you see Yi Yao?" Tang Xiaomi's brilliant expression became a little stiff at that moment, and then he naturally brushed his hair and said, "Yi Yao got off the car halfway and went home." "Go home?" Qi Ming didn't seem to believe it. He took out his phone from his pocket and wanted to make a call. Only when he saw the dark screen did he realize that the phone was out of battery. "That." Qi Ming raised his phone to Tang Xiaomi, "Do you have Yi Yao's number in your phone?" "No," Tang Xiaomi smiled apologetically, "She never hangs out with her classmates." Qi Ming bowed his head in silence for a few seconds, then raised his head, "Thank you. Let's take our classmates in." "Yep." 115 After Gu Senxi and Yi Yao got off the car, more than half of the students crowded at the entrance of the science and technology museum had already entered, and the surroundings became a little quieter.It's just that there are still occasional screams or laughter from girls in thin voices, vibrating back and forth in the huge depression at the entrance of the Science and Technology Museum that looks like it was smashed out by a meteorite. Gu Senxi rubbed his ears with a disgusted expression on his face. The sculpture of the armillary sphere is placed in the depression. Several dragons coiled quietly on the hollowed out sphere.Behind it is a huge glass building that looks like it came from the future. The Science and Technology Museum is so tall that it is a bit impersonal, indifferent and inaccessible. This is the first time that Yi Yao actually walked in to visit the Science and Technology Museum since its completion.In the past, I often passed by from the outside to see this huge, all-glass curved building.But now when I really stand inside, the space on each floor is almost as high as the school's five-story teaching building.Yi Yao raised his head and watched intently. "Have you been here before?" Gu Senxi stood beside Yi Yao and raised his head following Yi Yao's gaze. "No, it's the first time." "Me too," Gu Senxi took out his wallet from his pocket, "Let's go, buy a ticket." "What to buy?" Yi Yao seemed a little puzzled, "Didn't the school issue tickets?" "I'm talking about watching movies," Gu Senxi raised his head and hands, and Yi Yao followed his hand to look over, "The movies over there, let's go together." On the electronic board over there, a wide variety of names such as "dome movie", "4D cinema", "IMAX giant screen cinema" attracted countless people to line up in front of the ticket window.Yi Yao looked at the price lists again: "Undersea Volcano" 40 yuan, "Back to the Cretaceous" 60 yuan, "Insect Story" 40 yuan, "Super Racer" 40 yuan. After reading it, Yi Yao shook his head, smiled and said, "I don't want to read it." But in fact, the real reason is because "I don't have that much money", but it's not convenient to say it. Gu Senxi turned his head to look at the electronic screen, looking very eager to see it, turned his head and looked at Yi Yao, "You really don't want to see it?" Yi Yao waved his hand again affirmatively.Gu Senxi said, "Then I'll go see it." After speaking, he walked towards the ticket window. Yi Yao took out his phone and sent a text message to Qi Ming, asking him "where are you".After a long time no reply.So Yi Yao made a call, only to hear the voice of "the user you dialed has turned off" on the phone. After hanging up the phone and looking up, Gu Senxi stood in front of him, and he handed over two movie tickets, "Underwater Volcano". Yi Yao raised his head and looked at Gu Senxi. Before she could speak, Gu Senxi raised his eyebrows, "There's nothing you can do if you don't like it. This is the only thing left. Actually, I want to see dinosaurs, Overlord—" He just learned it After seeing the strange expression on Yi Yao's face, Gu Senxi quickly stopped, a little embarrassed, as if she was really too naive, "Hehe..." 116 Yi Yao has never seen a movie theater like this. In fact, to be precise, it was only when I was very young that I had the experience of going to the cinema. After I grew up, I almost never went there again.Except for the occasional school return organization to play some drowsy science and education movies in the multi-purpose auditorium, Yi Yao hardly ever went to the cinema to watch movies in a real sense when he grew up. As for the one in front of me, I have never seen it even on TV or in my weird and absurd imagination. Pink screen. The entire cinema is placed inside a giant pink sphere. The soft, almost lovely pink light enveloped everyone inside beautifully. Many students took out their mobile phones to take pictures of the pink arc dome above their heads.Still heard the voice of "Kawaii Kawaii".What you will definitely see is the cute mouth that pouts at the camera of the phone. Gu Senxi held the ticket in his hand, then placed it on Yi Yao's shoulders naturally, and slowly pushed Yi Yao forward behind him. Head, sorry all the way called "excuse me" and walked over. Yi Yao suddenly had an idea, a little wanting to go back and see Gu Senxi's current appearance.But the hands on his shoulders were too natural, if he turned his head around, it would be a little too affectionate. Numbers 2 and 4 are right in the middle.Look up to see the center of the dome.The white lines like latitude and longitude converge on that point. Yi Yao lowered his head and saw Gu Senxi's side face looking up at the dome. Under the pink light, he looked like a clean boy made of ceramics. The surrounding light gradually dimmed, and there was a neat sound of excitement, and then it slowly subsided as the music sounded.The surroundings were quiet, and the pink dome turned into a darkness that could not be penetrated by the eyes. After a few minutes of the movie, a beam of flashlights at the door faintly lit up in the huge space, and the two walked slowly inside, probably latecomers.Movies are almost all dark scenes in the deep sea, so there is no light, and it is not clear who it is.It was only vaguely discernible that two people, one in front and one behind, were slowly walking towards the seats. Suddenly, a huge red light exploded on the screen, the submarine volcano erupted violently, and the steam formed huge bubbles that billowed toward the surface of the water.The whole sea seemed to be boiling. In the sudden red light, Qi Ming's white shirt clearly emerged from the darkness, Gu Senxiang followed behind him, and the two finally found a place to sit down. Gu Senxi followed Yi Yao's gaze, but there was nothing wrong with it, so she stretched out her hand and shook it in front of her eyes, "Hey, what are you looking at?" "Watching a movie," Yi Yao looked back a little disdainfully, "What else can I watch?" Two identical faces. Sometimes it feels really awkward. 117 After actually entering, you will feel that the science and technology museum is simply too big and a bit scary. After watching the movie, Yi Yao and Gu Senxi began to visit various exhibition halls with the slowly moving crowd. From the very beginning of the tropical rainforest, and then go up layer by layer. When he walked to the "Secrets of the Earth's Crust" exhibition hall, Yi Yao felt a little tired.The pace gradually slowed down.Finally he stopped against the wall.But Gu Senxi was very interested.It seems that boys are more interested in "ancient crustal changes" and "formation and development of ice crystals" than girls. Even in front of the "volcanic eruption simulation device" constructed with simple lighting and sound effects, Gu Senxi stared at his already big eyes and whispered: "Oh——awesome!" He was still clenching his fists, excited.It's a little extra.This should be regarded as the "alternative side" of this ruthless and rebellious problem student in the school. Gu Senxi turned around and saw Yi Yao who had stopped, so he turned and walked back, "What's the matter?" Yi Yao waved his hands without answering, and continued to rest against the wall. Gu Senxi also seemed a little tired, so he didn't speak, and walked to Yi Yao's side, leaning on the railing behind his elbows in a daze. There were about 20 people gathered a little in front of the two of them.Gu Senxi ran to the front to have a look, then came back and said to Yi Yao, "The front is the Earthquake Experience Hall!" Yi Yao: "And then?" Gu Senxi was obviously very excited: "Then don't you want to experience it?" It seems that only forty people can be accommodated at a time for the experience. All the people entered a spacious elevator, and the laser light flashed overhead, simulating the feeling of rapid descent.The female voice in the elevator broadcast said in a very soft voice, "Every passenger, welcome to take the time machine. We are now four kilometers underground."Yi Yao wondered if the time machine was a drawer in Nobi Yasuo's house.Still thinking, the elevator door opened with a bang. To Yi Yao's surprise, the simulation of the earthquake experience hall is quite realistic. Forty people walked forward along a tunnel called "abandoned mine pit" on the broadcast that exudes the smell of sulfur. The lights, water vapor, jagged ore, and mining machines can actually be counted as real like a movie. experience it.And there is a clear smell of sulfur in the nose. When they came to the middle of a chain bridge, it seemed that the road ahead was blocked, and everyone stopped.There was no light around him, and he couldn't even see the faces of the people standing beside him clearly. Yi Yao opened his eyes very wide, and couldn't see where Gu Senxi was standing.Surrounded by pitch blackness.Yi Yao gently pinched the corner of his clothes with his hands. "I'm here." In the darkness, a low and gentle voice sounded from above his head. "It's fine." A deeper, softer voice.Like the sound of coaxing a child. Before Yi Yao could reply, the ground under his feet suddenly shook violently.The entire chain bridge began to sway from side to side, and there were whispered exclamations in the darkness one after another.From time to time, strong lights exploded like lightning, and the sound of the rock layer above his head cracking was like a huge muffled thunder rolling against his scalp. Yi Yao staggered, fell to the side unsteadily, and suddenly grabbed a pair of strong hands in a panic. Yi Yao raised his head, and Gu Senxi's chiseled profile was frozen in the sudden flash of bright light.Some of the panic was carefully concealed, but more of a determined expression. Before Yi Yao could react, there was a more violent earthquake under his feet. A loud scream came from the front, Yi Yao raised his head, and in the dark space suddenly illuminated by a flash, Gu Senxiang's long hair fell from Qi Ming's chest. Gu Senxiang buried his face on Qi Ming's chest, and grabbed the clothes on Qi Ming's shoulders with his hands, so hard that his knuckles turned white. In contrast, Qi Ming's hand was placed behind Gu Senxiang's back, the fingers were calm but still powerful.They rested quietly on her trembling back. The earthquake stopped in an instant. Lights came on all around.Surrounded by people's sighs one after another. In the bright daytime space, Qi Ming and Gu Senxiang hugged each other quietly. Just like in all Hollywood disaster movies, the heroes and heroines who survived the catastrophe will definitely hug like this until the overhead lights in the cinema are turned on, a sensational theme song floats, and the staff opens the door of the emergency exit. Even the crowd gradually walking out of the mine is like the audience at the end of a movie theater. The right time, the right place, and the right people set off such a quiet picture. 118 When he was very young, Yi Yao still remembered that just after taking the science class, he took the magnifying glass at home, and on the side of the alley wall, used the sunlight to condense the light spot on the ground that the teacher called "focus". A ladybug in the corner crawled slowly. Yi Yao moved the spot of light to chase the ladybug.The ladybug was frightened and immediately turned over and played dead. Yi Yao shined a bright light spot on the exposed abdomen of the ladybug, and after a while, bright oil flowed out from the abdomen, and then a few wisps of white smoke rose, the ladybug struggled a few times, and then became It became a scorched black lump. Yi Yao's hand softened, and the magnifying glass fell to the ground. That scene became Yi Yao's nightmare for a long time. Until now, Yi Yao felt that the so-called focus had two meanings. One is what everyone pays attention to, and the most central place to achieve focus is the so-called focus. Just like Gu Senxiang and Qi Ming who hugged each other in the dark that day, they were the focus of the crowd when the lights came on. And one is the place that has been burned all the time and finally turned into coke, which is also the so-called focus. Just like myself now. Shrouded by an indescribable bright light spot, all kinds of light gathered together, radiating a certain marked place on the heart, the motionless light, like a thin and long needle, stuck in a certain place. That huge concave lens in the sky. The sunlight was quickly gathered and deformed, turning into a cone-shaped funnel. A circular spot of light illuminates the calm surface of the lake.The place called the focal point slowly made waves. Finally, the surging and boiling lake water turned into wisps of white steam that spread out and disappeared into the scorching air. Along with that delicate medium.Also disappeared together. The medium that connects you and me.The medium that has always held you close to me. It turned into surging white steam. 119 The next morning I was still taking those two pills. When he put down the water glass, Yi Yao even felt a little funny that he seemed to be taking the slow poison in the martial arts novel.If you take it at that hour every day, and take it for several days, you will die suddenly. It's just that it's not me who died. 120 When eating at noon, Yi Yao was alone. As soon as I sat down, I heard someone whispering my name from a distance. A voice that is no longer familiar. Qi Ming sat down, looked at the only few slices of vegetarian dishes in Yi Yao's bowl, and sighed softly, "Can't you still eat?" Yi Yao nodded, absently poking the vegetables in the bowl with his chopsticks. "Is there any discomfort there?" Qi Ming had a concerned expression on his face. "I mean...after taking that medicine." Yi Yao shook his head and said no. In fact, it did not.From yesterday to now, apart from the sudden knife-like pain on the way back to the classroom, I hardly felt anything. But just after Yi Yao finished saying no, he felt a sudden nausea in his stomach as if he was being punished. Yi Yao covered his mouth, and took out a tissue from his pocket with the other hand, and two movie tickets fell out of his pocket. "Did you also go to see the dome yesterday?" "Can't poor people watch movies?" Yi Yao spat out the acid in his mouth and said calmly. "What are you talking about!" Qi Ming was a little unhappy. After saying that, Yi Yao also felt that it was too much.So his tone softened, and he found a step to go down, "Look, I watched "Underwater Volcano"." Qi Ming's face became brighter, and he also took out two movie tickets from his pocket, looked at the ticket stubs, and said, "We are watching the same show / But I'm late. What did you say at the beginning?" "It's nothing more than a place where scientists thought that there should be no creatures. In fact, there are many creatures. It looks like some shrimps on the screen. There will be magical creatures that survive." After Yi Yao finished speaking, he looked at Qi Ming, "That's it." "Oh." Qi Ming nodded, picked up a mouthful of food with chopsticks and put it into his mouth. "Actually, you weren't too late when you came in, it was only a minute or two at the beginning, so you won't miss anything." "En." Qi Ming bowed his head to eat.After a while, Qi Ming raised his head slowly, with no expression on his face, he stared at Yi Yao's face, and asked, "Did you see me enter?" Yi Yao nodded and said, "Yes."
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