Chapter 7 Chapter 3 Qin Yu (2)

Chapter 3 Qin Yu (2) I can't believe that after Gigi finished her "whatever you want", she went straight to the door-at the same place, at the same time, at the same scene, she suddenly stopped, lowered her head slightly, and then turned sharply. Turning around, her elegant and light movements made the corners of her clothes fly freely.She moved the surrounding air, and in the warm noon sun, she formed a golden thread that was shining brightly.She playfully put her hands behind her back to reveal the pink edge of a book in her hand, then smiled unexpectedly, turned her head and walked away quickly-she walked with such a way that people forget that she walks on her feet.

Where she had just stood, the midday sun streamed slowly, the threads gone, but the air still sparkled. I can't believe it.I can't believe she said those words.Her transparent eyes, her transparent voice, the way she sat there peacefully—but she said something like that!Like I'm a coward.Scary, I think she has a point!The world is so big, isn't there anyone more asshole than me?Maybe it's time for me to admit that I'm a coward, as I often call myself.It's been like this since I was a kid, I called the cat "Needle" because he scratched me - of course now I understand that he scratched me because I messed with him too much, but back then I just kept messing with him Treat it as an unreasonable bastard; I put the "syringe" in my schoolbag and wanted to take it to the street. In order to observe it from time to time, I turned the schoolbag over and carried it on the front, with the cat and my belly separated by a layer The Oxford cloth was warm and kept moving, making my stomach itch. In fact, at that time, everyone on the street must have treated me as a crazy person, but I didn’t know it yet. It doesn't matter if the "syringe" is lost, otherwise, maybe I still carry my schoolbag forward like a fool, like an unlucky pregnant woman.look what i have doneGigi is absolutely right.It's just that I can never admit that she is right.I didn't mean to be like this, I didn't mean to be hard on myself - only an idiot would.I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to.

I walked out of the reading room and kept saying "I didn't mean to" to myself. I was so intoxicated that I almost closed my eyes.To keep my eyes from really shutting, I looked down through a pretty dirty transom and saw a guy riding past the lot on his bike; a very fat guy on a very small bike, Hey, that's a sight to behold, and I bet a dollar you can see his huge belly and never see his wheels.I looked at him very enthusiastically, and suddenly thought of another reason why the "syringe" got lost.I thought, if it was caught and really cramped and skinned to make an unwanted cat fur coat, then it would be considered safe, otherwise, when it was strolling on the road, it would be used by this fat guy with a very small It's not a joke to run over the wheels of the number one car.I should really admit that I'm such a coward that I tell jokes that I don't even think are funny where the eye of a needle is the size of a needle.Although Fan Bin is low-level and obscene, at least he is the only one who laughs at the top of his voice when he speaks out. The less others laugh, the harder he laughs—a person like him is completely the opposite of others. I swear, his heart must be on the right side.

I'm tired of walking, to be honest.I was bored and walked to the classroom, passed the door of the office, and met Teacher Li who happened to come out, and I was stopped by her!I was really caught by her.When she saw me, she said: "Qin Yu, I'm looking for you. Come in." Oh, I understand.If I run into her somewhere, she'll say "I'm looking for you," as if she's been looking for me all her life and all her life.I know she is a kind and enthusiastic teacher, and I also know that people of her age prefer boys who look civilized and polite like me-see, I said "people of her age" again, last time I found out that she and When my mother was the same age, I was proud of my mother for three days and three nights. Compared with Teacher Li, my mother looked like an immortal. No wonder my father liked their bloody love so much—but she couldn’t keep looking for her. Me, especially after I cheated, I bowed my head when I saw her, but she acted like nothing happened.At her age, people may be so good at pretending.

So I followed her into the office.There was only one other chemistry teacher sitting in the office—he was a male teacher with a pointed bald head and a pair of black-rimmed glasses. He looked at people from the bottom up and was very dignified.He taught Class 5 and Class 6. According to the people in those classes, this teacher is really strict, but unfortunately his surname offsets half of his prestige: his surname is Hua, and the students call him "Teacher Hua" Sometimes, the tone is always deliberately elongated.He occupied the place facing the door alone. When I walked in, he raised his head and looked at me from bottom to top. He reached out his hand to take the teacup as if he was angry, and took a majestic sip. He took a sip of tea, but at the same time he still didn't let me go, staring at me so hard that my scalp was hairy.I tried not to meet his gaze, and followed Teacher Li to her desk.

Teacher Li sat down, and kindly told me to sit down too.I listened to her and sat down on a chair beside her obediently.This chair was placed in front of the desk next to Mr. Li's desk. I don't know which teacher should be sitting on it—it looked like a young female teacher, and the arrangement was very clean.During the time when Mr. Li was teaching me, I just took a look at this desk. Teacher Li didn't say anything important, she just wanted me to study hard, try to do well in the final exam, and also in the general exam, and don't make any more mistakes——I really don't want her to still care about me like this.I peeked at the desk in front of me who I don’t know—a stack of homework books and biology textbooks were placed in the left corner of the desk, and a glass vase was placed in the right corner, and a red rose was inserted in it. It is not fresh, and the edges of the petals are scorched black; the desk calendar is placed in the middle as usual, but I forgot to turn it over, it is still yesterday's date, and the blank space reads: Big Bird's Birthday (I am still laughing, I don't know where this great "Big Bird" is Sacred); there are several photos under the glass platen, there are group photos, group photos of two or three people, and single photos. The owner of the table is gone; apart from the photos, there is also a poster of Zhou Haimei occupying a prominent position, which is shocking; the drawer of the desk is closed, but there is a corner of a piece of paper exposed, which was accidentally made when the drawer was closed , I can see the three words "generally" written - roughly what?I can't figure it out even if I smash my head.

"You students, you will be divided into classes immediately in the third year of high school-what do you add three plus one, have you figured it out?" I was thinking hard about the suspense of "generally", but was interrupted by Teacher Li's question. "Plus—" I lowered my head in embarrassment, "Chemistry." For some reason, Teacher Li showed a very relieved look and said, "Hey, what are you embarrassed about?" The only decoration on Mrs. Li's desk was a photo frame, which contained photos of her dead son, and what she pressed under the glass plate were all photos of her poor son from childhood to death.I'm afraid of her actions, and I'm afraid that when she looks at me, her eyes always seem to say: Oh, if my son doesn't die, he just happens to be your age.If a person is unlucky, it is like this - there are hundreds of millions of boys my age in the world, but Teacher Li thinks I am like her son!Why should I be like her son?What good is a muddy son like hers doing to me?I have parents, I live a good life, but I have to be like her son, how unfair it is.

I resolved not to think about it.While Mr. Li was making comments, I thought about the word "generally" again. I don't know how much time has passed, and suddenly a sentence jumped into my eardrum: "It's getting late, go get ready for class." Before this, I was always in a daze, thinking about "generally" what Teacher Li said, and I didn't pay attention to other teachers coming in and out. When I heard this sentence, I jumped up ——I was afraid that I would jump too fast, that majestic Teacher Hua looked up at me from bottom to top again, and then wrote something in a homework book in front of me with a red pen, as if to give me a grade for this action like.I felt that I was too absent-minded just now, and I was a little sorry for Teacher Li's kindness. I just looked at the face she looked up at me—she was still sitting on the chair. Although she had said so much, she seemed to have something to say .I looked at her, unable to figure out whether to speak or not, so I called out unconsciously:

"Teacher Li……" She smiled and stretched out her hand to tug at the corner of my clothes, really like an old grandma.mouth said: "Work harder." I nodded vigorously.I nodded so vigorously, in fact, for no other reason, but because of a sudden surge of damn gratitude in my troubled heart.Teacher Li is a very good person no matter what. I don't want to hurt her.I remember that after I was caught cheating, Fan Bin and I stayed in the classroom waiting to be investigated. Teacher Li ran in the door and came to me, and the first sentence was: "You're out of your mind, you!"

Yes, I am not dizzy.I don't want to hurt Teacher Li, but I still hurt her; I don't want to lie to my parents, but I still have to lie to them; Not dizzy.But I figured to myself that my dizziness started a long time ago, I've been dizzy since I was born.But I promise I didn't mean to, no.I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to... The atmosphere in the classroom was tense.Everyone seems not to take the exam seriously, but is a little more careful about the final exam next week.This year the examination system has been changed again, and it has been changed to pass or fail—then one should pass.

If at the end of the recent period, the atmosphere of the exam is not very strong, then the students have a different face.The schedule after the holiday can be discussed in advance.It is said that Liu Yawei is planning to go to another place to carry out his "adventure career".People like Liu Yawei usually look really stupid, and the words they say are boring, and the words are exactly the same with each mouth—he is indeed saying different words, but they all sound like the same word—but then again, He's amazing at traveling!He once traveled along the Yangtze River, Nanjing, Jiujiang, Yichang, Three Gorges, Fengdu, Chongqing, and Yibin. He also traveled northward from the Beijing-Shanghai line, visited Yangzhou, Xuzhou, Tianjin, and Beijing, and then went north to Chengde. When he arrived in Shenyang and Harbin, he went all the way to remote villages that we had never heard of; when he talked about Guan Gong Temple, Baidi City, the ancient battlefield in Xuzhou, and the summer resort in Chengde, his eyebrows danced and his eloquence was so wonderful that people could forget Who the hell are you listening to? He also told us how a person gets robbed on the road, how to save money, and how to live a short life-he is the best credit card person I know; This summer vacation seems to be planning to sweep along the Yellow River—ah, Jinan, Kaifeng, Zhengzhou, Luoyang... these places, I don't even dare to think about these unlucky places.So, I admire Liu Yawei for this.Zhao Ou, who has extraordinary energy, is going to take the ten-level piano performance test this summer, and it seems that he is also preparing for the TOEFL test.Liang Shouqian's schedule for making up lessons in the morning, noon, and evening was already full.Fan Bin said to himself, "I'm going to waste my precious youth in the game computer room" - silly words, fortunately he can say it, he is so stupid, he probably thinks he is very humorous.I'm the only one with nothing to do.I just hope that Wang Haiyan from Laoshizi will not come to me and let me be quiet - I have to find a place to avoid her.I'm really afraid of her, I can't even believe it when I say it, she cares about me so much, she can't possibly eat me, but I would rather she has the heart to eat me. Fan Bin was dangling in front of the podium, holding a biology book in his left hand and waving a fan in his right, when he saw me coming in, he immediately leaned forward and asked wildly: "What to choose, have you decided yet? " "What to choose?" I was annoyed at the first sight of him, and deliberately pretended not to understand. "Three plus one choose what?" "What do you choose?" I asked back. He shook his fan, rolled his eyes up, and said triumphantly, "I choose whatever you choose." Don't do that!Never!Never! "I haven't decided yet." I said and fled to my seat. He stalked and followed, shaking his fan.I'm so sick of him being such a rascal.I knew he was going to say, "Come on." I really don't understand how there are people like him in the world.He clearly knew that I hated him and was unwilling to answer his questions, but he just kept pestering me to talk about this and that.His ignorant demeanor is actually really admirable.I am convinced that if I hadn't acted so bored with him, he wouldn't be chasing after me at all.But I don't have such unlucky self-cultivation. Whenever I see him, I feel bored. "Come on," he ran over, put his whole body weight on my desk, crumpled the corners of my book, and said, "Did you add chemistry?" I hate his friendly tone the most, as if I have some unlucky relationship with him.He was so close that I could see the vegetable leaves between his teeth clearly, it was disgusting. I wasn't in the mood to pay attention to him, and he wasn't angry, instead he moved closer and asked: "Is it? Is it?" I'm mad--I tell you the truth, I'm mad.There is such a kind of person whose good temper and patience are not pleasant, but annoying. Fan Bin is a typical example of this.I got angry and said, "Don't keep asking me. You should ask your long-legged sister." He actually had the nerve to say that sentence again: "My long-legged sister is you." I don't mean to punch him.However, after saying this, he left unexpectedly.I breathe a sigh of relief.My deskmate Dong Zhiwei leaned into my ear and whispered: "Why did you provoke him like this?" I laughed to death - obviously he stimulated me. "You, don't mention long-legged sister to him in the future." Dong Zhiwei continued. "Why? Can't you mention it?" "Don't you think he doesn't like to hear it? He doesn't have any long-legged sisters at all." "That girl..." Dong Zhiwei smiled and replied: "Will that girl like him? That girl doesn't know him at all. Last time she came here on behalf of Teacher Zhang and asked him to go to the teacher's office to talk." I looked at Dong Zhiwei in surprise, and then at Fan Bin who walked past.I never knew that bastard Fan Bin had such an embarrassing life—it's no wonder he wanted to pester me, an unlucky bastard like me, and I deserved it.But he doesn't have to be so stupid, it's really contemptible-you don't know him, you don't know him, why pretend to be related to him for eight lifetimes, how disgusting!But, speaking of it, we ourselves like to see his lame heretics. Why, I thought, these things are really scary.It turned out that the people around me were not what I thought they were at all.Everyone has their own secrets, and everyone is not who they seem to be.When I think about it this way, my eyes are full of people who seem to be very, very far away from me.Maybe Dong Zhiwei is the one who sues me for cheating!How do I know what's up with him?He is thousands of miles away from me, how do I know him? But how does he know me?I don't know what other people think of me. I turned around and looked at Dong Zhiwei—yes, he sat in the front row of me in junior high school, and now he is my deskmate again, I thought I was no longer familiar with him.I used to laugh at his goddam incisor teeth, which were huge and miles apart.However, I suddenly thought with horror, maybe his two front teeth are fake at all? Zhao Ou in the front row, she can play the piano, and she is also very good at studying.But how do I know for sure that she has no terrible secrets? How do I know who is trying to kill me?How do I know it's not just anyone around me who is going to sue me?what do i know I'm not crazy.Ever since I was punished, I've been talking to myself, no wonder I'm going crazy.When I was in junior high school, there was a man in my class who was punished by the school for cheating, but I saw that he was in high spirits all day long, and the punishment was more effective than tonic—why couldn’t I be like him?Why do I want my mother-in-law to think about this bad luck all day long?I can't guarantee that that junior high school classmate is sad or not, but at least he is happy like crazy on the surface.I can't, I can't do anything at all. Maybe Gigi sees me that way too.For some reason, I care about what Gigi thinks, even though she never wants to tell me what she thinks.This is probably because I trust her very much.I know she will not lie to me.She didn't tell me anything at all, how could she lie to me?Even if Fan Bin lied to me, Dong Zhiwei lied to me, Zhao Ou lied to me, Teacher Li lied to me—even if everyone lied to me, Ji Ji would definitely not lie to me.She is my protector at the end of the world, I clearly saw her sitting opposite me close and transparent - how could she lie to me?I was moved by the very close feeling she gave me, and I was moved by the very transparent feeling she gave me, so I walked over and told her everything, right?Everyone is so far away from me except her.I am unlucky. There are three others who won't lie to me.One is Wang Haiyan——she didn’t lie to me because of herself, she always told herself to be sincere in dealing with others, as if she had no purpose in life other than sincerity, so she kept babbling and directing me to do this and that. people would not lie to me.The other two are mom and dad.The two of them haven't been treating me very well lately, they're weird, but I believe they're the most exemplary parents in the world—they don't even try to hide the fact that they love each other from me, a hapless bastard, so why would they lie to me?They may not be great, but they are my parents and I know they can be trusted.