Chapter 9 7.murder on the swing

I never mentioned to others why I left Licheng.I myself am trying to forget the root cause that has clotted in my brain like a blood scab. Although that incident has passed for too long, and I deliberately changed the original appearance of the incident in my constant recollection, but I have to admit that even if I didn't know what would happen in the end, it was definitely a tragedy. Premeditated swings.The swing was a little different this time, all the other kids were gone, and the aunts weren't there, the whole kindergarten was empty.That day the aunts took the children to participate in the rhythmic gymnastics competition.Duan Xiaomu was left alone because of her so-called heart disease.I was originally going to participate, and I had to stand in front to lead the exercise.Although it looks very glorious, but I don't think it is important to me at all.I know that Duan Xiaomu will stay alone in the kindergarten, I think I need to face her bravely.Originally, I was extremely afraid of the devil, but since my father took Duan Xiaomu to eat three-color ice cream, all my fears turned into anger.I have indeed become stronger, and I want to resist.So just before the aunts were about to take the children to leave, I suddenly said that I had a headache and wanted to stay in the bedroom to rest.The aunts felt very strange.No matter what they said, I said the pain was unbearable, and I cried for nothing, and I didn't want to participate in the aerobics competition anyway.They were all very angry, and it was not easy to find another child to lead the drill temporarily.But they doted on me very much on weekdays, so they had no choice but to obey me in the end.The aunts told Duan Xiaomu to take good care of me, and if my condition got worse, they would send me home.

I'm lying in the kindergarten bedroom.Hearing everyone left, the kindergarten finally quieted down.Duan Xiaomu was sitting on the bed next to me, facing me and smiling at me.This is the first time we've been this close.Her cheeks were narrow and sunken, and something in her eyes was constantly flowing, as if the already big eyes were still expanding, trying to occupy the entire face.I turned sideways, looking at that face, or her germ-like curvy, slender body, an image I'd always dreaded.However, perhaps this should not be what I am most afraid of. As a devil, she should have her original shape.Now is the time when it's just the two of us, maybe she's about to show up, three-headed, six-armed, full-bodied?I shuddered.

I sat up suddenly, jumped out of bed, went straight to the door, pushed the door and went out.She called me from behind: "Du Wanwan!" There was a loud ringing in my ears - I really hate her hoarse voice. I don't look back, don't answer her, just walk forward, to the swing.I don't really know why I walked to the front of the swing.But my intuition came up like a billowing cloud, and I felt that the swing was my refuge.She seemed to have some scruples about the swing, and she could become very quiet when I was swinging. At that time, it seemed that I was in a certain active position, while she was restrained by the swing and was passive.And I have a hunch she'll come swing with me here.

I sat on the swing, stepped back a few times, and flew up as soon as I kicked my feet.Sure enough, I saw her coming.Still standing on the left side in front of the swing, looking up at me.I think her expression is a bit perplexed, she is probably wondering why I suddenly have so much strength to swing on the swing. In order to let her understand my strength, I also sang.I can't remember now what I sang, maybe just hummed.She closed her eyes and remained motionless.Is she subject to me and my swing?Have I taken the initiative?Do I already have the ability to subdue her? It took me a long time to stop.She slowly opened her eyes and said:

"I like when you sing." "Then, sit on this swing, I will push you and sing at the same time." I said immediately.I don't know what drove me, egged me on, to say that without thinking.I am also asking myself in a daze, what am I going to do?But I immediately answered my own question: Du Wanwan, don't be afraid, you will know right away what to do. "I have a heart condition, so I can't swing." She shook her head hastily. heart disease?My heart pounded hard—I felt the angina she gave me.How ridiculous, at this moment you still want to remind me of the pain you caused me?I paused, mobilizing a lot of laughter to cover up the resentment inside.I smiled and said:

"Come on, I'll be light. Don't you want to fly like me?" I winked at her with a look of seductive sincerity.I don't know why I say this, but I have a faint feeling that "flying up" is very tempting to her.Maybe it's because angels can fly, and devils can't fly. "Hmm." She hesitated for a moment, but her heart was clearly moved.She walked over slowly, to the side of the swing.I stopped and looked at her expectantly and encouragingly.She held the iron chain of the swing with her hand and tried to shake it a few times. "Come on, come up. I'll sing you a lot of nice songs." I jumped down involuntarily, pulled her over, and put her on the swing.Her shoulders moved, she made a few weak struggles, and sat still.

"Swing slowly." Still worried, she turned around and told me.At this time, I had already circled behind her, holding the iron chain of the swing with both hands. I rocked very slowly and started singing "Let's Swing the Oars."But at this time, I already have a little understanding of what I want to do next. The hands holding the iron chain became tighter and tighter.He even stuck his fingernails into the iron chain, bit his lips with his teeth, and was ready to drive out the ghosts. I used very little force to slowly accelerate the swing.The swing gradually got higher.I sang louder and harder, and she was indeed attracted by my singing, and she didn't realize that the swing had flown so high.

Higher and higher, higher and higher. I still sang, "Treading the Snow and Looking for Plum Blossoms", and I deliberately prolonged the notes and slowed down the speed, which sounded lazy, making her unaware that the swing had already flown into the sky.However my heartbeat became very fast and the heartache started again.So I figured she'd figured it out and started using the angina on me. "Ah, it's too fast, slow down, slow down." She turned to me and said in a panic. I didn't speak, and the heartache became more intense.I think she is using her internal strength to fight me.She wanted me to be in unbearable pain and then fall down.I must go first.She is the devil, she is the devil, Duan Xiaomu is the devil who traps me!I keep telling myself that.But to be honest, at that moment, the specific plots I thought of were not how she harmed me, such as auditory hallucinations, curse-like chanting, and angina pectoris.At that time, what suddenly flashed in my mind was the big glass in the cold drink shop. She put the ruby-like cherries into her mouth, and smiled at my father very charmingly.

devil! I was finally overwhelmed by angina pectoris. I opened my mouth to breathe, and I heard her pleading voice: "Please, stop, stop, I can't do it!" She was terrified and kept shaking, but at this time she didn't hold the iron chain of the swing tightly with both hands, on the contrary, her two hands One hand has loosened the iron chain, but it is tightly protecting the chest. My heart was so painful that I couldn't breathe, but I could ignore it, and I got unprecedented pleasure in the intense exorcism.It even wards off the most dreaded angina. Now I know better what I want to do.The swing was getting higher and higher, and at the moment when the swing was rushing forward from me, I pushed her with all my strength, and she resisted instinctively, and it was delayed for just a few seconds, just before the swing flew to the highest point. At the moment of the place, she fell, or rather, flew forward.After her light body drew an arc in the air, she fell down.

I thought I should be satisfied and smiled sweetly, but at this moment my heart suddenly fell like a free fall without any support.At that moment I thought I was going to die, I finally saw the power of a devil, I felt that she used her last power to completely control my heart, my heart was going to fall to the center of the earth. I couldn't see Duan Xiaomu fall to the ground, because I had already fallen heavily and lost consciousness. It didn't take me long to regain consciousness.I was lying next to the swing, my head hit the swing, and my forehead was bleeding.Out of the corner of my eye, I felt someone beside me—Ji Yan.sky!How could this be, Ji Yan should have witnessed all of this.I think he should have returned in the middle of participating in the rhythmic gymnastics, because he was thinking about my little friend who suddenly had a headache, so he kindly decided to come back to see me.I don't know what kind of excuse he found to leave the team and run back to the kindergarten. None of this is important. The important thing is that he saw something he shouldn't have seen.He saw Du Wanwan, who had always been gentle and pleasant, become vicious. She was killing people, full of premeditated murders.I saw Ji Yan looking at me with a terrified expression, standing in front of me trembling.I suddenly hated him very much, why did he appear at this time?His presence evidently destroyed my friendship with him in an instant.I found him very flustered, as if he had been the one to do it.His face was covered with sweat, and he looked at me with pained eyes.I think he was frightened, he was not as brave as Ji Yan who once comforted me and told me to exorcise ghosts for me, I suddenly felt sad and despised for his cowardice.

He slowly moved his gaze to Duan Xiaomu lying in front of the swing.She was lying far in front of the swing, motionless.I stood up staggeringly, my right leg was in severe pain.I moved little by little, and my whole body didn't seem to be my own anymore, it seemed to be completely falling apart.I came in front of Duan Xiaomu.She curled up and closed her eyes tightly.Blood had flowed profusely all over the floor, and she looked like a shriveled shrimp.Is she a devil?The mighty, the evil, the devil who harmed me?Suddenly I feel very lost. She is dead.My nerves suddenly tightened and I couldn't think anymore.dead?I hurried back a few steps, bypassing her, and limped towards the gate of the kindergarten. "Why did you want to kill her?" Ji Yan behind me suddenly shouted to stop me.His voice was not firm at all, empty and powerless.I turned around and saw that he was kneeling beside Duan Xiaomu, covering Duan Xiaomu's bloody forehead with his own plaid handkerchief.I smiled contemptuously, well, the whole world favors her, my father and Ji Yan both care about her so much.I don't regret what I did even more.I continued to walk, bouncing, to the gate.When I got to the gate, I turned around again, and I saw Ji Yan crying in fear looking at the blood. He slowly helped Duan Xiaomu up and dragged her to the kindergarten bedroom.My heart hurts and I don't know what will happen next.I just followed my intuition, followed my subconscious, and ran home very quickly.I hid myself under the quilt, and layers of sweat kept coming out.Suddenly, I lifted the quilt and looked at myself, because I suspected that it was not sweat, it seemed to be blood!They were hot, pouring out from my forehead, my right leg, I thought I was going to die, I was hurting all over my body.This is the power of the devil, and she also inflicted the torment of life and death on me. I got sick and was taken to the hospital.I had a fever for a long time, and I was sweating constantly, but I felt as if the blood was about to drain.I always hear Ji Yan scolding me in a vague dream, he said: "Why did you want to kill her?" "She's a ghost, she's a ghost! She broke my ears and my heart! She's going to take my father away!" I shouted in my dream. It took about a week for me to get better, which was a weird thing because the doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with me, and I looked fine all over.Duan Xiaomu did not die, she was in a coma for a long time in the hospital.I told the aunts in the kindergarten that I left the kindergarten early that day and went home to rest, so I didn't know what happened to Duan Xiaomu.The aunts all believed in my words, so they concluded that Duan Xiaomu was playing on the swing and fell down and injured herself.I don't know why Ji Yan didn't tell the aunts what he saw.I haven't seen Ji Yan again, I don't know what expression to use to face him.Do I need to thank him?Appreciate his protection?Or should I express extreme shame and remorse?But I didn't have time to think about it, and I was terrified, because I knew this matter couldn't be hidden for long, if Duan Xiaomu woke up, it would be over if he told everything.All people will no longer like me, and I will be expelled from the ranks of sheep forever like a wolf that has been stripped of its sheep's clothing.Right now, I have to escape from Li City as soon as possible, before they can find me again. Fortunately, the summer vacation has come at that time, and we all graduated from kindergarten this year.I resolutely refused to stay in Licheng to study in elementary school, crying and clamoring to leave here.I cited all kinds of reasons why Licheng is not good enough. I said that when I went to my cousin's house in Luocheng, I saw how big the toy store in Luocheng was, and how good the children's playground in Luocheng was.I don't want to, I don't want to stay in this shabby little city again.My parents were very helpless, but they doted on me too much. It just so happened that my father had the opportunity to work in Luocheng, so our family moved to Luocheng as a whole.From then on, I left Licheng and left without saying goodbye to all the children. Duan Xiaomu is definitely not dead, and has woken up. I can feel this because her voice is still there.I was always worried that one day she would come to me suddenly, appear in front of me, face to face with me, and demand my life.I admit in my heart that what I did was indeed a murder, and Duan Xiaomu should have died.She can live on because she is a devil, but she will definitely write this down, I killed her once. In what way will a devil take revenge?I spent the next ten years thinking and waiting.