Chapter 44 43

After seeing Cong Wei, both Jing and Shen He cherished each other even more, and spent a rare peaceful time.Jing sleeps until noon every day, turns on the computer to write a novel, and sometimes thinks about Shen He, so she goes to the stairs to smoke.When Shen He came in the afternoon, he always found that Jing had either cooked a meal, or bought food from outside, looking like a despicable little wife. It was January when Xiaoyan found Jing here.With Chinese New Year just around the corner, she is redecorating Shen He's house.Jing said that she likes cloth sofas, which are soft and brightly colored, and the curtains and walls should also be changed to warm colors, both Shen and He are according to her.only half a year

Jing changed from a desperate poor girl walking at No. 3 Taoli Street to a young female writer who was envied by countless people and had a bright future.But this happiness came too late, and she could no longer enjoy it.She doesn't like to attend all kinds of lively occasions, and doesn't like to meet strange reporters.She just wanted to hide in the house she was used to - she began to depend on it.She also began to like tall buildings soaring into the clouds, and balconies filled with sunlight, but the windows were sealed, otherwise she would definitely lean out, making herself feel like she was about to fly out.

Jing's new residence has a large balcony.She hangs clothes on the wide balcony, looks out, and feeds her little white jade bird.She also likes to play Kunqu Opera, "A Dream in the Garden", "Legend of the White Snake" on the stereo... When she hears the sadness, she goes for a walk, or writes a novel. She has never planted flowers on such a large balcony.She was waiting for him to plant her.Henna, like a courtyard on fire, makes this place lively—Xiao Zhuo, how are you?Jing asked in her heart. The day Xiaoyan came to find Jing, the smell of the New Year was already everywhere.Jing went out at noon this day and bought a few peach blossoms and narcissus.Candies, snacks, rice cakes... Jing never seemed to regard the New Year as such a solemn event.Jing and Shen He plan to take Cong Wei over to celebrate the New Year together, and give her more warmth from home.

In the afternoon, someone knocked on the door, and it was Xiaoyan who came.Xiaoyan got a little fatter, her hair was cut short, her face was hidden in the messy hair, and she was very pale.When she saw Jing, she said, Miss, go to the hospital quickly, Xiaozhuo has a serious heart attack, maybe he is about to die...Jing turned on the loud music in the room, the sound of the door being locked downstairs, and the locked door The barking of the dog inside, trying to catch Xiaoyan's voice.What Xiaoyan said was like a smooth plate, and Jing felt that she couldn't catch it, but only heard the sound of falling pieces.She resisted the news, wishing she didn't understand it.

Jing's hand kept holding on to the iron door, but kept shaking, and the door lock was rattled. Xiaoyan cried very sadly, and kept saying sorry to Jing. Jing asked Xiaoyan: Why did it become like this? Xiaoyan didn't answer, but just cried and said sorry. They were going to the hospital and hailed a taxi downstairs.In the car, Jing asked again: What happened? Xiaoyan said, sorry, I have been lying to you.I didn't escape from being abused by my stepfather.I'm a liar, seven or eight of us girls were bought from our parents by two men.They provided us with food and drink, and asked us to come out to cheat money... I ran out to call for help that day to lie to you.Originally, when I came to your house, I wanted to steal valuables while you were not paying attention, and left.But, but, seeing that you are having such a difficult time and treating me so well, I am reluctant to leave... I am sincere to Xiao Zhuo, and I really want to be with him forever.But a few days ago, when I was shopping for vegetables, I was seen by one of my "sisters". She told our "big brother" and they came to arrest me.They hid me and asked Xiao Zhuo for money.Xiao Zhuo must have gone through a lot of hardships and finally raised some money to save me, but they tricked him, first sending him to a warehouse on the outskirts of the city, to the Sijiao Pavilion on the top of the mountain, and later sending him to an abandoned air-raid shelter... It's the end of the day There was a lot of rain, Xiao Zhuo ran around, got caught in the rain, fell from the mountain, he got cold and injured, and fell ill when he got home... I escaped from "Big Brother", I went home At that time, Xiao Zhuo had been at home alone for two days, without drinking water or eating... I called him, but he was completely unconscious...

Jing was speechless, she raised her hand, slapped Xiaoyan on the face twice, and shouted hysterically: Are you still human?You are still not human!Xiao Zhuo treats you so well, for you, he doesn't even want me as a young lady, how can you treat him like this!How can you bear it! Jing suddenly felt dark in front of her eyes, and felt dizzy for a while.She stopped talking, leaned back in the seat, and grabbed the armrest with one hand. The traffic was blocked, and the cars lined up in front of the red light, unable to move forward for a long time.But she didn't have the courage to get out of the car and run.The scene was familiar, reminding her of a traffic jam many years ago.

She seemed to have seen the ending.Xiao Zhuo, Xiao Zhuo, she read his name softly.She believed that he was gone, and she couldn't feel him at first. They had lived together for so many years, and there was a connection between them. She didn't know it before.At this moment, she suddenly felt that a thread that had been there all along was broken.Her heart was almost shattered by the sudden breaking of the thread. Jing slowly rolled the window and poked her head out.She saw that the sky was full of sorrow, and there was a gap in the thick dark clouds, which was a clean light blue, like a path away from here.She stared intently at the gap, but she still lost sight of the kite—the dark clouds gradually closed, and there was no more gap.And the snow that hasn't fallen this winter has finally attacked the city in a mighty way.

Jing didn't get to see Xiao Zhuo for the last time.When they opened the door and entered the ward, he had just stopped breathing.She saw people unplugging all the tubes from him, removing all the strings that kept him from being free.She didn't know if it was because of the light, his face was very dark, how could it be so dark, it didn't look like him at all, that shining boy made of white porcelain.She rushed over, knelt down, held Xiao Zhuo's face in her hands, and talked to him as if no one was there: Xiao Zhuo, my new home has a big balcony.I've been waiting for spring to come soon and you to plant henna for me.You said how long it would take to plant them all, don't be lazy.

Jing's tone didn't seem to be sad, but rather to show off, she wanted everyone to see—including Xiaoyan, how close she and Xiao Zhuo were, and no one could separate them. That dim face was a dead lantern.His body was old plaster covered in dust, losing moisture in the dry air.In the end, the beautiful boy who loves sculpture turned himself into a sculpture.She supported his head with both hands, and leaned her cheek towards her, trying to make him kiss her, but his head rested heavily on her arm.he refused to kiss her Kiss, but he has given Xiaoyan so many kisses and hugs.The mean man!Jing burst into tears.

The people from the hospital came to lift him up and they separated her from his body.She was so stubborn, she ran up to him again and again, hugging his head.She kept calling his name, as if she knew he would follow her.Her eyes seemed to be gone, she couldn't see, he had lost his breath; she couldn't see, they covered him with a white cloth.She didn't follow until they pushed Xiao Zhuo out. She didn't cry anymore because she knew that he was gone. She felt it when she remembered the traffic jam many years ago on the road.What she was chasing was a plaster statue of a boy.But as long as she has a little relationship with him, she doesn't want to give up.

Don't be afraid, Xiao Zhuo, soon, soon you will get rid of these, and you will be free. Don't be afraid, Xiao Zhuo, Miss Sister is with you, wherever you go. Don't be afraid, Xiao Zhuo, everything will be fine when you grow up. Jing followed the stretcher out of the emergency room, and they were going to take him to the next building.The heavy snow was like rioting soldiers, rushing towards him together.Xiao Zhuo was only covered with a thin sheet, and they didn't open an umbrella for him.She saw her henna boy straddle into the snow like this, and large flakes of snow penetrated into the sheet he was covering, making him colder and more completely isolated from the world.She saw snowflakes wet the white sheet on his face, wet, like continuous breathing. Jing finally couldn't keep up with those people anymore, or she began to understand that from the moment she lost her sight on the road, she lost him and could no longer sense him.And she has been following, but it is too difficult to let go of the boy she used to get along with, the boy who broke the piggy bank to buy her chocolates, the boy who ran on the street at midnight, and the boy who used to sit side by side on the sofa with her The boy who watched horror movies and gently kissed him, the boy who cooked and waited for her countless nights after she returned from work, the boy who promised to take a photo with her and plant a henna field for her. It took a long time for Jing to recover, and suddenly grabbed Xiaoyan's shoulder who was standing beside her and was still crying. She was hating, she hated so much, but she didn't have the strength to punish her.Jing just said sadly: You want Xiaozhuo, okay, I'll give him to you.But you have to take good care of him.He is the treasure of our family.I promised his father that I would love him well and never separate from him.But he said he loves you.I will leave, ask me to bless, and I will bless.But in the end you not only lied to him, but also killed him.why?Don't you feel a pang of conscience?Are you bloodless?tell me.Is he not precious enough to you?Do you know how precious he is to me.I can't see him for the past six months, and I can only fantasize about whether he is doing well.I moved and I want him to grow me henna in the spring... Xiaoyan's lips were purple, her eyes were closed tightly, and her body was shaken by Jing.She shook her head in grief, sorry, sorry.But I really love him, I have always been reluctant to leave him, I tried every means to escape and come back to find him... Why don't you cherish him well.Why don't you cherish him well.Why don't you cherish him well.Jing was expressionless, and ignored Xiaoyan's words, but kept repeating these words. Xiaoyan grabbed Jing's arm and begged her: Can you forgive me, can you not abandon me like this, listen to my explanation... Xiaoyan fell on the snow and still refused to give up. She hugged Jing's leg and continued to beg her.Jing shook her hands away fiercely, Xiaoyan slid back on the snow for a while, and crawled towards Jing's direction without giving up.Jing said to Xiaoyan coldly: Never never never let me see you again. After Jing said that, he walked away.