Chapter 5 LESSON 5: On the cost of catching rape

Have you ever followed anyone?Sneaking after that person carefully, wondering what she's doing when she's not around you?At this time, are you catching a thief, or do you think you are a thief? It was another sunny afternoon, everything was quiet, Gu Xiaobai and Aqian were half lying side by side on the sofa like zombies, bored, thinking of all the things they could do... still nothing can do. Facing a TV, Ah Qian changed channels at a rate of half a second. The two were still expressionless and powerless like zombies. "My head is so dizzy." Gu Xiaobai moaned. "Why is there no good TV at one o'clock in the afternoon?"

"Because normal people are at work now." "Why don't you go to work at the computer and sit here?" Ah Qian sat up and looked at Gu Xiaobai very righteously. "I just handed in the manuscript yesterday." "Why do you still live like this when I've never seen the TV series you wrote on the air?" "I don't know either, it's strange." "What is everyone else doing now?" "Why do I think our conversation is so familiar?" "Because I just said it yesterday." "It was also the day before yesterday."

"It was also the day before yesterday." It's been like this every day since Aqian moved in, and at the same time, on another bustling street in the city - strangely, everyone has to go to work, but every day the city's streets are always so busy - —There is a murder about to happen... Gu Xiaobai and Ah Qian were still lying side by side on the sofa in a strange manner. "What are you thinking?" Ah Qian said. "I'm thinking about the relationship between the universe and the individual." "Can you think of something I could be a part of?"

"Okay, let me think about when you can pay my rent?" "Ah?! Didn't you say that I don't have to pay the rent?" Ah Qian suddenly turned around and looked at Gu Xiaobai nervously. "Originally." Gu Xiaobai said leisurely, "You let me think of something you can participate in, and I thought it would be fun if you lived here. I don't like lying around like a dead person all day long, Now there's one more lying around like a dead man... what do I want you for?" "..." "Hey, when will I be able to fulfill my childhood dream?" After a long time, Gu Xiaobai let out a long sigh.

"What dream?" "Save the planet." Every boy has had such a dream when he was a child. When he was a child, it was a school—a little bigger is a city—and a little bigger is the world—and he, an unknown little man, suddenly showed his superb ability to turn the tide and save the world by the way. I met a beautiful woman, and greeted with a smile amidst the cheers admired by countless people-it is a pity that such a dream has been bit by bit worn out in the years of reality, and it has become that it is enough not to be late for work today. At this time, the phone next to Gu Xiaobai rang, and he picked it up casually, but there was no sound on the phone, only three long and two short knocking sounds, Gu Xiaobai's face suddenly looked like he had seen a ghost, and he rushed into the bedroom with the phone and closed the door .

"What's wrong? Why did you activate the Morse code for SOS?" Gu Xiaobai was trembling with excitement. "Nonsense, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah! Of course, I need to call for help when I activate the SOS emergency Morse code!" Zuo Yongbang's broken roar came from the phone. In the men's room of a department store at the other end of the city, Zuo Yongbang shouted urgently with his mobile phone. The thing is like this, Zuo Yongbang, as the account director of a public relations company, is also a middle-aged divorced old handsome guy. Apart from holding meetings in the office every day, his biggest benefit is to hang around in various road shows, commercial performances, and nightclub activities. between.As we all know, the protagonists of this kind of commercial roadshow are naturally all kinds of beautiful little butterflies in this city—that is, the little girls born in the 85s and 90s.Zuo Yongbang holds a butterfly net in his hand, and has been fluttering excitedly among the flowers all these years-whether he can flutter or not is not important in itself, what is important is that this behavior itself proves...

The sword is not old! But in a commercial roadshow last week—in front of various commercial buildings and shopping malls that you often see, after the silly hat host held a microphone and talked nonsense, all kinds of little girls began to dance, and all kinds of migrant workers grinned and watched .Zuo Yongbang was lucky enough to meet one of the young girls born in 1985, and they left each other's phone numbers, emails, Weibo accounts, and made an appointment for dinner today. Early this morning, Zuo Yongbang went out dressed up - he almost didn't wear a tuxedo - Pidiandian rushed to the company, tossed in a hot pot for a day, made up a random reason an hour before leaving get off work Sneaked out of the company and went on a date...

As the saying goes, unlucky people in this world have all kinds of misfortunes--his face has long been seen by Mickey.Mi Qi is not a benevolent person either, she followed Zuo Yongbang calmly and stayed downstairs in the company for a day.Before Zuo Yongbang left the company, he called Mi Qi specifically to say that he would have a meeting tonight. Mi Qi smiled and said from downstairs his office, okay, then come back early.Then I saw my dear boyfriend walking out of her face like a dog, and rushed to the battlefield with a triumphant pace like twisting Yangko.Mickey had been waiting so hard for this moment, so she lowered her head, narrowed her eyes, and followed behind.

Just like this for seven or eight streets, it was really eye-opening to God. Finally, when Zuo Yongbang entered a commercial building and planned to buy some small gifts for the little girl, the small mirror wall at the entrance of the commercial building reflected the ghost that called him out of his wits. figure.It is said that Zuo Yongbang has experienced for more than 40 years, and he is also a titan. He quietly sang Xiaoqu, changed hands, and went into the men's toilet of the commercial building, took out his mobile phone, and called Gu Xiaobai cordially. "Catch the turtle in the urn! Catch the turtle in the urn! Do you understand?" Zuo Yongbang yelled at Gu Xiaobai in the toilet.

"Fuck, I'm a writer, of course I know better than you." Gu Xiaobai said. "Anyway, hurry up and save me. I have more than 20,000 sets of Armani suits. If I smoke like this in the toilet, I don't have to go anywhere." Zuo Yongbang wailed. "Then which commercial building are you in now?" In the living room, Ah Qian, who was bored, suddenly saw Gu Xiaobai coming out, already dressed and in good spirits, no matter how he looked at it, he wanted to go out immediately. "Ah? Where are you going?" Ah Qian asked in a daze. "Finally found something to do..." Gu Xiaobai said with difficulty, then turned his head and made a serious V sign with his hands.

"what?" "Save the planet." After Gu Xiaobai finished speaking, Wei'an's figure disappeared at the door, leaving only a slanting afterglow projected in the door. At this moment, Gu Xiaobai's heart was filled with excitement. I have to say that in the blood of a man who grew up playing war games and toy soldiers, he is naturally excited about words such as "cover", "retreat", "block" and "rescue", and his blood pressure rises when he hears them .At this time, in Gu Xiaobai's perception, this matter has nothing to do with ethics and morality at all, he just thinks that he is going to carry out a military operation that was delegated because of extreme trust... An hour later, Zuo Yongbang, who was waiting almost madly in the toilet, finally met the heroic rescue team in his mind.But contrary to his expectations, the rescue team member Gu Xiaobai did not fall from the sky amidst the sound of rumbling helicopters, but crawled in from the floor outside the toilet, looking around furtively while crawling. Looking up, Zuo Yongbang was looking down at him. "I really fucking want to trample you to death." Zuo Yongbang said. "That's what the Marine Corps is all about!" Gu Xiaobai stood up excitedly and patted the dust off his body, completely unaware that the clothes on his body were also expensive. "Let me tell you, it has been found out that Mrs. Mickey is pretending to try on shoes at the nearest shoe counter outside the toilet. She doesn't miss anyone who enters or exits, so it is necessary for me to crawl in like this." "Then did she see you?" "of course not!" "So... What?" Zuo Yongbang tilted his head, "What do you mean by coming in like this? Catch two turtles in the urn?" "You..." Gu Xiaobai stretched out his hand and slowly pointed at Zuo Yongbang. "Me..." Zuo Yongbang also said slowly. "You are wrong, I came here just to tell you, my girlfriend, my new girlfriend, Mo Xiaomin..." Gu Xiaobai slowed down the sound, as if the world had stood still for a thousand years. "I just work in this commercial building." "what?" "Anyway, Mo Xiaomin doesn't know you..." Gu Xiaobai said mysteriously, "I haven't met Mi Qi either, so I can take advantage of this opportunity to use Mo Xiaomin to distract Mi Qi." "Then what are you going to do now? Climb out to find Mo Xiaomin again?" Zuo Yongbang was devastated. Gu Xiaobai nodded solemnly, pointed at Zuo Yongbang with his finger, "You were right again!" Zuo Yongbang looked desperately at Gu Xiaobai looking around and waiting for the opportunity, and then slowly got down on the ground and climbed out of the toilet passage. "I'd better cancel the date..." Zuo Yongbang thought to himself. Ten minutes passed, and the person named Gu Xiaobai didn't send him any message at all, and he didn't show up again, as if he just disappeared. Zuo Yongbang even began to wonder if Gu Xiaobai was called just now, and Gu Xiaobai crawled in to rescue him and then crawled out. Is this scene an illusion caused by his eagerness to be rescued? But I checked my phone - the call log is still there. In other words, it has been two hours since he formally asked Gu Xiaobai for help... What happened during all this time? He couldn't help sticking his head out and looking out... Mickey is gone! Half an hour ago…… At the exit of the toilet passageway, Gu Xiaobai sneakily crawled to a place, stood up, and turned to look at Mi Qi. Mickey is happily trying on shoes, and turns her head to the toilet aisle. Gu Xiaobai turned his head, and Mi Qi also turned his head at the same time. So Mickey saw Gu Xiaobai. But Gu Xiaobai didn't see that Mi Qi "saw" him, so he relaxed his body generously and walked towards Mo Xiaomin's counter. Mi Qi looked at Gu Xiaobai strangely. "Miss, what do you think of these pairs?" the salesperson asked Mickey. "Wait a minute, wait a moment." Mi Qi stood up unconsciously and walked towards Gu Xiaobai. Gu Xiaobai walked in front, and Mi Qi followed behind. In the toilet, Zuo Yongbang is eager to escape from prison at any time. In the distance, Mo Xiaomin just finished changing his uniform and came out of the staff room in casual clothes. Gu Xiaobai was about to walk up with a smile. Suddenly saw Mo Xiaomin smiling and walking towards a strange man. Gu Xiaobai stared blankly, subconsciously hiding behind a cover. Mi Qi felt that Gu Xiaobai was weird, and suddenly realized her own job, and hurried back. At this time, Zuo Yongbang ghostly came out of the toilet passage and looked at the shoe counter. Mickey is gone! Zuo Yongbang finally felt relieved, and walked out of the commercial building in peace of mind, unaware that Mi Qi was still following behind. Behind the cover, Gu Xiaobai watched bitterly as Mo Xiaomin walked and talked with the strange man. Immediately, the backs of Mo Xiaomin and the man appeared in front of him, and the two walked towards the outside of the commercial building. The conversation between the two clearly reached Gu Xiaobai's ears, "Let's go here." "Where are you going?" "It's up to you." When Gu Xiaobai saw the man hugging Mo Xiaomin's waist, he felt bitter, and couldn't help but sneak behind him. On the street, Zuo Yongbang was walking in front, and Mi Qi followed behind with red eyes. In Mi Qi's sight, Zuo Yongbang picked up the phone and said something with a smile on the phone.The other party was the little hot girl, meaning something like "I'm almost there, I was delayed by something just now", and then put down the phone with a hearty smile. Zuo Yongbang suddenly realized something, turned on the phone again, and sent a text message to Gu Xiaobai. On another street in the city, Gu Xiaobai was following Mo Xiaomin and that man in front, with exactly the same expression as Mi Qi. A text message rings from the phone. Gu Xiaobai opened it, "Thank you for your kindness——Sender: Zuo Yongbang." Zuo Yongbang walked confidently and heartily, and received a text message from Gu Xiaobai, "Thank you for your mother's head!" Zuo Yongbang was embarrassed, he didn't know where he offended Gu Xiaobai. After thinking about it, let him go and move on. Gu Xiaobai walked forward with a tragic face, and suddenly the phone rang, and Gu Xiaobai turned around to answer the phone in fright. "Hey... what are you doing?" A Qian said boredly into the phone at Gu Xiaobai's house. "What for?" "I'm bored……" "Go jump off the building if you're bored!" Gu Xiaobai said viciously. "You are sick! Didn't I just ask what you are doing?" Ah Qian also broke out. "Hahaha, do you want to know what I'm doing?" Gu Xiaobai laughed bitterly, "Okay, let me tell you, I'm following Mo Xiaomin now." "Following Mo Xiaomin... this... you... what's going on?" "Yes, I'm following Mo Xiaomin. I arrived at Mo Xiaomin's commercial building. I wanted to find her, but I saw her and a man get off work, and now they are walking side by side in front of me!" "Hey! Xiaobai! Don't mess around! Maybe that's her younger brother." Ah Qian shouted. "Mo Xiaomin has no younger brother." "Maybe it's her ordinary friend?" "Ordinary friends put their hands on her waist? Ordinary friends pluck the hair on her neck? Ordinary friends..." "..." "Hello?" Suddenly there was no one on the phone, Ah Qian yelled into the phone, and then heard Gu Xiaobai's distraught voice on the phone, "Where the fuck is he?" It turned out that Gu Xiaobai had already lost Mo Xiaomin while he was busy talking with Ah Qian. At this moment, on the other side of the city, Zuo Yongbang thought he had gotten rid of Mi Qi, and walked into the restaurant that he had agreed with that little hot girl.Two minutes later, Mickey also entered the restaurant with her head poking around. "Miss, do you have a location?" The waiter came up and asked politely. "not a single person." "Okay, please follow me." Mickey quietly followed behind the waiter, using her as a cover, and found the best sniper position in a corner. She peeped at Zuo Yongbang from a distance. Zuo Yongbang sat at a table with peace of mind and waited for the girl to arrive. "I don't care! I don't care! Help me find her!" On the street, Gu Xiaobai was yelling frantically into his mobile phone. Ah Qian was at home, also stunned. "I... how can I help you find it?" "I don't care! It was you who called and then lost me, help me find her!" "Then... how about that? Let me help you search 'Where is Mo Xiaomin?'" "..." Ten thousand swear words surged in Gu Xiaobai's chest, and these swear words finally turned into something else after being turbulent and fermented. The same thing called "sorrow". "Ah Qian..." Gu Xiaobai's nose felt sore, "I'm so sad." "I see." "Really understand?" "I really understand." "Why does this happen every time I really like someone? Do such bad things happen?" Who is not like this, in this city, in this world, the heart hangs on another person, that is to be taken away, to be taken away, to be knocked, collided, and painful. But even so, the saddest thing is—— The heart that is suspended is always worried that the knot will loosen and fall down by itself. fall to the ground. It doesn't matter how it breaks into, and it doesn't matter how many pieces it breaks into. What's important is that it's not on that person anymore... "Think about it carefully." Ah Qian said, "Ask yourself and think about it from the bottom of your heart. Is it because you are feeling so uncomfortable now that you can't bear seeing Mo Xiaomin's self-esteem, or is it because of you? Really love her?" "This... What's the difference?" Gu Xiaobai asked on the street, holding his mobile phone. "Of course there is..." Aqian on the other end of the phone said, "If your self-esteem can't bear it, then you can go find Mo Xiaomin now. Or you can call her, no matter what she says on the phone, she is alone now. You can tell her that you have seen everything, you are not playing, bye! Or you can find another girl now, anyway, it is not difficult for you. You can let Mo Xiaomin accidentally see you both Together, when she comes up to question you, you can easily tell her that everyone is just each other, and then leave in her astonished eyes, isn't it good?" "That's great! I'm going to contact you now." The flames of vengeance are burning brightly. "..." "By the way, what if it's because I really love her?" "If you really love her, you don't ask anything, don't care about anything, come back as if there is no such thing, and continue with her. Even if one day she breaks up with you, you have to act like you never knew about it. thing." "why?" "Because you love her is your own business!" "..." Is loving someone a matter of one person, or a matter of two people? We are always saying "I love you" "I love you". In fact, when we say this sentence, what we hope to hear is not "Do I love you too?" If that person didn't say. Do we still think our "love" is worth it? In fact, when I uttered those three words, what I was hoping for was nothing more than an equivalent exchange.If A says "I love you" and B says, "I like you". Shouldn't the loss of the A's be considered a selfish, self-righteous expectation of being frustrated? On this basis, loss, lovelorn, alcoholism, murder, arson, disfigurement, and even rape of young girls, betrayal of the country, launch of nuclear weapons... Isn't it ridiculous? Because love... has always been in your heart... a matter of one person. "Can I ask you one thing?" Gu Xiaobai asked after a minute. "Are you turning on my computer now, and the page shows my emotional column question and answer in a magazine?" "That's right!" Ah Qian replied cheerfully. "So what you just said to me was written by me." "Correct again!" "..." "How can I come up with such sanctimonious words?" At Gu Xiaobai's house, Ah Qian said to the computer screen, "If it were me, I would have gone up and stabbed him to death!" "..." "So the question now is, can you do what you say to others?" In a high-end restaurant at the other end of the city, Zuo Yongbang was still anxiously waiting for that beautiful little girl.Mi Qi waited patiently in the corner for the criminals to be caught, when suddenly a handsome guy appeared in Mi Qi's sight. To be precise, it blocked her view. Mickey looked up and looked at that charming smile in disbelief. "Hi……" "Hey what, you're blocking me, get out of the way." The handsome guy turned around subconsciously in astonishment, but was stopped by Mi Qi, "Don't look back! Don't look back!" The handsome guy quickly turned his head around, not understanding what he meant at all. "What are you doing?" Even the handsome guy became innocent. Mickey suddenly found out... It's good for the handsome guy to cover her like this, "Well, why don't you just stand like this." Mickey said sincerely. "..." "To be honest, I don't know what you're doing? I just want to come up and get to know you." The handsome guy didn't know whether to laugh or cry. "What is there to know?" "Well, it doesn't matter if I know you or not. I just saw that you looked lonely eating here alone, so I wanted to come up and talk to you. I'm alone too." Suddenly... an evil fire rushed up. "Who told you that you are lonely when you eat alone? Who stipulated that you have to eat in groups when you eat? Eating is eating, and it is enough to fill your stomach. What is lonely but not lonely? What do you mean?" Mi Qi He raised his head and stared at the animal in front of him as a representative of a man. Relying on the fact that he is a male, he sees Lie Xinxi and spreads his seeds everywhere... Men, are all such creatures? "What?! Disagree?" "That's really embarrassing." The handsome guy said shyly, "Excuse me..." Looking at the regretfully gone figure, Zuo Yongbang in the distance was vacant in his sight.Not reconciled, Mi Qi picked up the phone again and dialed Zuo Yongbang. "Hi! Hello, baby..." Zuo Yongbang in front of him picked it up with a sense of loss and forced a smile. "Hey, what are you doing?" Mickey asked, trying to smile. "I'm eating out." "Huh? Didn't you say to go to the client's company?" "Yeah, after the meeting with the client, come down and have something to eat with the client, and you, what are you doing?" "I..." Mickey suddenly stuttered. "Why are you so noisy over there? Where are you? Are you not at home?" Zuo Yongbang over there suddenly frowned. "I... I'm at home... No, it's not noisy, is it your side?" Miqi suddenly said viciously. "My side?" "It's your voice!" Zuo Yongbang froze for a moment, moved the phone away, and listened to the ambient sound, and sure enough...it was his own voice. "Cough, I'm confused...it's too noisy here, I'll call you when I get home, bye." Zuo Yongbang in the distance hung up the phone with a smile and heaved a long sigh of relief. The handsome single guy was eating diagonally, looking at Mickey curiously and confusedly.Mickey hung up the phone, her teeth were itchy, and she wanted someone to bite her, so she turned her head away.The handsome guy quickly avoided her sight. "Hey!" Mickey took a deep breath. "Huh? Call me?" "Isn't it calling you a ghost?" Miqi suddenly smiled charmingly, "Didn't you say that eating alone is lonely?" On the other side, Gu Xiaobai finally figured out the relationship between him and Mo Xiaomin, between man and god, between the individual and the universe.While lamenting that he was so great and possessed a state beyond the reach of mortals, he took a car with tears in his eyes and prepared to go home, and drove about a street away. At this time... Gu Xiaobai saw...Mo Xiaomin...and that man. Walk shoulder to shoulder together. again. "Master, stop, stop, stop!" In this battle between humanity and divinity, Gu Xiaobai only took one-tenth of a second to prove the truth that man can conquer nature, and he completely forgot about the fierce battle that brought tears to his eyes just now.In that fierce battle, he reviewed the girlfriends he had had over the years, the emotions he had, betrayal and being betrayed, hurt and hurt, the departure of the physical body and the lingering disappearance of the afterimage in his heart.But these are not important anymore, he threw out twenty yuan, and before waiting for change, he opened the door and rushed out. this second. this moment. This one lives in the here and now. He just wanted to... know the truth. Mo Xiaomin in the distance, and that man who talked side by side and was so intimate, where will they go. Where is he, Gu Xiaobai, going? In the restaurant, Mickey is sitting at the same table with the handsome guy, talking and laughing happily. "You said that to me at the beginning just now, are you testing me?" "What do you think?" "All I know is that it is never an easy task to have the honor to have dinner with a beautiful woman." The handsome guy looked at Mickey and smiled. Mickey smiled at the handsome guy. When people are hurt, threatened, or attacked, their instinctive reaction is to take revenge.Although Mickey hasn't caught Zuo Yongbang's traitor in a serious way—the left half of the word "rape" has not yet appeared.But from Zuo Yongbang's various performances and reactions, the right half is clearly revealed.Mi Qi and Zuo Yongbang have been together for many years, how can they not know, how can they not know?In addition, after waiting for a long time, the person I love in my heart lied a few meters away in front of me, how can this evil spirit come out? Of course the handsome guy couldn't understand how the woman who was shouting at him as if she was mentally ill just now smiled at him again in the blink of an eye. However, this is always a good thing, right? Men - in a way, always so simple, optimistic. Retaliation - to some extent, is to send back the harm that others have done to oneself.As for whether the other party "received" it, it doesn't really matter.From a certain point of view, Mi Qi doesn't want Zuo Yongbang to see, discover, accept, as long as Mi Qi knows what she is doing... It's just letting out a bad breath. Retaliation, in essence, is a transfer of negative energy, just like the kung fu of "moving the universe" and "pushing a thousand catties four or two" in martial arts novels.If you can't stand it, just turn your hand and throw it into outer space. At least, my heart is balanced. So, Mi Qi didn't want Zuo Yongbang to see it. But she forgot one thing. No matter what Zuo Yongbang said, he was in the same space as her, with a distance of more than ten meters. Most importantly, according to Gu Long's words... Zuo Yongbang is not blind. Even a blind man was "blinded" by what Mickey did in front of him... He reacted in a daze for a while—didn't he tell me to stay at home obediently? At this time, he had completely forgotten who he was, and committed some heinous and heinous crimes to force Mickey to this point.The grievances, grief and indignation in my heart, and the humiliation that the post-85 generation has not yet come to, all came to my heart. At this moment, he quickly changed from the role of the perpetrator to the victim. He walked up to Mickey and said with a smile. "A person, eating at home is very happy, isn't it?" "No..." Mickey raised her head, stared at him blankly, was also dumbfounded, and became incoherent, "It's not what you think..." "I didn't think about anything, I just knew you told me that you were obediently at home, and ended up having dinner with a man here..." "Then... what about you?" "I said to have dinner with customers?" "What about the client?" "The customer has finished eating, let's go!" Mi Qi looked at Zuo Yongbang. The weather in June, it should be snowing, right? At this moment, Mickey was completely defeated. She lost to something called "lateness". At this time, Zuo Yongbang's cell phone rang, and he picked it up in a hurry, then turned his head secretly to listen and talk.Ten seconds later, he turned his head and looked at Miqi with a mixed expression of "eat slowly" and "I'll settle the score with you when I get home".Hurt, angry, yet proudly raised his chin and glanced at Mickey. "Bye-Bye!" Then he turned around and walked out the door without looking back. run faster... run faster... "Don't catch up..." Zuo Yongbang shouted in his heart. Because, in the phone call just now, the little MM who was born in 1985 sincerely explained to him the reason for being late—it was too busy—and wished him to go directly to her house. Therefore, Zuo Yongbang's mood at this moment... is a hundred times more complicated than the expression on his face. Because he's really—joyed... Mi Qi stared blankly at Zuo Yongbang's back. "Who is it?" the handsome guy opposite asked. But she didn't hear anything, and when she realized it, the person had already rushed out. On the side streets, Gu Xiaobai followed Mo Xiaomin and the man secretly. The two stopped suddenly, and Gu Xiaobai was so frightened that he quickly hid by the wall of the alley next to him and took a peek. "Where do you want to go! I told you that I don't want to go anymore!" "Two more steps, two more steps and we'll be there." "I know, you want to take me to the restaurant where we first ate, to remind me of our old days together, to soften my heart, and to come back to you, right?" "..." "I told you! It's impossible! We're done!" "Then why!" "How many times do you want me to say it again? When we were together, you didn't cherish me. When I'm gone, you can think of me again. I'm not your toy, OK?" "Why don't I cherish you?!" "You lock me in the house all day and don't let me see any friends, so you cherish me? You check my phone all day long, check my text messages, I go out to eat with friends, and you follow me after changing hands, Is this called cherishing me?" On the street, Mo Xiaomin's voice became more and more excited. Gu Xiaobai hid in the corner, his heart beating faster and faster. "I'm sorry, I really don't want this kind of relationship. What I yearn for is that this man has firm confidence, and I believe that I will love him no matter what. He has this confidence, no matter what I am doing, I will always have him in my heart Yes. In the same way, he loves me like this, instead of relying on blocking, blocking, and marking, you understand?" "..." "This is the last time I will say these words to you because I never want to see you again." "..." "Well, if that's enough to give you up - I've got a new crush, I've got a new boyfriend." "..." "Please forget about the past..." Gu Xiaobai didn't need to turn his head to look, he knew that the man standing opposite Mo Xiaomin was crying. Because, Gu Xiaobai himself shed tears. Because, he has heard such words. He has also heard such words, the person he loves deeply said to him: "I'm sorry, I have a new favorite person." "Please forget about the past..." I think everyone has heard that. What kind of heartache is this. Pain to the bone, sore, turned into soreness, cheeks sore, eye sockets hot, an inexplicable liquid flowed down without permission—is it possible to forget the past? Just because...you have someone you like? I'm going to forget everything from the past - to cooperate with you? At this moment, the man standing opposite Mo Xiaomin was not fighting alone.Gu Xiaobai who was at the corner also wanted to rush up and grab Mo Xiaomin's neck and shake him back and forth. "Why, why, why!" but…… What Mo Xiaomin was talking about—the new favorite—was Gu Xiaobai himself. "Is he who you say he is?" the man asked. "what?" "Is this new boyfriend of yours the kind of person you want?" "I don't know, I hope he's..." On the street, Gu Xiaobai ran desperately. Zuo Yongbang, who got out of the taxi, also ran desperately. In a taxi that stopped behind, Mi Qi got out of the car and ran desperately... Everyone is really... very busy... Zuo Yongbang got out of the taxi, ran into the community building that the little girl told him about, pressed the elevator and went upstairs, followed by Miqi.After seeing the floor where the elevator stopped, he followed the other elevator up. As the elevator ascended, Mickey thought: What is she going to do after going up like this?What kind of scene is she willing to see? If everything is contrary to her imagination, will she feel a kind of disappointment in vain instead? And once she gets what she wants, what should she do? Did he step forward and stab each other to death?Can she do such a thing? not to mention…… Looking all over her body, all her murder weapons are just a nail clipper. "You escaped like this?" At Gu Xiaobai's house, Ah Qian looked at Gu Xiaobai who was shivering under the blanket and asked. "Yeah, I haven't run like this since the high school sports meeting." "It's too dangerous. If Mo Xiaomin sees it, she can directly pass two people at the same time. It's too gorgeous." Ah Qian has always been the one who fears that the world will not be chaotic. Gu Xiaobai was dumbfounded. At this moment, Gu Xiaobai's cell phone rang, and the caller ID was "Mo Xiaomin". Gu Xiaobai petrified. He picked it up tremblingly, and Mo Xiaomin said sadly on the phone: "It's just downstairs from your house, I want to come up to see you." "Look at me what, look at me what?" After hanging up the phone, Gu Xiaobai performed rope skipping in the living room, "Are you here to announce the breakup?" "Calm down, maybe they are here to catch you and me..." Ah Qian said lightly. In this world, there is a kind of person who has a superpower. When comforting a person, he can comfort a person who wants to die until he really dies. Ah Qian is undoubtedly such a person. When Mo Xiaomin opened the door, Gu Xiaobai was wiping sweat in his sportswear, pretending to be very tired. Ah Qian stretched the muscles for him beside him. "You... what are you doing?" Mo Xiaomin asked in surprise. "Hey, I write in front of the computer all day long, and occasionally exercise." Gu Xiaobai said very brightly. "Are you working? Is it bothering you?" "No, how about you, have you eaten yet?" "not yet." "Oh? Not yet?" Gu Xiaobai looked at his watch and looked at Mo Xiaomin innocently... "It's been a while since you got off work, and you haven't eaten, what are you doing?" Ah Qian was pouring tea in the kitchen, turned her head, and looked at Gu Xiaobai in horror. Gu Xiaobai smiled and looked at Mo Xiaomin without moving. Mo Xiaomin also looked at Gu Xiaobai quietly. This is a still moment, at least in the hearts of Gu Xiaobai and Ah Qian, this moment is infinitely elongated. Then, Mo Xiaomin laughed, "No, the colleague on shift is late, so I will accompany him for a while." "Oh, I see……" "yes." "Then shall I accompany you down to eat together?" After staring at each other for a while, Gu Xiaobai laughed, stood up and said to Mo Xiaomin. "No need, I have nothing to do, I just came up to see you." After finishing speaking, Mo Xiaomin looked at Gu Xiaobai quietly, smiled, turned around and walked out the door. What is she thinking at this moment? Gu Xiaobai didn't know. He didn't even know that in the next second, he made a move that he didn't expect. He walked up, pulled Mo Xiaomin over, and hugged her in his arms. Mo Xiaomin was also stunned, blinking in his arms, not knowing what happened. "I will be." Gu Xiaobai said. "What could it be?" "It's nothing..." After a while, Gu Xiaobai laughed. This is a nonsense dialogue.But at the same time, in the corridor on the 22nd floor of another tall building in this city, a woman named Mickey was doing something even more nonsensical. She watched Zuo Yongbang knock on the door, a little girl opened the door, he went in, she closed the door. Mickey rushed to the door and tried to knock, but at that moment, she stopped. Because she really—really really doesn't know how she should face everything in front of her after knocking on the door... Was it stabbed to death one by one?Or grab Zuo Yongbang and slap him, or slap that little girl?Mickey can't do these things... 还是安静斯文地对他们微笑着说，“没事，你们继续”？ 那她敲门到底干什么？就是为了说一句你们继续？ 这也太神经了吧？ 追踪到此的米琪，终于彻彻底底地困惑起来…… 捉奸，无论对于女人还是男人而言，到底意味着什么？跟到最后，追到最后，到底是求一个结果，还是寻一个踏实？ 听说有的女人捉奸未果，还会露出失落的心情来。 这无论怎么讲，都已经陷入变态的范畴了吧？ 不管怎么样，米琪发现她……没有任何可以选择的下一步…… 于是，她弯下腰，蹲下身子，取出刚才在商厦买的鞋。 一双细跟的高跟鞋。 她换上，慢慢地……慢慢地……在这个楼道里……反复地走着。 空荡的走廊里，回响着高跟鞋咚咚咚的声音。米琪穿着高跟鞋，一个人，在走廊里，从这头走到那头，再从那头走到这头…… 走廊里回荡着这种警告、示意、不想难堪面对的声音…… 这个世界上，想寻求一种结果，往往会有两个答案：一是这个结果寻而不见——无论是不敢见，不想见，或者不屑见。 二是这个结果以一种截然相反的面目扑面而来。 这个世界上的事，大都如此。