Chapter 12 Chapter 12 Encounter

1 Pan Na saw me and knocked over the glass of white water in panic. I walked over and sat down opposite her: "I see." Pan Na immediately regained her composure and said, "It's beyond my expectation." I said, "More than I expected." Pan Na took out a pack of Seven Stars, lit one and said, "Want to know more stories?" "Yeah!" I said, "You've learned to smoke." I lit her a fire. 2 I have always been disgusted with girls smoking, not because men are superior to women, only men are allowed to do it, and women stand aside. I can't understand how they look more wretched than boys when they smoke.

When I was in college, there were a few girls in the school who were famous for smoking. Once I didn’t bring a cigarette, so I ran downstairs and asked the boys who passed by who had a cigarette. They all shook their heads. At this time, a girl came and said you Why didn't you ask me, then took out the lighter and lit it for me. The flames were still burning, and almost burned my eyebrows. I saw that her hand that lit the lighter was already white and yellow.After lighting the cigarette, I said thank you, she grinned and said no thanks with a smile, and let me see two yellow front teeth.

Later, I often met her under the teaching building, and she also came down to smoke during class breaks.I usually knock out the cigarette butts on the wall, but she only needs to push hard with her thumb and forefinger, and the cigarette butts are snuffed out. She can flick the cigarette butts to a distance of 20 meters, and point where to hit.After every cigarette she smoked, she would take a deep breath, with a huge roar in her nose, suck in a mouthful of thick phlegm, hold it in her mouth, and not rush to spit it out, leaning her body back and forth until her upper body was close to the ground When she was parallel, she swung her waist and tried to spit it far away. If she did this action on the roof, the phlegm could pass through the sky above the cafeteria and fly out of the campus.

At this moment, Pan Na is graceful and charming when she smokes, the cigarette is held in her hand, her demeanor is dignified and graceful, and it can be seen that she has been smoking for a long time. 3 After the results of the college entrance examination were announced, Pan Na knew that even if her grades could not be passed in other schools, she ran home crying, and when she entered the house, she saw that her father was still with the young woman she had seen last time Her father called to her and asked her to call this woman Mom, and said: Nana, your new mother and I registered for marriage today, and you are also on vacation. We are going to take you to Vietnam tomorrow, and then transfer to Singapore and Malaysia. Ty, you pack your things.Her father has earned some money in business in the past few years, otherwise it would be impossible to find a young and beautiful new wife, but he is married again and has an 18-year-old child.

This news made Pan Na temporarily forget the pain of failing the college entrance examination, and realized that she was facing a more severe dilemma, which also made her quickly make a risky decision.Pan Na took a puff of a cigarette and said, let me call a woman who is no older than me, what a joke! Pan Na went on to say, I packed all the things I needed into the suitcase that night, and the woman wanted to help me clean it up, but I said no, you better take care of my dad, she actually said that I am really sensible.I packed a total of two suitcases. Dad said that even though going to Vietnam is considered a foreign country, he will come back in half a month. Why did you bring so many things?I said I like it, but Dad didn't ask any more questions, he was still immersed in the joy of being newly married.

4 Pan Na ordered another glass of water, took a sip, and continued: We set off the next day.The ticket is to go to Nanning Airport first, and then transfer to Hanoi.When we arrived in Nanning, the airport announced that the flight would be delayed due to the heavy fog in Hanoi, so my dad said to go to the restaurant to eat first. I said I was not hungry and let them eat. I waited in the terminal hall, because the airport restaurant is based on the number of people. There is a minimum consumption, so Dad didn't force it anymore, and took his new wife to enjoy it. I took the opportunity to take out my checked luggage to salute, found a place to store it, and then stood behind the tree outside the glass window of the airport to watch their reactions.Half an hour later, they came out of the restaurant and found that I was not on the seat. At first, my father didn't think so, as if he thought I was going to the bathroom, but after waiting for ten minutes, they began to look around, looking around, and the woman entered the room. The toilet came out again and shook his head at my dad, obviously looking for me.

Then they went to the information desk, and after a while, a voice came out from the broadcast: Panna from Beijing, little friend, your family is waiting for you at gate 3, please go to gate 3 immediately after hearing the broadcast, your father is at There waiting for you. It's ridiculous to call me a child, so that woman is a big friend. The broadcast was repeated three times, it made me sore, and I almost ran over, but the woman ran out of the airport lobby, looking around, and I had to bury my head behind a tree, I hate her. At this time, the airport announced that the passengers going to Hanoi were about to board the plane, and they went to the baggage office to inquire again. Guessing that I had premeditated it, Dad shook his head helplessly. He knew my character. arrive.

They got on the plane anyway.Dad anxiously looked behind him aimlessly. At that moment, I really wanted to run over, but, I saw the woman again. She was holding Dad's arm. No matter how she looked, she looked like his daughter, but she Became my stepmother, so I hid deeper behind the tree. I didn't come out from behind the tree until I heard the announcement that the plane to Hanoi had taken off. I decided to start a new life and forget about Beijing completely. But what do you live on, I asked. Pan Na said, I took a current passbook from my dad. He made money in business and saved it in my name in order to reduce taxes. There was 50,000 yuan in it, and the password was our home phone number.

Didn't your father look for you later, I asked. Of course he will look for it, I called and told him that I want to live on my own, let him and that woman live a good life, don't worry about me, I will call him again if I don't have enough money.Soon after, my father bought another house. The woman said that she lived in my house and dreamed that my mother would knock on the door every night, and she couldn't sleep well.This is all later, and after the airport just now, Pan Na said. 5 It happened that a local private university recruited students at the airport, and anyone who graduated from high school was welcome to apply. I signed up without any hesitation. I decided to live here for a while. I don’t want to go back to Beijing, Pan Na said.

You made your decision so easily, didn't you think I would find you, I asked. Don’t mention you, it’s because of you that I dropped out of school. Pan Na said that not long after I entered school, I found out that I was pregnant, but I didn’t know what to do. I knew I should go to the hospital, but I didn’t dare to do it alone. I haven’t told anyone about it. Sometimes the girls in the same dormitory even borrow sanitary napkins from me. They don’t know that I haven’t had my period for several months, so they keep procrastinating until my stomach gradually takes shape. Unable to contain the fire, he proposed to drop out of school and was admitted to the hospital.The doctor said it was too late and the child was too old, so I said no need. The doctor said it was dangerous, but I said I was not afraid, and then I signed the operation notice, but I was actually terrified.

So I've already been a father, I take Panna's hand and say, sorry. I'm not sorry, Pan Na withdrew her hand and said, I wore a ring on my ring finger that day to prevent the doctor from making irresponsible remarks. The operation was considered a success. I stayed in the hospital for half a month. On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the doctor said that your husband really Excessively, he didn't come to accompany the operation, didn't come to see him in the hospital, and didn't come to pick him up when he was discharged from the hospital. He was at least half responsible for such things.I said he went abroad. Pan Na went on to say that after leaving the hospital, I sat on the side of the road with my luggage on my back and didn’t know where to go. I didn’t even have a place to live at night, and I had no relatives here. Except for the first year’s tuition fees, hospitalization fees and daily expenses, With less than 30,000 yuan left, I kind of want to go back to Beijing, but it’s even more uncomfortable to go back like this. When I was having a fierce ideological struggle, a BMW stopped in front of me, and a middle-aged man got out of the car and said, girl, where are you going, I will give you a ride.When a man was sitting homeless on the streets of Nanning, he suddenly heard a Beijing dialect, do you know how comfortable I am, and got into his car without thinking much about it.That's the car, Pan Na pointed to the white BMW parked on the side of the road outside the window and said, now I drive this car. I went home with him that night. He has a company in Beijing. He came to Nanning to set up a branch office. He rented a suite in the hotel for a long time. That night I slept in the inner room and he slept in the outer room. He said that I can live here as I like, and someone can deliver my meals with a phone call. If I find a place to live, I can move out at any time, but I can’t let me live for nothing. I have to wash his clothes when I have nothing to do.In this way, the situation where I slept in the inner room and he slept in the outer room lasted for more than a month, but we still had a relationship afterwards. 6 One night, when I was about to take a shower, he came back drunk, fell asleep on the sofa after he came in, I covered him with a quilt, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.He was in a deep sleep, so I didn't cut in the door, I was washing, he rushed in, I had nowhere to hide, but he didn't see me, he vomited on the toilet first, and then peed again , The water didn't rush, turned around and left. Because I couldn't bear the stench of alcohol, I moved the flush knob for him, and the water poured down with a splash. He turned his head, looked at me and said, "Linlin, why are you here? It's great that you're back. Don't leave me anymore, I have money now, I have plenty of money, enough for us to spend, we can spend whatever we want.It was only later that I found out that Linlin was his first love. It was really unnecessary to flush him, no matter how much I resisted, I was still held tightly in his arms.I poured water on him and knocked his head until it bled, but he kept saying one word: Linlin, I love you. I lost all strength, dropped the nozzle, and stopped struggling. He put me on the bed and pressed me on top of me, the blood from my head flowed down my neck. He raped me.In the process, there was still the same sentence: Linlin, I love you.Weeping and talking. Afterwards, he sobered up and found me lying in his arms. He rubbed his head and said he had a headache, and asked me what happened just now and where did I get so much blood. I said, just now you took me for a girl named Linlin and raped me. He was silent for a long time, and said, Linlin is not a girl, she is in her forties now. He also said, take a shower, and then I will go to the police station with you. 7 I took a shower, but didn't go to the police station with him.I asked him to tell me Linlin's story. He said that Linlin was his first love. The two worked in the same factory. After talking for half a year, he proposed to get married, but her parents disagreed, thinking that his family background was not good, so they found a high-ranking child for Linlin. We got married in two days, but Linlin had no complaints about it. She said that she also hoped that her life would be better, so he threw away the big pot of rice in the factory in a fit of anger, and said goodbye to Linlin completely. Raise the sails of doing business and go down the river until today. I asked about Linlin, and he said that Linlin is now the wife of the director. He saw her on the Beijing news half a year ago. She and the husband of the director went to a tree-planting charity event and appeared on TV. The waist is twice as thick as before. He said, I was sitting on the side of the street that day, and I was so similar to Linlin eighteen years ago. I said, I was just born eighteen years ago. He said, sorry, I drank too much tonight. I said, unfortunately I am not Linlin. He said, I really thought Linlin was back just now. I said, if I want to be Linlin. He didn't understand me and looked at me blankly. I said, you can treat me as Linlin, no matter when you are sober or drunk. He said, can you accept the fact that I have a wife and children, they are in Beijing. I said, at this age, I'm surprised that you don't have a wife. He said, but my daughter is in the first grade of junior high school. I said, this is not a problem, my stepmother is only a few years older than me. I want to take revenge on my dad and that woman. They forced me to have a family and not go back. This was my real thought at that moment. Panna said. 8 Pan Na went on to say that after his Nanning branch got on the right track, he brought me back to Beijing.He has a house in the suburbs, where I live now, and where I chat with you. He comes to see me every Friday night, stays here for one night, and spends the next day with his wife and children. Is that house in Shunyi, I asked. How do you know, Panna asked. You called me the other day and I looked it up, but I didn't know the story was so complicated, I said. Now you know the truth, Panna said. Then what do you do every day, besides surfing the Internet, I asked. Pan Na said that he gave me 30,000 yuan a month. I usually find some girls to play mahjong, chat, and drink coffee. The place where I live is the famous mistress township, full of young and beautiful girls. It is deserted on weekdays. On Friday, it is very lively, those bosses and gentlemen have come to spend the weekend. Pan Na ordered another glass of white water, and she said, I don't drink tea because I know that I am like the tea leaves in the water, which will be soaked sooner or later. Can't you change your life now, I said. Pan Na said, it’s easy to say, I don’t need me at work, and I never went to college, besides, why should I change, life is quite happy now, okay, I’m leaving, today is Friday, he still wants Go back, don't look for me if you have nothing to do, I don't want my future life to be disrupted. 9 Not as good as Tailai.Not long after, SARS was defeated by the united Chinese people, the economy of all industries recovered, and the company's work increased again. We were busy from morning to night, and we had no chance to take a break, let alone think about the love between our children. One day, the boss of a construction company called the company, and I happened to answer it. He asked how much it would cost to shoot a ten-minute promotional video. I told him about 200,000 based on the company's charging standard. He said it would be OK. Cheaper, I had an idea and said, if you give the 200,000 yuan to the company, the boss will entrust me to make this film, if you don’t go through the company, give me 50,000 yuan, and I will make this film for you privately. And it will do better, whichever is more important for you.He said, well, let me think about it, leave me a call.I was extra careful and didn't tell him my mobile phone, but gave the number of the pager. No one in the company knew that I used a pager.He said, in this day and age, you still use a pager.I said, I plan to change my mobile phone after taking over your job. The modernization process of my communication tools is closely related to you, and I will wait for your call. The next day, I was editing a film in the computer room, and the pager rang. Mr. Lu left a message: 40,000 can do it, so I called back, 6526XXXX. I took my phone and went downstairs. 10 I signed a written agreement with Boss Lu. I was afraid that he would not give me the money, and he was worried that I would not be able to make a good film, and we did not trust each other, but the business followed suit. Boss Lu's company is in Oriental Plaza. It is small in scale, with fifty or sixty employees, but his construction sites are located in various urban areas of Beijing, and he supports five or six hundred migrant workers.This kind of film that is blindly touted and has no depth, I can easily grasp it. After finishing my company's business every day, I didn't even have time to eat, so I ran around various construction sites with my camera, eating and sleeping, and my face was covered with dust.A colleague asked me why I was so busy every day, and I said that the film I made last time was not ideal, so I went to make up some shots, and there were too few editable materials.They said that there is no need to be so dedicated, nor are they working for themselves.But they didn't think about it, if I forget to sleep and eat so much, can I work for myself? The construction site was almost finished, and I moved to the headquarters of the Oriental Plaza to shoot some scenes of the company's employees working and meetings with department managers. Just after filming, my company called and said that it was five o'clock, and I was asked to go back quickly. After returning the machine, Mr. Wang, who looked at the equipment, got off work immediately. I packed my things in a hurry, took the machine and trotted out of the building, and got a taxi on Chang'an Avenue. The old Wangtou took the machine and said, why don't you turn it off when you run out.Only then did I see that the red light was still on above the lens, and I said I was rushing back to get you back from get off work early. The old Wang glanced at his watch and said, what time is it? He blamed me for delaying his leaving get off work by ten minutes. My wife should be suspicious again. I will inevitably be tortured when I go home today.I handed Old Wang a cigarette and said, your wife doesn’t even think about it. Someone like you has a heart, a guts and strength, but no one is looking for you. I should treat you to dinner today, but you My wife should think that you and the thief went to dinner, so I still don't invite you. When your wife has time, I will invite you together. The old Wang locked the camera and said, my wife has time every day, if you are sincere, I will call her. I said, but I don't have time today, when I'm done with this part, please treat me well. The old Wangtou picked up the bicycle key and said, okay, you must keep your word, don't forget to turn off the lights when you leave, and then push the door out. The colleagues are all in bed, and they won't stay for a minute if there is nothing to do.I went into the computer room with the tape that I had been filming for a day. If there is no accident, after tonight, I will earn 40,000 yuan. I put the BETA tape I just shot in the Oriental Plaza into the editing machine, and looked at the picture backwards.Because I forgot to turn off the machine, I ran out of the building with the machine upside down, so the scenes were exciting, just like "Case Focus", which made me very interested.At this moment, a pair of yellow sneakers entered the frame, and then the camera zoomed away to reveal a girl's face, which was Lei Lei. The screen shakes too much, I can't be sure, so I freeze the image and zoom in on a part of it, yes, it's her. The last time I saw Lei Lei entering the building was 8:30, and the time I left the building this time was 5:00 pm, so it can be considered this way: Lei Lei works in the Oriental Plaza. Just as I was thinking, the pager rang, and Boss Lu asked me to show him the samples tomorrow morning. I stopped guessing and got to work. 11 After a whole night of hard work, I finally finished editing the film. God help me, when the last frame was connected, there was not a single frame missing, and it lasted ten minutes. I don’t need to look in the mirror to know that my eyes must be red and my face is oily, but I don’t feel tired yet, thanks to my outstanding ability to stay up late in the years of college.I went out of the computer room, lit the last cigarette in the pack, opened the window and took a deep breath of the seven o'clock air in the morning. Ah, life is beautiful sometimes! 12 I went to the bathing center near the company to take a bath, and then fell asleep for a while, then went to Yonghe Soymilk to have breakfast in a heroic manner. After everything was ready, I took the things on the subway. Entering the building of Oriental Plaza, I saw a few people getting on the elevator, so I rushed over. When I got to the door, the elevator was half closed, so I jumped and squeezed in.I want to get the money sooner than anything else. But in my haste, I stepped on a young lady's foot, and she said, "Why don't you look at me—it's you?" I was surprised too, Lei Lei! Even if there are thousands of words, there is no way to talk about it, so I have nothing to say: "Do you work here?" "What are you doing here?" Lei Lei still didn't change her tone like a master, as if this was her home. "I'm going to the 14th floor." I said. "Are you following me?" Lei Lei said. "No, I'm really going to the 14th floor, Huadian Construction Co., Ltd." "How do you know I work there?" "I don't know, I'll go to Boss Lu." "You know my boss's surname is Lu!" Lei Lei was very surprised. Just as I was talking, the elevator stopped on the fourteenth floor, and Lei Lei came out, followed by me. "What are you going to do?" Lei Lei asked me. At this time, another elevator reached the fourteenth floor, the door opened, and Boss Lu got off the elevator. "Morning boss." Lei Lei greeted him. "Morning!" Boss Lu smiled slightly, and then saw me, "The filming is over, come with me!" I followed Boss Lu to the office and turned around to smile mysteriously at Lei Lei.She stayed where she was, her eyes blurred. 13 Boss Lu told me to wait in the office for a while. He took the CD-ROM I had engraved and called the managers of various departments to the conference room to observe. Before leaving, he said: "Lei Lei, pour a glass of water for the guests." Lei Lei brought a disposable water cup and poked it in front of me, and the water spilled all over the table.By this time she already knew the purpose of my trip. "Is this how you usually pour water for guests?" "Whether you like to drink or not!" "I didn't expect to enjoy your service." I took a sip of water and said, "It's better than Coke." "Sit down by yourself, I'm going to draw a picture." "Why did you come here to work?" "Then where do you think I should go?" "Running around all the time, I almost missed you. At this age, I still like to play hide-and-seek." "Haven't you found it yet?" "No fox is as cunning as a good hunter." "Be careful that one day the gun goes off and you hurt yourself." "Why didn't I see you yesterday?" "I don't know, anyway, I sit in that position every day." Lei Lei pointed to her desk and said. "No wonder, I didn't shoot this film yesterday, I didn't know you were here, why don't I give you a super close-up." "Fortunately, I didn't take pictures. What's the purpose of taking pictures so clearly? It can make the pores look like orange peels." "Leilei, how do you draw the top view of this place?" She was called by a girl who also looked like a college student. I leaned back on the sofa and fell asleep unconsciously. 14 "Wake up, wake up, the boss is calling you!" I was woken up by Lei Lei, yawned, and entered the boss's office. Boss Lu said a lot of opening remarks, and I thought it might be hanging. Such a foreshadowing is either not satisfied with the film, or to reduce the bill.After talking for a long time, he finally made the finishing point, took out a cowhide envelope, and said, you need some money. It took me at least ten minutes to count 40,000 yuan.I've never touched so much money before, so I didn't count quickly. The boss went to the toilet halfway, and when I came back, I was still counting the money, so he said: "I haven't finished counting yet."I said: Don't be careless.He said: Count slowly, I will fetch some water, and then leave with the cup. When I counted to three hundred and eighty-eight, the phone rang, and my boss shouted on the phone: "It's already noon, where have you gone, and I'm still waiting for you to work." "Why?" I didn't panic. "Why?" The boss didn't understand for a while. "Why go back to work?" "You don't want a salary anymore?!" "No." I hung up the phone.He cheated on me half a year ago, and now I also cheated on him, and no one owes anyone else. It is an advantage to work in this kind of company that has nothing but money. You can slap your ass and leave at any time, unlike Wang Dapeng who resigned after two months of work. He also had to issue a certificate, which made him almost reluctant to resign. I still owe Old Wang the first meal, which he will remember forever. I continued to count the money, and when I reached three hundred and ninety-nine, Boss Lu came in. "Four hundred, just right!" I packed the money. "It's time to buy a mobile phone. I'll find you next time I have work," he said. I picked up the pen and paper on the table and left my phone number: "I've been using it for two years." 15 Leaving Boss Lu's office, I went to Lei Lei's desk: "Let's go, let's eat." "It's not finished yet." Lei Lei stared at the screen, skillfully operating AutoCAD.This software has also accompanied me through four years of time, and now I have forgotten everything. "People are iron and rice is steel. If you don't eat a meal, you will be hungry." "no appetite." "Please have a big meal." "Have you got money?" "Not to mention, one meal is enough." Lei Lei saved the disk and greeted the girl next to her, "I'll go first." The girl nodded knowingly and smiled. "Where to eat?" I asked when I got out of the building door. "Just McDonald's." "Disgusting me!" "It's not that interesting, I want to eat chicken wings." "Okay, I'll support you to death today." Lei Lei and I were eating when Boss Lu passed by with the plate: "So you know each other?" "It's more than acquaintance." I said. "Don't listen to his nonsense, you just know him." Lei Lei corrected. 16 Lei Lei asked me: "Where do you work now?" "No more work," I said. "Aren't you taking pictures of people?" "That was before noon today, and now I'm unemployed again." "Why didn't you do it?" "If I were a beggar, I would definitely be the laziest one. I would never beg for food when I was full." "That's enough for you?" "At least I don't have to beg for food in the near future." "Is that ideal for you?" "Do you think I look like a man of foresight?" "I heard that our company is preparing to recruit people." As soon as I heard that I could work in the same company as Lei Lei, I immediately cheered up, and I can do it without paying. "What position, can I do it?" "Ask my boss." Lei Lei shook her head at the boss who was squeezing ketchup not far away. I leaned over to the boss: "You are eating!" "Oh, sit!" The boss raised his head. "Are you free tonight, please have a meal." I said. "what's up?" "I heard that your company is recruiting people." I cut to the chase. "This matter, let me tell you this, it's useless to invite me to dinner, because the company is my own, and the performance of the company directly affects my interests, but I will not let go of a talent, nor will I Hiring a scumbag depends on performance." "You give me a chance." I am very sincere. "Your filming is good. How about this? Our planning department is short of people. You can try it out if you want. You have a chance for a month. If you can, you can stay. If you can't, don't blame me for being ruthless. Because you came in through the back door, so try it out." There is no salary for a period of time, and the salary after becoming a regular depends on your performance, what do you think." "Okay, thank you!" I planned to shake hands with Boss Lu, but it was inconvenient for him to hold French fries. He ate a piece of medium potato in two bites, wiped his hands and said, "Then come to work tomorrow and report at nine o'clock, I hope I read the right person." After speaking, he left McDonald's. 17 This meal let me know that Lei Lei is only an intern and graduation project in this company, fifty yuan a working day, her final project topic is a building taller than China World Trade Center, three sixty-year-old The designer took their six students to complete this project. It is said that after the design is approved, the drawings will become real objects in a few years, and they will be erected in the CBD.But whether Lei Lei can stay and work here depends on his performance. It was the graduate student who introduced Lei Lei to come here.That night he persuaded the instructor not to report Lei Lei's cheating to the teaching office, and recommended the job to Lei Lei.He and Boss Lu met on the basketball court. The latter appreciated his skills and hired him as a personal trainer. He also asked him to find some fresh graduates who were studying architecture. The company was recruiting to expand its business, so The graduate student told Lei Lei, and she readily agreed. Lei Lei said that the reason why she avoided me after that day was because when the graduate student appeared in front of her, she realized that she hadn't forgotten him. He was her first love. Although there was no result, the two had blossomed together.That night, the graduate student proposed to reunite with her, and my image immediately appeared in her mind, as if I was standing in front of her, standing side by side with the graduate student, letting her choose, making her in a dilemma. Just when Lei Lei was hesitating, the graduate student said, I know you have someone again, you were still together just now, including your first time not giving me, I don't dislike any of these, as long as you don't mess around again in the future. Lei Lei didn't expect that the person she had admired for many years was so essential. After hearing these words, her nose was almost crooked. She said, get out, and let your mentor report my cheating. I don't need your help. I deserve it for not getting my degree and never want to see you again! The graduate student said, look at you, if you can't be a couple, you can be friends. I will definitely settle the matter of your cheating. Go to that company for an interview tomorrow. This is the boss's business card. He took it out and handed it to Lei Lei. Lei Lei took the business card, looked at it and said, thank you, I will invite you to dinner after the matter is completed.The graduate student said you're welcome, don't look outside.Lei Lei said, you are nothing like me, you should be polite. That night Lei Lei decided not to see me anymore. The graduate student and I messed up her life, and she needed time to think calmly. What was the result of thinking about it, I asked. Lei Lei said that when she saw me today, she decided not to hide anymore, and to be happy with me, because she believed in fate, and we were destined to meet each other. Finally, Lei Lei advised me: talk less, use your brain more, and work again.I said I still need you to teach me, I am already old.Lei Lei said, if you lose money, you will be stupid. 18 The next day, I arrived at the office in a hurry, greeted my colleagues one by one, and then reported to the boss. Holding a glass of milk, he said: "Last night I thought about it again. It is not appropriate for you to come to work in the company without salary. I set your salary at 30,000 yuan. I will implement it according to this standard today. What do you think?" ?” "Thirty thousand?" I couldn't believe it. "Considering that you have just joined the company and are not familiar with the business, you will increase your salary in the future." "Give me so much money, I'm afraid I can't do the job you're asking for." I haven't dared to answer anything. "Is it more than 30,000 yuan? Oh, I think you misunderstood. What I said was the annual salary, which is equivalent to 2,500 yuan per month." My surprise disappeared immediately, and my heart seemed to be quenched. The boss saw my disappointment and said, "There will be this amount of dividends at the end of the year." Whether I can work until the end of the year is still a matter of discussion, but in order to meet Lei Lei every day, let's do it first. The boss asked me if I needed a dormitory. I said it was convenient. He said, we are building a house, how can we live without a house? Didn’t Lei Lei tell you that she is now living alone in a community, and the houses there are because of SARS was never sold, so we gave employees a set of keys to live in first, and then move out after it was sold, which is also considered a company benefit.I took the key and said, thank you then. When I got out of the boss's office, I found Lei Lei, shook the key in my hand and said, "I said I couldn't find you in the school dormitory, so I moved. I also got a set, which is opposite to you." Lei Lei said: "Are you tired? What are you doing opposite the door? Move here and live with me." I returned the key to the boss and said, "Leilei and I work as dual workers, one house is enough." The boss said: "It has been seen for a long time that the relationship between you two is not normal." He repeatedly urged: "No love and romance are allowed during working hours, and you can do whatever you want after work." I said I promise. 19 So I started another life. 20 In order to survive in the natural world of natural selection, animals must learn to protect themselves, so they grow sharp burrs, hard carapace, and fake colors, or have the ability to spray ink, fart, and break their tails; In a human society that is even more cruel than the survival of the fittest in nature, if you want to survive, you must learn to protect yourself. Lies, betrayal, hiding a knife in a smile, revenge, and so on are human amulets. I have been working in the new company for two weeks. With the above feelings, this place is really extraordinary. I finally understand the meaning of Lei Lei's nine-character constant.People who have never worked will think that I am exaggerating the facts. You will know after a few days of work. Recently, another book called "Be an Animal in the Office" was published. I didn't read what was said in it, and I didn't want to read it. I just felt that the title of the book was good. The performance is full of beastliness, all of them are like animals, and the office is the pen to keep these animals. When working in a company, I am afraid that everyone has pursuits, and things will be complicated. twenty one My age is relatively small in the work unit, which can also be considered as the reason for the low position.Lei Lei said, don't worry, Zhou Xingchi played four times as Song Bingyi in "Shooting the Condor", and only had four lines. The last time he turned around, he was caught dead by Mei Chaofeng, and he didn't even say a word. .The elders also told me, don’t be discouraged, youth is an advantage, and it seems true, but the reality is that youth is only a disadvantage. Whenever I express my views on a certain issue, I always hear someone say, Babe, what do you know. Little kids don’t know anything, young people are allowed to be ignorant, but when they get older, they can’t justify being ignorant, and there are not a few people like this. Those who came to the company a few years earlier than me, who are in their thirties, already have their own houses, cars, wives and children. I seem to see my future in them.Even if I don't get along well without them in a few years, I don't have children or a wife, but I think as long as I have a house and a car, I won't be afraid of not being able to find a wife. If I have a wife, I still worry about children. When you go to work, you will inevitably not think about money. If you earn 800, you will think of 1,000; if you earn 1,000, you will think of 2,000;Just like when a reporter asked a female official why she did not give up when she had already accepted 100 million yuan in bribes, the official replied that she still received 200 million yuan in bribes.Desire is a bottomless pit, forever filled with dissatisfaction, and the only way out is to let a bullet penetrate this black hole. I think, if I take the position of a manager and earn 300,000 yuan a year, I have no choice but to live a more corrupt and extravagant life, so let me make 30,000 yuan a year. Scold, very good.