Chapter 10 Chapter.07 2002 Summer Solstice · Submerged Water · Ukiyo-e

Lin Xiezhi is the best host and producer of talk shows in China.He has three programs in his hands, and they were all among the top three in the ratings last year.This made him shine last year. Holding the guest information in his hand, he read in a low voice: Fu Xiaosi, the youngest entrant in the China Sinuoya Celebrity Wealth List for two consecutive years in 2001 and 2002, the myth of the publishing industry in 2001 and 2002, No. The second painting collection "Heavenly Kingdom" became the first place in the literature and art book rankings in 2001, and the third painting collection "The Kingdom of Burning Flowers" caused a sensation when it was published in early 2002, and it has been occupying the top of the ranking list for several consecutive months.Win all new artist awards.

The information at hand can be described as amazing. Lin Xiezhi vaguely remembered that he had done an interview with this kid named Fu Xiaosi three years ago. At that time, because of the appearance of a group of illustrators and cartoonists, it caused a moderate sensation in China.But at that time, he was mixed with a group of painters, and he didn't make people feel that he was so special. Two years later, the children who participated in the program together at the beginning have gradually been forgotten, and Fu Xiaosi, who was among several people at that time The most inconspicuous boy in the world, but now he is popular all over China, and his publishing performance has made the painter who is ten times his senior in the art world overwhelmed by his glasses.Now, it has become very difficult to send out his announcement, and it took almost two months to make an appointment, and his assistant, the girl named Lixia, also said that his announcement was scheduled for almost two months.Now Lin Xiezhi felt that Fu Xiaosi couldn't do a show with other guests, because there were too many surprising things about him.

But why? When I went backstage, I saw Lixia helping Fu Xiaosi trim his eyebrows and hair. Boys should be more handsome, and always be radiant when they appear in front of others. This is the vigor that young boys should have, instead of suits and leather shoes like those forty or fifty-year-old adults. The expression that owes him money.This is Lixia's idea. Every time when Li Xia helped Fu Xiaosi put on makeup, he would feel very peaceful, because it was a very happy thing to see that the person he loved was much prettier than others.And Fu Xiaosi smiled gently every time, letting her move around casually.

Lin Xiezhi leaned against the door, looked at Fu Xiaosi who was talking to Li Xia in a low voice while putting on makeup, and thought in his heart, what kind of magical power does this boy possess?I accidentally asked the question.Hearing the voice, Fu Xiaosi turned around and smiled briefly. It was a mature smile with polite respect. Lin Xiezhi thought, he is really a shy and introverted person, and he has not changed at all from three years ago.But after the official recording of the program, Lin Xiezhi realized how ridiculous his thoughts were. Fu Xiaosi is no longer the Fu Xiaosi who dodged the camera and reporters' questions three years ago with a hurt expression.Looking at Fu Xiaosi, who was eloquent in front of the camera, Lin Xiezhi had an unusual feeling in his heart.

three machines.Two are fixed, and one is covered with a moving track. Too much light makes people feel hot all over.The buzzing sound when the machine is running is a bit like the annoying mosquitoes when you sleep in the summer afternoon.Thinking of Li Xia like this, he felt as if he had been bitten by a mosquito, and his back also itched slightly.Probably too hot and sweating.Thinking of this, he immediately raised his head to look at Xiao Si. Fortunately, there didn't seem to be any sweat on his face, and if there was too much, he needed to touch up his makeup.Siu Si on the stage is wearing a white shirt with two buttons on the neckline, revealing a clear collarbone, which is rare among boys, and even has a slightly sexy factor as he gets older. The cuffs are rolled up casually, making people feel clean neat.Sitting on the sofa and reclining, it will not be too rude, but also casual and comfortable.In fact, everyone knows that baking under the light makes people uncomfortable, like food that has been put into a microwave oven, slowly becoming red and hot under invisible infrared rays.Sure enough, a born star.It seems to have been like this since high school, and I look better than others when I sit casually.Fantastic species.

Sweet smile.Speak softly. These are the evaluations of people who have seen Fu Xiaosi's announcement. And Fu Xiaosi, who was silent in private, should only be seen by himself.Li Xia sat on the cold floor, leaning his head against the wall, looking at Fu Xiaosi under the focus of countless lights, showing a friendly smile, bright eyes, clear pupils, and gentle eyes. not like this. It's not like this. how is that Which one is the real Xiaosi?Even Li Xia himself couldn't figure it out. It is the one in my life who stops talking when dusk comes every day, stands on the top of the building and looks at the far east every windy day, and finds a quiet street alone on every snowy day, and walks on the side of the street Build a snowman, spend a whole night in front of the drawing board to adjust the color but can't draw a single color boy?

Still smile sweetly in front of the camera, greet everyone tenderly at the scene of each announcement or the backstage of each program, smile at everyone at the signing meeting, meet everyone's requirements, and be proficient when facing reporters Answer all the questions thoroughly, sometimes in articles or paintings so funny that everyone will forget the sadness and sadness, when you have a high fever, you can also show that kind of image when shooting a plane, which seems to make the world happy in an instant What about the smiling boy? Have no idea. Time slowly covered everyone like water.The traces of the tide have long since dried up in the annual monsoon, leaving only some water stains, changing everyone's appearance.

When Fu Xiaosi was recording the program, when he was facing different camera positions in rotation, Li Xia occasionally glanced out of the corner of his eye, and saw her sitting on the floor, with her head against the wall, her hands between her knees, her head lowered. As she spoke, her bangs cast a shadow on her forehead, and her eyes seemed to be closed. He must be tired, probably dozing off.Fu Xiaosi felt a little distressed in his heart, as if a piece of white paper was slightly crumpled, and then spread out to reveal countless tiny wrinkles. During the break, Fu Xiaosi walked over, lowered his head and asked her in a low voice, "Are you tired?"

The tone is as gentle as the wind, rippling in the hearing. "Not tired. Is the recording of the program going well?" "Well, it's okay. It should be almost over. Is this the last announcement for today?" "Yup." "Hey." He smiled lightly. Li Xia tilted his head, looked at this painter with a childish smile, and the subtitle that appeared in his heart was still "magical species". It was past six o'clock in the evening when the show was recorded.The lights are on.The company's car parked at the gate of the Radio and Television Building, Fu Xiaosi and Li Xia got into the car, and waved goodbye to Lin Xiezhi.

The black BMW was quickly submerged in the turbulent traffic, and the headlights stretched into blurred light while driving at high speed. Lin Xiezhi sighed slightly as he watched the disappearing shadow of the car. Can time really change a person so easily? The back seat of the car is spacious and comfortable. Li Xia specially bought a thick fur cushion to lay it on the back. It feels fluffy and makes people want to sleep when sitting on it.Lixia still remembered that Fu Xiaosi was really startled when he saw this mat, thinking that a tiger had entered behind it.Later, his evaluation was only one sentence, he said that Lixia should have been a bandit Mrs. Yazhai in her previous life, the kind of shrew who crossed her thighs and sat on a tiger leather chair to show off her might.

His hand was held by Fu Xiaosi's.The temperature of boys is always half a degree higher than that of girls.An imperceptible half-degree, but it exists real and vividly.Perhaps he was really tired, and subconsciously leaned his head towards his shoulders.Just the right line, leaving a suitable recess to put your face on, a high-quality cotton shirt, and a very light perfume smell. "What perfume?" "Didn't you buy it for me? It was the bottle you bought for me last time." ah?Didn't smell it. Lean back a little further, and bury your face in the crest of your neck, with your eyes facing your collarbone.Even though he was so close, he couldn't tell that it was the bottle of grass-scented perfume that he had given him.It's just that the strong sun-like smell on the boy's skin became a little clearer, like the clanking sound of strings in the air.It seems that the action is too intimate, right?Thinking of this, his face turned slightly red.The skin on the other party's neck seemed to be changing in temperature. Finally, his neck moved, and then he whispered "Well, that..." "what?" "... a little bit, come up a bit... the breath makes my neck a little itchy." The flushed face, and the gentleness as deep and distant as the setting sun.Slow tone. Li Xia raised his head, and what he saw was a delicate side face with no expression.After looking at it for a long time, it feels like a delicate gift.As beautiful as a mirage. "that……" "Huh?" He leaned his head towards him, but didn't turn his face away, still facing the back of the seat in front of him.Cut, is the back so pretty? "It's okay. I just think my makeup skills are getting better and better. Someone as ugly as you can become so good-looking. It's not easy." "Well, I said so early in the morning." With a gentle smile, his eyes were filled with chaotic misty nectar, sweet enough to drown an adult female Tyrannosaurus rex. How ugly.It's just being stubborn.Li Xia always understood in his heart.The opening and closing of eyebrows brings out small and ambiguous changes, and with the passage of time, it gradually renders the maturity and sexiness of a man.Twenty-three-year-old young boys should be the most beautiful species. Li Xia sat up a little bit straighter, and then leaned on Fu Xiaosi's shoulder properly.Close your eyes, many things are slowly crawling over the heart like ants.Very slowly, crawl over. Outside the car window are plants as deep as the sea in spring, splashing thick green all over Beijing. Lixia often thinks that in the eyes of others, he should also be included in the list of "magical creature species".Not to mention other conditions, just a piece of "Fu Xiaosi's girlfriend" makes people think it is a fantasy.It is indeed a fantasy.When we first met, I already had a crush on him. When I was in the first year of high school, I saw this boy riding a bicycle for the first time on the bus, as if I was immersed in my own world, and everything around me was a silent scene.And after meeting, getting acquainted, getting acquainted, caring about each other, entering the same university, entering the same class.This crush has always been there and persists like a distant but warm sun.No matter in summer or cold winter, we have never gone far. Even if there are dark clouds sometimes, we can still accurately feel the existence of the sun when we close our eyes. And this secret love is the same, Li Xia once felt that this relationship should always be like this, she just stared at him blankly, appeared quietly in his life, talked calmly, smiled easily, or silently leave.And all this should continue as a matter of course.In Lixia's imagination, it should be like this that he has been secretly in love until after Fu Xiaosi made a girlfriend, he went home and cried a lot, and then continued to like him silently. Put on a beautiful ring, go home and cry three times, then curse that girl to die, and continue to like him until the day she dies. From the day it was born, this kind of feeling is destined not to perish. Everything was changed by Fu Xiaosi's words that were almost inaudible. Almost inaudible. near.But I heard it like a thunderclap. It was the summer when the freshman was coming to an end, in the basic sketching class, looking at the teacher's face as dull as a plaster cast, and listening to the things he said that he was familiar with in high school, Li Xia lost his interest in class. Interested, looking at the maemis and the white sky outside, I feel that the world is really boring like this. "It's boring!" Li Xia, who was standing outside the barbed wire fence and watched the little division practice high jump, yelled while lying on the wire fence. "What's wrong with you?" Xiao Si ran over dripping with sweat, "Why haven't you returned to the dormitory yet?" The white short-sleeved T-shirt has long been wet with sweat, and a white towel is hanging around the neck, which also looks like it is dripping.The strong smell of boys, but strangely with a slight mint taste. "It stinks, you." "I came here to hear about it myself." His head was twitched by the towel around his neck, and then Fu Xiaosi gave him a familiar roll of his eyes, "Who is to blame!" I still like to stare at people with those unfocused eyes.A trick that hasn't changed since high school, no creativity.Li Xia once laughed at him and asked him to correct this cataract problem, so as not to be responded with "Die! Why are you rolling your eyes at me" when you confess affectionately to girls in the future. "Hey, Xiao Si," Li Xia stopped Fu Xiaosi who turned to leave, "Will you accompany me to a nearby city this Saturday." "...Well, can't the other guys in the class do it?" He frowned, looking thoughtful. "This is not something that anyone can do!" Veins appeared on his forehead.Li Xia wanted to punch a little bit. "Trouble, you girls, didn't you do well in class?" Fu Xiaosi rubbed the back of his head, "...It's really troublesome..." Sounds like it should be rejected. Fortunately, I just mentioned it casually on a whim.And counting the days, it seems that this weekend is not just as simple as "heartbeat" and "crash".Hate things come together.So I didn't think too much about it.Forgot about it after two days. But this kind of dialogue Fu Xiaosi will not forget easily.In the next three days, he went to the library to borrow a map, checked nearby interesting places, and then found out the bus route. By the way, he bought food and green tea from the supermarket on Friday night.He had been drinking green tea since he was in college, and it wasn't because he had listened to other boys' so-called fallacies that "Coke is not good for men in certain aspects", it was just that he had a good impression of green tea.These preparations sound simple, but they take some time to do.Fortunately, all this became easier after Lu Zhiang left. Fu Xiaosi thought, since no one will do these things for me in the future, I have to learn by myself.Thinking in this way, Fu Xiaosi gradually became a boy who can take care of others like Lu Zhiang. So when Fu Xiaosi appeared at the door of Lixia's dormitory carrying two big bags of things on Saturday morning, everything became a little funny.Fu Xiaosi looked at Lixia who was wearing pajamas with a puzzled face for a minute, and said expressionlessly, "I'm going to hit someone." Li Xia imitated Xiao Si's idol, Sonic Boy, packed everything within three minutes, and then dragged him out.Judging from Fu Xiaosi's expression, he really wanted to push himself to the ground and step on his feet before he was reconciled.Li Xia breathed a sigh of relief. Take a car not far from the back gate of the school, a very cold route.Sitting in the car, Li Xia felt uncomfortable all over, and was embarrassed to say that his period was up, so he could only hold back.Move around in the seat.Seeing Fu Xiaosi seriously studying with the map, he couldn't bear to say "let's go back", so his expression was a little different along the way. In the afternoon, I passed a stream that crossed the edge of the farm. It was so clear that we could see fine aquatic plants and fish.Fu Xiaosi walked up and down barefoot on the pebbles in the shallow water, and beckoned Li Xia to go down to play. Lixia felt hairy when he saw Shui.Hastily waved his hands and said forget it, you have fun. Fu Xiaosi didn't continue to persuade her, and walked slowly along the river alone, looking down at the fish swimming in the water. Li Xia looked at Xiao Si reflected by the water light, and his heart was silent.It's like a huge sponge that sucks up all the noise. It was dusk when I came back.Fu Xiaosi remained silent in the car, with his head lowered, unable to see his expression in the dim light.He must be tired.Li Xia thought to himself. When walking back to the school dormitory, Fu Xiaosi suddenly asked nonchalantly, "Aren't you happy? Today." Li Xia was startled by that frustrated tone, and looked up to see Xiao Si's gray face. "Ah, I misunderstood, I misunderstood, don't think about it, I had a good time. It's...that's...a little..." Awkward.Can't say it.It's too private. "Which one?" He still had a blank expression on his face. Boys' brains are filled with cotton! "Menstruation!" I gritted my teeth after thinking for a while and said it, my heart suddenly collapsed, ruined, life is just like this, and I simply added, "Today is the second day." "...Then you rest early and recover soon." The face flushed rapidly, redder than expected, fidgeting like a monkey whose tail had just been burned. "Goodbye." After saying that, he turned and fled. It made Li Xia stand on the spot dumbfounded, and after realizing it, he clutched his stomach and burst out laughing. After returning to the dormitory, he kicked open the door and started laughing at the three girls, threw himself on the bed and continued laughing: "Rest early...ha, get well soon...haha...I'm dying of laughing! Help..." As a result, extreme joy begets sorrow. I don't know if I was weak in those few days, or I went out to blow the wind, or I was infected with some bacteria. Lixia started to have a fever the next day after I came back, and then fell asleep for a whole day.When I woke up, it was already Monday morning, and Li Xia thought it was Sunday morning, but I didn't know that I had been in a coma for a day, and the temperature was dangerously close to 40 degrees.When he woke up, his brain was still in a state of confusion, and half a minute after he opened his eyes, the face of Fu Xiaosi beside him gradually emerged in the air with a clear outline. "Xiao Si, are you there?" "Well, it's okay, it's all right now. You can sleep more." Li Xia lay down, watching Fu Xiaosi go to the bedroom door to pour water.The folds of the white shirt glow dimly.Looking at Xiao Si's back, Li Xia felt inexplicably sad.I don't know if it's because of the heat or what, but Li Xia actually shed tears.Li Xia was startled when he found his face was wet.I used to think that what the cold medicine advertisement said was "cure cold and fever, sneezing, runny nose and tears". I thought the last symptom was too OVER. Who would have a fever and shed tears.But now it actually proves to me. Fu Xiaosi sat down on the chair beside the bed, and said in a low voice, "It's all right, why are you crying?" The sentence pattern of reproach was gentle.Like coaxing a crying child. And then the sunset and the breeze became unimportant, the sound of the boy hitting the backboard with a basketball outside the window was unimportant, the light that was gradually dimming was unimportant, and how much summer had passed was unimportant. It doesn't matter that there is almost no camphor on the campus of the university, the smell of clean washing powder on the shirt is not important, and the breathing becomes long and wandering. Everything disappeared without a trace in the sentence "let me try to be with you". Later, Fu Xiaosi simply sat on the ground, leaning against the edge of the bed, lying with his head back, right next to Li Xia's hand.Within reach. "Hey……" "Ok?" "Be my girlfriend, let me take care of you... let me try to be with you." I have heard too many sworn oaths, too many romantic confessions, too many familiar promises, and my own creepy descriptions of happiness, all of which are illusory, no match for that seemingly innocent sentence. Powerless "Let me try to be with you". Simple sentences, steady intonation, the only flaw is the trembling coda branching in the evening air. But it was after a long period of exposure to the sun and heavy wind and snow that the vocal cords uttered the last line of "let me try to be with you". Considering it too seriously and too long, it actually made this sentence as heavy as a mountain. Outside the window, there are green trees swaying in summer.The branches and leaves of the camphor tree are not visible, but the shade of the camphor tree covers all the shining years and the floating clouds in the years. Summer is a legendary season. All the ordinary things are marked with splendor and brilliance in this season, the details are magnified by the spotlight, and read clearly in the world. When he recovered from his memories, Li Xia realized that the car was about to drive downstairs to the company.Turning his head to see Fu Xiaosi's sleeping profile.Li Xia stared at his face for a long time, the light and shadow of neon lights and street lights flowed over his skin, covering his face like water.The sleeping appearance has vivid ups and downs.After watching it for a while, I started to cry.There was no sound of crying, only tears dripping on his hands, which had a scalding temperature. It was almost eight o'clock when I got back to the studio.People who work overtime in the company are going out one after another, and they will nod when they see Fu Xiaosi and Li Xia, and then laugh at them, the two overtime kings, in a friendly way. Litong Media.A well-known cross-industry group in the country.There are many first-line Chinese singers, hosts, writers, painters, actors, directors, and talents in all fields of the cultural industry.And there are many well-known brokers in the circle. When Xiaosi's "Heaven" was published in 2001 and caused a sensation, Litong Media invited Fu Xiaosi to join it, and set up an independent studio "Yu" for him to operate alone. After almost a year and a half, "Island" Studio has successfully trained a large number of young painters, and published the "Island" series of art collections, which has become a miracle in the art publishing industry. But what is behind all these honors? It is the fluorescent lamp of the studio which lights up all night every day. It is a lot of bitter coffee to drink every day. It is thousands of drawing papers rubbed off. It's red eye circles and a tired face. The hours of the day are countless announcements.The evening time is for drawing and working.The school work can only be barely completed.The whole person operates almost twenty-four hours a day.Li Xia often stood by the side, feeling tired just looking at it.How can one person have so much energy?Many times he is tired even if he is not tired, and he wants to cry for him even if he doesn't want to cry. The computer made a slight sound of running again, and Li Xia came back to his senses, and saw that Fu Xiaosi had changed his white shirt and put on a loose blue and white cotton T-shirt, which looked soft and comfortable, with a coarse cloth underneath The beige trousers loosely cover the legs, and the fabric is folded along the line of the legs to create layers of shades. Frowning, he drank a large cup of black coffee, clapped his hands, and stretched himself. Fu Xiaosi said, "I'm going to start work!" Sure enough, Sonic Boy. "Oh, you should go to bed first." He suddenly turned his head as if remembering something, "I only need to finish these two paintings tonight. You can go to rest." Lixia's bedroom is located next to the studio.And Fu Xiaosi's bedroom is at the other end of the studio.Since the work became busy, Li Xia and Xiao Si lived directly in the studio.Fortunately, there are exactly three rooms in the studio, one big one serves as an office plus a conference room, and the other two small ones and Li Xia went to the company to apply for a temporary dormitory for two people. Li Xia closed the door of the room and fell on the bed.Stared at the ceiling in a daze.Thoughts still stay in the fragments that come to mind in the car.Those college days, when recalled, actually bring out a halo that is more blurred and long-lasting than the high school days.It's like reminiscing after saying goodbye to an unknown long time.And I am only a senior now, although I don't need to go to school anymore, after all, it is during the internship period, and I haven't graduated, so I can still say that I am a college student with the cheek.But when I was a college student, I began to recall my college days.This is probably too exaggerated. There were some small and slight sounds coming from the room outside. If you listen carefully, you can distinguish the sound of the air conditioner running, the sound of the computer fan, and the occasional sound of Fu Xiaosi coughing among them. Because of their busy schedule, Xiao Si and Li Xia didn't go home during the New Year this year. On New Year's Eve, there was a fireworks show in the square, and the two ran out to watch it.On the way back I was shivering with cold.But looking at Xiao Si's smiling face with slightly narrowed eyes, Li Xia felt that the world became warm again.Standing on the side of the road, I couldn't get a taxi, and then I had to walk a long way to take the subway.There are so many people in the subway, packed together like fish in a sardine can.Lixia hid in Fu Xiaosi's thick overcoat, and couldn't feel how crowded it was around him, but kept hearing Fu Xiaosi's impatient deep breathing, and couldn't help laughing, usually Xiaosi was very impatient Before losing his temper, he would make this sound that sounded like a deep breath. Now it should be because there are too many strangers around him bumping him around. He is very impatient, but there is no place to attack. Li Xia closed his eyes and hugged him tighter.He almost buried his whole face in Xiao Si's sweater. It was almost twelve o'clock when I returned to the studio. I opened the window facing the street and looked out. In many places, there were sporadically lit fireworks dotted in a neon night.Fu Xiaosi urged from behind: "Close the windows quickly, it's freezing to death!" Li Xia turned around, and at some point he had already taken out a large jigsaw puzzle to play with.He still can't get rid of the hobby he developed since he was a child, and he loves to play puzzles very much.He likes the bigger and more complicated ones.Lixia saw Fu Xiaosi's expression when he was studying the small pieces in his hand seriously, and his heart moved slightly. "That..." Do you want to ask? "Huh?" Fu Xiaosi put a small jigsaw puzzle away, then raised his head. "Why did Xiao Si want me to be your friend? I mean... so many girls like you, and I'm too ordinary. What do you want to do with someone who disappears in three seconds after being thrown into the crowd?" "It's not me they like!" Fu Xiaosi, who was sitting on the floor against the wall, stretched out his legs straight in front of him, crossed his hands behind his head, leaned his head against the wall, and looked small. The way the child loses his temper, "What they like is the person they imagined, that Fu Xiaosi on paper. What they like is me who is well dressed every time I appear in public, with a cool hairstyle and a gentle smile Me. But in private, I’m a weird guy who likes to stay up late with dark circles under his eyes, has a bad temper, doesn’t like to smile at others, and likes to play outdated things like puzzles... In short, I’m not flattering Someone I like. So Li Xia, you have seen my real appearance, and you still want to be with me, so I should be lucky." Li Xia was about to faint when he heard it, it was hard to imagine that this heartthrob would feel that no one liked him.Such words coming out of such a person's mouth are like telling a joke.But deep in my heart, something very soft slowly woke up.The quiet river in memory, the fallen leaves swirling on the river surface, drifting downstream along the river. Li Xia stood by the window again, looking at the bustling world outside, the sound of fireworks exploded in his ears again, especially deafening in the deep night sky.There is also the sound of traffic, the sound of the wind blowing through the bare tree branches outside the window, the joyful sound of the TV in every household, and the sound of the slow flow of the unfrozen river. Among these sounds, there is a gentle and deep voice He whispered in his ear: "Li Xia, let's kiss." It was seven in the morning when I woke up.The people in the company haven't started work yet, so the whole building is still very quiet.Li Xia opened the door of the room, walked out of the room with the pillow in his arms, and saw Fu Xiaosi who was still sitting in front of the computer.He didn't sleep all night again, his half-length hair was messy, and his eyes were as red as rabbits. Hearing the sound of Lixia opening the door, Fu Xiaosi turned his head and said "good morning" to Lixia who had just woken up.Then there was a gentle smile, but the blind man could also see the overflowing tiredness in the smile. After Lixia finished saying "Good morning", she looked at the haggard Fu Xiaosi with distress.After watching it for a while, I remembered what happened in my dream last night.The hands on his waist, the pair of strong arms, and the fluffy texture brought by the boy's warm sweater, mixed with the scent of grass in his cherished hair, the temperature on his cheeks, the warmth on his chin Because of the stubble that was not shaved carelessly, as well as thin lips, and the natural clean taste in boys' mouths that is different from girls'.All the scattered parts are like a jigsaw puzzle, and when put together, it becomes the Fu Xiaosi who kissed himself in front of the window on New Year's Eve. "Li Xia, let's kiss." Thinking of this, his face burned like crazy.A series of irrelevant images flashed in my heart, mushroom cloud explosion and African elephants running amok.For a moment, the atmosphere was so embarrassing that he didn't even dare to look up at the boy who was writing and drawing in front of the computer.The throat was also very uncomfortable, and after swallowing a lot of saliva, I still made a "cough". Fu Xiaosi turned around, stared at the tomato-like red face standing in front of him, looked up and down with interest, then narrowed his eyes and said with a smirk: "Hey, did you have a bad dream?" "You're going to die!" Li Xia threw the pillow over, and was embarrassed by what was said, and frantically shuttled in the air, and one could see the transparent and chaotic ripples in the air driven by impatience. "Why do you talk like that little ruffian Lu Zhiang?" Fu Xiaosi took the thrown pillow and smiled slightly, but the smile gradually weakened, the expression on his face changed from second to second, and finally turned into a slightly sad face.He hugged the pillow in front of his chest, retracted his feet into the chair, hugged his knees, and put his chin on the bent knees. These movements happened slowly, like natural and smooth editing, and finally took shape and were fixed as a whole. Zhang looked at the expressionless face outside the window. "How can I..." The sunlight outside the window burst out from the dark clouds, like countless sharp swords thrusting forcefully from the heaven to the ground in an instant. "Like him..." The flock of birds flew across the sky in a hurry, drawing a series of transparent traces, sticking high on the blue sky wall. "...Speak."