Chapter 98 ninety eight

Chapter 98 I don't even know how I've gotten through this all this time...I hate sitting alone and just missing you...or hearing your voice for no reason... I hate that feeling... ... That hurts my heart so much... So I try to keep myself busy...I'm always busy.That's why I don't have time to rest. For 5 months, I could only keep you in my memory, and during those 5 months, I felt like my head was about to explode. I feel like the ropes that have held me together all this time are finally broken... ...I can see Eun Kyu now...I can touch Eun Kyu now...I can smile beside Eun Kyu now...

The agreement between Sister Suxian and Xiyuan can finally be fulfilled now... I bravely ran to Zaiguang's school... desperately looking for Nali.Since I ran into school in civilian clothes, people around me were staring at me. ... Follow the search from Class 1 to Class 12 in the third grade classroom.Every time I open the door 40 heads turn towards me. ...damn... she's not here either... Class 2... Class 3... I opened the doors one by one... I even saw Xi Yuan's mother... the shame made me feel hot all over... This time... I opened the classroom door of Class 4. When I opened the door, I saw a bald man, startled by my sudden appearance, and even dropped the stick he was beating the students with.When I saw the student who was beaten...

"sister!!!" It was my brother Jae Kwang, rubbing his spanked ass. "...Yin Zaiguang! Where is Nali?!" "...she's in this class...what are you doing here?" ... "What a coincidence, you are Yin Zaiguang's sister? >_<" The bald man approached me and asked. "... Shen Nali! Where is Eun Kyu?!" ?_? …… ?_? …… ?_? ……… Nali slowly got up from her seat and looked at me... "What's wrong?" "Where is he?! Where is he in Seoul?!" "...why do you need to know where my brother is..." Her voice became very cold... "I don't think I need to tell you the reason. Where is Eun Kyu?"

"...I don't think I should tell you..." I feel hotheaded again... "Hey! Shen Nally, are you talking back to my sister?!?!" Zaiguang still stood there and shouted. "You better explain what you're doing here!" Baldy came up and yelled at me. "...Okay...then you don't want to tell me...?" "Yes, I won't tell you." "...It doesn't matter...Anyway, there are people who can tell me." She stopped me as I turned and walked out of the classroom. "...Brother will come back by himself...don't go...don't bother him anymore..."

... I walked out of school, stroking my treasure in my pocket - a bill, two couple necklaces, and my pocket knife. bother him...?Eun Kyu... Me? I smiled to myself, and then ran to Sister So-hyun's house. With messy hair on her head, she greeted me happily. "Hey, you're too early." "Sister, do you still remember that agreement? The one you made with Xi Yuan? Do you remember?" "...What did you say?" Sister Suxian asked, the sleepiness on her face disappeared all of a sudden. "Xi Yuan's mother is back, I can go to Eun Kyu now, right sister?" "Of course. ^_^"

... Great…… ...that's the answer I want... My sister wrote down Eun Kyu's address on a piece of paper and handed it to me. "I'm so nervous, I'm really nervous." "Then let Eun Kyu hug you, then you won't be nervous, little girl. ^0^" Hearing my sister say Eun Kyu's name made me suddenly feel very grateful. Suwon...? Suwon...? I stared at the piece of paper in my hand and blinked several times... "Eun Kyu is not in Seoul." My sister said calmly... "...But you said he practiced in Seoul..." "all fake…… Everything about debuting as a rookie singer is a lie...

He said he still didn't have enough courage to look at you... That's why he left alone... His high school graduation there... ...he's going to college there too...I just met him not too long ago... He says he's happy...but I can see how he really feels...we've known each other for so long... I feel sad watching him barely smile, so I can't say anything. " ………… ...I feel numb all over... I hate the reality that I am Yoon Jung Won... As Sister So Hyun told me more things, I felt more and more stupid about myself. ………… I looked at the scenery outside the car window.

Where Eun Kyu lived... ...where Eun Kyu dropped everything and moved to... Pulling out the couple necklaces, I stare at Eun Kyu and Jeong Won... ...I took them to the beach as you told me... ...I made them kiss at least 10 times a day as you told me... ...I let them share a quilt every night as you told me... ...and I also do what you told me to keep them together all day... A drop of tear dripped on the doll's face... Now...we can cry together, laugh together...we can be together all day long... I took out Suxian's slip of paper with the address written on it, only to realize that I had already sat at the stop.

"Let me go down!!!" The bus stopped with a squeak, and then I got off the bus. I kept grabbing passers-by to ask for directions. "Excuse me, can you tell me how to get here?" "Oh, you go straight." "thanks!" I'm so neurotic that I walk like an idiot... Even if it's the day before Christmas... Even the day before a picnic... Even the day before the party... I've never been so nervous... It's the first time I've been this nervous since growing up, and I can finally hug Eun-kyu.I can hold his hand and spend 100 days with him... 200 days...

Like my nympho friends, we too can have a 100th day party...200th day party...! ! ………… Ten minutes later I found myself standing in front of an apartment building. ………… Even just standing here, my hands are shaking with excitement, I feel my heart has already flown into his house, but I can't move my damn feet... so I hurried to the store to buy A bottle of white wine.Going crazy, especially after all the trouble this morning. Walk upstairs step by step...he lives in the first room on the second floor... I stopped at the door of the room and slowly stretched out my hand to ring the doorbell...but quickly retracted...reached out again...and retracted again...

I think I've done this at least 100 times... liquor! ! ! I unscrewed the cap and drank about 2/3 of the wine in one gulp. After 10 minutes, I felt my courage come back. (Thank God I get drunk easily.) "Enkyu!!!!!!!!!!!!" ………… I rang the doorbell a few more times with my hand... +Ding dong! Ding dong!+ No, wait!Wait a minute, I'm not ready yet! ! ! ...But someone has already opened the door, a young woman with shoulder-length hair tied together with a small hair tie...Big beautiful eyes blinked gently... She was about my height and very slender, and the woman opened the door and looked at me. ………… "...Engyu...does he live here...?" ... I seem to feel that the face in front of me has started to become two... The woman nodded slowly... ...Is it his friend...? "...Is Eun Kyu at home...?" She silently shook her head... "…thanks…" After looking me up and down, she closed the door. ………… I went downstairs trembling and sat on the floor... "...It's nothing...They're friends...Friends...God, come back soon, I miss you so much, you bastard." Burying my face in my knees, muttering to myself until I heard footsteps on the stairs... I stood up immediately, sat down again, and buried my face in my knees again. ...footsteps pass me... I know it's him... ...even just by the sound of footsteps I could tell it was him... I swallowed my tears and rubbed my face on my knees... Try to adjust your breathing... 1... 2... 1... 2... I wish he could see me smiling and force myself to stand up... He reached out and rang the doorbell. "Who is it?" A woman's voice came through the intercom. "It's me, Eun Kyu!! I bought some crepes!! We're having crepes for dinner today!!!" ...the door opened. "Okay, okay. ^_^. The first thing you said when you walked in today was food. Oh, yes, a girl came to you." ... +bang!+ ...the door slammed shut after he entered... ... ...I don't believe it's going to happen...I don't believe it... ...