Chapter 7 Section 6

Hot Saturday, July 2 It was four o'clock in the morning, and I sat on the sofa in a daze, staring at the wall without moving. There is always such a moment, I just want to kneel down and cry, howl, and walk every step carefully, but I just make a mistake about this multiple-choice question about him.I hate this opponent who is not in the show. Obviously we can perform a good show and make a happy ending, but he just wants to force me to be schizophrenic and full of darkness. The characters are so complicated that they deserve an Oscar. I still remember how many times he was knocked down by my meanness when he just fell in love and was still in the honeymoon period. After laughing, he said, girl, you are really my happy fruit.

Sometimes he would also ask curiously, what kind of state of mind can make my words be so harsh. I have never had time to tell him, what kind of state of mind does this need?A girl like me, with no big breasts and mediocre looks, if I fall in love with someone, how can I make him remember me?A beautiful girl's eyes and smile will make them fascinated, but I can only speculate carefully and try my best to make the words I speak hit you with a single blow. My aggressiveness, which once touched him, turned into a double-edged sword and stabbed me at the end. I just sat on the sofa like that, motionless.That phone call hurt me, and pierced a faint dream that I refused to admit these days. I whispered that it hurt, but even the air around me remained silent.

I could run after him and yell or get on my knees to keep him.However, I was deprived of all the right to resist by my huge self-esteem. I tried to tell myself that if one day, he no longer loves you, then it is wrong for you to be pitiful, and it is also wrong to be angry. It is wrong to share the same fate on the earth, maybe you can die for him?Ha, that was the mistake that made him yell at him when he dreamed back at midnight. Before we knew it, when we came here, we would only show a flawed posture in everything we did except leaving a cool back. I looked around, and in a daze, I felt that beside the sofa, the traces of his sitting were still there, and in the bathroom, there was his spare toothbrush. In the frame, the group photo of the two of them would never expire, and their smiles were so bright.

I know that somewhere in the world, there must be a more tragic parting of life and death, but at this moment, I am alone, and there are memories everywhere, so I am being delayed everywhere. This kind of capital punishment is even more terrifying. Sitting there until 6am, I showered and headed off to work, trying to look safe and sound. Not long after I sat down, Wang Xiaojian also came, gave me a stiff look, and said hello, then sat in my seat, turned on the computer, put on the earphones, and began to act in isolation. Somewhere in my heart, I feel as if Tetris is about to be blocked to the top.

I survived the noon in a daze, and the tiredness began to erode my will bit by bit. It was not the sleepiness, but the boundless weakness. When I was about to ask for sick leave with the old man, Wei Yiran called and said that Li But you have some new ideas, you want to talk to me.He has a business trip tomorrow, so he only has time this afternoon. I could only say yes, then packed up the materials and was ready to go. At this moment, Wang Xiaojian stood up suddenly and offered to go with me. I was extremely surprised, wondering how he was going to torture me with cold violence, Wang Xiaojian told me with a late-night face, the old man asked me to do this job with you.

I had no choice but to cooperate with Wang Xiaojian silently all the way to a well-known luxurious and expensive SPA club to meet the Barbie bride who always has new ideas. Li Ke was wearing a bathrobe, pulled her good-tempered future gentleman in a suit, and sat in front of us, with eyelashes fluttering up and down, took out a small notebook, and began to beep beep beep and said quickly: "I recently refer to I have collected a lot of materials, but I actually did my homework, right, I saved you a lot of trouble, Ms. Huang." I froze for a second and said, hey, thank you. "I want that kind of dreamy and intellectual wedding. I don't want people to think that I'm just a lucky girl who found the most suitable person in the world and then got married naturally, although it's all right. , but you know, oh, you are a girl, you must know, this is too simple, right, there is no suspense."

I felt someone hit me on the back of the head with a maraca, and there was a buzzing sound in my ears. I don't know, even though I'm a woman, I don't know what this weird Barbie is talking about. "Oh, that is to say, I don't want the scene to be so ordinary, it would be easy to get bored, right? I hope there is a little bit of suspense." I thought about it, but I still couldn't hold back, and said, "You mean, let's hire a few mistresses to make trouble?" Li Ke definitely didn't mean that, his expression froze all of a sudden, staring at me with her big dull eyes, Wei Yiran burst out laughing, Li Ke turned his gaze away and glared at him.

Wang Xiaojian, who had been sitting next to me like a still life painting, suddenly said, "She was joking, go ahead." Li Ke saw my attitude, so she withdrew her inexplicable little emotions, and began to recite the thoughts written in her little notebook one by one. "First of all, I want my appearance to have a special surprise. The music I don't want is a wedding march. It's so tacky. Everyone uses this song, but the song I want to use must also be related to marriage. It can't be Chinese, Chinese The song seems very out of style, it must be classical music.” I quickly memorized the princess's request on the paper. It was strange that the words I wrote changed from big to small, sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.

"The way I appear on the stage also needs to be special. I want to appear unexpectedly. No one can guess where I came from. Everyone is looking for it. Then, "bang" I appeared, scaring everyone, but Be romantic, not tacky." Put you in a balloon, put it in the sky, and then poke it, "bang", and fall down, scaring everyone, and romantic. "Ah, yes, yes, I want a short film. I want to start with the way I was in kindergarten. We were far away from each other at that time. Who would have thought that we would meet one day, so you guys have to start looking for the way I am. Similar children's actors, children's actors, I will act in my youth..."

My left brain seemed to be held by a pair of big hands, and it kept falling against the wall, stinging and roaring. Li Ke's sharp and greasy voice fluctuated from far to near, which was extremely ear-piercing, and my vision began to blur , the surroundings suddenly looked like a distorted silent film, and it was very similar to the huge bathhouse that was always full of steam when I was a child. Every time I went to take a bath, I was very panicked. Standing in a vast expanse of steam, I just wanted to lie back Go down, and finally I have to lie down too. I felt Wang Xiaojian shaking me desperately, "Xiao Xian'er, you look very bad."

I tried my best to say, "What?" "Let me ask you, did you not eat at noon? When was the last time you ate?" I slowly understood Wang Xiaojian's question, and then slowly began to search for the answer to the question. Yes, I really think I haven't eaten for a long time. The last time I ate, was it yesterday, or the day before yesterday, or... I couldn't remember the answer to this question until I lost consciousness.