Chapter 50 49

At the same time, Man lived a poor life at No. 3 Taoli Street.The man surnamed Zheng had been ill for a long time and was paralyzed in bed. It was impossible for Man to stay at home and take care of such a disabled person.She just hired a maid for him, and then went out to meet friends, play cards and go shopping.She always knew how to leave a way out for herself, but this time she just cared about her own pleasure and neglected it.The man surnamed Zheng died before he survived the fall.This does not make Man sad, and being a widow is not the first time, not to mention that marriage has long existed in name only for her.However, the problem is that the man surnamed Zheng had been prepared for a long time, and quietly transferred all his property to his daughter in the United States, and sold the house as mortgage, leaving no money for Man.Taking this as revenge against Man can be described as extremely vicious.

When Man learned the news from the phone call from the lawyer, Shang dressed in black and pretended to be sad to arrange the funeral for her husband.She couldn't believe her ears, she was indeed negligent, she thought everyone was as kind as Lu Yihan.She had a fit at the funeral and broke the frame of her husband's portrait with a key.She turned away. As soon as Man returned to No. 3 Taoli Street, someone from a real estate company came to her door and asked her to move out as soon as possible.Man never thought that she would leave here one day. Man stood on the balcony outside her and Lu Yihan's former bedroom, looked around the house, and suddenly felt that it was very cold here.Lu Yihan died here, the man surnamed Zheng died here, and now she is going to be forced to leave here.But the Man of today is not the Man of more than twenty years ago, nor even the man of a few years ago.She is finally getting old, she doesn't have the ability and strength to conquer the heart of a brand new man, and now she has no house or money, how will she survive.Man fell on the railing of the balcony and wept bitterly, thinking in his heart, is all this really retribution.

On this day, Man received another letter from Cong Wei.In fact, since Cong Wei returned to China, he sent a letter to Lu Yihan every few months.She just said that she hoped to be forgiven, and that Lu Yihan could come and meet her.She didn't rush to look for him, because she didn't know what Xiao Zhuo would do when he saw her suddenly.Although she is sometimes in a trance, she knows the harm she has caused Xiao Zhuo, so she must retreat behind that line, and can no longer disturb their lives recklessly.And every time the letter naturally fell into Man's hands, Man opened it for a look, then tore it up, never caring.However, on this day, she read the letter, and the content was still normal. Cong Wei said, if you forgive me, I hope you can come to see me.This time when Man wanted to throw away the letter again, he suddenly caught a glimpse of the address on the letter.She froze for a moment - the address was in an unknown town on the outskirts of the city, so it was not surprising.It was just at that moment that she suddenly thought that maybe she could go to Cong Wei and find a way to get some money from Cong Wei.

Man immediately encouraged her to have such a flash of thought - yes, she had always seen the address on the envelope, but she never thought about going to Cong Wei.Until this day, when she had nothing and needed money urgently, she didn't think of going to her.But maybe this is a new path that God opened up for her—Mann has always believed that there is no unparalleled path, and every time, she will find a way out. Man went to find Cong Wei according to the address on the envelope.When she found out that the address on the letter was a hospital, she was very surprised.Out of amazement, she must go in and have a look.She went in and found the room according to the house number.Then what she saw was a haggard, slovenly middle-aged woman, sitting in the backlight playing with a ballpoint pen.Man was very surprised. She guessed that she must have made a mistake, so she turned around and left.However, when he went to look at the woman again, Man couldn't help calling the woman tentatively: Cong Wei?

The woman was very frightened, she turned her head quickly, looked at her anxiously, and asked, "Did you call me?"I don't know you, I don't know you... Manben called her unintentionally, but he didn't expect her to turn around.Man was extremely surprised—the woman in front of him turned out to be Cong Wei!God, is she dreaming, this skinny woman who lives in the dark room of the lunatic asylum is the famous writer Cong Wei!After she looked carefully at the woman's eyebrows, she felt that the woman's eyebrows were indeed somewhat similar to what she saw in the newspaper many years ago.For a moment, Man had mixed feelings.But she kept herself as quiet as possible, and said slowly to Cong Wei: You must have heard wrong, I just passed by and didn't call you.

Cong Wei has shrunk hastily to the innermost corner, trembling constantly, staring at Man vigilantly with a pair of fearful eyes. Man walked out of the gate of the mental hospital, feeling unspeakable excitement and excitement in his heart.She thought, there really is no limit to the road.This is the way God opened for her: to let her know such a big secret, Cong Wei was hiding here in the first place.Man has inexhaustible hatred for Cong Wei: from leaving Lu Yihan, to Lu Yihan's death, to the death of the man surnamed Zheng, and not leaving her a penny, she thought of all this and felt that the culprit was Cong Wei.If it wasn't for Cong Wei's shadow still at No. 3 Taoli Street and Lu Yihan's heart, Man wouldn't be so insecure, and wouldn't be so anxious to find a way out.It was Cong Wei, she looked so powerful and perfect, and became a cloud in Man's heart, so she gradually chose this path.If it wasn't for Cong Wei, Man thought, she would still be Mrs. Lu now, living in No. 3 Taoli Street.

Man has been jealous and hated Cong Wei for many years, but seeing Cong Wei fall into such a situation today, she couldn't help but be happy and feel a lot more relaxed.She then thought that if such a big secret was sold to a newspaper, she would definitely get a lot of money.And right now, what she needs most is a sum of money?Man laughed slowly, God will never neglect her for too long. After a few days, something happened. The matter of Cong Wei started with an exclusive full-page headline from a famous newspaper.The news disclosed the unknown story of the famous female writer Cong Wei.Although Jing already knew that Cong Wei was in a psychiatric hospital, she was still too shocked to speak when she saw the news.

According to the report, after many visits to Cong Wei and Lu Yihan's classmates, friends, neighbors, and even Cong Wei's estranged sister-in-law, under the temptation of a lot of money, they are willing to "share" this secret with the general public.The reporters even went abroad for visits. So far, they have collected a little-known biography of Cong Wei. Twenty-one years ago, Cong Wei, who was only 19 years old, came to Beijing alone and joined Lu Yihan, a man she met during a trip.At that time, Cong Wei's writing path had just begun.She ran away from home despite her family's objections.At that time, Lu Yihan probably did not expect that the girl who had had an affair with him during the journey would be so relentless.Cong Wei has since lived with Lu Yihan and started writing.But she was in a foreign land, alone, and encountered many setbacks in writing, so she became mentally fragile, emotionally unstable, often violent, and often destroyed herself.Later, she had a quarrel with Lu Yihan's mother, and Lu's mother died soon after. Lu Yihan was very sad and decided to break up with Cong Wei.Cong Wei was heartbroken and left Lu Yihan's residence

, but did not leave the city.Because at that time, she was already pregnant with Lu Yihan's child.It is said that the reason why Cong Wei decided to give birth to this child was out of revenge against Lu Yihan.For this kind of revenge, she suffered a lot that year, but because of her emotional ups and downs, she often cried bitterly, drank and smoked heavily, all of which were very bad for the fetus in the womb.Seven months later, Cong Wei gave birth prematurely and gave birth to a frail boy.Cong Wei carried the boy back to Lu Yihan's residence, she handed the child to him, and told him, he is the trace I left in your life, and I can't erase it no matter what.When you see him, you think of me.Cong Wei just turned around and left, and then went abroad.But Cong Wei was already mentally abnormal at this time, and her illness has been up and down throughout her long life overseas.And Lu Yihan felt very uncomfortable facing this life that just came. This innocent life came because of hatred. He decided never to tell this child that he came to the world like this.So he told the child since he was a child that his mother was no longer alive.For this reason, Lu Yihan hid away from all his friends for a while, claiming to go on a long-distance trip.So everyone thought it was a child he had with a woman he met during the journey.Almost no one knew that Xiao Zhuo was Cong Wei's child, only Cong Wei's elder brother's family, because Cong Wei had told them this fact and made it clear that her motive was revenge.

... Another truth.After Jing finished reading the entire report, her hand holding the newspaper was shaking all the time.She immediately picked up the phone and called Shen He. When she heard Shen He's voice, she cried: Shen He, I think, I think...Xiao Zhuo should be Cong Wei's son... There was silence over there, only the sound of Shen He's breathing was heard. After a long time, Shen He said: I also just read the newspaper. But it was too late.Shen He, if I can not be so decisive with Xiaozhuo because of jealousy, if I can care more about Cong Wei and calm down and talk to her, maybe everything will be different.Maybe they had a chance to meet each other.But now, it is impossible for them to recognize each other again, forever... Xiaoyan hates me because I didn't take care of Xiaozhuo's child, and now Cong Wei will blame me because I didn't let her and her son recognize each other ... Jing burst into tears.

Forget it, Jing, don't blame yourself like this.You should know that Cong Wei doesn't have much affection for Xiao Zhuo, he's just her way to get revenge on Lu Yihan.Maybe she didn't want to recognize Xiao Zhuo.Shen He's voice was also very low, comforting Jing gently. But Xiao Zhuo thought.Shen He, do you know how much Xiao Zhuo wishes to see his mother.He has always had a very strange intuition, he has always believed that his mother is alive and will come back one day.He told me, I didn't believe it.But I perfunctorily said to him, I will wait with him until my mother comes back... Jing burst into tears. Jing, if you are Xiao Zhuo, and you left suddenly after meeting Cong Wei, is this considered a gift?What difference does it make? There is no love in such a recognition, it is just a truth.The truth is always used to torture the living. For example, you are condemned by your own conscience because of Xiaozhuo's child.However, is a truth important to a person who is destined to leave the world?Death is a very light, dignified and ethereal thing. We should let the dead people carry less things on the road. How can the dead be less burdened?Jing gradually calmed down, and asked blankly. Just like burying in a coffin, sink and bury those things that are closely related to him, and don't disturb them anymore, don't disturb the dead into any disturbance.Then wait for time to re-flat the land.Listen to me, Jing, have you ever thought about what your pain comes from?From the memory of the dead.Your subconscious mind always reminds yourself that he was important to you and you can't forget him.So you refuse to put all these things about the dead in the dust.When something touches him again, you will stir yourself into it, and even choose to torture yourself, because in this way, you think that you have not forgotten him at least.But this is not what the deceased wants—at least, if I want to sleep for a long time, I just hope that everything will be quiet, the covered soil will be flattened, and no one will move, which makes me feel safe. Jing felt that Shen He was very correct.All along, she has been stimulating her nerves that are about to be paralyzed, because she is afraid that she will forget the deep feelings she once had.But for her, it was a torture, and for the deceased, it was a disturbance.