Chapter 6 Section 5

Sunny Friday, July 1 At ten o'clock in the morning, I finally got the damn call. When I saw the number on the caller ID, I was startled, and in a trance, joy welled up in my heart.Yes, that’s the kind of happiness that comes from asking him after answering the phone, where are you, where are we going to eat, and which movie to watch. But that illusion was fleeting, and I knew it was going to be a phone call I'd never forget, but whether it was long or short, it had nothing to do with happiness. I ran to the pantry with the phone in my hand, then supported the refrigerator hard, and pressed the call button.

"Hello?" My voice trembled uncontrollably. "at work?" "... shall we leave out these conversations?" "...Well, I, I've been meaning to call you and explain, but I dare not, dare not make the call." I took a deep breath and said in my heart over and over again, Huang Xiaoxian, hold your breath, Huang Xiaoxian, hold your breath. "I know I'm sorry for you, it's so difficult to call you like this, I can't think of what to say to you..." But I still didn't hold my breath, "Don't do this, okay, don't do this, when you were chasing me seven years ago, you called me to confess your love, the opening line was exactly the same as what you said now, okay, since it's so difficult, I It makes you so scared again, so let me ask you to answer, okay? When did it start?"

"……half year ago." "Half a year ago? You and her celebrated my birthday together last month!" "Yes, but we can't tell you about it on your birthday, can we?" "Fart, the three of us hang out every day, and last week we were discussing where to go on vacation together in the summer. What do you think I am? A loyal audience of your fiery romance? Still thinking about not exposing this disgusting thing first, Because maybe one day I will want to have a 3P with you?" "That's it! Xiao Xian'er, I'm afraid of you like this! Can you stop being so mean? Can, can you stop being so aggressive..."

"That's really funny. Who told me, girl, I really like your meanness?" "Little Xian'er, I'm tired. Your aura is too strong. Let me tell you, you can't slap a slap. It's really not my fault that we've come this far..." "Hey, let me tell you, I'm being mean because you deserve it so much!" "Little Fairy..." "...Do you want me to cry for you? You want me to cry out of breath and say, please don't leave and I beg you to come back? Then you really found the wrong person from the beginning. When I grow up, my whole body is missing only one gene, which is crying to ask you to turn around..."

"Xiaoxian, I didn't make this call to beg you to forgive me..." "..." The blood in the veins, like a traffic accident, was all blocked in the heart in an instant. I suddenly couldn't say anything. "The two of us may really not be suitable for being together. You can scold me. This time, I am willing to listen to your most vicious curses and meanness from beginning to end." I couldn't say a word. I heard a sound of bubbles breaking from somewhere far away. I knew that it was my humble wish that was hijacked by my self-esteem, and I hoped that he would turn back.

There was also silence on the other end of the phone. I wanted to hang up the phone gracefully and leave a beautiful back, but I still couldn't hold back, and said the last sentence in this relationship to the person I loved for five years. "I won't call you a jerk, but I will prove to you that you are a total jerk. Goodbye." After hanging up the phone, my knees softened and I squatted in front of the refrigerator. The refrigerator made a buzzing sound, and I naively thought, I don’t know if this sound can cover the sound of my crying.After much deliberation, I made a compromise decision. I cried out with all my might, with distorted expressions, but the amazing thing was that I didn't make a sound.

In my mind, I tried my best to create a person, pretending to be a confidant sister, and comforting me in my ears, Xiao Xianer, you can make it through, you already knew that what you love and what I want, the ending is either A or B, even if It’s betraying you, so what’s there to cry about? A man can betray you while stabbing himself with a knife; a man can betray you while feeding himself dichlorvos in regret; a man can also betray you while raising a big balloon below Hang a sign saying: I only love you for the rest of my life. There was a slight cough from behind, I was startled, wiped away my tears in a hurry, turned around, and saw Wang Xiaojian standing in front of the tea room.

I completely surrendered to this evil day. I can accept the breakup call from my boyfriend who has been with me for seven years, but at this moment, I really don't want my hated colleagues to see me like this. I looked at Wang Xiaojian, trying to show a smile of "I'm fine with nothing", but it didn't work. Wang Xiaojian looked down at me with a look of indifference, and after half a minute, he said: You are too makeup. Then he turned and left the tea room. I want to give his middle finger to his back. But all over his body, he didn't even have the strength to lift his arms.