Chapter 12 Twelve accidents

At night, Lijuan was lying on the bed.Yaping lay down and read a book. "You, do you want to come and flip through the book?" Li Juan pointed at her bottom, coyly. "No. What if it breaks? Be careful." "You man! It's very annoying! I told you to turn the book, you just turn it! You are still evasive, why do you give in? What do you think!" Li Juan blushed, turned her face away from Yaping, and kept thinking angry. As soon as Lijuan became pregnant, her obvious reaction was to want it.When I sit down during the day, when no one disturbs me for a while, my mind is full of erotic pictures, and I feel very embarrassed.

Yaping hesitated, stretched out his hand and drew it back.Li Juan grabbed Yaping's hand and covered her chest involuntarily. "Itchy, scratch." Yaping started to grasp lightly, once grasped, the problem became serious.After a while, Yaping began to breathe rapidly, his face flushed.Li Juan's pupils also began to dilate, and her nose flickered. Yaping turned off the lights. Yaping handles it carefully like holding a crystal cup without a handle, which makes Lijuan very dissatisfied. "It's over, it's only been three minutes?! What are you doing?! People, people didn't feel it!" Li Juan kicked Yaping angrily.

"Okay, touch, touch. I dare not! What if I stab it badly? This is not a joke. You should be a little restrained and ask for it after the dangerous period." "Why is it so easy to lose? It's a minority. If you are like this, how can I live a life! You don't want me to live for the first three months and the next three months!" Li Juan was very uncomfortable. "I'll kiss you!" Yaping coaxed. Lijuan is really going crazy.Yeye wanted it, but Yaping was struggling to deal with it and desperately blocked it. "Is your hormone secretion too strong? This is not good! Something will happen sooner or later. Go see a doctor." Yaping said.

"Look at that fart! How can I say that I can't sleep without a man at night? Besides, I can't even notice your little toothpick. What's wrong? You are so annoying! It makes me lose my mind all day In addition, be careful that I call ducks when I go out! You always whet my appetite, and you whet my appetite more and more. If you just feed me once, don’t I stop tossing? The more hungry I am, the more greedy I am. You What a nuisance!" That night, Li Juan tried her best to do bad things, Yaping couldn't resist the coquettish voice in her throat, the charming eyes, and the hard work in her hands. In order to let Li Juan have a good time, and wash away the shame of the little toothpick, Yaping let go of his guts and struggled poorly.Li Juan slept soundly at night, so soundly that she snored slightly until dawn.

"Are you okay?" When Yaping woke up in the morning, the first thing he did was look through Lijuan's panties. "Go, go, go! I won't let you go, you are so annoying. Nothing happened. I can take it again." As he spoke, he leaned under Yaping's belly.Yaping was so frightened that he pulled up his pants and jumped out of bed, saying: "No! No! I had a nightmare all night. You still snore, really!" Li Juan's complexion was moist, and she put on her sneakers and went to work in high spirits. A night of leisure is worth three catties of American ginseng.Lijuan is refreshed.

He climbed up to the office on the fifth floor without panting, sat down to make a cup of Ovaltine, carefully peeled the white water eggs boiled by his mother-in-law, and prepared to have breakfast.Pregnant women are good, and they have become protected giant pandas at work, so they can do whatever they want. Suddenly, there was an undercurrent under Li Juan.That familiar period feeling. Lijuan got goosebumps all over her body, shouted "It's broken!" and rushed to the toilet. Li Juan rushed to the toilet and took off her pants to check, but she was a false alarm.water only.

But Li Juan felt very uncomfortable that day, feeling like a dehydrated vegetable, constantly draining the fluid in her body.In the morning, she tried to keep as still as possible to prevent accidents.Out of concern, he insisted on not telling Yaping.In the afternoon, I couldn't help but go home early. After returning home, I didn't dare to be negligent, and immediately lay down on the bed to sleep. I didn't dare to tell my mother-in-law that something was wrong, but said that I was a little tired and wanted to sleep.In the middle of the night, Li Juan checked again, and it was broken, and a coffee-like liquid began to flow out, which was between blood and water.Lijuan is anxious at the moment, so she wakes up Yaping to watch.Yaping woke up from the daze and said, do you want to go to the emergency room? Li Juan said, how can I go in the middle of the night? Or, go early tomorrow morning? Yaping frowned and said angrily: "You Look at you! I told you I won’t let you go, you insist! Is something wrong now? I want you to look good!” Maybe it’s because in the middle of the night, Yaping was already angry to get out of bed. Rhododendron.Li Juan jumped up immediately, and her voice amplified: "I didn't do it on purpose! It's not that I wanted him to drop. I don't know what's going on, so you're so ruthless. It shows that you don't treat me as a human being at all. For the sake of your son. Why don't you think that if this is lost, I will suffer so much? You are still a husband! You are not as good as a beast!"

Yaping's voice was even higher: "I don't think about you? How many times have I told you no, no, no, you pester me. You are always willful and never think about others, even the child in your belly!" "What's your name! That thing grows on your body. If you want it, I can rape you? You really think about the child, so you simply split the bed on the first day! If something happens, you don't take any responsibility at all, you just blame your wife. Is it useful for you to scold me now? If he falls, he has already fallen. You don’t want to comfort me, and you argue with me in the middle of the night, which is inhuman. I finally see your true colors, Li Yaping! People only see their true nature when they are in trouble. !" Li Juan's tears started to flow down uncontrollably.

The mother-in-law had already knocked loudly through the door: "Yaping! What's the fuss if you don't sleep in the middle of the night? Can she be angry now? Why are you so ignorant! Let's talk about something tomorrow, go to bed first!" Yaping opened the door, shirtless and wearing briefs, shouting at his mother: "She's bleeding!" The mother-in-law rushed into the bedroom in a panic, and as soon as she lifted the quilt, she was about to look at Jie Lijuan's underwear.Li Juan was so frightened that she covered her hands and shouted, "Hey!" "What are you afraid of? Let me see if the situation is serious or not? I've been there, so I know something!" The situation was urgent, so Li Juan had to let her mother-in-law see.

The mother-in-law said solemnly, lie down quickly, don't be angry and anxious.I'll cover you with a warm towel to protect your stomach.Tomorrow morning, I will call a car to go to the hospital. When it was over, he turned around and asked Yaping: "What happened to her? It happened all of a sudden?" Yaping said angrily, "Ask her yourself!" Li Juan looked at Yaping angrily, tears kept streaming. "You go to sleep on the sofa, and I will accompany Lijuan at night." Yaping's mother ordered. Early the next morning, Yaping led Lijuan to the hospital.Line up, register, wait.

Li Juan's sanitary napkin was already red like a menstruation.Lijuan was desperate. The doctor used B-ultrasound to scan Lijuan's lower abdomen repeatedly, and then said regretfully: "No, the gestational sac has fallen off, and I can't find it. I can't keep it. Clean up the palace! Go to the operating room and line up." "How did this happen? Was it caused by my intercourse the day before yesterday?" "Not necessarily. The reason is very complicated. It may be a problem with the embryo itself. It's hard to say. It's a good thing to shed it! It's better than knowing that there is a problem when it grows up later. You are still young, so don't be afraid." "Then... will you be infertile after that?" "Normal speaking, it won't be. There are too many abortions, and everyone is infertile. Where do the children all over the street come from? Just pay attention to rest. Keep clean. Don't worry Right! We are a big hospital here." Li Juan was completely confused, not knowing which sentence the doctor said was true and which sentence was false.People have two skins, so they can say anything. "For safety's sake, don't have intercourse within a month." The doctor advised. Lijuan and Yaping went back with a sad face.Yaping didn't say a word along the way.Li Juan felt that Yaping was blaming herself. Li Juan wanted to apologize, but she was unwilling to say soft words for it.Li Juan was in pain physically and mentally. When she was lying on the operating table and felt the icy instruments stirring in her body, her heart was broken and her consciousness was blurred.How she hoped that Yaping would give herself a strong hug when she walked out of the operating room, making her feel that the world was not so bad.And when she stepped out of the door, Yaping just stood up from the chair, with sad and depressed eyes, shook her hand vigorously, pulled her away, and didn't even ask: "Does it hurt?" Yaping felt very uncomfortable in his heart. He felt that he was a murderer who knowingly killed his child when he was sober.This kind of self-blame made him not want to say a word.He didn't complain about Lijuan, but he just didn't want to open his mouth to speak.When Li Juan was suffering on the operating table, Yaping felt no less pain in his heart than Li Juan.Yaping didn't look forward to this child when he didn't have it, and he just felt fresh when he had it.When he suddenly realized the existence of this child and was closely related to him, it was that night, in the collision, in the wild, his back was covered with cold sweat, at that time he had a bad premonition, and when this premonition Only when it became a reality did he realize, in his heart, how much he hoped that this child could survive.Only when you lose it do you feel special nostalgia and incomparable preciousness. "The doctor said, it may also be due to bad genes and natural selection." Lijuan finally opened her mouth, her voice was small, and she looked at Yaping pitifully. Yaping still did not speak.Li Juan's words did not alleviate Yaping's guilt at all.He stubbornly believed that this was all caused by him. "Yaping, don't be like this! I'm also very sad! We are still young, and we will meet again soon." Yaping patted Li Juan on the back, then gently hugged her shoulder, but still did not speak. Back home, both Lijuan and Yaping couldn't face Yaping's mother's expectant eyes. When Yaping's mother saw the mournful faces of the two, she knew that the situation was over.The whole family fell into silent gloom.Yaping's mother patted the hem of her skirt, shook her head sadly, and said with a long sigh, natural disasters and man-made disasters, try harder next time! Li Juan's nerves are very sensitive now, and she will think about it for a long time when she says something careless. "What is a natural and man-made disaster? Is this man-made disaster referring to me?" In the evening, Yaping’s father lay on the bed and asked Yaping’s mother: “Tell me, why did the child fall away when he was fine? Did Yaping commit crimes to toss it away? I really wanted you to knock on his door the night before, and the sound was so loud. Big." "This Lijuan, I didn't misunderstand her at all. I don't know anything about people. Can you, who is going to be a mother, be able to toss like Yaping? I'll just say a word, tell them to sleep in separate rooms, and it's like this Sigh! Speaking of which, they are all grown-ups, and we old ones shouldn’t care about big and small things. But we really don’t care what we do? We can’t live without people for a day. What kind of things should we old people talk about? These two children are really worrying. They can't do shit, especially that Li Juan, who can't even take care of a child. Seeing red that night, I'll go Look, Yaping was so angry that she asked me to ask Lijuan what happened. Now I wonder if she did it on purpose! Now that the child is gone, there is nothing wrong with us staying here, why don't we go back! Then The house, flowers and cats cannot be separated from people." Yaping's father said: "She just had a miscarriage, why don't we stay for a few more days to take care of her?" Yaping's mother said: "Her mother is here, what can I do? I can't stay for a day. Thinking of the loss of my grandson, I get upset. If I pull my face, she won't think about me blaming her? You tell me to laugh for her, but I can't laugh. I can't pretend that nothing happened It’s been a long time, so you can’t have conflicts? Let’s leave early! Besides, I have an excuse to stay here if I have children. If the children are gone, how can I still stay here? I have felt it for a long time. Let's go, looking forward to every moment, I pretended not to notice Jinger for the sake of my grandson." "That's fine. Just do as you say!" The next day, Yaping's mother bid farewell to Lijuan who was lying on the bed. "Cuckoo! Your dad and I are fine now, so we decided to go back early. The house over there is empty, the flowers are dry, and the cat is not fed. What do you think? If you think you can't live without people, we I will stay and take care of you for a few days." Li Juan immediately replied: "No, I'm fine, hurry back! Don't let anything happen over there." Li Juan only called to tell her mother-in-law on the third day of the miscarriage after her in-laws left.As soon as Li Juan's mother ran over, she looked at the deserted room and almost shed tears. "This old man is so inhumane! Oh! All my children are like this, and she just leaves. I told you earlier that she is definitely not treating you well. She is looking after the child in your belly. This In the world, there is no one who can treat you with sincerity except your parents. Even your husband is unreliable! You still pity her and say that you will serve her when you grow old! Shit! You have to remember, she is like this today For you, when she comes again in the future, you take her out and throw her into the Huangpu River! Give birth to his family?! There is no door! From now on, you will call Yaping to have a ligation, so it will save trouble! "I'm already like this, can you pour me a glass of water! Just stand there and provoke." Li Juan tilted her body, frowning weakly. I haven't seen Yaping smile for two days, and I haven't eaten well for two days.She felt very uncomfortable.As soon as my mother came, she knew how to curse without a word of comfort. "Oh! Oh! You lie down, I'll get you a glass of milk." Li Juan's mother ran to the kitchen. "I don't even have milk at home! This vicious old bastard!" Li Juan's mother began to curse again, and Li Juan had a severe headache. Li Juan's mother brought a cup of brown sugar water and said, "Look at those two old guys. They don't even keep stuttering food when they leave the house. Are you told to go out and buy it yourself? Yaping is not a thing! You have a miscarriage, he Don't take it to heart at all! Still going to work. Why didn't he ask for leave to take care of you at home when such a big incident happened?" "If he asks for a day off, he deducts one day's money. Don't you want to repay the house loan?!" Li Juan retorted. "Bah! Even if he can't ask for leave, why didn't Yaping call me and tell me? I handed my daughter to him and reported it as soon as she was pregnant. It's gone, and she won't fart? No! I have to find He settles accounts, I want to ask him what's going on! How can this kind of man be trusted!" Lijuan's mother wished she could go to Yaping right away. "Mom, it's none of Yaping's business. He has been busy at work recently. No matter how important I am, I can't compare with my job. If I lose my job, I will drink northwest wind! The doctor said that it may be because the embryo is not good, and it was naturally selected. .” "What do you mean? There is something wrong with Yaping's sperm? I have never seen him exercise. He sits in front of the computer all day. For such a man, the sperm can swim? There must be something wrong with him!" "Stop talking nonsense, okay! Oh! You're so annoying." "Daughter, let me tell you, this family has a bad heart. Can't you see that the northerners are very selfish and treat women as if they are at home. If you don't choose, how can you choose a Yankee? How many families can make a thing of smiling one day and leaving when the child is gone?" "They left because no one was watching at home, and the flowers and cats were going to die." "Bullshit! There was someone in the family when you were pregnant? Will cats not die? You will die after a miscarriage? This only shows that in their eyes, grandchildren are the first, and you are dispensable at all. It doesn’t matter to them whether you or another woman is the daughter-in-law, but it’s just a tool to raise children. Your status in his family is not as good as that of a cat!” Li Juan’s mother confuses the flower with the cat, which is called the cat for short. "These words, I shouldn't say these things as a mother. Once I say them, you will say that I am sowing discord. But I don't say I am sad. I am afraid that you will not see if you don't open your eyes! Li Juan! You must be careful in the future , Yaping’s money needs to be checked in prison, and I have to save some private money. If one day they don’t want you, you don’t want to have nothing. I regret it now. At that time, I should only write your name when I bought a house. Yaping’s family doesn’t pay anything, so why should they share half of it?” "Mommy! Can you be nice?! The house is now being repaid by Yaping every month, of course he is half of it!" "My words are not nice, but the truth! You little girl, don't be too naive. You are deceived by outsiders. In the end, they occupy your house and throw you out. You have nowhere to stay. You dead girl, don't grow up mind!"