Chapter 13 Chapter 12 Slow Three in the Elevator

66 It was very late when we went back, and Bai Lin trained Bai Lu.She said that she would start school tomorrow, and she played so late today.I helped to say a few good words, and Bai Lin gave up. Sending Bai Lu back to Shanghai the next morning, it was inevitable that she would be a little reluctant when parting.But in these respects, Bai Lu was quite afraid of Bai Lin.So although she didn't want to leave, she returned to school on time. After Bai Lu leaves, the world belongs to me and Bai Lin.In fact, when Bai Lu mentioned Valentine's Day last night, I immediately thought of Bai Lin.Bai Lu said she wanted to spend Valentine's Day with me, but I was thinking how I could spend Valentine's Day with Bai Lin.Now that Bai Lu is gone, the biggest obstacle has been lifted.I really should think about how to ask Bai Lin out on Valentine's Day~~~~

That night, Bai Lin and I didn't go out at home, and we went back to our rooms after dinner.Although I am in my own room, my heart is with Bai Lin.Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, how should I ask Bai Lin? Appointing Bailin is not an easy thing, and what's even more troublesome is that I still want to celebrate her on Valentine's Day.Although Bai Lin has been very nice to me during this period of time, there is still that inseparable relationship between us.If I just ask her out like this, can she give me face? (If it were Bai Lu, she would definitely take the initiative to ask me out. Even if it was Jiang Nan, she probably wouldn’t let me down. Only Bai Lin can make me so upset!)

After thinking for a long time in my heart, I finally had a little care.He immediately took out the phone and dialed Bai Lin's number.After a long time, Bai Lin's slightly surprised voice came from the other end: Xiao Zhao?Aren't you at home? Ok.I am at home! Then why are you still calling me? Instead of answering her question, I asked: Are you free tomorrow night? What?Bai Lin seemed to be taken aback for a moment, probably because she was a little overwhelmed by my sudden question. After a long time, she finally said: I'm free. When I asked Bai Lin if she was free tomorrow night, my heart was pounding nervously, I was afraid she would say no.And when Bai Lin said she was free, my heart beat even harder, but it was exciting.Although Bai Lin's tone couldn't be more normal, maybe she didn't remember what day tomorrow is, or maybe she didn't know that I asked her if I was free because I wanted to ask her out, but even so, my heart was still caught by this simple The two words of the word lifted to the sky.

I tried my best to calm down, and then said, in a serious tone: That's right, Bai Lin!I have been eating at your house for so long. Although you charge me fifty yuan a month, I know that money is not enough!So... so... I'd like to treat you to dinner tomorrow night... sort of... thank you... As I said that, my heart was pounding.Could Bai Lin over there hear my heartbeat?I suddenly felt that I was so useless that I would be so nervous even asking someone I liked out to dinner. no thanks!Bai Lin said at the other end: I have already charged you money!Besides, if it wasn't for you last time, Xiaolu would...it's nothing, you don't need to be so polite...

faint!I really don't know if Bai Lin is pretending or what, doesn't she know what day tomorrow is?Can't she hear the mystery in my words?Hmph, you will act stupid, and so will I.Let us play the fool to the end! You can't say that!I said: One thing is one thing!I think anyone would have rescued Xiaolu that time, so you don't have to take that to heart.I'm a bit embarrassed to eat and live with you every day now... Since you are free tomorrow, let me treat you to a meal!After I said it, I thought it was very funny, dear mother, my phone call for this Valentine's Day date is really not sentimental at all~~

I really didn't dare to think about what kind of expression Bai Lin had at this moment.If she really knew that I wanted to ask her out on Valentine's Day to go out HAPPY, it is estimated that my sloppy phone call just now would not be able to move her heart 10,000% of the time. Bai Lin became silent at the other end. I saw that she was silent, so she immediately said: "If you don't speak, I will take it as your agreement. Then, after get off work tomorrow night, we will have dinner together. It's up to you to decide where to eat, okay?"After I finished speaking, I waited for a long time before I heard Bai Lin on the other end humming softly.

Seeing that Bai Lin agreed, I was relieved.In fact, I had to use my brains to ask Bailin this time. First of all, the reason why I chose to talk to her on the phone instead of talking to her in person was due to two considerations: first, I was afraid of embarrassment.If I said it face to face, Bai Lin might be embarrassed, and so would I.Second, surprisingly.We are all at home, and if there is anything to say, there is no need to call at all.But I just called her at home, it was a surprise attack, so that it could disturb Bai Lin's mind.And I can take advantage of the chaos to win the bird~~Troubled water touches the water bird~~~~~

Secondly, it is my excuse to ask Bailin.Bai Lin is really too ambiguous.Perhaps because of her status as a widow, she never seemed to want to date anyone.Even when she was with Lao Xing back then, they seemed to be doing some class under the banner.If I make it clear that I want to date you on Valentine's Day tomorrow, then Bai Lin will definitely say NO.That's why I found such an excuse to ask her out.To be honest, I really didn't have any confidence at the time, because my phone call was so vulgar, it was even more vulgar than a vegetable vendor's hawker.But Bai Lin actually agreed, what a fool and a blessing~~

I had a vague feeling in my heart that Bai Lin wanted to go out to have this meal with me.It may be that the calmness I have shown in this period of time has attracted her, or it may be that I want to match her with Lao Xing, thinking that she thinks I am a good person, or it may be that she has hung up her appetite for a long time, and I can't wait. I want to be with my even ×× (dizzy, you just YY you~~)... Anyway, she promised me. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and I will try to fix her up once in a while. 67 In the west, Valentine's Day is called Valentine's Day. It is said that this festival was set up to commemorate a monk named Valentine.It is also said that all birds in the UK used to have sex on February 14th, so people followed the example of birds and had sex on February 14th.

Maybe the location is different. I have never seen a scene of birds having sex on Valentine's Day in China.Although Chinese birds don't have sex on February 14th, Chinese men and women are now starting to romance on that day too. Since the moment I made an appointment with Bai Lin, I have been thinking about how I should act on Valentine's Day and how to win Bai Lin's heart.Flowers, chocolates, candlelight dinners, music, I drew up an exceptionally perfect blueprint for my first date with Bai Lin.But somehow, there was always a feeling of inappropriateness in my heart, and that feeling kept haunting me.I didn't know what I was afraid of until I met Jiang Nan when I went to work in the morning.

I'm afraid that Jiang Nan will stab me suddenly~~~~~I'm afraid that Jiang Nan will ask me out at night~~~~~ But until the end of get off work, Jiang Nan didn't call me, didn't text me, and didn't call me into her office.When I let go of the big rock in my heart, I also felt very lost.I think it was probably because of what happened on the night of the Lantern Festival that Jiang Nan was indifferent to me. Before get off work, the woman sent me a text message, saying that she would leave first after get off work, and then meet me at the gate of ×× Park.I watched it for a while, but it was sweet in my heart.The funny thing is that Bai Lin is really too careful, for fear that others will see her with me.The sweet thing is that she is so careful, she clearly knows that today is Valentine's Day. After Bai Lin left, I hesitated for a while before leaving the company.The sky outside is very gloomy, and the north wind is like a knife, scraping the ground white.Today's temperature may be around zero.But my heart is hot and hot, and I am not affected by the weather at all.It was already past six o'clock when we arrived at XX Park, and it was already dark. I walked to the gate of the park and looked around Bai Lin. I remember the last time Bai Lin asked me to give something to Bai Lu, and we also met here. Half a year has passed, and there has been no substantive progress between me and Bai Lin (I’m so sorry to you guys~ ~~I will definitely work hard today~~Even if I can’t have sex, at least I should have a boo~~~) While looking for Bai Lin foolishly, Leng might as well hear a voice behind him: Xiao Zhao!This voice couldn't be more familiar, who else could it be if it wasn't my beloved Bai Lin?Then I turned around and looked over, and sure enough, Bai Lin was standing pretty and lively behind me, looking at me, with a slightly reddened expression on her face. There was a bang in my head, and I felt that Bai Lin must have started to like me.It was purely an intuition, an inexplicable intuition.Probably for so long, my relationship with Bai Lin has accumulated little by little, and now the quantitative change is finally about to lead to a qualitative change. Bai Lin was still wearing the same clothes as when she went to work, very ordinary attire.But she will always be perfect in my heart, no matter what she wears.I equipped myself with the most advanced equipment early in the morning, BS, this equipment was bought by Jiang Nan in Shanghai that time~~~ When Bai Lin called me, I really wanted to calmly say "You are here" or call her "Bai Lin" naturally, but I couldn't.Really, at that moment, I couldn't do anything but my heartbeat. When Bai Lin and I were walking on the side of the street together, my heart still failed to return to its normal state.The night falls from us and wraps us in it.The lights all around embellished the night in an ambiguous way.There are many people on the street, men in suits and leather shoes, and women dressed in fancy dress, it seems that under the nourishment of love, the cold can't make them shrink back. Xiao Zhao!While walking, Bai Lin said: Actually, you don't have to be so polite at all... faint!When I heard Bai Lin say this, I almost didn't fall down!What are you pretending to be!What did I ask you out for, don't you know? At this moment, a childish voice suddenly came: Big brother, buy a flower for auntie!Following the prestige, I saw that the person speaking was a little girl, about five or six years old, holding a basket of flowers in her hand. Although that little girl is very cute, I still have a feeling that I want to kick her away. NND, what is "big brother, buy a flower for auntie", you are the wrong generation, don't you know? I'm really afraid that Bai Lin won't be able to stand listening to that little girl's words. In this case, all my plans for tonight will be ruined.But Bai Lin didn't seem to be angry.She bent down, got closer to the little girl, and said to her: "Little friend, Auntie doesn't want flowers, you can sell them to someone else!" The little girl opened her eyes wide and stared at Bai Lin for a while, then suddenly said: "Auntie, you are so beautiful!"I will send you a flower!As he spoke, he took a lily flower and handed it to Bai Lin. Do you really give it to me?Bai Lin said with a smile.The little girl nodded: Mmm!As he spoke, he stuffed the flowers into Bai Lin's hands, then waved to Bai Lin and ran away.Bai Lin held the flower to her nose and smelled it, then closed her eyes as if she was savoring the fragrance of the flower.I finally felt relieved when I saw her like this, damn it, that little girl almost messed up my good business just now. When I walked forward, intentionally or unintentionally, I led the way and took Bai Lin to the ××× western restaurant.Although I told Bai Lin to choose a place to eat last night, I still made a reservation at ××× Western Restaurant.And I secretly bought the waiter, and prepared a large bouquet of flowers, heart-shaped chocolates, and a guitar.In short, there is a super gift package waiting for Bai Lin.After finally arriving at the entrance of the western restaurant with Bai Lin, I was about to say "I heard that the stuff here is very good, why don't we eat here", unexpectedly, Bai Lin spoke first: Xiao Zhao!I remember there is a small shop selling casserole noodles near here, it is delicious, let's go there to eat noodles! While eating noodles with Bai Lin, I was depressed in my heart: Damn, I spent at least a month's salary in that ××× western restaurant just now, and I thought I could trick Bai Lin there.I didn't expect Bai Lin to ask me to eat noodles with her!And it's such a small shop.Look around, where are couples eating in this kind of place? Bai Lin seemed to be eating very vigorously. Seeing her so happy, I felt somewhat balanced.I took a bite of the noodles and said to myself: Don't worry, there is still a chance, and if you get tired from playing with Bai Lin later, you can go there to have another meal!But what I never expected was that Bai Lin looked at the time after eating noodles, and said something: Xiao Zhao!Let's go back! What? ? ?I was stupid then.Bai Lin said: "The meal has been eaten, let's go back!" Go back so early?I couldn't help but say something. Bai Lin said: "Go back!"It's so cold, what's more at night?I didn't see it when I posted it last time~~~ I rely on!I almost fainted: Dae Jang Geum, I hate you~~~~~~~ Reluctantly, I went out of the noodle shop with Bai Lin, and when I passed the ××× western restaurant, I felt my heart bleed: My monthly salary~~~ And, the big gift package I carefully prepared ~~~Candle light dinner in my dream~~~ My first date with Bai Lin ended like this~~~~ After returning to the community by car, I was still quite upset, and entered the elevator with Bai Lin, pressed the button, and the elevator whizzed upwards.Bai Lin was standing next to me, humming Dae Jang Geum's music softly.The tune hit me like a whip, and I almost cried out as I looked at the numbers jumping up and down.When I was feeling extremely depressed, the elevator seemed to shake suddenly, followed by a bang.Then, the elevator stopped abruptly. The moment the elevator stopped, I thought I had reached the floor where Bai Lin lived, but I immediately overturned my thinking. NND, the elevator is dark again, it looks like this is another malfunction, or a power outage.To be honest, every time Bai Lin and I get into the elevator alone, I pray in my heart that the elevator can fool me again.Now, my dream has finally come true. Bai Lin was far less calm than me.Xiao Zhao!She called my name loudly, as if she was afraid that I would go away. (Halo! What are you shouting for? Aren’t I standing beside you?) I'm here.I promised her.Only then did she calm down a little bit, and it seemed that she had already thrown that Da Jang Geum out of the sky at this moment.Seeing her look, I couldn't help but think of the scene when we first met.She was also at a loss when she was trapped in the elevator at that time. What's going on sand?Bai Lin asked in a hesitant tone. Fool!I cursed in my heart, and then said meaningfully: The elevator is broken again!We're stuck in the elevator again~~~~ Bai Lin fell silent after hearing my words, and I felt her move towards me in the dark.We were not far apart, but as soon as she moved towards me, we were almost next to each other.Her other senses seem to be extremely sensitive when she can't see it. Her clear breathing sounds in her ears, and her nose is full of fragrance, including the fragrance of a woman on her body and the fragrance of the lily flower she is holding in her hand.All in all very tempting.The urge to kiss her arose in my mind again and again, but I forcibly suppressed it again and again. Strange to say, the last time we were trapped in the elevator together, the woman eagerly asked me to ring the bell and light up my mobile phone, but this time, although she was also very afraid of the dark, she was not as intense as last time. Just approach me silently.After about half a year, her feelings for me are far from comparable to those at the beginning.At that time, she might have been wary of me~~~~ I couldn't help thinking of our first meeting again: how I was caught by her eyes, how the elevator malfunctioned, how we struck up a conversation, how I scared her, how she fell asleep beside me, how we interacted with each other after the phone call Staring at... Scene after scene, flashed through my mind like a movie, every detail is so clear, so real, it seems that everything happened yesterday.And the scene where Bai Lin sang Dae Jang Geum in my ear just now seemed unusually long ago, as if I had been banished to the past in that scene. In fact, my feelings for Bai Lin are no longer what they were at the beginning.In the beginning, I treated her as YY except YY, but now love has taken the overwhelming advantage. (It seems that all love starts with YY~~~) I was recalling here, and Bai Lin beside me was also silent.Time passed quietly in the silence, and I suddenly thought: Bai Lin is so silent, could it be that she is also recalling our first meeting?Thinking of this, I couldn't restrain the emotions in my heart anymore, and couldn't help saying: "Bai Lin, today is Valentine's Day, do you know that?" As soon as I uttered this question, I started to feel anxious: How would Bai Lin answer me? Bai Lin did not answer, but chose to remain silent.I have experienced Bai Lin's silence countless times, maybe silence is gold and Bai Lin's creed in life.But what does her silence mean this time?Is it the default?definitely is!That must be her way of telling me she knows it's Valentine's Day!She must be hinting at me in this way: Actually, I know what you think about me... Bai Lin's attitude gave me encouragement, and I felt an unprecedented excitement.It seems that only in this isolated environment, Bai Lin's heart will not be fettered by the world.Perhaps it was only here that Bai Lin would no longer hide her inner feelings. I tried my best to calm down, and continued: Actually, I have prepared many, many programs today, for your first date with me.I spoke slowly, and I don't know why I became brave all of a sudden, maybe it was Bai Lin's silence that gave me courage, maybe it was this environment that made me forget the damn world outside: you said When I came back, I was really depressed.I don't think our Valentine's Day should end like this. I still have a lot of things to tell you. Bai Lin listened quietly, I couldn't see her expression in the darkness.That's fine, let's clarify everything without seeing each other! Bai Lin, do you know?The moment the elevator stopped just now, I had a feeling that this must be God giving us a chance.Sure it doesn't want our Valentine's Day to end like this.Hehe, do you remember the night when the rats invaded?I played a song that night, it was Pu Shu's.I sang that song for you!When I was singing that song, I was thinking, what kind of happiness would it be if I could dance with you with my arms around you in that song!Having said that, I stopped. In the silence, I seemed to be able to hear Bai Lin's breathing and heartbeat. I remembered how she stood at the door that night and watched me sing. At that time, she was 100% moved by me.Another surge of courage rose in my heart, I gritted my teeth, took a step forward, turned around, stood opposite Bai Lin, and said softly: "Can you dance with me?" After another long wait, Bai Lin never answered.I couldn't help asking again: Can you dance with me? Here it is!Bai Lin finally spoke.My God, my heart began to beat wildly, Bai Lin actually spoke, my God, she agreed by the tone of her voice!Now I feel a little overwhelmed.Bai Lin must like me in her heart, she must! ! ! Well, here it is!It was a while before I could speak.Despite my best efforts to calm my heart, the words came out trembling. So... how do you dance without music?Bai Lin's voice was barely audible. Yes, yes.I said, thinking to myself: I have already been prepared all the time.He took out his mobile phone from his clothes, opened it, found the song, clicked to play, and the elevator immediately rang.In the silence, the voice seemed unusually pleasant.At this moment, there were some mobile phone lights in the elevator, and I took a sneak peek at Bai Lin.Her head was lowered slightly, her mouth was slightly pursed, as if she was shy, but also seemed to be a little hesitant. At this time, the guitar sound of the prelude finished, and my voice came out of the phone.Bai Lin was slightly taken aback, and looked up at me.Her face was so shy and infinite under the reflection of the mobile phone, I couldn't believe my eyes.Damn, is this true?is this real?Bai Lin's demeanor clearly shows that she likes me!She must have remembered that night when I sang to her! Ever since I sang to you that night, it has been my dream to dance with you to my own singing.I mustered up the courage to speak, with a shy voice like a boy who just started dating: Can you accompany me to dream this dream? This song is a slow three rhythm, right?Bai Lin didn't answer my question, but said his feelings a little bit. Ok.I said. I can't dance well with this rhythm. It's okay, I'll take you with me! (Damn! Don’t you think I’m the little girl who sells flowers?) But, hey, when I said I would take Bai Lin to the dance, she didn't say no, haha, if you don't object, you agree.Thinking of this, I became courageous and took a small step towards Bai Lin.We were already very close to each other, and now I took another step, and we were almost face to face, as if her exhaled breath could directly enter my nasal tube.There was a dizziness in my head, and the feeling was indescribable.At this moment, I am really sure that what I like is not Bai Lu or Jiang Nan, but Bai Lin! ! !Because when I face Bai Lu and Jiang Nan, I have never felt like this.That kind of tension, that kind of shyness, that kind of fear, that kind of excitement, that kind of happiness, that kind of heartbeat, these kinds of feelings have never been experienced before! Bai Lin didn't back down, damn it, it's really an eye opener, it seems that Bai Lin was really moved by me.I took a deep breath again, then stretched out my hand gently (no, it was lifted, there is no room to stretch out now), and said: MAY I~~~ Until the moment Bai Lin put her hand in mine, I still couldn't believe it!But her little hand is really in my hand, it seems that the elevator is really my blessed place.With my other hand, I played the song back on the phone, and pinned the phone to my jacket pocket, with the speakers exposed.Because the elevator is extremely quiet, the music on the phone is very loud.Then he bit down his back molars, calmed down, and finally put his left hand gently on Bai Lin's waist. Bai Lin also put her other hand on my shoulder, everything was like a dream.At first I was really afraid that Bai Lin couldn't dance, so I yelled one, two, three to her in a foolish manner.Later I found out that I was fooled.Her gait is even more skillful than mine, whether it is advancing, retreating or turning, it is almost professional.If it weren't for the small and dark space in the elevator, I would really like to have a few tricks with her. The hand she put on my shoulder was still holding the lily flower. The flower was very close to me, and the fragrance of the flower surrounded me, as well as the fragrance of her body and the music reverberating everywhere. I was really infatuated.The elevator is very narrow, we can only jump in small steps, and we will bump into the elevator wall from time to time when we turn around, but none of this affects my mood.When the music ended, Bai Lin and I stopped, and my heart was still buzzing. We didn't separate after the dance, it seemed that Bai Lin was still intoxicated.I put my arms around her and it felt peaceful.Maybe this is the legendary love!I thought silently in my heart.After another minute or so, Bai Lin still didn't intend to leave me.I couldn't help feeling proud, it seemed that Bai Lin had really been captured by me.Thinking of this, my heart moved: If I obediently took this opportunity to kiss her, how would she react? (Halo~~It seems that the blood of the pervert is always flowing in my body~~~) This kind of thought is too tempting, and Bai Lin at this time is completely different from her usual appearance.She was hugged by me, as if she was still immersed in the dance just now.Bai Lin's performance inspired my heart, and I searched for her mouth in the dark. NND, this action must be fast, accurate, and ruthless, and Bai Lin must be caught off guard to reveal her true inner thoughts. Hey~~~~ I found it, it’s close, it’s almost there, it’s a little bit closer, it’s a little bit closer, I’m about to do a trick called Mantis Catch the Cicada, and I suddenly kissed it, when suddenly there’s a sound next to my ear , followed by a light in the elevator.I was shocked at first, and then there was a sting in my eyes, so I couldn't continue my actions.Then I heard a woman's scream, and I felt pushed away by Bai Lin.She used a lot of strength, I took a step back, and my back was pressed against the elevator wall.At this moment, his eyes had slowed down, and he looked at Bai Lin.Bai Lin also seemed to have taken a few steps back, leaning against the wall of the elevator opposite me.Her face was as red as if it had been dyed, and my heart sank, the ambiguous satisfaction in the darkness just now was gone. At this moment, the elevator started to go up again, and after a while, it reached the floor where Bai Lin's house was located.The elevator door opened, and Bai Lin rushed out immediately.I secretly rely on: Elevator, elevator, I was fooled by you again~~~~ I followed Bai Lin out of the elevator, looked at her in front of me, and felt very annoyed: It's really a mantis catching cicadas, and the oriole is behind~~~ Originally, I was only half a centimeter away from Bai Lin's mouth, just a kiss In fact, even if Bai Lin couldn't completely fall in love with me because of this, at least she had a good time first.It's a pity, it's a pity, for the sake of the mountain, the kiss fell short!Alas, Bai Lin is the same, call as soon as she calls, why worry about that?Is she afraid of the camera?Or maybe it was because we were too intimate just now, and she was shy?I was thinking wildly in my mind, and through all the things in the elevator, I was sure that Bai Lin had feelings for me.But why would she push me away?I faintly feel that Bai Lin has something on her mind, she seems to be deliberately not wanting to develop with me. NND, and that damn elevator!Since you're helping me, then TM help Disha!It's uncomfortable to be overwhelmed! Thinking, it was already at the door of Bai Lin's house.Looking up, Bai Lin was standing in front of the door without opening it.I couldn't help being startled, Bai Lin whispered: "Xiao Zhao!I forgot my key.I nodded, took out the key, and opened the door.As soon as the key was turned, the door opened, but it was not locked.I have a vague premonition in my heart.But I reached out and pushed the door open. The living room is bright, with light coming from it.I felt heavy in my heart, and the ominous feeling became stronger, and the hand that pushed the door lost strength, but the door was still completely opened under the action of inertia.I looked into the house. While I was looking into the room, someone inside was also looking out.As soon as our eyes met, I felt dizzy for a while.Isn't that Bai Lu? ? ?How did she come back? ? ?Isn't she appearing now to show that she wants to be married? ? ? ? ? ? The person in the room was Bai Lu. It looked like she had just stood up from the sofa, probably because she heard the sound of the door being opened.I never thought that Bai Lu would suddenly turn around, MD, I still blame myself for being careless.Bai Lu didn't even give me a call or a text message today. It was clear that there was something wrong, but I didn't notice it. (The point is that Jiang Nan distracted my attention, I just kept on guarding against her and ignored that there is a bigger and more terrifying BOSS behind her~~~) Now it's all right, when Bai Lu comes back, I'm sure I'm going to die. It's a pity that I just found a little relationship with a woman, and now I'm in big trouble. As long as I handle it a little carelessly, I will die without a place to die.My heart was beating wildly, but my brain was spinning fast: Fortunately, Bai Lin and I came back earlier, so that Bai Lu wouldn't suspect my affair with Bai Lin~~~ Thinking of this, I tried to put on a calm look, walked into the room, and said at the same time: Xiaolu?How did you come back?At this time, Bai Lin behind me also entered the room.Bai Lu still had an affectionate expression when she saw me, but when she saw Bai Lin behind me, she had a look of surprise on her face.Sister~~ She called Bai Lin, her tone sounded awkward, as if she was very surprised that Bai Lin would come back with me. I couldn't help but glanced at Bai Lin from the corner of my eye. The blush on Bai Lin's face hadn't subsided, but when Bai Lu called her, her face immediately turned red again.I couldn't help screaming in my heart. Didn't she pretend to be self-inflicted with this expression? Did she and I go on a date? (It's no wonder that Bai Lu is not suspicious of Bai Lin's behavior. If it were a different day, Bai Lin would definitely scold Bai Lu for being disobedient~~~) Sure enough, Bai Lu's expression became more puzzled. She looked at me, then at Bai Lin, and finally her eyes fell on the lily in Bai Lin's hand.My heart skipped a beat, now I even have flowers, I can't admit it or not.Alas~~~ In fact, the flowers were not given by me, but by a flower seller~~~~Damn!Will anyone believe this? I was so upset, I swallowed my saliva, and was about to say something to ease the atmosphere.Bai Lu on the opposite side suddenly yelled: Donkey boy!I was taken aback for a moment, and then Bai Lu suddenly rushed towards me. I couldn't dodge in time, and was hugged by her. The moment I was hugged by Bai Lu, I felt like I had suddenly fallen into a bottomless abyss.It's useless to say anything now, Bai Lu's unexpected move has completely blocked all my escape routes. Lily, come on!That damned lily! ! !If it wasn't for that flower, I might still have a chance to come back, but now?It is said that lilies mean death in the West. It seems that I am really doomed this time. 70 How comfortable it would be to be hugged by a peerless beauty like Bai Lu!That soft body, fragrant body odor, and fiery enthusiasm, wow, that is definitely what any man dreams of! ! ! But now, even being hugged by Bai Lu, there is only fear, panic, and KB in my heart!In an instant, I almost collapsed on the ground, my hands and feet felt cold, my mind was flickering, and I didn't know what to do.In fact, when Bai Lu didn't pounce on me, although I was in a bad situation, I still had a little room for strategic maneuvering.But Bai Lu's move is comparable to the embrace of "Flying Immortals", but it completely defeated me. I glanced at Bai Lin from the corner of my eye, she was still blushing and shy at first, but when Bai Lu hugged me, her face was full of surprise, surprise, surprise! ! !Then I saw BS's expression on her face, as well as anger, and there seemed to be some disgust. It's over!It's over! !Because I have confessed my love to Bai Lin twice before (one was on the night of the climax, and the other was in the elevator just now), with her complex inner world and doubts about worldly affairs, she will definitely think that I am playing with their sisters.At least she will think I am playing with her sister!Depend on!The image I have worked so hard to build in front of Bai Lin has been ruined.Poor, I just found a little love feeling with Bai Lin.I couldn't help recalling Bai Lin's performance in the elevator, she must like me, no, I must find a way to save the defeat!But what should I do?Push Bai Lu away? This idea only flashed in my mind for a moment, and then I immediately overturned this stupid idea, and at the same time gave myself a hard BS in my heart.If I do that, it will cause great harm to Bai Lu.Also, if I do that, it will only make Bai Lin look down on me even more.So, I just let Bai Lu hug me like this, in front of my beloved Bai Lin?I found myself in a dilemma, and no matter what I did, it was not going to end well. (Hey~~ this Valentine's Day, it's really magnificent~~~) In fact, for now, the best course of action is to continue fooling Bai Lu and give up Bai Lin.Because after all, Bai Lu loves me deeply, and she is also easier to deceive than Bai Lin.Judging from the action of Bai Lu hugging me, it also proves that she is unwilling to give up on me. (Is this action a demonstration against her sister? But with the relationship between the two sisters, she wouldn't do it~~~) And if I give up Bai Lu, I will probably get nothing.With Bai Lin's suspicious and complicated personality, I may have been completely eliminated by her.I'm afraid no matter how hard I try, I won't be able to get her to accept me.Besides, if I reject Bai Lu, it will definitely hurt Bai Lu.The key is her fragile heart. If I tell her everything clearly, will she die? Although I had so many thoughts, it was only a matter of a moment.Bai Lu still hugged me, and Bai Lin turned her face away after expressing her disappointment, anger, BS and disgust towards me.I looked at the hair on the back of her head, and I really wanted to know the expression when she turned her face, but unfortunately I couldn't see it.Will she be sad?Will she cry like last time? Bai Lin's hand holding the flower was always up, but now it hangs down.The corolla of the lily is facing down, which has a kind of melancholic beauty.I was confused for a while, and I suddenly remembered the feeling when I held Bai Lin in the elevator.That tension, that shyness, that fear, that excitement, that happiness, that heartbeat, that feeling of love like never before.The person I really love is Bai Lin, and only Bai Lin!Even if she doesn't love me, I can't deceive my heart.I can't continue to fool Bai Lu anymore.I have to explain everything to her! Just as she was thinking, Bai Lin moved. She walked slowly, going into the house, into her bedroom.I looked at her back, and suddenly seemed to grasp something.Bai Lin was sad, she was sad because of me.There is a voice in my heart screaming.我不知道该为白琳的表现高兴还是忧伤。I made a decision!就算白琳永不会接受我，就算白璐会难过，我也不能在继续优柔寡断下去了。我要跟白璐说清楚一切！我宁愿两只船都翻掉，也不愿再苟且地欺骗白璐！ 便在这时，白琳手中的那朵百合花滑落了下来，轻轻落在了地上。我盯着那花，忽然想起了一句很有名的话：我的世界是一朵百合花，不停地剥开，到最后一无所有。 71 直到白琳進了卧房，白璐才放开我。Donkey baby.她轻轻道：能陪我出去走走吗？ 我的心还在盘算白琳为什么一声不响的进屋，冷不妨听到白璐说话，不由一愣，当下往白璐望去。白璐也正望着我，脸上的神色让人难以捉摸。我忽然发现自己或许也并不了解白璐，就像我不了解白琳。女人的心总是那样飘忽不定！（以前偶总认为白璐是小case~~~偶是绝对能了解她的想法的~~~~~可是现下我根本不能看穿她的心。她为什么会突然抱我？为什么会对她姐姐不闻不问？靠！偶弄不明白滴事情实在是太多太多鸟~~~） 正发傻间，白璐拉起我的手，又说：出去逛逛吧！我被她拉着走出屋外，正犹豫着是否要回望一眼屋内，白璐的另一只手已经把房门关上了。 外面依旧很冷，北风呼呼刮着，吹得脸生疼。街上人并不多，就算有，也是一对一对被爱火煨着的情侣，其他的人都因为寒冷躲了起来。我的手被白璐牵着，心却在白琳那里。白璐却似乎已经完全忘记了刚才的那一幕，她一边走，一边轻轻地摇着胳臂。我的手随着她的动作荡秋千一样起伏，我的心也一飘一荡的：我是决定了要和白璐说清楚一切，可是我该怎样说呢？ 正彷徨着，忽听白璐道：驴娃，你知道我为什么会回来吗？ Why?我心不在焉的应了声。 whee!白璐笑道：因为我想给你一个惊喜~~ 我听了嘴上不语，心中却暗靠：你是给了偶一个惊喜，一个天大的惊喜！ ! 说话间，我们已经来到了白琳家后面的那个夜市。夜市还是挺热闹的，情人节是小资的节日，小贩们却还是得坚持岗位的。 刚进夜市，白璐就道：驴娃！我又想吃糖炒栗子啦！我一怔，猛地想起白琳生日那天，我给白璐完成三个愿望的事情了。心中顿时一荡，和白璐之间的种种过往霎时间填满了脑海。 那个买栗子的老头依旧在，栗子的香气依旧很浓，不过比上次来要贵了许多，因为已经过了产栗子的时节。白璐依旧要了九两，依旧用纸筒盛着，依旧一边走，一边慢慢地吃。一切都和那晚一模一样。白璐谈笑风声的，不知道是不是装出来的。我默默地陪着她走，心里一边回忆着和她之间的甜蜜，一边考虑着如何去伤她的心。 远离了夜市后，世界再一次冷清下来。你要么？白璐像上次一样，将一粒栗子送到我面前，我摇摇头。白璐笑了笑，将手撤回。（好像只有这个细节和上次的不同~~~） 白璐吃完栗子后继续和我前走，没走多长时间，上次的那个陶吧又出现在了我们眼前。白璐站在陶吧前踟蹰了一会儿，终于拉起我的手，扯着我进了那里。 进了陶吧之后才发现里面和上次来的时候已经大不一样了，那两个吉他手也不在了，换作了一个吹萨克斯风的傻冒。白璐似乎有些失望，在吧里只待了一会儿，就又拉着我出了陶吧。 从出陶吧那一刻开始，白璐就不再说话。我也一直沉默着。于是我们无声地往回走，天气依旧是那个鬼样子，阴郁的要命。眼瞅着要回到白琳住的小区了，我也正准备跟白璐讲我和白琳的事情。这时白璐忽然停了下来，然后我听见她说：驴娃，我们分手吧！ 72 乍听白璐说出这句话，我的第一反应是无法置信。白璐怎么可能主动提出和我分手呢？faint!她爱我爱的是那样彻底，那样深，我是无论如何也想不到她会主动要和我分手。我甚至开始怀疑自己的耳朵是不是出问题了。What?我忍不住说了声。 let's break up!白璐又一次道。我闻言用目光去找她的脸。她并不看我，眼睛望着远处路的尽头。隔了好久，她才又道：驴娃，可能这件事对你来说太突然了。不过我已经决定了，因为我已经不再喜欢你了。她的语气很平静，很无情，真的就像是一个女孩在甩一个她根本不爱的人：刚吃栗子的时候我就已经想好了，既然我已经不再爱你了，那我们在一起也就没什么意思啦。就像是那栗子，过了季节的栗子，总就没那么好吃了。 说句实话，听到白璐真的要拒绝我。我的心里居然有了种轻松的感觉。因为该怎么对白璐说清楚我对她的感觉是件很不好办的事情。拒绝一个像白璐这样美丽却又有心脏病的女孩儿是一种罪孽。现在白璐主动提出要和我分手，正中了我的下怀。如此一来，我就不需要费神去考虑该如何开口了。虽然被人甩很糗，但是相比较而言，白璐甩掉我其实已经是一个最好的结局了。 白璐说完了那些话之后就不再言声，只是盯着远方。她的长发并没有扎起来，此刻在夜风下微微飘荡着。我第一次发现白璐身上竟有如许的忧郁气质，那感觉很像白琳。我瞅着她这副神情，心中忽然怀疑起来：白璐之所以提出要和我分手，会不会是因为她知道了我和白琳的事情？她知道了我爱的人是白琳，并不是她，所以才主动提出分手！她刚刚说的那句“既然我已经不再爱你了，那我们在一起也就没什么意思啦”会不会是反话？可能她真正想说的是：既然你已经不再爱我了，那我们在一起也就没什么意思啦~~~ 想明白这一点后，我忽然有点儿明白了白璐今天的举动。白璐是一个绝对的理想主义者，她所需要的是一段完美的爱情。那爱情是不能有任何瑕疵的。回想我和她之间的经过，其实完全是一场教科书般经典爱情：初遇时的才华显露，之后的英雄救美，白璐的三个愿望，她生日那晚的爱情木马。这一切一切，都可以让白璐确定我就是她在茫茫人海之中寻找的那个人。 但是今天晚上她看到我和她姐姐一起回来的时候，她怀疑了。这也不能怪她，在那种情形之下无论是谁都会怀疑的。对她这样的完美主义者来说，猜疑并不是爱情。她不想猜疑我和她姐姐之间的暧昧，所以她才会突然抱我，她想以此来证明自己的怀疑。很不幸，她猜对了。 接下来她和我外出，一切就像是我替她完成三个愿望那晚的重演。这其实是白璐故意制造的，她想通过这些来判断我爱她多还是爱她姐姐多。然而我的沉默，我的不自然，我拒绝了她的那粒栗子，这一切都让她知道我喜欢的人是她的姐姐，最少也让她知道我爱她姐姐远比爱她多。本来以白璐敢爱敢恨的性格，如果我喜欢的是别人，她或许会想办法来挽回我的心。但偏偏我爱的人是她的姐姐，以她们姐妹俩的情感，她是不会和她姐姐争的。（其实她刚才之所以表现出对白琳的冷漠可能就是在为现在她拒绝我打伏笔，可能她不想让我感觉出她是在让爱~~~~） 我一边盯着白璐的脸，一边在心里捋清了所有的事情。黑暗中她的神情或多或少有些落寞，那样子看起来很忧伤，也有些冷淡。恍惚之中我忽然发现白璐有一种说不出的美。 我在这边沉默，那边白璐已经把目光从远处收回，又一次投向了我。Donkey boy!她道：其实你是一个好人，真的…… Faint！白璐还真够敬业的呀，居然还演全套，连这种安慰的话都说了出来。看来她是铁了心要把我让给白琳了。或许她知道自己不能长久，她知道她无法给我永久的幸福，所以她才在发现我和她姐姐的私情之后决然的和我分手。其实这也是一种爱，一种极深的爱，一种极致的爱。 我瞅着她说话的样子，她努力装得很自然，很冷漠，但我读得出她心里的忧伤。我真无法知道她那颗脆弱的心脏是怎样承受住这种悲伤的。 她表现的愈是自然，我的心中就愈是难过。我忽然发现在白璐面前，自己竟显得是那样的自私、那样的无情、那样的可耻。刹那之间白璐对我的种种好处全都涌了起来，那是一种怎样的爱呀！我再也无法控制住自己的心。Xiaolu!我喊了声。白璐望我，眼睛忽闪着。我不再说话，而是伸出手臂，一把将她搂在了怀里。 抱住白璐之后偶就后悔了。Impulse is the devil!我现下抱住了她，接着我该怎么办？再推开她吗？我突然有些恨自己了，恨自己居然这么优柔寡断。 在白璐被我抱住的瞬间，我感到她的呼吸急促了起来，我甚至能听到她怦怦的心跳声。只她的脸还是那样的漠然。就这样我搂着她约摸过了二十几秒钟，我的心也徘徊了二十几秒钟。我不知道自己该怎样办？是推开她？还是继续搂着她永远不放手？ 正在我左右为难的时候，白璐轻轻挣开了我。其实以我的力量，如果我有心，她是无法挣脱的。但当白璐用力向外挣的时候，我的手臂自然而然就松开了。我想起了白琳。她使得我无法再搂住白璐。 白璐挣开我后，退了两步。恍惚之中我似乎听到她叹息了一下，然后我看见她扭转了身子，向小区的方向走。夜风愈发的猛烈了，她的头发乌鸦翅膀似的在空中扭动着，我望着她孤单的背影，心像是被谁撕走了一块似的。我忍不住就想冲过去再次搂住她。但只跨出一步，我便站住了。我就算再次搂住她又能怎样呢？然后由她再一次挣开我吗？ 于是我只是呆呆站着，瞧着白璐的背影一点一点在我眼前变小。好久，我忽然觉得脸上一凉，紧接着又是一凉。然后，远处隐隐有人在喊：下雪啦~~~下雪啦~~~ 我忽然想起了许巍在《永隔一江水》里面写的歌词：乌云怎能留得住~~要下的雨水~~眼眶怎能留得住~~我掉下的眼泪~~~ 我流泪了吗？我不敢伸手去摸。雪越下越大，是雪籽，砸得满世界沙沙作响。 73 等我回到白琳家的时候，她们两姐妹都已经睡了。白琳的房门关得紧紧的，我不晓得她们在里面会谈些什么。回到自己屋里，躺在床上翻来覆去的无法入梦。外面的雪仍在下，打在窗户上，噼哩哗啦的，像是敲击着我的心。 第二天醒来的时候发现窗台上盖一层薄薄的雪，向外望，地上却没有积。我不知道这场春天的雪意味着什么，它是在为我和白璐的这段爱情做葬礼吗？ 白璐一大早就回转了学校，她走的时候我没有去送，我不知道我和她相见了还能说些什么。上班的时候我一直都是心不在焉的。白琳请了一天假，看不到她，更是觉得不踏实。 好容易挨到下班，飞也似的一路赶回家。等到了家见到白琳，心里才算是有了些着落。白琳很平静，和往常一样。吃饭的时候我想和她说些什么，但却找不出话。 默默吃罢饭，回到自己的房间。先是打开电脑，但只上了两分钟网我就坐不下去了。接着翻身倒在床上，可天这么早，心这么乱，又如何能睡？于是爬将起来，从琴盒里把琴拿出来弹。弹着弹着就想起白璐了，想起过年时教她弹《那些花儿》时的情景了。于是不自觉得开始弹那首歌。心正随着那旋律越来越忧郁，忽然间另一段音乐响了起来，是朴树的另一首歌。我不由一呆，停止了弹琴。过了好一阵子，我才反应过来那音乐是偶手机的铃声。Depend on!难道说是白琳给我打电话了？可她明明在家呀！ ! ! 我不由得想起自己在情人节前一晚约白琳的情景了，那时我也是在家给白琳打的电话。莫非……我心里忍不住去想：莫非说白琳也想约我出去吃饭？或是她想和我表白？Depend on!难道白璐昨晚在白琳面前夸了我，是她说服了白琳接受我？ 一边胡思乱想，一边将放在床头的电话拿起，看下，果然是白琳的电话，当下接通。 Hello!我和白琳的声音几乎是同时响起的，然后我们又同时沉默了下去。过了大约有十几秒钟，白琳在那头开口了：小赵！有件事情我想和你商量一下，行吗？ What's up?我一边问，一边暗自道：不会真被我猜中了吧？听她这副口气，八成是想请我吃饭了~~心里正美着，却听那头的白琳道：是这样的，我有个亲戚过阵子要到这边来，所以…… 白琳这话一钻进我的耳朵，我就有了一种不详的预感。果然，白琳接着道：所以，我想，你可不可以自己出去找房子住……我欠你的钱我明天就还给你……嗯，你也不用太急，我那亲戚一个礼拜之后才会来，你可以找到房子再搬的…… K! ! !虽然已经隐隐有些预感，但我没想到白琳居然会说出这种话出来。她这摆明了是在赶我走呀！辣块妈妈的，她能有什么亲戚？居然用这种借口？我刚才还有些喜孜孜的心立时被整得拔凉拔凉的。她下面说了些什么我就没听进去。好半天，我才恢复了些许意识，只听得电话里白琳依旧在说：小赵，真的很不好意思…… 我忍了又忍，才没立时挂断电话。在心里平复了好久，然后用一种极冷淡的话道：你不用这么不好意思，我又不是你什么人……我明天就搬走，谢谢你这么久以来对我的照顾……