Chapter 76 Chapter 76: Song of Sorrow

I don't know if the heating was turned off after twelve o'clock. I always felt cold, and my body was shaking like chaff.Lu Xu took off his coat and put it on me, I grabbed the coat very tightly. I finally know what happened after I broke up with Gu Xiaobei.Just when I thought that nothing had changed, as long as I was happy, I could fall back into Gu Xiaobei's arms and never come out for the rest of my life. In fact, everything has changed.I am like a nautilus hiding in the shell and sleeping forever. When I stick my head out to look at the world, the sea where I used to live has become an unattainable mountain range, and I am a fossil dead on the cliff.

Bai Song said, Xiaobei was actually very sad after you broke up with Xiaobei.Several times when I went to play with him, I saw him in the dormitory, sitting alone on the bed, neither talking nor reading.In fact, Xiaobei used to be very autistic, but after being with you, he became a lot more outgoing.But after you left him, he hardly spoke much.Just at that time, a buddy in Xiaobei's dorm room wanted to chase Yao Shanshan and asked Xiaobei to go together to embolden him.I was there at the time, so we went together.As a result, Yao Shanshan didn't take a fancy to Xiaobei that day, and his buddies took a look at Xiaobei.We drank together that night. I was not good at drinking, and I fell down after drinking for a while. Xiaobei's buddy was very depressed, because Yao Shanshan hadn't looked at him since we met that day, and almost all eyes met him. The language is all on Xiao Bei.That buddy also drank too much.Xiaobei also kept drinking, and finally poured it down. Yao Shanshan sent Xiaobei home.Xiaobei also told me what happened later. When Xiaobei woke up the next day, he was at Yao Shanshan's house.Two people are on the same bed, and both of them are naked under the quilt.Xiaobei got dressed, Yao Shanshan woke up and looked at him.Xiaobei asked, why am I at your house.Yao Shanshan said because I don't know where your family lives.Xiaobei asked, did we have sex?Yao Shanshan said yes.Xiaobei asked, do you need me to take responsibility?Yao Shanshan said, of course.Then Xiaobei stood there for a while, then closed the door and left.Before leaving, Xiaobei said, if you want to, treat me as your boyfriend, if you don't want to, just make an offer, and tell me how much you want.Later, Yao Shanshan said that she was pregnant with Gu Xiaobei's child, and then she aborted it.Because of this, Xiao Bei Te accommodated her.

I finished listening to Bai Song's story quietly.Really, I think it's a story, as silly as a TV series.I never thought that the plots in the TV series or the plots in my novels would happen in my life, and it happened to the person I love the most.I sat there without saying a word. Wen Jing shook my shoulder, she said, Lin Lan, you can cry if you want, there are no outsiders here.Before she finished speaking, she cried herself. I pulled a tissue to wipe Wen Jing's tears, I said why cry, there is nothing to cry, you see I will not cry.You guys know what inspired me?My inspiration is that I can't listen to Bai Song's stories. His stories are served with wine. You see, I have already drank so much.Indeed, there were seven beer bottles in front of me, all of which I drank.

I stood up and said I was leaving. In fact, my family is also very strict. My mother also said that girls should not be shameless outside. I was walking on the streets of Beijing in the early morning. The wind was extremely strong, and heavy snow rolled into my clothes with goose feathers.I felt very cold, especially my feet, which were numb from the cold. It felt like I was stepping on snow with my bare feet, which hurt like needles.But I still don't want to go home, and I don't know where I want to go, wandering all the way. I turned around and knew that Lu Xu had been following me.I pointed at him, and I said don't follow me, what should you do!I suddenly laughed, very happily, and I said, are you afraid that I will be overwhelmed?Don't worry, I'm not that stupid, but I'll tell you, Lu Xu, if you follow me again, I'll immediately get under the wheel, lend you courage, try it if you don't believe me!

I turned back at the end of the road, but Lu Xu didn't follow, but he still stood in the distance and kept looking at me. I suddenly felt very sad, but I still didn't want to cry.I feel that I have really become a genius, and I will not cry no matter how big the blow is.I just watched Lu Xu standing in the heavy snow and looking at me a little sad. The snow fell on his hair and shoulders, making him look like the snowman I build on the roof of the building every year.I suddenly remembered that when I was in college, Gu Xiaobei played the guitar to me, and he sang I looked at you in the sunset, and you carried the sadness of flowing water.But now, I look at the other end of the road, but I can't find the rainbow that once appeared in my eyes, only heavy snow, endless heavy snow, singing a sad song.