Chapter 113 Random Thoughts Between Life and Death (2)

From this dream-like experience, I thought about the feelings of people when they are dying. They must know everything in their hearts, but they can’t express it, but the family members seem to be dead on the surface. The family members cry and call out to these people. It sounds clear, from near to far, from clear to vague, and then their souls come out of their bodies.There must be a soul, that's proven!I also think of people in a vegetative state, or people who cannot express themselves after a stroke. They appear to be dull-headed on the surface, but I believe they know everything. People should be able to read emotions from the slightest sign in their eyes.On the night of the smoking day (May 4th), I started to try to get off the ground. At that time, I had been lying on the bed carefully for 2 months because of bleeding from my legs. My ankle hurts, my knees hurt, my back hurts. On the 6th, my mother and I were sitting on the balcony basking in the sun——I have already started calcium supplementation exercise, eating calcium tablets, two bags of milk a day and basking in the sun——I began to explain my recent thoughts and thoughts, and let my mother remember:

"Religion is the result of people's curiosity about nature. With science, everything suddenly becomes so boring. I really like the ritual of death in the past, which is close to nature, not the present mourning Yes, I have been thinking about this issue very seriously recently, and came to the following points: 1. What a person dies is his body, but his soul still exists. I cited Li Su, the primitive actor in "God Is Crazy", He was recently found dead in the wild while hunting, what a good death! A natural death should be on the ground, I doubt cremation would leave a soul, if buried in a coffin in the soil, the soul can't get out .Nature has such a circular circle. Modernization has destroyed this circular circle. So many high-rise buildings have been built and so many trees have been cut down. Human beings must have a price. His price is that the soul cannot ascend to heaven. I choose to die soon From time to time, I went to Tibet, to the snow-capped mountains, and faced death naked.

2. Surely there is no heaven and hell, why?People always think about the natural world with the idea of ​​building simple things. Building the universe is different from building a house and box. Just thinking about the boundless universe makes you paralyzed there. It’s so strange!The universe can never be solved by length, width and height.Therefore, heaven and hell are created by human beings based on their own right and wrong, and there is no right and wrong in nature! 3. So where did the soul go?The universe is boundless, what is beyond the boundless?People think that the terrible thing about death is that he will be gone, without body and mind, without him in a journey.I am thinking now, and it is horrifying to realize that I will no longer be thinking.Still talking about the problem of the cyclical circle I mentioned just now, all things are born and die, and death is resurrected, and life is endless, so that infinite problems can be solved.If people want to know what they are like, they can just look at other biological plants. Flowers bloom in spring and fade in autumn and winter, and people can imagine themselves from this.Next, here is my initial imagination: 4. After a person dies, the soul floats in the world of nothingness, and there is a bright light in front of you. You realize that you are going to be attached to another person, and you rush towards a mother with a big belly (At this time my mother said, big belly? Then you have a child? What are you doing?) That's right!The child comes from the sperm and egg, so what should I do?Then there is no talk of the afterlife?never mind!I can't think of it, I'm already having a headache. "

So, this unprecedented conversation is over! But my thoughts are all the time and endless.