Chapter 7 The most meaningful life - five months after the college entrance examination (2)

The most meaningful life - five months after the college entrance examination (2) The seven of us stood among the lucky 770,000 people who came to the Bund. B and C stood together as if nothing had happened; F stood between D and E, turning his waist around and turning his arms around; I was beside A, holding My hand, I loved him a thousand times in my heart and grieved ten thousand times.None of us spoke, and there was an emotion that infected everyone here.I understand the significance of the passing seconds, but I have no way of expressing or even thinking about it.I know that somewhere in our bodies something is irrevocably passing, passing, passing, but I can't tell what it is.I feel pain all over my body

, The pain was stuffy and clear, because of the pain, I held onto A's hand tightly. Before I knew it, someone was counting down around me.I'd rather not hear that, all—everything.I remembered the cold, subdued sting of the alcohol swab rubbed against my skin before the injection.I was hurting more and more.So I love A more and more—I love him. The moment the bell rang, the whole Bund cheered, and I, like them, cheered and cheered heartily.The customs bell, which I have loved since childhood, struck again today.A girl in a long red dress danced in the crowd, turning in circles, circles and circles. Everyone stepped back a little, cheering, and countless people were whistling.The girl in the red dress flitted past us with her soft waist shaking, turning round and round, non-stop, bringing up a gust of red wind, blowing away the sadness in my heart and blowing it to the ground.

I had a hot, dry ache all over my body—hot, red, circular pains, as if I had just had tonsil surgery.However, what we have lost is much more important than tonsils, tens of thousands of billions of times more important-too important, I can't even explain it clearly.I looked up eagerly at A. A lowered his head slightly and whispered in my ear: "Needless to say. I know all about it." After a pause, he came closer again and said softly, "I also know about Zhang Lan and Liu Shumei. I lowered my head and dropped a tear on the ground. Then, naturally, fireworks.First, it was released on the opposite side of the Huangpu River, in Pudong; after half an hour, it was released on this side again, and it was released for a long, long, long time.Everyone looked satisfied and screamed again and again. F kept calling: "Oh, Ling! Ling!" A few strange boys seemed to have taken a fancy to F and came to talk to him. F teased them with a smile and made us laugh to death; at the end, F said: "How old are you?" A little boy said, "17." F pretended to be surprised, and exaggeratedly said, "Ah, I'm already 29!" People, this kind of people..." After those boys left, D leaned up to F and said, "Hey, I'm already 30, you can marry me." F squinted at him and said with a smile: " Bah! Where did this start?" We laughed poorly again.

After waiting for a long time, the ban on the Bund was lifted.Many policemen suddenly appeared on the road, one here, one there, but still no one could control the other, a large group of people walked on the viaduct.We also walked up, walked around and came down again, stopped and stopped, and walked to the Nanjing Road Pedestrian Street in a waning mood. There are people everywhere.There are people inside and outside the store.Every restaurant is full, and the roads are full. D frowned and said, "Ah, why is it so crowded! Family planning is useless." E went to the toilet, ran to the store and came out again, with a bitter face, said: "What should I do? There are too many people in the toilet. Come..." C pointed to the ground and said, "Fix it on the spot." E gritted his teeth and pretended to say, "Zhang Lan, you are so ruthless!" It made us laugh again.

We discuss what to do next. A said that now the cars are so crowded that the front door goes in and the back door goes out, and even taxis are hard to get. C said that all the entertainment venues must be empty now, and it would be useless to go there. D said, so is it possible to sit on Nanjing Road until dawn? E said no, I have to go to the toilet.Both B and I said that I will follow you as I please, and I will go wherever you go. F said then go to my school, my school is the closest to here, and you can go there if you want to go to the toilet. E said yes right away, how can I get there? F said: No. 11. (The so-called 11th road means walking on foot, 1 and 1—it happens to be two legs.) E said: Well, I hope I can stick to it.

Unexpectedly, as soon as we walked to the place where there were cars, two Volkswagen taxis came one after another. A walked in the front, the first one with sharp eyesight and quick hands stopped the car, turned around and said to us: "How is it? I said today is going well?" We all ran forward in a panic, fearing that others would snatch us away . D pointed to A, B, C, and me and said, "You four have one car, and we three have one car." F plugged in and said, "No! There are four of them in one car, and two of them have to sit separately. .Xiangmeicheng and Xie Yi come over, and one of the three of us goes to sit with Zhang Lan and Shu Mei." D said: "Then Dacha has a blessing in the air." Dacha's blessing in the air means guessing black and white. The hearts come together, and the backs of the hands go together. E kept switching the center of gravity of his feet, and said anxiously: "Hurry up, hurry up!" The driver also pointed his head and urged. C said: "Du Shuangxiao, the three of you are ready together, we don't care." After speaking, he walked past me, opened the door, and sat on the seat next to the driver.So I, A and B also went forward. A asked B to get into the car first, then me, and finally himself.

The car drove towards the F school, passing one street lamp post after another quickly. A looked back from time to time and complained: "Why are they so slow?" C smiled and said in front: "Do you think this situation is similar to the one in the third year of high school?" "Which time?" A asked.I snatched up: "I see! It was the time when Xiangmei City only had 12 yuan in total, and we were invited to take a taxi." A also remembered it, and said embarrassedly: "Didn't I find another 30 yuan later?" How much?” C laughed and said, “It was seven of us that time.” E didn’t go that time, but I was so excited that I didn’t have time to mention it, so I just said vigorously: “Our car was also driving ahead and arrived before them. Later I said that I met the grade leader and scared them." C said: "Hey, what is the grade leader's last name? Why can't I remember it all at once?" "The surname is Zhang." B's voice suddenly came from a dark corner come out.

We all fell silent.I put my hand on B's leg in the dim light. B didn't respond, and curled up silently.The silence in the car was almost unbearable.After an unknown amount of time, a drop of cold liquid fell on the back of my hand, and then her wet hand covered it, wiping away the painful drop. A was on the other side, and at this moment quietly held my other hand—the back of C sitting in front of us was suddenly blurred. Actually I don't want to. We stood in front of F's school, waiting for them to come.I said, "Why haven't they arrived yet? About one red light... about two." While I was muttering, they came.

F jumped out of the car and said happily: "Hey, the school gate is not closed! I usually come back at this time, and I have to register. I think I will be considerate of us today, and I will not be on duty. Not bad." So we followed her into the school gate. E has to go to the toilet first. E ran out swaggeringly after using the toilet, and asked: "What are you doing now?" D suddenly realized: "Yes. What are you doing now?" F said: "What can I do?...Do you want to play tennis?" A said: "Help me. Where are you going to play tennis now?" F smiled slyly and said, "Of course there is a place to ask this question. People are stupid and there is nothing they can do." This is the first time I heard someone use A to teach me I can't help but feel very fresh to teach A a lesson.

F took us across half the campus to the tennis courts. A still couldn't believe it, and said from behind: "Is your school's tennis court still open?" F laughed and said: "How is that possible?" Still go. The tennis court was dark, there was a small bungalow by the door, and there was a light in the window-someone seemed to be watching TV. F ran over and knocked on the door, and the door opened in response, and there was an annoyed voice asking who it was so late.A young man's head poked out from the crack of the door. As soon as he saw F, he smiled and said, "Are you? What's the matter?" F said, "Happy New Year! These are my classmates. We have nowhere to go. We want to play tennis." Please do me a favor!" The person watching the tennis court immediately said, "Yes, yes." F smiled and said, "Thank you! Can you lend us a tennis racket and ball? We will pay for it." The man Run right in and get a tennis racket and ball. C said: "Ah, Du Shuangxiao, are you amazing?" F said triumphantly: "One of my classmates is the president of the tennis association. The person on duty is my best partner. Don't be too nice to me. !" E laughed and said, "Why doesn't he work with the president, but with you? Are you the president's wife?" D said, "Of course. The president is a man. Why should a man be with a man? Take a shift?" F said angrily from the side: "Besides, throw you out!" In the darkness, I don't know if her face was red.

A few lights were turned on on the tennis court, and the spectators said: "You just leave it at that, I don't dare to open it too much." F said: "Enough is enough, thank you!" I went to A Beside her, she exclaimed: "Du Shuangxiao is capable." A said: "It's not a day or two since she has the ability. But even this kind of thing is evenly handled, which is really amazing." She sighed Tone, I don't know what it is for. The lighted one was the middle section of a tennis court surrounded by darkness on all sides. C pulled A to fight first, and the rest of us sat directly on the ground next to us, stretching our limbs, spreading our hands and feet, letting our faces float in a dreamlike light and shadow. Where B was sitting, his face was sunk into the darkness, half dark and half bright, giving him a very sad feeling.I walked over and sat next to her. We just sat there and watched A and C play tennis.Both of them are playing pretty well, and F and D and E are arguing about which one is better. A is very good at playing tennis, and his movements are very clean and easy-he seems to be good at playing tennis. I don't know exactly what kind of thing it is. C's posture is different from A's. It looks very solid and stable. He always swings the racket in a heavy manner, but it seems to be casual, with an attitude that doesn't matter until he can't hit the ball—— Then he hit the ball very accurately and powerfully, which is incredible.B and I watched quietly for a while, and suddenly B said: "When we went camping during the summer vacation of the second year of high school, I sat with you like this, watching Xiangmeicheng sing." "Yes," I said, " He's singing "Evenings Outside Moscow"—something like that." "And he's wearing a blue suit, you'd love it," said B.Yes, I remember that blue dress—what a beautiful blue dress! I also remember A in the blue dress; at that time, A was at best a good friend of mine, but why did I feel that Was he better then than he is now? Or just because, over an hour ago, with the turn of the new millennium, something good in my life was gone? Am I so dependent on A for that? ? The dim bluish-white light made me dizzy. A came over, squinted, frowned, and half-bent down to look at me.I sat on the ground and asked calmly, "What are you doing?" He said, "Will you hit me a few times?" I said, "I don't know how. Will you teach me?" He said, "Okay." Then he turned to B and said, "You know, this person is really stupid. You can't teach her later, and you have to prove to me that it's not my fault." B smiled slightly and said, "Okay." I He stood up, stretched his legs to kick A, and said, "Fart!" He avoided it, and said with a smile, "Don't always be a fart." A taught me, with a very serious look, and told me while demonstrating: hold the racket at 45 degrees, and hit it horizontally—be sure to be horizontal.I said: Oh, oh, oh.In fact, I understand that the most difficult thing for me as a person is to hit and throw something out horizontally. My life is full of irregular curves.However I nodded.He gave me a ball to serve, and said in his mouth: Here, I will serve you a ball.He didn't say whether my post was good or not, and he didn't comment a single word. He was serious and patient.Next, he gave me another ball to serve -- and a ball to serve every now and then. C was at the other end of the net and started yelling impatiently, so A said, let me show you a demonstration.He just let me serve and he stood closer to the net to catch the ball.Every time C misses the ball he hits past, F speaks loudly behind us."I'm so in love with Etsuji Toyokawa. I'd love him to dump me," she said. Everyone who heard this—A, B, C, D, E, and me—laughed up.I turned around and said, "Yes. I just want Chen Xiaochun to slap me." F laughed and said, "Xie Yi told Chen Xiaochun, slap me, slap me!" I said solemnly, "Yes. This is called Sacrifice for love." E was drinking mineral water, and the water spewed out of his mouth. D said: "Why are you not afraid of being heard by Xiangmeicheng?" A quickly stood up and made a gesture, saying: "I don't care, let her go." At this time B also came over and said: "It would be great if Chen Xiaochun drove her out! "I immediately said to her: "Then Ekin Cheng kicked you out!" F pointed at me loudly Said: "It's great that Chen Xiaochun pinched you!" I laughed, clapped my hands and feet, and said, "Yes, yes, it's great that Chen Xiaochun dumped me!" A came over with a smile, patted my shoulder, Said: "Why are you talking so sadly?" His palms are so warm and familiar, his voice is so warm and familiar - I stared at him dumbfounded, his eyes, his whole person are so warm and familiar...In an instant, a burning pain spread across light years The speed rushed to my throat, and I threw myself into his arms, crying with tears in my eyes. A hold me tight.I heard him say to others: "It doesn't matter, she's always like this." My tears are not many, and they will be gone in a while.Immediately, I sat back beside B, in that half-lit place.She stretched out her hand, patted my shoulder lightly, and said softly, "Did you cry before I cried? Do you like Chen Xiaochun so much? No way?" I saw D and E also running on the field, and A, C starts playing together and F is on the field, jumping around.This kind of light is really weird, it makes people feel dizzy and dizzy, neither like sleeping nor awake, there are blue and white strips, from light to dark, all the way to the ground - the top is white, The bottom is black, between white and black, there are countless gray, countless gray dreams, those running around are the characters in the dream, floating in the air, there is a faint smell of acetylene, compared to Water is lighter, lighter than air, lighter than anything, more than anything seems real. In the end, I couldn't help but ask B: "What is the reason for you and Zhang Lan?" B put his arm around me, shaking and shaking for a long time, and then said: "Why? It's just that we both made some mistakes. Or, it’s not that I did something wrong, or that we can’t tolerate each other anymore, and we don’t want each other anymore...” I asked, “Then what is it for?” She smiled lightly, noncommittal .Then, I fell asleep. Maybe, I have been dreaming? This dream is too long and too heavy. When I opened my eyes again, the first thing I saw was a piece of gray light, and there were two silhouettes standing in the center of the light, as if they were arguing.I snapped my eyes shut, opened them, closed them, opened them again—and then I realized that there were really two people arguing, and it was B and C.I also found that D and E were sitting in a far corner, smoking oppressively, and the smoke was rising in the light, as if two piles of damp straw were burning. F was next to the two of them, approaching for a while, walking away for a while, jumping, screaming and crying like crazy-what's wrong? B didn't make any sound, just stood opposite C, with his back to me, a couple His shoulders trembled, and he grabbed his sleeves with both hands, making him so long that I couldn't believe my eyes. C's face was facing me, under the pale light, I saw him staring at B mockingly, insultingly, and contemptuously, and then laughed and said something. Then B suddenly let go, froze for a moment, turned around and walked towards the darkness on the other side, the light shone on her back in light blue clothes, the blue looked very, very sad—she looked like a huge drop of water tears. Then, I found myself in A's arms.I lifted my chin to look at him and he sensed it and looked down at me.I blinked and asked, "What's the matter?" He said, "It's noisy. It's over." Perhaps because of the lighting, many, many black shadows were cast on his face, making his expression look very misery.I said, "Are you dreaming?" He touched my cheek, sighed and said, "No. It's true. But, it's getting better soon. Just sleep a little longer, and you'll be fine." I listened to him. If so, he would really bury one side of his face in his clothes that smelled like woolen sweaters.Surrounded by deep sadness and loneliness, I closed my eyes, breathing on A's clothes, the air was not circulated very much, and it was warm and damp. I had a very shallow dream, dreaming that I was standing on a very high balcony, surrounded by gray, only a small quilt full of kittens was hanging on the drying rack downstairs—that was really a quilt. Such a beautiful little quilt, I leaned out and kept looking at it, the more I looked at it, the more beautiful it became.But at this time, a gust of dusty wind blew, and the quilt corner of the little quilt was lifted, and I reached out quickly...I couldn't reach it...so I watched the little quilt being blown away by the wind …I desperately called A’s name, and suddenly felt warm, and A blew a small breath in my ear—— call! It was gray and empty all around.Where are they? And I am still in A's warm and wet embrace, I am in my gray dream.Just a little while, well, just a little bit— He said that the cooperation was successful.Later, I ran to C and failed to serve well a few times. A shouted: My memory has deteriorated!