Chapter 13 Part V.2

I panicked, and my face turned redder than hers.I ate all the red pepper in the noodles and said, "It's too spicy. Oh, you're here, it's normal, and you're old enough." C said, "Am I a late comer?" I said, "It's normal, it depends on the person." C said: "You know everything." I said, "Oh, it's nothing." C said, "However, I found out that there is something wrong with mine." I said: "You tell me." C said: "You know what, the color I came in is red." I was dumbfounded at the time.I said, "According to my experience—no, no, according to my understanding, this period should be red. Yours is normal."

C said: "Nonsense, it's blue." I immediately doubted myself.I thought, what happened to this woman really can't be taken for granted by the brain, and you can't talk nonsense if you haven't experienced it.But I still asked unwillingly: "Why?" C said: "Look at the advertisement, the sanitary napkins are all blue." While C was speaking, a 30-story building collapsed in the huge floor-to-ceiling glass behind her. I still miss the simplicity and beauty of C at that time.Although sometimes it is ignorance. Communication with C develops quickly. C has an extremely adoring mentality towards me.As for how this mentality came about, I don't know.I think it is not easy for a person like me who makes one out of ten three-pointers to be admired by a cute girl.So in front of this girl, I try to show myself as knowledgeable as possible.I'm still not sure if I really like her, but I always seem to be wrongly sure that she likes me, hopelessly.

C gave me a song during our second relationship, and she engraved the song on a disk with ulterior motives.When I went back and listened to it, the lyrics were like this—— every poem thinking about you Written in front of the glass window after the rain every sentimental song Sing unintentional promises for you hold your hand every time always afraid to look into your eyes turn my dizzy head away It's a face that can't be unrestrained give me a warm trap and a burning love let my cold heart There is a dream like home lock this locked door You and I drift away affectionately

open your lonely window Don't turn away from your figure into your deepest dreams who is sleeping soundlessly light up your undying lamp It's a face that can't help being shy give me a warm truth and a burning love let my wandering mind I feel like I found home I listened to it for a long time and copied down the lyrics.After investigation, no one knew who sang it.Five years later, I finally knew that it belonged to Luo Dayou.I am very curious, what does it mean for such a small C to give me such an old song. I guessed in every possible way and pondered over and over again.I feel that the meaning of this lyrics is so rich, the line "It is a face that cannot but be chic" must be sung for me, and the line "It is a face that cannot but be shy" is sung for her.A buddy of mine said after hearing this that the last four sentences seemed to imply that her family was incomplete and she urgently needed to marry me.This scares me very much.

I told her face to face: "We have no results." C said: "No." I said, "Do you want anything, you have to listen to me." After being intimidated by that buddy, I began to deliberately avoid C. And I think, as an idol, I can't appear once at lunch and again at dinner, otherwise I will lose the brilliance of my idol.I think the relationship between us is that she doesn't He likes me and adores me desperately, but I am still noncommittal.Therefore, I must always pay attention to my image. Since I had that thought, I see C about once a month. C is reluctant to part with me every time, and calls me twice a day almost.In addition, I still receive letters from C every week, and my e-mail box is always filled with C's quasi-spam.When C makes any important decision, for example, whether it is better to issue cards from A or B, she will always ask me to make a decision.

C always comes to me automatically.And I am very disgusted with this, although most boys are very envious of me having such a young girlfriend. I remember that apart from the date when a building collapsed behind C, we rarely went out on dates. Usually, C came to see me from a thousand miles away.We had an awkward moment at that time, but it's really hard to talk about it. That day C came to me in a hurry and said that there was an important matter. I said: "You tell me." C said: "I know one thing now, it turns out that the response of dinosaurs is very slow." I said: "Of course, because dinosaurs are so big, it will naturally take a while for the nerve endings to get the signal and transmit it to the brain."

C said, "Yes, yes. But I read in the newspaper that if a dinosaur's tail is broken, it will take a week to respond." I said, "Who said that?" C said: "Some archaeologists have come to a conclusion after research." I said, "Don't believe them, they're talking nonsense." C said: "Why?" I said, "If I say don't believe it, don't believe it. It's definitely not true." I find myself seeming particularly fond of refuting C's ideas and findings. C said: "But I believe it." I got annoyed and said, "Why are you so stupid? You see, the dinosaur's tail was broken, and it took a week to react. When the dinosaur mated, the male dinosaur felt good. Didn't it take a week to ejaculate? If it was grazing at that time, it would have just shot on the ground. Hahaha, oh, now that you say that, I finally know that dinosaurs became extinct like this.”

C blushed and said, "Why don't you believe in scientific research?" I said, "Look, I also reasoned a bit. Why don't you use your own brain?" C said: "I think what they say is true." I said angrily: "Then since you have already made up your mind, you still come to ask me something, go back quickly." C said: "I just..." I called a car to C and said, "Go back, go back, go back quickly." At one point that day, I felt like I completely disliked C because my dignity was challenged.And what provoked me was actually a ridiculous guess made by those guys who dig mud every day.Is this science?

I suddenly felt as if I were a god, but threatened by science.I thought, although for some unknown reason, I don't like her, but I must keep this believer. After half a month of stalemate, I called C and said, "I invite you to dinner and ask you to come out to see the sea." C came out alive and kicking. We took the bus for an hour. C holds my hand, but I don't feel anything.I looked at C carefully, and she was the most beautiful of all the girls with whom I was intimate.If such a girl were in my school where beasts roam everywhere, the consequences would be unimaginable.If she only had one boyfriend, the result would definitely be rape.

When C slept on my shoulder, I even felt that my shoulder was very sore, and I wished she could lean against the glass window. However, if someone tries to take my C away, I will defend it with my life.However, I firmly believe that although many people may have this idea, in C's eyes, they are all as small as the rapeseed flowers flying outside the window. An hour later, we came to the beach. C asked: "Is this the sea?" I said, "Yes. Don't look at it as yellow, but it's also the sea." C said: "Then why is it yellow?" I stood at the mouth of the Yangtze River and said, "Because this is the Yellow Sea."

C said: "Ah, we have arrived at the Yellow Sea." There is a huge tidal flat by the sea. About 500 meters away from the seawall, there is a residential building with a height of more than 30 floors. It is said that it is a resort for jumping off buildings.Later, because too many people jumped from the highest terrace, the government forcibly closed the stairs to the terrace.As a result, the aisle window on the twenty-ninth floor became the most popular place, and in just one year, eleven people jumped from it. I often wonder how it feels to live in those two families on the twenty-ninth floor.But they still didn't seal the aisle windows at their own expense, which is really puzzling.God knows what kind of people live in it, or it may not be human. Later I learned that the people living on the twenty-ninth floor had already jumped down one by one.This really makes people feel gloomy. And the strange thing is that I never seem to have a sunny day on this beach that I frequent.Every time, the sky is always as gloomy as the mood, but it just doesn't rain. C and I held hands, facing the building. I said, "C, I often have a dream." C asked: "What?" I said: "The dream is like this. One evening, when it was raining heavily, I took a telescope and climbed up a hill. Suddenly I saw a harbor, so I picked up the telescope and found that all the moored in the sea were Big ship on fire. When I put down the binoculars, I was already in the aisle window of the same tall building as before, and then my binoculars fell. I jumped down with the binoculars. Then I was on the ground, I was still searching for the wreckage of the telescope. At this time, an old man came over and said, "What else are you looking for for the parts of the telescope? Look at yourself, you have already fallen worse than this telescope.You see, it's all broken, so come with me. '" C looked at me with wide eyes in fright. I said: "When I had this dream, I hadn't been here yet. Later, I came here once and saw this building. I think it is very similar to the one in my dream." C said: "Don't scare me, I'm most afraid of scaring." I said, "I'm not scaring you, you accompany me upstairs." C said: "Okay." I had thought that C was too frightened to go upstairs.But I didn't expect C to agree so readily, which made me nervous all of a sudden.I looked at the building and found that the sky behind the building had cleared up, as if beckoning me to go up. I took C and walked a long way, bypassing an empty field full of dwarf shrubs and bamboos as tall as a person, and came to the gate of the building. The door was more broken than I imagined.In front is a security door, covering the dark hall.There is a chair outside the hall, and an old lady is sitting.There are also some messy things that don't know what they are on the ground.I approached C.The old lady opened her mouth and said, "Little brother, do you want to buy a telescope?" I walked into the lobby, there was only one elevator, and it always stopped on the seventh floor.No matter how I press it, the elevator never moves.The old lady poked her head and said, "The elevator is broken, let's take the stairs." Only then did I know why people who lived on the twenty-ninth floor committed suicide.If I were to live on the twenty-ninth floor without an elevator, I would probably commit suicide too. I said, "C, can you go?" C said: "Yes." I said, "Are you afraid?" C said: "I'm afraid, but I'm not afraid when I'm with you, and I'm really not afraid." I said, "What are you afraid of! I'm just curious and want to see what the corridor on the twenty-ninth floor looks like." C said: "Then I will follow you." C and I walked up hand in hand, and met many residents who went downstairs to buy vegetables.Strangely, none of them had shoes on. C and I walked for about fifteen minutes without stopping for a rest.I walked to the twenty-ninth floor, and the moment I turned the corner of the stairs, I felt that the place was full of light. The aisle on the twenty-ninth floor is very narrow and long, and there are only windows at the deepest part of the aisle.The windows were kept open, and the walls were kept flapping gently with the strong wind blowing from the sea.On both sides of the aisle, there are four families symmetrically distributed. If you open the door, you can just see the appearance of the house on the opposite side.There was dust on all four doors, but the handles were still shiny. The long and narrow aisle is filled with paler and more dazzling sunlight than the other windows.The light was warm and peaceful. I said: "C." I found that C was hugging my back tightly. I said, "C, I want to go up and have a look." C said: "No, let's go downstairs soon, I'm afraid." I said, "There is nothing to be afraid of. Nothing in the world is scary. You are only afraid of your own thoughts." C said, "I'm going downstairs." I said, "Girls are so troublesome, I wish I could throw you out of here." C said, "Come on, come downstairs with me." I said, "I haven't seen what it looks like looking out of the window. I want to." C said: "There's nothing to see, let's go." Saying that, C dragged me to the stairs like flying.We flew down to the ground floor again.My brain went blank along the way.After arriving at the hall, I felt that the world on the ground, including this hall, was so dirty and dark that there was no sunlight all day long.The only thing that was lit was the number of the elevator, which was stopping at the twenty-ninth floor. I think something went up to the twenty-ninth floor. We returned to the station a few kilometers from the sea.There is a ramen restaurant next to the station.We sat down by the window and I said, "What do you want to eat?" C gasped and said, "Scared me to death, scared me to death." I said, "What are you afraid of?" C said: "You must have scared me on purpose." I said, "This is also my first time going upstairs." C said, "How many times have you been here?" I said, "Twenty times. Every time I'm in a bad mood, I come here to sit and sit." C said, "Then why don't you go upstairs?" I said, "To be honest, I think it's dangerous to go up alone." C said: "You lied to me, you must have lied to me. You also made up a dream." I said, "Maybe you don't believe it, but I really dreamed like this." C said, "I don't believe it." I said, "How can you not believe me?" C said: "I believe you are trying to scare me." C gulped down the ramen that was served.I said to the boss: "Add a dollar for beef." C said: "You are so kind to me." I want to have someone in front of me, looking at me seriously, listening to me to say something that I have thought, even if it is imaginary, it may be real.I often feel that what I see in front of my eyes is unreal, and what guides me is real.Obviously C is not such an object.I think C wants her idol to be unconfessed and omniscient. I looked at C who was eating noodles and said, "Do you have a boyfriend?" C looked at me suspiciously and said, "Yes, you are right." I said, "It's okay if you think so." C said, "Don't you think so?" I said, "I'll tell you about that later." After eating the noodles, C drank a lot of soup and said, "I'm so scared that I'm hungry." I said, "Let's go back. I'm tired." C said, "I'll rub it for you." I said, "You sat behind me when we were on the bus. Just keep rubbing me." C said: "Okay. Can you accompany me to a small shop? I just saw a shop selling small things by the road." I said, "Not going. Go back." C said: "Can you not go back? My parents and I have agreed." I said, "Let's go back to the familiar place first." We got on the last bus. Sure enough, C sat behind me, helped me rub my shoulders, and said while rubbing, "I'll rub it for you, I'll rub it for you, my husband has worked hard at work."