Chapter 12 Section five

Things that seem deviant in the eyes of outsiders, happened naturally to Zou Fei and the others, but they seemed to be full of concern. There is no right or wrong in what they do, it is just an involuntary resistance to everything other than themselves.Put it in China to resist, put it in the United States to resist.It's nothing else to resist, it's just resisting your own hormones. Because of Zou Fei, Tong Yue's conflict with her mother intensified.Her mother asked her to quickly end her relationship with Zou Fei, so as not to get deeper and deeper. Tong Yue always felt that her mother was inexplicable and unreasonable.Seeing that she couldn't persuade Tong Yue, her mother said harshly: "If you don't listen to me, don't go home!"

It happened that the department organized a sketching trip to Lijiang, so Tong Yue packed up her things and followed.Avoidance is the best way to solve the conflict between the two generations. The moment the train started, Tong Yue found that she was different from those chatting and laughing classmates. They left Beijing with the purpose of playing and drawing, but she set foot on the train with the purpose of escaping. Tong Yue felt that since she couldn't convince her mother, she would use the fact that she and Zou Fei were in a smooth and sweet relationship in the future to prove that her mother's consideration was superfluous.

During the days when she was away from Beijing, Tong Yue carried her portfolio around the ancient city during the day, opened the portfolio when she saw something that attracted her, and finished painting until dark. She called Zou Fei every now and then at night, but she never contacted her mother once.At first I still thought about my mother, and deliberately didn’t call her, and then I forgot about her and the phone call, until one day, the image of my mother suddenly popped up in my mind, and I remembered that there was a day when I didn’t want to call her. I passed my mother.At this time, Tong Yue found that her mother, who was once very important to her, suddenly became insignificant now, which also made her feel that family relationships were unnecessary. As long as she could be with Zou Fei, she was satisfied. Feel bad, don't know if it should be like this.But within a few days, Tong Yue completely forgot about this kind of discomfort. When she remembered it again, it was forgotten after a while, and then she remembered it less and less, and it became more and more Quickly forgotten.

Until one day, Tong Yue dreamed that when she was a child, she went out to play with her grandpa. Grandpa bought her a ticket and let her take a rotating plane. After she finished playing, she found that her grandpa was gone. No matter how she shouted, she couldn’t see her grandpa, so she cried. Woke up.Grandpa is the closest person to her. After waking up, she called her grandpa's house, and her cousin answered, saying that grandpa passed away three days ago.Tong Yue was stunned for a moment, asked about the situation on the phone, and then quickly called home. As soon as the phone rang, her mother picked it up, as if she had been standing by the phone all along: "Hello?"

"Why didn't you tell me about grandpa?" Tong Yue wanted to cry when grandpa was mentioned, so she held back. "You have nothing to do with this family anymore." Tong Yue's mother's voice was a little strange, her tone was low, obviously she hadn't come out of her grief yet. "Don't connect me with Zou Fei, can you?" "Since you have chosen to leave the family, you don't have to care about family affairs!" Based on Tong Yue's understanding of her mother, she knew that she was taking revenge for not listening to her. Mom said again: "My dad is gone, your dad is gone, and you have to go with the boy I don't want to see. I know you have discussed it. Let's go, it's better for me to live alone!"

Tong Yue didn't know what to say to her mother's behavior, so she shifted the topic to grandpa's matter: "Where are the ashes of grandpa?" "I don't need to tell you!" Mom said relievedly. "I'll just get along with Zou Fei!" Tong Yue's temper also came up. "I don't have a daughter like you, and my grandfather doesn't have a granddaughter like you!" Mom's tone seemed to be reading a verdict. "My grandpa will always be my grandpa!" Tong Yue said and hung up the phone. Tong Yue's heart was sour, not only because of the loss of her grandfather, but also because of the conflict between herself and her mother.She was not the kind of person who married a daughter-in-law and forgot her mother, nor was she making trouble out of no reason. It was just because she was reasonable that she thought her mother was ridiculous.She swore that no matter how old she was in the future, she would never become a woman like her mother.The older you are, the more you should respect reason and not be impulsive.

Tong Yue called Zou Fei again, and when she heard Zou Fei's voice, Tong Yue finally couldn't hold back anymore, and burst into tears: "My grandpa is gone!" Two days later, Zou Fei appeared in front of Tong Yue without hesitation.For more than 40 hours of train, he came all the way from Beijing. The moment Tong Yue was held in Zou Fei's arms, she felt that she finally had something to rely on.When the grandfather passed away and felt the most uncomfortable, it was not her mother who comforted her, but Zou Fei, which made Tong Yue more convinced of the absurdity of her mother's actions.

Although Tong Yue kept talking about his mother, Zou Fei felt that maybe Tong Yue's mother was right, he had been "flying" through life, and it was really hard to say what he would do in the future. Lack of stable confidence in himself, let alone bring Tong Yue safety and assurance.Therefore, he never thought of asking Tong Yue's mother face to face, "What's wrong with me?"He knew that he really had a problem. At that time, Zou Fei’s favorite song was Xu Wei’s "Two Days": "I only have two days, and I am never sure, one day is used to be born, and one day is used to die; I only have two days, I am never sure, one day is used to Come to hope, one day to despair; I only have two days, I have never been sure, one day to pass by, the other day to pass by..."

Fortunately, Zou Fei also knew that Tong Yue needed someone to accompany him at this time, so he bought a platform ticket and got on the train. Standing ticket, sit on the ground for a while when you are tired, and sleep for a while when you are sleepy, listening to the accents of the motherland from northeast to southwest provinces and cities, smelling the local products of the motherland from northeast to southwest provinces and cities , reached the southwestern border of the motherland. This is the first time in Zou Fei's life that he has gone out on a long distance by himself. The more than 40 hours on the train made him feel the vastness of the motherland and the diversity of ethnic groups. The feeling of being on a foreign train.

This novel feeling made him discover another possibility in life. Life is not as monotonous as he imagined. The life he pursued in the future has also changed because of this trip to Yunnan. This is a later story . Tong Yue fell into the pain of losing her grandfather, and Zou Fei accompanied her, listening to her detail life with her grandfather: When she was in kindergarten, her parents put her in full-time care, and she went home once a week. She can show up in time when she is homesick, take her to her grandpa’s house for a day and then send her back to help her young heart survive the long week; before leaving for the summer camp in elementary school, grandpa stood under the bus and handed her her favorite snacks into the car window; during the physical examination for the high school entrance examination, grandpa cheered her on outside the school's playground through the crack of the big iron gate; during the college entrance examination, grandpa brought her iced mung bean soup before she entered the examination room.But Tong Yue failed to appear beside her grandfather when he left this world. She felt uncomfortable and didn't understand why her mother did this, but she didn't know what she did wrong.

"I don't know what to do anymore." Tong Yue sighed. "It's okay, you can do whatever you want, as long as it makes you feel comfortable, I will cooperate with you." Zou Fei offered his shoulders for Tong Yue to lean on. "But I don't know what to do." "It's okay. Before you know what to do, if you want to sit like this, I will sit with you forever." "I just found out that you really care about people." Tong Yue was very pleased. "Because I also had a grandfather, I know what it's like." Zou Fei said looking at the sky. After Tong Yue's internship ended, she didn't return to Beijing with the rest of the team, but stayed with Zou Fei to wander around.Before Tong Yue lived in the dormitory that the department found in the local school, Zou Fei lived in the dormitory of the boys in her class, and there happened to be an empty bed, but now the dormitory can't live, so the two of them signed up for a tour group, and they can play two At the same time, I settled the board and lodging, and bought the train ticket back to Beijing on my behalf. The itinerary of the tour group starts from Lijiang, passes through scenic spots such as Tiger Leaping Gorge, arrives at Shangri-La on the first night, and returns to Lijiang on the second day. On a mountain in a scenic spot, there are wish locks for sale, made of brass, on which wishes can be engraved and then locked on the iron railings of the mountain. "Let the heavens and the earth bear witness until the sea dries up and the rocks crumble." The lock seller introduced and sang, "The sky can crumble and the earth can crack, and the sea can dry up and rocks can crumble. We stand shoulder to shoulder and hold hands..." Tong Yue bought one and engraved her and Zou Fei's names on it.Zou Fei knows that whether they can be together forever is not determined by these external objects but by reality, but he still cooperates with Tong Yue to lock the lock on the railing together. After staying in the hotel at night, the two were lying on the bed watching TV, Tong Yue suddenly twitched, Zou Fei turned his face to see that Tong Yue's face was already full of tears. "What's the matter?" Zou Fei asked casually, knowing that Tong Yue was thinking of her grandpa again, so he reached out to wipe the tears streaming down Tong Yue's mouth. Tong Yue's tears flowed even more fiercely.Zou Fei put his face on Tong Yue's, trying to comfort her, Tong Yue suddenly hugged Zou Fei and started kissing wildly, Zou Fei cooperated, kissed Tong Yue, and ate her tears into his mouth. Zou Fei remembered eating the snot that flowed into his mouth when he was a child, it seemed to be salty.Now he knows the taste of tears, which are also salty and a little astringent, like the taste of sea water. After the two were lingering, Tong Yue leaned against Zou Fei's arms, closed her eyes and didn't know if she was awake or talking in her sleep: "I'm afraid that one day you won't be by my side, what should I do?" Zou Fei didn't answer the call, only the TV was on. After a while, Tong Yue's breathing became heavy, and she really fell asleep.Looking at Tong Yue who was sleeping soundly, Zou Fei somehow remembered the lock again. The next day, we arrived at Shangri-La.The air is warm, the lake is covered with mist, the grass is green, and the livestock are grazing peacefully. The beautiful scenery in front of him finally made Tong Yue temporarily forget the pain of losing his grandpa. He opened the folder and began to draw. Standing behind Tong Yue and watching, Zou Fei suddenly thought of the lock again. He didn't think that lock would be good for him, but he was afraid that he would destroy the beauty that Tong Yue was trying to create. As soon as junior year started, Zou Fei felt a decadent atmosphere. The freshness of school had long since disappeared, replaced by a two-year itch—emptiness, boredom, boredom, and overwhelmed one after another. I know what else to do besides messing around and resigning myself to fate. The class became more and more boring, and it sounded more like people from another planet were communicating.At this time, copying homework again, Zou Fei didn’t feel that he was copying, but was drawing. He drew a scoop according to the gourd, and there were many symbols in it that he didn’t understand at all. It's copying art homework. Zou Fei always felt that he was living in an oxygen-deficient environment, and felt uncomfortable for no reason.This is a feeling of self-destruction and self-abandonment after an attempted dropout and unsuccessful struggle, and the feeling of ecstasy that is about to survive. Many years later, he summed up his living conditions during this period and summed it up in one sentence: I have no malice towards this world, and I believe it has no malice towards me, but our aspirations or desires are different, so sometimes we can’t say the same thing go. In the third year, students with good grades can minor in another major. Shang Qinghua chose computer science, but Zou Fei did not choose it, because the school does not believe that students like them who are low in the rankings and can't even learn well in this major are still capable of minoring. Other majors did not give them this opportunity. Zou Fei was very pleased with this: Fortunately, there is no chance to choose, otherwise it would be even more boring to minor in other majors, and there is really nothing to learn from the existing broken majors in the school. In fact, Zou Fei himself has been minoring in other majors.His photography skills are already good. After more than a year of practice and perception, he finally figured out why he likes photography: in the face of this chaotic society, he can choose some beautiful things in the viewfinder and record them.Although these beauties are cut out, they do exist in the world, but they are surrounded by those unbeautiful things and are not easy to find. Photography is precisely about finding and discovering beauty, which can make life more positive. Although the photos taken are gloomy, it requires a heart that loves life and longs for beauty, and those who take those silly and beautiful photos, in Life is often not a good person.Just like in the offices of many profiteers and gangsters, there are Buddha statues and beads on their hands. The film association of the school joined hands with fraternal schools to hold a film exhibition, showing some literary films and inviting the director to the stage after the show. Zou Fei watched a movie about French youths. The way of life is different from that in China, but many places aroused Zou Fei's thinking, which is worth aftertaste. After the film was finished, the lights came on, and the director came onto the stage. He was also a Frenchman, quite young. He briefly introduced the filming background and creative motivation of the film, and then answered questions from Chinese students.A Chinese student said in unstandard Mandarin: “Let me talk about my feelings: marijuana, stealing, living together, giving birth to a child without a marriage certificate, these are not allowed in our country’s film censorship system. Passed, I don't understand why you want to make such a movie, I'm done." Zou Fei was still immersed in the aftertaste of the movie, when he suddenly heard such a sentence, he didn’t know where it all came from, if he was the director, he would tell this person: “I don’t understand why you ask such a question .” Everyone in the audience who could understand Chinese felt that this question was a bit embarrassing, and they were waiting for the next thing to happen.The experienced French translator invited by the student union used his own words to fill the stage, introducing which awards the film had won, trying to miss this topic. The student at the bottom quit and shouted loudly: "Why didn't you translate what you just asked? We are a democratic country." It was more like booing. Someone in the audience applauded for this sentence. The interpreter saw that this matter could not be avoided, so he had to translate the question just now to the French director. After listening, the French director shrugged and made a helpless expression. The interpreter quickly took over the conversation without letting the director speak: "Please ask other students to continue asking questions." The student at the bottom was still reluctant: "The director hasn't finished talking yet!" This sentence won applause from the audience again. The interpreter had to inform the director of the student's request. The director shrugged again: "I wanted to say something, but I really have nothing to say. Although I didn't say anything, it means I said a lot." More people began to applaud the director's words.Although some inactive lives are shown in the movie, the director is obviously paying attention to these things with humanistic care. He did not blindly criticize or beat them to death with a stick. He aroused the society's attention to the hearts of young people by showing these things, but There are always people who only see the surface of these things and hold on to them. Zou Fei believes that the student who made a fuss in the audience did not really understand what freedom and democracy are, but was just pursuing this concept.Many people think that only subversion and overthrow is democracy. One day when subversion and overthrow stop, the pursuit of democracy will stop. I don’t know if they are really for democracy or to make life more lively.Even if democracy and freedom were given to such people, would they use them? This is always the case in society. There are a group of such people who say some inconspicuous things and do unreliable things.They are everywhere at work, at school, on the street, on the bus, in front of, and around, and Zou Fei is confused by the current situation.He found that his discomfort had a lot to do with the existence of these people. Life is becoming more and more empty day by day, but Zou Fei finds that his heart is getting firmer day by day, his heart is growing, and it grows stronger according to a certain wish. During that time, Zou Fei often passed the time by wasting his time.When the weather is hot, I wear shorts, shirtless, sitting on the edge of the bed, idly looking out the window, smoking a cigarette, listening to Neil Young's Unknown Legend, and watching the outside of the window gradually get dark.When it's cold, I just lie in bed, leaning against the wall, idly looking ahead, smoking a cigarette, listening to Unknown Legend, and watching my roommates doing their own things.Listening to it, he found that the charm in this song was suitable for his own funeral music. When wasting time, Zou Fei was just wasting time, not daring to think about the future.As soon as he thought about it, he was confused, and he didn't know when this feeling would end.Many years later, when he found what he liked to do, he realized something: There is a kind of person who has to be confused for three to five years when he grows up. Hate the job, start the next period of life.However, he is still relieved that he has gone through this period. At least during this period, he can take more time to take care of himself, instead of allowing himself to see the society and adapt to it—fortunately, he is only in his early twenties, and there is a student Identity does not necessarily have to do things that fit reality. But at this stage, Zou Fei is unwilling to live like this. He has been looking for the meaning of life, eager to enrich himself. Even if older people say that there is no meaning, he firmly does not believe it, thinking that they are old.Ten years later, after Zou Fei experienced a life richer and more actively involved than in the previous twenty years, he gradually understood why the older people said that. Back then, his desire to find the true meaning of life was a result of suffering. Hormonal drive.To say that life really has any meaning is not as simple as imagining that it must exist and eager to find it. Zou Fei is ill.He intentionally let himself have a fever, scalding from head to toe, his whole body was sluggish, as if he was dead.The previous memory of fever was that after the fever went away, he would be full of energy and refreshed again. He wanted to try the feeling of being a new person and see if the boredom would go away with the temperature. This semester, the students in the class suddenly have the habit of going to other dormitories. They are all boring and noisy. It's not that there are students who have a better relationship with them in those dormitories, but to see what other people are doing.If you are doing something interesting, you can participate in it, but when you find that others are more boring than yourself, you can go back to your dormitory with a sense of satisfaction. Zou Fei was lying alone in the dormitory. When people from other dormitories opened the door, even if no one was there, they would come in and take a look to see who had something on the desk or bed that could be used to pass the time. Books or audio-visual products (tapes, CDs, pirated VCD movies or raw films, etc.).When he found Zou Fei lying on the bed, he would usually say: "Hey, there's another one lying here." Zou Fei ignored them and just thought he had a fever. The person who came was so bored that he leaned forward, leaned close to Zou Fei's face, put his finger under Zou Fei's nose, tried to see if he was still breathing, and said to himself: "He's still alive! " At this time, Zou Fei would smell all kinds of strange smells from their hands who didn't know what they had just done, and opened his eyes to see who it was: "You are sick!" "I'm not asleep!" The person who came took back his hand, "Get up, I'll find two more people to play cards!" "I have a fever." Zou Fei closed his eyes again. "Really or not?" The person who came would put his hand on Zou Fei's forehead with a hand that had just wiped his ass—or maybe just touched his dick or just put on his girlfriend's bra— Touch it, and then say, "It's quite hot, let's rest!" They left after speaking, and some didn't even close the door.But no matter what, Zou Fei really felt warm from this touch, and even looked forward to the next person to come in quickly and put his hand on his forehead no matter what he just finished. When a person is physically weak, it is difficult to be strong in other aspects. Of course, Zou Fei most hoped that Tong Yue's hand would appear on his forehead. Tong Yue hasn't contacted her mother for two months.Several times she really wanted to call her mother, and she picked it up to dial, but she couldn't make up her mind to press the last number.Once she couldn't control herself anymore, she dialed the phone, and when she heard her mother say "Hello", she hung up the phone.Her mother's voice made her feel warm and safe. At the same time, thinking of her mother's domineering look when she asked herself and Zou Fei not to have any more contact with each other, Tong Yue felt that she could not give in to her. Tong Yue didn't know why her mother was able to stay safe without contacting her. Maybe her mother was also holding on, but she was also hesitating in her heart.One night, the dormitory phone rang, and Tong Yue picked it up and said "Hello", but the other party didn't speak, Tong Yue said "Hello" a few more times, the other party hung up the phone, after Tong Yue put down the phone, she suddenly remembered that maybe It's mom calling.This call confirmed her guess should be right. Tong Yue didn't understand what she and her mother were messing about.Think about it carefully, the process of life is to be born and grow up in a family first, then go out to go to school or work, when the wings are hardened or become independent, you will leave the family, go around, and find a companion who can go on the road together , Form a new family, raise the next generation, and then let the next generation continue this kind of life after growing up from the family to a certain extent, and then leave to form their own new family. Thinking about it this way, Tong Yue felt that the problem was with her mother. She would let go when she didn't have time to let go. If she always obeyed her mother, then her mother would always think that Tong Yue obeyed her as a matter of course, and there was no need to question her thoughts. Is there a problem.Therefore, Tong Yue must be independent and must change her mother's perception of the relationship between mother and daughter. This is not to hurt her, but to help her grow up. After all, her mother only has experience in raising her and has no experience in how to deal with her adult daughter. And the best way to change mother's concept is to let mother see with her own eyes that what she thought was right in the past may be wrong, and what she thought was wrong is actually right.Tong Yue has this confidence in herself and Zou Fei. Once she and Zou Fei were waiting for a bus at the station. In order to avoid a car that suddenly changed lanes, a woman riding an electric scooter drove the electric scooter onto the curb and came towards Tong Yue.Tong Yue hurried out of the way, but was still caught, and a girl who was also waiting for the bus was also implicated, her stockings were scratched, and her leg had some skin trauma. Tong Yue was wearing trousers, lifted it up and took a look, there was no injury on her leg, it just hurt a little, it's not a big deal.The woman on the bike had already kept apologizing, so Tong Yue stopped pestering her.But the girl and her boyfriend insisted: "You pay me for the stockings first, and then take me to the hospital for photos. If I can't go to work, you have to pay me for absenteeism and mental damage." Especially the boy, relying on his strength, snatched the woman's electric car, saying that he had seized it, and if the woman did not agree to these demands, he would not return the electric car.The woman is from out of town. It seems that she has never encountered such a situation, and she panicked. She took out all the money on her body and pooled more than 200 yuan. She hoped that this would solve the problem. The child is still waiting for her to pick it up in the kindergarten.But if the boy is sure, he has to go to the hospital, he has to take a film to see if there is a fracture, and he has to ask the woman to compensate the girl for the loss during her recuperation. I don't know if this boy did it on purpose to show it to the girl and let her know that he can protect her in the future.Zou Fei really couldn't stand it, and suggested that the boy should be fine, a pair of socks is not much money, and the leg is just a little blood oozing, and the fracture will be far away. The boy glanced at Zou Fei: "It's not you who dare to get hurt!" Zou Fei said: "My girlfriend was also bumped into, and you all saw it, and she didn't do it on purpose." The boy said: "You don't need to worry about our business. It's your business if you don't look at it. Anyway, you have to take a picture first to see if the leg bone is not broken!" At this time the car came, Tong Yue and Zou Fei got into the car, the boys and girls were still entangled with the women. Zou Fei pushed open the glass window on the car, and said to the boy under the car: "If you really have a broken bone, you can still stand here with your hips on your hips for such a long time, go home and eat!" Tong Yue looked at the boy under the car and was very disappointed with him. She felt that this kind of person would also be a stalker or evader of life in the future, and she would feel insecure with this kind of person. She really sympathized with that girl.Tong Yue thinks that two people can be together, relying on the complementarity or compatibility of internal things, in addition to external factors, but these external factors are nothing compared to the internal fit.Therefore, she decided that Zou Fei was the kind of boy who was suitable to be with her. Tong Yue is stubborn and has her own judgment on things.When someone tells her something, as long as the other person is right, she is willing to accept it, but if the other person is wrong, she will not accept it, regardless of who the person is or what relationship it has with her. Relatives, she will even more scoff at their words.So, even if she didn't want to hurt her mother, she couldn't do what her mother said. Rossi received her driver's license on Thursday, and she couldn't wait to drive out of his father's work car on the weekend and take everyone to play. The car was a Fukang that had been driven for seven or eight years. Rossi was the driver, and Zou Fei, Tong Yue, Lin Meng, Lao Xie, and Fan Wenqiang all sat in the car. I don't know where he came and sat. Lao Xie sat in the co-pilot, afraid that his parts would be damaged by sitting in the back seat.Zou Fei hugged Fan Wenqiang, Tong Yue hugged Lin Meng, and the four squeezed behind them.Before leaving, Rossi also took off the curtains of the dormitory and glued them to the rear window to prevent the police from seeing an extra head in the back row. After setting up properly, I took the map, bought a case of beer, and set off.A Fukang that is about to be scrapped, with blue Dacron curtains on the rear window, looks like the red flag car that used to pick up foreign guests and state leaders. It passed by Chang'an Avenue ostentatiously, with a tape of the Three Heroes of Moyan in the car . After driving out of the urban area, there were not many cars on the road. Rossi started to refuel, and Lao Xie sat in the front row and kept saying, "Don't worry, drive slowly." Fan Wenqiang thought it was playing a racing game, and thought it was not fast enough: "...If it is slower, it should be in reverse gear." He stuck his head out of the window and said to Rossi with the wind blowing, "Don't listen to Lao Xie, step on the gas pedal! " Rossi takes the national highway, which saves him from paying high-speed tolls, but the distance is longer and it is more difficult to walk.He said it's okay, anyway, his father's company pays for the gas, and the road is difficult to practice. Driving out of Beijing, the road is not easy. The motorway has become a mixed lane, with tractors, bicycles, horse-drawn carriages, sheep, and dogs crossing the road. On both sides, there are various houses of the villagers, some bricks and some tiles. , muddy, grassy, ​​and the road surface is sometimes asphalt road, sometimes dirt road, sometimes waterway, and sometimes there is no road at all—Rossie knew that he made a mistake and it was too late to turn around, so he had to drive on the wrong way, as long as he kept going If you drive to the east, you can drive to the seaside—seeing this, you have to admit that China is really a developing country. On the road, a tractor full of apples stopped by the side of the road, and the driver kept waving at Rossi's car. Rossi thought it was an apple seller, ignored him, and drove past.After driving for a while, Lin Meng said that he saw red and big apples in the tractor just now, and wanted to buy one to eat. Rossi drove back and stopped beside the tractor. "How do you sell apples?" Lin Meng rolled down the window and asked. "Taste it first, and we can discuss if it tastes good." The tractor driver handed Lin Meng one. Lin Meng didn't know how to be polite, so she took it and took a bite. "Sweet?" the driver asked. "Sweet!" Lin Meng got out of the car, and everyone got out too. "You all have a taste." The driver took another one for everyone. Everyone is thirsty, so if you think about it, try it. Anyway, you won’t be paid after you taste it, so you eat it. "How much is a catty of your apples?" Only Lao Xie didn't eat. He was sick and delicate, and he didn't eat anything he didn't wash. "I don't sell these apples." The driver said. Several people were dumbfounded and didn't understand what the driver meant. The driver said again: "Apple, you don't need to pay. My tractor broke down. There is a repair station in front of me. Just help me pull the car there. I have wires for the trailer here." A few college students were embarrassed to take advantage of a farmer driver, so they had to ask the driver to tie the tractor behind Fukang.Fan Wenqiang volunteered to hold the steering wheel of the tractor, while the driver lay on the pile of apples, ate an apple leisurely, and then fell asleep. The front mentioned by the driver is not the front that the eyes can see, but the front that can only be seen on the map.The Fukang car dragged a tractor Apple slowly on the road in the Chinese countryside. An hour later, a repair station finally showed up, and Rossi pulled over and woke the driver. "Hey, when did a new repair station open here? The repair station I mentioned is still in front!" The driver put on his shoes and got down from the pile of apples. It’s gone.” Then he moved down two baskets of apples, and despite the refusal of Rossi and the others, he forcibly filled the trunk of Beverly’s car. Pulling a cart of apples, Fukang was on the road again.After a bumpy dirt road, the tape recorder suddenly stopped, and the tape was spinning dry in the deck. "Let's listen to the radio for a while!" Old Xie turned on the radio, but he couldn't find too many stations in the countryside. There was only one lecture given by an old Chinese doctor. He was answering the audience's hotline and answering questions. Old Xie leaned back in his seat , "That's good, just listen to this." A listener asked what to do about nocturnal urination, and the old Chinese medicine prescribed a prescription: 15 grams each of Codonopsis and Astragalus, 9 grams of raspberry and Magnolia officinalis, 3 jujubes, 3 pieces of ginger, decocted with water, 1 dose per day, 5 1 course of treatment, if there is no improvement after 3 courses of treatment, call again.The audience took note, thanked the old Chinese doctor, and hung up the phone.Old Xie listened with relish, and thoughtfully said: "Drink less water and you will have less nighttime urine." Another hotline call came in, asking what to do about insomnia and dreaming. The old expert said that eating more pig brains would do.The other party said, but I am a Muslim.The old expert said, then replace the sheep brain or monkey head.The audience asked if fish heads are okay, and he likes to eat fish head cakes.The old expert said that if you want it just to eat the fish head, that's fine. If you want to cure the disease, you can only follow what I said. Lao Xie introduced his experience again: "Drinking wine at night will not cause insomnia." Fan Wenqiang suddenly said: "...I forgot, didn't we bring wine!" The car drove on the asphalt road again, pulled six people in their early twenties, drank beer, and listened to the secret recipes of health care given by the old Chinese medicine doctor, and drove towards the sea at high speed. Until the sun went down, we hadn't reached the beach yet.It was getting dark, there were no houses on the road, and there was no place to eat, so the six of them filled their hunger with apples: "The tractor driver invited us for dinner." Finally, long after the moon had risen, the sea appeared.At that time, Rossi was driving forward and saw a puddle in front of him, so he turned a corner and wanted to go around the puddle. Unexpectedly, after driving several kilometers, the puddle was still following him. "Why is this puddle so big!" Rossi stopped the car, went out to look around, and found that it was the sea, and ran back into the car excitedly: "It's here! It's here!" The other five people got out of the car quickly, screaming and ran into the sea. After playing in the water for a while, I couldn't see anything, and felt that there was nothing interesting to do. I was tired after bumping all the way, so I came out of the sea and prepared to spend the night at the beach.Lao Xie has a good habit of washing his feet before going to bed. He soaks his feet in sea water, rubs them and says, "Sea water can cure athlete's foot, so treat it as medicine for me." The car was parked on the beach, several people surrounded the car, some sat in the car, some leaned under the car, listening to the sound of the waves, fell asleep after a while.Waking up from the cold again in the middle of the night, Zou Fei suggested covering his body with sand, tried it, and it really warmed him up, so he started digging a hole, and Zou Fei dug a double hole for himself and Tong Yue. The next morning, Lao Xie got up to urinate, turned around after urinating, and found that the surface of the sea was red, and shouted: "The sun is out!" Everyone woke up one after another, got out of the sand, and watched the sun come out of the sea little by little.At this time Fan Wenqiang opened the trunk: "Here is an apple, I'm hungry." During the day, Rossi drove the car to the crowded seaside, and a few of them chipped in to eat a seafood meal before heading back to Beijing.As soon as we were on the road, the fuel tank alarmed, and everyone put together more than a hundred of their own money to fill up half a tank of gas. "If you don't go the wrong way and don't pull the tractor anymore, the wind is not too strong, so it should be enough to drive back." Rossi said after calculating on the notebook for a long time. But it still didn't drive to Rossi's father's unit, and the car stopped 500 meters away from the gate. "Just keep the car parked in the yard," Rossi said. So everyone got out of the car, Rossi took the steering wheel, and everyone pushed the car into the yard. "When your father and the others are refueling, they have to push to refuel." Lin Meng said. "As long as you return the keys and the car, it's nothing to do with us. How to add it is their business." Rossi checked the trunk, and there was still half a box of apples left. "Let's put these apples in the car. Thanks to their unit." After returning from the beach, Zou Fei found that his troubles disappeared after seeing the sea, as described in the literature experience. On the contrary, he was even more dissatisfied with his current life.沮丧的人，在没有解决掉让自己沮丧的事情后，看到那些能唤起人们美好情绪的景象，反而更加会对自己的沮丧念念不忘。