Chapter 26 Chapter 8 Turning Point Qin Yu (1)

Chapter 8 Turning Point Qin Yu (1) Now I finally understand why Wang Haiyan can become such a powerful celebrity in school-everything has a reason, everything has a reason, and every result has a beginning, and Wang Haiyan, she is born A material that can force you to do this or that. If there was nothing wrong with my nerves, I should not have followed this man I no longer wished to follow along this deserted highway in the silence of the night.Just now I was standing in front of a dilapidated car, and the place where the headlights could reach cast a beam of warm light; there were still many outsiders whispering in my ears-I used to think that they would be Are you talking about stealing my money?Then I thought, it doesn't matter, anyway, I don't have much bad money at all.

I even started to assume wildly that maybe they would sell me to a place surrounded by mountains and let me start a mountain, then I would just live my whole life quietly, and I would never have to see Fan Bin or Wang Haiyan again , I can also pretend that I was born without parents—or they killed me, and people found me dead in the wild the next day. Legs, and in the end, "Case Focus" also allowed me to be on camera, and my internal organs were clearly listed like a syringe—this is too tragic, but I have been confused all my life, only this time is the most clear and tidy.I was thinking wildly there, almost happy, but I heard Wang Haiyan call my name——when she called my name, she would call me endlessly.She said she wanted to talk to me, but I wouldn't even open my mouth.She's a real genius, and she's a deadly psycho—what the hell is she talking to me about?Walking in this wilderness, I'm already getting hungry.

"Qin Yu—" Look, she started calling my name again. I walked behind her ass, looking very submissive.I think now that I have reached this point, I can only be a little more peaceful.I simply asked her: "Already gone with you. What do you want to talk about?" While I was talking, I hurriedly followed her.She walked faster and faster, the speed at this moment was simply desperate, as if she really wanted to go to downtown Shanghai like this.I'm a little out of breath--I'm no use being a sissy, but I'm starving. "I said—what on earth are you going to talk about? Can't we go back? Where do you want to go when you walk this way?..."

The way she stopped abruptly was more insane than the way she walked quickly. I almost bumped into her when I was not paying attention.I yelled angrily: "What are you doing? What the hell are you doing?" "Qin Yu—" Her voice was not high, but it sounded very pleasant, as if the peaceful and beautiful night sky above her head was speaking, "I should ask you this question." "Wh-what did you say?" "What the hell are you doing?" There is a deep despair in her voice, and this despair endows her voice with a peculiar charm—this is the Wang Haiyan I am familiar with, and this is the Wang Haiyan I like: there is no retreat, no evasion, no self-expression, there is All he had was the touching voice that came from the bottom of his heart, and now, this voice was mixed with cold despair, which seemed to match the night surprisingly.

I don't know how to answer her.What am I doing?I do nothing but want to leave her completely. "How did the two of us become like this? Qin Yu, tell me, how did the two of us become like this? Did I do something wrong? Didn't we have a happy time? Are you For what? You were punished, I know you are unhappy, but it's not my fault, why do you treat me like this? If I did something wrong, you can come and blame me - but please don't ignore it Me. Please don't ignore me..." She didn't go on.I know she is crying.Her voice is as gentle and beautiful as flowing water.I know I'm sorry for her—I know I'm sorry for anyone, but I suddenly realize: the person I'm most sorry for is her.My father is my father, my mother is my mother, Teacher Li is my teacher, Fan Bin is my classmate... No matter how sorry I am to them, they always have a place in my life—but she, exhausted all her strength, Abandoning all dignity, she lost everything with me, not even a place.It's my fault, it's all my fault, she's done absolutely nothing wrong—but I'm going to erase her from me, I'm going to erase her.

"You tell me. You tell me Qin Yu. What is between me and you?" ... what?what?God, how did she know what was between me and her?I didn't realize this before, but now that she reminded me, I suddenly realized: there is indeed something between me and her.what is it then?There are too many, the whole world is separated between me and her—this whole world is shrinking, turning into one person... "Qin Yu, you must tell me. It doesn't matter if you don't admit that you know me, or you don't care if I'm right or wrong - you have to tell me what it is. You don't want to be with me anymore, I I know. There's nothing I can do about it, forget it. But you can't help but tell me what it is - it's not fair to me, don't you understand? You tell me, I won't excuse, I promise I won't. I won't come again Excuse me...but you have to tell me."

Yes.I couldn't help but tell her.I looked up and saw in front of me impenetrable darkness, endless darkness.Dark, dark, dark - when will this all end?when?I looked at the far and far, deep and deep night, and let out a breath——I thought, everything can be over, well, everything can be over, it's okay. "one person." In front of my eyes, Jiji's big crystal clear eyes with golden thread spinning suddenly flickered like a myth.Heard her ask "who"?I said without hesitation: "A girl. I met her in the reading room." She was silent for a long time.I can only hear the "rustling" sound of the evening wind blowing the fields.I felt a load suddenly lifted from my body, so light that I wanted to jump into the field—whatever: catch toads, or kick a football into a ditch—just give me a football.I figured that everything that was beautiful and not boring in the world would return now, with the arrival of transparent Gigi.

The golden balloon that I miss, in the dark night sky, slowly swaying, swaying... very close in front of my eyes. "Do I know her?" she asked. "I don't know. I don't know what grade she's in, and I don't know what her real name is..." "What?" She seemed a little unbelievable.I'm afraid she'll think I'm lying to her - I really don't know what's going on with Gigi, but, for the first time in my life, I've discovered that there is such pure beauty in the world, and I want to capture it Feelings that are both real and illusory; on this day, Gigi’s illusion has been repeated many times in front of my eyes like an elf. I am afraid that she will fly over my head like a white dove again, so I want to stretch out Take a shot, grab her—this gleaming golden balloon, I will never let her fly away again... I quickly and privately made up my mind: When I go back, I will definitely find Jiji, and I will definitely find Jiji. Knowing more, she will surely push me to discover every lovely thing in the world - and she, first and foremost...she is the magical elf who came to help me!Perhaps because of this certainty and urgency to grasp the fleeting light above my head, I eagerly explained:

"She didn't tell me her real name—maybe she didn't tell me her last name. She just, just said to me, call her Gigi..." I was standing right back to her right as I spoke, and when I said the word "Gigi," I thought I saw her shake violently.I thought she was uncomfortable, so I stopped talking and asked, "What?" She didn't turn her head, and she didn't move, but there was a tremor in her voice—this trembling was obviously caused by trying to restrain her fear—she Slowly asked: "You said her name is—Jiji?" "Ah, yes." She paused.She was so excited that she couldn't help shaking.I looked at her, full of doubts - did she know Jiji?What a coincidence?

"Is she with shawl and long hair... The hair is thin, but very smooth... She is very delicate, with a pair of clear big eyes... Small hands... The skin is very white..." "Yes. You know her?" She didn't answer my question.I saw her shaking more and more violently, and I almost wanted to help her to prevent her from going limp. "...I don't smile a lot, I don't talk a lot...the way I walk is very nice..." Before she could hear my affirmation, she had already taken a step forward—a small step, but it seemed that she had exhausted all her physical strength, as if she wanted to use this move to get rid of something.She was still trembling, and was sobbing desperately—sobs of pure fear.I was also terrified by her violent reaction.

It was dark night all around. "What's the matter, you?" I followed her and asked, taking a step forward. She replied, sobbing, "No. Nothing." "It's impossible—why are you afraid of it?" "there is nothing." I'm going to give up.I thought it might just be her distress—however, just as I was about to give up, her voice appeared again: "Gigi, she—" She stopped herself, still trembling, still sobbing, and I didn't dare to disturb her.After a while, she spoke again: "Gigi is dead." Sunshine, white doves, golden balloons, and transparent eyes all suddenly disappeared before my eyes, as if being sucked in by something.A huge shadow quickly passed over my head... Say what? !