Chapter 110 Chapter 110: Matches

I have heard countless sisters come out of prison and describe to me the inhuman life inside.But when I really came in, I found that it was not as unbearable as I imagined.Maybe some things I care about have long been lost in this world, so I will no longer be disappointed in life. During the day, we do some simple work in the factory. The workshop in the factory is very dark, but the ceiling is high, and the light from the sun through the high windows is very clear. You can see the trail of dust flying. In fact, I know that it is impossible for Lin Lan to tell the police that I will show up that day. I know that Lin Lan is so kind-hearted that she would rather hurt herself than hurt others.So many times I want to help her.

I remember that my sister once sent me a message. The message was very vulgar and sensational. It was written, "I always thought that mountains are the story of water, clouds are the story of wind, and you are my story, but I don't know , I am not your story".I think Lin Lan has always lived herself in other people's stories, seeing others cry, she will be sadder than others, and seeing others happy, she can smile happily.But she never thought about her own happiness. When she was hurt again and again, she always chose to escape. She told me that Gu Xiaobei is very cowardly, but she herself is the real cowardly.She can face all serious problems beyond imagination for her friends, but she never dares to face herself.

I know that Wei Wei has visited me several times, but I don't want to go out to see her, it's not that I still hate Wei Wei, in fact, I've forgiven her long ago.If it was me, I would have protected myself at the time.Because neither Wei Wei nor I can live a bloody life for others like Lin Lan.We are selfish people.I remember Wei Wei once told me that in this world, only Lin Lan and Wen Jing made me feel pure.I also feel that way.Sometimes when I see Lin Lan and Wen Jing, I feel that what I see are two angels who descended to the world in a daze.So I didn't go out to see Weiwei, because I was afraid that Weiwei would feel guilty and sad all the time.In fact, anyone who sees me will be sad.Because one morning, when I got up to brush my teeth, I suddenly found in the mirror that my temples were white, as if they were covered with Beijing winter frost.I stood in front of the mirror with my toothbrush in my mouth and cried. It was the first and only time I cried in prison.I feel sad, sad like never before.

The windows of the prison are all high, but the sky can still be seen, the sky is very blue, because the prison is in the suburbs, the sky is not polluted.Sometimes I see the clouds passing silently, and my heart is filled with sadness.I feel that the days are passing by like this, and those who used to say that they will never be separated have already been scattered in the end of the world.