1 "Qi Ming bring the milk." As soon as he was about to open the door, his mother chased him out from the living room, holding a bag of steamed milk that had just been steamed from the rice cooker, "Oh, You boys should drink more milk, especially you boys in the first year of high school, you can do nothing if you don’t drink it.” After speaking, he unzipped the schoolbag on Qi Ming’s back and stuffed it in.Because she was much shorter than her son, the mother stood on tiptoe.After stuffing the milk, the mother squeezed Qi Ming's arm, and began to mutter again, "Oh, just wear this in winter, how can this work, why can't boys only pay attention to being handsome?"

"Okay, okay," Qi Ming responded in a low voice, and then opened the door, "Mom, I'm going to be late for class." Opening the door, thick fog rushed into the room.Overhead is the white light of the sky floating in the depths of winter. It was still very early in the morning, and the light did not have time to shine through the entire lengthy alley.The boxes, pots, and trash cans piled up on both sides of the alley can only be seen as a light gray outline in the mist. Qi Ming closed the door and shut it inside together with his mother's nagging.I only had time to faintly hear half a sentence "Early after school...", and the winter cold cut off everything.

Qi Ming picked up the strap of his schoolbag, let out a sigh of relief, shrugged, and walked towards the entrance of the alley. Just two steps away, when he saw Yi Yao staggering out of the house, he almost bumped into him.Qi Ming just wanted to open his mouth to ask, when he heard a woman's shrill voice coming from the door: "Hurry up, hurry up, rush to reincarnate, you, why don't you die! You lose money!" Yi Yao raised his head, just in time to meet Qi Ming's slightly embarrassed face.Yi Yao's silent face showed no expression in the thin light of the winter morning.

In Qi Ming's memory, this look at each other is like a slow motion of a whole century. 2 "Argued with your mother again?" "Yep." "what happened?" "Forget it." Yi Yao rubbed the bruise on his arm, which was pinched by her mother yesterday, "You know my mother is crazy, I don't bother to talk to her." "...Well. Are you okay?" "Well. It's all right." Early morning in deep winter.The whole alley was still silent.It seemed to be soaked in thick fog, and there was no sound at all. Today is Saturday, and all adults don't have to go to work.The children in the neighborhood are all young, and the oldest one is in the first grade of elementary school.High school students follow an unwritten rule that they must make up classes on Saturdays.Therefore, the two of them were the only ones walking unhurriedly in the whole alley.

Qi Ming suddenly remembered something, put down one shoulder strap, put the schoolbag on his chest, took out the milk, and stuffed it into Yi Yao's hand, "Here." Yi Yao sniffed and reached out to take it. The two walked towards the entrance of the bright alley, and disappeared in a thick white fog. 3 How would you describe your world. Antennas crossed overhead, dividing the dark sky.Clouds floated very low over the narrow sky.Lead gray broken clouds cast alternating shades of light and shadow along the alley. Going to and from school every day must pass through such a narrow corridor like a time corridor.On the head are the clothes that every family hangs out, which will never be dried in the rainy season, but they are still drying.

There are all kinds of things piled up on both sides, gradually engulfing the narrow alley.In the shared kitchen, quarrels took place every day. "Oh, why did you use the water in our house?" The person who was discovered could only pretend to be stupid and smiled awkwardly, and said, "I'm sorry, I used the wrong water." Wet floors and walls. Tiny windows.The light is so weak that it is almost invisible.The curtains are drawn to the side to let in more light and brighten the home. Such is the world. I have lived by myself for sixteen years.Live peacefully, contentedly, and comfortably.Like a close-fitting cotton sweater, it is not expensive, but it has a cool feeling of dependence.Although these are clothes that make boys look very unhandsome in winter, when autumn comes, even if the temperature can still be dizzyingly hot, my mother will prepare early, nagging herself, and put them on quickly.

This is the world I have lived in for eighteen years.But it's almost over. Four years ago, my father resigned from his work unit and went into business.Now he is the owner of a big restaurant.Customers come and go every day, and the business is booming.I have been so proud that I can proudly say "I'm sorry we don't accept reservations" when I receive a reservation call. The newly bought house is in a noble neighborhood.High-rise residence with beautiful river view. Just wait for the house to be handed over in summer, and then you can leave this cramped and humid alley.Even the word "escape" can be used.It's like pulling out a foot that's stuck in the mud.

My mother lived in this atmosphere where she became more and more proud because of waiting, and chatting with neighbors often ended up going to "Oh, my rheumatism legs should be much better after moving, this house is really too damp, full of snakes and insects." feet." or "I think you can move it too." This kind of dialogue often attracts envious compliments, and at the end, he will add a sentence "You are so happy to die. Not only will your husband make money, but your son will also strive for success. Why don't you get the first place in the exam. It's not like the little girl in our family. Coffin, oh yo."

At this time, Qi Ming just listened from a distance, sitting by the window doing exercises, occasionally raised his head, and saw his mother surrounded by a group of women with outdated curly hair, a face full of unconcealable pride. In fact, several times, Qi Ming would hear a few words of discussion on the way home, such as. "I think that woman from the Qi family is going to die of pride. Sooner or later she will fall and it will hurt more than it does now." "I think it's the same. Men become bad when they have money. Don't look at her being arrogant now. She might be beaten up every day by her husband in the future."

"It's her son, who really counts as her good deeds in her previous life." "I heard that I won the first prize in a national mathematics competition when I first entered school, hey." This is such a world, every day, like spinning, winding into a transparent cocoon.The heart container built by vanity and jealousy is increasingly filled with viscous ink. It stinks. Qi Ming passed such a long and narrow alley every day. When passing by Yi Yao's house, you will see her cooking in the kitchen wearing an apron. Her mother, Lin Huafeng, sat by the door every afternoon, eating melon seeds, or flipping through newspapers.

Qi Ming handed in the notebook through the kitchen window, "Here, copy it for you." Yi Yao raised his head, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and said, thank you, but my hands are dirty now, so give it to my mother. When Qi Ming handed the notebook to Yi Yao's mother, her mother always took it and threw it into the room.Qi Ming heard the sound of a "snap" falling to the ground in the room. Go two steps forward and you will be your own home. Before the key is inserted into the hole, my mother will open the door immediately, take her schoolbag, and drag herself to eat quickly. Halfway through the meal, I almost heard Yi Yao's voice "Mom, the meal is ready" from the next door. There was a time when I was eating every day, the TV station was playing the Taiwanese TV series "Mom Loves Me Again". I heard that it was adapted from the blockbuster movie of the year. Every time my mother ate, she would sigh while eating, immersed in the feeling of being overwhelmed. The world touched by selfless maternal love.During that time, my mother would always wipe away the almost invisible tears in the corners of her eyes, and then tell Qi Ming how great her mother was. Qi Ming always ate in silence, occasionally responding. Like cotton wool.straddles the veins.obstruct the flow of blood. "It's almost congealed into a blood clot." There was such a sense of depression in my heart.I always feel that one day a thorn will protrude from the blood vessel, pierce the skin and expose it to the air. Every time my mother pretended to wipe her tears, the veins pricked a little more. It's just a little bit of this kind of thought, after all, not everyone can calmly face their dislike of their mother.This is against ethics and morals.So this kind of thought only pops up from the bottom of my heart like a bubble occasionally, and then disappears on the water surface in an instant, bursting with a bang.A little splash. It's not like Yi Yao. Yi Yao's hatred is naked and direct. When I was fifteen, I had an occasional chat. Qi Ming said: "My mother is a teacher. She always likes to reason and is very annoying. What does your mother do?" Yi Yao turned around and said, "You said Lin Huafeng, she is a prostitute, a very bad woman. I hate her. But sometimes I still love her very much." Yi Yao's fifteen-year-old face was peacefully exposed to the summer sun. The skin was so transparent that red capillaries could almost be seen. I hate her.But I still love her sometimes. prostitute.Rotten woman.These words covered my young life like a tide in the summer when I was fifteen. It was as if a handful of thorny seeds had been sown in Qi Ming's fifteen-year-old heart. After dinner.Qi Ming stood up and was about to put away the bowl when his mother yelled to stop him and told him to go into the room to study quickly, saying, "How can you waste your time on such things." To be honest, Qi Ming didn't like it at all. Mother yelled like that. He put down his chopsticks, picked up his schoolbag from the sofa, and walked towards his room.Before entering the door, in the gap of looking back, I saw my mother's satisfied expression, packing up the leftovers and walking towards the kitchen. Just as the door was closed, Yi Yao's voice came from the next door. "Mom, do you want to eat?" "You don't care if I eat or not!" "If you don't want to eat, don't make me work so hard..." Before he could finish speaking, there was the sound of a plate falling to the ground. "You work hard?! You work hard just to cook a meal? Do you think you are a daughter of a rich family?" "You'd better not drop the plate," Yi Yao's voice could not hear the tone, "If you drop it, you have to buy it, the family doesn't have that much money." "Are you talking about money with me?! What qualifications do you have to talk about money with me!..." Qi Ming got up and closed the window, and he could not hear the words behind him clearly, only the sharp voice of the woman could be heard, which continued to erupt.After a while the lights in the kitchen opposite came on.Under the dim light was Yi Yao's back.Qi Ming reopened the window and heard the sound of splashing water coming from the opposite kitchen. After a long time, there was another sound of plates breaking. It is not known who dropped the plate. Qi Ming turned on the desk lamp on the desk, and quickly wrote dense numbers on the calculation paper with a pen. densely packed.Fill your heart. It's like filling a whole sheet of calculus paper.Not a single gap. Like I can't breathe. A low voice came from the opposite side, "Why didn't you die earlier, you!" Everything is quiet again. 4 A line segment has two endpoints. A ray has an endpoint. A line has no endpoints. Qi Ming and Yi Yao are like lines from the same endpoint, but they are heading in different directions.So farther and farther away.further and further. Every day becomes more different than the day before.Life is written in two versions, scribbled and neat.Then the color faded by the brush of time.illegible. Life before the age of thirteen seems to be condensed into that same point. Growing up in the same narrow and long alley.Wear a red scarf in the same year.I like to watch Doraemon during dinner.At that time, Qi Ming's family was still an ordinary family.My father didn't earn enough two million to buy a high-end apartment.The sunlight shines on the thriving life in the dimness from the same angle. But at the age of thirteen, life sent rapid rays in two directions. In Qi Ming's memory, one evening in the summer of that year, Yi Yao's father left the alley dragging a heavy box.When he was leaving, he knelt down and hugged Yi Yao, while Qi Ming lay on the window, seeing the hot tears rolling from her father's eyes. When he was fifteen, he heard Yi Yao say that my mother was a prostitute.She's a rotten woman. Every life is like a full and sweet fruit.It's just that some lives were consumed too early, revealing the wrinkled and hard core inside. 5 Like a wrinkled and hard core. Yi Yao lay in the dark.Think of it this way. Outside the window is the bitter cold of winter.Large leaden gray clouds floated in the gray sky.The moonlight is opaque. But then again, where does the moonlight come from? It's just that Qi Ming's light on the opposite side is still on. His own curtains were illuminated with a furry halo by the yellow light from his window.He should still be reading, and there should be a cup of hot coffee or milk tea by his side.And maybe a bowl of freshly cooked wontons. After all, it is someone different from myself. Seventeen-year-old Qi Ming has a face so young that it almost shines.Under the white shirt and black uniform, there are increasingly tall and straight skeletons and muscles.The boy's seventeen-year-old seems to hear the sound of clicking when he grows tall. First place in the school.monitor.The Sprint City race came second after breaking his foot the day before.Ordinary families, but they are about to move out of this alley and live in a high-end community with a view of the river. He wears the school uniform properly, never dyes his hair, never pierces his ears, and will not wear a T-shirt instead of a shirt under the uniform just because he is handsome like other boys. Like creatures.And the history of European literature and art. Since entering school, I have received love letters from seniors and juniors of all grades.But no matter how many letters he received, every time, he could still blush. And what about myself? In the words of the slightly vicious mother, it is "heavily cloudy", "deadly", "you will be bored at home and you will be full of bugs". And it's this kind of me who meets Qi Ming who is completely different from me in the alley every morning. Then they walked together to the entrance of the alley where the light flooded in. Go to the entrance where the light comes from. This is more like a sad metaphor. 6 Yi Yao sat on the toilet.My heart became cold. How many weeks have you been away?three weeks?Or almost a month? The unspeakable fear made her pinch her hands until her knuckles turned white.It wasn't until the mother's rough knock on the door that she put on her pants and opened the door. As expected, I heard my mother say, "The door has been closed for so long, do you want to die inside you!" "It would be great if I could die." Yi Yao replied in his heart. The cafeteria is always full of people. Qi Ming searched for a long time with the lunch box before finding a seat for two people, so he waved to Yi Yao who was in the distance and asked her to sit down. Yi Yao ate very slowly while eating.Qi Ming turned his head to look at her several times, but she just held the chopsticks still, staring at the bowl as if flowers were about to grow inside, Qi Ming tapped the edge of her lunch box with the chopsticks several times helplessly, and she didn't turn back. Come to God and smile lightly. Those who ate all the way to the cafeteria have almost left.Yi Yao and Qi Ming left after eating. The washbasins behind the cafeteria were also empty. The faucets lined up.Sporadic drips of water. Qi Ming rolled up his sleeves and put the lunch box under the faucet. As soon as he unscrewed it, he felt icy cold and couldn't help but withdraw his hand with an "ah". Yi Yao reached out, took his lunch box, and began to wash it with water. Qi Ming watched her hands scrubbing the lunch box. They didn't have the nails that girls like to keep, and they weren't as white and smooth as other girls after careful maintenance.She also had a red chilblain on her little finger with a small opening. He watched her quietly rubbing Qi Ming's stainless steel lunch box, as if a stone had suddenly rolled into an unknown place in her chest, rolling towards an unknown corner.Then there was a faint sound in the darkness. He couldn't help but raised his hand and touched the top of the girl's slightly bowed head. "Are you just rubbing your hands full of lard on my hair?" Yi Yao turned his head and smiled faintly. "You really speak..." Qi Ming frowned, a little annoyed. "What is it?" The girl turned around with a cold expression, "You really look like my mother, don't you?" The sound of the faucet running. Like a floodgate that was suddenly opened, as long as no one closes it, water will leak out endlessly.until everything contained in it is emptied. Walking back from the cafeteria to the classroom is a quiet tree-lined road.The sycamore trees on both sides have only bare branches in winter. The leaves are all over the place.yellow.Red.Festering slowly in the previous day's rain.There was a low smell of leaves floating in the air. "Why do I feel a musty smell?" Yi Yao said suddenly, stepping on the fallen leaves under his feet. Qi Ming didn't answer.Walking forward.He didn't turn his head until he felt there was no sound around him, and saw Yi Yao who was three or four meters behind him. "What's wrong?" Qi Ming raised his eyebrows. "Can you go shopping for me this afternoon?" "Okay. What to buy?" "Pregnancy test strips." Suddenly a bird flew over overhead, and the sharp bird's cry forced a transparent opening in the air.The hands that had just been soaked in water were exposed to the wind and were blown cold, almost unconscious. The two stood facing each other.No one spoke. The two stood facing each other.No one spoke. The wind almost blew away all the clouds in the sky. The sky in winter is always so sharp and high.The wind blew almost all winter.It blows away and there is nothing left.Only a few white lights fell stiffly from the sky. "Is it Li Zhe's?" "Who else but him?" "You...did it?" "Done." Dialogue so simple that there is hardly a second possibility of understanding.It is precisely because of simplicity, no misunderstanding, and no mistakes that there is a stronger sense of pain in Qi Ming's chest.It's like a wound that hasn't been bandaged, every movement will make the gauze that should have a protective effect go back and forth on the wound to produce more pain.Slow, back and forth, dull pain. Qi Ming stepped off one foot from the car and put it on the ground. There was a red light ahead.All cars stop. Qi Ming also knew when she decided to be with Li Zhe. Yi Yao's reason was so simple that it was almost ridiculous. "Will fight for her." "Handsome." "Will wait at the school gate after school to take her home." At that time, Qi Ming even muttered softly, "I can do all of these things." With youthful blood, it swam in the chest cavity.Frowning, a little angry in his tone. "All creatures have an instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, just like microorganisms in water droplets with high salinity will automatically swim to water droplets with low salinity, no one will fall in love with trouble", Yi Yaolian With a cold smile on his face, "I'm just a big trouble." Afterwards, every time Qi Ming saw Li Zhe waiting at the school gate, the flowers Yi Yao received, and Yi Yao skipping class to find Li Zhe, he would feel that someone suddenly inserted himself into his body. Into a huge syringe, and little by little the existence inside was evacuated. The void can never be filled. Every time he stepped on the pedal, Qi Ming felt as if he was pumping air into his body, like stepping on a pump continuously until his body was filled, inflated, and almost exploded like a balloon. After riding for an hour, it was almost approaching the edge of the city.Qi Ming just found a pharmacy, bent down and got in.He found the family planning counter, looked down, then pointed his finger on the glass and said, "I want a box of pregnancy test strips." The aunt behind the glass counter had a complicated expression, and the corner of her mouth was slightly mocking.He took out a box and threw it on the glass cabinet, pointed to the cash register on the right side of the store, "Pay over there." After paying the money, Qi Ming put his things in his schoolbag, and when he turned around and opened the door, he heard the lukewarm sentence from behind, "Now the little girl, tsk tsk, when I see a handsome young man, my bones are light." I don’t know how much it weighs.” Qi Ming threw his schoolbag into the frame in front of the bicycle, and raised his hand to wipe away the hot tears from his eyes. He raised his legs and stepped on the bike, riding towards the hazy twilight. The turbulent traffic quickly submerged the figure in black uniform. The light quickly disappeared into the sky. When I pushed the cart into the alley, it was completely dark.The windows of each house in the alley are filled with warm yellow light, weakening the sharp cold of the deep winter. Qi Ming pushed the cart to the kitchen of Yi Yao's house, and saw Yi Yao who was coughing from the oily fumes while covering his mouth with his hand. He raised his hand, handed over the notebook, and said, here.what you want. Yi Yao stopped holding the spatula, put down the things in his hand, wiped off the oil on the apron, stretched out his hand, and took the notebook in through the window. Qi Ming let go of his hand, said nothing, and pushed the cart towards the house. Yi Yao opened the notebook, took out a pack of pregnancy test strips, and hid it in his pants pocket. Closing the book, two tears splashed on the cover. There is such a boy in every girl's life.He doesn't belong in love, nor is he his boyfriend.However, within the closest distance to him, there must be a place for him.When you see something beautiful, you can't help but show it to him.When I hear a good song, I can't help but copy it from my MP3 and give it to him.Seeing a beautiful notebook, I can't help but buy two and another for him, even though he doesn't like pink strawberries.When you want to cry, you will be the first to text him.When arguing with your boyfriend, he will be the first to go to him.Although he doesn't know when, he will disappear from his life and become the prince of another girl, and that girl will become a princess because of him.However, during the time when he was still within the closest distance to him, every girl was trying her best, consuming him and everything he brought. Every girl becomes gentle, beautiful and considerate in such a boy. Although the perfect self after that has nothing to do with this boy. But such feelings will always exist beyond love. Qi Ming is an existence beyond love. Tears fell one by one, like a faucet that was forgotten to be turned on.Tears fell into the hot oil in the pan and splashed everywhere. The arm was so hot that it hurt. Rinse it under cold water and keep it going.It rushed until the whole arm was cold and numb. But the tears still couldn't stop. 7 Room 205, Building 9, Guanghua Community. You can recite the address even if you close your eyes. Even the old guard at the gate of the community nodded to him. Qi Ming stopped when he walked downstairs, he raised his head and said to Yi Yao, or I won't go up, I'll wait for you below. Yi Yao nodded, then walked into the corridor without saying anything. Qi Ming watched Yi Yao disappear around the corner of the stairs.There was still some uneasiness in my heart. He stood downstairs, and the dusk quickly disappeared. The twilight is all in one. All buildings are only visible in outline for a few seconds.Dusty.Lights of various colors began to light up gradually.The kitchen is yellow.The living room is white.The bedroom is purple.All kinds of lights float out of the night in the community like fish swimming in the deep sea. There are no lights on the second floor. Sudden strong heartbeat, overwhelming sense of panic.Qi Ming walked upstairs. Turn into the corridor.The voice came from the end of the corridor.With echo-like amplification. "Why are you pregnant?" "Who is this woman?" "You don't care who she is, it doesn't matter who she is, let me ask you, what are you going to do now that you are pregnant?" "Who is this woman?" "I said you are not sick, are you? Are you pregnant or not?" "...I do have it. Yours." "Damn it, I saw that you didn't refuse at all. I thought you were a veteran, but after a long time you didn't use contraception?" "I……" "Just tell me what you want to do?" Li Zhe leaned against the door with his upper body bare. Yi Yao stood in front of him with no expression, only a back view. Li Zhe only saw a figure flickering in front of him, and before he could see it clearly, a waving fist hit his face, and he fell into the room with a plop, knocking the table aside. The woman in the room started screaming, Yi Yao suddenly burst into flames, rushed into the room, grabbed the woman's hair and threw it on the coffee table, the glass shattered.The woman was still screaming, and Yi Yao pulled the keyboard of the computer, "What the hell is your name! Fuck!", and then fell hard on her. 8 Street lamps poked holes in the darkness.Lights up a small area. After walking a few meters, you re-enter the darkness until you meet the next street light.Occasionally, a leaf or two flew past the light, and then was blown into the endless darkness by the wind. Yi Yao stopped suddenly, and she said, I'm going to kill the child. Qi Ming turned her head, she looked up at him and said, but I have no money.I don't have the money to destroy it.I don't have the money to give birth to it either. The strong wind suddenly blows from the darkness, and it seems to take away all the temperature in an instant. Ice Age-like cold. And the light that disappears in an instant. 9 Yi Yao cleaned up the bowls on the table. My mother was lying on the sofa watching boring TV series.There was a plate of melon seeds in my hand, and I was knocking while watching, and a lot of melon seed shells fell at my feet. Yi Yao came out with a broom after washing the dishes, thinking about how to ask his mother for money. "I want money. Give me money." Such words are tantamount to declaring war at home. When she reached her feet, she raised her feet impatiently, as if Yi Yao had influenced her to watch TV. Yi Yao scanned twice, then took a breath and said, "Mom, do you have any extra money at home..." "What is extra money? No amount of money is too much." Lin Huafeng said in a standard tone.ridicule.ridicule.Bitter. Yi Yao's heart was on fire.Some melon seed shells got stuck in the gap between the legs of the coffee table and the ground, and they couldn't be swept out. "Can't you eat it well? If you drop it all over the floor, you can't put the melon seed shells on the coffee table, thanks to the fact that you didn't sweep them?" "What's wrong with you sweeping the floor? Oh, it's hard for you? Do you really treat yourself as a piece of meat? You are fed for free, let alone let you sweep the floor, it's okay to let you lick the floor wrong." "Let's make it clear, what did I eat and drink for nothing?" Yi Yao threw away the broom, "Father paid the tuition fee, and he also pays you the monthly living expenses. Besides, I serve you to eat and drink, even if It costs money to hire a Filipino maid, I..." Before I finished speaking, a handful of melon seeds were thrown over me.In the hair and in the clothes, there are melon seeds. Although it is very small and light, it hardly feels like it hits the face.However, there is a real pain in a certain place in the body. Yi Yao put down the broom and brushed the broken melon seeds from her hair. She said, "Just tell me if you have any extra money at home. If you have, give it to me. If you don't, just pretend I didn't ask." "Just look at the valuables at home and sell them! You'd better sell me too!" Yi Yao sneered, then walked back to the room, and the moment she slammed the door, she said to Lin Huafeng, "Aren't you always selling?" The door slammed shut. A cup fell and smashed against the door, breaking into pieces. People become vulnerable in the dark.It becomes easy to get angry, and it also becomes easy to tremble. Lin Huafeng is now vulnerable, angry and trembling. There was no sound from the closed door.The whole house was dead silent. She stood up from the sofa and brushed back the slightly gray hair that had just fallen down.Then walked back to the room in silence.Reaching out to unscrew the door, tears dripped down the back of his hand. It was hotter than ever in memory. There is a knife in my heart.In the darkness, someone held the handle of the knife and stabbed it deeply and shallowly in the heart. My heart hurts like I'm about to stop breathing. How can there be any living expenses.How can there be tuition fees.Your damn father has long since ignored us. Lin Huafeng's hands kept shaking.Over the years, the shaking has gotten worse. "Aren't you selling all the time?" Yes, it is always on sale. But every time she lay under those men, all she thought was, Yi Yao, your tuition is enough, I don't owe you any more. As for the lies about her father, even she herself didn't know whether she was telling Yi Yao or herself. She didn't turn on the light. The light coming in from the window illuminated the outline of the house. She opened the door of the closet and took out a bag with five hundred and eighty yuan in it. Remove water and electricity.Get rid of life.Three hundred and fifty more. She grabbed three one-hundred-dollar bills and closed the cabinet door. "Open the door", she knocked on Yi Yao's door roughly, "Open!" Yi Yao opened the door from the inside, and before he could see clearly what his mother was going to do outside, three hundred-yuan bills fell heavily on his face. "Take it, the debt I owed you in my previous life!" Yi Yao squatted down slowly and picked up the three coins, "You don't owe me, you don't owe me at all." Yi Yao threw the money in his hand back at his mother's face, and then closed the door heavily. in the dark.No one can see anyone's tears. It wasn't Yi Yao's ridiculous self-esteem.Instead, she suddenly remembered that on the way home one day, she saw her mother standing in front of a small stall, holding a skirt and rubbing it repeatedly.Finally, he sighed and put it back. The "all 20 yuan" sign on the stall hurt Yi Yao's eyes in the setting sun. She remembered that her mother hadn't bought clothes for several years. Outside the door, my mother stood motionless in the darkness like a puppet whose wires had been unplugged. All movement and sound disappeared.Only hot tears were left, flowing unstoppably on his face. 10 All schools are fertile ground for gossip and rumours. Gossip spreads at the speed of light, and when rumors spread, they all change into various ugly appearances as if they were radiated by a nuclear explosion. The rest time after the second class in the morning is the longest. Even after the radio gymnastics, there are still 15 minutes left for the idle students to consume. When Qi Ming went to the toilet, he heard the conversation between two boys outside the cubicle. "Do you know Yi Yao from our class?" "I've heard of it, it's just that very proud woman?" "What are you proud of? She's just a chicken in a uniform. Have you heard? She's short of money recently. One hundred yuan can get you a night's sleep and help you..." The voice below was deliberately low, but Still can't hold back the vulgarity and filth of the words. Qi Ming opened the door of the cubicle and saw You Kai in his class urinating with a boy from another class. You Kai turned around to see Qi Ming and stopped talking.After shaking a few times in front of the toilet, he dragged the man away. Qi Ming washed his hands in the sink expressionlessly, rubbing them repeatedly until both hands became red. The sky outside the window was low.Clouds move slowly. The branches staggered towards the sky, "like countless starving ghosts reaching up to beg for food", this is Yi Yao's metaphor. It is still the driest air in winter, and it seems that a thick layer of white flakes can fall off the face with just a rub. Qi Ming scribbled on the paper, various numbers, geometric figures, English words, accidentally wrote a bitch, and the last h suddenly scratched the paper because of too much force on the pen tip.Several layers were scratched in a row, and the ink smudged a large area. The pain in my heart at that moment was like cutting through layers of paper. Bitch.bitch. Wash basins behind the cafeteria.Still no one. Yi Yao and Qi Ming washed their lunch boxes respectively.Overhead are slowly moving leaden clouds. It's going to rain. "That." Turning off the tap, Qi Ming gently covered the lunch box, "I want to ask you something." "Ask." Yi Yao poured out the dish soap from the small bottle he brought.A lot of foam popped out of the lunch box. "You are in a hurry to spend money recently..." "You still ask after you know." Yi Yao didn't raise his head. "Are you willing to do anything for money?" The trembling in the voice was still uncontrollable. After turning off the faucet, Yi Yao straightened up and stared at Qi Ming, "What do you mean by that?" "Nothing interesting, just asking." "What do you mean?" Yi Yao held the lunch box firmly. Qi Ming is not the only one who hears the rumors, Yi Yao will also hear it.But she doesn't care. Even if Qi Ming heard it, she wouldn't care. But what she must care about is that Qi Ming also heard it and believed it. "I mean……" "You don't need to say it. I understand." After speaking, Yi Yao turned and left. After taking two steps, she turned around and splashed the water in the lunch box on Qi Ming's face. "You just think I'm the same as my mother!"