Chapter 11 1998 Summer Solstice · Dibu · Sunny Sky (2)

Later, the three of them walked out of the classroom and were still arguing. Lu Zhiang crossed his hands on the back of his head, his schoolbag hung on his fingers and hung behind his head. He said, you two Very boring, if you have the ability, now write out the complete chemical structure of glucose and show it to me! When he was about to walk out of the teaching building, Li Xia suddenly remembered that he hadn't asked Xiao Si why he asked him to stay.So Lixia stopped and asked Fu Xiaosi, Fu Xiaosi Patting his head in a sudden realization, he said that he almost forgot the serious things.Lixia couldn't laugh or cry again, shouldn't such a thing happen to Lu Zhiang

Well, seeing Lu Zhiang's expression on someone like Fu Xiaosi who takes a cool line is really a bit funny. Fu Xiaosi said, it was the thing I told you last Christmas, I already booked the ticket for you to go to Shanghai, the day after tomorrow. Now it's Lixia's turn to be speechless. To Lixia, things like airplanes are no different from rockets. He has hardly traveled far when he grows so big. From the city to Asakawa is the longest distance. It's all right, I'm only going for three days, and I'll be back soon.Lu Zhiang spoke beside him. "...Okay then." There is no way if the air tickets are booked.

The arc of Fu Xiaosi's mouth rose slightly, showing a nice and gentle smile, "Then I'll pick you up the day after tomorrow. You just need to bring a couple of clothes." , you don't need to bring anything else. " As a result, the definition of the phrase "I will pick you up the day after tomorrow" that Fu Xiaosi said was that he drove a private car to park under the school apartment the day after tomorrow and wait for Lixia.Fu Xiaosi Leaning on the car with Lu Zhiang didn't feel much, chatting with each other, but the moment Li Xia saw them from the upstairs balcony, his whole body

Uncomfortable, on the way down from the upstairs, people kept looking at him and whispering to each other. Li Xia thought to himself, why did this happen? It’s too exaggerated. The car No need to drive here. The Hirano Airport in Asakawa was built just half a year ago. Before taking a plane, you had to take a car to another nearby city before taking a plane out.No But these are all Li Xia heard, let alone take a plane, and even take a long-distance bus, there are very few opportunities.Although Lixia often turns over the school Those geography magazines in the library can’t take their eyes off the birds in Qinghai, the snow in Tibet, the endless reeds in Ningxia... especially those reeds.

Xia always thinks of Zixia Fairy in "A Chinese Journey to the West" coming out of those feathery reeds by rowing a boat, cutting through the water that has been sleeping for thousands of years, and heading towards He drove away with happiness like a disaster, so from then on, every time Li Xia saw Lu Wei, he would feel like crying for no reason. And now, he was finally going to a place far away from home.Shanghai.No matter how it sounds, there is no sense of reality.That's a world that's totally out of tune with me. boundary.Filled with neon and flying skirt corners.I want to take a look at the walls of the old alleys, the tricycles passing by ringing the bells, and the pigeons at dusk

Soaring up from the old roof.The sweet scent of worldly life emanating from all this once appeared in dreams, like a slightly warm just Freshly baked candies. The lobby of Hirano Airport is bright and spacious, and there are not many passengers, so it doesn't look crowded or deserted.From time to time, there are planes passing from the runway outside the tall floor-to-ceiling windows Rush up to the sky.Li Xia remembered that a writer he liked before also liked to watch the planes take off and land outside the barbed wire fence at the airport. The writer said that life should seem hollow here.

The left ear kept buzzing. It must be the tinnitus that often occurs in flight.I used to hear people talk about all kinds of flying, but now I am trapped at an altitude of 9,000 meters and make a slight move. He raised his hand and pressed his ears, then opened his jaw, closed it and opened it again. These are the ways to relieve tinnitus that he has seen on TV before. Li Xia one by one After doing this, the only effect is that the tinnitus turns to the right.hell. Turning his head, he saw the blue sky outside the window.Said it was a blue sky, but it was so foggy that I couldn't see anything.It must have entered the clouds.Surrounded by some looming

No faint flocculent off-white.Eyes get tired after looking at it for a long time.But looking back, it was Fu Xiaosi's sleeping face.The team came over a minute ago Covered him with a blanket, which now slipped off with his occasional tossing.Li Xia couldn't help stretching out his hand to help him pull up the blanket, and then put it on his neck Tuck it in a little bit.My mother used to do this action to herself before, but how much is it to do this action to a boy who is as old as me? A little embarrassed, and accidentally touched the skin of Fu Xiaosi's exposed neck.Li Xia withdrew his hand in a panic, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Fu Xiaosi

Lu Zhiang next to him looked at him with a ghostly smile, but he was afraid that his laughter would disturb Xiao Si, so he could only hold back his stomach and let out a "hmm" laugh, as if he was holding his breath. Sample. Lixia glared at him unhappily, and then made a gesture of "you continue reading", Lu Zhiang nodded with a smile and mouthed "Okay, okay, okay ", and then grinned and continued to look at the orange light of the reading light on the seat of the plane to read. Only then did Li Xia notice the thick "The Clockwork Bird Chronicle" in his hand

history".I haven’t noticed that Lu Zhiang reads this kind of literature before. Either I read some violent and mentally handicapped comics about fighting, or I just read It is holding an alternative book like "Second Year Chemistry General Review Five-Week Question Bank".I used to think that he was illiterate, but now he actually wears a A pair of gold-rimmed glasses watching "The Clockwork Bird Chronicle" on the plane...how could he have gold-rimmed glasses?Didn't you all wear those black-rimmed glasses before? So Li Xia leaned over slightly and said in a low voice:

Hey, when did you start wearing these new glasses?I don't even know. Oh, last month.looks good? Oh, by the way, I never asked about the prescription of your glasses.How nearsighted are you? Hmm... 150 degrees. 150 You are wearing a fart! Looks good, you idiot, how about it, don't you look like a scholar? ...Go to hell, like a perverted doctor dissecting a corpse. Turning around, Fu Xiaosi's sleeping and quiet face appeared before his eyes again.Li Xia looked at it with great interest, because he always felt that Mrs. Majestic, and cold, and a cataract out of focus, it was rare to see him this close.thicker and thicker eyebrows, black, like The deepest night, and then the lashes that cast shadows under the eyes, grow a little too much.The straight bridge of the nose is as thin as reaching out to Fu Xiaosi's face Making all kinds of strange gestures, looking at the various hand shadows cast on his face by the reading lamp, he felt bored for a while and then fell asleep with his eyes closed. After Lixia closed his eyes and lay down for a few seconds, Fu Xiaosi opened his eyes, grinned at Lixia who had fallen asleep, looked back at Lu Zhiang, and put He lifted the blanket on his body, indicating to him "Is it cold, do you want a blanket?" Lu Zhiang shook his head and smiled, then patted Xiao Si on the head to signal him to go on sleeping.Then the blanket was tucked around his neck like Lixia did just now tuck. Fu Xiaosi looked at Lu Zhiang wearing glasses under the faint light of the reading lamp, and there were many, many thoughts in his heart, as if they were dissolved in every part of his body , Infiltrate into every cell, every capillary and every lymph flow throughout the whole body, but it is impossible to really find out.Just watching Lu Zhiang become The silence became mature and gentle, and Xiao Si would always feel the heat in his heart that flowed slowly and viscous like magma gushing out, bringing youthful The warmth of love flows out traces on the surface of time.In the past, Zhi Ang always looked like a child. I don’t know when it started, but I got used to it He is more mature than himself, calmer than himself, and even started to take care of himself. If Zhiang used to be like an ignorant and self-willed child, a playmate, and a memory of childhood to me, now he is more like an elder brother or more like a brother than a child. mature friends.It is really difficult for Xiao Si to admit this.He remembered that when he first had such an idea, he subconsciously He touched his forehead to see if he had a fever, because this kind of thinking like "Lu Zhiang is quite mature and calm" is really different to Fu Xiaosi. kind.The first time Xiao Si Ke had such an idea was last summer, during swimming class, Xiao Si and Li Xia were sitting by the swimming pool, while Lu Zhiang Swimming back and forth in the pool silently one after another.At that time, Xiao Si felt for the first time that Lu Zhiang seemed to be a taciturn person.at that time Back then, he made a fuss because of the marks left by Lu Zhiang's scalding with boiling water on his shoulders, but now, the marks on his shoulders have disappeared. Xiao Si subconsciously touched the scar on his shoulder that had long since ceased to exist, closed his eyes again, and a quiet blue appeared in front of his eyes.like standing on Deep valleys under the sea, looking up, there is an unpredictable blue sky and beams of white light.There are countless fish in the deep sea.The years are fleeting. The clear traces of the past can also disappear, so many things, in fact, cannot last long, even if we think they can last forever It exists, but the word forever seems to have never appeared, so many times I think, we can be together for a lifetime Are you a good friend?Even if you get married, have a baby, and grow old, will you still go on a trip to the wilderness with a backpack on your back? Are you still deeply upset because you lost a wallet I gave you? ——1998 Fu Xiaosi Li Xia turned his lower body and saw that Xiao Si was fighting for his big eyes with a blank look, but Xiao Si turned his face and met Li Xia's gaze. " Hey, can't sleep? Xiao Si unplugged the earphone from his left ear and handed it over, "Do you want to listen to music?" " "Yeah." Li Xia took the earphone and stuffed it into the right ear, just in time, the right ear was ringing, "I want to listen." Close your eyes and your hearing will be sensitive, because the vision is cut off.I don’t know when I saw the theory in the book, it is used to explain the hearing of blind people is very good For the reason, I remembered it when I saw it at the time.There is indeed some truth. When leaning on the chair with eyes closed, the earphones are only half-filled. The voice is still clear.It was a female voice, singing some slow but firm melodies indistinctly and softly, among which Li Xia could clearly hear a line that said "You have illuminated a thousand and ten thousand roads by waiting, and I have chosen one road, which is to bow my head and rush to happiness with you without hesitation." happiness.What is happiness?Details.Those grand vows of eternal love and thrilling love are actually empty shells, all kinds of things are happening in those random Resurrection in the details that can be picked up, flesh and blood in a warm dinner, joints and bones in a pair of warm wool socks in winter, and birthdays It took half a day to make a doll that looks like myself, and wings sprouted in the short message in the early morning.or even more subtle, such as As soon as he entered the airport, Fu Xiaosi carried Lixia's luggage back and forth to help her go through the check-in procedures. After being stared at fiercely, he said, "There is something wrong with you, there are boys who let girls carry their luggage", and even if it was Fu Xiaosi who lowered his head by his ear Carefully remind you of things that need attention on the plane, even bend down to help yourself fasten your seat belt, or now, even if you close your eyes, you know that Xiao Si gently He pulled down the shade for himself and turned off the reading light above his head. All kinds of radicals and radicals after splitting, and when everything was restored to the original position Everyone can see the word "happiness" written in big letters. Or is it now.Listening to the same song, flying through the same white-gray sky. Thinking of these warm images, Li Xia piled up more and more rain in his heart.Those electric currents and electronic signals pass through the laser pointer of the CD player, through the silver The white body, through the slender white headphone cable, is transmitted into two different bodies through the earplugs synchronously, stirring up different ripples.these are different The ripples of the world wander around the world with the same melody, and the monsoons that come and go enclose it clearly all over the world.The inner world begins to slowly collapse Like a tree on a rain-soaked hillside in August collapsing when it suddenly sprouts new roots.Pieces of black brown yellow brown dirt Falling apart, gradually revealing the secrets deep in the earth's crust. And also soaked in rainwater is the chest cavity that breathes slowly and undulates, like a sponge that has absorbed water, and a large water stain will be pressed out with a hand. The fingers on the armrest were close to Fu Xiaosi's sweater, the warm, fine wool fluff produced a dull and heavy burning sensation on the skin.neck starts Unable to support his head, he fell sideways crookedly. Fall over. You can feel the boy's sharp shoulder line on your cheeks. Fall over. There is also the smell of a young boy who rushes into the nose instantly.Like green grass scorched by the scorching sun on a summer afternoon.Or the fresh soil washed out by the heavy rain aromatic. After that, the consciousness began to become unclear, and those warm thoughts became blurred, like the glass separated by the rainy day, and Fu Fu sometimes swayed outside the glass window. Xiao Si's face or Lu Zhiang's face, the rain outside the window accumulates in the low-lying places on the ground and gets higher and higher. It is a summer rainstorm, and the majestic rain makes the sky dark The water splashed on the ground, some leaves were knocked down from the branches by the rain and floated on the water, and some young girls quickly ran to the house with their skirts on their hands. Hiding from the rain under the eaves, there is a boy who loves to play cool and shoots basketballs alone in the heavy rain. His white T-shirt is wet and stuck to the butterfly bone on his back, and his long hair is tied wet. In the back of the head, only dim light remained in the studio on a rainy day. Plaster statues and various fruit models were quietly scattered around, while the torrential torrent almost covered everything. In the sound of rain, there is the sound of strokes of carbon across the canvas. It is as weak as a legend that has been lost for many years, but it can be heard effortlessly. In the repeated sound of "sha, sand" is the black and white movie in 1995 in my mind, the pencil sharpener handed over by Fu Xiaosi from the front with a cold face, and turning around. I saw Lu Zhiang's childish smile, Fu Xiaosi was still Fu Xiaosi in 1995, Lu Zhiang was still Lu Zhiang in 1995, and I was in 1998 Lixia of the year.In the dream, time extended to two left axes. Standing on this line, I watched the two little boys from three years ago cleanly and silently. face, a quiet black cat on the windowsill.And the air suddenly fluctuated slightly, the transparent ripples slowly spread out in the air, and the black cat on the windowsill disappeared Not seen, but met with a blank face, she was sitting on the window sill, her face was leaning against the rain-filled glass, her gaze was scattered somewhere outside the window. And the picture stopped abruptly at the moment Yu Yu appeared. In the dream, I felt that my throat was tight, as if someone was holding my throat tightly with hands, covering my throat. The mouth burst into tears inexplicably. Outside the window, there was a massive torrential rain that flooded the entire city. Winter in Beijing is very cold and dry.The face is like a lime wall that has been baked by the scorching sun for a long time, and countless white chips can fall off when touched.those who say Anyone who says "Beijing is actually not cold, it's quite warm" is lying.I met countless times when I was too cold to speak and thought like this.those all day People who don't need to go out once in a while, but have a car parked at the door, get off the car and go directly into the house, of course they don't feel cold. For me, I get up to deliver newspapers every morning before dawn or even when I can’t hear the music on the radio. This community has two There are 18 buildings, each building has four units, and I don't know how many companies subscribe to the newspapers, but I only know that there are 120 companies that she is responsible for delivering.encounter Seeing that one hundred and twenty copies of newspapers should be stuffed into different mailboxes every morning, and they would be scolded if they were a little late.Swearers are mean, not because their family Wealthy, on the contrary, is also a poor family. With a meager salary, they are struggling to survive, but they still have to care about state affairs and trivial gossip every day. In the after-dinner conversation, they appear to be full of economics, so they will use their paltry "consumer" because they pay for the newspaper. that power". If you are ten minutes late, you will be scolded.There are a few perverted middle-aged men who seem to be keen to wait at the door every day to calculate the time when they are late, standing in the iron room in their pajamas. An eye appeared from behind the door, and after hearing the sound of meeting a bicycle, he began to scold dirtyly.Acrimonious, a small city Afraid of face. Most of them would say "I'm sorry" in a low voice, then stuff the newspaper into the mailbox or iron gate, turn around and ride a few meters away, and then curse loudly. The sentence "I X you uncle" or "Go to hell." The wind in Beijing penetrates everything.No matter how heavy your clothes and how many thick gloves you wear, those winds can always force through the fibers and fibers. Like maggots on the tarsal bones, the narrow gaps between the bones stick to the skin, and like thorn seeds, they take cold roots deep in the bone marrow. Every morning, I always feel that I am like a moving ice ball, with joints opening and closing stiffly, and blood flowing semi-solidified.Deliver newspapers next to Met On the first day of this job, when the last newspaper was delivered, tears kept falling against the concrete wall of the building complex, and my throat was constricted. The cold wind blowing in made no sound, only tears rolled on the face.Hotness and tears are the only parts of the body that have temperature. But the tears stayed on the face for a while, and then turned into ice balls, sticking to the face, opening and closing vertically and horizontally, solidifying from the surface to the inside, freezing, piercing into the skin and taking root. Rooting is the root that produces pain. But since then, I have never cried again.At least I never cried because of delivering newspapers.At most, I heard someone say "Beijing's It’s actually not cold in winter.” I just cursed in my heart. real.Just never again, never cried. Because it's an extra two hundred and twenty yuan.You can save an extra two hundred and twenty yuan every month.This is the closer to happiness.Those who are born with a young body The cold endured was not without value. Their value is two hundred and twenty dollars. And after delivering the newspaper, I have to rush to work at a 24-hour convenience store not far from where I live but not close.Still riding a bicycle, wearing bloated clothes, except for the eyes All other places are covered.But the sharp cold seems to be able to dig a hole in the retina, and then pour it into the body like mercury. body.Because it is a small convenience store, there are only two clerks, Meet, and a boy named Duan Qiao. When I first heard the name of a boy, I laughed out loud. I was reading it right now, breaking the bridge, and reading it backwards. After politely saying "Hello, my name is Duan Qiao, please give me your advice", I met the corner of my mouth in a nonchalant way, and said something that I don't know whether it is ridicule or affection "The name is really funny".On Duan Qiao's face, there was an expression of swallowing a whole tea egg. Meet from 7:30 am to 7:30 pm, then boys from 4:30 pm to 4:30 am, 4:30 am to 1:30 am The convenience store is closed Three hours.Therefore, it is said that a 24-hour convenience store is actually a 21-hour convenience store.And when meeting and Duan Qiao work at the same time, there are three times a day. Hours. Because the location is not very prosperous, and it is not in a commercial area or a concentrated area on campus, so there is very little customer traffic, and often there is only one person in the store. , with white fluorescent lights on overhead, and the shelves are neatly arranged.Occasionally, when a customer pushes open the door, the wind chime hanging on the door will make a ding-dong sound.then met He will raise his head and say welcome! Half an hour is spent arranging shelves, half an hour is spent crystallizing accounts, and half an hour is spent saying "Welcome" and Show your teeth and smile.The rest of the time is spent writing songs. Occupation still met in bar singing.Three occupations in 24 hours: delivering newspapers.Convenience store clerk.bar singer.completely irrelevant .But it exists steadfastly. And the three overlapping hours are the most common three hours in the twenty-four hours.Because it is ordinary, it is warm.as we get used to ourselves Ordinary towels, toothbrushes, pillows, quilts, beds, desk lamps, notebooks, calendars, all the things you are used to are very ordinary.But it is because of ordinary , so it gradually exudes a beautiful and warm touch, embedded in the annual rings of life, and whitewashing the pale years round by round. A day is three hours.Ten days is thirty hours.One hundred days is three hundred hours. Algorithms that elementary school students will know.No university knowledge is required.No calculus required.Time is cut into small sections of faults, gradually moving on the plane of life. gradually accumulated.During these three hours after one, the topics that came up were: My hometown is in a place called Yongning in Fujian. It's a small place. I've met people you haven't heard of.But let me tell you, the sea there The four seasons are particularly magnificent, and the blue is so blue that people can't open their eyes. You can compose music?monster... Tomorrow the school will have an exam, so this time is dead. I saw a girl who looked like you during school lunch today, but because I was rushing to the convenience store, I had to leave the cafeteria in a hurry, so I didn’t have time Take a look, hey. Why do you say that the hare loses to the tortoise every time he runs a race?Where is the turtle?Logically speaking, it shouldn't be... boring.childish. This is the view of Duan Qiao. miss.sad. This is a memory of Qingtian. abada.cn(txt share) next page back to directory back to home page