Chapter 20 twenty children is hope

When Yaping's father came home, the house was deserted and there was no sign of Lijuan.Because of guilt, Yaping never dared to look his father in the eyes.When the three of them got together, they kept silent about Li Juan, as if she had never been in the family, and also deliberately avoided Yaping's father's physical condition, and just talked about the family's shortcoming without words. Sister Yaping rushed to Shanghai with 55,000 yuan from selling the house.Everyone seemed to have acquiesced to the fact that his father was waiting to die at home. More than half a month has passed. One day, Yaping’s father said when chatting with the family: “In my whole life, I have had sons and daughters, and they are all quite promising. My grandson has also met. I have no regrets. Just go Everyone lives for a lifetime, and no one can escape the word "death" at the end. Before liberation, the average life expectancy of a person was only more than 30 years old. I am almost 60 now, and I am content. The only thing I think is lacking is that I don't have a grandson. If I can last until I see my grandson fall to the ground, then I will be a hunchback, and it will be worth it if I die, and I can close my eyes completely." After finishing speaking, his eyes were filled with longing.

Yaping looked at each other with her sister and mother.Yaping's heart flickered like a light poked by a poker, bursting out bright little sparks. A child - what a great idea! Yaping's home was originally sweet and happy, at least there were no big waves, and all the changes started from that child!The child who accidentally fell took away his father's health, his mother's hope, his wife's happiness and his own responsibility.If there is another child, maybe everything will change again, like a Pandora's box that has been opened and closed again. What is lost will not come back, but at least there is still hope.

In the evening, Yaping walked into the kitchen and said to his busy mother, "Mom, I have something to discuss with you." "what's up?" "I, I don't know what to say. These days I feel uncomfortable and flustered. I am not a filial son. I can't do anything when I see my father like this. As a son, I am so useless! " "This is something that can't be helped. We ordinary people are destined to do so." "After hearing what my dad said tonight, I thought, I want to bring Lijuan back. I always feel that the troubles in this period of the family all started with the child who lost last time. According to superstition, it is bad luck No matter how Li Juan is, I want to give birth to a child as soon as my father is still there, first to see if I can have another child to change my luck. Don’t they still say that they are happy? Maybe the child will come, my father Once you are happy, the disease will be cured naturally? Besides, you will know the kindness of your parents when you raise a child. Lijuan, she has a bad mouth and a good heart. She was spoiled and not very sensible since she was a child. Once she has a child, she will grow up , Knowing how difficult it is to be a mother, she naturally changed her temper. The worst thing to do is to give birth to a child, just to fulfill my father's wish, and let him go without regret. See...?"

"You've made up your mind and you're still asking me what to do?" "If you don't agree, I can't pick her up. I know you blame her." "I don't blame her. She is your wife. As long as you live well, I don't care. For me, when my son grows up, I will give it to others. I have figured it out a long time ago. Your father said, It belongs to your father. The key is up to you, if you want to live with her, I have no objection. " "Your words are opinions, and I can tell that you don't like it. But I still want a child. If there is no Lijuan, I will not be this child. This is my last gift to Dad. What else do I want?" I can't do it, I'm really powerless!"

"People's fate is predestined in previous lives, whether it is life or death or marriage, it is all arranged by God. If you think about it this way, there is nothing you can't think about, and there is nothing you are unhappy about." After Yaping's mother finished speaking, she turned and walked out of the kitchen. Kneeling on the living room floor, Guanhua wiped the dust and said, "You'll be back tomorrow? Take your own money back! Your dad doesn't have to worry about it now. It's not easy for you to raise 10,000 yuan. There are children at home, so you can't." There is no preparation at all. We are old and useless, and living is also a burden, so die early and live well."

Yaping and Guanhua looked at each other, not knowing what to say. Yaping left work early the next day to pick up Lijuan.We haven't seen each other for nearly a month, and both of them look haggard. "Mom sold the house, and Dad also came out of the hospital and died. Mom asked me to pay you back the 30,000 yuan." Yaping handed the packaged banknotes to Li Juan. Li Juan pushed the money back and said, "Have you paid back the money you borrowed from the unit?" "No. Not enough. The house was sold urgently, and it only sold for more than 50,000 yuan." "Then you return the money to the company first."

"Then there's not enough left to pay you back." "I don't know where you got the money for your mother's hospitalization. You can take 10,000 out of it to fix the hole! I apologize. It was originally because of me." "Juan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't do it, I'm mad." Yaping said distressedly, reaching out to touch Li Juan's neck, but Li Juan gently pushed her away. "Everyone is crazy. I've been thinking these days that people under high pressure will inevitably lose control. All they need is a fuse." Li Juan didn't look at Yaping, her face was cold.

"Juan, my mother has been thinking about you these two days! How about you apologize to my mother, which is much better than giving her 10,000 yuan. It's still a family, and the past is in the past, so don't mention it." "Wrong, giving your mother 10,000 yuan is much better than saying sorry to her verbally." "Why do you always look at my mother like this? She has suffered all her life and has never enjoyed any blessings. You have to think about the problem from her perspective and try to understand her." "She didn't even intend to understand me. We are two generations. The remaining 15,000, you can take it to the tumor hospital to find Dr. Zhang," Li Juan took out a phone number and address from her bag. The note said, "Sister Cai gave it to me. She said that Mrs. Zhang is very good. The combination of traditional Chinese and Western medicine is very effective in treating cancer. Many terminal patients come to him."

"We all told Dad that he died, and now he is being treated again. What if there is no money for half of the treatment? Isn't it a more serious blow?" "No, this doctor will find a way to save money for the patient when he sees a doctor. The kind that can afford it. Seeing a doctor is your dedication as a son, otherwise you will suffer for the rest of your life." "Then, Juan, won't you go back with me?" "No, my clothes are at Mom's." "you do not miss me?" Li Juan looked at Yaping with a complicated expression, turned around and left without speaking.

Yaping found Dr. Zhang with his father's medical records. After reading it carefully, Dr. Zhang said: "If only you could come to me earlier, we have newly introduced argon-helium cryotherapy, which is especially effective for this kind of inoperable cancer patients, and the price is not expensive. It’s only more than 10,000, and it’s more promising if you add some traditional Chinese medicine. However, now...you see, the dose of chemotherapy is so large, and the antibiotics used are all top-notch. After that, nothing will work. Now Your father's physical condition is very bad, let's take conservative treatment! Minimize the pain of the old man, do you think it's okay?"

"Professor Tan saw your father's illness, right?" the doctor on the opposite side interrupted and asked. "yes." "I knew it when I saw the strong medicine he used. Haha! He is the famous Tan Yidao!" "Yes, his surgery skills are first-rate. But my father didn't open it this time." "What! Kill someone!" Dr. Zhang looked up at the doctor opposite: "Don't talk nonsense, he is an expert. Everyone has different treatment methods." After returning home, Yaping said to her mother: "Mom, I want to bring Lijuan home." Yaping's mother was silent for a while and said, "Didn't you drive me away? She is here, where do I live? She will serve Is your dad? If she is good, then I will find a place to be a nanny." "Mom, Lijuan is not as bad as you think. She also gave you 10,000 yuan for hospital treatment, and 15,000 yuan for Dad to see a doctor!" "Where did she get the money? Didn't she eat up all her money and spend it all? The wool comes from the sheep. Isn't her money your money? You don't need to give her money, speak for her." "No, she borrowed it from her mother." "Now we have no money. When we have it later, we will return it to her mother. I will not occupy her house." Yaping's mother was determined. Yaping is not discouraged.Call Lijuan before leaving get off work every day, and then go to her unit to pick her up.The two went for a walk to Huaihai Road, and then sent Lijuan home. Before parting, Yaping did not forget to kiss Lijuan's hair, "Aren't you tired after walking in high heels for so long?" "fine." "You don't look good today, is your 'good friend' here?" "No, I went to bed late and got up early yesterday to catch up on the manuscript. I just finished 'Good Friends' two days ago." "Oh! Be good, go to bed early!" Yaping hugged Lijuan again, reluctantly. Lijuan has gradually softened, and she is only waiting for Yaping to ask her to go back.But Yaping didn't open his mouth. Yaping exercises every day. Yaping went to the Internet to check information.He noticed that in a small forum dedicated to boys and girls, there were statistics in which female orgasms preceded males, and it was easier to conceive and have children.He secretly wrote it down. Yaping still picks up Lijuan every day, has dinner together, and then sends her home.Lijuan couldn't wait any longer, she thought that Yaping had a good attitude, and the past anger was completely forgiven, not to mention that she was also unforgivable.But Yaping seemed ashamed to open his mouth to ask. One evening 10 days later, Yaping went to Lijuan's unit to pick her up with flowers. Yaping took Lijuan straight to the Peace Hotel by the Bund, entered the restaurant on the second floor, and sat down near the window.Candlelight, roses, and dishes reflect Lijuan's bright red face. "What's the matter? What's the special day today? To be so grand? Husband and wife, what do you have to say?" "It's okay, I love you and want you to know." "You hate it! Are you smearing honey on your mouth? You look weird for a while, it seems that it's better to live apart for a while." "Juan, I miss you." Yaping stretched his hand from under the table, kneading Li Juan's stockings back and forth, playing the piano with his fingertips on Li Juan's inner thigh. "Eat well! Everyone has seen it." Li Juan blamed with a red face. "do you miss me?" "What do you want? No." "Really don't want to?" "You hate it." There was a gentle smile on the corner of Li Juan's mouth.A meal is full of distractions. "Miss me?" Yaping asked persistently, with a smirk on the corner of his mouth, "Say! Miss me? Let alone torture!" Yaping's hands got under the table more and more. "A little bit." Lijuan replied beggingly. "Where do you think?" Yaping refused to let go. "Oh! You are dead!" Li Juan shy and unstoppable. After the meal, Yaping took Lijuan's waist and went out with his face close to his. "The stairs are here." Lijuan said.With a dark force, Yaping pulled Lijuan to another direction, "I won't go back tonight, I want you here." After speaking, Yaping pulled Lijuan straight to the elevator. "You're crazy! It's so expensive! You won the big lottery? So happy all of a sudden?" Yaping didn't say a word. He reached over the edge of Lijuan's coat with one hand and forcibly pulled out the corner of the shirt that was pressed in the skirt. , and then put his hand under the shirt, testing back and forth on the edge of Li Juan's corset. "How much does it cost for one night? You hate it. If you have this money, you might as well buy me clothes. I haven't bought clothes in half a year! Why don't you go home?" "I'm afraid you won't be happy to see my mother. I don't want you to be unhappy." Li Juan's heart has completely melted. Yaping opened the door of the hotel room, patiently filled a tank of warm water for Li Juan, and slowly stripped Li Juan's clothes one by one. The nipples fluctuated, and then she hugged Lijuan and lay in the bathtub, while she knelt by the bathtub and carefully wiped the shower gel for Lijuan, staying in Lijuan's sensitive private area for a long time.Li Juan's eyes were slightly closed, and her face was crimson. "Juan, I love you." Yaping bit Li Juan's earlobe and whispered, Li Juan was weak all over. "Juan, you've lost weight." Yaping continued to whisper. Yaping returned to the bed in the hotel with Li Juan in his arms, and began to flirt at length until Li Juan couldn't help but hum.Yaping was not in a hurry, but Li Juan began to demand impatiently: "Yes! Put on a condom!" "I want to love you zero distance." "No! Today is my ovulation period, and something will happen. No, no!" "Juan, Juan, I love you, I can't live without you, let's start again, okay? Just as if everything is over, for our marriage, for our love, we need a crystallization! I want to make the whole world Know how much I love you!" Outside the window is the brilliant night neon lights, and the lights on the other side of the Huangpu River are flickering. Lijuan was as limp as mud, and she didn't even have the strength to cry, so Yaping began to exert strength. The next day, Yaping took Lijuan to an underground karaoke bar. The two drank fruit juice and flirted in the box. Lijuan couldn't resist Yaping's frenzy of love. The next day, at the home of a colleague who was on a business trip in Yaping. "Yaping, it's over now! I seem to be really pregnant." Li Juan told Yaping anxiously one day a month later. Yaping said confidently: "It should be sure." "Can I have this child? Your father is sick again, and the family has no financial foundation. It is very expensive to raise a child. To be honest, I have no confidence in our marriage a while ago. I am so scared! If one day we are not together, the child will not have a father." "You little conflict! I really don't want it, so I took measures at that time. Ask when you have everything? What should you do? Go for an abortion? Don't worry, the child will not have a father. I promise." Yaping seriously Looking at Li Juan, "I think this child will change everything. This family will start again." Yaping shook Li Juan's hand vigorously.Li Juan nestled in Yaping's arms, helplessly, perplexed, and dubious. "Mom, Li Juan is pregnant. I want her to move back in so that we can take care of each other." "Pregnant? Where did the child come from? She doesn't live at home. You have to think about it, maybe who it is." Yaping's mother looked disbelieving. Yaping said firmly: "Don't worry, it's mine, I know." "In that case, come back!" "I hope you can ignore the past, treat her better, don't be angry with her, it is not good for your health. She had a miscarriage before, and I am afraid that her child will be lost. We must ensure that this child is born safely and my father See for yourself." "Don't worry! As long as you are definitely the seed of my family, for the sake of my grandson, I can bear anything. I will be treated like a cow." "I am sure."