Chapter 99 Ninety-nine

Chapter 99 The wine bottle in my hand fell to the ground and rolled back and forth. At this moment, my phone rang... ...when I saw that the number calling was my beautiful sister Nellie...I turned off the phone... ...it was just a misunderstanding...they were just friends...his friends... I've waited too long... I've waited too long for this day... So I will trust Eun Kyu... Jeong Won, you have to trust Eun Kyu... Maybe it was the alcohol, but out of nowhere I got the courage to go on, and I rang the doorbell.He closed his eyes tightly and waited for the door to open. "Eun Kyu! That girl who came here today is looking for you again!"

"…what?" The door opened, and I smelled the familiar scent of shampoo on his head from the breath of the fan when he opened the door.I raised my hand and waved to him as calmly as possible. "...Hi...Long time no see..." ... My lips slurred uncontrollably, the first time I'd been in front of him in months. ...the light brown eyes... ...messy brown hair... ...with tanned skin... ...how are you going to meet me?What expression do you want to use to say the first sentence to me...? please...smile... No other expressions...just a smile... ... "... eh?? O_O...?"

... "...I'm Jeongwon... Long time no see..." "Do you want some too? ^_^" ………… ...wh-what...? ? "Enkyu, I'm going to fry some fish for dinner, you go and have a good chat with your friends." The woman put on her apron while pushing Eun Kyu out of the door... Eun Kyu looked me up and down with no expression... Then he looked to my side, staring at the shards of the wine bottle on the ground... "…oh no. They're all broken." "You...remember me, right...? It's me, Zhenyuan..." My tears had started to well up...the ones I'd been holding back for the past 5 months...but he crouched down and started drawing circles on the ground.

"...the person in the room...is your girlfriend...?" ... He grinned brilliantly, then nodded energetically... "...she is your girlfriend...?" "...Yeah, it's cold outside, I'm going in. TT_TT..." ... This is my punishment... I knew I would be punished sooner or later... ...someone should have told me...I didn't go to him then... I can't read any emotion in his eyes...the only thing he seems to care about is his dinner...I can't find anything about me in him... I opened my mouth to Eun-kyu who was already grabbing the doorknob. "...Can I still wait for you...?"

“DINNER!!! SO GOOD!!!” The door slammed shut. "...You just let your friend go? Who is she? Your sister?" "I don't know, my head hurts." "Oh, that's right. I bought the medicine for you, and it's on the cabinet." I sat down against the sliding door and listened to Eun Kyu's voice..... I took out the necklace and that kind of paper money from my pocket... ...about 3 months ago... I got this bill and some other small change by chance when I went to the supermarket... ...and right on the corner of this bill it says...my little pig... I remember crying for a long time at that time... Ben wanted to ask you if you wrote this little mark when we met again...

...but I can't ask you anything anymore...you've changed too much... Eun Kyu's voice kept coming from the side window... I just sat in front of his house for about 2 hours... Putting the hand I wanted to ring the doorbell into my pocket again, I started walking downstairs... Eun Kyu... ...I think I'm going to die... I got my punishment...that's all...you must be hurt so badly too... ... I'm only being punished for the harm I've done to you... My heart hurts so much I can't breathe...it's hard to even open my eyes...I hate the fact that I'm alive...

Staggering home, my mind is in a mess... It's about 3 am, and just as I'm about to open the door, the door next door opens... Miss Soo Hyun came out... she looked very tired... I haven't seen her for a long time... ...damn...they look like...they look alike... I'll turn my face away... "Hi, Zhenyuan, long time no see..." "…Hi…" "Did you just come back from outside?" "I just came back from visiting your brother...your brother..." "…what?" She looked a little surprised, then walked towards me slowly... "...You must have been taken aback..."

"...you also know?" "Of course, I knew that 3 months ago..." ... "...It's been like that for 3 months...?" "...I'm sorry...I didn't tell you...because it's better for you not to know..." ………… After 2 months of our separation, you changed your mind...?It only took two months...? ...It's really easy for you to forget someone, isn't it... "...Are you not going to see Eun Kyu anymore...?" Sister Xiuxian asked, her voice lowered... "You ask me that I never intend to see him again?" "…Ok…"

"It's not a question of whether I go to see him or not, but that I can no longer see him..." Miss Soo Hyun is staring at me...they are so alike, I turn my face away... "...you never see Eun Kyu again...?" "It's out of my control..." "...I'm a little disappointed in you..." After saying something I didn't understand, Miss Soo Hyun walked into the house... ... "Disappointed...? So what should I do? Should I keep waiting for him? Should I keep waiting for a man who has abandoned me and shed tears for him? For a man who only left me with his back? If he can If you come back to me, I will wait forever..."

After muttering to myself like a fool, I closed my eyes and hoped that all this was just a nightmare... ...and slowly closed my eyes... while praying that none of this was real... +the next day+ "Zhenyuan, someone came to see you." "..." Open your eyes... My eyes are swollen and take up half of my face... ...then Xi Yuan appeared in front of me... He was startled when he saw me... "……What's wrong." "... I'm sorry for running away like that yesterday, and I'll also apologize to your mother for me." Xi Yuan silently took out a cigarette and sat down on the chair next to him, lowered his head and said in an unnatural voice...

"…Sorry…" "...why apologize? >_<" "I didn't want you to leave, so I lied to you for two months... I just kept you by my side because of selfish thinking about my own pain..." "It's okay, I'd do the same thing if I were you. I'm happy for you too to see your mother back." "Dad is getting better too, and he will be able to go home this month." ... ^_^ ... "That's great, isn't this what you want most. ^_^" "...Have you seen... Eun Kyu...?" "Huh? Not yet, he wasn't there when I went yesterday..." "Let's go together." "…what?" "Let's go together today. I want to see with my own eyes that you can get back together, and then I will give up on you like a man. ^0^" Xi Yuan forced a smile, put the cigarette on my desk without my permission and stood up. "No...no need!" "Why? O_O" "...oh... it's just... that's what I want... don't worry... I can see him myself." ... "I won't fight him, really! I swear I won't, so get me up!" Xiyuan grabbed my hand and wanted to pull me up.Although I tried my best to sit back, I was exhausted from crying all night, so I was dragged out of the door by him... "Xi Yuan! Wait!" "what happened again?" "...you know...I don't want to see him with my current virtue. What if he sees my current face and runs away, I hope to show my best side. Don't worry, as long as my face is better I will meet him myself when the time comes. ^_^” ... He finally let go of my hand and glared at me as he stuffed it into his pocket. "Okay! Do what you want!! Hell. >_<" he said and walked forward... "...Xi Yuan...we...we..." "What are we??!!" "...we're still friends, right?!" "..." Instead of answering, he turned his back to me and made an OK sign above his head. "Then let's go eat, my friend!" "...OK... ^_^" This is not easy for me and Xiyuan... ...From that day on, I will forget the one I love... ...we could hurt badly...or end up crying in the middle of the night for no reason... Xiyuan, we all have to work hard... but…… Why do I feel like I'm going to keep waiting even though I said no... ...really embarrassing... ...and that's it... a year passed... Even after a year, all I can do is cry... During the day, I'm Yoon Jung Won...at night, I'm a big idiot...an idiot crying because I miss him... I've looked through your windows at your house countless times... wondering if you've come home... ...I even went to where you live several times to see if I could run into you by chance... ...but every time I see your smiling face with that woman...I always turn around and run home... I thought one year was enough... I thought one year was enough to forget you... ...But every day I still repeat the same waiting as the day before... I still can't forget you... ...please come back... ...