Chapter 5 Chapter.02 1996 Summer Solstice·Color·North Star

Before he could realize it, the weather had started to cool down. When I get up for a morning run, I occasionally return to the dormitory to put on an extra coat before going downstairs to gather. Those boys who are used to playing basketball for half an hour before self-study after breakfast, occasionally feel that wearing only a vest is not enough to resist the cold in the morning-even though the sun is still shining at noon. The trees are still green. These thick and dense shades do not have four seasons, but the birds and insects in the forest are becoming rarer and rarer.So the whole school became more and more quiet.Those cicadas that have been noisy all summer finally disappeared.

The light files off the sharp corners, leaving a dull, heavy and blurred sense of light, which slightly warms the back of the person. And then. Time followed the traces of autumn to the insteps, and the tide was surging, and the so-called youth was submerged another centimeter in this way.The birds have been flying away for a long time, and the camphor trees in the school and the branches of the camphor trees have become more and more quiet, so there is a booming sound when the fallen leaves fall. Autumn is already very deep. In November, posters of the art festival appeared on all bulletin boards in the school. Many mornings when I went to the school canteen to buy milk after the morning run in Lixia, I would pass the bulletin board and stand in front of the bulletin board, rubbing my hands in the morning fog. His hands were slightly red from the cold, and large clouds of mist were sprayed out of his mouth.

Autumn is really deep. In fact, when I think about it carefully, it is really early to start posting posters in November, because the official competition will not start until March next year, that is, the finals will not start until the next semester starts.But this is the case every year at Asakawa No. 1 Middle School, and the preparations start four months in advance.Because the art festival of Asakawa No. 1 Middle School is famous in the whole province.Every year, many talented students shine, especially art candidates.This is the grandest festival of Asakawa No. 1 Middle School every year, much more grand than the school anniversary.

Every afternoon after school, Fu Xiaosi would wait for Lu Zhiang to go to the school studio to draw together.In fact, there is nothing to practice. When he was admitted to Asakawa No. 1 Middle School, Xiao Si and Zhiang's professional scores were more than 30 points higher than others.It is precisely because of this that the teacher seems to like them very much.And this kind of love is an unobtrusive concern, which is manifested in the fact that Fu Xiaosi and Lu Zhiang have a lot of homework.Every time the teacher has the same tone, "Xiao Si, and Lu Zhiang, you two should strengthen your basic skills training, and hand in two still life sketches tomorrow." Every time Lu Zhiang would scream strangely and then pretend to be serious It looks like bargaining with the teacher.Fu Xiaosi quietly set up the drawing board, and the frame slowly took shape on the drawing paper.Because Fu Xiaosi knew that no matter how much trouble he had with these two sketches, he would not be able to get away, so it would be better to hand them in before the sun went down to save trouble.

This is always the case in Xia Tian, ​​when it was time to look for it, it was found that it was gone, Li Xia was slightly annoyed.Because of his own name, Yin Lixia has always liked summer.The light shines vertically, and it seems to be powerful when it hits the face. The floating world, lines, rituals, and dust are all finely discernible. Li Xia still goes to the studio occasionally, but not as frequently as Xia Tian. Since what happened last time, Lixia feels a little nervous every time he sees Fu Xiaosi, after all, he and his girlfriend have formed a small relationship—although maybe people don't take it to heart and have already forgotten it. Besides, the pressure of study is heavy.Every time Li Xia draws lines with pencils in the studio, he always thinks of all the students in the classroom studying by themselves, densely packed notes on the blackboard, and the old sound of the overhead fan.So it seems a bit extravagant to paint here by myself, in this Asakawa No. 1 Middle School, which is known as one inch of time and one gram of diamond.The shadow under the pen covered the drawing paper and at the same time covered Lixia's heart.

Knead it like water will drip out. When the class meeting was held on Friday afternoon, the head teacher stood on the podium and announced the art festival.All the students in the class are very excited.Since it was the first time for everyone to participate, they were very excited.In Asakawa No. 1 Middle School, junior high school students are not allowed to participate in the art festival, so even though many students in the class are promoted from the junior high school of Asakawa No. 1 Middle School, it is the first time for them to participate in the art festival.The teacher called Fu Xiaosi and Lu Zhiang to participate in the competition by name, because they were the only two art students admitted in the third class.In fact, the reason why Xiao Si and Zhi Ang are in Class 3 is because they are also the first and second in the whole year in cultural subjects.This has been a school legend.Because generally speaking, students who study art are a bit "do not do business", and all students with good grades are a bit "stupid" - Li Xia's evaluation of the two of them in his heart is "" A wooden chicken that does not do its job properly", which is a bit of a cold joke.

Most of the time, there will be senior girls and junior high school girls walking past them with blushing faces. Fu Xiaosi always ignores them, but Lu Zhiang greets them with a smile every time, with a look of The tone of a little ruffian.Fu Xiaosi always said to Lu Zhiang: "Please don't be so tasteless, if you are a woman, you have to whistle." Almost every time Lu Zhiang said with an innocent expression: "Why, senior sister is very beautiful! "Speaking of it later, Xiao Si also got annoyed, so he let him act like a nympho, but he wished to hold up a sign saying "I don't know this person around me".

However, no matter how much Xiaosi pretended not to know each other, it was impossible. Everyone in the school knew that Fu Xiaosi and Lu Zhiang were good friends who grew up.They are the legends of Asakawa No. 1 Middle School.The education director of the junior high school almost saluted when he saw the two of them.God knows how many awards and certificates the two of them have won for the school.Asakawa No. 1 Middle School can't wait to present them with a "Lifetime Achievement Award". Xiao Si looked at the teacher on the podium and answered "Oh" in a low voice, but Lu Zhiang said a lot of nonsense, "Teacher, don't worry, you will come back with the prize and win glory for the third class" or something, and then saw Xiao Si beside him. Ugly swallowed the following words abruptly, leaving only a smile still bright, eyes squinted, like the most common sunshine in autumn, bright and not scorching, warmly brewing in the air.When Lu Zhiang smiled, he was always full of this kind of warm feeling, more than half of the girls in the class silently liked this smiling face in their hearts.

"So," the class teacher paused on the podium, "There is still a place, would you like to go? This time the school stipulates that each class needs more than three students to participate in the competition." From the expression of the class teacher, it can be seen that he is This matter is very troublesome, because the third class has always dominated the entire Asakawa No. 1 Middle School with its cultural performance.Not only in the first year of high school, but also in the second and third classes of senior high school, and in the third class of senior high school.But in terms of art, it is really lackluster.

The air was passed back and forth between the shoulders, and the heat dissipated slightly.Li Xia felt that there were needle-like sharp edges hanging from the top of his head, which didn't sting, but he always felt his scalp was tight.Li Xia also felt that this feeling was very inexplicable. Fu Xiaosi could clearly feel the teacher's gaze on him.So he raised his head slightly, the fog in his eyes became thicker in late autumn, a large expanse of whiteness, the hair on his forehead grew longer, blocking the thick black eyebrows. "Well." His voice paused, and then he said, "Either, Lixia is also fine."

Discussions suddenly rang out quietly in the class.Slowly but with a clear goal, his eyes gathered towards Li Xia.Originally, my seat was near the front, and my classmates in the front row were whispering to each other, while Li Xia behind me didn't even have the courage to turn around to look behind me.It's just that Li Xia knew that when he looked back, he would definitely see Lu Zhiang's smiling expression, the fog in Fu Xiaosi's eyes, and his expressionless face. "Wait a moment!" "Huh?" Fu Xiaosi turned around, still with a blank face. "Why did you ask me to go?" Li Xia stood at the end of the corridor.The corridors after school are always quiet and echoing. "Oh, it doesn't matter. If you don't want to go, just tell the teacher." He raised his eyebrows, still looking like he had nothing to do with him. "!" "Anything else?" "Gone." Without saying goodbye, Fu Xiaosi walked down the stairs, and the white shirt disappeared at the corner of the stairs in an instant. The setting sun covered the entire teaching building, and the slight yellow color of the ivy began to spread from the bottom of the wall.The first floor of senior high school is on the top floor, because in order to save the physical strength of senior senior seniors and sisters, according to the scientific theory of the school teachers, they are allowed to devote as much energy as possible to their studies. On the balcony on the third floor, Li Xia was lying on the railing with a slightly annoyed expression. Fu Xiaosi's aura of not caring about anything made Lixia feel as if he had been thrown into the sea, and it was a dead sea, where he couldn't catch anything, but he couldn't sink no matter what.The discomfort is choked in the throat, like eating fish accidentally stuck in the fish bone. "Lixia is also fine." "also".Why do I just say "it's okay"? !Infuriating. There were hurried footsteps behind him.Li Xia turned around and saw Lu Zhiang running over with sweat profusely. Lu Zhiang saw Li Xia greeted him with a smile, and then asked: "Did you see Xiao Si?" Li Xia said: "Didn't you just go on duty? Why did it end so soon? Are you lazy?" After Li Xia finished speaking, he felt a little regretful, because he didn't seem to be familiar with them to this extent, the joke seemed a bit awkward, and he was frozen in the air in a lukewarm manner.Luckily Lu Zhiang didn't mind, he made a haha ​​and then leaned over and lowered his voice and said, "If you don't tell me, I'll buy you a Coke." Li Xia breathed a sigh of relief. It is always very relaxed when talking with Lu Zhiang.But every time he saw Fu Xiaosi's nervousness, Li Xia was a little puzzled. Lu Zhiang stuck his head out of the railing of the balcony, and Li Xia also leaned out with him, and then saw Fu Xiaosi straddling his mountain bike under the camphor at the stairway, with one foot on the ground, halfway in front of him. The whole body is almost lying on the handlebars of the bicycle, and the earphones are still plugged in. The white earphone wires wind down from the pinnae, run along the neck, pass through the chest, and disappear into a certain fold of the clothes. The sunlight leaked from the increasingly thinning shadow of the camphor and hit his white shirt, flooding the area with white light. After Lu Zhiang made two strange screams, he rushed down immediately, because if he was late, he would be scolded by the teacher again.Before leaving, he turned around with a smile and said "goodbye" to Li Xia, and then added, "Actually, Xiao Si helped me clean half of the classroom, otherwise it would be so fast". Then the white shirt disappeared at the corner of the stairs in an instant, faster than Fu Xiaosi.Lu Zhiang always went down the stairs in three steps, and he always jumped three times on the twelve steps. Lu Zhiang's last words gave Li Xia some pictures in his mind. There was Fu Xiaosi bending over to sweep the floor, his hair covering most of his face, his shoulder blades protruding from his back, showing his shape from his shirt.It's very thin.Li Xia originally thought that young masters from rich families like Fu Xiaosi and Lu Zhiang should have never held a broom since childhood, but it seemed that he was wrong again. In fact, thinking about it carefully, Li Xia has not discovered the bad habits of the children of rich and noble families from Lu Zhiang and Fu Xiaosi. When I poked my head out again, I saw the backs of two people riding away on bicycles. Lu Zhiang kept touching his hair, feeling as if he had been knocked on the head. "beginning of summer!" Li Xia turned his head and saw Qi Qi running over wearing a skirt.The weather is so cold that Qi Qi still dares to wear a skirt, which makes Li Xia very admired. Just after finishing the radio gymnastics every morning, a large group of students walked from the playground to the teaching building, and the entire playground was densely packed with people walking around.Qiqi squeezed and said "excuse me", and it took a full three minutes to get to Lixia's side. "You are very self-sacrificing." Li Xia squinted at Qi Qi's skirt.Qi Qi understood, and bumped Li Xia with her elbow.She said: "The girls in our seventh class are all dressed like this. They are not like your third class. They are all dressed like chemical equations." "The students in your seventh class are not much better. Everyone is like Li Qingzhao. It's okay to be thinner than a yellow flower, but also a yellow flower. Anyway, although the girls in our class are not so Zhao Feiyan, at least they can get a good fortune." State' side." "Okay, you're almost catching up with the Chinese department. Lixia, are your feet okay?" "It's healed a long time ago. Actually, the wound wasn't deep." Li Xia suddenly remembered something, and then said, "By the way, what are you doing for this art festival at Qiqi? Painting peonies or prawns?" "I don't do things that are not creative. I have been drawing prawns for almost 50 years. If I continue to draw, I will be Qi Baishi. Guess what?" "Don't be a dickhead, you don't want to talk if you like." Li Xia smiled, with an expression that he was determined to say that Qi Qi would definitely not be able to hold back. "I'm singing!" Sure enough, I still couldn't hold back. "Really?" Li Xia's eyes lit up.Lixia has always thought that Qiqi is really a perfect girl, and even Lixia himself would like it very much, not to mention the large group of artistic youngsters in class 7. "I also know that Lixia is going to paint this time." "how do you know?" Qi Qi's words made Li Xia stunned.Even I secretly decided to paint in my heart, and I haven't told her yet, how could Qi Qi know? "I can't tell you that." Just as Li Xia was about to speak, a voice came from the radio room: "Li Xia from Class One and Three, please go to the school's teaching office immediately, Class One and Three." Li Xia frowned, what could be the matter?Li Xia thought about it and didn't know. Walk through the long green corridor with tall glass windows on both sides.The sun shines in, casting huge rectangular spots of light onto the floor of the corridor, with the shadow of the window frame in the middle, dividing light and shade. "Report." "Come in." When Lixia walked into the office, he saw the dean facing him, and sitting in front of the dean was a middle-aged man in a suit, and a girl beside him.When those two people turned around, Li Xia softly shouted "Damn" in his heart. Li Yanran stood up and said, "Hi Lixia." Li Xia was in a bad mood. After she came out of the teaching office, her fingers were intertwined, and her knuckles were slightly white from the force. Those words entangled in the heart, like thorns soaked in black poison one by one, piercing into the soft chest cavity; like poisonous fungi, spreading all over the internal organs, growing vigorously, absorbing and hollowing out The whole body, when the wind blows, becomes a shell. And then filled with some complex and confusing emotions. Li Xia finally understands that he will always hate those rich people who feel good about themselves.They're all self righteous bastards. The man in the suit is Li Yanran's father, and this time they asked Li Xia to go to the office to express their self-righteous concern, a kind of condescending "charity". Li Xia looked at the outstretched hand of the man in front of him, holding an envelope in his hand, no need to ask, it must contain money.Li Xia stood still and didn't reach out to pick it up, feeling as sick as if he had eaten a worm.A person next to him who looked like an assistant said, "Why are you declining, your family's conditions are not very good."This sentence made Li Xia want to flip the table. Li Xia never told anyone about her family, but it was obvious that Li Yanran's father had investigated her family, at least read the school's enrollment files.Li Xia still remembers the red word "single parent" on it.Or that's what the dean told them.In short, there is a kind of embarrassment like being torn off by someone. Li Xia held back her tears and dared not speak until she was sure they wouldn't fall down. She said, "Thank you, my family's conditions are not very good, but I don't need others' help. No need. Keep the money. I think your driver still needs this money to take lessons and learn etiquette, otherwise, it will be too much in contrast with Mr. Li's style of work, and I will lose you." After finishing speaking, Li Xia walked out of the teaching office.When he was leaving, he heard the man smile a few times, and then said to the teaching director: "It should be no problem for Yanran to select the three best students in the city this time. You see, Yanran is more willing to help students. Oh, yes, our company also has How many sets of teaching equipment do you plan to buy for the school?" Li Xia almost rushed out with her head down, she felt that she was going to throw up after listening to it.When he was going out, he bumped into someone, both of them said "Ah", Li Xia felt that this person was quite tall, because he bumped into his chest all at once.A clear fragrance flooded into the nose, like the smell of body wash.Li Xia didn't look up to see the collision, she said "I'm sorry" in a low voice and left, because she was afraid that tears would fall down when she raised her head, which would definitely scare others, and she might have to enter again teaching office. The person behind him kept "Hey Hey Hey" all the time, but Li Xia didn't care, and ran back to the classroom with his head buried. Li Xia was in a sad mood throughout the afternoon.It was as if all the pores of the body were sealed by a layer of wax, and the whole person fell into a stuffy and depressed mood.All the capillaries are blocked with fibers, and my whole body hurts when I move. Li Xia was lying on the table, the gradually setting sun shot the light straight into the classroom, dazzled her eyes, and when she closed her eyes, it was a dazed blood red.Lixia suddenly remembered a sentence he had read before: Only by closing your eyes can you see the cleanest world. Li Xia closed his eyes, his face was wet a lot. When school is over, Li Xia habitually packs her schoolbag and starts to prepare pencils, erasers, paints, drawing boards, etc. for drawing. Halfway through packing, she suddenly remembers that the teacher notified today’s art tuition to be suspended for a while, and she is putting pencils in the bag His hand just stopped in the air. What are you doing?I don't want to do anything.Almost everyone in the classroom has left.Li Xia didn't want to go back now either.When you are in a bad mood, your whole body becomes heavy.So he just sat there, drawing boringly on the table with his fingers.After writing it, it turned into two words "go to death" repeatedly.But she couldn't say whether she was called to die, but she felt depressed in her heart, as if the water that exceeded the warning line needed to be released. The light dimmed second by second, Li Xia stood up and stretched his arms, picked up his schoolbag and turned around to see Lu Zhiang who was sitting in the last row.Lu Zhiang laughed immediately, waved his hand to Lixia, and said: "Good evening." His eyes narrowed. "Why don't you go? How long have you been sitting here?" "Wait until you take me to the hospital." "what?" "The place where you hit me when I came out of the office in the morning still hurts. I don't know if the bone will break." Lu Zhiang looked troubled. "It's good to break it off, and an Eve will be broken off. You picked up such a big bargain, and the heavens have eyes." At the end, Li Xia smiled and added, "No Pearl." "Haha, is it Eve?" Lixia's face burned instantly.I wondered how could I say such a thing. When Li Xia stood on the hillside, he was surprised that he had never been here before.She always thought that Asakawa No. 1 Middle School was the area surrounded by the dozen or so buildings of the school, but she didn't expect that the school had such a hillside covered with tall grass. Lu Zhiang lay on the grass, half-closed his eyes facing the red sky at dusk. He said: "You haven't been here before, have you? When Xiao Si and I skipped class, we often came here to sketch. Painting the sky, painting tall grass, painting trees and birds, painting the rushing crowd in the school and the tall buildings in the school in the twilight. After a pause, he changed the subject and said, "There won't be much burning sky, and the weather will be very cold soon." Li Xia sat down, raised his head to look at the sky, and stared blankly for a while. "What happened to you in the morning?" Lu Zhiang still didn't open his eyes, but his expression became serious. "It's nothing." Li Xia didn't know what to say.After all, it is an unpleasant thing. "Is it Li Yanran?" "you know?" "I saw her when I went to the teaching office. I don't like her very much." Lu Zhiang pulled out the grass next to his hair and bit it in his mouth, the grass kept brushing back and forth on his face, making him very itchy. "Why? Isn't she Fu Xiaosi's girlfriend? I thought you were both" "What you and us. She is her, I am me, and Xiao Si is Xiao Si. There are no us." Li Xia turned his head and saw Lu Zhiang opened his eyes, frowning slightly.I've never seen him frown before, and he always had a smile on his face before, like a goodwill ambassador for world peace. Lu Zhiang spat out the grass in his mouth, and said: "Since Xiao Si and I have known each other since we were in elementary school. We have been playing, fighting, drawing, and then we got mixed up in Asakawa No. 1 Middle School. I love painting, but after spending more time with Xiao Si, I developed a lot of his cleanliness-like habits, and then I started painting, and then my grades became better and better, from a little ruffian to the present Such a good student. Li Yanran met later, because her mother and Xiao Si's mother are best friends, and Xiao Si likes his mother the most, so Li Yanran often plays with us. Because of Xiao Si's Mother likes Li Yanran very much, so Xiao Si is also very kind to Li Yanran. In fact, this kind of kindness is just willing to talk to her a few more words. You don’t know, Xiao Si hardly talked since he was a child, right? He looks like he doesn’t answer. Sometimes he feels like a person who doesn’t belong to this world. He always feels that he has his own world and no one else can enter. But this kid is very popular with girls, hehe, but Girls who have liked Xiao Si since childhood are not very good in my eyes, and I don't like Li Yanran either." "why?" Lu Zhiang paused, as if thinking about what to say, and then said: "How should I put it, I don't really like the sense of superiority that children from rich families have developed since childhood." "Go to hell, I'm still not the same." Li Xia grabbed a handful of grass and threw it over, feeling like scratching the wall in his heart. Lu Zhiang sat up, pulled a handful of grass and threw it back, saying: "Hey, listen to me, I will fight with you after I finish." "Fight?" Li Xia's eyes almost popped out when he heard it, it was the first time he heard a boy say that he wanted to fight a girl, and he said it as a matter of course like a sports game. "I have a little cousin who doesn't have much money at home. He likes painting very much. He uses a very poor paintbrush that costs 1 yuan apiece. The hair on it is almost falling out. Put painting albums on the floor of the bookstore until he was kicked out by the boss. If he had no money to buy paints, he would not hand in the color homework, and he would not explain when he was scolded by the teacher, so the teacher thought he was lazy and didn’t like painting, but I knew him He loves painting very much, and his wish is to be a painter. So I really hate those people who show off their power because of their family's money. Hey, are you listening?" Lu Zhiang turned his head and saw Li Xia's wet face, he panicked immediately. The afterglow of the setting sun slanted over and enveloped the two of them.Trees and tree shadows overlap and form a silent symphony, swinging back and forth in my heart. The light disappears along the hillside.The temperature dropped rapidly. Disappeared together, and those tears that flowed down the face. It was past six o'clock when we sent Lixia back to the dormitory, and the setting sun almost completely sank below the horizon.Li Xia turned his head to the side and could only see Lu Zhiang's sharp profile.The bridge of the nose is high, the eye sockets are deep, and the lips are thin and indifferent.The eyebrows flew up obliquely and disappeared into the thick black hair. The darkness blurs all boundaries, and time disappears like water. So the sentence "Thank you for being with me today" also disappeared in my chest, and I couldn't say it. It was already dark when Fu Xiaosi ran down from the classroom.He took the paint he got back from the classroom and walked across the playground towards the school gate, he raised his head slightly, and saw the backs of Lu Zhiang and Lixia.The shadows of the two people are like the hands of a clock, pointing in the same direction.After a while, it disappeared into the shadow of the camphor.Fu Xiaosi raised his head blankly, the light in his eyes was flickering.It seems that Li Xia and Lu Zhiang being together bothered him somewhat.Didn't Lu Zhiang say that he should go back early after school if he has something to do?Why are you still hanging around in school? Fu Xiaosi shook his head, and was about to go back to the stairs to pick up his bicycle when he heard someone calling him.Looking back, I saw Li Yanran standing under the shadow of the tree, Fu Xiaosi greeted her, and he said, "You're here too." "My dad came here by car. Stop riding. I'll take you home." Fu Xiaosi lowered his head and thought for a while, looked in the direction where Lu Zhiang disappeared just now, the campus was empty, then he turned around and said: "Okay." When the car door was closed, Fu Xiaosi's heart suddenly shook with emptiness.The paint is pinched back and forth by hand, and the paint is deformed because of the force. Passing the teaching building, Lu Zhiang let out a "huh" and stopped.Li Xia followed his gaze and saw Fu Xiaosi's mountain bike parked under the teaching building.Lu Zhiang muttered to himself: "Why hasn't this kid returned? Didn't it mean that he left beforehand?" After seeing Li Xia off, Lu Zhiang wandered around the school.On the one hand, he wanted to tell Xiaosi about Lixia and Li Yanran, on the other hand, he was more worried about Fu Xiaosi. He felt like a balloon had been pierced with a very small hole, leaking air all the time, but he was looking for another way. There are no exact traces. The autumn night flooded up from the ground like a tide, engulfing the sky every second.When the outlines of camphor and camphor were no longer clearly visible, and the street lights gradually turned on, Lu Zhiang still couldn't find Xiao Si.He began to panic.The dormitory students took a shower in twos and threes and went back to the dormitory.At eight o'clock, all boarding students must go to evening self-study.This is the unshakable rule of Asakawa No. 1 Middle School for decades. Lu Zhiang sat on Xiao Si's bicycle, staring at the empty stairs in a daze.There was nothing I could do after sitting for a long time, so I had to go back.After leaving the school gate, I hurriedly made a call at the telephone booth on the street. The phone rang for a long time and finally someone answered.Then he heard Fu Xiaosi's usual lazy voice without any emotion. After saying "Hello, hello" over there, Lu Zhiang started to yell, and hung up the phone without listening to what Fu Xiaosi said after the swearing, and then started to rush to the school carport to get the car, with a relieved smile on his face, Even involuntarily laughed in the night. Lu Zhiang wanted to go home quickly because he was really hungry. At 7:15 in the morning, Lu Zhiang rode his bike downstairs to Fu Xiaosi's house, but he didn't see Fu Xiaosi, so he raised his head and yelled twice, then he heard the sound of closing the door and going downstairs, and Fu Xiaosi's cold voice "What's the noise?" Fu Xiaosi threw the schoolbag into Lu Zhiang's car basket, and then stepped on his back seat.Fu Xiaosi said: "My car was lost in the school yesterday, please take me to school." Lu Zhiang kicked up his feet and carried Fu Xiaosi to ride towards the school.The shadow of camphor gradually covered the faces of the two people.From time to time, Lu Zhiang turned his head to talk to Fu Xiaosi.He said: "Damn, didn't you say you had something to go home early yesterday? Why didn't you leave so late?" "I forgot the paint at school, go back and get it." "No riding?" "Li Yanran sent me back." "It's her again." Lu Zhiang's tone could clearly hear dissatisfaction.I don't know why, after chatting with Li Xia yesterday, Lu Zhiang seems to dislike Li Yanran more and more.It should be said that I never liked it, and now I hate it more and more. Fu Xiaosi ignored him, staring at the changing scenery around him in a daze. "Do you know what Li Yanran said to Li Xia yesterday?" Fu Xiaosi shook his head, but he didn't realize that Lu Zhiang couldn't see his shaking his head.Seeing that Fu Xiaosi didn't answer, Lu Zhiang felt slightly annoyed.So he roared in a low voice: "Fu Xiaosi, did you hear what I said?!" Fu Xiaosi suddenly came to his senses, so he answered him: "I heard it. What happened to her and Lixia? Why are they together?" So Lu Zhiang told him what happened with Lixia last night.Yesterday morning Lu Zhiang saw that Li Xia came out of the teaching office crying.After entering, I saw Li Yanran's father and Li Yanran together, so I said hello to Li Yanran's father, and then I pretended to look for my homework while listening to their conversation.Although not very clear, but also know a thing or two.That's why he stayed after school and waited for Lixia. Lu Zhiang talked a lot, and when he encountered a red light, he stopped and turned around to look at Fu Xiaosi, but Fu Xiaosi didn't listen at all, and fell asleep leaning on his back.This made Lu Zhiang extremely annoyed, so he pushed him awake, his face was livid. Fu Xiaosi looked at him expressionlessly, feeling a little confused. He knew best that Lu Zhiang was very polite to him all day long with a smile on his face. This person never cared about other people's affairs. This was the same as himself, except that he acted more directly.But this time, he cared so much about Li Yanran and Li Xia.So he raised his eyes to look at Lu Zhiang, wanting to see what he wanted to do. The two of them just kept silent to each other, and then the light turned green, and the cars around started to move.Lu Zhiang didn't intend to leave, the atmosphere stayed in the air stiffly, even his hair didn't move at all. "Are you going or not?" Fu Xiaosi asked. Lu Zhiang stubbornly did not speak, his face was still livid. So Fu Xiaosi jumped down, took out his schoolbag from his car basket and walked forward.Lu Zhiang's expression changed, but he still didn't call him out of shame.It wasn't until Fu Xiaosi walked out for a while that he forced out a shriveled "Hello" in his throat, but Fu Xiaosi ignored it, and still walked forward, walked to the front station and jumped on the bus The car is gone.Lu Zhiang's face turned lime green, he yelled "Hey Hey Hey" four or five times, but Fu Xiaosi didn't intend to get out of the car at all. Lu Zhiang hurriedly kicked up his feet and stepped forward, but the car did not move at all.Looking back, there was actually a lock on the rear wheel that Fu Xiaosi usually used to lock the drawer.Lu Zhiang felt that his lungs were going to explode, but when he raised his head, Fu Xiaosi had long since disappeared.As a result, his face became as if he wanted to kill someone but couldn't find anyone, full of anger and annoyance. "Qian Songping?" "arrive." "Ode to the royal family?" "arrive." "Lu Zhiang?" "Lu Zhiang?" No one answered below, the head teacher raised his head and saw Lu Zhiang's vacant seat. Li Xia couldn't help but turn around and saw the empty seat next to Fu Xiaosi.His eyes drifted to the side, and he saw Fu Xiaosi's murderous expression on his face, with "what to look at" written on his face coldly.Li Xia was so frightened that he quickly turned his head. Just at this time, footsteps sounded in the corridor. When Lu Zhiang rushed to the classroom, there was already a fine layer of sweat on his head, and there were big spots of sweat dripping from his hair. The white T-shirt on his body was already drenched with sweat. He hurried or was late up.Fortunately, the first period was the head teacher's class, and the teacher didn't make things difficult for him.Just said "Be there sooner next time" and let him in.There is no way, good students always have such privileges, and this is not the first time Li Xia has seen it. Lu Zhiang rushed into the classroom, and when he walked through the front rows of desks, he knocked a person's pencil case on the ground because he walked too fast, and when he walked to the seat, he threw his schoolbag heavily on the desk.During the whole process, he kept staring at Fu Xiaosi with murderous eyes, but Fu Xiaosi lowered his head to take notes, occasionally raised his head to look at the blackboard, his eyes were still foggy, and he didn't take it seriously at all. Lu Zhiang sat down viciously, the table and stool made obvious noises because of his large movements, the whole class looked towards this side.Li Xia didn't look back, feeling very strange and embarrassed to ask, lowered his head and continued to take notes. The whole morning Lu Zhiang didn't say a word to Fu Xiaosi, both of them were angry.In fact, Fu Xiaosi couldn't tell why he was angry. After thinking about it carefully, there was nothing at all, but seeing Lu Zhiang angry at that time made him even more angry, so he put the lock on the bicycle.Thinking about it now, Fu Xiaosi felt like laughing.But the person next to him whose hair was about to stand up still had a livid face, so he couldn't laugh no matter what.Losing without losing is better than looking bad, but he is his strong point. The last section in the morning is physical education class, the content is swimming. After class, Fu Xiaosi came out of the locker room, his hair was dripping, he was wearing a pair of flip-flops, and his loose white T-shirt was hanging empty on his body. shape. When Fu Xiaosi looked up, he saw Lu Zhiang standing in front of him, also just after taking a shower, his body was dripping wet.With a blank face, he pointed at Fu Xiaosi and said, "What do you want?" Fu Xiaosi looked at Lu Zhiang with no expression on his face.But then I couldn't help laughing, at first I just grinned, and then I opened my mouth and smiled, revealing two rows of white teeth. Fu Xiaosi threw the towel to him and said, "Wipe it off, I'll get the car first, and I'll wait for you at the school gate." On the way, Fu Xiaosi listened to Lu Zhiang talk a lot about Lixia.Lu Zhiang almost relayed everything Li Xia told him to Fu Xiaosi. 陆之昂叙述着这些事情的时候像是从身体上弥漫出一种深沉而伤感的情绪，围绕着他，让他变得像是黄昏中那些悲伤的树木一样。傅小司定定地望向陆之昂，陆之昂回过头来，明白傅小司想问什么，于是说：“小司你记得我有个小表弟吧，立夏给我的感觉就像是我的另外一个小表妹一样，有着相同的环境，有着一样善良的性格，所以昨天我看到你一脸无所谓的样子我有点儿生气，因为立夏和李嫣然相比无论如何都是立夏更值得去关心的，而不是那个千金小姐李嫣然。小司，你知道我一直不喜欢那些从小娇生惯养的富家孩子的。我不明白的是李嫣然那样的女孩子为什么你还要跟她在一起。” 傅小司抬起头，眼睛里闪过一些光。陆之昂看着那些一闪而过的光芒的时候觉得微微有些刺眼。因为习惯了他没有焦点的眼睛，突然看到充满清晰犀利的光芒的眼睛反而觉得有些仓皇。 傅小司停了停，说：“我没有觉得李嫣然有多好，只是她对我妈妈很好，我妈妈也很喜欢她，所以至少我觉得她不坏。” “那么立夏呢？”陆之昂望着傅小司。 傅小司没有说话。眼睛重新模糊开去。 之后一路上都是寂静。 汽车从他们身边开过去发出轰隆的声响。秋天的风从树梢上刮过，显得又高远又空旷。像是很远很远的蓝天上有人吹风笛一样。 中途过红绿灯的时候停下来，傅小司问他：“你早上怎么会迟到那么久？我下来的地方离学校已不远了呀。” 陆之昂红了眼：“因为你有病！你把我的车锁了你还来问我，我把自行车扛到学校都快累死了！你去扛着试试！” “你才有病呢，”傅小司白了他一眼，“你没看见我把钥匙丢在你的车筐里了么？” 陆之昂又憋了半天，然后更加郁闷地说：“我扛到了学校才发现” 傅小司愣了一下，然后就笑得从自行车上下去了。 到了傅小司家楼下，傅小司停好车，挥了挥手，就转身上楼去了。 身后的陆之昂突然“喂”了一声，傅小司转过来望着他，陆之昂把头转向左边，不知道望着什么地方，低声说了句：“立夏和她妈妈一起生活的，她的爸爸，离开很久了” Five thirty in the afternoon.所有的课程都结束了。阳光从窗户斜斜地照进来。 立夏在桌子前收拾着书包，后面有人拍过自己的肩。 “去画室吧，”陆之昂笑眯眯的，“小司也去。” 立夏收拾了一下就跟他们一起去了。只是有点儿奇怪他们两个上午不还吵架来着么，怎么下午就好了。 穿过一条被落叶盖满的道路。 “你的脚还有事么？”傅小司不知道什么时候走到了身边。 立夏连忙摆摆手，说：“没事没事。”因为李嫣然的关系所以立夏对傅小司讲话也变得十分小心。果然他顿了顿说：“昨天李嫣然的事，对不起。” 立夏本来刚想说声没关系的，可是陆之昂在旁边瞪着眼睛一脸如同见了鬼的表情，然后陆之昂鬼叫两声说：“啊啊啊，来你也是会说对不起的啊”话还没说完被傅小司一眼瞪了回去。 画到一半的时候傅小司把立夏的画拿过去看，不出所料地他说了句：“难看。”然后拿过去用笔在她的画上开始涂抹起来。等他递过来的时候素描上的阴影已细密了很多，而且重新分布过了，不再是她随心所欲搞出的光源不统一的那种。 画好后回寝室的时候路过别的教室，初中部的学生正在做大扫除，一个看上去像劳动委员的男生在冲着门口拖地的女生大吼：“叫你拖你就拖，哪儿那么多废话啊！”然后那女的语气更加的横，说：“我不是在拖吗你急什么急” 陆之昂听得哈哈大笑，弯下腰捂着肚子。 傅小司皱了皱眉头，说：“你脑子里整天就是这些下流的东西。” 陆之昂“嗤”了一声，说：“你脑子里如果不一样是这些东西，你怎么会知道我是在笑什么东西？” 傅小司脸上微微有些尴尬。 立夏赶紧朝前面走几步，假装没有听见这段对话。 送傅小司和陆之昂出了校门，立夏一个人去食堂吃饭，结果竟然吃出了一条虫来，这立夏咬牙切齿了差不多十分钟，才鼓起勇气拿饭盒去倒掉，倒的时候手一抖差点儿连饭盒一起倒进垃圾箱。然后格外愤地跑去食堂门口挂的那个意见簿上写了很大的几个字：饭里有虫！ 黄叶似乎一瞬间就卷上了山头，浅川的周围开始一天一天变换着颜色，从盛夏的墨绿，到夏末的草绿，再到初秋的浅黄直到现在黄色包围了整个浅川一中。 日子就这样不断地朝身后行走，带着未知未觉的蒙面感朝着更加蒙面的未来走去。 立夏还是继续买着那一份不怎么起眼的杂志，而里面祭司的画开始呈现出一种前所未见的色泽，大面积大面积的忧伤占领了画面的所有边角，成为高唱歌的王，在摧城掠地的瞬间却又昭示着天光大亮。 妈妈来过浅川一次，带来了很多好吃的东西。放在寝室里一群大胃姑婆两天就解决了。然后对立夏的妈妈非常崇拜。寝室的四个女孩子一直以吃为最高理想，最伟大的牺牲是三个人在冒着生理痛的情况下每人连吃了三个冰淇淋，结果三个人晚上在床上痛得滚来滚去。嘴里大叫着：“妈的想痛死我啊！”据说那一个晚上从一楼到三楼所有的男生都没睡着，而立夏所在寝室一战成名。 浅川一中的公寓很奇怪，男生女生住一幢楼，一楼到三楼是男生，三楼以上就都是女生了。夏天的时候每次从楼下走上来的时候都会看见穿着暴露的男生，甚至是顶着压力从刚洗完澡穿着内裤的男生身边走过才能回到寝室。而现在是十一月，在气温十几度的情况下穿着内裤到处溜达的男生变得越来越稀少。 除了公寓之外，游泳课的时候也是男生女生一起上课，所以女生最痛恨的就是游泳课。什么课都可以坚持，唯独夏天的游泳课一定要逃。都知道那些平时只知道看参考书的男生谈起女生都是一副色迷迷的口吻，所以根本无法想象穿着泳装在他们面前游来游去是什么心态，立夏的感觉就跟一只鸡在黄鼠狼面前昂首挺胸地踢正步一样，充满了行为艺术的气质。 所以几乎所有的女生都会打了假条上去谎称生理期到，无法下水充当浪里白条。唯独宋盈盈在上个星期就打了假条利用了这个借口回家休息了一次，这个星期就只能下水，于是伟大的盈盈决定去折腾两下。 后来立夏同寝室的三个女生在岸上观看了盈盈小姐在水中痛苦地浮来沉去，她脸上悲痛而肃穆的表情让立夏想起慷慨赴死的英勇战士。 下课后盈盈表达了她的体会，她说自己终于领悟到生理假要用在最紧要的关头，正如钱要花在刀刃上。 十二月。 天气一天凉过一天。有时候早晨起床也会看见窗外的树叶上凝了一层厚厚的霜。 粗糙的白色，密密麻麻地覆盖着那些常绿阔叶的浓郁树林。 而那些到了秋天就会落叶的树木，现在只剩下了光秃秃的枝丫，朝着冻得发出灰蓝色的天空伸展上去，大大小小的密集的树枝，像是墨水滴在纸上，沿着纹路浸染开去。 冬天的清晨。整个校园无边的寂静。像是被浸泡在水里。 没有飞鸟声，没有蝉鸣，没有树木拔节的声响——像是一切都停止了生长。 时间荒诞地停顿着。 只剩下很少很少的男生，会在这样的天气里坚持着晨跑，他们大口呼吸的声音从遥远的操场上传递过来，在空旷的校园里来回摆荡。立夏闭着眼睛，似乎都能感受到他们呼出的大团大团的白汽，扩散融入到冬日的晨雾里。 每天早上起床都变成一项格外充满挑战性的行动。 六点半的起床铃声就变得比午夜凶铃更加让人愤。 盈盈的起床方式充满了代表性，她总是先伸一条腿出被子试探一下气温，如果比较暖和那么她就会慢慢地爬起来，如果气温偏低的话就会听到她一声惨叫然后像踩了老鼠夹一样闪电般地把腿缩回去。 早上早读的时候语文科代表在上面带领大家读课文，结果他不负众望地把“本草纲目”念成了“本草肛门”，笑声掀屋顶。 中午立夏跟七七吃完饭从食堂走回来的时候碰见班主任，他带着儿子，七七不认识立夏的老师，看见立夏叫了声老师之后装作挺乖巧的样子也叫了声“老师好”，班主任刚想笑眯眯地说声“同学们好”的时候七七突然来了一句“这是您孙子吧真可爱”，立夏感觉差点儿就要后空了。 每天下午傅小司都会教立夏画画，她的画变得越来越能见人，并且立夏和陆之昂、傅小司也逐渐熟悉起来，彼此也能开开玩笑。 傅小司对于立夏的画技进步一直强调是“名师出高徒”，而立夏一口咬定是“师傅领进门修行靠个人”，反正他说一句“名师出高徒”立夏就一定要跟一句“师傅领进门”，将不要脸进行到底。 这一切自然地发生，抽丝剥茧般缓慢而绵密。 只是有时候，当立夏站在放学后人去楼空的走廊上，眺望着远处操场上状如蚂蚁般分散渺小的人群时，她才会在内心涌起一种幸福和悲伤混合的情绪。 在这样庞大如银河星系般的人群里，该有多小的概率，可以遇见什么人。 然后和这些人变得熟悉，依赖，或者敌对，仇恨。 牵扯出情绪，缠绕成关系，氤氲成感情。 当夕阳将那种融化后的黄金状粉末喷洒向整个世界，天地混沌一片，暮色中，遥远的风声描不出任何事物清晰的轮廓。倦鸟归巢，雨水飘向远方。 在这样的时刻，立夏会觉得，自己和这样两个传奇般的男生的熟识，就像是这样一整个温暖的，模糊的，散发着热气，却又昏昏欲睡没有真实感的黄昏一样。 温暖的，却又可以无限下沉的黄昏。 时间迈向十二月底。 似乎周围的一切都开始蒙上白白的霜，气温下降得很快。 穿起冬装，学校里每个人都显得格外的臃肿。不过男生们似乎总是不怕冷的，这样的天气里依然是一件衬衣外面加件外套就行。立夏对此总是非常佩服。 每天早上的晨跑越来越要人命。立夏每天起床的时候都在心里暗自倒计时。 “离一月还有五天。” “离一月还有四天。” 因为浅川一中从一月开始就不用晨跑了，怕这样的天气跑出去一个人，抬回来一块冰。 每天早上依然会碰见傅小司和陆之昂，他们似乎穿得和秋天一样单薄。三个人呼出一团一团的白汽打着招呼。到后来陆之昂每天还会带一袋牛奶过来，见面就递给立夏。是从家里带出来的，放在书包里，还是热的。 每天下午立夏都和陆之昂还有傅小司一起画画，傅小司教给立夏越来越多的技巧，几乎有点儿让她眼花缭乱了。立夏也越来越佩服傅小司。很多时候她听着听着就出了神，抬起头看着傅小司格外认真的面容。而傅小司总是用铅笔直接敲她的头。立夏始终不明白傅小司眼里终年不散的大雾到底是怎么回事，立夏几乎要断定他真的是白内障了。 但是立夏最近也不是很开心，因为一直参加美术补习班的因，立夏的学习成绩有点儿退步了。几次考试立夏都没有进前十名，这让立夏心里觉得很难受。一方面自己喜欢美术，另一方面对于文化课的成绩立夏也是非常在乎的。 立夏总是搞不明白，傅小司一样没有参加下午的自习，一样是去画室画画去了，可是为什么每次的考试排名他依然高居在第一位呢，连陆之昂也是，永远都在第二名。这让立夏觉得很气馁。 黄昏在六点的时候就来临了。教室里的人三三两两地散去。周围慢慢安静下来。 立夏拿着刚发下来的物理试卷发呆，77分，对于很多学生来说已可以欢呼了，可是傅小司和陆之昂一个98一个92，这让立夏恨不得钻进地里去。 肩膀上被人拍了一下，立夏回过头去看到傅小司的脸。 “还不走么？”他开旁边的椅子坐下来。 立夏摇了摇头，然后转过身去。过了会儿就觉得身边有人坐了下来。 立夏回过头去，望着傅小司有点儿疑惑。傅小司什么也没说，从立夏手里拿过试卷开始看。因为动作太快立夏想阻止都来不及了，只能乱找话题问他：“陆之昂呢？” 傅小司眼睛没离开试卷，只是随便地说了声：“哦，他爸爸找他有事情就先走了，我看你一个人在发呆就留下来看看。” 轻描写的一句话。很符合他的作风。 傅小司重新把书包打开，拿出钢笔在试卷上敲了敲，转过身来对立夏说：“你忙着回寝室么？” “啊？”立夏有点儿没搞懂他的意思。 “你不急的话我就帮你把错的地方讲一遍。” 立夏望着傅小司的脸，发现他的样子已比自己刚进学校的时候看见的成熟了许多，眉毛变得更浓更黑，睫毛也变得更长。 视线散开去，看到的还有薄得很冷漠的嘴唇。还有上面青色的胡碴。十七岁的男生都是这副样子。 脑袋上被重重敲了一下，反应过来就看到面前傅小司一双永远没焦点的眼睛，脸上一下子就烧起来。赶紧说：“不急的，我听你讲。” 夕阳从窗外无声地遁去。 傅小司的声音不高不低地回荡在空旷的教室里面。空气凝固下来，从外面可以听到鸽子扇动翅膀的声音。学校后面的那个教堂每天都会在六点半的时候敲响晚钟，而每天的这个时候立夏的心情都会变得很平静。 钟声是种让人觉得宁静的声响。 后来钟声就响了，来回地在浅川一中里面回荡。傅小司捋起袖子看了看表，说：“这么晚了。” 立夏点点头，说：“你先回去吧，剩下的我都明白的。” 傅小司站起来在空气里伸了伸手，关节发出声响。他说：“坐久了就要变僵尸的。”说完笑了笑。 立夏突然觉得在黄昏模糊不清的天光里傅小司的笑容也被蒙上了一层柔和的光芒，然后立夏意识到傅小司的笑容真是难得一见呢，平时都是一张扑克牌一样的脸。 傅小司背好书包，说了声再见，然后就走了，临走时摸了摸肚子说：“没注意时间，现在有点儿饿了。”动作像个五岁的孩子一样。立夏心里觉得很好笑。 楼道里清晰地传来傅小司下楼的声音。立夏也开始收拾书包准备回寝室了，等一下还要上晚自习，迟到了可不是件好玩的事情。还没收拾好就听到脚步声咚咚咚地一路响过来，抬起头傅小司又出现在面前，立夏不由得“咦”了一声。 傅小司重新打开书包，拿出本黑色封面的笔记本，说：“这个，是我的化学笔记，你的笔记我看过，太乱了，你拿我的去看吧。” 立夏接过来说了声谢谢，抬起头看到傅小司笑着摆了摆手。 "I go first." "Ok." 黄昏只剩下一丝光亮，天空布满了黑色的云，快要下雨了吧。立夏背好书包，准备离开教室，走之前去关窗户，刚把头伸出去立夏就轻轻地叫了一声“啊”。 傅小司打开自行车的锁，把车推出车棚，刚跨上去，结果一抬头就看到满天的大雪飘了下来，那些纯净的白色在黄昏里显得格外安静而且柔软，一瞬间整个浅川一中静得发不出声响，只剩漫天的雪四散飞扬。 那些鹅毛大雪纷纷扬扬地落在操场上，草地上，湖面上，单杠上，食堂的屋顶上，红色跑道上，一寸一寸地抬升了地面。不一会儿傅小司的头发上就落满了雪花，衬着他黑色的头发显得格外的晶莹。傅小司跨在单车上忘记了走，抬头看下雪看得津津有味。逐渐黑下来的暮色里，傅小司的眼睛变得光芒四射，像是黑云背后永远高悬的北极星。 立夏伸出去关窗户的手停在空中，窗外充满天地间每一个缝隙的雪遮住了立夏的眼睛。立夏微微地闭上眼，看见最完美的世界。 这是今年的第一场雪。 消失了寒冷。只剩下庞大的温柔，用白色渲染着这个世界。 下过雪的道路变得格外难骑。 陆之昂跨在车上在傅小司家楼下等他一起上学。这已成为很多年的习惯。下过雪后气温就一下子进入了冬天。傅小司下楼走出楼道门，离开中央空调的环境突然被冷风一吹，冻得傅小司马上重新上楼去，再下来的时候穿了件黑色的外套，后面有个帽子，帽檐上是看上去柔软的白色绒毛。这样的天气一件单衣已顶不住了呢。 陆之昂就穿得更是多了，厚厚的手套围巾，还戴着顶看上去有点儿滑稽的毛线帽子。陆之昂特别怕冬天，一到冬天他就冷得不行，于是催着傅小司快点儿出发。 学校走廊尽头的茶水室也变得格外有人气。一到下课时间所有的人都冲到茶水间去换热水到暖手瓶里。这样的天气也受不了。 整个浅川一中银装素裹，学校暂停了体育课和晨跑以及课间操。每个学生都在大声欢呼。其中七班叫得格外响亮。任何时候七班都是最活跃的班级。立夏不由得很是羡慕。羡慕归羡慕，还是要埋下头来认真地笔记的。 傅小司的笔记做得让人叹为观止。立夏想不通这个整天上课睡觉画花纹的人究竟是什么时候了这么满满一本笔记的。回过头去望着傅小司，他正露出得意的笑容，似乎猜到了立夏想说什么。于是立夏用鼻子出了口气就转了过来，自叹不如地拿出笔记本来。 第三节课下课后立夏把笔记还给傅小司，回过头去竟然看到他们两个在收拾书包。立夏莫名其妙，问：“你们要干什么？” 陆之昂一边把单肩包往身上挎，一边充满神秘地歪起嘴角笑。立夏拿起笔记本在他头上拍了一下，说：“笑个头啊，你们收拾书包干什么？” 陆之昂嗷嗷地惨叫，刚叫完一声就被傅小司捂住了嘴。傅小司望了望教室外面，的确没有老师，才回过头来对立夏说：“我们逃课。” 立夏立刻张大了嘴巴，但冬天的风马上倒灌进来，于是赶紧闭上，问他们：“逃课干吗？” 陆之昂笑笑说：“浅川美术馆今天有场画展，只展一天，是全国大学生的美术作品，去看么？” “我？”立夏有点儿不敢相信。 “嗯，去不去？”傅小司和陆之昂已背好书包了。 立夏咬了咬嘴唇，把笔记本往包里一放，说：“好吧，死就死。” 三个人站在学校后山的围墙下面，抬头看了看落满积雪的围墙。傅小司和陆之昂把书包丢过围墙去，然后就开始往墙上爬，两个人都是运动好手，陆之昂还参加过初中部的跳高训练，他们很快就站在围墙上了，两个人刚往外面望了一眼就异口同声地“啊”了一下，回过头来，就看到立夏把书包朝围墙外面扔过去。陆之昂和傅小司同时愣住，然后又同时笑得弯下腰去，两个人在围墙上摇摇欲坠。立夏在下面有点儿急了，说：“你们两个有病啊，快点我上去。” 两个男生一边笑一边把立夏上去了，立夏站到围墙上朝外面望了一眼就有点儿想哭。 外面是一个水洼，三个人的书包并排躺在水洼里。再回过头来看见傅小司和陆之昂笑得坐在围墙上站不起来。陆之昂抹着眼泪说不行了不行了肚子痛。 出了校门满地都是积雪，从后山艰难地绕到前门就花了差不多半个小时。鞋子差不多都湿了，手里还拎着个湿淋淋的包，滴答滴答地往下滴水。 陆之昂准备打电话叫家里找辆车子过来接，立夏听了心里有些话想说但也没好讲出口。立夏想自己和他们的世界终究是不同的。 他们是想去哪儿只需要一个电话的小少爷，而自己只是个背着书包上学念书的普通学生。想到这里就有点儿沮丧。 傅小司沉默了一会儿，然后抬起头住陆之昂说：“算了，走过去吧，也没多远的路。”陆之昂说：“也行，那走吧。” 立夏抬起头，正好碰见傅小司微笑的一