Chapter 26 twenty four.sick bed and untouchable body

After Duan Xiaomu came back from the detention center, he suddenly felt very alienated from the plumber.She seemed to be taken back by Xiaojiezi to the past, which had nothing to do with the plumber, who was a complete stranger.But Duan Xiaomu can't ignore this period of time, nor can he ignore the existence of a kind plumber.He gave her strands of warmth, and he replaced her lame leg so that she could stand more firmly.With the comfort and support of the plumber, Duan Xiaomu started the business of processing skirts again, but now she is much more relaxed. The plumber alone does all the work of delivering and picking up the goods, and she only needs to sit on the bed and concentrate on embroidery.The plumber had this in mind, he wanted to work with her to collect the money for the operation as quickly as possible, and then send her for the operation.He could often see her in pain, talking to herself silently, as if she was speaking to a strange person who might not exist at all.He felt that her illness was getting worse and worse. When he accompanied her to the hospital to prescribe medicine last time, the doctor asked her to increase the dosage of the medicine again.

One night in May, Duan Xiaomu was sitting on the bed embroidering skirts when she suddenly lost consciousness. ——Actually, she still had some feeling in her heart. She felt that the distance between Du Wanwan and her suddenly got closer, getting closer bit by bit. That beautiful girl appeared clearly in her eyes. She thought it was very I smiled happily, but was stiffly bound together by the pain, gradually unable to speak or see.When the plumber raised his head again, his beloved was bent over like a fish out of water, and his skin was getting drier.He saw that the needle in her hand had pricked her finger, and the blood was draining unconsciously.

Duan Xiaomu was admitted to the hospital.It was still the same hospital, the hospital where she broke her leg when she was 6 years old, and it was here that Duan Xiaomu started her life as a cripple.Now that she's back here again, she's reminded of those past events.She actually had the hallucination of sleeping in the morning in a small bed in the kindergarten. She fell asleep lightly, with Du Wanwan's breath like a breeze blowing by her ears.She knew that she was sleeping on a bed not far away, so she got up, jumped off her little bed, ran to Du Wanwan's little bed, grabbed her little hand, and kissed her little face.Du Wanwan was woken up by her. She opened her beautiful eyes with long eyelashes and looked at Duan Xiaomu.Duan Xiaomu signaled her to go with her, so Du Wanwan jumped down.They hooked their little fingers with their little fingers, and ran out with their hair loose.

"Sister, where are we going?" Du Wanwan blinked, turned her head to ask Duan Xiaomu who was running.She called Xiao Mu her sister.Duan Xiaomu said firmly and happily: "Let's go to Cherry Grove." Duan Xiaomu marveled at how clear and profound her hallucinations were, and she even remembered the conversation between them so clearly.After that, she repeated over and over again that she and Duan Xiaomu escaped in a white cloudy sky. They held hands and went forward to capture a happy life like a stretched net. How many days have passed now?The plumber has been guarding Duan Xiaomu's sick bed.He brought Duan Xiaomu delicious food every day, and of course the evening paper.He actually silently thanked Duan Xiaomu for his illness.Because it brought him close to her again.In the past, he always dared not take a good look at Duan Xiaomu, he was afraid that his eyes would disturb the peaceful Duan Xiaomu, and he was afraid that Duan Xiaomu would feel the slightest discomfort, so he always quickly moved his eyes away from her body, Look out the window at a dull tree or a wilting flower.But now, he can look at her well, when she falls asleep.No matter how he looked at it, he didn't get tired of it. She was always covered with a reddish blurred light.She seemed to be held and pampered by something forever.The plumber thinks that this thing is the vast love from Tianyu, she has always been taken care of by God, so she always looks very, very noble, perfect and amiable like a plump fruit that never falls to the ground.He envied her, he felt that she had magical powers and attracted him tightly, but he couldn't, he was very small to her, buried under the ground.However, when she fell asleep, he felt himself slowly crawling out of the ground, slowly rising until he could look down at her face.He felt a sense of satisfaction that he had never felt before, just like this, just looking at her like this.

But the plumber wasn't content to look at her like that in the end.He hadn't really let the Holy Spirit live in his heart yet, and his natural desires jumped out at him, and he's been ashamed of it ever since. Duan Xiaomu didn't groan with heartache that day, nor fell into sleep prematurely.She kept her eyes open and ate a little more than usual.Her face showed the warm red color of spring flowers, and she kept talking to the plumber who was standing beside her.She said a lot, related to her recent dream.This was the first time that she told the plumber completely about what happened between her and Du Wanwan in the past.But she omitted the swing incident—she knew that the plumber was a very impulsive person, and it was very likely that he would rush to settle accounts with Du Wanwan after he found out.So Duan Xiaomu just said that Du Wanwan's family has moved to Luocheng, and from now on she can only feel Du Wanwan's every move in her heart.The plumber was very excited when he heard it, because this was the most wonderful fairy tale he had ever heard, that there was such a pair of sisters who had no blood relationship but were involved with each other.He suddenly remembered some of the words Duan Xiaomu said in his dreams, how emotional they were, and they were meant for her distant little sister.There was something bright in the plumber's eyes, and he held her hand tightly with his hand - he couldn't tell whether it was an involuntary movement or a premeditated action, because this was indeed the first time he grabbed Duan Xiaomu. hands.He said:

"Xiao Mu, when you recover from illness, I'll take you to Luocheng to find your little sister, okay?" What kind of sentence is this?The joy it brings to Duan Xiaomu can be exchanged for everything Duan Xiaomu has.Duan Xiaomu has always been longing for such a sentence, but she hoped that Ji Yan could say this to her in the past. She was looking forward to the day when Ji Yan would tell her that he would take her to Luocheng to meet Du Wanwan.But she knew that would bring Ji Yan a lot of trouble. Ji Yan usually lives in the school, and he still has to attend classes and exams, so he has no time to take care of Duan Xiaomu, who has a disabled leg.So she could only hope that Ji Yan would bring Du Wanwan back to meet her.But she waited for a long time, but Du Wanwan still didn't come to her.She understood that Du Wanwan refused to come to see her.So I had to continue to wait.The attack of the disease always made her think about how Du Wanwan is doing in the distance. The torment of the disease made her secretly think of the words "time is running out". She felt that she could no longer wait patiently, she must see She, she must embrace her, she is willing to spend the rest of her life to reconcile with her and love her.

Duan Xiaomu grabbed the plumber's hand, and her lips formed an intoxicating smile like petals.It was early summer, and she was already feeling hot after wearing her disconnected pajamas and pajamas, so she slowly pushed away the thin blanket on her body to let in some air. The plumber noticed that Duan Xiaomu's waist was exposed, shining cold white like a crescent-shaped jade.He wanted to help her cover the quilt a little bit, but he saw that beautiful piece of skin.The satin white light made him somewhat uneasy, and he forgot what to do in a daze. Plumbers actually have no evil intentions.He is not a mature and intense man.He is still at the stage of touching fairy tales, and Duan Xiaomu is the princess he dare not offend.So that was actually nothing but a tender gesture - he gently placed his right hand on Duan Xiaomu's exposed skin.In fact, this is already a limitless move for him, he can't do more, because he hasn't wooed Duan Xiaomu yet.He is a well-behaved man, and he only put his hands on her because of a momentary love and impulse.

It was an action that paused for a while.During that time, the plumber lowered his head restlessly, not daring to look at his hands, let alone Duan Xiaomu on the bed.He was thinking about what she would say, but felt Duan Xiaomu's trembling, he suddenly looked up - Duan Xiaomu's tears had already fallen.He was terrified, blaming himself in his heart for being bad, and hastily withdrew his hand: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xiao Mu, please forgive me, I don't have any bad thoughts, so don't cry." The tears couldn't be rushed back, she didn't look at him, but just cried, tightly retracting her drooping head into her arms like a swan with a broken neck.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" The plumber knew that he had caused a catastrophe. He said repeatedly, but she still couldn't get her forgiveness. She turned her back to him and remained motionless. The plumber suddenly felt ashamed.He finally couldn't sit still, got up and rushed out of the ward.He thought it would be best if it rained, otherwise he would have to pour some cold water on his body to wake up his feverish mind. There are four beds in the ward, but Duan Xiaomu is the only patient.Now that she was lying in an empty ward, she knew he had run away. Frankly speaking, she didn't think the plumber's actions were too much.The plumber liked her very much, she knew that.So he wanted to comfort and protect her who was hurt, so he couldn't help but put his hand on her body. In fact, she saw it when the hand was about to fall. She thought she could bear this action. It was just a kind gesture. Comfort, she said to herself, but when the hand really fell on her body, at the moment of contact, she was shocked like an electric shock, and she immediately burst into tears uncontrollably. Had to turn around and leave him far away.

She finally understood that although the plumber was so kind to her, she still couldn't stand him touching her.Her body has long been imprisoned by Xiaojiezi's right hand, and she cannot bear other people's hands touching her.She has always only longed for Xiaojiezi to come to her again, the right hand she is familiar with gently touches her, she is obsessed with his right hand, it seems that his right hand is here to rescue her, she has thought countless times, if Another time, Xiaojiezi stretched out his right hand to her, and she stretched out her hand without hesitation, and held his hand tightly. It was a helping hand, she said, no matter how many bad things it did in the past, Steal and rob, but it will hold her forever.

Back to West Gendao Street when I was 8 years old.Xiaojiezi had a grinning face.He called her: "Pin, pin!" She actually felt that this name was like the title given to his concubine by the emperor, and she must respectfully accept it and thank her.He stuck his right hand inside her wind-blown dress.That movement was domineering, that movement seemed to be his gift.That hand left invisible traces on her body, but now she knew that his hand was like a sharp plow, and the trajectory would sink deep into her skin, which had become a mark that could never be removed. She is his. At this moment, Duan Xiaomu understood that her body would no longer be able to accept anyone's touch, unless it was him, he was as majestic as an emperor in her heart.Duan Xiaomu thought, what a sad thing this is. Although she never thought of falling in love with other men, she felt more and more that her love for Xiaojiezi was deformed, and it was a path of despair lying in front of her. avenue. She woke up in the middle of the night after sleeping in the empty ward.She dreamed that Xiaojiezi's right hand was protruding from the iron lattice covered with thorns, and she was standing in front of him, motionless, as if death was at home.But no matter what, Xiaojiezi's right hand can't touch her, no matter what.So she stood in front of him for the rest of her life, her body was slowly dried, and she became a stone statue with cracks all over her body. When she woke up, she suddenly thought of the word "Chastity Archway".