Chapter 25 Unspoken rules of sweetness

"go home." With just three words, I felt like I had pink eye disease again, my eyes were so swollen that I couldn't open them. I want to go home, where someone loves me and someone loves me. I don’t have to wake up to face the cold white walls and snow-white sheets. Water, you don’t have to squeeze around with people in the cafeteria to get a meal, and you don’t have to stare at the ceiling without saying a word all day long. But you said, I am not worthy. I'm not a pug dog you keep in captivity, who follows you like a dick, kicks me away when you get bored, pets my head when you're happy, and I start biting your trouser legs and spinning around again.

So, I muttered nasally and shook my head: "I won't go back." He froze for a moment and asked, "Why?" "You let me go, I'm gone, you let me come back, I'm sorry, I'm gone." This sentence sounds cool, but I still feel very sad when I say it. He was stunned, pursed his lips, and said after a while, "Okay." I have to say, I originally hoped that he could beg and cry hoarsely with tears streaming down his face, so as to satisfy my female vanity.But his good word completely shattered Xiao Jiujiu, who I originally wanted to abuse him. I can't help but feel a little disappointed...

But before the disappointment lasted for three seconds, he took it for granted: "Then I'll stay." I almost bit my tongue: "Aren't you still going to work?" "It doesn't matter." He took time off and said, "Anyway, I started the company myself." =.= As a result, two giant babies began to lie in the baby ward... That being said, he didn't actually stay here, because the company had business from time to time, he only came in the afternoon, left in the morning, and slept pitifully by the bed at night, but had to rush back to the company in the morning.He obviously has no experience in taking care of people, but it seems that he is very attentive, serving delicious food and drink, but I don't know if the slavishness in my body has penetrated into the bone marrow, and I am as frightened as that frightened bird.After two or three days of being so weird, I was having breakfast that day when Xiao Xue sent me a succinct text message, with only one sentence on it: "The defense time is changed to ten o'clock this morning."

I immediately turned pale. Song Ziyan, who was hurrying to read the documents, raised his eyes: "What's the matter?" I thought about it and said, "It's okay." I know that if I tell him, maybe there will be no problem, but I don't want to. Now I don't want to ask him to do something easily. His eyes dimmed, and finally he lowered his eyelids without saying anything. When he went out, I quickly hopped and beat back to school, and grabbed Xiao Xue's hand as soon as I got outside the defense room: "Is there anything wrong?" She opened the bag: "It's okay, it's okay, I've brought your paper over here, take a look quickly."

I cried with a sad face: "This time is not enough for me to look up the words in it." She comforted me, and probably comforted herself: "Listen to the person in front of me, that is, to ask three questions in English, and you can probably answer them casually." I cried even more: "Don't talk about answering, with my poor hearing, I probably can't hear what the problem is at all." She looked at my feet covered with thick gauze and gave me some advice: "Why don't you pretend to be pitiful and fall to the ground first? I heard that last year there was a football team senior who practiced flopping so well that he couldn't even say a word. If I didn’t answer, I just gave it. You have an advantage over him in terms of props, so it’s definitely easier to pass the level.”

With bright eyes and enthusiasm, I clasped her hand tightly: "Thank you for your enlightenment!" Finally it was my turn, and I limped in. First, I lowered my head to observe which side of the podium I should fall so that it would be less painful. "The next." What a familiar voice. When I looked at it, the one sitting in the middle of the three examiners under the podium was Song Ziyan who had just been separated for two hours. He flipped through my dissertation solemnly. With his eyelids lowered, I would probably get a red card for my flop, so I took a breath and waited for it. I really couldn't stand his standard English pronunciation.

He looked up, the first question: "What's your name?" I understood it, but I understood it too well and couldn't help being stunned for a moment: "Qin Qing." He asked again: "What's your age?" I was even more stunned: "Twenty...uh, Twenty-two..." He looked at the paper: "What's your favorite color?" "Green..." …Does this have anything to do with the Shakespeare masters I discuss in my dissertation? Not only me, but the other two examiners also looked strange. Song Ziyan closed the paper, raised his eyes and smiled: "That's all."

I asked in disbelief: "These...three questions...will it be gone?" The smile on his face disappeared, and he put on an extremely serious expression: "There is one more." ... I knew he wasn't thinking that well, so I quickly re-armed and held my breath. He lowered his eyes and said each word slowly: "I'm sorry, can you forgive me?" I froze for a few seconds before reacting... After this reaction, the pink eye disease became even more severe... Xiao Xue was taken aback when she went out: "Why are you about to cry? But that's all, there's still a second defense. We shouldn't be so useless."

I also feel that I am getting more and more hopeless recently, so I squeezed my eyes and let my tears rest for a while and sighed: "Xiao Xue, it's not that our army is weak in resistance, but the enemy's artillery fire is too fierce. I seem to want to raise the white flag gone." She was confused by what I said, and stared at me suspiciously: "Didn't you have necrosis of the nerve endings on your feet, did you suffocate the upper part?" This fellow said in a disguised form that I was sick in the brain, but luckily my mood is clearer now, so I don't care about it like her, and I went back to the hospital humming a little tune.When we arrived at the hospital, the child in the ward has already been discharged and is packing his things.I happily greeted their parents: "Hey, are you going to be discharged from the hospital?"

The mother said: "Yes, the doctor prescribed a few medicines for me to take at home, and I will be discharged from the hospital today." I continued to greet happily: "Remember to come here often from now on." ... I don't know if it's an illusion, but the parents were only taken aback for a moment, and then the speed of packing up doubled, as if Baofengyingyin fast-forwarded, and I was taken aback for a while. Soon, there was only me with a smirk left in the ward... About half an hour later, the familiar footsteps appeared outside the ward again.I hurriedly put away my smile and continued to put on a ladylike face.

But the first sentence Song Ziyan came in was: "Why are you smirking?" I was shocked: "How do you know I'm giggling?!" There was a smile between his brows and eyes, and he asked instead: "Go back today?" I was startled: "Go back?" After reacting, he continued to take Joe: "No." His face darkened: "Why?" I explained seriously: "I'm a young girl, what is the highest state of being a nerd? It's living in a hospital. I finally achieved this goal. Can I follow anyone and leave?" "Walking with people casually?" He repeated lightly, and then showed a long-lost smile that made people feel creepy: "Very good." My hairs stood on end, and I subconsciously returned to my dog-legged self: "Actually, as long as I'm not casual, I can still walk." He leaned over, with a strangely soft tone: "I'm just a casual person too?" Being so close, I could feel his breathing, and my mouth was dry all of a sudden: "It's... not bad." He smiled: "Is our relationship just okay?" His meaning made my old face smoke, and I nodded quickly: "It's very good, very good." His face was close, and his ambiguous breath hit my ear: "How good is it?" It was useless for me to answer, and he began to prove it with actions... This dry firewood meets Martian, and it seems that there will be a scene of "in the hospital" with Japanese subtitles... A childish voice suddenly sounded at the door: "Mom, are they applying medicine too?" A four-year-old girl was held in her father's arms and asked with a pure face and twisted hair. And the two adults behind her were looking at us dumbfounded. I looked down at the posture of Song Ziyan and I. I was on the bed and he was on top of me. Both of us were out of breath and our clothes were messy... I belatedly began to think, what a bad preschool education this is! At this time, the father also stretched out his hand to cover his daughter's eyes belatedly... It's too late to remedy the situation! ! The atmosphere that followed was rather embarrassing, until the couple settled things silently, the ward was still extremely dull.Although we are neighbors for the time being, this kind of relationship is not good, very bad.So the mother first handed over the olive branch, and it was the safest question in the hospital: "What's wrong with your child?" Tears, don't be fooled by the appearance and take it for granted, not all children live in the children's ward! I weakly raised my paw: "Uh... Actually, I was hospitalized." As soon as this remark came out, the couple glanced at me in horror and weirdness, and turned their heads with lightning speed. I became a transparent background that was ignored by others. Fortunately, children's eyes are sharp, and they have a pair of eyes that are good at discovering purity and beauty.When her parents went down to help her buy food, she cared about me in a childish voice: "Sister, why did your mouth hurt?" I raised my foot: "It's my foot that got burned, but my mouth is fine." She pouted and asked, "If your mouth is fine, why did uncle apply the medicine for you?" Song Ziyan, who was reading the document, raised his head: "Call her auntie." Seeing my murderous eyes, he frowned and added reluctantly: "Call me brother." He looked down at the document seriously. I felt something was wrong, so I asked, "What medicine?" She said: "When we first came in, uncle... brother was helping you apply the medicine? I saw my parents like this before, and my father said that my mother's mouth was broken and needed to apply medicine." He asked very puzzled: "But why do they sometimes lock the door and wipe it? They won't even open the door when I knock." I sweat, what a beastly parents, I explained very euphemistically: "They are doing some shameful things." (Where are you being euphemistic!!!) Song Ziyan glanced at me meaningfully... The little girl continued to ask: "What kind of shameful thing is it?" Of course you can't pollute such a pure flower, I coughed and said thieves: "They count the money in the house and don't let you know." Shady enough, dark enough! Song Ziyan glanced at me contemptuously... But the little girl was even more puzzled: "Why can't I know the counting money?" It seems that she is still too young and naive to know the dark little Jiujiu in the adult world (it’s not that she is naive, it’s because she suspects that the person whose parents hide from you to count money is too dark!!).I changed to a way that she was more likely to accept: "They are eating delicious food behind your back, so they don't dare to let you know after closing the door." Song Ziyan glanced at me speechlessly... I continued without blushing or panting, "That's why you are so short and your parents are so tall, it's all because they eat delicious food behind your back." The little girl was angry, her cheeks were swollen: "Mom and Dad are bad people, ignore them!" He said he didn't care, but the child's temper would be forgotten as soon as he said it, and when his parents came back, he would start to act like a baby again.Her parents ignored me, and I didn't bother to shake them off. I peeled a banana and ate it leisurely. Song Ziyan had already put down the documents, looked at me, then at the little girl on the bed, and said, "I'll go and close the door tighter." I don't know if it's because I'm overthinking, but his tone seemed to be deliberately aggravated when the door was closed. The effect was immediate. The little girl who was acting like a baby immediately puffed up her cheeks. With a snort, she turned over and ignored her parents... The parents didn't know the reason, coaxed left and right, but the little girl was still furious: "You two usually steal food and don't tell me!" Her mother wondered, "How is it possible? Who told you?" I didn't swallow a bite of banana, so I shrank my head quickly. The little girl pointed at me with a slender finger: "This sister told me." I immediately received four angry looks. But the little girl was still complaining: "This sister said, you usually do shameful things when you apply medicine behind closed doors, count money behind my back, and eat, so you have grown into adults, I Still so short!" Feeling those two angry eyes continue to heat up, I weakly tugged at the corner of Song Ziyan's clothes: "General Manager, I suddenly feel that staying at home is a waste of time, and it's not something I should do as a young man..." He said slowly: "What is the conclusion?" I didn't want the ladder they gave me, and now I have to climb down by myself tied with a rope. I couldn't help but burst into tears: "Let's go back." He rubbed my hair, and his tone was as soft as a sigh: "If you go back early, everything will be fine." Seeing the smug smile on his face that obviously didn't match his tone, I cried, I was calculated again! ! The car walked to the gate of the community, saw the folding door opened little by little, and suddenly someone was slapping on the car window, I took a closer look, and couldn't help being shocked, it was that uncle! ! Before I could stop him, Song Ziyan had already rolled down the car window. The uncle greeted him cheerfully, and then looked at me wonderingly: "I said I haven't seen you for so long, why are you still the same?" I smiled embarrassingly, and raised my gauze-wrapped feet: "Not exactly, and I brought back the spoils." He looked at my feet and frowned. I was moved for a moment. I didn't expect that behind your poisonous tongue, there is a heart that pities me so much. He slowly moved his eyes up, looked into my eyes, and said regretfully: "I said, little fox, what you should fix is ​​your face, not your feet!!" O___O ... Uncle, you are not an aboriginal of the earth, you immigrated from the planet of the undead swearing! ! When I entered the door, I was still angry. Song Ziyan shook his head with a smile and said, "Go and wash your face first." It is true that I haven't washed well in the hospital these days, so I simply put one foot up and took a combat bath, and when I came out, he had already prepared all the meals. Depend on!So you know how to cook, and you still order me around like that! took a sip... Depend on!It turns out that you did such a good job, and you still squeezed me so much! I was squeezed too hard before, and I tried to eat it in my mouth, hoping to eat enough.He didn't move his chopsticks, but asked, "Is it delicious?" I nodded: "It's so delicious! You are simply an all-rounder with all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique, art and labor!!" He looked at me tenderly, and said dotingly and indulgently: "If you want to eat, I will make it for you often in the future." Such sweet words came out of his mouth, choking me so much that I almost spit out a mouthful of food. I looked at him in surprise, and said in a trembling voice, "General manager... you are not smart..." His face turned blue again in an instant, and he looked at me coldly: "Eat quickly, wash the dishes after eating." It's only normal for you to be like this. I thought I was under an illusion just like that. Seeing him with a gloomy and normal face, I couldn't help but shake my head secretly: You are King Kong and you have been acting like a King Kong all the time, why are you pretending to be scary Barbie, really! After eating and washing the dishes, I went back to the bedroom to watch TV as usual. But after just two glances, Song Ziyan shut it down.Before I could protest, he wrapped his hands and feet around me and whispered in my ear, "Do you want to close the door and count the money?" I was stunned for two seconds, before I realized it, I didn't care about blushing, and raised my right foot like a rice dumpling: "Are you embarrassed to bully a disabled person?" He looked at me, but he didn't insist, but his body was still close to me, and I struggled to resist. He closed his eyes and murmured: "Don't move, I just want to hug you, that's all, it's good." I felt that all the strength in my body was gone, and my heart felt warm wave after wave. Can't see it, Song Jingui, who usually pulls like 2.58 million and never listens. Occasionally, a card, that is a self-drawing dragon that kills the world! ! My heart suddenly turned into a small boat. Although I didn't know the other side of the case, the location of the pier and the revetment where the sails were set off, but I was extremely stable, but I knew there were so many hidden reefs, but at this moment, it was just this For a moment, just lying quietly and hugging, what else is worth looking forward to?