Chapter 14 LESSON 15: Violent Aesthetics of Male Alliance

In the world we live in that changes every second, sometimes friendship is more reliable than love. A friend can silently wait for you when you are in the most difficult time, and leave calmly when everything is safe for you. Lovers, sometimes the opposite. Men's friendship is different from women's friendship. Men are rough and simple, while women are gentle and complicated. When the friendship between men and women meets the love between men and women, it will quickly become two camps... The evening sunlight poured in and into Luo Shuquan's room, casting a motionless figure on the wall behind him.

Luo Shuquan sat on the sofa in the room blankly, watching TV motionlessly. The TV is constantly changing channels, and the mobile phone on the coffee table in front of me is constantly lighting up... It's Yang Jingjing. With trembling hands, Luo Shuquan wanted to pick it up, but stopped when he reached out and was about to hold it.Then the phone stopped ringing and went off, Luo Shuquan had a disappointed expression on his face again.Then, Gu Xiaobai's call came in again, Luo Shu didn't even look at it, and continued to look numb, watching the changing TV programs on the TV with empty eyes.

"Can I be your girlfriend?" Yang Jingjing asked Zuo Yongbang like this. "No." Zuo Yongbang said, "Luo Shuquan is my friend." "Then can we be spiritually in love?" Even though it was a text message, Luo Shuquan could still imagine the pleading expression on Yang Jingjing's face at that time. Such an expression had never been shown in front of him. That's the expression of being obsessed with someone... At this time, Gu Xiaobai was sitting in front of the computer, struggling to call Luo Shuquan, but Luo Shuquan completely ignored him.Gu Xiaobai heaved a long sigh, just as the door was slammed, Gu Xiaobai rushed to open the door, and Zuo Yongbang stood outside the door.

"Why are you here now?" Gu Xiaobai was going crazy. "I'm already fast, okay? I rushed over when I received your call. The road has been blocked." Gu Xiaobai gave him a bitter look. "When did he know?" Zuo Yongbang ignored Gu Xiaobai's ridicule. "Last night..." Gu Xiaobai said, "Last night he came to look for me in the middle of the night, at this time I was talking to Xiaoxue...uh... let's not talk about this, he came up and knocked on the door..." The night before, Luo Shuquan saw that Gu Xiaobai was not there, and Xiaoxue kept asking him what was wrong, so he covered his face and ran out.

Gu Xiaobai looked for Xiaoxue all over the street, and finally returned home exhausted, only to find that Xiaoxue was at home.Xiaoxue told him about Luo Shuquan, but Gu Xiaobai couldn't guess what was going on. But such a fresh and lively Xiaoxue appeared in front of her, the two of them ignored it immediately and kissed. At this moment, Gu Xiaobai suddenly raised his ears, with a suspicious look on his face. "What's wrong?" Xiaoxue asked. "Is there someone knocking on the door?" Gu Xiaobai suspected that he heard it wrong. "No?" Xiaoxue also listened and said.

"Oh..." Gu Xiaobai was stunned for a while, and then continued to kiss Xiaoxue.Then, there was another weak knock on the door, like the sound of a mouse. Gu Xiaobai and Xiaoxue were stunned at the same time. "Could it be a ghost?" Xiaoxue became frightened. As soon as she said it, Gu Xiaobai also became frightened, picked up a broom—what use is a broom to ghosts—cautiously walked to the door, and opened it. Luo Shuquan stood in front of him like a ghost... Heartbroken in the eyes. "Then he told you?" Zuo Yongbang asked. "Yeah!" Gu Xiaobai looked at Zuo Yongbang and stomped his feet, "He told me last night, and I was stunned after I finished speaking, I didn't know what to say. I haven't reacted yet, the person is gone. And then until Now, I haven't found him, and I don't know where he is. I called the school and said that I didn't go to work. I also knocked on the door downstairs, but there was no one, and no one answered the phone..."

"Why didn't you call me earlier?" Zuo Yongbang was also anxious. "Don't you fucking go to work?" Gu Xiaobai yelled, "I've made it to the end of get off work and called you." Zuo Yongbang sighed, but didn't make a sound. Gu Xiaobai held back for a long time, seeing that Zuo Yongbang didn't speak, he was also angry, and kicked the trash can next to him hard. "Why didn't you tell me about this sooner?" "Yang Jingjing sent me a text message asking me to be her boyfriend?" Zuo Yongbang roared, "I refused, and she also said that she wanted to fall in love with me spiritually, what about this? Why am I telling you? Am I proud? You have such a big mouth How can I guarantee that you won't tell Luo Shuquan?"

"That's better than the current situation, right?" Gu Xiaobai stared at him, "What should we do now? Ah? No one can be found, what do you think?" "I'm calling him." Zuo Yongbang took out his mobile phone, and was held down by Gu Xiaobai, "Don't worry about it! You won't answer it even if you hit him." After thinking about it, Zuo Yongbang pondered for a while, and had an idea in his heart, he took Gu Xiaobai's hand, "Follow me." The two went downstairs, sneaked in the corridor, and eavesdropped at the door of Luo Shu's family.

"How do you know he will be at home?" Gu Xiaobai asked quietly. "How do I know! I can only try it first!" The two looked at each other for a while without saying a word. "You knock on the door." Zuo Yongbang said, "If I knock, he won't open it." "I've been knocking all afternoon!" Gu Xiaobai said angrily, and then went up to knock on the door, "Luo Shuquan, open the door, I'm Gu Xiaobai. I know you're at home, don't pretend, I've seen you all. Hurry up Come and open the door, what's not to discuss! Open the door, open the door, open the door!"

Gu Xiaobai smashed harder and harder, until the rhythm of the percussion music started. Luo Shuquan in the room turned his head numbly to look, and then turned back indifferently. "Look, I'm just not at home." Gu Xiaobai helplessly spread his hands to Zuo Yongbang. Zuo Yongbang looked at Gu Xiaobai, then went up and knocked on the door, "Shuquan, it's me, I'm Zuo Yongbang. If you're here, open the door. If you have something to say, let's talk about it. Don't hold back." When Luo Shuquan heard Zuo Yongbang's voice, for some reason, he was startled and felt guilty.Suddenly realizing that the TV was still on, I immediately reached out to turn down the volume.

"I told you I'm not here." Gu Xiaobai said. "But I seemed to hear the sound of the TV just now." Zuo Yongbang was very confused. "what?" "I didn't realize it at first, but it seemed that the voice inside suddenly became quieter just now. He's at home." "Damn, don't open the door at home!" Gu Xiaobai was angry, rushed up and knocked, "Open the door, open the door, open the door." Zuo Yongbang also called through the door: "Shuquan, we are all buddies, there is nothing that buddies can't talk about. You open the door now, let's talk about it." Maybe because he thought this was not a solution, Gu Xiaobai pulled Zuo Yongbang, "Forget it, he is definitely not willing to see you now, so let's forget it first." Being pulled by Gu Xiaobai to go out, Zuo Yongbang suddenly became anxious when he was halfway there, and strode to the door with great strides and knocked hard on it. "Luo Shuquan! Come out! What the hell do you mean by nesting in the house like this! Being a turtle! Isn't it a woman? As for you! You don't want any buddies? Open the door!" Gu Xiaobai stared at him blankly, at a loss. Zuo Yongbang waited for a while, then listened again, but there was no movement, so he had to increase the dose. "Okay, you don't open it, right? That's okay, we'll settle this matter like this. Anyway, Yang Jingjing plans to follow me, so you just wait in the room. I'll help you take over your girlfriend, How about saving your energy, everyone?" Hearing this, Gu Xiaobai's soul was blown away, he wished he could rush up and cover Zuo Yongbang's mouth, but it was too late. The door was pulled open suddenly, Luo Shuquan stood at the door, trembling all over... He looked at Zuo Yongbang with heaving chest. Seeing that Luo Shuquan finally showed his real body, Zuo Yongbang took two steps forward, looked into Luo Shuquan's eyes, and laughed provocatively. "How about it, is my proposal still reliable?" Looking at him trembling all over, Luo Shuquan was speechless, only feeling tightness in his chest.Suddenly, he frantically grabbed Zuo Yongbang's collar and pushed it out.Gu Xiaobai was also anxious, and rushed to pull them. "Stop! Stop Luo Shuquan! It has nothing to do with Zuo Yongbang! It's not his fault!" But Luo Shuquan didn't care at all, and grabbed Zuo Yongbang's collar tightly.Gu Xiaobai broke his hand vigorously, but Luo Shuquan's hand was forcibly broken away by Gu Xiaobai, he was so angry that he couldn't distinguish anything, and he punched Zuo Yongbang in the face. After the fight, Luo Shuquan was also dumbfounded, and Gu Xiaobai was also dumbfounded, staring blankly at Zuo Yongbang. I saw Zuo Yongbang... He coughed hard twice, straightened his collar, and laughed. "That's all right, let's start talking about things." Looking at Zuo Yongbang, Luo Shu was completely ashamed, turned around and entered the room expressionlessly, and didn't bother to close the door, so Gu Xiaobai and Zuo Yongbang took the opportunity to sneak in.After entering the door, Luo Shuquan sat on the sofa in silence, Zuo Yongbang did not speak either, pretending to be strolling around the room, admiring the decorations... Seeing Luo Shuquan like this, Gu Xiaobai had no choice but to sit beside him, and began to persuade him earnestly. "You have to know, this matter has nothing to do with Zuo Yongbang. Zuo Yongbang didn't pry your girlfriend, but your girlfriend seduced him, and he refused. He didn't do anything wrong, do you understand?" Luo Shuquan said nothing. "So, this matter has nothing to do with him." Gu Xiaobai continued, "It has nothing to do with me. What do you mean by doing this to us now?" Luo Shuquan continued to remain silent. On the coffee table, Luo Shuquan's cell phone vibrated suddenly again, and the two reflexively looked at the screen of the phone... The incoming call showed Yang Jingjing, and the phone vibrated continuously and repeatedly. Gu Xiaobai looked sideways at Luo Shuquan's reaction... Luo Shuquan hesitated to pick it up but didn't want to pick it up, his hands shrank like this, trembling nervously. Suddenly, Zuo Yongbang came over, grabbed the vibrating mobile phone on the table, and dialed another phone. Luo Shuquan suddenly raised his head, the flames of anger almost burned Zuo Yongbang to death. "Let's go, we're all in touch!" Zuo Yongbang nodded, looked at Gu Xiaobai's confused eyes, and added, "Take you guys to play!" An hour later, in a box at a nightclub... Zuo Yongbang, Gu Xiaobai, and Luo Shuquan each had a girl sitting beside them.The one next to Zuo Yongbang was happily singing without caring about anyone, Zuo Yongbang listened with a smile. On the other side, Gu Xiaobai was playing a game of dice with the girl, slapping each other's ears fifteen or twenty times. Only on the far side, Luo Shuquan sat silently, and a girl next to him also sat silently, and the two of them sat silently. It may be that sitting like this is really boring, and it is really unjustifiable to take money like this.The girl held back for a long time, then turned to look at Luo Shuquan. "Hey, do you want to sing?" "No." Luo Shuquan shook his head. "Oh..." Maybe the topic was cut off so unwillingly, after a while, the girl asked again, "Then what do you do?" Suddenly, a picture appeared in front of Luo Shuquan's eyes... The first time he and Yang Jingjing met, it was also at the KTV of the cash drawer, and the two of them were sitting like this. "What do you do?" Yang Jingjing turned her head and asked him. Involuntarily, Luo Shuquan trembled all over. "nothing……" "You don't seem very happy?" "Yes." Luo Shuquan finally nodded, "I'm broken in love." "Why, you look so nice?" "My girlfriend is in love with someone else." "Hey, what is this?" The girl laughed disdainfully, "She regrets it! What is the most important thing in this world? Beautiful girls are the most important thing. A batch is born every day, and a batch is born every day. You men How wonderful, we are only in crisis of survival all day..." After sending out the emotion, he added, "By the way, who does she like?" "My friend." Luo Shuquan numbly pointed at Zuo Yongbang. "Oh……" Looking at Zuo Yongbang, the girl stopped talking with that mature, confident and charming demeanor.Maybe, the girl thought to herself that it was no wonder, but it was hard to say, and she couldn't think of anything to comfort her, so she turned her head and looked at Luo Shuquan sympathetically. "Do you think that even you," Luo Shuquan turned his head and looked at her blankly, "would choose him instead of me..." Even though she was galloping in the world of mortals, the girl was suddenly at a loss when Luo Shuquan asked him such a straightforward question. On the side, Gu Xiaobai, who was slapping each other happily with the girl, his cell phone rang.Gu Xiaobai looked at the phone and went out to pick it up. "Hey, who is it?" "Where did Luo Shuquan go?" the person on the phone asked without thinking. Gu Xiaobai was startled, looked at the phone, and put it to his ear again, "Xiaoxiao?" "Nonsense." Although anxious, Xiaoxiao on the phone still sounded so cool, "He didn't come to class today, the school didn't say that he asked for leave, and he didn't answer the phone calls. What's wrong with him? Missing?" "It's all right," Gu Xiaobai said quickly, "He's with us." "What happened?" "It's nothing, it's our adults' business, so don't worry about it..." "Then where are you?" "Uh... this..." This is really a hard place to talk about... "Is my dad with you too?" Xiaoxiao didn't know if she had the temperament of a psychic, but she suddenly realized, "What are you guys doing?" "Oh, I beg you!" Suddenly, Gu Xiaobai panicked, almost going crazy, "Don't force me, it's not right for you to know about this." The phone was hung up without warning... "It's really hard to tell you." Gu Xiaobai muttered in his heart. After Gu Xiaobai walked out, Luo Shuquan was still sitting numbly.Zuo Yongbang stood up suddenly and sat next to Luo Shuquan. "Shuquan..." Zuo Yongbang sat next to Luo Shuquan, took a breath, and looked at him, "I tell you clearly, a girl like Yang Jingjing is not suitable for you. Not only not for you, but also for anyone. Because she can't figure out what she wants at all." Zuo Yongbang said cruelly, "Maybe I said it, and you don't like it. But it doesn't matter, you will know one day, I am telling the truth. Women can be confused about what they want, this is their prerogative. But men, they must know what they want to fight for and what they should give up. No matter how fucking uncomfortable you have to give up, you understand? " Staring blankly at the desktop... How could Luo Shuquan listen to it... He just turned a blind eye to his phone, hoping that it was Yang Jingjing who called. However... Zuo Yongbang's cell phone rang. The caller is... Yang Jingjing! Looking in horror at Zuo Yongbang and his mobile phone with "Yang Jingjing" on it, Luo Shuquan seemed to be locked by some kind of magic, unable to move at all, just staring blankly at Zuo Yongbang answering the phone. "Yes, he's with us..." It was a completely grumpy tone. "Don't ask where he is," Zuo Yongbang continued to say fiercely into the phone, "Don't look for him anymore, I'll tell you Yang Jingjing, think about what you're doing!" Luo Shuquan looked at Zuo Yongbang short of breath, trying to snatch his phone, but he didn't have the courage, so he could only let the ruthless voice reach his ears like this. "You can play with yourself and harm yourself. This is your right, but don't harm my buddy. Yes, I tell you not to harm him anymore!" After turning off the phone with a bang, Zuo Yongbang turned to meet Luo Shuquan's blank eyes. "What's wrong?" Zuo Yongbang asked innocently. "you you you!" ——Don't ask where he is, and don't go looking for him. What right do you have to say such things to my girlfriend... although…… Staring at Zuo Yongbang like this, Luo Shuquan's eyes were full of something called hatred.Then, without warning, he stood up suddenly and rushed out of the box like crazy. Gu Xiaobai was smoking a cigarette when he suddenly saw Luo Shuquan rushing out like a madman, and rushed outside without thinking about anything. "Hello! Hello! What's the matter with you? Where are you going?" In a blink of an eye, the person was gone. At the door of Luo Shu's family, Yang Jingjing sadly put down her phone and stood at the door, not knowing whether to leave or stay.At this time, a beautiful little girl ran over from a distance and ran to her. The two of them met each other and were both stunned. Xiaoxiao wanted to knock on the door, but turned to look at Yang Jingjing, confused again. Especially, Yang Jingjing also looked at her so confusedly. Xiaoxiao thought for a while, then turned and knocked on the door. "Stop knocking, Luo Shuquan is not here." Yang Jingjing said. Xiaoxiao turned her head with a look of disbelief. "Who are you?" "I'm his girlfriend," Yang Jingjing smiled wearily, "but I just don't know if it's still the case now. What about you?" "I'm his student." Xiaoxiao said. On the street outside the convenience store... The student's teacher was holding a bottle of beer in his hand, gulped it all down, and then got angry and smashed the bottle to the ground. Heart, also all shattered. "I really didn't mean to hurt him..." At the door of Luo Shu's family, Xiaoxiao quietly leaned against the wall, listening to Yang Jingjing confide. "I don't know what the hell I'm doing," Yang Jingjing murmured to herself, "I sent messages to his friends. In fact, he doesn't look like my ex-boyfriend at all. Maybe he has a similar temperament. It feels a bit similar. In fact, two people are completely different things, and I don't know what I am doing." Xiaoxiao didn't speak, but looked at the door of Luo Shu's family. "However, I really should go back and think about what I want." Yang Jingjing laughed to herself, "I'm leaving, how about you?" "I'll wait for him here." "Well, goodbye." Yang Jingjing nodded to her, and walked out of the corridor, when she was about to disappear, she was suddenly stopped by someone behind her. "Hey!" "Huh?" Yang Jingjing turned her head. "I'm the daughter of the person you want to be your boyfriend." Looking at Yang Jingjing, Xiaoxiao said expressionlessly. Zuo Yongbang in the car. Zuo Yongbang was driving, and Gu Xiaobai beside him was scolding him. "Are you fucking crazy?" Gu Xiaobai scolded Fang Qiu in the limited space, "Tell Yang Jingjing not to look for Luo Shuquan again, so how can he treat you as a buddy in the future?" "It doesn't matter if he doesn't regard me as a buddy," Zuo Yongbang shrugged, "but if he continues to entangle with that woman, he will be finished. That woman doesn't even know what she wants, and he will destroy all the books Yes, it's half destroyed now." "You still don't understand the crux of the problem! The point is that you are the one Yang Jingjing wants to hook up with!" Gu Xiaobai was angry, "It doesn't matter whether she really wants this, but the problem now is Luo Shuquan's mentality. Do you know that I have low self-esteem towards you? My self-confidence is completely ruined, if you continue to yell at Yang Jingjing in front of him like this, where the hell do you want him to put his self-esteem?" "Self-esteem can be built up slowly." Zuo Yongbang raised his eyebrows, "And as I said, it doesn't matter whether he still treats me as a buddy in the future." Faced with such a friend, even Gu Xiaobai was helpless. Luo Shuquan came in drunk, Xiaoxiao leaned against the door and watched coldly, neither speaking nor going up to greet her.Similarly, Luo Shuquan walked to the door without looking at her, and took out the key to open the door. "Why are you here?" Luo Shuquan said pretending to be indifferent. "I'll come and see you." Xiaoxiao said. "What's interesting about me?" "I know everything." Xiaoxiao said abruptly. Luo Shuquan stood up straight and took a deep breath... I know it all... He turned his head and smiled, "Oh, is that so? Did you come to see a joke?" After finishing speaking, he turned around and was about to enter the door. "Luo Shuquan!!!" Xiaoxiao shouted, staring at him. Luo Shuquan... stopped. "Do you know that you are actually very attractive to girls, and many girls will like you!" "Oh, like?" "Like me!!!" The words that blurted out were once said to him... Say it again... Still so without thinking, leaving no room for it.After finishing speaking, Xiaoxiao still persevered, staring at him. After looking at Xiaoxiao for a while, Luo Shuquan suddenly seemed to be fascinated by something, walked up with big strides, and held Xiaoxiao's face... Kiss up. Xiaoxiao struggled desperately, but the one she loved was kissing forcefully like this, in a way she didn't like, and for reasons she didn't like. Freeing her hand, Xiaoxiao pushed Luo Shuquan away abruptly, and slapped Luo Shuquan hard.The person in front of me is so strange! After being slapped loudly, Luo Shuquan was stunned, and then laughed miserably, "So you see, women don't tell the truth, they are all lies..." After finishing speaking, he didn't look at Xiaoxiao again, walked into the room, close the door. Holding back her tears, Xiaoxiao slowly sat down against the wall. As Gu Xiaobai said, Luo Shuquan's current self-confidence has been completely destroyed.Now for Yang Jingjing, he was afraid and worried that she would never talk to him again.He didn't know what was wrong with such a complicated and contradictory mood, and he had never experienced it before. He sat on the sofa numbly and sadly, and the phone on the coffee table never turned on again. In the middle of the night, Xiaoxiao outside the door had already left. Luo Shuquan kept looking at his phone, there was no text message, no call, no one cared about him. He has been abandoned by the whole world. Shut down, restarted, still no change. He couldn't bear it anymore, he called Yang Jingjing, but no one answered at first, and when he called again, Yang Jingjing simply cut off the call. ——Don't look for him again. She actually listened to him like that. This time, Luo Shuquan went completely crazy and dialed frantically. Finally, Yang Jingjing picked it up. "Hey, where are you?" Luo Shuquan asked without thinking. "Nowhere." Yang Jingjing on the phone was so cold. "What is there no where?" Luo Shuquan shouted uncontrollably. "Shuquan, I'm sorry..." Yang Jingjing's voice came over the phone, "I don't know what I'm doing, but Zuo Yongbang scolded me just now, and he said that I don't know what I want. I think I'm really You should really think about what I want." Finally, Luo Shuquan went completely crazy. "You can listen to him too? Why do you listen to him again?!" "It's not his words, whose words..." "Where are you?" Luo Shuquan shouted shaking his body, "I'm here to find you!!!" "Don't don't!" Yang Jingjing on the phone panicked, "Don't come to me, I won't see you." Then, she hung up the phone bewilderedly. Luo Shuquan was stunned for a long time, putting on his clothes and shoes like crazy, and wanted to go out. Luo Shuquan yanked the door open, and Gu Xiaobai was standing at the door, about to knock on it. "Get out of the way." Luo Shuquan looked at Gu Xiaobai coldly. "where did you go?" "Where do you care about me? You don't care." Luo Shuquan said coldly. "Is there something wrong with your mother?" Gu Xiaobai was also angry, "Are you out of your mind? Say something like that to me?!" "What's wrong with saying this to you? Who are you?" Luo Shuquan smiled. Gu Xiaobai was stunned, staring at him blankly. "Get out of the way." Luo Shuquan said. "where did you go?" Luo Shuquan suddenly pushed Gu Xiaobai away, and shouted heart-piercingly: "Where the hell am I going is none of your business! Who are you! Are you my mother or my father? Don't you like Zuo Yongbang?" Don't you love being with him? Aren't you two brothers? Where the hell am I going to care about you!" Gu Xiaobai was completely stunned, and after realizing it, he also pointed at Luo Shuquan and cursed: "Are you fucking crazy? If you say such things to me, do you still think I'm your friend?" "In the past," Luo Shuquan looked at him coldly, "it won't be anymore." Gu Xiaobai was stunned. ——It used to be, but not anymore. "Step aside." Gu Xiaobai stood motionless in front of him, without moving a step. "If you don't let me go, I'm welcome." Gu Xiaobai laughed—he always had a strange reaction to stimulation. He smiled evilly and said, "Oh? How rude?" Luo Shuquan looked at Gu Xiaobai and suddenly punched him. At the same time, Gu Xiaobai punched him without saying a word. The two started punching each other fiercely. It was a real fight, not a fake one. The fight was a mess.The two rolled around on the ground, tearing and beating each other desperately. A resident came over, couldn't walk through at all, and stood there in a daze. The two people who were in the middle of the call realized that they were obstructing public transportation, so they had to separate and let the person walk over.The man looked back as he walked. The two of them took the opportunity to sit on both sides of the corridor, panting, their noses and faces swollen, recovering their strength. Luo Shuquan took a break and was about to pounce on him again. Gu Xiaobai stretched out his foot and kicked him back. "Stop beating, I'm exhausted." Gu Xiaobai wiped the blood from his mouth while panting, "It's been too long since I exercised..." Luo Shuquan was also too tired to speak. "Are you... now... still going?" Gu Xiaobai was out of breath. Luo Shuquan gave Gu Xiaobai a white look with a bruised nose and swollen face, and climbed out of the corridor step by step. - used to climb. Gu Xiaobai rushed forward and grabbed him by the collar. The two fought again, Luo Shuquan resisted while being beaten and wailed heart-piercingly, "Traitor, you traitor!!!" In a quiet little bar... Xiaoxiao and Yang Jingjing sat side by side at the bar, Yang Jingjing drank wine, Xiaoxiao could only drink fruit juice. Xiaoxiao sucked up all the light in one breath, and turned to face Yang Jingjing. "Do you like Luo Shuquan?" "Are you asking me on behalf of his students," Yang Jingjing smiled wryly, "Or are you asking me on behalf of your father? Or on behalf of whom?" "I like him, but I don't represent anyone, I just want to ask you." Confused by Xiaoxiao's straightforward answer, Yang Jingjing froze for a while, then shook her head, "I don't know." "Why don't you know? How can you not know about this kind of thing?" "It's not that I don't know, I'm just not sure." "Why are you not sure?" Xiaoxiao insisted. "Xiaoxiao..." Yang Jingjing sighed, "You are still young, the world of adults is sometimes very complicated." "Don't tell me about adults and children." Xiaoxiao curled her lips, very dissatisfied, "You are older than me, how can you not know what you want to do? If you like Luo Shuquan, just be with him, and if you don't like him, don't be with him." He's together. How can you be with him again, and talk to my dad again..." "Don't say 'your dad'?" Yang Jingjing smiled strangely, "I don't even know how to talk to you like this." "Okay, how can you be with him again and say such things to Zuo Yongbang?" Looking at Xiaoxiao's unblinking eyes, Yang Jingjing has no way out. "I don't like your dad, and I don't mean that I want to chase after your dad," Yang Jingjing explained with all her strength, "I just can't help being attracted to such a man all the time, do you understand? But I know in my heart, What I need is not this kind of person. What I need is a stable and steady man, what I need is..." "Luo Shuquan." Xiaoxiao said bluntly. "yes." "Do you need a stable man, or Luo Shuquan?" Xiaoxiao looked at her. Looking at Xiaoxiao, Yang Jingjing finally smiled wryly. "You are worthy of being your father's daughter." "I know in my heart that I like him," Xiaoxiao said, "but he doesn't like me, he always thinks I'm too young." "You are too young." Yang Jingjing smiled lovingly. "That's better than you don't know anything." At this time, four unscrupulous teenagers with yellow hair walked into the bar, looking for a place to sit.After sitting aside, the four of them saw Yang Jingjing and Xiaoxiao, and couldn't help but whisper to each other. "Hey, those two chicks are not bad!" "It's so beautiful, and each one is more beautiful than the other." Xiaoxiao looked at them in a blink of an eye, but was stopped by Yang Jingjing. "Don't look at them." Yang Jingjing said with her head down. But it was too late, the four hooligans discussed with each other for a while, then came over laughingly and surrounded them, "Miss, can I buy you a glass of wine?" "No, thank you." Yang Jingjing looked at the air in front of her neither humble nor overbearing. "Hey! The voice is so nice!" A person touched Yang Jingjing's shoulder, "Then buy us a glass of wine." Another person has also put on Xiaoxiao's shoulders. "Little sister, what's so good about the juice, let's drink something exciting..." Xiaoxiao twisted her shoulders and wanted to shake it off, but sooner or later, Yang Jingjing picked up a wine bottle and patted the little rascal who was touching Xiaoxiao on the head. Touching his head, the drink mixed with blood flowed down from one end, the little hooligan was stunned and stared blankly at Yang Jingjing. "Let's go!!!" Yang Jingjing pulled Xiaoxiao up and ran out the door. The four of them came to their senses and chased after them shouting. On the street outside the bar, Yang Jingjing dragged Xiaoxiao and ran wildly, and the four men behind were desperately chasing her. didn't expect... The situation will become like this... Finally, the two hid in a small alley, embraced each other, nervously watching a group of men running past outside. "Don't tell my dad..." The two hugged each other, trembling, Xiaoxiao raised her head and looked at Yang Jingjing. "He's fucking crazy! Inhumane!" On the train seat of the tea restaurant, Gu Xiaobai held an ice pack to the back of his head with one hand, and slammed the ice pack on the table. Zuo Yongbang and Xiaoxiao were sitting opposite him. This is the afternoon of the second day... "Drag my head and hit it on the concrete floor in the corridor! I can only sleep on my side all night, and I can't even lie down!" "Why did you fight?" Zuo Yongbang looked at him in disbelief. "I do not know either." "Then how is he now?" Xiaoxiao asked. "I don't know, probably not much better than me." Gu Xiaobai said proudly. "..." "But now he is going to break up with me, do you know?" Gu Xiaobai looked at Zuo Yongbang, "Call me a traitor! Why did I betray me?" Seeing the unbelievable Gu Xiaobai, Zuo Yongbang smiled wryly, "It may be because you are with me." "Then you didn't do anything to offend him! So he is crazy!" "Then do you want to break up with him?" Zuo Yongbang suddenly asked with a smile. "Aren't you crazy too?" "But no matter what," Zuo Yongbang sighed, "he definitely doesn't want to see us now. He lost his girlfriend and brother within a day, what should we do?" "What should I do?" Gu Xiaobai said angrily, "How do I know what to do? What do you say?" Gu Xiaobai and Zuo Yongbang looked at each other, and at the same time... The two turned their heads to look at Xiaoxiao tacitly. "What are you looking at me for?" "Don't worry..." Seeing Xiaoxiao's terrified expression, Zuo Yongbang laughed, "I didn't ask you to dedicate yourself. Your father and I are not so great. I just want you to look at him more." "Looking at him?" Xiaoxiao was confused. Zuo Yongbang nodded, "As for us," he turned to look at Gu Xiaobai, "just ignore him for now." From that day on, Zuo Yongbang and Gu Xiaobai really started to ignore Luo Shuquan.Luo Shuquan made it clear that he wanted to break up with Gu Xiaobai, but Gu Xiaobai didn't come to talk to him, and he went to commit crimes again, got drunk, smashed the door of Gu Xiaobai's house with a wine bottle, and yelled at the traitor at the door.Gu Xiaobai opened the door indifferently, saw Luo Shuquan crying on the ground, and closed the door indifferently.Luo Shuquan went to Yang Jingjing, and the phone always started to say "The person you dialed has turned off". Luo Shuquan's whole world completely collapsed, only Xiaoxiao followed Luo Shuquan clearly after class every day.Luo Shuquan chased her away, but she didn't leave, she just looked at him stubbornly.Luo Shuquan turned his head and walked away, Xiaoxiao also left; Luo Shuquan stopped, Xiaoxiao also stopped; Luo Shuquan turned around and stared fiercely at Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao also stared back without showing any weakness. There was nothing he could do, and he was drinking outside alone.Xiaoxiao neither drank nor walked away, just stood by the side. Drunk and walking on the road, Luo Shuquan suddenly turned his head, hugged Xiaoxiao, and cried bitterly. Patting Luo Shuquan's back constantly, Xiaoxiao didn't know that she was also crying. But she always remembers what her father, Zuo Yongbang, said to her before leaving that day. "Don't you like him?" Father looked at her very seriously, "You can also learn by the way, love someone, how much you can sacrifice for him..." As usual, Xiaoxiao will report to Gu Xiaobai's house every day, and report Luo Shuquan's activities today to Zuo Yongbang and Gu Xiaobai.Did Yang Jingjing look for him? Is he feeling better?As for how she was, she didn't mention it at all.After finishing speaking as usual, Xiaoxiao plunged into the bathroom of Gu Xiaobai's house expressionlessly, and came out after a long time. Gu Xiaobai and Zuo Yongbang didn't know that Xiaoxiao was crying when she went into the bathroom, and kept telling herself not to cry. "Don't you think this is too cruel to Xiaoxiao?" On this day, after everything was repeated again, Xiaoxiao went into the bathroom, Gu Xiaobai finally couldn't help asking Zuo Yongbang. "what?" "Don't play dumb!" Gu Xiaobai hated to death, "You've seen Xiaoxiao like that, Luo Shuquan can't bully her. But we all know why she comes into my bathroom every day." "I said it earlier," Zuo Yongbang said pretending to be indifferent, "This is a lesson Xiaoxiao must learn. Loving someone and liking someone is very simple. But before that, you have to learn how to bear loving someone , The pain caused by liking someone. No school will teach this kind of class, so I have to teach it with my father." "Well... I finally realized that you are the most perverted among the three of us. You really don't feel bad?" "My heart hurts," Zuo Yongbang rolled his eyes at him, "but only in this way will she grow up." After finishing speaking, Xiaoxiao came out with a blank face, not hiding the remnants of what she cried just now.She passed the two of them expressionlessly, and slammed the door to go out, the whole process was very cool. After leaving Gu Xiaobai's house, Xiaoxiao turned around and ran to Yang Jingjing's house.After that experience, the two of them have inexplicably become good friends, and Yang Jingjing also learned about Luo Shuquan's current situation through Xiaoxiao's mouth. In fact, everyone was concerned about Luo Shuquan, only he didn't know it. "Is it really so painful to like someone? Like him, but he doesn't like you." 这样奔波的自己，可能在寻找着一个答案…… 潇潇坐在杨晶晶的沙发上，一边喝东西，一边问杨晶晶。 “等你长大了，你就明白了。”杨晶晶痴痴地说，“世界上的事大多数都是这样，你想要的要不到，不想要的别人硬要给你，你也不知道怎么办。” "Is it all like this?" “也不都是这样，”杨晶晶摇摇头，“但大多数都这样，每个人喜欢的都不一样啊。” “如果是这样的话，我就不要长大了，长大那么痛苦。” “不不，你不能这么想，”杨晶晶忙说，“就是因为人生不如意事常八九，所以如意的事情才可贵啊。当你遇到一个人，你喜欢他，他也喜欢你。你才能体会到，世界上竟然有这么幸福的事情。和这个相比，其他时候受的苦都不算什么了。” “我会遇到吗？”潇潇抬头问。 望着她的眼神，杨晶晶终于笑起来，“你一定会的。我们活在这个世界上，找啊找啊找啊，找得头破血流，就是为了找到那一刻。到那时候，你就知道，之前所有的一切都是值得的。” 潇潇……终于哭出来。 “别怕，”杨晶晶搂过潇潇，喃喃道，“你还小，要有勇气长大，还有很多事等着你去经历呢。等你经历了哭，经历了笑，经历了笑过以后的哭，经历了哭过以后的笑，你才会知道，我们活着，是一件多么辛苦又多幸福的事情……” 这样的话，真的不知道是对谁说，说给谁听的。这时，潇潇的手机响了，罗书全问她在哪里，有没有安全回到宿舍。听到潇潇说在杨晶晶家，罗书全傻了半天，说要来接潇潇，把她送回学校。 “那你别上来。”潇潇说。 “当然。”那边的罗书全长长叹了口气。 他当然不敢上来，那样的自己，是根本不知道怎么面对杨晶晶的。 杨晶晶也是。 罗书全在杨晶晶楼下接到了潇潇后，瑟缩地抬头看了看窗户。那窗户亮着，代表那个人在家。就在几天前，那个人还在他家，搂着他每天睡着满足的觉，醒来见到他就抬眼笑。罗书全不知道，事情怎么会起了这么天翻地覆的变化，好像是当初捉弄AMY的报应——自己因为B而对A犯下的“恶行”，终究会让B以更加惨烈的方式返还到自己头上——所谓“报应不爽”正是这个道理。 这么想虽然让他自己舒服了点，但这其实是错的。在感情里，不是加害方，就是施害方。最多功过抵消，功力相当，那就握手言和，道声英雄惜英雄。不然稍有不慎，便是倾覆灭顶。罗书全这么想虽然简单粗暴，但至少不费脑子。 接完潇潇，他就这么一边想一边和潇潇走着。潇潇也不说话，在边上陪着他。身后五十多米外，左永邦和顾小白累得半死。两人看到罗书全出门，早就开着车跟着他。跟到杨晶晶家时，顾小白咋舌不已，要冲上去拦他，被左永邦按住。直到看到潇潇出来，两人才放下心，想掉头走掉。忽然又看见罗书全不打车，和潇潇在街上走，深夜也不知道走到哪里去。两人只好弃车跟在后面，为了不惹起前方的怀疑…… 两个人只好互相依偎着冒充情侣。 “从后面这么看上去，他们还满般配的咧。” 望着前方罗书全和潇潇的背影，顾小白依偎在左永邦肩头悄声说。 而就在前方五十米，潇潇也在神经紧张着——因为不知何时，他们已经走到上次和杨晶晶碰到小流氓的那条酒吧街上。 “你怎么会在杨晶晶家的？你们怎么认识的？”罗书全突然想起来。 “不告诉你。”潇潇紧张地说。 正所谓怕什么来什么，正在这时，潇潇看到，上次追她们的几个小流氓迎面走来。几人开始还没注意，一不留神发现了潇潇。 “哟，这不是上次那个小美女吗？”其中一个走上去惊喜地说，好像他乡遇故知。 潇潇紧紧拉住罗书全。 “你认识他们啊？”罗书全转头问潇潇。 “她不认识我们，我们认识她。”另外一个笑起来，对罗书全说，“识相的边上站着去，没你什么事。” “到底是什么事情啊？”罗书全没头没脑地问。 然后，毫无征兆地，一个耳光就扇了过来，罗书全被打得一个趔趄，捂着脸弯腰在一边。潇潇尖叫一声就要去扶罗书全，只见罗书全摇了摇头，放下手，又带着一脸困惑地走到三个人面前。 "What's the matter?" 其中一个呆了呆，看了看另一个。另一个到现在还没出过手，也觉得有点没面子。于是，那一个一手抓住罗书全头，另一只手狠狠地扇过去，“跟你说了没你事！” 潇潇的尖叫声中，罗书全又被扇到一边。 路灯，投下的影子，那个弯着腰捂着脸的剪影…… 不正是自己吗？几个小流氓慢慢凑近潇潇…… 突然，罗书全又慢慢走上来，还是带着一脸困惑地问：“什么事情啊？” 几个人互相看了看，终于彻底崩溃了，围着罗书全开始狂殴起来。 前方，罗书全被几个人痛打着，潇潇无能为力地到处拉着。 后面，顾小白要上去帮忙，却被左永邦死死按住。 “放开！你他妈有病啊，拉着我干吗？”顾小白转过头，冲着左永邦喊。 “等等！再等等！”左永邦死死地拉住他，额头暴出青筋。 这，是他恢复信心…… best chance. 前方几十米的地方，罗书全正在被几个流氓围在中心拳打脚踢，拳头和鞋不断地击打到他脸上。看着自己的血不断地飞溅出来，他躺在地上被打得死去活来，不断咳嗽着。潇潇在边上尖叫，拉几个流氓，却被他们甩开。 那天晚上，看到短信的时候，每个字……不也是像拳头锤击在自己胸口吗？ 罗书全躺在地上，流着眼泪，任凭拳打脚踢。 罗书全，你真是一个失败的男人啊！ 几个人打了足足五分钟，看罗书全那么怂，也觉得挺没劲的，开始收手了，转头看向潇潇。 潇潇惊恐地看着他们。 他们没看到，后面，罗书全又慢慢站了起来。 随着潇潇的眼神，几个流氓转头看着，罗书全慢慢地、艰难地站起身来，唾沫和血一滴一滴滴在地上。 那个人走过来，一个流氓也烦了，“你他妈还没问完啊？” 对面的男人慢慢地摇摇头，“我不想再问了……”突然，罗书全冲着那个人发出了一声撕心裂肺、有如野兽一样的嘶吼，嘶吼中满是绝望、屈辱、悲愤和爆发。 每个人都呆住了，就在大家呆住的时间里，罗书全像野兽一样扑向那个流氓，疯狂地下死手，往死里打着，按在地上不断地打着…… 另外几个流氓看到，也开始拼命打罗书全。 任凭那几个人在自己身上拳打脚踢，罗书全不断地打着先前的那个，而后突然抓住另一个流氓抡过来的胳膊，一口咬下去。 惨呼声中，罗书全的头被一脚踢中，远远地摔了出去。 罗书全爬起来，像野兽一样嘶吼着，再次冲过去。 几个人再次扭打成一团，不断有鲜血飞溅出…… 殷红的鲜血…… 后面，顾小白终于挣脱出左永邦，回头狂吼：“他妈的，行了吧？” 顾小白冲上去，加入战团。 左永邦看着顾小白冲过去后，松了松领带，自言自语，“他妈的，行了……”也冲了上去。 潇潇的视界里，顾小白和自己的父亲不知何时，像天兵一样降落，加入战团。 她最熟悉的男人，她最爱的男人，还有她迄今为止认识的最神经的男人。这三个人曾经是好朋友。但因为一个女人，他们反目，但是现在…… 鲜血不断地溅了出来…… 罗书全，这个自己深爱至今的、木讷的男人，也会有这样一面呢…… 像野兽般亮着牙，挥打着拳头，嘶吼着，边上，是他的同伴，他最好的兄弟。 this is…… 男人帮呢…… 这一切一切的遐想与事实，被左永邦一声愤怒的惨叫声划破。 “我X你妈！这领带一万多一条啊！” 视界里，自己的父亲又往死里打着那个溅脏他领带的人。 天，终于蒙蒙亮了。 门诊室长凳上，顾小白头上包着纱布，左永邦手上绑着绷带，潇潇面无表情地坐在一边。 “哎，你就不想问问，我们是怎么从天而降的吗？”顾小白兴高采烈地问潇潇。 突然，前方一扇门推开，罗书全躺在一张滑轮床上被医生推了出来，活生生一个木乃伊。 “现在他还不能说话，轻微脑震荡，身上两处骨折……”医生看看左永邦和顾小白，“你们都多大岁数了……谁是家属啊？” “我！”潇潇喊道。 医生已经把罗书全推远了，这时，突然听到罗书全远远叫了一声。 “左永邦……” 三人听到，一起往那边奔去。左永邦看着罗书全，慢慢走上去。 罗书全躺在床上，看着左永邦笑。 左永邦也笑，伸出手。 罗书全看着左永邦，终于虚弱地说：“我……没让你女儿受欺负……” 左永邦也笑着，两个人的手紧紧地握在一起。 “但是你让我受欺负了！你看看我的头！！！”顾小白对着罗书全喊。 “潇潇呢？”罗书全不管顾小白死活，转头问。 潇潇已经不见了。 “他没事了吧？”医院门口，杨晶晶看着潇潇。直到潇潇点点头，她这才把花递给她，“你帮我转交，我就不进去了。” 拿过花，潇潇一边陪杨晶晶走着，一边转过头。 “男人真奇怪，顾小白和我爸明明就在边上，就一直不过来帮忙。” “但是他们后来还是来了，是吗？” 看着潇潇困惑地点头，杨晶晶终于笑起来，“这就是男人，我们永远也不会懂，但是我们会永远爱他们。” "why?" “因为……他们和我们不一样。” 两个人就这么走着，变成了朋友。在黎明的医院外，远处，太阳已经慢慢升起来了。 这代表……新的一天开始了…… 沉积的终将冰释，珍贵的必将存留。所有蒸发过的眼泪都会变成更坚强的尊严，因为……无论挫折还是苦难，教会我们的永远只是…… 面对下一次挫折的勇气……和力量！ 这，是每个人人生中最珍贵的一课。