Chapter 27 Chapter Eight Turning Point Wang Haiyan (2)

Chapter Eight Turning Point Wang Haiyan (2) I was shaking, I was sobbing—I was terrified, terrified.How can all this be like this?I wish this was a nightmare—so hurry up let me wake up, hurry up let me see the ceiling in the bedroom and hear my sister talking in her sleep, hurry up! I would never have thought that the obstacle between Qin Yu and me that had made me panic for so long was actually my deskmate! My deskmate is dead, has faded out of this world in a wisp of smoke.However, when Qin Yu mentioned her suddenly, it sounded as if she was still living in the world well, as if she still shared my desk, shared happiness with me, and robbed the person I liked—so, did she have any? die?Or, is it just me who died?

My hands and feet are cold.Jiji's voice faintly sounded in his ear: "...how beautiful the weather is!" "I'm so happy!" "This is my favorite flower." "Say, put on nail polish, okay?" ... too terrifying!How could such a terrible thing happen to me alive?I was standing on a strange road—until now, I didn’t realize that I was standing on a strange road—once again I felt that the trees and soil in all directions were tangible and sound, and I had no other thoughts but Simply afraid, scared to death. Gigi, Gigi why are you back again? Qin Yu's voice rang in my ear, trembling:

"I thought you were a nice guy." I was suddenly at a loss for words.Turning around unsteadily, I saw that he was looking at me too—his eyes were full of tears, and there was nothing but tears.However, these tears do not belong to me. "What did you say about me?" He stared at me, making me take a step back.I realized with horror: he was hating me—for no reason, he was hating me. "Why do you say that about others? Why don't you die yourself?" There was a "hum" in my ears, and hot tears fell down without any scruples.The tears came so suddenly that they scalded me in the cool of the night.For the first time in my life, I experienced real grievances and real pain.I'm completely bored, I don't have the energy to justify anymore, but I'll justify--I'll justify.

"Why should I say her? She was my deskmate for three years, why should I say that about her? What did you say...what did you say about me? Do you know how unfair this is to me? The thing about her gas poisoning , I was the first in the class to know... We just sent her away a few days ago, and I gave the eulogy-why did I say that about her? Am I going to say her for you? Do you think I Would you? I thought you knew me... I thought you were different... I thought I was right - I thought I was right even if you ignored me and avoided me... I was wrong, I was wrong all the time! You don't know anything but her name, you don't even know she's dead - what right do you have to accuse me? I didn't say her...but why would you? Me? Why are you doing this..."

All the panic, all the exhaustion, all the despair that I have been suppressing these days, rebounded at this moment with a huge force of contraction, which is difficult to stop and dispel.I stood in the dark night, facing him, crying frantically.I violently made gestures that even I couldn't understand, back and forth, back and forth--the force was so fierce that my body was shaking--I seemed to be trying to use these violent movements to smash the Gigi's pale face kept flashing in front of my eyes in the darkness.My ears were ringing and I couldn't figure out what I was talking about.I saw him staring into my eyes - for a long time all I could see were his eyes - and suddenly I saw his whole face!His face was so shiny that I could barely open my eyes, and I saw his expression change suddenly...

He grabbed my wrist surprisingly quickly, pulled me towards him, and then used his other hand to support me and dodge backwards - this series of movements was completed so quickly and coherently, it was just a moment of time, Before I could react at all, my eyes suddenly went dark, and at the same time, my eardrums were swollen from the shock—— Like a gust of wind, a huge container truck almost brushed past our nose. I was stunned, the cold current penetrated into the soles of my feet, and the wind brought by the passing truck almost knocked me weak to the ground - if Qin Yu was not there to help me in time, I would definitely not be able to stand .My legs were weak, the terrifying roar of the giant truck and the hissing of the tweeter still echoed in my ears, Qin Yu's face illuminated by the headlights still remained in my visual impression, I only saw one Another pale face floated layer upon layer on the dark background.

I didn't know how long I stayed there until I remembered to look up at Qin Yu - I saw a pair of his eyes, only his eyes.Now, there is sincerity and peace in those eyes, which reassures me and relieves me.We're not dead—we're not dead!And we almost died!How close we were to death a moment ago!Death is approaching us, passing by our noses, we are almost crushed, we hear the roar of death, we see the size of death, we feel death's breathtaking breath, our faces are even illuminated by death —However, we are not dead! How lucky we are! We looked at each other, and for a split second I realized: We had forgiven each other.