Chapter 12 disappear (2)

Sender: FlyinDance (Qingwufeiyang) Title: 1997/10/25 Date: Sat Oct 2523:38:281997 I started to learn to "shoot the birds randomly"... He is really elusive...sometimes two or three days off the station...sometimes several times a day... I am a clumsy hunter with marksmanship... I can only fire a few more shots to increase the chance of hitting... But I just can't hit this stupid bird... Liu Bei only paid three visits to Kong Ming... And I have already taken care that even the thatched cottage will be embarrassed... He is a stupid frog...why learn from Kong Ming if he has nothing to do? ...

Alas... perhaps my name is Day... and his is Night! ... Huang Xiaohu just sang "Not Just Friends" on the radio... Maybe me too...I want "more than mail"... My frog prince... can your life and rest be normal? ... Today is the day of Taiwan's recovery... But my heart...began to sink... ※ Sender: FlyinDance (Qingwufeiyang) Title: 1997/11/08 Date: Sat Nov 823:36:421997 Today is the day he came back from Hong Kong... In his last email, he only told me that he was going to Hong Kong...but he didn't say how many days... I didn't expect to go for five days...

And when I saw the mail...he was already on the Thai Airways flight to Hong Kong... I'm actually very angry... because I don't know when he will come back? ... When I went online yesterday... I saw that his number of visits still didn't increase... Damn ruffian... stinky frog... are you going to come back? ... :( So when I got his email just now... I couldn't help crying... He said he went to many places... including Victoria Peak and Victoria Harbour... He also said that the stars on Mount Taiping must not be as bright as my eyes... And the lights of Victoria Harbor must not be as bright as my smile...

snort! ...going out to play for so many days... just want to dismiss me with these two sweet words? ... And he hasn't seen me... how would he know? ... Maybe my appearance is scarier than the monkeys on Mount Taiping... And my laughter is harsher than the whistle of a steamship in Victoria Harbor! ...:~ But... for the sake of his random guessing, he guessed it right... I can't bear to be harsh...*^_^* He said that today is the day when the Three Gorges of the Yangtze River will be closed and closed... This is an unprecedented event in their water conservancy engineering field...

I don't care what interception or closure is... :( What I care about is... When will he "merge" with me? ... No longer like two parallel rivers... never converging... ※ Sender: FlyinDance (Qingwufeiyang) Title: 1997/11/13 Date: Thu Nov 1323:33:561997 Luckily today is Thursday... Only one day away from Black Friday... so close... :) His morning mail said today is a very special day Why special?he didn't say Is it his birthday?may be! Born on such a day is really nothing to be proud of so no wonder he dare not say it :P He also said he appreciates my plan to celebrate this special day

So he changed a few words: "I roared loudly, in the silence of the classroom. You cast a strange look in your eyes. Whether it is sympathy or displeasure. Didn't make my voice quieter. Because it's not your gaze that kills me. It's the flow that I was treated as. " Holding my hand on the corner of the table, I laughed and burst into tears. I don't know if this counts as "crying with joy"? snort!How dare you mess with my plan :( This revenge is not a lady, I will change his plan next time And sure enough to make him shed more tears :P Why on earth did he feel that today was special?

For him, what kind of day is special? In fact, for me, every day when I receive his mail is very special ※ Sender: FlyinDance (Qingwufeiyang) Title: 1997/11/23 Date: Sun Nov 2323:58:061997 Early this morning, Xiaowen drove me to Kenting in her red Ximei :) I'm wearing a whole brown suit...and my Cappuccino on my back Xiaowen scolded me for being crazy...then someone dressed like this? ...she laughed at me for being poisoned by coffee But I just like it :P Kenting Park is really beautiful...it's a pity that some people are artificial Not as natural as Sheding Park I left my shadow on the prairie in Sheding Park

Xiaowen said that looking through the lens of the camera... it's like seeing a cup of coffee Hehe...that's what I want to feel... :) Two boys came over to strike up a conversation and they said: Today's weather is very good, called sunny...the two ladies are beautiful, called beauty...the temperament is also very moving, called pretty...if I can swim with you, I will be very happy, called happy Xiaowen replied, "When the weather suddenly gets worse, it's called rainy...the two gentlemen don't look very good, and they're called ugly...when I see you, I start to get upset and call them angry...if I don't leave soon, I will get mad and call crazy."

Hehe...how could I have a friend like Xiaowen? :) What's even more rare... I can still get out of the muck without being stained...maintaining my gentle nature :P I am really happy today, the weather is good, the scenery is good, and it is even better when Xiaowen is by my side :) Although I am tired after returning to Tainan... I still go online to write down my mood today I also received the 20th email from him... It's a great day... from beginning to end :) Hope he's fine too...if he's not...I'll give him some :~ ※ Sender: FlyinDance (Qingwufeiyang) Title: 1997/12/03

Date: Wed Dec 323:19:461997 Mom called again last night to persuade me to take a leave of absence from school. How is it possible! ...This is the last year of my college days... Wouldn't it be a pity to give up like this? What's more, the doctor also said that I am in remission now...as long as I don't get overtired and avoid too much sun exposure ...Although I know that my mother is very worried about me...but I don't like her always treating me like a wayward child :( So annoying!Can't sleep...it's a quarter past three:( Xiaowen must be sleeping soundly... so I have to go online and hang around!

Huh? ... let me see the stupid bird jht Hehe...aiming at him...I pulled the trigger...he won't be able to escape this time! :P He said he was also in a bad mood... just came to me to have a positive negative Yeah?Maybe it will make me worse! :~ But he really knows how to break...and it makes my bad mood go away: D And he knows that I have long hair and don't wear skirts often... that's kind of weird Somehow it was a pleasure chatting with him :) As soon as the boredom goes away... sleepiness follows But how could I just let him go like this? :P So I asked him to talk at 10 in the morning He told me this morning what he thinks about romance He was talking on the other end of the pc... and I was laughing on the other end of the pc :) have a good time!I can't help but imagine the feeling of stepping on shit while reciting a Yeats poem :D He is really different from others... the views are always so bright and interesting It's a pity that Xiaowen reminded me that it's time for lunch...otherwise I want to listen to him again :( Hmm... Decided to wait for him tonight... I love calling him a jerk online :) In order not to fall asleep... I'm going to make a cup of strong Mamba coffee... Will he be online tomorrow morning? And when I first saw him online My fingers on the keyboard seem to be trembling... Is it excitement? ...Still nervous? Late night on December 3rd, 1997...it was cold...missing someone So not cold... :) ※ Sender: FlyinDance (Qingwufeiyang) Title: 1997/12/03 Date: Wed Dec 323:19:461997 I went online at two o'clock in the middle of the night...wait...wait... "The Lady in Red" on the radio The male singer's extremely negative voice...in this silent night...is more attractive... When he sang the line "took my breath away"... the ruffian is online... God!Is it about the singing?I'm really suffocating I asked him how was the encounter on the Internet? Because I want to know how he sees our relationship He said that the advent of the Internet created three kinds of people Then eloquently explain the characteristics and differences of these three kinds of people I quietly looked at the text he sent... imagining his frothy appearance Hmm...I suddenly want to see him so much :) He said that we are all the second kind of people... not reconciled to the personality of sour lemons And want to be a sweet peach Maybe it is! ...Because I am really envious of Xiaowen's Aries character who dares to fight for love I fiddled with my hair... as he said I might be "numbered" I lost a few hairs... I touched those fallen hairs...fingers felt like they were electrocuted No...the doctor said I have only a chronic disease...not a terminal disease I can still live like a normal person But... can I really do it? To sway my youth to my heart's content, to dance my youth... Is it really a hope that I can't achieve? Should I follow my mother's advice to suspend school and return to Taipei? But after returning to Taipei...can I still see him? No... I don't want... I want to see him! So I imitated the commercials on TV and sent him a sentence: "Isabel, let's meet!" Until he sent a sentence: "OK" I looked out the window... the sky was slightly bright... The night will pass...but the shadows in my heart...when will it go away? ※ Sender: FlyinDance (Qingwufeiyang) Title: 1997/12/13 Date: Sat Dec 1323:41:131997 Since the last time I met a ruffian online... I'm used to going online at a quarter past three in the middle of the night This is the tacit understanding between us! Xiaowen often asks me who is he? ...I just smiled and said he was a ruffian It's not because jht, an ID without a vowel, would be embarrassing... It's just that he's my deepest secret... I want to selfishly hog it :P What are we talking about?Anyway, he is very good at breaking up... so I don't have to worry about having nothing to say :) I often relay his words to Xiaowen... Xiaowen said that he will soon get the Nobel Prize :) But why doesn't he ask my name? ... Isn't he even curious? Xiaowen said that I may have met a master of the rivers and lakes That's not it... ruffian is not this kind of person:~ Although it has been agreed to meet... But he didn't mention the details... I just didn't mention it in a fit of anger :( I am a girl!You have to learn to be reserved! :~ And he's like a mirror to me... I often see my personality in him...especially the trait of being strong So unknowingly... I always like to compete with him everywhere :P So no one is willing to ask each other's name first... No one is willing to mention the details of the meeting first Just saw a novel online called "Perfume" I am indeed a romantic Pisces woman I really want to learn how the heroine in the story walks through the Dolce Vita perfume rain If he was there then...it would be sweet :) ※ Sender: FlyinDance (Qingwufeiyang) Title: 1997/12/30 Date: Wed Nov 3102:16:381997 Before recording today's mood...take a breath...try to relax I originally reminded myself to go home before 11 o'clock... so that I can finish today's experience report in time :) As a result, Cinderella still can't get home before 12 midnight :P When I ran into him online early this morning...he said he had a cold...that made me worry It turned out that he was playing ruffian again!Really :( But he actually started to hint that I should discuss the details of the meeting. I am so happy:) Nearly a month long fight...I finally won...God sees :) Made me wait a month for a small punishment I lied to him that I'm not cute :P I wanted to keep teasing him...until he said: "We are both ugly people in the world, why should we be so silly when we meet?" I just promised to meet him :) We meet at the McDonald's on Daxue Road... the time is 7:30 p.m. What a stingy ruffian... he is reluctant to treat me to a meal :( Xiaowen said that I should be late for half an hour... It is a silent protest against the dictatorship of men for thousands of years I don't want it... I've wasted a month waiting I don't want to wait another minute :) I'm wearing the brown-colored pants I wore when I went to Kenting...and the Cappuccino backpack I want to meet him with the joyful mood of that day :) Parked my bike in front of the NET store...then I walked slowly to McDonald's I recognized him in blue at a glance...not only is he blue all over...even the way he is in a daze is blue Like a familiar friend... I tapped him on the shoulder Because I want to see him looking around... looking for broken glasses :) But his glasses didn't break...I think he must be petrified :P In McDonald's... I watched him carefully He looks very gentle...but he has an evil smile Sure enough, he has the capital to be called a ruffian :) He always gestures when he speaks...as if speaking with his hands instead of his mouth Huh?Isn't chatting on the Internet also relying on hands? So for a while... I forgot if I was on the internet or in real life? We chatted from Pangu to how to cure autism in dogs I chatted with him naturally...it felt like I was talking to myself 'Cause when I talk...he always listens and cares I also like the atmosphere when we meet and chat tonight...it's like sitting on the beach and blowing the cool sea breeze Then tell the story of the distant fishing boat... very plain and very relaxed But I just want to test him... so I broke out a set of "coffee philosophy" When I finished breaking... I saw his blue dazed expression again :) Unexpectedly, he could also break out a set of "fluid mechanics" Am I in a daze like brown? I'm starting to think he's not a ghost He doesn't just live in the fantasy world of the Internet In real life... he is still masculine and strong, gentle but deep, sensitive and changeable I also feel like my fortifications... are like castles built on sand Can't stand the impact of the waves In front of him... I am no longer strong... because I have completely surrendered So I said yes to his invitation tomorrow Hmm... there's still an hour until a quarter past three... let's make another cup of coffee mamba! I know he'll be online then too...I don't want to let him down...much less me :P Xiaowen said it was called conditioned response...she said I was hopeless:~ Let's restrict!I'm willing anyway :)