Chapter 24 LESSON 25: People who love me and people I love

In this world, how often do we meet the person who loves us deeply and also loves us deeply? Even if they meet, what are the chances that these two people will go on forever together? The combination of so many small probability events is really frustrating. However, we believe in life and the miracle of life just because of such odds. Are unbelievers too sober, or believers too greedy? On this day, Gu Xiaobai's hair was disheveled, and he obviously hadn't slept all night, so he took a paper cup and came out of the editing room to pour water.Luo Shuquan on the opposite side walked towards him beamingly, wanting to say hello, but Gu Xiaobai's eyes were blank, and he just walked past Luo Shuquan like a wandering soul.Luo Shuquan had three black lines on his head.

Gu Xiaobai walked to the automatic water dispenser, poured water, and continued to walk towards Luo Shuquan with his eyes open while drinking. Still haven't seen Luo Shuquan. "Hello!!!" Luo Shuquan finally couldn't help shouting as they passed by. Gu Xiaobai was scared out of his wits, and the paper cup flew away, "Ahhh!" Gathering his mind, he saw Luo Shuquan clearly, "There is something wrong with you! It's okay to scare anyone! You can't go far away and say hello first!" "Fuck you! You've walked past me like this twice, and you haven't seen me? Are you deliberately ignoring me or are you out of your mind?"

"I haven't slept in the editing room for three days." Gu Xiaobai yawned and said dejectedly. Gu Xiaobai continued to walk into the editing room, and Luo Shuquan followed behind. "I haven't slept for three days? Then what are you doing?" "Cut the film..." "Then... what about the people who cut it? They haven't slept for three days?" "No," Gu Xiaobai looked at him helplessly, "They work in three shifts, and I'm the only one supporting it." "Are you planning to become immortal like this or what?" Looking at Luo Shuquan's surprised eyes, Gu Xiaobai spread his hands.

"No, the film has a due date, and I have labor syndrome now." "what?" "When it was time to hand in the film, I saw that everything was wrong, and then I changed it over and over again, and then I was confused. The editor turned against me, threw my bag and went back to sleep, so I had to learn by myself. That editing software, and then I crashed the system..." Luo Shuquan...has nothing to say. "What did you come to see me for?" "Nonsense, I told you on the phone, I just came to confirm the time with you." "What time? Confirm what? What did you say to me on the phone?"

"Damn!" Luo Shuquan turned around and left, "I don't care about you." "Oh, you have a lot of adults, forgive me once, I am really dizzy." Gu Xiaobai held him back and begged bitterly. "Okay, let me tell you again," Luo Shuquan looked at Gu Xiaobai and said word by word, "I will get married in three days, and you will be there, and you will be my best man! So you have to start preparing the day before." Okay, remember? Shall I stab you with words?" Looking at Luo Shuquan in a daze, Gu Xiaobai nodded after five seconds. Watching Luo Shuquan go away, Gu Xiaobai sat next to the editing machine with his eyes open again.

"Director, was that your friend just now?" The editor who just came in turned around and asked. "Huh? Who? Who is my friend?" This is a day a month after Luo Shuquan and AMY registered their marriage, and it has been less than half a month since Gu Xiaobai finished filming.During this period, except for a glimpse of Shanli on the editing stage, Shanli never appeared again, as if the moment of freezing was an illusion that Gu Xiaobai missed too much.However, the facts are clear, Shanli has not left this city, even if he knew this, Gu Xiaobai really has no way to find her.

If a person deliberately disappears in your life, you will never find her. But what supports Gu Xiaobai to persevere is to complete this film.He believed that one day, Shanli would see this film and hear what he wanted to say to her.At that time, she will take the initiative to walk in front of him and never disappear. At the same time, Xiaoxiao disappeared from their lives during this period of time. Since the day Luo Shuquan received the certificate, Xiaoxiao has lived in seclusion, except for going to and from get out of class on time, and no one knows where she is during the rest of the time.Until one day, Zuo Yongbang received a call from Yang Jingjing, telling him that Xiaoxiao was at her house for a while, and told him not to worry.So, Zuo Yongbang got off work that day and drove to Yang Jingjing's house.

Opening the door, both of them were a little embarrassed. "Sorry." Finally, Zuo Yongbang smiled. "It's okay, come in." After entering the room, Zuo Yongbang looked around, and there were only the two of them in the room. Yang Jingjing pouted at Zuo Yongbang and went into the bathroom, "I've been there for three days." "She locked herself in the toilet for three days by herself?" "That's not enough." Yang Jingjing sighed, "Eat out to eat, sleep in the house, and lock myself in the bathroom at other times. If I want to go to the bathroom, I have to apply in advance."

Zuo Yongbang looked at Yang Jingjing, turned his head and walked to the door of the bathroom, knocked on the door softly, "Xiaoxiao... Xiaoxiao... I am your father." "Dad." There was an emotionless reply from inside. "What do you mean by shutting yourself in the bathroom like this? Come out, Dad talk to you." "Don't talk about it." "What do you mean not to talk? If you don't come out again, I will break in." "I'm taking a shower." Zuo Yongbang froze for a moment, put his ear on the door, and there was no sound inside.

"Stop talking nonsense, hurry up and open the door, if this goes on, people will see a joke, are you still my daughter!" After a while, the bathroom door opened, and Xiaoxiao wanted to go in again with a blank face, but was pulled out by Zuo Yongbang, and sat down in front of the sofa. Xiaoxiao sat expressionlessly as before, but she was also expressionless. She no longer had the lively look she had before, but just sat lifelessly, announcing the existence of a walking dead. "What mood are you in now?" Zuo Yongbang finally asked with a sigh after looking at his daughter for a while.

"not in the mood." "What do you mean being in the mood? If you continue like this, I won't be able to talk to you!" "I didn't want to talk to you." Xiaoxiao stood up and went to the bathroom. "Stop!" There was such a roar from behind, Xiaoxiao stood up straight, turned around, with tears all over her face. Yang Jingjing sighed, and immediately found a tissue for Xiaoxiao, who took the tissue to wipe her tears. "Now you know why I stayed in the bathroom. It's not to embarrass you, it's for the convenience of getting tissues." While wiping her tears, Xiaoxiao explained to Yang Jingjing earnestly, without looking at Zuo Yongbang at all. "Xiaoxiao, Dad knows how you feel right now." "How do you know how I feel? You have never been in love!" "I've never been in a relationship before, I can give birth to you!" Facing the counterattack, Zuo Yongbang showed no sign of weakness. Xiaoxiao... was silent... "I know what's in your heart right now." Zuo Yongbang walked up to Xiaoxiao, "It's uncomfortable and scared, right? I'm afraid I won't find a man like Luo Shuquan in the future, right?" "How do you know?" Xiaoxiao looked at her father in surprise. "I'm your father! Am I a mortal?" Never letting go of any opportunity to praise herself, Xiaoxiao thrived under the education of such a father. "But think about it for yourself. Do you really know Luo Shuquan? Have you ever dated him? Have you ever been his girlfriend?" Zuo Yongbang looked at Xiaoxiao and asked pressingly. "Not at all, so you don't know him at all. What you fall in love with is just a person you created in your heart. This person becomes more and more perfect in your heart, so you can't afford to lose him at all. The problem It's... you've never got anyone, do you understand?" "People are like this. They feel so good about what they have never got and what they have lost, but is this really the case? It's all your own thinking, because you dare not face the reality, so you desperately Fall in love with the person in my heart, keep falling in love with the person in my heart. Xiaoxiao, this is not strength, it is weakness.” Xiaoxiao raised her head and looked at her father... He'd never said anything like that to himself... Even though it is her own father, Xiaoxiao feels that having such a father is simply a nightmare for most of her life. Except now. Maybe... that's the real him, right? "You are my Zuo Yongbang's daughter, I hope you are a strong girl, don't let dad down." "Will I find the guy who I love and who loves me?" "Fool, of course. You're my daughter." Looking at her father boasting, Xiaoxiao once again felt that... the nightmare has never ended... "What mood are you in now?" In the coffee shop, AMY raised his head and asked Mo Xiaomin in front of him while stirring the coffee. "Ah? What's my mood? What's my mood?" "I'm married, how do you feel?" "Of course I'm happy for you!" "What about Gu Xiaobai?" Seeing Mo Xiaomin's incredulous expression, AMY asked lightly. "..." "Luo Shu and I are all good because of the two of you. Now that we are together, what about you?" "Then what's the matter, just keep it in your heart and think about it, isn't it good?" "Haven't you thought about getting him back?" Seeing Mo Xiaomin's faint smile, AMY suddenly became excited. "Keep it in your heart or keep it by your side, which one is better, have you really thought about it?" Mo Xiaomin doesn't know why AMY is so excited, but she knows in her heart that the person she likes already cares about other people.These days, I watched him exhausting his thoughts and exhaustion for another person, just to get a qualification to meet.Why is Mo Xiaomin feeling sad and helpless?It's just... the one who gave up on him... let go of his hand and kicked him into a place where no one cares about him... was herself. Now, he has someone he cares about again, someone he cares about as much as he cared about himself back then. Besides blessings... Those unwillingness and grievances can only be chewed and swallowed. Because even if everything is done again, I am afraid I will still make the same decision at that time - because I felt that I was entitled to have the right to live a better life... Even if the later reality is contrary to expectations, if you don't even have the qualifications to expect... That's really a sad thing. "This is a copy of this movie. I carved a disk..." In the company of Shanli's partner, Gu Xiaobai put a CD in front of the man, "I hope you can help me give it to Shanli as soon as possible." .Without her, this film would not exist, or in other words, without her, I would never want to do this film at all. There are things I said to her in this film. I have no way to tell her now, so I have to rely on this, please Hand it over to her for me." "Okay, I'll be there as soon as possible." "Thank you." Staring at this man for a long time, Gu Xiaobai turned and walked out of the office. Similarly, staring at Gu Xiaobai's back for a long time, the man dialed Shanli's phone. "It's me, he came here just now..." the man said, "The filming is finished, and he told me to hand it over to you as soon as possible, and said there was something he wanted to say to you." Shanli on the opposite side was silent. "Do you want to watch it? If you want to watch it, I will give you the tape. If you don't want to watch it, I will arrange the following things." "whats the matter?" "Issuing." The two of them remained silent for a while. "How do you think about the things I asked you to think about?" The man said, "You can either come back and we can discuss the way forward, or we can go through the formalities like this. We separated so much After a long time, things have to come to an end, you have to make a decision. I think the two of us... neither of us wants to drag on like this, right?" This person... turned out to be Shanli's husband. "I don't want to hinder your future. Think about it." When did the feelings quietly change?When we are both busy with our careers... When will we meet again, will we really be like work partners, only with a businesslike tone and unfamiliar politeness? This... all changed quietly in the time that I didn't realize, until now... Everything is irreversible. "Well..." Shanli said after a long time. "Give me a decision as soon as possible." Hang up over there.After closing the phone, Shan Li's face was already full of tears. She turned her head and looked, and there was the building of Gu Xiaobai's house outside the window. She was in the cafe downstairs of Gu Xiaobai's house. Sitting like this...it's been more than half a month, and I can see Gu Xiaobai going in and out through the glass every day, panicked and miserable.However, he didn't even have the courage to go up to say hello to this man whom he fell in love with unknowingly. Because, I don't even have such qualifications. An hour later, Gu Xiaobai walked into the building like a walking dead in her sight. Just want to look at him like this. Looking at him helplessly. Because there is really no way out. After entering the building, when Gu Xiaobai came home, Luo Shuquan just came looking for him, with an unbelievable expression on his face. "Guess who called just now?" Gu Xiaobai looked downcast, and Luo Shuquan announced the answer himself, "Yang Jingjing!" "Yang Jingjing?" Gu Xiaobai was so surprised that he even forgot about his own affairs, "Why did she call you?" "I don't know," Luo Shuquan said, "He said he wanted to talk to me, but he sounded sad, sad and anxious on the phone." "Hmph! Don't go! But...it doesn't matter if you go." "What are you talking about?" Luo Shuquan was taken aback, "Are you awake?" "Ha, what can she talk to you about..." Gu Xiaobai became more and more cynical when encountering something like Shanli, "At most, I just ran over to tell you, I heard that you got married, congratulations, think about it I didn't treat you very well when I was with you before. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't take it to your heart. It's okay to listen to this kind of words, you really don't take it to your heart, she just hasn't married yet, Unbalanced mind." "Then...why did you tell me not to go?" "Nonsense! Have you forgotten what you have tossed between AMY and Yang Jingjing? If she is good, she will just speak to you officially, and say something that is not painful. If she really fights with you, What can you do?" Gu Xiaobai thought for a while, "But you can't do anything, you are not about to get married, but already married. Haha, she can't help it." "..." "Go ahead, it would be nice to hear her confession to you." Gu Xiaobai finished summarizing wearily, and slowly curled up on the sofa like a hibernating bear.Luo Shuquan thought about it, turned around and went out, took a taxi, and rushed to the place Yang Jingjing had agreed with him, and he was still training along the way. "I'm sorry, I'm already married, I'm sorry... eh? It's really cool..." With such a good mood, Luo Shuquan arrived at the appointed tea restaurant. It is a small restaurant downstairs of Yang Jingjing's house. The store was still very noisy, the waiters were busy walking around, Luo Shuquan found a seat on the train and sat down, Yang Jingjing hadn't come yet, Luo Shuquan performed a few regretful expressions on his own, and saw Yang Jingjing push the door in. Yang Jingjing walked in with the heartbroken expression that Gu Xiaobai had expected. "Hi... Long time no see." Yang Jingjing smiled after sitting down. "Hello." Luo Shuquan also smiled. I have cried, laughed, and even my self-esteem has collapsed for this person.Things have changed, and when we meet, we can only say "Hello" lightly. "Are you getting married soon?" Luo Shuquan nodded, "Yes, the certificate has been obtained." "Oh... Shuquan," Yang Jingjing sat with her head bowed silently for a while, then raised her head, "I did something unfair to you when I was with you before, and I never had a chance to say sorry to you personally. .However, now that you have found your other half, I hope you don't take things to heart and don't mind any more. " Sure enough...it was such a conversation. "If she says that to me, what am I going to say to her?" Luo Shuquan couldn't help but think of what he asked Gu Xiaobai before going out. "What are you talking about?" Gu Xiaobai was very disdainful, "The official statement, she expresses regret for her behavior, then you can thank her in turn." "Thank her?" "Do you know how to make a diplomatic speech? Let's talk about it politely and politely. You just tell her that without her, you still don't realize how to cherish the people around you, and you will always be lost. I regretted it later, if God could give me another chance... Well, why are these words so familiar?" Luo Shuquan looked up...looking at the ceiling... "However, if she wants to start a fight with you and suddenly becomes emotional, you should leave quickly and don't stay for a minute." "No." In the cafe, Luo Shuquan came back to his senses and smiled, "I won't take it seriously. We will still be friends in the future, if AMY allows it." Yang Jingjing also smiled... The past seems to have been let go. However... Yang Jingjing's smile began to change strangely. From a faint and soft smile, it began to tremble intermittently, becoming nervous... Seeing that the situation was not good, Luo Shuquan was about to run away, "I'm sorry, I have something to do, I'm leaving first." As he spoke, he moved away from the sofa inch by inch. At this time, Yang Jingjing suddenly raised her head, looked at Luo Shuquan, and said two words in an incredible tone. It was these two words that made Luo Shuquan stop suddenly, and looked at her in confusion. "Xiaoxiao..." Yang Jingjing raised her head and looked at him with tears in her eyes. "Xiaoxiao? What's wrong with Xiaoxiao?" Xiaoxiao was persuaded by Zuo Yongbang at Yang Jingjing's house in the morning, and she seemed to be in a better mood at noon, and she even cheered up in the afternoon and said that she would go out for a stroll and buy a wedding gift for Luo Shuquan. The person who once loved deeply, even if he did not own it in the end, he still hopes to have a token that can represent and end the emotion he once had for you. Yang Jingjing understands this feeling very well, and since Xiaoxiao has been locked up for several days, Yang Jingjing is very happy to let Xiaoxiao go out.At six o'clock in the evening, Xiaoxiao hadn't come back yet, Yang Jingjing was so hungry that her chest was pressed against her back, so she called Xiaoxiao. "I just bought it! There is only the last one left!" Xiaoxiao sounded very excited on the phone, "I almost got into a fight with another person who wanted to buy it." What Xiaoxiao bought was a teddy bear that was as tall as her. I also don't think that such a thing has any practical significance to Luo Shuquan. However, this means that I have been with you, and I hope it can continue to accompany you on my behalf. After hanging up the phone, it was getting late, Xiaoxiao struggled out of the store with the teddy bear in her arms. Outside the door is a deserted street. Xiaoxiao walked with difficulty holding it. Suddenly, three people came towards them, and these three people got closer and closer, and Xiaoxiao finally recognized them. These three are people who have had several festivals with her. The first time she met Yang Jingjing in a bar, she was molested by these three people, and Yang Jingjing hit one of them on the head with a wine bottle. The second time, she accompanied Luo Shuquan on the bar street, the three surrounded and beat Luo Shuquan, and Luo Shuquan's small universe broke out and bit them like animals. Not only that, it was like in a Hollywood movie that the reinforcements that fell from the sky at the last moment were beaten up by Gu Xiaobai and Zuo Yongbang who suddenly joined in. Met again... these three people... Xiaoxiao hugged the bear and lowered her head as much as possible. Originally, the three of them didn't notice Xiaoxiao, so they almost passed by. At this moment, the cell phone in Xiaoxiao's pocket rang again, probably Yang Jingjing came to urge her again.Just like that, one of the three subconsciously turned his head and glanced at Xiaoxiao. Xiaoxiao lowered her head and walked step by step. Out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of the three people who seemed to exchange glances. Suddenly, Xiaoxiao ran away without warning. Carrying a human-tall teddy bear on his back, he galloped with all his strength. In front... still no one. "When I found her, she was still holding the gift she gave you, sitting there motionless." Yang Jingjing looked at Luo Shuquan and smiled sadly. When Yang Jingjing found Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao was huddled in a corner of an alley, holding the gift for Luo Shuquan, her eyes were distracted, her cell phone was ringing nearby, Xiaoxiao was sluggish and motionless. Yang Jingjing pounced on her and kept groping Xiaoxiao, her underwear straps were loose, her hair was messed up, her face was still swollen, and her skirt was all wrinkled. "What are you doing? What are you doing?" Yang Jingjing shouted while trembling. Xiaoxiao suddenly sensed something, tightly hugged the gift nervously, and screamed viciously at Yang Jingjing. Yang Jingjing slapped her hard across the face, Xiaoxiao immediately stopped her voice, and stared blankly at Yang Jingjing. Yang Jingjing hugged Xiaoxiao... couldn't help crying. "Why didn't you call the police? Why didn't you call the police?!" In the restaurant, it took half a minute for Luo Shuquan to react, trembling all over. "Call the police? Do you know them? Can you name them? Besides, how will you let Xiaoxiao live in the future? She's a girl." Yang Jingjing laughed softly, in a daze. Luo Shuquan stood up suddenly, "I'll go up and see her!" "Don't!" Yang Jingjing grabbed him suddenly, and looked at Luo Shuquan pleadingly, "She told me not to tell you! She told me not to tell you even if I died! She said that only she and I knew about this matter. You On the day of the wedding, she will bring a gift for you, appear beautifully, and give it to you." "..." "But I think you should know, you have the right to know. I know that you have always felt that you are living a worthless life, and you always feel inferior in front of Gu Xiaobai and Zuo Yongbang. Now that you are married, I just want to tell you, There was once someone who loved you so deeply and so deeply." Yang Jingjing looked at Luo Shuquan, and saw tears streaming down his cheeks in tears. Luo Shuquan didn't know how he got home. AMY hasn't come back yet, the room is dark, Luo Shuquan didn't turn on the lights, shut himself in the back room, trying to calm down as much as possible.But the pain in his heart was so painful that he couldn't help biting his lip. Finally he let go, and in the dark, he burst into tears. He felt that his tears were hot and kept falling to the ground. Once upon a time, there was a person who loved himself so deeply, at all costs for himself. However, have you ever cared about her? Not only did he not care about it, because that was impossible, Luo Shuquan was sometimes rude to Xiaoxiao on purpose. But she was the only one who truly loved her. He is the only one who made Luo Shuquan truly feel the power of loving someone. But even so, there was nothing he could do. Because he no longer even has the qualification to be "capable". There was a sudden sound outside the door, it should be that AMY came back, and Mo Xiaomin seemed to come back together, the two of them were talking in the living room while turning on the light. "I don't know where I went, and I haven't come back so late." AMY complained. It was as if she had looked in and out. "What are you doing?" Mo Xiaomin couldn't help but said, "It's so sneaky." "Let me tell you something." Listening to the direction, AMY seemed to pull Mo Xiaomin to sit on the sofa. "What's the matter, why are you so mysterious?" "I went to see him today." AMY whispered, "When I was with you during the day, didn't a call come in, it was from Zhou Zhiwei." "Huh? You still have contact with him?" "No, he has been contacting me. I don't know where he heard that I am getting married. He has been calling me for the past few days and wants to meet me. I thought about it, and it is not the way to go on like this. Today I went to see him." "Then... then what?" Hearing Mo Xiaomin's voice, he was quite frightened. "Nothing and then, and then I'll be back." "There's nothing going on between you, right? Don't mess around!" "No, I didn't do anything, just talked for a while. He first begged me not to get married, I said it was impossible, and it was already done. Then he wished me happiness, I said thank you, and then I came back." Mo Xiaomin let out a long breath, "Just now, I was scared to death." "I came back crying." AMY said softly. "..." "I found out that I still love him. I haven't loved anyone in all these years, and I still love him. When he talks to me, my hands are shaking under the table. I want to say to him you're fucking now If you say such things, why did you go early!" "..." "But I couldn't say it, because I knew that even if he wanted to marry me at that time, I couldn't marry him. He has so many women, how do I know which one he is sincere to? He is sincere to every woman. Saying the same thing, how do I know that he said to me that I am different from others, has this sentence been said to every woman? Even if it is true, so what? Some people are just suitable for love, suitable for In my heart, it is not suitable for marriage." "..." "When I was a child, I read a book that said: We love some people, and we marry and have children with other people. I wondered at that time, how could I marry someone I didn't love, or say Isn’t it the person I love the most? Look at it now, this is how real life is. A person who loves too much cannot get married. Every minute and every second you are with him, you have to be scared, and you have to worry that he is here now. Why, is he with other women, does he still love me, will he love me tomorrow, he will be mentally ill. How can we live like this? " "For you, getting married is just living a life, right?" Mo Xiaomin struggled to say something. "For anyone... it's just life." "What about Luo Shuquan, do you love him or not?" "Want to hear the truth?" AMY seems to smile, "I don't hate him, I can't be with someone I hate. But I won't be scared when I'm with him, and my heart is very stable, because no matter good or bad , it’s all the same to me.” "So...you don't love him." "There's nothing to love or not to love. Getting married and talking about love is too extravagant. What I'm looking for is someone who loves me." As if to find a strong footnote for his words, after finishing speaking, AMY added another sentence, "Isn't it the same for Gu Xiaobai?" The voice fell silent at first, and then there was the rustling of packing bags, as if Mo Xiaomin stood up hastily. "I have something to do, I'm going first." Mo Xiaomin stood up, then she stared blankly in one direction, AMY looked along her line of sight, a man named Luo Shuquan came out of the darkness slowly, with a look of disbelief on his face. "Or... I'll go first." As if frozen by magic, AMY couldn't say anything, just stared blankly at the man slowly opening the door. His back disappeared into the light of the corridor outside the door. "I can't wait for the one I love. I know I'm willing to wait. I can't hurt the one who loves me. A moment of tenderness can't deceive anyone. I'm not a heartless person, but I hurt you the most. I can't bear it. I can't. Don't be serious." , Forget my people." At this time, on Gu Xiaobai's balcony, Gu Xiaobai was listening to You Hongming's song, and looked at the people downstairs moving like ants with a dazed expression.These people are busy all day long, is it for the one who loves themselves or the one they love? Suddenly, a long-haired woman carrying a bag appeared in Gu Xiaobai's sight. "Shanli! Shanli!" Gu Xiaobai shouted. The woman below did not hear. Gu Xiaobai froze for a moment, turned around and rushed out the door, desperately going down the stairs. Seeing Luo Shuquan standing in the corridor in a daze, he didn't forget to turn his head and ask, "Hey? What are you doing?" Just as Luo Shuquan was about to speak, Gu Xiaobai had already run away. Luo Shuquan suddenly came to his senses and went after Gu Xiaobai. Gu Xiaobai in front ran like a lunatic, and Luo Shuquan also ran out of the building like a lunatic.Not long after, Mo Xiaomin also ran out with disheveled hair, looked around, and chased after Luo Shuquan's back. People who don't know... think it's a gangster movie. Finally, at a crowded intersection, Luo Shuquan threw himself on Gu Xiaobai—Shanli in front had already disappeared into the crowd. "What are you doing? What are you doing?" Gu Xiaobai pawed at Luo Shu with all his hands. "I have something to look for you!" "I don't want to take care of your business anymore, I'm so annoying!" Gu Xiaobai shouted in a broken voice, holding his head.Not long after, Mo Xiaomin chased from behind panting, and chased them in front of them, panting so hard that he couldn't say a word, just bent over to pant, Gu Xiaobai was completely stunned. "Which song is this...?" There is a song in everyone's heart. I used to think that Liang Jingru's "Unfortunately It's Not You" was for the person I love deeply, but later I realized that it was just a regret for the person who loved me deeply but couldn't fall in love with all my heart.When Luo Shuquan saw Mo Xiaomin, he turned around and walked away without saying a word, but Mo Xiaomin didn't dare to chase anymore, and just stayed by Gu Xiaobai's side. "What's wrong?" "Shanli, I saw her just now..." Gu Xiaobai murmured with dark eyes, "She hasn't left all this time, she's been downstairs in my house." Helping Gu Xiaobai to get up, the two of them walked slowly in front of the window of this city. "You really like her?" Mo Xiaomin asked suddenly. Gu Xiaobai nodded, "Yes." Mo Xiaomin smiled. "why are you laughing?" "I just suddenly found it funny. Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to laugh at you." Mo Xiaomin looked at the crowd, then turned his head suddenly, and looked at Gu Xiaobai quietly. This person... I have never forgotten. "I just think that we have been falling in love with others all our lives. In fact, that person has nothing to do with us. Before meeting that person, we each have our own world and life. Why is everything so different after meeting that person? Is it different? You must try to find that person, want to be with that person, even if you can’t be together, you will always have that person in your heart, and you will never forget that person again. Why is all this? What is it? Let us do this?" Mo Xiaomin finished asking in one breath. "I don't know either." Gu Xiaobai said with a wry smile. Luo Shuquan wandered around the city like a wandering soul, not knowing where he was going.In the meantime, he went to Yang Jingjing's house once irresistibly, Xiaoxiao was already asleep, and Yang Jingjing sat with him in the living room, the two of them felt cramped as if they were meeting for the first time. "Suddenly I feel so strange. I suddenly remembered how you looked when you came to my house for the first time." Yang Jingjing looked at the coffee table awkwardly, "My computer is broken, you come to help me fix it, and I saw the picture of me and my ex-boyfriend , I said I can’t forget him, you said it’s okay, you will help me get out together, and then we tried to start... Thinking about it this way, it seems like it happened yesterday.” Seeing Luo Shuquan who couldn't keep up with the conversation, Yang Jingjing smiled and said, "Don't be nervous, I'm not reminiscing with you, I just thought that now in the same place, there is a girl sleeping in another room, she likes you To give everything, but you may never pay attention, even if you pay attention, you don’t really take it seriously. In our hearts, the person we like is always more important, but where is the importance..." Maybe it's because you can't get it. "I... I never thought... I..." Up to now, Luo Shuquan, who had never thought about this question before, had to think about it. He quietly pushed open the door of the back room, and saw that Xiaoxiao was still hugging the bear tightly while she was sleeping. Walking out of Yang Jingjing's house, Luo Shuquan was alone on the bank of the Huangpu River, watching boats of all sizes, the wind blowing from the river, and a mist formed on the river before dawn.It suddenly occurred to him that when he and AMY first started, it was one morning when they drove her home when she was drunk and drowsy. She fell asleep in a taxi along the way, and occasionally opened her eyes and looked at the people next to her. Luo Shuquan closed his eyes with peace of mind. I'm afraid it was at that time... She had a thought of peace of mind, right? However, for women, peace of mind and love... are two confusing and completely different moods. The latter tends toward madness, while the former tends toward stability. When I got home, it was already dawn, AMY did not sleep, and sat alone in the living room.His eyes were blank, and he didn't know how long he had been sitting there like this. Luo Shuquan walked over and sat with her blankly. Just like that, I don't know how long it has passed. "I have no way to marry you again." Luo Shuquan said suddenly. "I know." Unsurprisingly, AMY nodded. This is to be expected. No man can accept the fact that his woman unequivocally does not love him, especially considering what another woman has done for him. "Let's do it after dawn!" Luo Shuquan looked at the wall in front of him. "I'm afraid that if time drags on, I won't be able to make up my mind." AMY was silent for a while, then nodded again. "Sorry." "It's my own fault." AMY sighed, and suddenly laughed, "It's my own bad luck." Looking at Luo Shu's puzzled eyes, AMY laughed, "Even if I said those things to Mo Xiaomin, I shouldn't say them at home. Even if I said them at home, I should check all the rooms, including the wardrobe. Check it all out and say it again. Who knew you would sit in a small room alone in a dark light, isn't it my bad luck?" "..." "If you hadn't heard what I said, would you still marry me?" AMY murmured. "Even if you think... Even if you occasionally feel that I probably don't love you that much and have never been crazy about you, you will still marry me, right?" "I have no idea." "Actually... Actually, I really don't know whether it's better to say you're smart or stupid." AMY suddenly didn't know how to feel sorry for him, but she smiled as if she felt sorry for herself. "Actually, do you know? Ninety percent of the people in this world are是这么结婚的啊！遇到一个合适的人，打算和他一起过下半辈子，究竟是对这个人爱得死去活来重要呢，还是踏踏实实地和这个人过下半辈子重要呢？” "..." “我们有多少运气能碰到一个爱他爱得死去活来，他也爱我爱得死去活来，在这样的情况下还能结婚的人呢？这个世界上有多少人有运气能碰到这种事呢？就算碰到了又怎么样？这真的是好事吗？说不定一天日子都没法过，因为大家期望都太大了。” "..." “生活就是生活，和一个自己喜欢的，待在一起觉得舒服的人，结婚，生孩子，有了小孩，抚养他长大。以前有过什么刻骨铭心的事儿渐渐也就忘了，就算放在心里的一个小角落，也一点都不重要了，只不过偶尔想起，感慨一下而已，这个世界上绝大多数的人都是这么生活的啊……人只有这样才能往下活啊。” “我都明白。”罗书全点点头。 “但你还是要和我离婚。” “其实你知道吗？”罗书全也突然笑起来，“我从来也没有想过会有什么人爱我爱得死去活来，自从我大学里认识顾小白以后，我更加不这么指望了。一方面，我知道女人真的会喜欢的男人是什么样，反正不是我这个样子。但另外一面呢，我看着他一天到晚这么往死里折腾，还不够我累的呢，光看着我都吃不消，更别说过他这种日子了。” 望着她，他也说出了自己内心最深处的话…… “所以遇到你……我也一直觉得很幸运。我觉得遇到你，和你在一起，能和你结婚，已经是我很大很大的福气了。” "..." “但我现在才知道，他至少是在为自己活，为自己想要的东西去活。这个世界上是有一些人……有一些人是这么活的，哪怕最后得不到也无所谓。和他们相比，我们胆子太小了，我们太不勇敢了。我们才三十岁……” 罗书全深深吸了口气，“我不想这么不勇敢地一直活下去。” 天亮后，他们各自穿上外套，出门打车。路上，两个人的手一直紧紧地握在一起，好像在为这个人世，为彼此相识一场提供最后一丝暖意。因为不久之后，两人就各自天涯，再无干系。 哪怕彼此曾经如此接近。 到了当初登记的民政局门口，罗书全往里走，AMY突然止步不动了。 罗书全转头看她。 AMY一动不动地站在那里，突然神经质地挥了挥手，“你别打扰我，我在想事。” 罗书全呆呆地看着她。 “我爸妈明天过来，我要去接机。”AMY面无表情，好像对着空气在按计算机，“还有婚纱……婚纱下午还要去取。哦，对了，我上次跟你说的新娘皇冠，我们一起去做的西装，西装还要去拿呢，还有发出去的请柬……我还有几个朋友要从国外回来，我现在通知他们……” AMY突然拿出手机。 “现在是……她们是晚上……她们睡了吗？” AMY语无伦次地说着，拿着手机的手不断地抖。 “号码呢……号码我给存哪里了？后天的婚礼，他们明天一早睡醒就要出发了……我要在他们出发前告诉他们……要坐十几个小时的飞机呢……” “AMY……AMY！” AMY完全忘了罗书全在边上，拿着手机放在耳朵边上…… 一声声的电话铃声，仿佛告诉她从此以后不会再有人搭理她。 “接电话呀！！！” AMY嘶喊一声，把电话摔在地上。 外壳，按键全部飞溅出来。 AMY终于捂住嘴，放声大哭，被罗书全抱在怀里，AMY再也无法抑制。 “还有顾小白呢，还有小闵呢，还有左永邦，还有米琪，你的朋友，我的朋友，都在为后天准备啊……还有我，我已经为后天准备了十几年了啊……” 我为什么……这么前所未有地痛恨自己啊…… “我不能结一次连婚纱都没穿过的婚就离了啊……” 罗书全就这样静静地抱着AMY，不远处的场所宣告着他们终于功亏一篑。 “婚礼，我们照办……”不知过了多久，罗书全下定决心般道。 因为……关系到太多人了。 这一天上午，左永邦和米琪正在商厦里给罗书全的婚礼选购礼物，顾小白正在怂恿莫小闵去撬开珊莉的“合作伙伴”的口，潇潇正在家里细心地清理着那只有些弄脏的玩具熊，杨晶晶在边上帮着手，珊莉终于看到了顾小白给她拍的电影。 他们谁也不知道，就是在这样的一个时候。 婚礼的主角，罗书全和AMY，已经在民政局悄悄地领完了离婚证。 而这场婚礼，仍将在明天进行。 出了民政局，两人抬起头，天空都变了颜色。 “我们是不是要把所有人都骗了？”AMY转过头，苦笑着问罗书全。 “我们只是骗他们一天。”罗书全也苦笑起来。“但我们不要再骗自己一辈子了……” 因为我们常常把被爱当做爱，只有自己内心知道…… 爱一个人所曾付出过的力气……