Chapter 13 Chapter Thirteen Goodbye

1 I performed well at work, and became a full-time employee after one month. The company decided to sign a two-year work contract with me, which had been stamped with the official seal in duplicate, and it would take effect immediately after I signed my name.When I got the contract, I hesitated for a moment. Seeing that Lei Lei was sitting in front of the computer and drawing pictures, I picked up a pen and wrote down my name, but I was still a little unwilling. Lei Lei and I once talked about the future and asked her what her plan was. She said let it be and never force it.One day we walked all the way from Wangfujing to the Art Museum, and we passed several wedding photography shops along the way. The hostess at the door kept calling us: "Sir, miss, do you want to take wedding photos? Come in and have a look." On the surface, we were both indifferent, But I still felt a little turmoil in Lei Lei's heart. Her hand that was held by me suddenly squirmed. I believe that she also felt the change in me, otherwise she wouldn't have looked at me and asked me what happened to my palm. So much sweat.

I took the labor contract and prepared to hand it over to the human resources department, but the door of the office was locked, and everyone in the room was missing, so it was difficult to go to work.The advantage of working in Oriental Plaza is that if you want to go shopping, you can just go downstairs and watch a movie. There are at least three theaters nearby. If you have a stomachache, there are Xiehe in the north and colleagues in the south. In short, working here is not boring, as long as you don’t get caught by the boss caught. The company recruited another group of employees, all of whom were fresh graduates. A few newcomers saw that I was good at work, so they regarded me as an old man and flattered me all day long.

Work is still tedious, but my endurance is getting stronger, so life is starting to be comfortable and stable, and it is moving in a good direction, but it is not so simple. 2 Just as I was signing the contract and writing down the date, I suddenly remembered that today is Pan Na’s birthday. Although so many years have passed, this day in my calendar attracts more attention than Golden Week or long holidays. I sent Panna a birthday wish, wishing her a happy life, and said I would give her a birthday present.I know I won't be able to see her, but I still wish her the best from the bottom of my heart.Pan Na texted back and said: I am in my boyfriend's car.The words are so vague, it must be inconvenient to contact, I didn't add to the confusion.

When I was eating with Lei Lei at noon, my phone rang, and it was a dirty joke from Lao Wai. After reading it, I couldn't help but say: "Fuck, it's so fucking obscene!" Lei Lei insisted on reading it, and I said It’s not suitable for children, she said that it’s more important to read, but in fact, I wanted to cover it up, I saw her hooked, so I showed her the phone without even thinking about it, after she read this text message, she pressed the next one, and it turned out I forgot to delete the text message sent by Pan Na. "What's going on here? I'm in my boyfriend's car. It must have been sent by a woman, it's really ambiguous." Lei Lei asked while fiddling with her phone.

"Show me, why don't I remember this text message." I pretended to be confused. Lei Lei glanced at the phone again and handed it to me. I looked at it and said, "Oh, I don't know who sent it, maybe it was sent by mistake." . Lei Lei didn't pursue further and continued to eat, I thought the matter was over. 3 When I was about to get off work in the evening, Pan Na called me and said that I was fine at night, and invited me to have a meal, which caught me by surprise.I said that it would not be easy for you to come to the city if it were not another day.Pan Na said, you know what day it is today, I'm at Pizza Hut in Jianguomen, I'm waiting for you anyway, see you soon, then hung up the phone.

It seems that there is only an appointment. I want to tell Panna not to rush to order. I like to eat freshly baked pizza, but when I call again, the phone is dead before the call is made. In order to eat hot food, I have to leave immediately . I made up a reason to Lei Lei, saying that Wang Dapeng was treating guests and wanted me to come over immediately. In order to make it smooth, I asked Lei Lei if she would go, but fortunately she said no, otherwise I really didn't know what to do. Wang Dapeng was here. Talking about both when not in Beijing. I said, I'll go first, Lei Lei said to drink less, I said don't worry, then handed her the key card and left the office.It's good for the couple to go to work together, and they can cover each other for everything.

I was not in a hurry to go to Pizza Hut, but first went downstairs to Oriental Plaza to buy Pan Na a birthday present. With a birthday present, I sat in front of Panna in Pizza Hut.Her white BMW was parked at the door. "Happy birthday!" I gave her the gift. As soon as Pan Na received the gift, her cell phone rang. She was about to answer it when the cell phone was cut off again. "Who is this? How did you know my phone number?" Pan Na was talking when Lei Lei walked over. 4 Lei Lei came straight to me, took a look at Pan Na and said, "You're not small, you can date the boss's woman!" Then she turned her head and left, slamming the door and leaving.

Looking at Lei Lei's back and Pan Na in front of me, I was puzzled, what's going on here! 5 It turned out that as soon as I left the office, Lei Lei received a call from Wang Dapeng. He said that we would get together at night and let Lei Lei and I go over.Lei Lei said that I had already gone, but Wang Dapeng didn't believe it, saying that Lei Lei lied to her.Lei Lei said why did I lie to you, and Wang Dapeng said, how did Ni Meng know that I was looking for him, I called him just now to turn off the phone, and then I called you.Lei Lei didn't say anything else, she thought there must be something wrong here, so she remembered the text message she saw during lunch and the mobile phone number she had intentionally memorized.

Lei Lei immediately followed me downstairs, first saw me go to Oriental Plaza to buy gifts, she didn't know what was going on, then followed me to Pizza Hut, and saw me sitting in front of Pan Na.At this time, she dialed the number, and Pan Na's cell phone rang, so the truth came out. "You want to date the boss's woman too!" It turned out that Boss Lu was the Beijing man who brought Pan Na into the car on the streets of Nanning.Pan Na went to the company to find him, and the employees all knew that the boss had such a lover. Wang Dapeng's phone call killed me in one blow.

6 After figuring out the truth, I left Pizza Hut in a hurry without waiting for the pizza to be baked.Pan Na stopped me and said that today is my birthday.I said, today has become my end, let me be alone. When I walked back to the company dormitory, I finished smoking the last cigarette in the pack and went to a nearby canteen to buy another pack before going upstairs. That night, Lei Lei did not return to our residence. I called, but she was still not in the service area.Where can I go?I smoked cigarette after cigarette, lost in infinite meditation. When there were nineteen cigarette butts in the ashtray, I took out a pen and paper and started writing my resignation report.When I think that my first love is being my boss's lover, can I feel better?Fortunately, I didn't give the contract to the human resources department in the morning, otherwise I would have to pay several thousand yuan in liquidated damages.

7 The next day, I took the resignation report and came to the company earlier than before.Last night was another sleepless night.But it was useless for me to come early. I waited until the stipulated time for work before people showed up one after another. I put the contract I signed yesterday into the shredder and went to HR with my resignation letter. They asked me why, and I said it was difficult for me to do the job.In order to resign smoothly, I wrote many reasons in the report, and they have seen all of them, but they still have to ask me why. In the end, they still said in an orderly tone that next time they would use a computer to write and hand in the typed draft.I thought to myself, where is the next time. 8 After completing the resignation procedures, I still didn't see Lei Lei. I asked the girl where Lei Lei was, and she said that Lei Lei should be at school after finishing her defense today. I left the office reluctantly, pressed the elevator downstairs, and decided to go to school to find Lei Lei. The elevator stopped on the first floor, and I strode out, bumping into Pan Na. She said, what are you doing when you don't go to work.I said I just resigned.She said with a heavy heart, wait for me for a while, and then entered the elevator upstairs. 9 Sitting on the steps of the Oriental Plaza, I recalled seeing Leilei on video twice, and then stepped on her foot in the elevator, and then we went to the same floor, and then... Scene after scene was like a movie, in my I passed by one by one, but the ending was something I didn't expect.I believe the story does not end here, and what will happen next, I don't know. After waiting for an hour, Pan Na still hadn't come down. I got impatient and was about to call her when she came out. "It's been so long! You two have a lot in common!" I said. "Let's go." Pan Na didn't answer. "where to?" "Let's talk in the car." Pan Na hailed a taxi. "Where's the BMW?" I asked. "In the parking lot." "Why not open, I haven't sat down yet." "No key." "lost?" "Give it to him." "Who?" I asked, "why not give it to me." When I finished making this joke, I suddenly realized that something was wrong. "You mean you returned the car to Lu?" I asked. "Ok." "why?" "Where are you talking so much nonsense, hurry up and get in the car. Master, Shangri-La." 10 In the restaurant on the first floor of Shangri-La, Pan Na and I sat facing each other. She asked me what I would like to drink, and I said no, just eat whatever I want, and I have something to do in the afternoon.I plan to go to school to find Lei Lei. Pan Na said, don't you even give me this bit of face? It was my birthday yesterday, and you left without eating. Make up for it today.She insisted that she must drink, and she made the decision without authorization. She ordered a bottle of XO, poured a glass and put it in front of me, and then poured it for herself. , I only heard a "gudong", half a cup went down, I couldn't tell whether the sound just now was the movement of Pan Na drinking or my heartbeat.Just when I secretly regretted this trip, Pan Na said, why don't you drink, are you a man?I am most afraid of drinking with women, as long as they say this, I will never fail to be high. I looked at Pan Na suspiciously, she must have something on her mind. Seeing me staring at her, Pan Na said, there is no other meaning, just to chat with you, have a meal, and she is afraid that I will fail you if I eat you. I had no choice but to tell her half-jokingly, I'm afraid I'll eat you, and then don't regret it.Pan Na smiled and said, I washed it and waited. I said great and drank half a glass too. Pan Na immediately filled the two glasses.I said slow down, the food has not been served yet, and the wine is almost finished.Pan Na said that you can ask for more after drinking, and then she picked up the glass again, and I said that it would not be good for you if you pour me down, because I am too heavy, and you can't carry it. Pan Na said, if I knew you couldn't drink so much, I would have asked you for Coke. After she finished speaking, she raised her head, and it was half a glass again. I know she's provoking me, but I'm still willing to take the trick, it depends on what she thinks. After one bottle, Panna was dying. I could tell that she almost vomited the last glass, but she swallowed it back. But Pan Na also ordered a second bottle of XO.She said that she was happy today, and she hadn't drank so happily for a long time. 11 After two bottles, we both had too much to drink.I asked Pan Na if she was still drinking, and she said why not, drink!I said then continue to drink, drink for a day.Yes, happy day, Pan Na picked up the wine glass again in a drunken way. After a while, the third bottle of XO was also finished, and Pan Na said, let's go upstairs to rest for a while. I said, you drank too much and started talking nonsense, you treat this as your own home. Pan Na took out her room card and said, 1602, you go up first, and I will check out. This time I didn't rush to check out, I knew that even if I was sold, plus the money on me, it would not be enough for the wine, at most I would pay a service fee. 12 Pan Na returned to the room with a dozen beers, and we continued to drink, guessing the tiger's stick and chicken worm, and the loser drank, and then I didn't know how to turn into a little bee and fly into the flowers, and then turned into fifteen or twenty. .After drinking a dozen beers, Pan Na's cheeks were rosy, and I was so excited that I wanted to go down and buy more. Pan Na said no, and continued to guess the boxing game, and the loser took off his clothes, one piece at a time.How could I disagree? By this time, can I have no idea? I lost the first round. Pan Na asked me to take off from the inside out. I only took off one shoe, and it was one. Pan Na said I was bored, but I said don’t worry. I lost the second game again, and I took off the other shoe.Pan Na said that you don’t have a baby on you, why are you so stingy, I said you have a baby, she asked what kind of baby, I said you really want to know, Pan Na smiled and said, it’s not like I haven’t seen it before, I said but I forgot what it looks like Alright. I lost again in the third game. I took off a sock, and Pan Na said with a "tss" that the sun will be setting tomorrow after you finish taking it off.I said, why are you expecting me to get naked, be careful that I scare you.Panna said, maybe who scares whom. She hummed and said, I want to sleep with you. My wine suddenly sobered up by a tenth, and I said, you drank too much, don't mess around.She said, I drank too much, otherwise I wouldn't do it. 13 It was already dark outside the window, a bright moon hung high in the night sky, and Beijing was shrouded in night. Panna said, do you know why I drink. I shake my head. She said, since I am free, can I not celebrate. I said, what will you do next. Pan Na said, I now have a seven-figure passbook, which is all the money he gave me, and I can do something by myself. I think about it, I will learn cosmetology, and then open a beauty shop. 14 Pan Na fell asleep, I covered her with a quilt, and went to the bathroom to take a shower. 15 When I woke up the next day, I reached out and found that the bed was empty. I went to the bathroom to find Pan Na, but there was no one there. At this time, I saw in the mirror sleepily that there were two words on my chest: goodbye.Red coloured words. It was Pan Na who put on lipstick and kissed her one after another. There are a total of twenty-six lip marks, which are shocking and reminiscent of others.From the first year of high school to the graduation of the third year of high school, we have been in love for twenty-six months. I called Pan Na and got the answer that this number has been canceled. I fell down on the bed in despair, looking up at the ceiling, unable to describe it. I remembered something, and called Lei Lei again, and got the same answer.I slammed the phone against the wall in disappointment. With a mobile phone, the person you want to contact can't be found.I don't know whether it is the progress of technology or the regression of human beings. 16 I am also tired.Decided to completely forget them and never remember them again. 17 Later, when he mentioned the fatal phone call, Wang Dapeng said, buddy, you will use me as a cover to notify you in advance, so as not to wear clothes.I said, there is no future, and it is impossible to continue the play.I can't blame him, he is worse than me. On the day of the phone call, Wang Dapeng had just negotiated a deal and invested all the funds in a real estate project. When the house was sold, he could get twice the return. In order to get more profits, he also sold his car Yes, he said, although the car is gone now, two cars will be born soon.Therefore, Wang Dapeng wants to invite everyone to dinner to show his congratulations. But everyone had work that night, so they couldn't attend. Perhaps because of the failed celebration, the business was also aborted, and Boss Wang became a pauper. That night, Wang Dapeng lay on the bed and thought about it. The more he thought about it, the more he thought something was wrong. He felt that there was something wrong with the transaction, so he got up and rushed to the real estate company. When he arrived panting, he found that the building was empty.He inquired about the property and learned that the company had just moved out, and no one knew where it moved. Wang Dapeng dialed 114 again, only to find out that the company was not registered, and the official seals affixed to the previous contract were all fake, perhaps carved with carrots, no wonder the contract always smelled like carrots. He called the boss of the other party and turned off the phone. Wang Dapeng thought to himself, this time it's over. I didn't expect that such a good hunter like me would be pecked in the eye by an eagle. In desperation, Wang Dapeng called a chicken home.When he walked downstairs to his house, a woman grabbed his arm and said, Brother, play for a while.Without bargaining, Wang Dapeng went upstairs with his arms around her. 18 Because Wang Dapeng had something on his mind, it was over in a short while.The chicken asked for money to put on its pants, but Wang Dapeng said no.The chicken said that's not good, I'm serving you for nothing.Wang Dapeng said, serving each other makes you feel comfortable.The chicken said, I was just pretending.Wang Dapeng said, damn it, what else is true now!The chicken said, there is no real one, so you better not give me fake money.Wang Dapeng said, you can take whatever is good in this room, I really have no money.The chicken said, if you don't have money, you still play, if you knew it, you wouldn't come up with you.Wang Dapeng said, I've played the trick, or you should go to the police and say that I stole your things.The chicken said, damn, I didn't expect you to be more shameless than me, then looked around Wang Dapeng's house, and found that there were no valuables that he liked, so he pointed to the TV and said, remember, this TV is mine, when I have it I'll pick it up again when I have time, I'll leave it for you to read, think about me while watching, then go to the toilet and leave. Wang Dapeng said that the chicken is quite humorous today. Wang Dapeng said, these bastards just give up money. Wang Dapeng said, in the past, when I was rich, they would do whatever I told them to do. But now Wang Dapeng has no money. 19 After all, Wang Dapeng has experienced great storms, and after having nothing, he did not recover from a setback. His life went on as usual, and his sexual requirements were still strong.But without money and without a girlfriend, the matter cannot be resolved. We asked him to buy an electric doll that not only can adjust various positions, but also can do movements that even gymnasts cannot do, and the legs can be divided into 360 degrees.Wang Dapeng said, but that thing has no emotion.We said, chickens are human beings, have you made any feelings?Wang Dapeng said, a chicken is a chicken, not a human being, and I want to find a girlfriend down-to-earth. A few days later, Wang Dapeng called and said that he had dated several girls, ranging from female graduate students to girls from vocational high schools. Let him down. Wang Dapeng murmured, what do you think I should do? I'll go find one. 20 Wang Dapeng and I walked into a middle school in Haidian, and was stopped by the old man in the reception room, who asked us what we were doing. I said we were directors from a film studio and came to the school to find some student actors. After hearing this, the old man said enthusiastically: You are here on time It's time, it's time for exercises between classes, the students are all on the playground, you can choose. In order to have a far-sighted view, Wang Dapeng and I did not go to the playground, but climbed up to the fifth floor of the teaching building. Looking from here, the oval playground is densely packed with students in school uniforms standing in an orderly manner, which looks like a large sheet of paper. shaped sesame biscuits. On the rostrum, a physical education teacher was giving orders to the students in the audience through the microphone: "Stand still - go! One, two one, one, two, one! Stand - stand! Raise your arms sideways and move towards the center Look - look! That classmate, the one with glasses, straighten your arm, let's say you, don't look back, straighten your arm. Go forward - look!" This movement, repeated several times, I can see A little tired, but the physical education teacher and the thousands of students in the audience did not slack off, and they seemed to be used to it. After sorting out the formation, the physical education teacher turned his head and signaled the radio room to play music. The students moved their limbs amidst the weak music, and the range of movements gradually transitioned from doing their best in the front row to negligible in the back row.When the "kicking exercise" started, the girls kicked their legs very low. The physical education teacher said: Pay attention to the proper movement! After the radio gymnastics, the physical education teacher continued to arrange the formation: "Stand in place-go! One, two one, one, two, one! Stand-stand! Raise your arms sideways, look in the middle-align! Before—look! Alright, we're here today, let's disband!" The students gave a "hula" and high-fived away. Suddenly, Wang Dapeng pointed to a girl who was running downstairs, and said intently: "What do you think of that?" I said, okay. Wang Dapeng went downstairs immediately. twenty one Wang Dapeng found a girlfriend, a junior high school student.According to the girl herself, besides her father, Wang Dapeng was the first person to touch her hand, so Wang Dapeng believed that she was a genuine virgin and started dating her. We said, does the girl have a serious Electra affair, how could she fall in love with you, the old model squinted.Wang Dapeng said, girls like boys who are mature but not old, and I am just right. We asked Wang Dapeng what happened to the girl, and Wang Dapeng said that I was not as beastly as you imagined, and we were still the same, at most touching her developing breasts.We said, this is not a beast, be careful to delay the development of others, and it will be a big sin for you to become an airport.Wang Dapeng said that the only way to develop better is to touch more and let the blood flow there smoothly. Girls have a lot of pressure to study and often need to release it. The method is very simple, that is, to spend money to make them feel better.But when the girl relieved her mental pressure and felt more relaxed, Wang Dapeng ran out of ammunition and food, which was an unbearable burden in his life. The girl was in the third year of junior high school, and the quiz and the big test continued every week. The only remaining capital of Wang Dapeng was completely cut off before the girl's second mock exam, and he had already started to borrow money to live on.We think it is Wang Dapeng who is worried about being heavily in debt. However, Wang Dapeng said that because he went to his uncle’s house and watched his cousin practice vocal music, dance, painting, and swimming under his uncle’s painstaking training, it was not easy to grow up so big, so his conscience realized that if he continued to associate with girls, it would be as good as not The crops that are easy to grow tall have been trampled by devils. twenty two Liu Zi sent an email from the United States, saying that he broke up with a foreign woman because of his personality, but I thought it was because of sex. A 0.5 lead could not be written in a 0.7 mechanical pencil. As everyone expected, Liu Zi met Chen Xi on the streets of New York, met an old acquaintance in a foreign country, and the two got back together and started earning US dollars, drinking milk and eating bread.Liu Zi said in the letter that American food is so fucking bad, it’s like eating shit every time, I really miss the pancakes in Beijing, crack two eggs, put more green onion, and brush some hot sauce, not to mention how fragrant it is ——You are so damn happy in Beijing. I wrote back and said that I really wanted to go to America to suffer for him, and let him return to China to help me enjoy happiness. twenty three At this time, the last round of the European League is still short of the end. Lao Wai said that if he stands on the last shift, he can take a breather and rest.I said you didn't play football again, tired of shit.Lao Wai said that I followed Serie A and Bundesliga for a season, and I was more worried than the head coach. I stayed up all night watching the football. Now Lao Wai has changed from a lottery player to a football expert. When talking about which team and star are right He even knows who his daughter-in-law is, whoring or not. Lao Wai now has nothing to lose, and occasionally participates in the lottery in front of the shopping mall. He spent a lot of money. He won a total of three cooking pots. He washes and cooks for Bai Yue every day, and becomes a housewife. It provides pocket money including lottery tickets.Lao Wai spared no effort to explore the road of dreaming of winning the lottery. He said that getting rich is the way. When I was still working, Zeng Yu earnestly told Lao Wai, let's do something serious and stop messing around.Lao Wai said, what is a business, isn't what I am doing now a business.I said, at least you didn't get paid every month.Old Wai asked me, what do you go to work for.Money, I'm being blunt.Lao Wai said, this is endless, I am also for money, but the way is different, when you go to work every day, it is the time for me to analyze the number, and I also have a career.I said, I have a stable salary every month, how about you?The old man said, don't just look at the immediate benefits, just wait and see, maybe one day I will become rich overnight, fuck, isn't it the number 7, if you don't believe it, I will. twenty four Wang Dapeng asked Lao Wai and me to go to his house to play mahjong, saying that two were missing and two were missing, and he also prepared dinner.We asked who that person was and he said a business associate. Wang Dapeng was absent-minded when playing cards, and he fired at Lao Wai in the first three rounds, there must be a reason for this. Sure enough, just after drawing the cards in the fourth game, Wang Dapeng said to Lao Wai, I have something to tell you. What's the matter, Lao Wai counted the cards calmly. Last time I gave you a passbook of 50,000 yuan, can you lend me a passbook, I plan to rebuild my reputation, and now I have a good business opportunity. Lao Wai didn't say anything, and played a card to get rich. Wang Dapeng, who was next home, said that he would pay you back plus interest later. Lao Wai said, it’s not that I didn’t lend you, I bought a lottery ticket. Everyone's eyes shifted from the card to Lao Wai's face, thinking he was crazy. Lao Wai said, really, I didn’t lie to you, I bought a super duplex after careful consideration, the game will be decided tonight, when I win the lottery, I can borrow as much as I want. Wang Dapeng was anxious after hearing this, and hit a five-barrel by mistake. Lao Wai said, the cards are strong enough. 25 The cards were played until nine o'clock in the evening, and everyone was hungry. Wang Dapeng set out dinner and ate while watching the game, all sweating for Lao Wai. Lao Wai made the right bet on the match broadcasted on TV. The results of the matches were sent from various venues one after another, all of which were expected by Lao Wai. There were still two games to be held in the early hours of Beijing time, which were not broadcasted in China.Lao Wai said that if the results of the remaining four teams are contrary to his bets and they come to China to play, I will be a football hooligan to harass them.Lao Wai said that I had done calculations, and this result was very small. He said that he had never felt so close to money, stacks of banknotes seemed to be right in front of him, and he was already within easy reach. The four of us spent the night at Wang Dapeng's house.Excited all night, Lao Wai turned on the TV early to watch the morning sports news, and was ready to withdraw money. Wang Dapeng said he was hungry and went out to find something to eat, so I went downstairs with him. Across the road from his house, there is a ramen stall. He and I each ate a bowl of ramen. Thinking that Lao Wai and his business partner hadn’t eaten yet, Wang Dapeng asked the waiter to pull two more servings, put them in a plastic bag and take them back. cook. Wang Dapeng paid the money and was about to cross the road with ramen in his hand when he saw a car coming up the sidewalk, a short distance away from a schoolboy carrying a schoolbag and earphones. In response, at the critical moment, Wang Dapeng pushed the elementary school student aside and let the car run over him. The ramen was thrown out of the plastic bag, crushed into pieces by the wheels, and stained red by Wang Dapeng's blood. I jumped to Wang Dapeng's side and found that his hands were already cold. The car drove a long way before stopping, and the driver walked over smelling of alcohol and asked, are you all right? fuck you!I rushed up and punched him in the head with a rounded arm.He staggered, and then immediately turned back to me, and I was blinded by his punch.The onlookers immediately stopped us and said, don't rush to the hospital. 26 Wang Dapeng's bones were crushed and he couldn't lift himself up, so he had to wait for the help of an ambulance. I called Lao Wai, and before he could speak, I said, "Hurry over here, something happened to Wang Dapeng!" But the phone said: "Old crooked crazy!" Wang Dapeng's business partner said that after watching the sports news in the morning, the results of the two games were exactly the opposite of what he had guessed. The ambulance is here.I hung up the phone, not knowing what to do but keep saying fuck it. Before I arrived at the hospital, the doctor shook his head at me and took off Wang Dapeng's oxygen mask. I saw that Wang Dapeng's heartbeat had dropped to zero. fuck it! 27 At Wang Dapeng's funeral, only Laowai smiled innocently and held a lottery ticket in his hand.Soon after, he was sent to Anding Hospital. Bai Yue cried all her tears and hoarse voice because of these two men. A few days later, she returned to her hometown. Later, when Lao Wai was receiving treatment in the hospital, I looked at the lottery ticket that he had been holding in his hand all the time. He bought a big duplex, but this result was not included. Unexpectedly, Piacenza and Roma were upset respectively. One away game won the Serie A champion Juventus, and the other lost to the relegated Udinese at home. Lao Wai has no chance to act as a football hooligan to harass the four teams, and is left to yell at the TV in the mental hospital. 28 Life is like kneading noodles, take a bowl of noodles, add some water, start kneading, if there is too much water, add more noodles, if there is too much noodles, pour some water, if there is still more water, add some more noodles, put more noodles, Take some more water, make peace, and finally put yourself in it, this is the fucking life. 29 If you want to know the value of 0.01 second, ask the driver who hit and killed Wang Dapeng and was sentenced to life; if you want to know the value of one second, ask the newlywed wife of an impotence patient; If you want to know the value of one hour, ask the hourly workers who move to several companies in a day; if you want to know the value of one day, ask a terminal cancer patient; Go ask pregnant women; want to know the value of a year, you can ask me, I will tell you, a year is 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days, 8760 hours...but sometimes it is like 0.01 Like a second, as fast as lightning, or even faster. 30 It's been a year since I graduated, and I still have nothing but pain, bewilderment, discontent, and a glimmer of illusion about life. This kind of life has made me tired, but any life is one's own choice, so don't regret the choice, even if it's heartbreaking. I changed my monthly ticket from city school to city worker, and my life should have changed. I went back to the school again, and the small restaurants around have been demolished. While I felt sorry for the current students, I also decided to dismantle myself. One person has one way of life, I can't afford to compare with others, as long as I live for myself, it is better than anything else. Am I waiting for something.Joy from heaven?love?Work?Neither, I don't know what I'm waiting for, just like I don't know what's waiting for me. It's summer again.Crowds thronged the streets.Another batch of grads walking in and out of college and I'm dying to say something to them and worried they're going to say, what the hell are you talking about, so I'll keep talking to myself, I have the right to say something to myself . It's another summer and it's time for a change in my life, I firmly believe. 31 Someone told me that good steel should be used on the blade.The tone of voice is serious. I said, there are as many roads as there are people in the world. I know that the difference between each road is that some roads are open and others are dead ends. I also know that gold will always shine, and it will always disappear when it shines. If you don’t believe me, just put it anywhere and try it. I also know that people sometimes have to believe in their fate. There is no one who is better than the other. They are just luckier. Hawking said we should know within a few years whether we live in a completely self-contained universe with no beginning or end.By implication, he or someone else will conclude from this point of view that I can't help you with this and that all I can do is get on with my life. Don't be a puppet in your life, the two lines should be in your own hands. Where there is a beginning, there is an end, and when it is over, it will start again. "Birth" hard fart Pull yourself in the toilet, move the knob wash away the old self then wash your hands A pass to eat Hesse Ready to try harder tomorrow pull out one new Own 32 This morning, my cell phone rang, and I was having a bowel movement, and I didn't bring it with me.After shitting, I picked it up and saw that it was Lei Lei's number. At the same time, the pager rang, and Ms. Pan asked me to call back.