Chapter 12 Chapter Eleven Three People's New Year

57 I left Shanghai two days earlier than Jiang Nan.Although I suspected that Jiang Nan wanted me to leave early on purpose to have sex with Lin, but I couldn't say no.Besides, I miss Bai Lin so much.I also want to go back earlier. On the way back, I kept thinking about a few things in my mind.The first is this trip to Shanghai.Before I came to Shanghai, I really didn't expect that I could make such great progress with Bai Lu and Jiang Nan!I never thought about developing with them at all!But now my two feet are stepping on the two boats of Bai Lu and Jiang Nan respectively, hey!I really don't know how to face my pretty widow.

The second is the matter between Bai Lin and Lao Xing.Judging from Bai Lu's phone call that night, it is estimated that the two of them are done playing, but Lao Xing has waited for Bai Lin for so long after all, and Bai Lin is not such a heartless person, it seems that the two may still be disconnected~~MD , I must seize this opportunity and strive to completely kick Lao Xing out of the game, and then, hehe~~~ Again, I was wondering if that girl Bai Lu would tell Bai Lin about the things between me and her!If that's the case, Oudi's happiness will be ruined~~~I hope God bless~~~

In the end, I was thinking about how to choose between these three women.Bai Lin must not give up, because she is my favorite!Then give up Bai Lu?If Bai Lu has troubles because of this, will my conscience bear it?Will Bai Lin let me go?Give up Jiang Nan?Depend on!Let’s not say that Jiang Nan is so kind to me. If she gets annoyed because of this, my political future will be ruined. The higher the salary~~ It's a pity that I'm afraid of Bush Jr. Otherwise, going to the base is still a good choice~~ I returned to Bai Lin with a confused heart.It was evening when I returned home, and Bai Lin was at home.I thought how touching it would be when we met again after being separated for so long!At least I should give her a hug~~ But she still had that lukewarm look, and said to me very politely: Xiao Zhao!You are back!Have you delivered anything for Xiaolu?Her tone was as flat as boiled water, but after I heard it, I felt a sense of relief.Because it seems that she still doesn't know the secret between me and Bai Lu.Looks like things are not too bad~~~

The days began to return to normal, and the progress between Bai Lin and I was still slow.I was very surprised, why I cared so much about Bai Lin, but the progress with her was so slow.And I didn't have much thought about Bai Lu and Jiang Nan at all, but I stepped on it~~~ As for the matter of Bai Lin and Lao Xing, we can't tell anything from her performance.Depend on!What do women think about every day?I don't think I can hold her at all. Two days later, Jiang Nan came back, and she called me into her office as soon as she got back to the company.At first I thought she was up to something, but after I went in, I realized that she actually bought me a mobile phone.My mobile phone broke when I was in Shanghai, and it has not been repaired until now.I was also thinking about buying it, but I didn't expect Jiang Nan to help me fix it.The mobile phone is written by N, N70, MD, even if I want to break it in my heart.But of course you have to be polite on the surface.Finally Jiang Nan said: Xiao Zhao!Last time you were willing to stand up for me, this is my reward for you!

K!I secretly said in my heart: It seems that those two punches are worth it~~ Not only will there be spiritual rewards (Jiang Nan's kiss), but also material rewards, say, one punch is worth two thousand yuan~~~ Now that Jiang Nan has said so, I also reluctantly accepted this phone.When I went back and installed the card, I found that I had received a lot of text messages.All the text messages were from Bai Lu, and they were all dated within the past two days.But I think maybe since that night, Bai Lu has been texting me every day.It's just that those two days ago have been automatically deleted.

Sure enough, Bai Lu said in the text message that she knew my phone was broken, but she just missed me, so she would send a few messages every day.I read the text messages one by one, feeling sweet and ashamed at the same time.Since the night of Bai Lu's birthday, I haven't contacted her again.Firstly, my mobile phone was broken, secondly, I didn’t know exactly which department she was from East China Normal University, thirdly, I was afraid of seeing her, and I didn’t know what to do after seeing her. The last text message from Kari was sent today. Bai Lu said that their school is going to be on holiday soon, and she will be back soon.When I saw this text message, my heart trembled. If Bai Lu came back, wouldn't I be dead?

I hold the phone in my hand and feel distraught.All the sweetness, shame, and a little smugness just now were replaced by fear... What kind of chain reaction will Bai Lu's return trigger?Calculate according to common sense: Bai Lu goes home → the three of them live together (if that’s all it’s cool to do, it’s a pity~~) → Bai Lin learns about the things between me and Bai Lu (things start to come to light~~) → Bai Lu finds out that I like her sister (things are completely revealed )→Bai Lu couldn’t stand the blow and died→Bai Lin thought it was me who killed her MM→I died (suicide or was killed by Bai Lin)

K!After developing all the way like this, KB has reached the extreme~~~ How can we stop all this from happening?There seem to be only three paths in front of me now: the first path, to kill Bai Lu, kill Bai Lu; the second path, to strike first, get rid of Bai Lin; But I can't do the first two ways no matter what, so the only thing left is the third way~~~~ Make thirty-six tricks?Slip away before Bai Lu returns? K, this is too irresponsible!Taking a step back, even if the soles of my feet were oiled and ran away, the two sisters confessed, and they would still find out the fact that I was going to step on two boats (in fact, there is a third one~~~)

Let's not talk about Bai Lin. In Bai Lu's heart, she is a perfect image. Could it be that this image is allowed to fall away?Also, my beloved Bai Lin, the beloved and pitiful Bai Lu, should I just leave them like this. Obviously, running away is not a good idea either!Because no matter where I flee, my heart is always here.Besides, can Bai Lu not be sad after I run away?Can Bai Lin not BS me?In fact, things have developed to this point today, and I have nowhere to escape. NND, it seems that I can only use dirty tricks!I may not be able to do it to Bai Lin, but to Bai Lu, the spicy mother, with her IQ and her trust in me, she will believe anything I say!If Bai Lu can be deceived with a beautiful lie, then the chain reaction can be cut off and it will stay in the second link (that is, the link where the three of them live together~~~ I might be able to live a fairy-tale life by then) Such a day~~~).

Thinking of this, I dialed out Bai Lu's phone number, and at the same time thought for a moment in my heart, and then dialed the number. Beep...beep...the phone rang in my ears, and my heart was pounding: Am I really going to deceive Bai Lu? (K! Are you pretending? You have already started to deceive Bai Lu!) Hello!After a long wait, Bai Lu's voice sounded from the other end: Donkey baby?Your phone is fixed!Hee hee, let me tell you, we are going on vacation soon~~~~ She said one sentence after another, as if she was very excited to receive my call. Xiaolu!I listened to her quietly, and then said: I just changed my mobile phone.

Oh!Bai Lu smiled and said: Is this your first call after you changed your phone?I hummed, at least I didn't deceive Bai Ludi on this matter. whee!Bai Lu said at the other end: I knew it was right!Her tone was very happy and very determined.I can almost picture Bai Lu's happy face at the moment in my mind.She is as pure as white paper.Do I really want to continue to deceive this simple girl who loves me so much?I hesitated in my heart: But if I don't lie to her, the harm to her will only be greater!I could have gotten away before launching the Trojan, but it's too late now.Now I have nothing to do but to carry the deception to the end. I suddenly discovered that I was actually an extremely mediocre hacker, and the Trojan horse I created finally fooled me into it. Xiaolu!After making up my mind, I started to cheat: there is one thing I want to tell you, but don't worry if you hear it! What's up? It's about your sister... Before she finished speaking, Bai Lu called out: "My sister?"What's the matter with her?What's the matter with her? Don't worry!She didn't do much~~ I said: It's just that I always feel that she is a little weird these days, and she seems to be very depressed! strange?Very depressed?Bai Lu became silent over there, as if she was thinking about why her sister was like this. After a while, she said: Could it be because of the matter with Brother Xing... Well, it must be like this!Didn't I tell you last time?The two of them may have broken up! That's what I thought too, for a woman like this, it's probably broken love!I said, paused, and then suddenly pretended to remember something: That's right!You didn't tell your sister about us, did you? not yet!Bai Lu said: I haven't figured out how to tell her. K!I breathed a sigh of relief, God help me!If Bai Lu has already reported our affairs to Bai Lin at this moment, then no matter how I try to play tricks, it won't help. Xiaolu!At this time, my mood was extremely good, and my tone was extremely relaxed: I think you'd better not tell your sister about us. Why?Bai Lu was surprised. You think, she just broke up with someone who has been waiting for her for so long, she must be very sad.If you tell her about it at this time, she may be irritated.And... I figured it out, and then went on to fool around: Also, after you come back from vacation, it's best not to be too close to me in front of her, or it will only hurt her~~~ As I said that, I wondered if Bai Lu might have doubts about me. Bai Lu listened quietly over there without interjecting a word. Her behavior made me somewhat guilty.So I said again: After you come back, we can think of a way to see if we can help your sister and Lao Xing start again. The reason why I want to say this sentence here is to achieve the goal of killing two birds with one stone. The first bird was to dispel Bai Lu's doubts.Although Bai Lu trusts me very much, if she suspects something between me and Bai Lin because of what I just said, it will be difficult.When I said that I would work with her to find a way to help Lao Xing and Bai Lin get back together, I meant to tell her that I had no interest in Bai Lin.In fact, it might just be my superfluous intentions, Bai Lu probably won't be smart enough to guess that I have ambitions for her sister.But I have ghosts in my heart, so I must find a way to prevent Bai Lu from having even the slightest such thoughts. The second bird is to make Bai Lu cooperate with me more consciously.From Bai Lu's tone of voice when she mentioned Lao Xing several times, it is estimated that Bai Lu still has a good impression of Lao Xing.She should very much hope that Bai Lin and Lao Xing can continue to go on. In this case, I will make her cooperate with me more actively by saying this. Yes, when Bai Lu comes back, if she really wants me to work with her to match Bai Lin and Lao Xing, I will most likely not be able to steal the chicken.However, my intuition tells me that the conflict between Bai Lin and Lao Xing may no longer be reconcilable.Besides, even if Bai Lin really restarted with Lao Xing, it would be better than Bai Lin knowing that Bai Lu and I were having an affair.Because even if she and Lao Xing are together again, I can still engage in conspiracy to sabotage.And if Bai Lin finds out about Bai Lu and I, I will definitely be left in the dark.The so-called choosing the lesser of two evils is the best way for me to do it this way. Sure enough, as soon as I mentioned that I wanted to help Lao Xing and Bai Lin reunite with Bai Lu, Bai Lu over there immediately became energetic.She said: Actually Brother Xing is quite a good person. He has been waiting for his sister for many years. It would be a pity if they broke up like this. That's it!I jumped at the chance to drug again: that's why we put on a good show and try to get them together again. You have so many ideas!Bai Lu said with a smile on the other end: "When the time comes, you must find a way to make the two of them get back together!" well!I promised with my mouth, but I said in my heart: MD, I will definitely think of a way!I have to find a way to separate the two of them completely~~~ Then we talked for a while, and then I asked Bai Lu: When are you on vacation? Next Wednesday!Bai Lu said. Ah, so fast!But no matter what, Bai Lu was finally stabilized for the time being. After talking on the phone with Bai Lu, I felt a sense of relief in my heart, so I started playing with the phone again.Connect the phone to the computer, copy the three songs I recorded before, and set them as ringtones for Bai Lin, Bai Lu and Jiang Nan respectively.Jiang Nan's "Yesterday", Bai Lu's "Blue Lotus", and Bai Lin's.Haha, in this way, I can know who is looking for me just by listening to the ringtone, and I can plan in advance how to deal with them. After setting the ringtone, his thoughts returned to Bai Lu who was about to return.Looking through the calendar on the phone, next Wednesday is the 12th, which can be said to be my D-day.From that day forward, I would be forced to fight on two fronts, as Germany was after Normandy.I hope I can have better luck than the Third Reich~~~~~ Just as he was thinking, the phone rang, and the sound was "Yesterday" that had just been copied into the phone.I just remembered that there is another Jiang Nan, dizzy, it turns out that my situation is worse than that of Germany in 1944. At that time, Germany was fighting on two fronts, while I was attacked on three sides!Can I turn the tide? 59 It's nothing serious that Jiang Nan called me, he just wanted me to try the phone's call quality.After talking on the phone with Jiang Nan, she left the bedroom, only to find that Bai Lin was not at home when she was outside. I looked at the clock in the living room, it was already past six o'clock, besides, Bai Lin left earlier than me when I got off work, and she hasn't arrived home yet?I searched around, and sure enough, Bai Lin wasn't there. My heart moved, I took out my phone to check the date, shit, today turned out to be Thursday!Could it be that Bai Lin went on a date with Lao Xing again? Thinking of this makes my heart cold. In fact, for so many days, I think that Bai Lin and Lao Xing Gameover only knew about it through Bai Lu.And Bai Lu was just guessing.Could it be that everything is Bai Lu's mistake, but Bai Lin and Lao Xing are not doing well? My heart was in a mess, and I suddenly felt like I didn't know what to do.The room was extremely quiet, except for the clock in the living room, which was running emotionlessly, making a slight ticking sound. I sat on the sofa in the living room, and I didn't have the mind to do other things. The time passed with a click, eight o'clock, nine o'clock, ten o'clock, eleven o'clock... until half past eleven, Bai Lin still didn't come back.My heart hung up, I got up and ran to the window to look around.After waiting for about ten minutes, I suddenly saw a car driving into the community.Could it be Lao Xing's car?No, from the street lights in the courtyard, it is obvious that the car is not the Santana 2000 of Lao Xing, isn't it them?Just thinking about it, the car stopped under our building.Immediately after the car door opened, a man stepped out from the inside, who didn't look like an old criminal from a distance. Looks like it's not him and Bai Lin!I just said something in my heart, and watched the man go around to the other side of the car, reached out and opened the door on the other side, and then, a woman got out of the car.Even though it was far away, even though it was dark, I recognized her at a glance. The woman is my Bai Lin!After seeing clearly that the woman was Bai Lin, a sudden flash in his heart said, "Mother's hot, didn't the man who got out of the car first climax?" I never thought that Bai Lin would be with that scumbag Gao Chao. Damn, now I would rather Bai Lin be with Lao Xing.At least Lao Xing is considered a lover, but Gao Gao is a complete scumbag. Although I have been in the company for less than half a year, and although I have only seen one orgasm, I usually hear the women in the office often talk about orgasms.From the tone of voice when they mentioned the orgasm, I knew that the orgasm was a typical corrupt person, a full-fledged obscene.It is said that this guy has no fewer than ten mistresses in our company, and there are even more mistresses outside. I really don't understand why Bai Lin would get involved with such a piece of trash who always takes the role of prostitute as wife and daughter?Suddenly, I remembered the ambiguous affair between Bai Lin and Gao Chao that Chen Yourong had vaguely mentioned before. The two of them did not wave goodbye after getting off the car, but stood downstairs talking.I watched them from the window, afraid that the two of them would do something wrong downstairs.If that's the case, I'll find a piece of tofu and kill the bird~~~ Fortunately, they were just talking and didn't act too outrageously.But my heart is still very uncomfortable. I always thought that Bai Lin was different from Jiang Nan. It was impossible for her to be a scum like an orgasm. But I realized that I was wrong. Ambiguity! The two talked downstairs for about ten minutes, then the climax left Bai Lin and walked towards the car, turning her head while walking.Bai Lin waved her hand as a goodbye.Seeing the reluctance of the two of them, my heart is so cold.I suddenly realized that I was not the substitute in Bai Lin's heart at all, but the orgasm! TMD I can count as a third substitute at most! ! !I originally thought that after Lao Xing was out of the game, I would be able to live together with Bai Lin, but I didn't expect that the fisherman would benefit from the fight between the snipe and the clam, and I even framed Lao Xing, which made the scumbag of the orgasm cheaper~ I knew it was so It's better to let Lao Xing and Bai Lin stay together, because Lao Xing is definitely more reliable than Orgasm. Thinking of this, Bai Lu's words rang in my ears again: You must find a way to make the two of them (Bai Lin & Lao Xing) get back together! Bai Lin stood downstairs the whole time, and she didn't turn around and enter the building until Gao Chao's car drove out of the community.I also moved away from the window, turned back and sat down on the sofa.The clock is still walking with a click, completely disregarding my mood at the moment. After sitting on the sofa for two or three minutes, I heard the sound of the door opening.I turned my head to the side, and Bai Lin's appearance came into my eyes.When I saw Bai Lin this time, I felt that she was a little different from before, but I couldn't tell where the difference was.There seems to be something hidden between her eyebrows, but I can't figure it out. Bai Lin also saw me.Xiao Zhao!She called me: You haven't slept yet!It's still the same bland tone.Her words pierced my heart through the ears.I suddenly found that plainness is the most hurtful attitude, especially the plainness of the person you like towards you.At this moment, the past between Bai Lin and me flashed through my mind quickly, scene by scene, really sad.In fact, from the very beginning, Bai Lin was not interested in me.She just may have some affection for me, at most a little liking, which is completely inconsistent with the kind of love I have been thinking about for her.In her heart, she never thought about what would happen to me!So as soon as Lao Xing was out of the game, she immediately went to the climax.Because for a woman her age, reality is what matters.Although the climax is trash, he is a rich, powerful, and powerful trash!I guess in Bai Lin's mind, he is far better than a kid like me! The more I think about it, the more I realize that's the case.Bai Lin saw that I was watching her silently, so she went into the house and went to her bedroom.Just when she was about to pass by me, I suddenly stood up, Bai Lin was taken aback, and stopped.I didn't even look at her, but walked straight in front of her and went back to the guest room.After taking a few steps, I sighed.I sigh this tone for Bai Lin, but also for myself. What kind of expression would Bai Lin behind her hear?I don't want to guess anymore.Because even if I figured it out, it wouldn't help. 60 I didn't sleep all night that night, and I kept thinking about one thing.It's the thing I promised Bai Lu: take pictures with Bai Lin and Lao Xing! If I hadn't seen Bai Lin with the orgasm tonight, even if I was killed, I wouldn't give up Bai Lin to Lao Xing.But now that Bai Lin has made it clear that she doesn't like me, what else can I do?In order to deal with her, I can use all kinds of tricks.Conspiracy and conspiracy, I even deceived Bai Lu!But what was the result?Lao Xing was kicked out by me, MD, but came a climax that was worse than Lao Xing!If I had to choose, I would rather Bai Lin and Lao Xing start over again, than she would be played with by the garbage of the orgasm.Just thinking about what my beloved Bai Lin might do with the one surnamed Gao makes me want to vomit! But let love is not a happy thing after all, I struggled in my mind over and over again, and couldn't fall asleep at all.I was still thinking about it when I went to work the next day, and I didn't make up my mind until I got home from get off work at night. After making up his mind, he called Bai Lu and asked her if she had the contact information of Lao Xing. What do you need Brother Xing's contact information for?Bai Lu on the other end of the phone was somewhat surprised. Didn't you want me to take care of him and your elder sister?I try to say this in as light a tone as possible. whee!You are serious, just do what you say! Can I take it easy on your business?I said.The words were for Bai Lu, but Bai Lin was in his mind. I'll look for it, I seem to have his number here... Bai Lu said with a smile on the other end.It can be heard that she is quite satisfied with my performance this time.I have a feeling of mulberry elm harvested in the east.There is still a girl in the world who loves me like Bai Lu, why should I be sad? After asking for Lao Xing's phone number from Bai Lu, I didn't hesitate to call Lao Xing directly.Listening to the beeping sound on the phone, I felt a little ironic. It can be said that I got Lao Xing out of the game, and now I actually want to pull him back. It's so funny! Hello!who are you looking for?It was the first time that Lao Xing's voice was so close to my ears. I felt that I was stupid at the moment, but since I was already stupid, let's go on. You are an old criminal!I said, very unnatural tone.The old Xing at the other end was taken aback: Hmm!Are you... I'm Bai Lin's colleague, that's just... I hesitated for a while: it's the one at her home last time... When I said this, I suddenly paused, and I didn't know how to go on. The old criminal's breathing became obviously heavy, he didn't speak, and the sound of airflow came from the mobile phone, and he was quite hostile to his mate. (MD! Who do you think you are? I actually wish you could die~~~) For a while, neither of us spoke again, and the phone was idle.After about forty seconds, I couldn't bear it anymore, and continued: I want to talk to you about Bai Lin... Before I finished speaking, the old prisoner interrupted impatiently: "I'm talking to you." You have nothing to talk about! K!I never expected that Lao Xing would be so aggressive, and push me back with just one sentence.Even when I made this call, I already felt extremely aggrieved, but now that I was provoked by the old punishment, a wave of unnamed business flames ignited, and I wished I could rush over and break the nose bone of this melon.But when I thought of the situation where Bai Lin and Gao Gao were together last night, I suppressed the fire again, swallowed my anger and said: Bai Lin is a good woman, the incident last time was actually a... Before the word "misunderstanding" could be said, Lao Xing had already hung up the phone.He hung up the phone in an awesome voice, with a click, as if mocking me for being an idiot.It seems that he is quite BS me, and he doesn't even bother to talk to me on the phone. Even holding the mobile phone, I almost fainted from embarrassment. NND, this time it can be regarded as being a SB thoroughly~~~~ Looking at the words "call ended" on the phone, I can't help but itch my teeth with hatred.He even hated Lao Xing, hated himself for being cheap, and even hated Bai Lin for hooking up to climax without self-love. My heart was in a mess, and I still hesitated whether I should continue to put on a shy face and make another phone call.At this moment, Leng might hear a loud quarrel coming from Bai Lin's room, followed by the sound of opening the door, and then my door rang loudly. I was startled, thinking that something happened to Bai Lin, so I ran to open the door in three steps at a time.After the door opened, I couldn't help being stunned, because I saw an angry Bai Lin. Having known Bai Lin for so long, I only saw Bai Lin get angry once.It was the time when Lao Xing had a conflict with her.But that time I was a bystander. To be honest, I even had a bit of gloat at that time. Now I see Bai Lin getting angry again, and what's extremely unfortunate is that the object of her getting angry this time is obviously my wife.Occasionally I looked at Bai Lin timidly, her eyes were staring straight at me, full of anger, my heart trembled from her eyes, and my calves almost twisted.Maybe Lao Xing called her just now, and the two quarreled again on the phone.I don't know how Lao Xing and Bai Lin described the fact that I called him, but judging by Bai Lin's expression, she definitely didn't come to thank me. Xiao Zhao!Sure enough, she said, in a very uncomfortable tone: Did you call Xing? I...I beat a drum in my heart: Actually...I...I... This is between me and him, it has nothing to do with you!why do you want to interveneDo you find it interesting to do this?Are you that bored?Bai Lin got angry, she said one sentence after another, like a machine gun.Every word in the words was like a bullet, and they all hit my heart. I stood there in a daze, I never thought that Bai Lin would scold me like this!I rely on!I felt aggrieved enough when I decided to make that damn phone call.However, Bai Lin came to scold me again because of that phone call.My heart was sieved by her, and all the sadness, grievance and love for her flowed out. After Bai Lin finished the big call, she also seemed to feel that she had lost her composure just now, so she stopped and looked at me apologetically.I think my expression at the moment must be extremely depressed, damn it, I really want to cry. Seeing my appearance at this time, Bai Lin became more and more embarrassed.We just looked at each other in silence, neither said a word. 61 In my memory, I have faced Bai Lin silently four times.The first time was in the elevator, after the phone call, I looked at Bai Lin, and I was very excited and scared at the same time.The second time was at the gate of the hospital on the day of Mid-Autumn Festival. I watched her retreat step by step. At that time, I was full of confidence that I could take Bai Lin down.The third time was the night when the rats invaded, Bai Lin watched me play the piano at the door, her heart was as sweet as an olive soaked in honey.The fourth time is now, when my heart is empty. We looked at each other for about two minutes, and then I saw Bai Lin pursed her lips. She seemed to want to say something, but she didn't say it in the end.Then, she turned around silently, showed me her back, and left step by step. I stared at her thinned back, she was still so cute. I saw it.Just when she was about to be covered by the wall, I said. Her body stopped, and I continued: Last night, I saw you with the orgasm. As soon as these words came out, Bai Lin's delicate body shook.I couldn't help but startled with the tiger's body: It seems that there must be something not very pure between Bai Lin and Gao Gao, otherwise she would never have such a reaction.But although Bai Lin was shocked, she didn't turn her head to explain anything to me, nor did she walk away, she just stood there with her back to me, motionless. I don't know why I said this sentence suddenly, maybe it was the exchange of eyes with Bai Lin just now that gave me courage, in fact, I really don't want to lose Bai Lin like that without making it clear.I must at least tell her clearly how much I like her, and I must at least let her know that the reason why I called to find Lao Xing was entirely because of her! Thinking of this, my heart suddenly moved: Bai Lin stood there like this and didn't leave, did she also want me to explain something to her? My already cold heart felt a little warm. Although Bai Lin didn't love me very much, she didn't have no feelings for me.She got angry at me just now, and now she regrets it, so she wanted to resolve my dissatisfaction in this way. I suddenly realized that this was a great opportunity for me, because the guilt towards me has always been Bai Lin's Achilles' heel.Now she puts it out for me to order, and I have no reason not to order it. Moreover, from the situation just now, it can be analyzed that Bai Lin and Lao Xing have great conflicts and are difficult to reconcile. If I quit at this time, then Bai Lin really only has one option to climax.Damn it, I'll just play another sad card, the best one to win.If not, think of other ways.In short, we can't let that scumbag of Gao Chao succeed. With the plan in mind, I decided to make a move. Bai Lin!I looked at the woman whose back was turned to me, and slowly said: Yes, I am not qualified to intervene in the matter between you and Lao Xing, not at all.But what happened last time was always caused by me. I think it is necessary for me to explain the matter to him clearly. After all, it was just a misunderstanding.You have been together for so many years, you just broke up with him, don't you think it's a pity? Bai Lin listened quietly without making a sound. The light in the room shone on her back, giving her an indescribable feeling.I paused for a moment, then continued: Actually, for a long time, I have also been very fond of...and have a good...favor towards you.I can tell you frankly now that after you quarreled with Lao Xing that night, I was a little happy.Because I think that I might have a chance to be with you.I remember that night I was catching a cold, and you didn't forget me even in such a sad situation, and you even gave me medicine.Speaking of this, I thought of the situation that night, and the way Bai Lin took care of me after wiping away her tears. Bai Lin still turned her back to me, didn't make a sound, and didn't leave.Will she also think of the scene at that time in her heart at this time?Will her face be full of warmth like mine?It's a pity that I can't see her face at this time, let alone guess her heart at this time.It was extremely quiet all around, and only the clock was still going tirelessly. It clicked and clicked, and it seemed to be engraved on my heart. I finally confessed to Bai Lin, although the confession was very bad and untechnical (it is even more incomparable with the Trojan horse I set up for Bai Lu~~), but I finally said what I had kept in my heart for a long time come out.I don't think I'll ever forget that night, though the woman I loved kept her back to me. Seeing that Bai Lin still didn't respond, I hesitated for a moment, and then said: But last night, I saw you and the orgasm together by accident. At that moment, I couldn't believe my eyes at all.I can't imagine that the perfect you in my heart will be with a scum like Orgasm!You should know better than me what kind of person he is!Why are you with him?And it's still so late!At that moment, I was really scared, very scared. I was afraid that you would make some wrong decisions because of the misunderstanding with Lao Xing, so I called Lao Xing.do you know?I hesitated for a long time before making this call, because although you don't like me, I never thought of giving up on you.But I finally called, yes, I really want to be with you, but I hope you can be happy. I stopped at this point, I think Bai Lin should react!However, she still didn't respond!I even began to wonder if she was really hit by me, or she couldn't have expressed it at all! Could it be, MD, did she force me to play the trump card? 62 I paused for about two or three minutes, but Bai Lin's answer to me was still silence, a depressing silence.I really fucking want FT, MMD, where do I have an ace?I played all the cards that should be played, I played the sad card, I also confessed to Bai Lin, I even revealed the dark side of my heart to her!I also praised her, blamed her, and tried to wake up the good memories between us, but why didn't she respond at all? Sadness, confession, confession, gratitude, praise, resentment, and pity, I made every move, and I played it very well. Although I can't say that the move is fatal, but every move is on her Achilles heel, how can she be able to How about this indifference? (Could it be that she knows the legendary golden bell jar and iron cloth shirt?) Bai Lin's performance made me very depressed, and my heart was like a cicada screaming.I really want to rush forward and turn Bai Lin's body around to see what kind of expression she has at this moment.But I only took a step and stopped. I was really afraid that what I saw was still Bai Lin's calm face. Bai Lin!I let out a long breath and said, with a sombre tone that even surprised me: What I didn't expect was that this phone call I made would irritate you.The moment you knocked on my door I thought something happened to you?But when I opened the door, what I saw was your angry face, and what I heard was your series of accusations.I was a little dazed at the time. At that moment, I felt as if my heart had been taken away by someone all of a sudden. It felt empty and completely empty.Speaking of which, I smiled helplessly: Hehe, but I didn't blame you, not at all... Hehe... Who told me that I did it voluntarily? Speaking of this, it is already very difficult to continue, and I even thought depressingly that if Bai Lin didn't respond again, then I would give up completely.Bai Lin was still standing like that, after about tens of seconds, she raised her left arm, and after a while, she raised her arm again. I was still wondering what she was doing at first, but then I suddenly saved it: Could she be wiping tears?Thinking of this, my mind was pounding: Bai Lin is crying, is she crying for me?在我的印象中，白琳只哭过两次，一次是白璐出事那天，一次是她和老刑吵架那晚。其实她这个人看起来柔弱，内里却是很坚强的。她如果会哭，那一定是相当感动了。 我的心怦怦怦地，直想从嗓子眼里蹦出来。我有点紧张、有点兴奋、有点伤感，还有点莫名奇妙的烦躁。现在我该不该过去搂住白琳，替她擦拭一下泪水呢？ 正犹豫间，白琳动了。不过她并没有转身，而后迈步往前走。我不由一怔，眼瞅着她的背影被墙挡了住。我真想把那该死的墙角给铲了去。MD，我实在是搞不懂了，她这是什么意思沙？她明明已经被我感动的哭了，她为什么还要离开呢？她到底在想什么呢？我的脑子里不停地浮起一个又一个的问号，那些答案都藏在白琳的心里，可她不肯给我敝开，我又能有什么办法呢？ 一阵轻轻的关门声传来，想是白琳回到了自己房间，关上了门。那声音虽然细弱，但却重重地敲在了我的心上，我感觉我的心像是被人敲核桃一样砸碎了。 我有点茫然地出了卧房，来到客厅。白琳的房门死死地关着，我走上前去，伸出手，想敲，但终于停了下来，只是慢慢地把指骨抵在了门上。身周的世界死一样静，时间毫不留情的流逝。忽然间客厅里的钟噹噹的响了起来，那每一响都像是一声沉重的叹息。 63 当天夜里我又一次失眠了，白琳那种东边日出西边雨的态度让我彷徨异常。放弃吧，她似乎对我有情。坚持吧，她又似乎绝情得紧。一直到天快亮，我的大脑都没有停止过活动。好容易七点来钟的时候有了些睡意，还没沉睡，便听得有人在外面敲门，紧接着白琳的声音响了起来：小赵，起床啦！ 听见是白琳的声音，我立时没了睡意。一边穿衣，一边奇怪：白琳今天是怎么了？平时她从不管我的呀？今天居然还跑来叫床？我简直有些受宠若惊了：难道白琳经过昨晚的事件，然后想了一宿终于决定接受我了？想到这里心情不由一HIGH，颠颠儿地跑去开了门。 Xiao Zhao!Let's eat!白琳见我开门，脸微微一红，然后道。她的模样很是娇柔，简直和昨天判若两人。我联想起昨天白琳离开我的那一刹那，我发觉我真的无法弄清楚白琳的心思了。我有点迷迷糊糊地看着白琳，白琳羞道：快去洗脸刷牙。我一怔，赶紧跑去傻傻地洗脸刷牙，然后和白琳一起吃早饭。 现在的白琳再不像以前那样冷漠了，很温柔很关怀的样子，那感觉有点儿像个大姐姐，也有点儿像个小妻子。我一边吃着饭，心里一边甜蜜着。我想，这大概是我这辈子吃得最爽的一次早饭了吧。 从那天早饭之后，我就像堕进了一个温柔的梦里。白琳变了，变得让我很温暖。虽然她依然没有对我有什么表示，她也似乎对我并没有强烈的爱意，但是她的那种温柔每天还是春风一样抚着我。而且她每天晚上都在家里，显然，她已经没有和高潮有来往了。 我突然觉得她这种感觉很符合我现在的状态，因为白璐马上要回来了，我如果现在就和白琳怎么样怎么样了，那么白璐回来后，我该怎么办？像这样最好，关系进了一层，但是外人却看不出来。 我想白琳的心态肯定因那晚的事情发生了改变。或许她是在为那晚的冲动而内疚，或许她被我对她的爱所感动，又或许她觉得我比老刑要更豁达。总之我在她心里又重了一分，这一点是我能切实感受到的。 有天晚上在网上逛的时候，无意中看到一句佛语：放下了，就拥有了。我想之所以我和白琳会更进一步，可能是因为我经历过了一次放弃的涅槃，我的心态也发生了改变，不再那么刻意，于是一切开始自然而然的往前走。 甜蜜的日子总是箭一样飞快。转眼就到了下个星期。D日马上要到了，白璐也要回来了。在这期间我和白璐通过好多电话，在电话里我知道白璐已经完全相信我是想撮合老刑和白琳。所以，我并不怎么害怕白璐回来，相反，我有些期待她回来。 1月12日那天是星期二，下班的时候我和白琳一起回的家。在家门口开门的时候我就觉得有些奇怪，门没有反锁。心中疑虑着打开了门，和白琳一起进了去。 刚一进屋，便见从白琳的屋里飞快地跑出一个人影，头发还半湿着，垂在左肩上，想是刚洗完澡正在吹头发。定睛看时，这人不是白璐还能是谁？我和白琳都吃了一惊，白琳讶道：小璐！你不是明天才放假吗？ 白璐道：试已经考完了，我就提前回来了……呵呵，人家想你了嘛！说着便笑，笑的时候眼光微微向我瞟了一下。我心里一动，知道白璐最后那句话是对我说的。明白了白璐的小动作后，难免有些心虚：NND，白琳该不会有所察觉吧！ 晚上白琳做了一桌很丰富的素席给白璐接风，偶们三人一起吃饭。吃饭的时候三人的目光纠来缠去的，我居然有了一种在享受齐人之福的感觉。 吃着吃着，白璐忽然道：姐，你和刑大哥之间没什么了吧？白琳听了脸色就是一黯，道：小孩子家家的，管这些做什么？ 白璐嘻嘻笑道：姐，刑大哥人那么好，你可别错过哦！白琳脸一板，道：叫你别管你还说！白璐吓得一吐舌头，求救似的望了我一眼。我赶紧地道：其实有些误会解释清楚了就好了。 这句话说出口后白璐很是高兴，就连白琳也目光复杂地看了我一下。我忽然发现打撮合老刑和白琳这张牌在这两姐妹那里都可以得分。白璐那里就不消说了，白琳也会认为我是真心对她好，而不是只想占有她。 但是我们俩的话并没有打动白琳，我实在是不知道她和老刑之间到底是怎么了。不过这样也好，反正她和老刑已经无法调和了，那么不管我和白璐怎么努力都将是白费。哈哈，如此一来我就大可以左右逢源了。 本来我以为白璐回来后的第一顿饭就会这样波澜不惊地结束，没想到饭快吃完的时候，白璐突然当着白琳的别喊我道：驴娃！你吉他弹得很好是吧！你能不能教我弹琴呢？ 我听了她这句话不由吓得魂飞胆散，第一时间内瞟了一眼白琳，还好，她没有什么异样的表情。我松了口气，白璐接着笑道：你不会怕我笨，不想教我吧！说着转向白琳：姐姐，你帮我说两句话嘛！ 白琳道：人家小赵每天也很忙的，哪有功夫教你？ 听白琳这样说我总算完全放了心，看样子白琳并没怀疑我和白璐，估计是偶太做贼心虚了。当下急忙道：不，不是不教，只是学琴也不是一天两天的事情呀！ hehe.白璐笑道：我明年就要毕业了，到时候我想给班上的同学唱朴树的《那些花儿》，我就学那一首，应该没问题吧！ 这个……我再次瞟了一下白琳，见她的确没异常反应，才道：好吧，不过我不能保证教得会…… 我会用心学的！白璐笑嘻嘻的，目光里多少有些狡黠的感觉。我猛地一省：她这哪儿是想跟我学琴呀，摆明了是想打着学琴的旗号和我光明正大地在一起！我想起自己以前也曾上过她两回当，看来白璐这妮子可真是狡猾狡猾滴呀~~~~~~~~ 64 白璐回来以后日子变得生动起来，我一边和白琳暖昧着，一边和白璐一起从事地下工作。这种生活很甜蜜很刺激。更多的却是一种不可思议！我居然真的把那个连锁反应斩断了，让它停留在了三人同居的环节。看来连Hitler也没偶牛×呀~~~~~如果有偶在，Third Reich恐怕也不会倒掉吧~~~~~~~ 时间一天一天的往前走，这种日子实在是太让偶惬意了，如果能够这样一直过下去该多好呀！就像这样，和她们两姐妹谁也不再发展，谁也不伤害，就维持着这种微妙的关系，那将会是一怎样的幸福呀~~~当然了，我和白璐还是会经常提起老刑的事，但是每次一说白琳就不高兴。白璐也给老刑打过电话，但似乎也没收到效果。 今年的春节挺早的，白璐回来不久，年关就开始逼近了。快过年了，公司里的那群鸟人们的心也都不在工作上了，大家都在盼着过年休息。我妈也打电话来问我过年是不是回家，我说车票难买不回去了。其实我是想留下来和白琳白璐一起过年，因为我从白璐那里隐隐知道她们的父母都不在了，所以，我想留下来陪她们。 到了放假前一天，好几个人都请假走了。周静和她那准老公一起回老家见未来公公婆婆去鸟，陈有容一家去了海南旅游。这两个长舌头一走，办公司里立时冷清了下来。到了下午，白琳她们一帮女人也都走了，就只有我和骡子在留守，打扫卫生贴封条什么的。 骡子这人渣一副无精打采的神色，问他为什么，他居然说相熟的几个漂亮小姐都回家过年去了，放假没得玩了，所以郁闷。偶听了就暗自BS~~鸟人！偶以前真瞎了眼，居然一度把他这种垃圾封为偶的偶像~~~~ 蒋楠也还在，她在工作上确实一直都很负责。等到了四点来钟的时候，骡子也走了。蒋楠把我叫进办公室里，问我过年回不回老家。我说回。 这样呀！蒋楠有些失望：那我也回上海去。听蒋楠这样说，我心里有点酸，我想蒋楠就算回了上海，肯定也是一个人过年吧！ 蒋楠问我的这个问题白琳白璐老早的就问我了，当时我的答案是不回。她们两人都很高兴。估计无论是谁，都想过年的时候人能多一些，能热闹一些。 在白琳家过年，偶有了一种家里顶梁柱的感觉。购买年货，我是搬运工。打扫卫生我也是主力。其他许多要力气的活都是偶的。白琳则负责准备吃的，像什么包子饺子年糕麻花之类的。最费劲的要数什锦菜，得准备十多样素菜，诸如：荠菜、菠菜、胡萝卜、木耳、香菇、黄花菜、腌菜、花生果、莲藕、茨菇、笋尖、山药、芹菜等等。要买要选要摘要洗，真够麻烦的。 白璐是惟一被优待的家庭成员，什么都不用做。其实白璐也想帮忙的，但白琳总不让。 放假那天是腊月二十八，白琳一天都在厨房里忙，包子蒸得了，年糕做好了，什锦菜也炒了。因为她知道我爱吃饺子，就专门给我准备了饺子，全素的馅，手擀的面皮。 第二天虽说是二十九，但因为今年腊月小，所以二十九就是除夕了。好容易挨到晚上，白琳把她准备的年夜饭呈了上来。虽是素席，但也丰盛无比。平时白琳她们连鸡蛋也是不吃的，可是今天过年，为了偶，她居然破例打了个鸡蛋汤。 吃饭的时候，白璐道：姐，我们买的那些福字什么时候贴呀，还有几条红纸，是不是写个春联什么的，嘻嘻。说着又望我一眼：驴娃好像中文挺不错的，要不让驴娃写副春联吧！白琳也望向了我。我不由得想起了和白璐初遇时的情景，心里一阵慨叹。 怎么样呀？白璐见我不答话，于是追问道。我望望她，又看看白琳，她们两人都很期待的样子，心中一热，道：好吧，我就写幅春联。 白璐听了就直拍手，然后跑去拿红纸。我心里却在盘算该怎么写，想想自己这段时间走的狗屎运，又看看眼前那碗紫菜蛋汤，脑中一闪，已有了计较。 此时白璐已经把红纸拿来了，我因为时常有练字，所以屋里还有毛笔和墨。当下把一切准备停当，白璐把红纸在茶几上铺好，道：快些呀，大才子！说着就笑。 我把笔在墨里蘸饱了，挥笔在红纸上写道： 四季发财走狗十运走狗十运 新年快乐喝鸡〇汤喝鸡〇汤 我写一句，白璐念一句，等我写完，白璐傻傻的道：这写的是什么呀？白琳在旁边看了也是一脸茫然。我笑道：你们听我念！四季发财，走狗屎运，走狗屎运！新年快乐，喝鸡蛋汤，喝鸡蛋汤！ 刚一念完，白璐就咭咭直笑，白琳也笑道：这春联谁会贴出去呀！ 吃完年饭，两姊妹便守着电视等着看春晚，我对那鸟晚会根本没什么兴趣，不过既然她们两个都爱看，我只有相陪了。 晚会刚开始没一会儿，手机响了，是《Yesterday》的音乐，我的脑子里浮起放假前那天蒋楠落寞的脸。当下赶紧回到卧房，关上门，接听了电话。 Hello!是小赵吗？那头传来蒋楠冷清的话语，想来她在那边也是一个人孤伶伶的吧。 Ok.我道：新年快乐！ hehe!蒋楠道：一个人过，有什么快乐不快乐的。 我在这边听了就沉默了，感觉自己很对不住蒋楠。 陪我聊会天吧！蒋楠在那头用一种放轻松了的口气说。 Ok. 于是我俩开始在电话里聊天，谈了快一个小时蒋楠才依依不舍地挂断了电话。等我再出去客厅的时候白琳白璐都很惊讶地望着我，白璐道：驴娃，谁的电话呀，讲了这么久。 我妈的。我道，说的时候老脸不由得红了一把。 65 除夕过后年就过得更快了，大年初一早上白琳去左邻右舍家拜了年，因她们也没有什么亲戚转，所以每天就是在家吃东东，要么就是出去逛街。日子一天天翻过去，我和她们二人之间这种微妙的或者可以说是KB的平衡居然一直没有被打破。 转眼就到了初八，要上班鸟。早上到了公司，蒋楠在办公室门口给大家派红包，见了这东东谁都得笑眯眯的。于是整个办公室里都是喜气洋洋的，只有周静看上去很不爽的样子。当时我心里就有点奇怪，想嬲她两句，又怕影响到偶在白琳心目中的形象，只好作罢。没想到几天之后就有人在传她和她的准老公分手了。原因就是因为他们一起回了一次老家。原来她那BF的老家是苏北农村的，那地方很穷很穷，那BF虽说很不错，名校毕业的，但是家里还有好几个弟妹，个个都在上学，都要花钱，负担实是太重了。 回来后周静就有些变心了：估计是她不想和那男孩一起背那负担吧！于是两人分手！直此我才知道原来所谓的爱情在金钱和现实面前竟然是那样的不堪一击！就算是白琳和蒋楠，恐怕在这些东东面前也是会变心的。我想，在我的三个女人里面，就只有白璐一个人不会在意现实和money！ 二月是很奇怪的一个月，最短，但是节日最多。旧历的春节元宵，西历的Saint Valentines Day。今年因为年过的早，所以元宵是在2月12日，13号白璐她们开学，14号就是情人节了。 元宵那天白璐非要拉着我去猜灯迷。其实现在这城市猜灯迷的地方已经很少了，但是在××庙那种热闹的地方有灯会，所以还是有灯迷猜的。喊白琳一块去，她说那里人太多，不想去。本来她还想阻止白璐的，但白璐哪里肯听？ 等我和白璐赶到××庙的时候，那里早已经人满为患了。彩灯也全都亮了起来，各式各样的都有，荷花灯、兰花灯、狮子灯、兔子灯、旧式宫灯、新式电子灯等等等等，不一而足。放眼望去，明灭交替，亦真亦幻。因白琳没有跟来，所以白璐也就没了什么避讳，挽着我的胳膊，很亲昵的那种感觉。 和白璐徜徉在人丛中，我觉得自己像是回到了古代，又或是进入了武侠电影中，周遭全是古典的建筑，身旁是绝世的美女。如果再有酒有剑，那就更拉风了（比李亚鹏都拉风~~）。 在岸上走了一会儿，吃了些小吃，买了些小东东。白璐又拉着我去坐船，看水上灯会。到了水上和岸上又有不同，灯光水影、人声浆声，别是一翻旖旎风光。 看完水上灯会，接下来便去猜灯迷。上大学那会儿我也玩儿过一段时间灯迷，此时和白璐一起看着这些迷面，什么徐妃格、卷帘格，什么字迷诗迷，打物事的、猜常用语的，一个一个，看得眼花瞭乱。白璐以为偶是全能的，紧着逼偶猜出迷底给她换东东。但是因为我们来得太晚，好猜的迷大都给别人猜跑了，剩下一些难猜的，还是很费脑筋的。 和白璐逛了半晌，只猜出三五个迷语。又看了一会儿，突然看到一个很搞笑的迷面“站着小便，像个男人一样”，白璐看了就直笑，偶仔细一看，打得是体育名词，心中略一思索，已是猜了出来：尿检呈阳性！ 揭了迷题后和白璐去领了奖。不一会儿，又看到一个，却是异常雅的迷联“闲话笑谈，秦汉晋唐如幻梦，宋元明清似青烟；沧海横流，帝王将相成枯骨，公侯官宦作飞灰”，打一廿字对联。我站在那里想了半天，白璐直盯着我问迷底。我心道上一联中全是朝代，一共八个，下一联中全是爵官，也是八个。想到这里猛地一下记起一副很出名的叠字联：云朝朝朝朝朝朝朝朝散，潮长长长长长长长长消。刚好上联八个朝字，下联八个长字。 猜出了这个迷语，心里很是兴奋。正想揭了，冷不妨听到身后有人喊：小赵！话声异常熟悉，似乎蒋楠的声音。 我心里一震，回头一看，果然是蒋楠。她一个人，站在灯影之中，多少有些孤单的感觉。 我万也没有想到会在这里碰到蒋楠。NND，我们真是有缘呀！据说每年上元节来这里逛灯会的人足有几十万，可是我和蒋楠偏偏就在这几十万中遇见了。遇见倒没什么，关键是我现在身边还有个白璐呀！更要命的是，她的小手此刻正亲热滴挽在偶滴胳膊上~~~~~ 乍见到蒋楠，我滴胆差点儿没吓破，感觉就像是一脚突然踩空了一样。脑子是空煞煞的，心脏怦怦直蹦。但是很快的，我就平静了下来。蒋楠又不是白琳！ !她就算知道了我和白璐在一起也不至于世界末日了。而且以蒋楠的生活作风和为人，我想她应该不会对我有什么太苛刻的要求吧，在这方面。 想到这里，喊了一声：蒋总！然后对白璐道：这是我们公司的老总！白璐听了就冲蒋楠说了声：你好！话声有些羞涩，也很甜，那感觉就是那种恰如其分的GF的表现。 蒋楠嗯了一声，先望了一眼白璐，又望了一眼我，眼中略有些疑惑，像是在问我：这个姑娘是不是就是你的那个女同学？我脸上一红，也不知道该怎么介绍白璐。说实在的，我有点儿怕蒋楠知道这个和我这么亲热的女孩儿就是白琳的妹妹。 见我不说话，蒋楠主动向白璐笑着道：小妹妹，你长得真是漂亮啊，不过我们小赵可也是个好同志哦~~白璐听蒋楠夸她和我，于是就笑，眉眼弯弯的，笑声银铃一样，在夜空中回荡。蒋楠的这种反应让我放下心来。蒋楠就是蒋楠，她是绝不会在这里公然和我翻脸的。 正想着，蒋楠又望了我一下，眼光似乎有些怅怅的味道。我心里顿时一阵莫名奇妙的茫然，我觉得自己实在有些对不起蒋楠。其实在我心里，蒋楠一直是排在最后一位的。 Xiao Zhao!好久，蒋楠才道：这个迷语你猜出来了没有？说着指了指那个灯迷。我点点头，把迷底告诉了她。蒋楠道：你真行啊！顿了一下，忽然意味深长的说：把这个迷语让我去揭，好吗？ 我听她话语中似有双关，心下一阵发虚，点了点头，然后道：那我们先去别处逛去了。蒋楠摆了摆手，我赶紧拉着白璐逃也似的去鸟。 我们一直在灯会上玩儿到很晚，到最后人潮渐渐的散去了。我们也开始远离灯会，离灯会愈远，世界就愈是寂寥。正月的夜风微微拂着面，多少有些料峭的感觉。我想起蒋楠刚才那怅惘的样子，又想起她孤伶伶的春节，心中也蛮不是滋味的。 Donkey boy!身旁的白璐忽然开口道，语气竟也有些怅怅的感觉。 Ok.我有些心不在焉。 我明天就要回学校了。 Ok.I see you off. 可是……白璐沉默了一会儿：可是后天就是情人节了…… Yeah?我这才回过神来，看着白璐。白璐也正望着我。我们目光一碰，我笑着说：可是你总不能不上学吧！ 可是我想和你一起过呀！白璐道：就像我生日那晚那样。 How about that?你姐姐知道了会骂你的，等你毕业了再说吧，明年不一样吗？要不七夕吧，我更喜欢中国的情人节。 白璐叹口气道：我能活到那个时候吗？说着扭项回头，望身后的灯会。我也随着她一起望了过去。白璐看着那里璀璨的灯光，忽然痴痴地说：那里明天还会亮吗？ 我没有答她，只是和她一样痴痴地望着那灯火，其实那里有好多灯早就已经悄无声息地灭掉了。