Chapter 46 45

When "Good Days and Good Scenes" became the most concerned book at the moment, when Jing became the most popular female writer, and when newspapers and magazines were following up on Jing's current situation and trends, who would have thought that Jing was hiding in her bedroom? In the apartment, battling lingering memories and a never-ending stomach.Live like years. Shen He has realized that Jing's illness this time may be the outbreak of many years of patience.It may not be a short time to get her better.He wanted to take her to see a doctor, but she refused to go out.Shen He went to the hospital for consultation: As a type of depression, overeating induces vomiting. The doctor said that the disease can be controlled with medication, but once the medication is stopped, the condition may recur.Through psychological counseling, it is most important to untie her knots and make her stop being autistic and negative.

"Prozac".Shen He took the thin white pill to the elevator, feeling confused. Does Jing really need this drug to control depression? Will it support her life?He couldn't help but also scorned his own incompetence. He was always by her side but could do nothing, and it was even less effective than this small pill. That night Jing induced vomiting again.She didn't eat anything, but she still didn't let herself go.She told Shen He that she ate a lot of chocolate—she was already delusional.She said she had to vomit, but Shen He stopped her, so she begged, saying that her mouth was full of chocolate.This time, Shen He didn't bother with her anymore, and let her vomit until her stomach turned.Shen He was sitting at the table in the living room waiting for her. When she came out of the bathroom precariously, she saw Shen He holding a water glass and white pills.Shen He said to her calmly: It seems that you have to take medicine.I can no longer indulge you.

What medicine?Jing's face was still swollen from overeating, and his voice was weak. Treat binge eating disorder and depression. I will not eat.Please, I don't take medicine.If I take medicine, I will always be dependent on it, right?If I take medicine, it's tantamount to admitting that I'm mentally ill, right?Jing suddenly became excited. But Jing, if you don't take medicine, you will always be in this cycle and can't get out. Please, I won't eat, I won't eat.I don't depend on drugs. No, you must eat.Who can bear it again and again. Jing stared at him and said loudly: You finally can't take it anymore, can you?

Take your medicine.Shen He ignored her and just put the cup in front of her. Jing shook her head, and suddenly became extremely calm: you go, Shen He.Think about it too, how can I put my pain on you. Shen He was very angry: You said this again, what's the use, take medicine. Jing said, I'm not joking, I don't want to take medicine, and I don't want you here.I don't want a reluctant person who suffers with me here.As Jing said, she went to hit the pill in Shen He's hand, and hit the water glass on the ground. Shen He was furious, and slapped Jing with a flash: Who can't stand it!Who wouldn't!

He hit Jing, only to feel that Jing could no longer stand, and wanted to lean against the wall, but it was too late, and fell to the ground. Shen He himself was also stunned.He stood there bewildered.He actually hit her.Shen He hugged Jing distressedly and returned to Jing's bedroom.He put her on the bed and wanted to make love to her.Jing didn't even understand what was going on at first, but when she understood, she had to break free.But he held her tightly, without any room for retreat.And his fierce kiss also began to become gentle, and everything gradually slowed down to a speed, proceeding gently.Jing suddenly felt warm, light, and ethereal.As if she had wings, she found the sky as an exit, and flew, yes, she soon felt that she lost weight, and there was no sinking, they were like small water droplets passing through the clouds, unknowingly condensed into a drop in the air, that This fusion is round and natural, without seams or diaphragms.Jing turned her head to look out of the window in a daze, as if seeing bright pink henna blooming on the balcony in the winter afternoon...

The next day Shen He took Jing and left the city. On the plane, Shen He hugged Jing tightly, and heard Jing poke her head out gently, and said in a weak voice: You promised to take me on a trip many years ago, and it finally came true.