Chapter 13 Part IV, Sections 48-52

Part Four Verse 48: It's a sweet contradiction... Lu Yongmei then made a mistake, she thought You Xiaohui's heart hadn't shifted to her side yet.She was angry: "You were beaten by others, and you still miss him!" "No! No!" "then you……" You Xiaohui was panicked by Lu Yongmei's unexpected behavior today. "Anyway, I'm yours. Besides you, I..." You Xiaohui was on fire with what Lu Yongmei said.He hugged Lu Yongmei tightly, feeling himself trembling all over. Lu Yongmei closed her eyes, the moment she was waiting for was right in front of her eyes.As long as this moment happens, she will be a real woman.She felt that her relationship with You Xiaohui would also take a leap forward.

However, You Xiaohui let her go. She opened her strange eyes wide: "what's the matter?" "Tomorrow! I'll come back tomorrow!" After You Xiaohui finished speaking, he hurriedly opened the door and left.He was afraid that if he stayed here any longer, if he hesitated for a minute, and held this soft girl for a while, he might lose control.He was really afraid of something happening. The next night, You Xiaohui came to Lu Yongmei's room.He stole condoms from Dad.Lu Yongmei hugged You Xiaohui's neck tightly, crying. "Do you love me?" "Love."

"forever?" "forever." They repeat over and over the monotony of what lovers of the world used to say.In fact, they don't know what this "forever" means to them. For this "forever", what responsibility should they bear to each other. "If you want to be nice to others again, I will die!" Lu Yongmei threw herself into his arms and cried. In the big house, Lu Yongmei's father and mother heard that there seemed to be crying and noises, so they greeted loudly: "Meimei! What's the matter?" Lu Yongmei wiped away her tears and shouted to her father, "It's nothing! We're joking!"

Zhang Wei and Zhang Li get in touch more and more frequently.They all did well in their final exams. This is really strange. The teacher always said that girls and boys should be distracted when they make friends and affect their studies. As for them, they are all holding back their energy, and they all want to get a good grade in the exam, let the other party see, don't underestimate themselves.It's really like what my classmates said: the intersection of boys and girls has become a nuclear driving force for learning.The teacher is not accurate.If you learn well and learn well, you will learn better. This is like the square of mathematics.The communication between those who are poor in learning and those who are poor in learning will be like the square root, which will have an impact on learning.

Thinking of this, Zhang Wei was very proud. On the day after the last foreign language test, Zhang Wei's name appeared on the small blackboard in front of the school reception room.Without looking at the envelope, Zhang Wei also knew that it must be Zhang Li's letter.The two of them made an appointment early, and they would write a letter on this day and make an appointment to meet. Sure enough, it was a letter from Zhang Li. Sure enough, it was a date to meet. Or the entrance of the cinema. Movies are not enough.In the darkness, a beam of white light from a projector brushed overhead. When they were young, they would stretch their hands up to make strange appearances like little white rabbits and big bad wolves, laughing happily endlessly.Now they sat quietly, filled with more pleasant feelings than they had when they were children.

The movie was already showing when they went in.After seeing the end of the movie, they didn't know the name and content of the performance.They were secretly amused.At least half of the movie theaters are lovers, and then there are middle school students like them.What is their relationship called?Are you in love?No!Zhang Wei denies it.friendship?right!friendship.Is there no friendship between male and female middle school students?Zhang Wei asked herself over and over again, and answered herself over and over again.In fact, she also hopes in her heart that this is not just friendship, but the love she yearns for, a fascinating and vague love.However, she had to say it was friendship.She is such a contradiction.

It's a sweet contradiction... The movie is over.Walking out of the cinema, it was dusk.Fine snowflakes floated in the sky.This is the first snow this winter. They walked aimlessly on the street, and neither of them wanted to break up immediately.Winter vacation is coming soon.Shall we meet again?How should they be contacted?I can't send the letter to the school, should I send it home?The family will tear it apart... The snowflakes are fluttering on their heads, extraordinarily crystal clear and light, fluttering and never refusing to fall on the ground, like elves in white gauze skirts dancing ballet.Apply it on your hair, eyelashes, and face, it makes you feel extra fresh and refreshing.

They really don't want to have any winter vacation, they just want to go on like this.to the end of the day... "Would you like to come to my house?" Zhang Li saw Zhang Wei's shoulders tremble.It took too long to walk, and it was a bit cold, and the snowflakes gradually grew bigger. In just this time, the trees, buildings, and streets all turned white, like jade sculptures. Zhang Wei looked at him, wondering whether to go or not.She hadn't been to a boy's house yet. "Are you afraid that the family will tell you?" This made Zhang Wei angry.What are you afraid of?Am I still a child? "Let's go!

Part Four Section 49: No problem!With me, don't worry! This is Zhang Wei's first visit to Zhang Li's house.His home is not far from the cinema, no wonder he always invites me to the cinema.His family lives in a three-story building, one unit, two bedrooms, his parents live in the big house, and he occupies the small house.In the hut, there was a folding bed, and a pair of figure skates and a guitar hung on the wall above the bed.Beside the bed was a writing desk, on which were a pile of messy books and a portable radio, and tapes were scattered on the desk like shells on the beach.Under the bed are pairs of slippers, sneakers, white tennis shoes, leather shoes... also lying horizontally and vertically like catfish heads, and no one seems to have tidied them up.For a female classmate, these are full of strangeness and curiosity.

"I'll leave after sitting down for a while, but I won't eat at your house." On the way, Zhang Wei talked to Zhang Li.The tension is not too much.He introduced to his parents: "This is my classmate Zhang Wei! Just finished the exam, come to our house to play!" "welcome! Both Zhang Li's parents are technicians from the Ministry of Chemical Industry, and they do not interfere with their son's affairs, showing their trust in their son and confidence in themselves.After they said that, they went about their business.Zhang Li brought Zhang Wei into his own little world.

Here, we can see Zhang Zhang's personality, hobbies and hard work in study.Although it was a bit messy, and because the windows were closed tightly, the heating was a bit dry.The man's sweat and shoe smell radiated from every corner, floating above and below Zhang Wei's head. However, she likes this hut very much, she seems to have seen the other half of the boy's world. She understands tension better.She even thought that the room of a male classmate should look like this! Zhang Wei's room is by no means like this.Grandma lives in the outhouse, and she lives in the back room. Although the house is small, it is well organized.If it wasn't for the "Cultural Revolution", grandma's house would be a small courtyard, bright and spacious.It’s just that the house was raided at that time, and the house is still occupied by others. The policy was not implemented, and they said they would return it.In the room, there is an old-fashioned double bed. Zhang Wei's father and mother live here when they come back.The bed was always clean, the quilts were stacked like square tofu cubes, and the sheets were flat and neat, without any pleats.Outsiders generally dare not sit on it when they come in, for fear that they will get wrinkled.On the table, alarm clocks, mirrors, tape recorders, thermometers, ink bottles, desk calendars, pen holders, books... are neatly arranged, and the hostess' care and cleanliness can be seen everywhere. There is a triangular flower stand in the corner, and flowers are always placed in spring and summer.In winter, there is a pot of asparagus on it, and on the eve of the Spring Festival, it will be replaced with a pot of narcissus or poinsettia. This is the rule of grandpa when he was alive.Grandpa passed away, but grandma still keeps changing flowers all year round.Zhang Wei understands grandma's heart and never messes with other things. Just two days before the official holiday, when Lv Yongmei went out to find You Xiaohui and saw Zhang Wei and Zhang Li's backs, it was Zhang Wei's first visit to Zhang Wei's house. I have been to Zhang Li's house several times.Once, Zhang Li sent Zhang Wei off, walking, walking, until he reached the entrance of Zhang Wei's alley.Zhang Wei stopped in her tracks. "It's almost home, I won't send it off!" "Give it up!" Zhang Wei tilted her head on purpose, joking. "It will be delivered to your door!" "What are you afraid of! You haven't been to my house yet!" "You never invited me!" "Is it too late to invite you, my lord?" ... Zhang Li came to Zhang Wei's house. "Grandma, this is my classmate Zhang Li." Grandma is wearing a pair of reading glasses, the lenses are shining.She looked around carefully, as if she was about to discover something. "Grandma!" Zhang Li called out politely. "I never heard that there is a person named Zhang Li in your class!" Grandma finally discovered the name. "It's not in the same class." Zhang Wei said. "Yes! I'm in 32." Zhang Li said.He was honest and talked about everything. "No. 32? Hey, it's quite far from Weiwei's school! How do you know each other?" "Grandma!" Zhang Wei shouted angrily.She really hated grandma's interrogative questions. "Our Weiwei is too willful and ignorant, you..." Grandma is about to start chattering again.Zhang Wei pulled Zhang Li's arm and said, "Sit in the back room!" This action did not escape my grandma's eyes.pull arms!Now baby yo!She became more and more worried, followed the two of them into the room with her eyes, moved a chair by herself, and sat under the window of the inner room.Listen to what they are all saying. "Hey! It's really a doctor's house!" Zhang Li said first. "You can take the medical examination after graduation this year!" Zhang Wei said. "Me? No! To be a doctor, you have to be bold and careful. I'm bold enough, but not careful. Can't play with that scalpel. " "Then what are you preparing for?" "Tsinghua! Any department is fine. As long as it is Tsinghua University. In foreign countries, other than graduates from Tsinghua University and Peking University, graduates from other universities are not recognized." "Then forget about going to a foreign university! Oxford, Cambridge..." "You think I don't want to! Of course I do! You don't want to?" "Me? Maybe I won't be able to get into college yet!" "No problem! With me, don't worry!" Except for the last sentence, which made my grandma a little uncomfortable, they were all talking about learning, so my grandma was relieved. Part IV, Section 50: Find me at night, come to my house! After Zhang Wei sent Zhang Li home, grandma looked at the radiant granddaughter and felt a little worried again. "Vivi, are you talking about someone?" "Grandma! Look at what you said!" "It's fine if you don't! Boys nowadays, especially at such a young age, Weiwei, don't blame grandma for saying, you must pay attention." "Grandma!" "Good! Good! Stop talking, stop talking..." At night Zhang Wei had a strange dream.She dreamed that she hadn't seen Zhang Li for a long time, so she went to his house to look for him.In his hut, skates, guitar, tape recorder, tennis shoes...everything is there, but he is nowhere to be seen.She was a little anxious and looked for him everywhere.Finally, he was found on a small hillside.The hillside is green, covered with grass and wild flowers, very beautiful.He was not happy.Ask him what's wrong?He didn't speak, but just took a monkey rubber band from his hand and returned it to her.That was her monkey rubber band, the monkey rubber band that stretched the letters he sent her... Zhang Wei woke up.Outside the house, grandma was snoring softly and evenly.Outside the window, the stars are so bright and the moon is so round.She was a little puzzled by this dream. Things developed really quickly, and the story of Zhang Wei making friends with male students from other schools quickly spread in the class.In the few days after the exam, there was nothing to do anyway. It was nothing more than waiting for the test paper scores, group discussions on conduct comments, general cleaning, assignment of winter vacation homework, making winter vacation plans, researching Spring Festival condolence activities and group branch activities... Everyone happily Discussing. Only a few days later, Zhang Li came to Zhang Wei twice.His courage grew stronger and stronger.On the first day of the holiday, just after the school meeting and after listening to the elder's lecture, Zhang Li went to the school to find Zhang Wei.He had just entered the school gate and walked across the playground. Lu Yongmei had sharp eyes and spotted him first, and immediately poked Zhang Wei: "Look! Who's here!" Zhang Wei lay on the glass window of the classroom and saw that it was him!he came.Zhang Wei's heart beat fast immediately.She herself did not know whether she wanted him to come or did not want him to come. When Zhang Li was at the gate of the building, it was Mr. Zhong that he saw.Teacher Zhong has seen his photo, so he must have recognized him!oops!Last time it was a photo, this time it is the person.What would Teacher Zhong say?Zhang Wei scolded the damn tension.Why do you have to come to school!If something happens, I can't find it at home!At this time, Lu Yongmei was probably talking too much. Several female classmates were lying on the windows and looking towards the entrance of the building, as if they were watching a western scene.While watching, talking and laughing.This annoyed Zhang Wei.Her face flushed red. In fact, Mr. Zhong had long forgotten that photo.It's almost winter vacation.He can take it easy.Being the homeroom teacher these days has made him sad and troubled, especially the matter of Liang Yanyan and You Xiaohui, which made him scratch his head.What made him even more angry was that when You Xiaohui's father brought two cigarettes that day, it was rumored that Zhong Lin had accepted them. Otherwise, why did he justify You Xiaohui so much?Of course, this is just a private discussion among some teachers. Like the wind, it can't be seen, can't be caught, and can only make him suffocate.He can't wait to have a holiday earlier, so that he can't see the students, the teachers, and the school sooner. Zhang Li just asked him which floor is Class 5, Grade 2?After he told him that he was on the third floor, he went outside the campus to buy cigarettes without even taking a second look. Tension and their school are already on holiday.Their school organized a microcomputer technology performance in the afternoon, and there was a technology movie after the end.Zhang Li specially sent tickets to Zhang Wei. "No, there will be a school meeting in the afternoon, and we will arrange winter vacation activities. You go, come back and convey to me!" "Okay then! Go all the way, run for nothing, work for nothing!" "Hurry up and go, a lot of people are watching!" "What are you afraid of! What about breaking the law?" "Go away! Find me at night, come to my house!" "it is good!" Unexpectedly, when Zhang Wei pushed Zhang Li to leave, the elder walked over from the other end of the corridor. The old man has a very good memory.Even though there are nearly 2,000 students in the whole school, he can recognize at a glance whether they are students from this school.This is also one of his special abilities.He looked at him, then at Zhang Wei, and asked: "Where are you from?" Zhang Wei felt a little nervous, but Zhang Li said indifferently: "The one in 32. " "Why did you come to our school?" "I have something to do with Zhang Wei!" "Looking for Zhang Wei? What's your relationship with her?" This question made Zhang Li very disgusted, he gave the elder a look, and said, "What's the relationship? Classmate relationship!" This remark made the elder feel disgusted, he waved: "Both of you come with me!" Just go.Tension doesn't matter.Zhang Wei couldn't help complaining about the tension.The two of them followed the elder to the teaching office.If ordinary students have nothing to do and enter the teaching office, it is tantamount to entering the police station, which is not glorious.This time, they were both brought into the teaching office by the elders, followed by the eyes of many classmates.This made Zhang Wei even more unable to hold her head up, as if she had done something shameful and was caught by someone. After a few routine cross-examinations, the elder picked up the phone and rang the receiver.At this time, Mr. Zhong bought back the cigarettes, walked into the school gate, and was walking towards the gate of the building. The elder saw him at a glance, put down the microphone first, opened the window, and shouted: "Little Zhong, come here!" broken!Zhang Wei secretly groaned in her heart.She looked at Zhang Li, her eyes full of reproach, and she meant to say: It's all your fault.Zhang Li looked at her and seemed to say: "What are you afraid of? It's okay!" Part IV, Section 51: You and Zhang Wei have a good talk, let her sound the alarm Teacher Zhong walked into the teaching office and saw the student he had just seen, standing side by side with Zhang Wei, like two children who made mistakes and were being scolded, and felt very strange. "Xiao Zhong, look, even Zhang Wei in your class has found a boyfriend, and he is a classmate from another school. He came to our school. What is that like!" Zhang Li retorted: Can't people from other schools come to find someone to do something? " Teacher Qiu choked on these words. "How old is it to make friends promiscuously!" Zhang Li retorted: "How can you call promiscuous friends! Is there any age limit for making friends?" Tension did not know where the anger came from.Zhang Wei really wanted to grab him, but she didn't dare.She just hung her head and said nothing. Zhong Lin sighed inwardly.Class 5 of the second year of high school, press the gourd and pick up the scoop!The school is most opposed to this kind of thing between boys and girls, but this kind of thing happens one after another.Moreover, this time broke the class boundaries and opened the battlefield outside the school.However, from Zhang Li's conversation with Mr. Qiu just now, Zhong Lin couldn't help but develop a good impression of this young man.Among the students in Class 5 of the second year of high school, at least no one dared to speak to Teacher Qiu like this.They are all afraid of Teacher Qiu, and they are very obedient.Even You Xiaohui, meeting Teacher Qiu is like a mouse meeting a cat.What he said couldn't be said to be unreasonable.Zhong Lin felt that Teacher Qiu was too sensitive about things between boys and girls.It seems that as long as they come into contact with each other, there must be a problem. As long as it's normal, as long as it's not out of the circle like You Xiaohui, why bother?Doesn't the teaching office have anything else to do besides this matter?Teacher Qiu hung up the phone. "Is it No. 32 Middle School? Ah! This is the teaching office of Jian'anli Middle School! Let me ask you, there is a student in Class 2 of the third year of your school called..." Teacher Qiu forgot his name again, covered the microphone, and asked Zhang Li: "What's his name?" "tension!" "Is there a classmate named Zhang Li? Yes? Oh, he is the secretary of the Youth League branch in the class, and he is doing well..." Old Marshal Qiu put down the microphone.He looked at Zhang Li, as if he didn't quite believe that the student standing in front of him was actually a League member and a League cadre. Zhang Li also looked at him, with a challenge in his eyes. "Your teacher told you to go back to school immediately!" Teacher Qiu said to Zhang Li. Zhang Li glanced at Zhang Wei, turned his head and left, and muttered before going out, "I've never seen such a teacher!" "Xiao Zhong, you should have a good talk with Zhang Wei. Zhang Wei is a good student in the class. I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen. I need to ring the alarm for her." Teacher Qiu told Zhong Lin again. talk?How to talk about it?You can't ask nothing.Zhong Lin had no choice but to be patient, and asked Zhang Wei: "What's the matter? Did you make trouble at the teaching office?" Zhang Wei has always had a good impression of Teacher Zhong.She has an underlying sense of trust in him.She felt that he was different from the elder.He understands his classmates and is reasonable. Therefore, she told everything about herself and Zhang Li's understanding of the present: "You know him. On the first day you came, you caught up with Teacher Qiu and took the teacher to search the class. You started from me. A photo was found in my wallet..." oh!Zhong Lin suddenly remembered.Yes, that photo.A female classmate's heart is always delicate, and she will feel her own unique emotions from an extraordinarily small matter.After Zhong Lin listened, he didn't say anything.Did he blame them and persuade them to cut off contact?They said they were afraid of affecting their studies, but they didn't.Then, say that you are afraid of accidents in the future, like Liang Yanyan.How can you doubt that all the female students in the class will be Liang Yanyan! After Zhang Wei finished all this, she felt a lot more relaxed.To tell the truth, she has always wanted to tell someone about all this, hoping that someone can help her out.Befriending a boy, and the rapid expansion of this relationship in such a short period of time, made her feel uncontrollable. She was very strange, and she didn't know how to deal with it was the best solution.She very much hoped that an elder would talk to her and tell her what to do.Rather than blindly reprimanding like Teacher Qiu.It's not like grandma, who just nagging and worrying inexplicably, as if as long as they communicate in private, she will give birth to a child in a few days! Zhang Wei waited for Zhong Lin to speak.She believed that what he said would definitely not be like Mr. Qiu, nor like grandma. However, Zhong Lin didn't say anything.It was as if what he was listening to was just a story as bland as boiled water.But when Zhang Wei was about to leave, he said: "Winter vacation is coming, you arrange your time well, live a fulfilling life, and you can make new progress from next semester..." Zhang Wei was very disappointed.Any teacher can speak such official language and clichés. What is he thinking in his heart?Why doesn't he say a word about me and Zhang Li?What a bad teacher! That night, Zhang Li didn't look for Zhang Wei, and Zhang Wei was very disturbed.Worried about whether the school's teaching office had come up with some bad ideas, he sued the family No. 32, and Zhang Li was unlucky because of this. In fact, this was all Zhang Wei's wild imagination. The activities in the afternoon were held very late, and it was past eight o'clock when I rushed home for dinner.There is no tension.The next morning he came to Zhang Wei's house.Grandma went out to buy food.The two of them could chat freely.First, he scolded the elder.Then he talked a lot about microcomputers, which spread to the future of the 21st century... After my grandma bought the vegetables, she went home and saw that the two of them were head to head, what kind of math problem is the same as garlic cloves?Grandma felt "Gordon" in her heart, what kind of dignity is it to be so close?It's only the first day of vacation, if a vacation ends, they don't know how far it will develop.Worry is like water hair kelp, it can swell immediately. Part Four Section 52: School is out That afternoon, Zhang Wei and Zhang Li went somewhere.Grandma immediately wrote a letter to Zhang Wei's parents, hoping that they could visit relatives and come back during the holiday. Their daughter has changed too much. If things go on like this, the grandma really can't afford this responsibility. A few days later, Zhang Wei's parents sent a telegram and wired a sum of money.Zhang Wei's mother is studying in Xining Hospital and asked her daughter to come to Xining immediately.Mom misses her. Holding the telegram, Zhang Wei didn't know it was the ghost of grandma.I thought it was really my mother who missed me.Although she is not so close to her father and mother, and she has rarely seen her for a long time, she feels quite strange.Although she often quarrels with her grandma on weekdays, if compared with her father and mother, she is still close to her grandma.However, her mother's telegram still moved her heart.Mom is a mother after all! However, when she thought of going to Xining, Zhang Wei felt conflicted because she would not see tension throughout the winter vacation.go?Or not to go?She took the telegram to find Tension. "Go! Let's go!" Zhang Li advised her like this. How much she hoped that Zhang Li would say: "Don't go, stay!" But he said so.Is he so willing not to see each other for a holiday? "Go! You are no better than me. You are with your parents every day. Really, how I would like to go with you!..." Zhang Wei was moved by the last two sentences.She knew he was attached to her.That's enough. The brief silence was full of warmth.Zhang Li sighed, "I really envy you!" Zhang Wei blinked her slender eyes: "Why do you envy me?" "How kind of you! You can see the Qinghai Plateau! Kumbum Monastery, Qinghai Lake, the Riyue Mountain that Princess Wencheng passed by when she went to Tibet...all are not heard in geography class, but seen with my own eyes... " "Look at how beautiful you say it!" "Of course! Don't you think we middle school students are too stressed? We are always overwhelmed by homework and exams like snails. Our world is so narrow that it is a place like school and home..." "That's not right! After the holiday, I felt relaxed, as if I was liberated from the classroom!" "Didn't teachers often say that middle school students in the 1980s should be trained to be creative talents? How creative? Endorsing books every day and taking exams is such a headache! To go out and make a living, get to know the society, look at our How big is the motherland's 9.6 million square kilometers, it's amazing!" "Look at what you said, my trip to Qinghai this time is of great significance!" "For us middle school students, it means a lot!" "It's best for you to go on this errand!" "Why is it an errand? If I can really go, I will definitely visit the source of the Yangtze River!" "Riding on a cowhide raft?" "Yes! Cowhide raft!" "Over the snow mountain?" "Yes! Over the snow mountain!" ... They are basking in the thrill of imagination.There are many things that can excite middle school students, and sometimes very few. "Don't forget to write to me!" "Ok!" "Tell me the date of your return early, and I will pick you up." "Hmmm!" They continued to say endless farewell words. It seems that this farewell is not a winter vacation, but a century. She is not going to Xining, but to another planet. When Zhang Wei returned home, grandma had already bought the train ticket.Grandma is really impatient. Sending Zhang Wei to the train station, Zhang Li also went.Through the window, they shook hands, then waved, until the train pulled out of the platform, far, far away... Grandma looked at this young man, a high school senior who was about to graduate.