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Narcissus has gone by carp 张悦然 2140Words 2018-03-13
In December, Jing finally finished her "first" book, "A Beautiful Day and a Beautiful Scene".The male protagonist in it is Liang Chen, and the female protagonist is Hao Jing.In fact, "Jing" and "Chen" are taken from her and Shen He's names respectively.Shen He is very smart, and immediately understood Jing's intentions for naming.However, there are poems that say "a good day and a good scene are just fiction" and "a good time and a good time are nothing but a day", when Jing read it, she felt a sense of melancholy, thinking that this was a hint to her in the dark.

Shen He also devoted a lot of effort to "A Good Day".He always pointed out some shortcomings very sharply. Although Jing was not convinced on his lips, he agreed in his heart-Shen He knew her best.They didn't breathe a sigh of relief until the manuscript was sent to the printing house.They had a carnival that day and went to No. 3 Taoli Street at night.Jing and Shen He stood outside the iron gate.The house has been around for many years and is a little run down now.Jing saw the lights on on the second floor, which used to be Lu Yihan and Man's room.Jing said to Shen He, do you believe it or not, a person's soul will be planted in one place, going around and inseparable.Jing said again, sooner or later, I will get this house back.Jing suddenly remembered the gap in the wall on the back of the house, where Yuya's future was ruined.She felt a pain in her heart, picked up a big stone from the ground, and threw it hard towards the white building, the glass shattered on the ground.Jing took Shen He's hand and said, run.They ran desperately like fugitives, and Jing noticed that there were already many financial buildings standing on Taoli Street, and her middle school was sandwiched in the middle like a frustrated dwarf.

Jing felt that this kind of running was very familiar, the same as it was a few years ago.She seemed to be running all the time, but the surrounding scenery changed, and the hand she was holding was no longer the same person. The book received a good response, although Shen He expected it, but the strong response was beyond everyone's expectations. "Good Days and Good Scenes" tells the story of two childhood sweethearts, a boy and a girl who grew up together. They both experienced some unusual experiences in their childhood, which caused huge trauma to their hearts.And this trauma has always been there, and when they grow up, they will come out to make trouble from time to time.The two of them healed each other from childhood to adulthood. "Maybe this is not the most wonderful love, but for some people who have been traumatized in childhood, it is a love with miraculous effects." Shen He knows that this book actually hides a dream of Jing: she once thought that she would marry Xiao Zhuo. Exchanging healing love and growing up together intimately.Jing wrote the two children's character changes due to childhood trauma in a delicate and touching way. Every little touch and sentimentality of the soul is so touching. Those who have not experienced such experiences may never be able to write so vividly.Shen He felt that if Cong Wei was like an arrogant and narcissistic narcissus, then Jing was like an oleander, which can bloom in the wild even if no one cares about it.

Readers and critics praised her, and Jing became the most eye-catching literary newcomer overnight.Newspapers and magazines across the country are competing to introduce Jing, and many publishing houses have come to her door, hoping to cooperate with her to publish the next book.Jing has become very busy, she needs to accept interviews, attend symposiums, sign sales everywhere... Jing can finally take this gift to see Yuya, she knows Yumi must be very happy. Yuya was really happy, she rubbed the cover with her hands over and over again.Jing was so happy at that time that she ignored Yuya's feelings.She was eager to tell Yumi the great sense of accomplishment in her heart at this moment, especially the honors she had won. She took out the newspapers and magazines that introduced herself, and told her how grand events she had participated in... She was too eager Share, but forget to tell Yumi what her life was like before and how many things happened.They haven't seen each other for too long, and Yumi won't know Jing's despair when her first novel was plagiarized, and she won't know Jing's discouragement when she left Xiaozhuo, she knows nothing about Jing during this period.She only said that Jing was too busy to see her.But after so many days of no contact, Yuya was so worried about Jing.Jing completely ignored a girl who has no personal freedom and regards her as a spiritual pillar, how much she hopes to get some news about her.Today's Jing has become so tall, as if at the top of the most dazzling tower, and there is no way to climb and approach, Yumi can only look up at Jing, she knows nothing about such a glamorous Jing, the only thing she can be sure of Yes, Jing no longer needs her now.That was the last time Jing saw Yuya in prison.Yumi sat across from Jing, still with short ear-length hair, still so thin, wearing a blue gown over the original khaki sweater.The sweater is very old, the threads can no longer be distinguished, it looks like a hard flax.Jing felt very uncomfortable, and said to her: I will come to see you next time and buy you a new sweater.Yumi shook her head, said with a smile: No need, it is worn inside anyway.If you really want to buy, buy me some wool.I'm too free here, and I can pass the time by knitting myself.

Jing said yes.Jing said excitedly to Yumi again: The house I live in now is very good, on the eleventh floor, and I can see the scenery far away.When you get out of prison, I will pick you up to live there.And, sooner or later, I will get No. 3 Taoli Street back.And... I will be able to meet Cong Wei soon, and now I can finally meet a female writer as a female writer. Yumi nodded with a smile and said, finally the clouds opened and the moon was bright. Jing said happily, yes, Yuya, I must let you live in a big house and live the most comfortable and comfortable life without any worries.Yuya said, that's great.

When leaving, Yumi suddenly called Jing: Jing. At this point they are separated by a table and can touch each other.They both stood up.Yuya stretched out her hand and brushed Jing's hair lightly: "Your life can slow down now, and you don't have to rush like a war anymore."You see, the hair is messed up. Jing's heart tightened severely the moment Yuya touched her hair.She remembered that Yumi used to comb her hair, standing behind her, gently sliding the comb teeth through her hair, like the gentlest breeze.Jing suddenly felt that this feeling had been forgotten for a long time, and it seemed so strange.

They sat there like this, and the once inextricably linked between them was broken.Since then, they have become farther and farther away, and finally belong to two worlds. Jing said to Shen He: Now you should take me to see Cong Wei. Shen He said: Good.But you have to know that I took you to see her not because of anything else, but because you and her seem to be inextricably linked.You may be walking along the path she has walked in the past, she may give you some insight, and maybe a lot of things have been let go. Jing asked suspiciously: Let go of what? Shen He said patiently: Let go of the past.Don't you think, you've been refusing to let go of the past?You are too tired to be happy.

Jing said: It will also hurt the people around you, right?For example you. Shen He said: I already knew when I decided to help you and encourage you to write the next book.But I'm not afraid of this, I just love you.
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