Chapter 21 Twenty-one pregnancy pains

On Sunday, Yaping went to Lijuan's house with her mother to pick her up. Lijuan was so embarrassed that she quickly called "Mom".Yaping's mother was smiling, as if nothing had happened. Lijuan was long and Lijuan was short, and she said in front of Lijuan's mother: "The past is over! Lijuan is also my child after all, what am I? I won’t even remember.” Li Juan burst into tears with shame, and really wanted to say sorry, so she just stuck in her throat and didn’t rush out.Li Juan remembered what Sister Cai said, when both parties extended their hands sincerely, maybe the situation is not so bad.

"I said why his mother smiled so hypocritically, and she forgot everything when she turned around. So you are pregnant again! You debt collector, it's not your mother who has a crow's mouth. When I saw that old woman, she had a wicked face and a full stomach Bad water. You really have no mind at all. Can you conceive with him now? His dad doesn’t know how long it will take, and your burden doesn’t know how long it will take, and his mother keeps messing with it. You’re sending yourself to hell The single-plank bridge is gone! I can’t go back even if I want to! Really! You don’t discuss such a big matter with my mother! You have to tell me first, I firmly oppose you asking him to have a child! You can’t take care of yourself, how can you take care of the child? Ah!" When Li Juan's mother heard the news that Li Juan was indeed pregnant, she beat her chest and stomped her feet, cursing loudly, with a look of hatred. "Damn girl, I won't care about you anymore! You don't report anything to me, and you are always being led by the nose! Let me tell you! This is definitely Yaping's idea. I want to use a child to hold you back. I won't let you divorce him!"

"Mom, what nonsense are you talking about!" Li Juan replied with a smile, "I never planned to divorce him before! I also agreed to this pregnancy. I also want to use this child to repair my relationship with Yaping. Before For a while, it was really sad!" "Hmph! Think about it, don't make things worse than failures, and have more children to worry about." Lijuan moved back to her nest.Yaping has lived in the study since the first day she moved back. "Yaping, just sleep together! I promise not to do anything. I want you to be by my side and smell your scent." Li Juan shook Yaping's hand in the study.

"No, I'm afraid that something will happen again. This time, we must strictly control it and follow the doctor's instructions. Just because you don't make mistakes, doesn't mean I won't. I'm doing this for your own good and our children's good. Be obedient!" Yaping resolutely Drive Lijuan out of the study and lock the door every night. "You hate it! It seems like you are afraid that I will rape you! Why lock the door!" Li Juan complained coquettishly. "I'm locking myself, I'm afraid I can't help but miss you." Yaping shook Li Juan's head while stroking her.

Lijuan's pregnancy this time was really ill-fated. From the very beginning when she was confirmed to be pregnant, she vomited endlessly. "Well, Li Juan is afraid it's a boy this time. You see, she didn't react at all last time. It is said that she was so violent when she was pregnant with a boy. It means that the one who lost it last time was a girl. There are good and bad things, right? Don't lose that one , how can there be this?" Yaping's mother and Yaping's father muttered.Yaping's father was getting thinner and thinner, like picking a piece of skin from a bamboo pole. The old man coughed up and down, and felt that his lungs and liver would be coughed out accidentally.Yaping's father put his hands on his abdomen and said with great emotion: "The last baby, regardless of gender, should be seen now. I'm afraid, no matter how good this baby is, I can't wait for it!"

"Don't worry! Your days are long!" Yaping's mother comforted Yaping's father's back. "Lijuan! You need to eat more! Look at you, you are already thin, and you have lost your shape when you are pregnant!" Yaping's mother cooked a table of dishes. Lijuan leaned against the table and smelled the smell. Started running to the toilet without even trying. "If you don't eat, how can the child's nutrition keep up?" Yaping's mother followed behind with a bowl of pork liver. "I can't take a bite, and I feel sick when I smell it. Take it away." Li Juan said weakly.

"Then you have to hold on even if you hold on!" "I tried it! I vomited as soon as I ate it. There was no taste in my mouth at all. It was all bitter." Li Juan's daily meal was two sour apples. "Your daughter-in-law vomits like this, can the child survive? I have never seen such a way of vomiting, and I don't eat at all." Yaping's mother murmured to Yaping.Yaping is powerless.Li Juan's face began to turn apple green. "Lijuan, you only have two bites!" Yaping sat down in front of Lijuan's bed with his hooves in his hands.Li Juan looked back, felt sick again, covered her mouth and got out of bed.

"Mom, do you still have the sauerkraut from the Northeast? I suddenly want to eat sauerkraut." Li Juan suddenly called home one day when she was at work. At this time, the family was in chaos, and Yaping's father was out of breath after a burst of coughing.Yaping's mother was busy getting the medicine. When she was taking the spray, she accidentally kicked over the urinal and ran over a puddle of urine to answer the phone. "Whose call?" Yaping's father asked after calming down a little. "Lijuan's. She suddenly said that she wanted to eat sauerkraut."

"It's not easy for her to want something to eat, so hurry up and send it to her!" "But...you are like this, how can I leave?" "Hey! I've lost hope. The child can't delay for a moment! Go quickly! The grandson is waiting to eat!" Yaping's mother cruelly put down everything at hand, and took the car to Li Juan's work unit with the sauerkraut jar in her arms. Because she didn't know the way, Yaping's mother made a mistake on the way, backed up an extra bus, and it was almost time to get off work when she arrived at Lijuan's unit.Li Juan looked at her mother-in-law holding the sauerkraut jar with a tired face, and was very moved. "Eat quickly! While you have an appetite!" Yaping's mother urged.Lijuan opened the jar, and a sour smell rushed towards her face.Li Juan started to retch again, lying on the corner of the wall and unable to get up. "No! Just thinking how delicious it is, it's enough to smell it. I'm sorry, Mom, the time I wanted to eat is long gone." Li Juan's face was pale.Yaping's mother looked ashen, without saying a word, she turned and walked back holding the jar.

"Mom, don't you wait a few minutes? I'm off work right now, let's go back together!" "No, the whole family is waiting to eat! Yaping's father is not in good health, so I hurried back. You go back slowly! There is no rush." "Has Lijuan eaten?" Yaping's father asked. "Don't ask, you will get angry later. Stop meddling in your own business and ask yourself more." Yaping's mother put the jar heavily on the table. "Oh! Forget it. Bear with it! Just for the sake of your grandson. It's not for her sake." Yaping's mother wiped the tears on her cheeks with the back of her hand, and cleaned up the messy home.

"Old man! Sometimes I think about it, it's so sad. If you really leave me, where else can I go? This life is really sad. When I get old, nothing will happen. I always look forward to having children. Actually, what's the use of having a child?" "You can't say that! This is the root of our Li family! Isn't the purpose of human life to pass on the incense from generation to generation? If you don't live, who will remember you? Who will burn paper for you after you die? ?” "You still expect them to burn paper for you? Old man, you are much happier than me. If you go ahead, at least I will miss you and miss you. If I leave, I will be on the road poorly. No one will Will remember to burn a piece of paper for me. Alas!" Yaping's mother looked lonely. "Yaping, I don't want to live anymore. Last time I didn't feel bad at all. Why is it that this time it's like peeling my skin and cramping me? I want you to hug me." Li Juan lay on the bed and held Yaping's hand. "Lijuan, I know you have worked hard, but you have to eat as much as you want! Otherwise, how can you survive for 10 months? I will hug you." Yaping stretched out his hand and shook Lijuan, "I went to sleep, what can you do? Call me right away, remember?" Li Juan stumbles and is about to enter the sixth month of pregnancy.At this time, the pregnant woman's belly is obviously protruding proudly. If Li Juan doesn't pout deliberately, no one will give up her seat on the bus.The first thing Lijuan does when she comes home after work every day is to show the old Yaping's father belly.She specially put on tight clothes to let Yaping's father see the outline.Yaping's father held on with all his strength. "I'm thinking, maybe it's the grandson's thoughts that keep my dad alive. In fact, he is in great pain, but he just doesn't talk about it. However, I have a whimsical idea. Maybe the child comes out, and I'm so happy that my dad will disappear from all illnesses. What!" Yaping whispered to Li Juan. "I don't think it's very likely." Li Juan sighed, "It's not bad if you can last until the child comes out. I know you lied to me when you said you loved me, but in fact it was to make your father happy. Forget it , I admit it. Anyway, sooner or later, there must be a child." "Juan, what are you talking about? I am both for my father and for ourselves. The child will be with us for at least 18 years in the future! How can it be for my father? Don't think about it, a happy mood is good for the child. I went back to the room. If you need anything, call me." "Yaping... It's been five months since I passed, and I won't be in any danger anymore. It's okay. You really don't want to sleep with me?" "No. I don't want to make the same mistake. It's okay to be cautious. Rest more!" Yaping turned and left. Yaping quietly closed the door of the study room, turned off the lights, lowered the curtains, turned on the computer, and started playing a small movie. On the screen, there was the sound of men and women making love, and Yaping's hands became busy. Amidst the heart-piercing and crying voice of the heroine, Yaping entered the state panting heavily. "Ah!" Yaping roared, his fingers wet. Looking up, Li Juan stood behind her with tears in her eyes. Yaping just stretched his dirty fingers, opened his trousers, and stared at Li Juan in embarrassment. "Cuckoo! Me! I..." Li Juan's tears flowed down like beads with a broken thread, and she couldn't say a word. "Juan, Juan, listen to me, I can't help it, it's not that I don't love you anymore, I..." Yaping didn't know what to say in this embarrassment. Li Juan handed over some tissues and said, "Wipe it off and go to bed early." "Lijuan! It's really wrong when you got pregnant this time. Everyone raised them white and fat. Why are you dark and thin? It's been 7 months now? Nothing has changed." Sister Cai wiped the table While talking to Lijuan. "Yes, I still gained two kilograms." "Oh! It's only two kilograms? I gave birth to my son and gained 20 kilograms, and I haven't lost much since then. You didn't eat it because you were afraid of getting fat, did you?" "Sister Cai, how could I? I also want the child to grow up! The doctor said that the weight is on the low side. There are so many things happening at home, and I vomit badly. How can I be fat? Sigh!" Li Juan sighed He took a long breath, wanting to expel all the depression in his chest. "What happened again, isn't it still your father-in-law?" "Oh! He..." Li Juan thought for a while, shook her head, and stopped talking. "Come on, accompany me to the bathroom." Sister Cai dragged Lijuan out of the office. "Sister Cai, I'm really sad, and I'm starting to regret my decision to have this child. I think Yaping doesn't love me at all, and he's only with me for the sake of the child." "Don't talk nonsense, he often comes to pick you up and see you off, and he calls to greet you when you have nothing to do. It's very good." "You only see the surface, I know the pain and happiness inside." "Tell me?" "Forget it, I can't say it." "Is there anything you can't say?" "He, he has been separated from me for more than half a year." "Ok?" "He hasn't touched me since I was pregnant." "why?" "I think he still hates in his heart that I got rid of the baby last time." "How can I blame you for the child's loss last time? This is force majeure!" "I think it should be similar to what the doctor said. It's caused by genetic problems, but he may think it's caused by sexual intercourse." "He doesn't do the intercourse? Why is it all your responsibility?" "It's what I want." "Li Juan, if he Yaping thinks this way, it means that there is something wrong with his thinking. Pregnancy is a matter for both parties. If there is any difficulty, they should walk together with their arms. Otherwise, what is the relationship between each other? The child can be regenerated, and the relationship between husband and wife is gone. Everything is in vain. It's over." "But he will definitely think that if the child does not drop, his father will see it now. He always feels sorry for his father. This time the child is just to make his father close his eyes." Sister Cai frowned, and after a long silence, she said, "Lijuan, do you remember what I told you before? The child has to be for oneself, not for others. But now that the child is already there, don't think about it any more. .It's useless to think about anything." "I regret having this child now! I have a bad feeling. Yaping's heart is no longer on me. His warmth towards me is shown. I can feel that he is not from the heart. Yes, but to perfuse me so that I can give birth to a child safely." "You are overthinking. Or you are jealous of this child. If he is good to the child, is he also good to you?" "He, he, he himself yesterday...he didn't want to touch me." Sister Cai focused for a while, and said: "Lijuan, think in a positive direction when thinking about problems, and try to make yourself feel at ease. Why don't you think that he is willing to suffer because he loves you and is afraid of affecting your body and children? In a man's life, even if he is married, there will be a period of time when he can solve it by himself. In a woman's life, she is pregnant, menstruating, and unwell. There are always times when she can't pay. You can't force others Holding it in! Oh! Holding it in is the expression of loving you? Holding it in means being loyal to your feelings? Don’t think that he doesn’t love you anymore, he hates you, and you should be more relaxed. It’s no big deal. At least he treats you It’s respect. Haven’t you seen the Chinese-style divorce where the wife is pregnant and the husband is looking for a chicken? Your Yaping’s performance is already very loyal.” "Hmph, women don't care about decency, it's because they don't have enough temptations; men don't care about loyalty, it's because the bargaining chip of betrayal is too low. If he loves me and wants to feel sorry for me, that kind of behavior is different, not now This kind of politeness. He feels to me now, not like a husband, but more like a neighbor or a colleague. If he wants, I can help him in other ways. Married life is not a simple piston movement. I’m pregnant, so it’s not that I don’t need it at all, right? I can bear it for the sake of the child, but I need him to hug me, kiss me, physical touch doesn’t mean sexual intercourse, right? He even omitted this, is it because of love Child?" Li Juan's eyes were red. "Lijuan, it's all for the sake of the child, don't think about unhappy things, and don't make yourself sensitive." On Sunday, for the first time, Li Juan's parents came to Li Juan's house to see Yaping's father with gifts.They exchanged pleasantries by the bedside, and then went to the living room to talk.Yaping's mother is making tea in the kitchen. "Oh, Li Juan! You are pregnant with this child, but you really haven't grown any flesh. This means that the flesh that the child grows is the source of your body. Aren't you going to suck it dry for the child? Eat more! If you can’t eat, force yourself to eat! Don’t worry about money!” Li Juan’s mother said loudly. "I don't care about money. I have vomited since I was pregnant, but I really can't get it in." "This mood also has an impact. Look at this house, the old man is sick, the house is in chaos, and the room smells like medicine. Even ordinary people can't bear it if they live here all day! Do you want to go back and live with us? ?” Mother Lijuan asked. Yaping suppressed his unhappiness, and said in a slightly cold tone: "Mom, Lijuan is protected by us like a giant panda here, and I have never been reluctant to give her food. She really can't eat it. Although my father is ill, We have never let Lijuan reach out, she is spoiled like a queen by us. Don't worry, the child in her womb is also from our family, how can we treat her badly?" "Hey! You really hit the point! You treat her well for the sake of the child in your womb, right? I have nothing to worry about. Aren't I still worried that my grandson is not getting enough nutrition?" said Li Juan's mother. Words are not forgiving. Li Juan quickly eased the atmosphere: "Oh! Mom, the common problem with fetuses is not that they are too small, but too big. Many pregnant women are forced by doctors not to eat, because they are afraid they won't be able to give birth! It won't be too painful to give birth, and you don't have to lose weight after giving birth. You really worry about it." "Okay, okay, I don't care about your affairs. There is a mother-in-law on the top and a husband on the bottom. I came today because I suddenly thought of something, so I rushed over to ask. The 100,000 yuan I saved last year seems to be a dividend next month. Right? Let me remind you, don’t get busy here and forget. I think, now both sides are waiting for the money to be used. Yaping’s father on your side can’t be without money to see a doctor. On our side, your brother is going to buy a new house, and the address is different. I've chosen, let me see, this time I'll just get back the bonus and banknotes! What do you think?" Li Juan and Yaping glanced at each other, and after getting the tacit approval of their eyes, they nodded and said, "Okay! I asked Yaping to call his sister, and I will bring it out when the time comes next month." Lijuan's mother left happily. Yaping's mother, who stole an ear from the kitchen over there, was not happy. She kept stuffing things into Lijuan's bowl while eating, and said with a cold face: "Eat! Don't be hungry for a good life, but for the sake of being slim." You can stand it, but the child can't. I thought that all mothers are devoted to the child. As long as the child is healthy, it doesn't matter if they are fat. I didn't expect everyone to think differently. People nowadays look confused .” Lijuan got angry, pushed away her rice bowl and said, "I said that to my mother, to comfort my mother, who knew that someone's ears are so long? Not only the child's surname is Li, he also has to pretend to be 10 months old in my stomach." , I will take care of him when he is born, don’t I want him to be as strong as he is? It’s not like you didn’t see what I ate and vomited? Why bother to pick on your son in front of you? Wouldn’t it be better for everyone to live at ease?” , kicked the stool away and left. Yaping's mother lowered her head, held her job bowl, and didn't say a word. Yaping patted her mother on the back and said, "Don't worry about her. She is pregnant with hormone imbalance and loses her temper." Yaping's mother burst into tears. A drop of ground fell into the rice bowl, and I only ate without food.