Chapter 75 Chapter 75: The smell of decay

Gu Xiaobei looked down at me, he asked me, he said, are you still playing?I said it would probably be a little later before leaving.He said, can you wait for me?I sent her to come back.I looked at him, not knowing whether to nod or shake my head, he said, I want to talk to you for a while.I nodded, my heart was empty, and I didn't know what to say. After the three of them left, the few of us continued to drink, the music around was very loud, and everyone talked like a quarrel.I don't know when I got used to this high-decibel place. I feel very safe. In the noise like the tide, your sadness, sadness, hatred, and feelings are all invisible and inaudible to others.

Wen Jing ran against the white pine there, Wen Jing said, what the hell are you doing there, let Xiao Jasmine go back alone, you must kneel on the washboard when you go back, and you didn't run away!What are you pretending to be, I said you should chase after you. Bai Song said, get the hell out of you, Wen Jing, no matter what you say, I am better than you. I walked over and slapped Baisong on the head, I said you are too drunk, why did you suddenly say that you are better than him, why didn't you see you so capable before? Bai Song didn't even look at me, lay his head on the back of the sofa, waved the wine glass in his hand and said, I'm just better than you two.Wen Jing, you are awesome?You are awesome, why did you let that kid Lu Xu not even fart, he only knows how to cry with Beijing.I knew that Bai Song would say more and more outrageous things, I just wanted to stop him, well, it came to me.Bai Song pointed at my nose and said, "And you, Lin Lan, you're awesome, why don't you treat Gu Xiaobei as unfeelingly as you treat me?Gu Xiaobei has a new woman, you still miss it!Why did you bull B go to Shanghai after being slapped twice by Yao Shanshan?Come back now with bedrolls?You are awesome, you are awesome, why don't you help Gu Xiaobei have a son like Yao Shanshan...

Lord Baisong!Wen Jing stood up and poured red wine over as soon as she stood up, just like I did when I poured Yao Shanshan.Wei Wei also stood up, took a sofa cushion and threw it at Ya.Bai Song woke up suddenly, sat up straight, and didn't dare to say a word.Lu Xu also stood up and looked at me. The surroundings suddenly became very quiet, and no one spoke.The music is still as loud, but I feel very quiet, like standing in an open wilderness.I was sitting next to the white pine, and part of Wen Jing's drink also spilled on me.Wen Jing sat next to me and helped me wipe with a tissue.The red wine ran down my forehead, through my eyes, my nose, into my mouth.I guess the red wine has gone bad, otherwise why is it so bitter?

I took Wen Jing's tissue, brushed her hand away, and said, Bai Song, what did you say in the last sentence? Wen Jing said, he drank too much, please ignore him, come on, I'll wipe it off for you. Get out of your uncle's Wen Jing!And you, Wei Wei, you all know that, right?I am a fool alone!Friend, what a bunch of friends I've made, I'm so fucking happy! Wen Jing stretched out her hand to pull me, she whispered that you should sit down first.I threw her away, and I said why sit, I'm fucking standing up.After I finished speaking, a line of tears flowed down my face, and a big one dripped into the turn of red wine.To be honest, my heart is very sad, more sour than ever.I never thought that Gu Xiaobei and Yao Shanshan had this kind of relationship.Although I can calmly accept Matches' careers, even though I always feel that it doesn't matter if I'm a virgin or not.But this happened to Gu Xiaobei, I still feel very uncomfortable.

I remember that when our relationship was the best, Gu Xiaobei and I went on a trip. Once there was only one room, I slept on the bed, and Gu Xiaobei nestled on the sofa.I couldn't bear to see him curled up there by himself, so I asked him to come to the bed.He walked over with the quilt in his arms, stood in front of the bed, and asked like a child if he wanted to put a bowl of water in the middle. Until now, I still remember Gu Xiaobei's expression at that time, it was very clean, I fell asleep in his smile.I woke up the next morning sleeping on his arm, his brows and eyes clearly in front of me.I felt very happy at that time.It is a clean and clear happiness.

But now Bai Song told me that Yao Shanshan gave birth to a son for Gu Xiaobei!son! I finally sat down, and I remembered a sentence from another friend who wrote a book. It was very simple, but it was very sad. She said that I was tired after standing for too long.I'm only now experiencing that feeling.When I sat down, I felt empty in my heart, as if I had been washed by a thief. I said, Bai Song, tell me the truth, what is going on between the two of them?After I finished speaking, I was surprised by my tone, so calm, as if a person who lived hundreds of years was reminiscing about his past years, with a decadent and rotten smell, which disgusted me.

Bai Song looked at me with sad eyes, I think he is fully awake now.Wen Jing was sitting next to me, holding my hand all the time, I thought she was sick, she was crying instead of me, Wei Wei and Match had their heads down and said nothing.I looked at Lu Xu, Lu Xu's eyes were red, I knew he must be drunk, otherwise why are his eyes so red?Grandson, if you have the ability to drink but not the ability to carry it! I said Bai Song, tell me, I'm fine.Bai Song looked at Wei Wei, Wei Wei nodded after a while.