Chapter 12 Chapter Eleven

Zhou Zhou said: "You say that, it seems that she is useless and has been pestering you, so why did you fall in love with her in the first place?" Liu Jun said: "For a man, looks must be the first criterion when looking for a girlfriend. To be honest, she is quite pretty, but there are so many pretty people out there, why should I choose her?" Zhou Zhou said: "Then how about you, let her pester you like this." Liu Jun said: "I don't know either. I deliberately got angry with her when I got home, but no matter what I said about her, she still pestered me. Later I found out that she was dependent and was used to being with me. I'm afraid that if I dump her, no one will want her."

Zhou Zhou said: "Since she is such a girl, you should treat her better." Liu Jun said: "But I don't love her at all, how can I get better, I feel angry when I see her." The two walked more and more slowly, gradually being left behind by the team, and chatting more and more deeply.After Qiu Fei left, Zhou Zhou had no one to communicate with, and he was a little dissatisfied with Qiu Fei, so he was uncomfortable. Just when Liu Jun appeared, he still wanted to hear, so Zhou Zhou vented his grievances, and felt better after speaking. some. When others had finished picnicking on the top of the mountain, the two of them climbed up.Liu Jun learned that Qiu Fei went out of town without telling Zhou Zhou and didn't know what he was doing. Zhou Zhou was very worried about this, and Liu Jun felt that it was time for him to act.

After climbing to the top of the mountain, Zhou Zhou was sweating, so he pulled off his clothes to cool off. Liu Jun reminded Zhou Zhou not to freeze.Some classmates joked that the two of them had a worthwhile trip, as they had a good time and fell in love.Liu Junmei is in his heart.But with your mouth, don't talk nonsense. Zhou Zhou took a bottle of water and sat on a stone nearby to drink. Liu Jun sat over, took out a porcelain bottle of yogurt from his bag, and said, "I brought it specially for you." Zhou Zhou didn't pick it up, and said, "You can drink it, I have it." Then he took out his own yogurt, plugged it into a tube and drank it.

Liu Jun was a little frustrated.Plugged in the tube and drank by himself. Enough rest, go down the mountain.Going up the mountain is easy and going down is difficult. Several times Liu Jun wanted to help Zhou Zhou, but Zhou Zhou refused. When returning to the city, Zhou Zhou was still sitting in Liu Jun's car. Liu Jun still sent off other classmates first, and Zhou Zhou last.After climbing the mountain once, when the students got off the bus again, they said goodbye to Liu Jun and Zhou Zhou.They all smiled mysteriously, which made Zhou Zhou very uncomfortable. When the car drove to the gate of Zhou Zhou Community, Zhou Zhou said, "You don't need to go in, just stop here."

Liu Jun said, "Let's have dinner together tonight." Zhou Zhou said: "Next time, I'm tired after climbing the mountain all day." He got out of the car. Liu Jun stopped Zhou Zhou and asked, "Why are you avoiding me on purpose?" Zhou Zhou said nonchalantly, "No, we are classmates. Why should I hide from you?" Liu Jun was a little depressed after hearing this, but Zhou Zhou still limited the relationship between the two to the scope of classmates.But he is not discouraged. After arriving home, Zhou Zhou ordered takeaway, ate while surfing the Internet, and checked the weather in Hefei throughout the day.It has been sunny and cloudless for the last three days.So I called Qiu Fei.

Qiu Fei was writing a script in the hotel, Zhou Zhou asked him, "Have you eaten yet?" Qiu Fei said, "Not yet." Zhou Zhou asked: "Why are you so busy and haven't eaten any food?" Qiu Fei said: "Just after the meeting, we will eat in a while." Zhou Zhou asked, "Is it raining heavily over there?" Looking at the clear night sky outside the window, Qiu Fei said, "It's not small", and then asked Zhou Zhou, "How was your spring outing?" Zhou Zhou was convinced that Qiu Fei was hiding it from her, so he didn't want to answer, and hung up after saying a few words in a hurry.

This night, Zhou Zhou didn't sleep well.She didn't understand why Qiu Fei did this. Zhou Zhou is sick.Because of Qiu Fei's matter, he was upset.I haven't slept well for several days in a row, and my resistance has declined.In addition, when climbing the mountain, I sweated, and when the wind blew, I caught a cold, had a stuffy nose, and coughed. Zhou Zhou didn't go to class on Monday morning. He took cold medicine in the morning and lay down again. He couldn't sleep. He received a text message from Liu Jun, asking why he didn't come to class.Zhou Zhou replied that he was sick, Liu Jun asked what the disease was, Zhou Zhou said he had a cold, Liu Jun said drink more water, I will bring you cold medicine at noon, and buy you what you want to eat.Zhou Zhou said no, the medicine was available at home, and he didn't want to take anything.Liu Jun said, how can I do that? When I am sick, I have to eat to replenish my strength to fight against the disease.Zhou Zhou said that there is also food at home, so don't bother Liu Jun, let him go to class well.Liu Jun said that he was also sick, and Zhou Zhou asked him what was wrong, and he said he was suffering from lovesickness.Zhou Zhou didn't text Liu Jun back.

Zhou Zhou sent Qiu Fei a short message, saying that he had a cold.Half a day later, Qiu Fei replied, why don't you pay attention and take medicine quickly. After reading Liu Jun's text message and then Qiu Fei's text message, Zhou Zhou wanted to cry. When Zhou Zhou sent a text message, Qiu Fei was chatting with a few miners in a coal mine, collecting materials, and his mind was all on what the miners said, and he didn't care what Zhou Zhou said. The text message he replied was subconsciously replied, even After posting, I didn't remember what disease Zhou Zhou said he had. After reading it again, I realized it was a cold. I didn't think it was a serious problem, so I didn't say anything more.

Lying until noon, someone knocked on the door, Zhou Zhou asked, "Who is it?" Said outside the door: "Me." Zhou Zhou recognized that it was Liu Jun, and she was very unhappy with Liu Jun's answer, as if this was Liu Jun's home, and he just came back from outside, so Zhou Zhou still asked, "Who are you?" Said outside the door: "I'm Liu Jun, I'm here to see you." Zhou Zhou didn't rush to open the door, but said, "I didn't say you don't need to come, you can go back to class." Liu Jun said: "I don't trust you, anyway, I can't listen to you when you're not here, you open the door first, I came all the way, you have to let me in for a rest no matter what."

When Zhou Zhou opened the door, Liu Jun really regarded this place as his own home, and said, "Find me a pair of slippers." Zhou Zhou said, "No need to change." Liu Jun carried the medicine in a plastic bag from the Golden Elephant Pharmacy and a bag of strawberries, put it on the table and said, "I bought it for you." Zhou Zhou said, "I have everything here." Liu Jun said: "Anyway, I bought them all, you can eat them, and I will wash some for you." He said and went to the kitchen with strawberries. Zhou Zhou was weak and longed for someone to care for him, but this person was not Liu Jun, and Liu Jun did it.It made Zhou Zhou feel uncomfortable. First, Liu Jun was too enthusiastic, and second, he complained more deeply to Qiu Fei.

When Liu Jun came back from washing the strawberries, before handing them to Zhou Zhou, he tasted one and said, "It's okay, not sour." Zhou Zhou said, "Leave it there, I don't want to eat it now." Liu Jun sat on the sofa unceremoniously.He pinched another strawberry and put it in his mouth and said, "If you're tired, go to bed and lie down, don't worry about me, I'll sit here and chat with you." Zhou Zhou couldn't stand it any longer, and said, "I don't want to chat now, you go, I want to rest." Then he opened the door. After Liu Jun left, Zhou Zhou was a little annoyed, and immediately called Qiu Fei.Ask: "Qiu Fei, what are you doing?" Qiu Fei was chatting with the miners about how to solve the problem of sexual desire. At first the miners were secretive, but under Qiu Fei's guidance, they finally opened up their hearts. Telephone.The miners' interest in talking waned, and it was not easy to mobilize them again, so they told Zhou Zhou: "I'm talking about something, I'll call you when I'm done." Zhou Zhou didn't hang up, and asked Qiu Fei, "What are you talking about?" Qiu Fei said: "What else can I do? It's all about work. I'll talk about it later." Then he hung up the phone. The moment the busy tone came out on the phone, Zhou Zhou made a decision not to contact Qiu Fei to see what he could do. After Qiu Fei chatted with the miners in the coal mine, he went back to the hotel.In the past few days, if he couldn't write anymore, he would come to the coal mine to chat with a few people, and inspiration would emerge every time he came.He entered his room and was about to call Zhou Zhou back.There is a knock on the door. Qiu Fei went to drive.It's Han Lu. Qiu Fei said, "Why are you here?" Han Lu said: "This is my husband's home, why can't I come." Qiu Fei lets Han Lu into the house.Said: "Don't look after the children in Beijing?" Han Lu sat down, lit a cigarette by herself, and said, "They live on campus, and it's too troublesome to go home every day. This time, they go home once a week." Qiu Fei asked, "Where's your husband?" Han Lu said: "I never knew what he was doing, every time he came here, he arranged for me to live here, and I will live next door to you." Qiu Fei said, "Why didn't he take you home to live?" Han Lu smiled and said, "He never took me there once." Qiu Fei asked: "Why?" Han Lu said: "That's where he hides. If something happens to the coal mine, he has a place to hide. No one knows where that place is except him." Qiu Fei said with Japanese emphasis: "Sly and cunning." "Can you make money without being cunning?" Han Lu asked, "How many episodes have you written?" Qiu Fei said: "It's been seven episodes, and I finished the eighth episode today." Han Lu said, "Let's go eat first, and write when we come back." Qiu Fei happened to be hungry too, so he went downstairs with Han Lu and missed calling Zhou Zhou. Zhou Zhou said that she didn't contact Qiu Fei anymore, but she still wondered what Qiu Fei was doing there, why didn't she believe her for a long time. The more Zhou Zhou thought about it, the more confused her mind became, and the worse her mood became. She felt that going on with Qiu Fei was too tiring, and she had no sense of security at all. At this moment, a thought suddenly popped up in her mind, which shocked her: Break up , living a single life. It's not that Zhou Zhou doesn't like Qiu Fei anymore, it's just that when she feels that she wants to be with someone more but can't be together, she might as well give up the idea of ​​being together. After this idea came out, it was like a piece of dough, getting bigger and bigger, completely controlling Zhou Zhou. From the moment this idea came into being, Zhou Zhou tried to think that he had already broken up with Qiu Fei, to see if he could accept this status quo.It was really painful at first, and thinking about it, the cough got worse and the cold got worse.I took another pill. Liu Jun called and asked Zhou Zhou if he was okay. Zhou Zhou was in a mess at first and didn't want to talk to him, so he said he was still the same and was resting, so he hung up the phone. Zhou Zhou locked himself in a dark room with the curtains drawn, the lights turned off, the surroundings were silent, and he felt lonely. He couldn't help but think of Qiu Fei, and when he thought of him, he felt even more uncomfortable. Zhou Zhou tried his best to stop thinking about him. At this time, Zhou Zhou's cell phone rang, and there was a light in the darkness. Zhou Zhou hoped that it was Qiu Fei's hair, but also hoped it wasn't. It was from Liu Jun. He said that if you feel lonely, you can call him. Zhou Zhou put down his phone and lay down in the dark for another half an hour.After taking the medicine, she was tired and sleepy, but she couldn't fall asleep. She felt scared, the darkness became darker, and the surroundings became more silent. Zhou Zhou could hear the sound of his own heartbeat, very quickly.She felt that she couldn't stay in this room any longer, so she picked up her mobile phone and dialed Liu Jun's number. The two met in a quiet bar in the alley of Luogu Lane. Liu Jun said to drink some red wine, and Zhou Zhou said you should drink it. I am still sick and only drink plain water. "Is it still uncomfortable?" Liu Jun asked. "It's not easy to catch a cold," Zhou Zhou said. "It's not that difficult to break up with someone. I broke up with her completely after I went back today." Liu Jun said, "It's much easier now." "She didn't take a kitchen knife this time?" Zhou Zhou asked. "This time I took the kitchen knife first. I said, if you don't agree, I'll chop it on my arm." After Liu Jun finished speaking, he rolled up his sleeves, revealing a scar that was still oozing blood. "She didn't agree at first. , Seeing that I really chopped it up, I have to agree." Zhou Zhou didn't say anything. Liu Jun said: "Do you still remember the first time you took my car? In fact, we did not meet by chance. I have been waiting for you at the station for a long time. When I saw your feet, I was happy and nervous." Zhou Zhou said: "You just broke up with your girlfriend, so it's not good to talk about this now." Liu Jun said: "I have no relationship with her long ago. If she hadn't been pestering me, I would have found true love a long time ago." Zhou Zhou said, "I'm not the kind of person you're looking for." Liu Jun said, "Then what do you mean by asking me out?" Zhou Zhou took a sip of water and said, "You think too much, I just want to sit with you." At this time Zhou Zhou's phone rang, Qiu Fei and Han Lu returned to their respective rooms after dinner, Qiu Fei plugged in and called Zhou Zhou. Qiu Fei asked where Zhou Zhou was, and why no one answered the phone at home.Zhou Zhou said that he was chatting with friends outside.Qiu Fei asked what kind of friends, Zhou Zhou said the students in the MBA class, Qiu Fei asked a few people, Zhou Zhou said it was just the two of us, Qiu Fei said they were boys, Zhou Zhou said it was right. Qiu Fei said, "Don't tell me why you and the boy came out." In the past, Zhou Zhou always sent text messages or called to tell Qiu Fei where Zhou Zhou was going. Zhou Zhou said: "You are so busy, I am afraid to disturb you." He was telling the truth.There is also an element of aura. Qiu Fei was furious and thought to himself, I was working hard to earn money outside, and you didn't tell me when you went out to play, so he said: "Then you guys talk first, and call me when you get home." Hang up Telephone. "Is your boyfriend?" Liu Jun asked, "Are you jealous?" Zhou Zhou glanced at his watch and said, "I'll go back after a while." After hanging up the phone, Qiu Fei felt that his attitude towards Zhou Zhou just now was not very good, so he wanted to call to explain.I also feel that the timing is wrong, so I'd better wait for Zhou Zhou to go back and explain in detail. The landline in Qiu Fei's house rang, Han Lu called, Qiu Fei asked, "What's the matter?" Han Lu said, "Are you coming tonight?" Qiu Fei didn't understand for a while, and said, "Where did you go?" Han Lu said, "Come to my room." Qiu Fei understood what Han Lu meant, and said, "Your husband won't come back?" Han Lu said, "He never lived here." Qiu Fei smiled and said, "It's not good, it's at your husband's place. How can I touch his woman." Han Lu also laughed and said, "He has too many women. I don't care about him, and he doesn't care about me." Qiu Fei thought for a while and said, "Go to bed first, I have to write a meeting." Han Lu said, "Then shall I go and accompany you?" Qiu Fei said: "I can't write well when you are here." Han Lu said, "Then if you want to come over, call me in the room. Or knock on the wall, and I'll come find you." Qiu Fei smiled and said nothing. Han Lu said: "You write first, I'll hang up." Qiu Fei said, "Yes." The two hung up the phone. Qiu Fei turned on the computer, brought up the folder, and looked at the W0RD files inside. One file was worth 10,000 yuan, and there were already seven of them. This was the hope of his and Zhou Zhou's life.Qiu Fei created an eighth file. But the phone call with Zhou Zhou just now left Qiu Fei in no mood to write.He felt that Zhou Zhou seemed to be a different person recently, and suddenly became indifferent to him.In fact, Qiu Fei had this feeling two or three days ago.I didn't care about it at the time, but now combined with the phone call just now, I can't help but associate it, and even associate it with the beginning, development, climax, ending and epilogue according to the structure of the novel. Thinking about it this way, Qiu Fei couldn't sit still, and he decided to see him immediately. Zhou Zhou. Qiu Fei came out of the hotel and called the second child. The second child was in a mess and asked Qiu Fei what was the matter. Qiu Fei said he wanted to go back to Beijing. The second child said: "I'm homesick after only a few days since I came out? Bear with me, and I'll go back after I finish writing." Qiu Fei said, "I'm already on my way." The second child said, "Why didn't you tell me when you left?" Qiu Fei said: "There is something urgent at home, I will come back when I finish it", and then asked the second child, "Can I advance some money first?" The second child said, "How much do you want?" Qiu Fei said, "How much can you advance?" The second child asked, "How much have you written?" Qiu Fei said: "The seven episodes are all in the computer, and the computer is in the hotel." The second child said: "Then let's advance 20,000 yuan. I'm drinking. I'll transfer after drinking. You can check the account before tomorrow morning." Qiu Fei took a taxi and went straight to the train station. The train to Beijing will not be available until tomorrow morning.There are long-distance coaches in the railway station square, Qiu Fei asked, "When will you go to Beijing?" The solicitor said, "Leave immediately?" Qiu Fei asked, "When can I arrive?" The solicitor said, "Six or seven hours." Qiu Fei said: "It's too slow, can you hurry up?" At this time, a driver of a black car came over and said, "My car is fast, and it will take less than five hours." Qiu Fei said, "Then let's go." The driver said: "My car is expensive, it's so late, and the road is difficult." Qiu Fei said, "Just tell me how much it is." The driver said, "It will cost eight hundred anyway." Qiu Fei looked at his wallet and said, "Take me back to the hotel first." Qiu Fei returned to the room and called Han Lu. Han Lu's hearty laughter came from the phone, and she said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time." Qiu Fei asked, "Are you asleep?" Han Lu smiled again and said, "I knew you would call me. Are you coming or should I go?" Qiu Fei said, "I'll go there." Han Lu said, "Come on, there's no need to knock, the door is always open." Qiu Fei still knocked on the door before entering. Han Lu was lying on the bed watching TV and said, "Come in, don't I say you don't need to knock?" "I'm not used to knocking." Qiu Fei still stood at the door and said, "I have to go back to Beijing now." Han Lu felt a little sudden.Ask: "Why do you want to go back all of a sudden?" Qiu Fei said, "Look at my girlfriend." Han Lu asked, "Miss her?" Qiu Fei said, "That's right." Han Lu smiled again, "Then why are you looking for me?" Qiu Fei said: "Borrow some money, I don't have enough money for the car." Qiu Fei was galloping on the Beijing-Taiwan Expressway in a Jetta. The driver asked Qiu Fei, "What are you doing back in Beijing so late?" Qiu Fei said, "Family matters." The driver asked, "Is the family member sick?" Qiu Fei said, "No." The driver asked, "Has the family been arrested?" Qiu Fei said, "Can you hope that I will be better?" The driver said, "I'm neither sick nor arrested, so what can happen?" Qiu Fei said: "Drive your car well, if you can drive there in four hours, I will give you a thousand dollars." The driver said: "You have to pay attention to safety, no matter how urgent the matter is, you can't take your life." The driver gripped the steering wheel and stared ahead.Passing one car after another, suddenly, the driver said again: "Did your girlfriend run away with someone?" Qiu Fei glanced at the driver, but said nothing.Seeing Qiu Fei's gloomy face, the driver said, "I understand, don't worry, I will try to take you to the place in four and a half hours." Originally, Zhou Zhou wanted to sit in the bar for a while and then leave.When she finished drinking the water in the glass and was about to get up to leave, she thought that when she went back, she would have to stay alone in the empty room and face those troublesome things.I couldn't help but lose the courage to go home, so I leaned back on the sofa and asked the waiter to add another glass of water. Being alone is indeed scary.Twenty-year-old loneliness and thirty-year-old loneliness.It's two different things, the latter is more terrifying. Zhou Zhou said to Liu Jun, "Let's talk about something else." Liu Jun said, "Okay, what do you want to talk about?" So the two chatted about entertainment and current affairs. Liu Jun was very good at pleasing Zhou Zhou, and from time to time he made a few jokes or mocked current affairs. Zhou Zhou also temporarily forgot about those troubles, and the relationship between the two became closer through these insignificant topics. Before I knew it, it was past twelve o'clock. When it was almost two o'clock, the Jetta stopped at Zhou Zhou's building. The driver said: "The speed is not bad. It took four hours and twenty-seven minutes. It is the first time to drive so fast." Qiu Fei gave the driver 1,000 yuan and said, "Thank you!" He opened the door and waited for the driver to get out of the car after counting the money. "Exactly!" said the driver, putting the money in his pocket. "Brother, think about it." Qiu Fei didn't say anything, got out of the car and walked towards the entrance of the building. The driver yelled and asked Qiu Fei: "Are you still going back to Taiyuan? If so, I'll wait for you later." Qiu Fei waved his hand without looking back. The driver asked again: "Where is it cheaper to stay in a hotel?" Qiu Fei pointed to the west gate of the community, and disappeared at the entrance of the building. Qiu Fei opened the door with a key. After entering the house, he checked the living room and bedroom, but there was no Zhou Zhou. Qiu Fei didn't call Zhou Zhou, but took a can of beer from the refrigerator, lit a cigarette, turned off the light, sat on the balcony, and watched downstairs. The neighborhood is peaceful, there is no one on the road, buildings stand in the dark, and there are a few scattered windows with lights on. It is not known whether the people in the room are working or sleeping and forgot to turn off the lights. After smoking a cigarette, Qiu Fei lit another, and a red spot in the darkness flickered on and off, as if foretelling something bad was about to happen. A Corolla drove into the community, drove downstairs and stopped, familiar with the road. After the car was parked, Zhou Zhou got out of the passenger cab after a while and walked into the building. A man came out of the cab and seemed to call Zhou Zhou. Zhou Zhou stopped, turned around, and the man stepped forward. , pulled Zhou Zhou's hand, Zhou Zhou dodged, the man said a few words and took Zhou Zhou's hand, Zhou Zhou withdrew his hand, turned around and went upstairs, the man ran back to lock the car, and then caught up. All this was seen by Qiu Fei. As soon as Zhou Zhou opened the door and before he looked at the lights in the room, Liu Jun chased after him: "Listen to me." "You go back, I'm resting, and I have class tomorrow." Zhou Zhou turned on the light and said. "I think we should have a good talk..." Liu Jun was stunned halfway through speaking, and saw Qiu Fei behind Zhou Zhou. Zhou Zhou noticed that Liu Jun had a strange expression and turned his head too. Qiu Fei took a puff of his cigarette and looked at them without saying anything. Liu Jun glanced at Zhou Zhou and said, "Then I'm leaving." He disappeared at the door. Zhou Zhou closed the door and walked in. Qiu Fei looked Zhou Zhou up and down and saw that she was wearing a new pair of shoes. This is the pair of shoes that Zhou Zhou bought when he was shopping in the mall after Qiu Fei left. Zhou Zhou put them on specially before going out, in order to change his mood.Sometimes, a new pair of shoes, a new dress, a new mobile phone, a new book, or a new disk can make people feel a new mood. Zhou Zhou said before that he doesn't like to go shopping by himself, and he always pulls Qiu Fei to buy things, so who did Zhou Zhou buy these shoes with? Qiu Fei stared at the new shoes on Zhou Zhou's feet and guessed. "When did you come back?" Zhou Zhou asked Qiu Fei while sitting on the sofa. "I just walked in." Qiu Fei took a sip of beer, still looking at Zhou Zhou's shoes. "Why did you come back so late and didn't say anything in advance?" Zhou Zhou said. "Why did you come back so late?" Qiu Fei raised his head and said, "Is this how long you were chatting with that person at the bar?" Zhou Zhou smelled Qiu Fei's gunpowder, and she tried to keep calm and said, "It's time for us to have a good talk." Hearing what Zhou Zhou said, Qiu Fei thought that Zhou Zhou had some idea, so he said angrily, "Let's talk." Zhou Zhou said: "Can you sit here?" Qiu Fei has been sitting on the balcony, and there are already five empty beer cans on the ground. Qiu Fei took the beer, moved a chair, and sat opposite Zhou Zhou, putting on a look of resignation, "Let's talk." Zhou Zhou thought for a while, then said hesitantly, "I don't know how to speak." "You can say whatever you want." Qiu Fei said after taking a sip of beer. Zhou Zhou didn't look at Qiu Fei and said, "I don't think the two of us are suitable." "Since when did you think so?" Qiu Fei asked. "Recently." Zhou Zhou said. "Is it after meeting him?" Qiu Fei said. "It has nothing to do with him." Zhou Zhou said. "It doesn't matter if you tell me the truth, don't be afraid of hurting me." Qiu Fei finished drinking the beer in his hand and went to the refrigerator to get it. "Stop drinking." Zhou Zhou said. "I am willing." Qiu Fei opened it again. "You drink too much." Zhou Zhou said, "We can't talk about you like this." "I'm very sober, even more sober than if I didn't drink." Qiu Fei took another sip and said, "What do you want, tell me." Zhou Zhou glanced at Qiu Fei, turned his gaze away, and said nothing. "You can say whatever you think." Qiu Fei said. Zhou Zhou said calmly and tentatively, "Let's separate for a while." "Hmph!" Qiu Fei sneered, "If you want to break up, just say break up. Why do you say we'll be apart for a while? It's so euphemistic." Zhou Zhou said: "Try it separately first, and then get back together if you think it's better for the two of you to be together." "Do you think it's possible? If you still think it's better for two people to be together, you won't ask to separate." Qiu Fei said, "How is that person better than me?" Zhou Zhou said, "I told you, it has nothing to do with him." Qiu Fei said: "You don't need to explain, I can guess what's going on, since you've already made up your mind. Let's break up." After drinking the beer in his hand in one breath, he got up and left. Zhou Zhou chased him out and shouted, "Don't go, just listen to me." "There's nothing to say." Qiu Fei disappeared without looking back. After going out of the building, the wind blew and he felt a little dizzy, but Qiu Fei still drank too much. Standing on the steps in front of the building, Qiu Fei looked around and saw that there was no one there, and then looked up at the sky.The moon is round and bright. Qiu Fei thought for a while and walked towards the hotel at the west gate of the community. The next morning, when Qiu Fei was checking out at the front desk, he happened to meet the driver from yesterday, who was also checking out. "Come on, I don't even need to ask." The driver said. "If you still want to go back to Taiyuan, I'll drag you. No money." Qiu Fei got into the driver's car and said, "Stop when you see ICBC." The driver said: "I told you, I don't need the fare. I have to go back anyway. You didn't pay less yesterday, and you're frustrated in love again. Forget it." Qiu Fei said, "It's not for you." Qiu Fei took out the 20,000 yuan prepaid by his second child and asked the driver to go back to the neighborhood yesterday. The driver said: "Dude, we broke up, why don't you keep the money for yourself?!" Qiu Fei looked out of the car and said, "Let's drive." Qiu Fei returned to Zhou Zhou's house, and Zhou Zhou had already gone to class. Qiu Fei put the money and the house key on the table, left a note, and looked around the room again.My heart is a little sour.But still slammed the door with a "bang" and went downstairs.He felt that he was very tragic at the moment. When Zhou Zhou was in class, he was absent.Her mind was in chaos, she didn't know what she had done and what the result would be. She felt that what happened in the past few days was like a dream. She was completely out of control and could only follow the development of the plot. During the break, Zhou Zhou took his bag and left. Liu Jun chased him out and asked Zhou Zhou, "What's wrong?" Zhou Zhou said, "It's okay, I want to go home and be quiet." Liu Jun wanted to send Zhou Zhou back, but Zhou Zhou didn't need it, but Liu Jun insisted on sending him. Zhou Zhou got angry and said, "Why are you so shameless!" Liu Jun stood there dumbfounded and watched Zhou Zhou walk away. After returning home, Zhou Zhou saw the money and keys on the table, and noticed the note next to it, which read: Take care of yourself. On the way back to Taiyuan, Qiu Fei sat in the car without saying a word, leaning against the car window and smoking continuously. When refueling on the way, Qiu Fei bought another pack of cigarettes at the gas station.The driver drove the car, looked at Qiu Fei for a while, and sighed after each glance. Before evening, the car arrived at the hotel where Qiu Fei was staying. Qiu Fei bid farewell to the driver, and the driver told Qiu Fei: "Brother, be strong." After entering the room, Qiu Fei turned on the computer, wanting to devote himself to writing and forget his troubles, but after staring at the computer for an hour, he only wrote one name, not a character in a TV series, but Zhou Zhou. When he left Zhou Zhou's place yesterday, Qiu Fei didn't feel too bad, and he was coaxed in his heart: I can't live without anyone. Today I woke up from the wine, and when I thought about being alone in the future, I couldn't help but despair, my whole body felt cold, the heating in the room stopped, and turning on the air conditioner didn't help. The cigarette case was empty again, Qiu Fei went downstairs to buy cigarettes, and met Han Lu going upstairs. "Come back so soon?" Han Lu said, "Why go?" "Go buy a pack of cigarettes," Qiu Fei said. "Don't go down, I have it." Han Lu said. Qiu Fei followed Han Lu into her room, Han Lu lit a cigarette first, and threw the cigarette case to Qiu Fei, "I'm not in a good mood, what's wrong?" Qiu Fei lit a cigarette and said, "It's okay, maybe I didn't have a good rest." "I saw the second child when I was eating just now, and said that you paid him 20,000 yuan in advance." Han Lu said, "What happened?" Qiu Fei took a puff of cigarette and said, "I just broke up with my girlfriend." Han Lu said, "What's the matter, haven't you two been fine all the time?" "I don't know what's going on, so we split up in a daze." Qiu Fei said, "Since I came here to write the script, she treats me like a different person." "Does she know why you are here?" Han Lu asked. "I don't know." Qiu Fei said. "I didn't tell her, for fear that she would be worried." "That's your problem. Women want men to tell them the truth." Han Lu said, "She doesn't know what you're doing outside, so she can only guess wildly, often on the bad side." "It doesn't matter how she guesses, I can explain to her, but she is indeed dating a man. The man still found his home." Qiu Fei said. "Why did she date other men? It's because you ignored her. If my husband was at home every day, I wouldn't come here to see you." Han Lu said. "Is she taking revenge on me?" Qiu Fei said. Han Lu said, "It's not revenge, it's loneliness." Qiu Fei said: "Then I am alone, why am I not lonely?" "This is the difference between men and women." Han Lu said, "Men can focus on their careers, but women can only focus on men, and you are not the kind of man who can give women a sense of security." "Why can't I give it?" Qiu Fei objected. "Do you know why I wanted to get along with you in the third year of high school?" Han Lu mentioned the old things. "There is a lot of pressure to study. At that time, there were several good pairs in our class." Qiu Fei said. "The pressure is just one of the reasons. There are too many boys in the class, why don't I get along with others?" Han Lu said, "And we didn't know each other very well at that time." "That's because you are less familiar with other boys." Qiu Fei said. "There is always someone who is more familiar with you." Han Lu said. "That means they didn't agree." Qiu Fei said, "You have to settle for the next best thing?" "I was the first to look for you because I like you." Han Lu said, "You have a restless element in you, and you were a little troublesome at school. But it's not out of the ordinary. At that time, girls liked boys like this. Now When we are old, we all like steady men." "But is your current husband stable?" Qiu Fei said. "I can't help it." Han Lu said, "If I had never been married and had no children, I would have found a stable and stable person to marry." "But I came here to write something because of her." Qiu Fei was puzzled. "Living a good life is not only the dream of women but also everyone, but women yearn for a stable and peaceful life." Han Lu said, "You can't give it." "I don't believe it." Qiu Fei pinched his cigarette, stood up, and walked out the door. "Why go?" Han Lu asked. "Call her." Qiu Fei left Han Lu alone in the room. Zhou Zhou hung up the three calls that Qiu Fei had dialed, and sent a text message saying: "I want to be quiet, don't disturb me, okay?" Qiu Fei read the text message and couldn't calm down anymore.In the past, Zhou Zhou would discuss everything with him.Calling her now turned out to be an interruption.Qiu Fei couldn't accept this contrast.As soon as his head got hot, he called again, Zhou Zhou still hung up, and when he called again, Zhou Zhou turned off his phone. Qiu Fei threw the phone to the ground in despair and anger, the battery back cover fell off, and the screen was still on. Qiu Fei picked up the landline and pressed Han Lu's room number. After the call was connected, Qiu Fei said, "Can you come and stay with me for a while?" When people are in pain, they always hope to have someone to accompany them, as if the accompanying person can share the pain for him. Qiu Fei asked the restaurant of the hotel to deliver food and beer, opened a bottle, and handed it to Han Lu, "She didn't answer my calls, and turned off the phone." "It's even more worrying to drink away your worries." Han Lu took the beer. "Then what can we do?" Qiu Fei opened a bottle for himself. "Do you really want to be alone, or do you want to continue to be with her?" Han Lu asked. "Of course it's to be nice to her, otherwise I wouldn't be so uncomfortable." Qiu Fei and Han Lu touched the bottle and took a big gulp. "Then let her calm down for a few days, and then talk to her." Han Lu said. "I can't wait, I'm afraid that man will take advantage of the situation." Qiu Fei said, "Maybe he has already succeeded. Zhou Zhou broke up with me for the sake of being with him." "Don't think so, don't put pressure on yourself." Han Lu comforted. "But what if it has already happened?" Qiu Fei said angrily. "Then don't think so, if you still love her, get her back." Han Lu said. "But she ignored me." Qiu Fei said. "You just have to wait." Han Lu said, "Have you ever had pimples?" "It's too long." Qiu Fei lowered his head and took a bite of vegetables. "Have you squeezed through?" Han Lu asked. "Now is not the time to talk about these things. If you want to talk, go to the beauty salon." Qiu Fei said. "This is where your male chauvinism is self-righteous. Do you know what I'm going to say? I'm helping you out." Han Lu said, "I haven't answered my question yet." "Squeeze through." Qiu Fei said. "Just squeeze it." Han Lu said, "When the pimples are not ripe, it hurts when you squeeze them. When they are ripe, squeeze them again, and the pain will disappear, and those messy things will come out." "When will we wait? What's the difference between this and waiting?" Qiu Fei was still anxious. "If you want to chase, scare the rabbit and maybe run farther. When the rabbit is not afraid, it will naturally bump into your tree." Han Lu said. "Then what if the rabbit hits another tree?" Qiu Fei said, "I'm worried that Zhou Zhou will deliberately find someone else to keep him from turning back." "You have to trust her." Han Lu said, "She left you temporarily to let herself live a peaceful life, and she won't find anyone else, so she won't feel better." Hearing what Han Lu said, Qiu Fei felt much more comfortable. Qiu Fei was in a stable mood for a few days. He didn't text or call Zhou Zhou. He tried his best to focus on writing the script. After writing two episodes, Zhou Zhou was wandering in his mind all the time. He suppressed the impulse and decided to let himself and Zhou Zhou calmed down for a while, but at night, he had a dream. He dreamed that Zhou Zhou and another man were getting better, and he woke up anxiously. He felt that he couldn't wait any longer without taking action. It happened that the weekend was coming, and Han Lu was going back to Beijing. It was time for the children to go home, so Qiu Fei packed up his things, took Han Lu's car back to Beijing, and told his second son to go back to Beijing to write. After getting off the train, Qiu Fei went to find Zhou Zhou and knocked on the door, but no one answered.邱飞坐在楼下的健身器械上等，等到晚上八点，周舟还是没回来，邱飞饿了，去吃饭，吃完回来见周舟窗口还黑着灯，给周舟打电话，关机。 等到快十一点，邱飞给周舟父母家打了一个电话，是周舟妈接的，邱飞说：“阿姨我是邱飞。” 周舟妈说：“周舟把你俩的事情告诉我们了，我们劝过她，她不听，她不想接你电话。” 邱飞说：“您再帮我劝劝她。” 周舟妈说：“这孩子打小就轴，我们劝她她还让我们别管她的事儿。” 邱飞问：“她现在干吗呢？” 周舟妈说：“在她自己那屋不知道干吗呢。” 邱飞一听周舟在家，多少松了口气。 马杰增添了一个新癖好，建一个QQ群，找一堆城市达人，男女都有，多是外地来京的小姑娘小伙子，时不时组织个聚会，AA制，有对上眼的，就从此告别了单身，对不上的，下次继续参加。每次聚会马杰都不落空，除了因为没人能看上他，还一个重要原因，他说他是群主，群的聚会，群主怎么能不出席呢。 马杰知道邱飞失恋后，让邱飞参加他们的聚会看看，邱飞不去，马杰说：“与其在家黯然神伤，不如出来花天酒地。” 邱飞说：“你们那有花吗？” 马杰说：“来吧，好几朵呢。” 邱飞到了地方一看，虽然含苞待放，但放了也好看不了，吃几口就走了，不知道马杰为何仍津津乐道，好歹也是大学毕业，审美怎么这么差。 跟那些女的比起来，周舟好得不是一星半点儿，回到家，邱飞对周舟的思念更加强烈。 1995年，马杰上高中，喜欢看武侠小说。一天放学，无意中在一个小书摊买了一本署名“古尤著”的武侠小说，回家一看，没有武打动作，全是肉搏情节，看得他心惊肉跳，面红耳赤，少年沉睡的心灵从此被敲开，学习成绩一落千丈。马杰还把小说带到班上，在同学中间传看，那年，他被选为班里的生活委员。 1998年，马杰上大学，互联网开始普及，马杰从此不再看纸质黄书，改浏览黄色网页，上网费占据生活费的三分之一。 2000年，马杰再登录常去的那个黄色网站，发现已经改版，成为一家教育培训机构，原来的一片肉色变成满眼的课堂和书本，最暴露的画面，不过是一个穿着T恤露出一截胳膊的女老师。这时的马杰，仍然是处男。 人在难过的时候总爱找人倾诉，邱飞写剧本的时候挂在网上，别人和他聊天，他就主动倾诉感情，像个怨妇。 当别人说他和周舟还有希望的时候，邱飞就觉得他是好哥们；当别人说这事儿不好办时，邱飞就和他据理力争，试图说服对方这事儿没那么难办，好像说服了对方，就能和周舟重归于好似的。 别人安慰邱飞，说丰富的人生经历是一笔财富，邱飞说，可我多希望自己在这方面是个穷光蛋，一辈子和周舟耗着，慢慢老去。 邱飞给丁小乐打电话，想让她帮忙劝劝周舟。丁小乐说邱飞不应该骗周舟说去外地出差，前几天周舟找不到他，就给丁小乐打电话，知道了杨阳的事儿。邱飞说：“可是实话实说周舟肯定不让我去，而且当时我也急于挣钱。” 丁小乐也让邱飞别着急，说既然周舟这么决定了，还得靠她自己转过弯来，不是某个人能劝好的。 邱飞问丁小乐最近怎么样，丁小乐呵呵傻笑，说，凑合吧，然后让邱飞有杨阳的消息就告诉她。