Chapter 5 fourth quarter

Although he was mentally prepared, Zou Fei still found it hard to accept when this happened. The next day, Zou Fei regained the feeling of going on a spring outing when he was a child. He woke up early and couldn't hold back his joy and excitement. He not only folded his own quilt, but also cleaned up the dormitory, and showed up in the classroom on time , took notes.After leaving so many classes, I actually understood what the teacher was talking about, and even discovered the teacher's slip of the tongue during the lecture.Zou Fei couldn't help sighing: The power of love is so fucking great!

At the same time, he also discovered an interesting phenomenon: those students with decent grades often have girlfriends or boyfriends.From this point of view, the argument that falling in love affects learning is pure nonsense. It can only be said that it affects students who have no self-control. Even if such students do not fall in love, their studies will not be much better.Except for Shang Qinghua, of course, he is the kind of person who studies very well and only studies in his life.There are also some students who are better at learning, not only learn well, but also learn badly, such as puppy love, corruption, and mistresses.In the future, Zou Fei entered the society and observed the current situation of his classmates a few years after graduation, which further confirmed this point. The good classmates in the school back then often had a decent job than the poor students. Better than poor students.

After attending class for a whole morning, Zou Fei was not hungry at noon. He went to the cafeteria to buy a meal and felt full after one bite. When he returned to the dormitory, he got up so early in the morning and was not sleepy at noon. He used to take a nap , now I feel that the bed is in the way, and I watch the time minute by minute. In the afternoon, other classmates went to dinner, but he still doesn’t need to eat at all. According to legend, some eminent monks can do it without eating, drinking or sleeping. The phenomenon of healthy living seems to appear in him. After six o'clock, Zou Fei couldn't sit still anymore, and waited at the entrance of the auditorium early, and washed his hands before going out - hoping to hold Tong Yue's hand when he was watching a movie, if his hands were sticky Yes, that would be out of tune with the atmosphere.

Zou Fei stood on the highest step of the auditorium so that Tong Yue could see him when he came.After 6:21, students came in one after another, and Zou Fei suddenly remembered something: he should go to the toilet first, so as not to have to leave the movie midway because of this matter. After coming out, Zou Fei walked around from the back door to the main entrance of the auditorium, and suddenly saw a very discordant scene: Tong Yue was walking beside a boy, and the two entered the auditorium. Zou Fei followed them in and saw the two sitting together talking and laughing. Undoubtedly, Tong Yue rejected Zou Fei because of this boy, and appeared with him, letting Zou Fei see this scene, and then she didn't need to explain anything to Zou Fei.

Zou Fei was extremely indignant about this - you don't need to be nice to me, but you shouldn't bring a man to provoke me in front of me!That's right, the movie theater is not owned by my family, but do you have to watch a movie today? Do you have to let the guests think that the food is served, pick up the chopsticks and prepare to eat, but then serve it to another table? Zou Fei was so focused on being angry that he didn't even see how tall this man was, whether he was handsome or not, whether he wore glasses or earrings, and now that boy only left Zou Fei with a dark, medium-sized The back of his head—I really want to find a rock and throw it at it!

Let's go to... the movie. The movie that was shown today was a comedy, but before the show started, I saw my own tragedy.I went to the toilet early for nothing, and I washed my hands for nothing—did that boy wash his hands too?Thinking of this, Zou Fei turned around and left the auditorium, passing by the cafeteria, remembering that he hadn't eaten much for a day, and now he was even less hungry. It is estimated that in the years of natural disasters, if the people of the whole country lost their love, apart from being emotionally dissatisfied, they would not feel how hard life is.Thinking of this, Zou Fei went back to the dormitory, got into bed, and became exhausted.

Afterwards, when Zou Fei sat in the classroom again for the purpose of killing time, he found that he could not understand the class again. It was hard to believe that he understood it last week.Just like a person who has taken stimulants, when he thinks back to breaking the world record, it is like a dream. When a person turns from negative to positive because of the appearance of something, he can only be more slack when this thing disappears.Zou Fei's passion for university awakened by Tong Yue was just ignited and then extinguished, so he had to passively place himself in the existing life, like a boat that wants to sail by itself but can't tell the direction, in the confused ocean struggling.

People who didn't go to college think that after entering college and getting a diploma four years later, they can find a decent job and spend their whole life without overwork, but no one has ever mentioned the students' difficulties during these four years. Depression is like only seeing how prostitutes buy expensive goods, but turning a blind eye to the bitterness and spiritual pain of their earning money. The activity space of most students, except for sleeping, is classroom, library, dormitory, and cafeteria according to the length of time they stay.For Zou Fei, there is only one space, which is the dormitory.Outside the dormitory is the reality that he is not satisfied with. In the dormitory, he can find what he wants.For him, the dormitory is not a snail shell, providing him with a space to escape from reality, but a space to accumulate energy for him to challenge reality.

In foreign novels, college students all work part-time or something, earn some pocket money, reduce the burden on the family, and at the same time meet girls.But Chinese universities, at least the one Zou Fei is studying at, don't have the culture of part-time jobs.It’s not that every student here has a wealthy family and doesn’t need their children to work. They can concentrate on their studies, their love or their time. The main reason is that they don’t have enough time (if they don’t miss classes), and they have classes from morning to night. Compulsory, elective, minor, homework or copy homework after class.People like Zou Fei who often don’t go to class have enough time, but if it is said that the reason for skipping class is to work, it is too ridiculous. How much material desires need to skip class to work to satisfy their needs? This has to be given to their parents That's a lot of stress, and he's not a workaholic either.Therefore, even if the time is over, Zou Fei can only make sense if he spends the time he should have gone to class in the dormitory.

Said it was wasting, but in fact, I was thinking about something in my mind.Sometimes sitting, sometimes leaning, sometimes lying under the quilt, and sometimes snoring (this kind of time is distracted).I can’t describe exactly what I’m thinking about. Anyway, I’m definitely not thinking about the things in the textbook. After a day in this state, it’s often more tiring than those who go to the classroom during the day and go to the self-study room to do homework at night. People's brains must be filled with certain things, and different people and different ages have different things to fill.Some people fill in the great mission of transforming mankind, some fill in the support of their families, and some fill in eating, drinking, whoring and gambling.In the past, Zou Fei's mind was occupied by "study hard and go to university in the future". Now that he has been admitted to university, he is empty, and some new things must appear to fill the vacancy, so some things such as the meaning of life, the ideal of life, etc. False entry.

When thinking about these indescribable things, sometimes Zou Fei would wear headphones and listen to music.At this time, he heard rock music, he had listened to it before, and wanted to have fun, but this time he heard it in his heart.He feels that with those music, it's like finding a like-minded friend. The two have basically the same attitude towards the world. Usually, he doesn't need to talk, just listening to him is very satisfying. Rock music advertises freedom and democracy.Eighteen and nineteen-year-olds don't have much concept of democracy, and freedom is the only thing they yearn for.One day Zou Fei saw a sentence in Haruki Murakami's book: I don't want to be bound by anything.Seeing this, he put down his book and lit a cigarette—this feeling of being told what he thought in his heart, which invisibly emphasized the value of what he was after. The world is filled with the hearts of teenagers yearning for freedom. These hearts are suffering, resisting, twisting, and twisting in reality, so news events with teenagers as the protagonists happen: American school shootings, girls jumping off a building in school case, the case of a young boy attacking a teacher on campus, the case of murdering a roommate in a dormitory... Zou Fei felt that his current pain was far from enough to make him do these things, so the protagonists of those incidents must have endured a huge burden. It seems that he is far from the only suffering teenager in this world.Thinking of this, he felt that there was a great force supporting him. The life of the school can be summed up in two words: bondage.Learning what you don't want to learn is bondage; eating what you don't want to eat is bondage; doing what you want to do and not being able to do is bondage.So what exactly is freedom? To be more specific, is it possible to eat without spending money?Is it possible to take the bus without buying a ticket?Is it okay to be with whoever you like?Is it possible to have anything you want?If not, what is it?Or let's not talk about what freedom is, once you are really given freedom, what can you do with freedom?With freedom, will you continue to suffer because you are too free? Zou Fei was troubled by these problems. He felt that he was sick and had a juvenile disease.This disease has nothing to do with the level of civilization of the society, it is only related to age, and it will naturally get better after this age - this is the conclusion that Zou Fei came to after reaching a certain age for many years - and at this stage, he I can only continue to be sick. Except for time, no doctor or medicine can cure this disease. Every Sunday night, Zou Fei actually had the kind of fear of the coming new week that he had in middle school.At that time, what he was afraid of was to face school, teachers, homework, tests, and parents' signatures. fear) more frightened him than the former.He knew that he was seriously ill this time. When Zou Fei was ill, other people's college life was going well. Lao Xie is not only the earliest person in the dormitory, but also the earliest person in the school except for the cleaners.Every day before dawn, he got up from the bed, sat quietly in front of the window, kneaded walnuts, and looked out the window.It was still dark outside the window at this time, and he didn't know what he was looking at, or maybe even though he opened his eyes, he didn't see anything, but he was thinking about something.Zou Fei once asked Lao Xie: "You get up so early every day, what are you doing sitting by the window?" "I didn't do anything. I'm waiting for the cafeteria to open so I can have breakfast." Old Xie said. "Then you can wait for the cafeteria to open soon, why do you have to get up so early?" Zou Fei asked. "I can't fall asleep, just get up and sit for a while." Few people can understand what Lao Xie thinks and does. Lao Xie is not like some people who jingle bells whenever they are together, making the whole house sleep badly. After he wakes up, he is quieter than when he fell asleep, like a ghost, just sitting quietly looking out the window.Sometimes the people in the same room didn't even notice that there was a person sitting there when they came back after urinating at night.This also verified Lao Xie's maturity, doing his own thing while not affecting others.An immature person is not happy with himself, and makes others miserable. Shang Qinghua was still running wildly on the way to study, Zou Fei could only see him for a while at noon and before going to bed.When asked what his ideal was, Shang Qinghua said that in fact he had no ideal, nor did he want to become a scientist or engineer, but he felt that he had nothing else to do except study, and that he would be empty if he didn’t study.Therefore, in order to enrich his mind, he could only sit in the classroom with the book open. Rossi is full of energy and has a great enthusiasm for everything.Skipping class, he has enthusiasm, he can not go for a week; class, he also has enthusiasm, often appearing in the classroom before the teacher; writing homework, he has enthusiasm, often rushes to finish it before Shang Qinghua, and lends it to Zou Fei to copy; He is also enthusiastic about copying homework, and often spends a whole day on Sundays to copy all the homework due next week; he is enthusiastic about playing football, running on the playground all afternoon; He doesn't even care about going downstairs to eat; he is enthusiastic about sleeping, and he can lie in bed for a whole day.Rossi is friendly to everyone and everything, he does not reject anything, and all things that are unacceptable to others are resolved by him with invisible power.His life is not uncomfortable at all, which is enviable. Fan Wenqiang still perceives the world with the cognition of "fool", and thinks that he is a fool if he looks awkward.He thinks "Reader" is a fool, he thinks "Youth Digest" and Carnegie are fools, he thinks the Four Kings are fools, he thinks golden girls are fools, he thinks pop culture is fools, he thinks TV stations are fools, newspapers are fools, society is fools, schools are fools, he thinks The building manager always checks the sanitation fools, thinks the teachers always keep homework fools, thinks the parents are fools, thinks some classmates are fools, thinks the people are fools, but he doesn’t think he is fools. In the middle of the semester, many students who didn't like their major applied to the school to change their major, but the school didn't agree, so the students jointly wrote a petition, and Fan Wenqiang also signed it.When filling in the questionnaire what major he wanted to change to, Fan Wenqiang wrote that he didn't know, so he had to change it anyway.The petition landed on the Dean's desk, and after a week of silence, the students who signed it decided to take action and show the school something.During that time, what Fan Wenqiang had to do every day was to get up and take a bottle of water to go to the door of the Academic Affairs Office to sit quietly, and then waited for the students who had no classes in the afternoon to change classes.After sitting like this for half a month, the number of people who could sit there on time gradually decreased, until one day, Fan Wenqiang sat for a whole morning and found that he was the only one left.He was very puzzled, so he found those who called for everyone to sign and sit in, and asked why they didn't sit, and whether the school agreed, but he didn't know who he asked, and asked if he would change his major, and the answer he got was: :talk later!Fan Wenqiang said after listening, let me know when someone needs to meditate again, and then went back to the dormitory with a water bottle. The school would not give up any chance to make money. The empty bed in the dormitory slept with a day student from an external department shortly after the start of school.The student spends far more time in the dormitory corridor than in the dormitory.As long as he returned to the dormitory, he would hold a mobile phone in one hand—the mobile phone was still an analog signal at that time. Although it was not as big as a brick, it was not so small. Antenna—waving the other hand in the air, speaking vocabulary and terms that are extremely inconsistent with the status of a student, and getting angry on the phone at every turn.People who have heard him call (almost everyone in the neighboring dormitories have heard it, because his voice is so loud that people think he deliberately let others hear it), are full of curiosity about him and want to know He calls someone every day for something.When people asked him, he would always wave his hands, shake his head, and sigh: "Hey, it's nothing!" Once Fan Wenqiang asked him: "What does your father do?" He said coyly: "My father is an entrepreneur."Later, Fan Wenqiang introduced his father to everyone he met: "His father is an entrepreneur and always wakes up at night at home." The entrepreneur's son is in the same school as Feng Aiai High School. When he learned that the person in the same room as him was Feng Aiai's college classmate, he regarded himself as a senior and spread a lot of Feng Aiai's stories. past.He said that Feng Aiai had a good relationship with one of his buddies, and later this buddy dumped Feng Aiai on the grounds that Feng Aiai was no longer a virgin.Originally, this buddy planned to grow old together with Feng Aiai, but after discovering the truth, he became suspicious of Feng Aiai's character. He asked Feng Aiai what was going on, and Feng Aiai's answer was: How could I know what's going on.Soon after, he changed his wish to grow old with Feng Aiai to stop here.They were sophomores that year. This is Feng Aiai's history, hearing is false, not enough to determine the true understanding of Feng Aiai, now Feng Aiai is everyone's classmate, seeing is believing, the current her is the real her.Feng Aiai is the first person in the class to fall in love in college, and his boyfriend is the boy in the senior year.The boy started an internship in the unit, and with a salary, the two rented a house outside.Every morning in class, Feng Aiai rushed into the classroom from outside the school, making many boys in the class full of fantasies about the life of her renting a house with the senior boys.They felt that there must have been a lot of beauty and romance beyond their imagination left in that house.The behavior of this senior boy inspired everyone, we must persist until senior year, earn money, and find a junior sister to live off-campus. After the military training, on weekends, there will be some soldiers on the campus.They took advantage of the hard-earned vacation time of the army to visit the female students who had been teasing with them.Wu Ping is one of the girls who kept writing letters to the army and received letters from the army. After more than two months of separation, she finally saw the little instructor again. It was a rare visit, and this young soldier would naturally not come empty-handed. The gifts he brought to Wu Ping were different from the gifts boys gave girls. His gifts fully demonstrated his identity—made of bullet casings. roses.When he held the flowers in front of Wu Ping, Wu Ping was flattered. It was the first time she received flowers at such a big age, and they were roses blooming with metallic luster.The bullet casings are spliced ​​together firmly and orderly, conveying the love of a boy for a girl.Wu Ping took the flowers, and then the young soldier finally summoned up his courage and held Wu Ping's hand under the cover of night.This moment made Wu Ping wait for a long time. Wei Wei and Dodo collected enough tuition fees and went to the university to register.Wei Wei majored in computer science and Duo Duo majored in economic management, but these two majors were far from their ideals.Dodo doesn't want to be an accountant after graduation, even if she wants to become a promising accountant in a Fortune 500 company, she has no interest.Her ideal is to be a self-employed person, and she can leave the stall whenever she wants, and close the stall whenever she wants. It doesn't matter how much money she earns, at least she serves herself.In order to realize this ideal as soon as possible, she has already started to practice. There are many students from other places in their school, so she goes to the famous wholesale markets in Beijing to buy some daily necessities for students, such as shampoo, soap, batteries, socks, underwear, bras, etc. Small advertisements were posted on campus to sell.If you buy in for eight yuan, you will ask for ten yuan. Once the other party bargains, you will sell it for eight yuan and five yuan. It is not for making money, but for accumulating experience for yourself in the future. Wei Wei's ideal is to be a writer. He believes that instead of writing computer programs that can only transform the material world of human beings, it is better to write literary works that can transform the spiritual world of human beings.Although Wei Wei is not good at Chinese, he has always been passionate about literature. On the big orange iron gate of the Workers' Stadium, there is a poem he wrote to the Beijing Guoan team when he was in junior high school: You Kick the ball into the opponent's goal every time brings me joy every time let me know There is nothing in the world except the homework left by the teacher there are so many beautiful I Can't come here every time to watch football just leave these words let it do it for me Shout out to you witness you Kick the ball into the opponent's goal again it will replace me hapiness Wei Wei and Dodo are living their lives rather than going to school.When he could not go to class, Wei Wei wrote novels at home, and asked him when he could publish them. He said that there was no rush, and that he would write a million words first to practice his hand.Tired of writing, Wei Wei went out to buy vegetables, observed life by the way, and waited for Duo Duo to come back to do it.Dodo buys goods in the morning, sells at the school in the afternoon, returns to the house she and Wei Wei rented in the evening, cooks for Wei Wei, and after dinner, the two of them watch football together for a while before going to sleep. From Zou Fei's point of view, the lives of the above-mentioned people are not just another kind of disease, but they always feel that their own disease is more serious than others'.Zou Fei asked Lao Xie: "Which one of us will get better first?" Lao Xie said: "Since you are all sick, don't compare yourself, let's take care of your illness!" It’s easy to see someone, just check her schedule and timetable, and just show up in the cafeteria or teaching building with her; it’s also easy to not see someone, just check her schedule and schedule, and don’t appear in the cafeteria with her Or teaching buildings will do. Now Zou Fei tried his best to avoid Tong Yue, he didn't want to see Tong Yue appear in front of him in a state he didn't want, but one time he bumped into Tong Yue eating with some girls in the cafeteria, Zou Fei didn't wait for Tong Yue He raised his head, turned around and went to another cafeteria. Tong Yue also approached Zou Fei. Once when Zou Fei came back from playing football, Lao Xie said that Tong Yue had called him and told him to call back after finishing "Nine Stories", but Zou Fei didn't call back. Slippers took a towel and went to take a shower. The weather is getting colder and winter is coming. Winter in college is different from winter in middle school.In Zou Fei’s opinion, the winter in middle school was warm. He didn’t know whether it was because he was not afraid of the cold at that time, or because the classrooms in middle school were well-heated, so that people could not feel the existence of winter. It was not until spring came that he suddenly discovered: it turns out Winter has come. The winter in college is associated with cold, dark night, dryness, and boredom.I don't know if it's because of the heating, light, or the slow movement of the watch, or because of my mood. On New Year's Day, the class held a party, applied for a classroom with the school office, and arranged it briefly, and then used the class fee to buy some peanuts, melons, oranges, and bananas. Everyone performed some performances while eating. Zou Fei suddenly felt that these It's kind of silly, it doesn't have the warm and cute feeling of a middle school party.At that time, some students also sang out of tune, the more serious they were, the happier they were, and they even booed "one more". Now I feel that the tune is so serious, is it necessary to go up and show it, and even think that this party is necessary? , Is it for the school, or is it for yourself, is it broken by the middle school system, only such a party can be regarded as listening to the school and the teacher, like handing in homework in time? As soon as the party is over, the new year will come, and the final exam will follow. For everyone, the most fearful thing in the student stage is the exam.Of course, there is one category of people except the top students. Every time they take the exam, it is time for them to reflect the value of life.Life is fair and gives everyone a chance to be awesome. In the past, teachers often used a sentence to educate students: play with big exams, play with small exams, and play without exams.For many students, the implementation has become "playing with the test or not", but Shang Qinghua can "play with the test or not", he said: "I also don't play, playing with knowledge is not right. Is it good too?" Without hard work, there will be no reaping for nothing.Those students who usually have a good life are caught blind when they take the exam.Although you can make up exams if you fail, not all subjects can be failed. If the credit pass rate is less than half of the credits you have taken in this semester, you will be given a trial. After two trials, you can leave school.And even if you can continue to make up the exam without limit, you still have to pass the exam if you want the school to pay for yourself with your graduation certificate.So the best way to make a clean break with the school is to pass all the exams as soon as possible, and it is almost impossible to continue to mess with the school. At this time, the most crowded places are classrooms and copy rooms.The photocopying room is full of notes and sample questions from previous years’ test papers. Zou Fei alone occupied the photocopier for more than an hour, printed a semester’s notes, packed them in a heavy schoolbag, and then carried a thermos pot, lunch box, instant noodles, and refreshing oil. Go to the classroom and fight fiercely all night. Every time the exam week approaches, the school will keep some classrooms open all night. In this way, many students do not study at ordinary times and make a surprise attack before the exam.In order to put an end to this phenomenon, the school once closed all-night classrooms, and found that the number of people who failed to pass the test increased sharply, so they had to order the workers who locked the doors not to lock them, and they couldn’t control whether the students’ knowledge was solid, but first ensure that more people passed. . To deal with the exam, everyone thinks about countermeasures based on their own situation.Those who have the ability to pass the test should try their best to score higher in the test and strive to get a scholarship.If you don't have the ability to pass, try to find a way to pass yourself.In this life, if a Chinese wants to be a person with a diploma, a large part of his energy will be spent on competing with scores. Facing the vast number of formulas, Fan Wenqiang felt that his brain was not enough and he couldn't remember them.He heard that eating walnuts nourishes the brain. When he was lamenting his limited memory, he found the pair of walnuts that Lao Xie rubbed, and smashed them when he picked them up without saying hello. When Lao Xie came back in the evening, he wanted to rub the walnuts but couldn't find them: "Where's my pair of walnuts?" "It's smashed, why is the skin so hard, it's a lot of effort to smash it." Fan Wenqiang complained. "...My walnuts are just for fun, you ate them?" Lao Xie scolded someone for the first time, and he was anxious, "Do you know how much I bought them for? It's enough for your food expenses for a week!" "You treat me as a bird, and I will be full if I feed two walnuts. I spend more than 100 on food a week!" Fan Wenqiang said a little more on purpose. Not a lot. "That's enough for the two of you for a week, and my pair of walnuts cost three hundred!" Old Xie turned pale with anger. "You are sick!" Fan Wenqiang couldn't understand that he could exchange two weeks' food expenses for two broken walnuts. "I'm sick, do you want to see the hospital certificate?" "I said you are mentally ill, buy a pair of walnut flowers for three hundred!" "You're just out of your mind, you smashed my three hundred walnuts and ate them!" "I admit I smashed it, but I didn't eat it!" "What about Ren?" "There is no benevolence in it at all, just two pieces of wilted dried fruit. It is still bitter when I taste it." "...That means I knead well. I have kneaded not long after I got sick, and I have kneaded for three years!" "Anyway, I messed up too, so what do you think?" "Nothing to do, I was just wondering, why did you smash it?" "No reason, I just smashed it." "Why don't you smash anything else, but my walnuts?" "Okay, stop nagging, I'll buy you a pair of walnuts worth 300 yuan after the exam is over." "It's not about the walnuts, it's not about the money." "What's the matter?" "I have kneaded that pair of walnuts for three years." "Wouldn't it be over if you knead for another three years?" "That's not the case, I'm sick." "What the hell are you thinking?" "Three years!" "Do not you upset!" "Three years!" "I'll talk to you again when you think about what to say. I'm going to read in the classroom." Fan Wenqiang took his things and left the dormitory. Only Lao Xie was left sitting in front of the dormitory window in a silhouette against the light: "Three years!" During the exam period, all the students would run to the classroom, Zou Fei could easily meet Tong Yue here.Ever since he was stationed in the all-night classroom, Zou Fei's life has been in chaos.After staying up all night that day, Zou Fei went back to the dormitory in the morning and took a short nap. After brushing his teeth and washing his face, he went to the canteen to buy food, preparing for another day of fighting. After buying food for himself, Zou Fei walked towards the classroom, but remembered something on the way, and returned to the canteen. "Give me a few more sausages." Zou Fei said to the dark window of the commissary. "Is this breakfast or lunch?" At this time Tong Yue appeared, alone, also shopping. A few ham sausages were thrown out of the window, and at the same time, a hand was stretched out, grabbing Zou Fei's money in. "It's not for me." Zou Fei replied Tong Yue. "How is your English review going?" English is a test for the whole school, and the time is the same.Haven't seen each other for a while, Tong Yue is no stranger to seeing Zou Fei. "The review is over, and I've already started to look at drawing." Zou Fei deliberately mentioned a professional course in his department, and distanced himself from Tong Yue, "I'm leaving first." "I've finished reading "Nine Stories", take it away and watch it!" Tong Yue said. "I don't have time to watch it now, let's wait until the exam is over!" Zou Fei took the ham and left, leaving Tong Yue behind. Before seeing Tong Yue, Zou Fei could still focus on those unfamiliar books. After returning to the classroom, Tong Yue's shadow began to flash in his mind: why did she still mention that book? I didn't see the note inside, did I not see it, that's why I didn't go to Zou Fei's appointment that day, and that boy might not be Tong Yue's boyfriend, but his classmate, the two of them just met that day and came together— ——Thinking of this, Zou Fei suddenly became excited. It was the first time he thought this way after a while.If that's the case, I... have nothing to be depressed about in life.At this time, a difficult knowledge point in the book appeared in Zou Fei's eyes. He hadn't understood it after reading it three times before, but now he swept his eyes and resolved it. Zou Fei didn't care about striking while the iron was hot, and continued to master more unfamiliar knowledge, got up and went to other classrooms to see if Tong Yue was studying alone. I turned around and couldn't find it.The sun rose and became warmer, and the stray cats in the school jumped to the window sills in the corridor to bask in the sun.Zou Fei brought ham sausage and fed them through the window. "So you bought them for them." Tong Yue appeared behind Zou Fei at some point, as if she had just come out of the bathroom. "I'll eat it myself." Zou Fei said as he took a bite of the ham sausage, then broke it off and fed it to the cats. The cats ate it with relish.At that time, they only knew about lean meat, not the era of clenbuterol, and all kinds of incidents that reflected the darkness of human nature have not been found out, or even if they were found out, they have not been made public, and people have not yet realized that the world is so dark. Ugly, you can buy things without any scruples.In the future, when Zou Fei recalled this scene, the first thing he thought of was that he was a little sorry for those cats. "You are quite caring." Tong Yue touched Huluhulumao's little head. "Idle is also idle." Zou Fei said, and then asked Tong Yue, "Which classroom are you in?" "The penultimate room over there." Tong Yue pointed to the side of the corridor. Zou Fei went to the classroom Tong Yue mentioned just now, but he didn't see Tong Yue, so she must have just gone to the bathroom. "Are you reviewing alone?" Zou Fei asked. "Yes indeed!" "I happen to have a few English translators who can't, can you help me look?" "Okay!" "Then I'll come to you with the questions later?" "OK!" In fact, Zou Fei had nothing to ask.Studying is quite strange, the better a person is at studying, the more questions he has, and for a person like Zou Fei who reads the book from the beginning before the exam, it would be good if he can read the book once on the day of the exam, even more so. Don't say you found a problem.Even if he has a question, someone will help him answer it. At this time, everyone will unite around the classroom with good classmates as the core, occupy seats for the good classmates, cook for him, buy water for him, so that he can get his help during the review stage .For example, Shang Qinghua, who has been treated like an emperor these days, except that he goes to the toilet by himself and sleeps by himself, he doesn’t need to do other things by himself, and he is always surrounded by a group of boys with poor academic performance.At this time, Shang Qinghua's identity is not Shang Qinghua's classmate, but Shang Qinghua's teacher.Therefore, if you want to find someone at this time, you only need to find the person who is the best student in their class, and within 50 meters of him, the person you are looking for must be sitting. Zou Fei returned to his classroom just now, Luo Xi and Fan Wenqiang were surrounding Shang Qinghua, surrounded by other students in the class, occupying half of the self-study room, Zou Fei picked up his English book and wanted to go out again. "Where are you going?" Rossi asked. "Tong Yue is in the classroom over there." Zou Fei said happily. "You really have a leisurely mind." Fan Wenqiang's eyes were red, and he lowered his head after speaking, not knowing whether he was reading a book or sitting and sleeping. Zou Fei sat next to Tong Yue as he wished, and after asking a few questions, he didn't intend to leave, so he continued to sit beside Tong Yue and read a book.On the surface, the two don't affect each other, but Zou Fei is seriously influenced by Tong Yue in his heart, his eyes are on the book, and his heart has long gone. "If you finish reading "Nine Stories", just show it to me." Zou Fei finally decided to bring up that topic. "Didn't you say you'll read it after the exam?" Tong Yue took out the book. "Change your mind, and you'll be tired from reading English all the time." Zou Fei opened the book, pretending to flip through, but didn't actually read the text, and continued to guide the topic, "Why did you finish reading this book?" "After it was released in the dormitory that day, it was taken away by the classmates in the same room." "Oh." "After I finished reading it, I called you. A person named Xie in your dormitory answered it. I asked him to tell you that I finished the book and you can come and pick it up. Didn't he tell you?" "Maybe he forgot, he is sick and his brain is not working well." Zou Fei wronged Lao Xie. "Did you put a note in the book?" Unexpectedly, Tong Yue took the initiative to bring up this matter. "It seems so!" Zou Fei waited for Tong Yue's next words. "A few days later, my classmate found out when he saw that page and told me." "Oh." Zou Fei felt that he was really memorized. "But I did go to the auditorium to watch a movie that day, did you see me?" "Really, which row are you sitting in?" "I sat in the front row. It happened that a high school classmate of mine came to see me that day, and I dragged him to watch it together." Everything came to light.Zou Fei's heart was full of sunshine, and he firmly believed that that boy must not be Tong Yue's boyfriend, otherwise she would not have said the above words. At this time, the classmate in the front row of the two of them turned around and said something: "Student, the final exam is over, you two should stop chatting in the classroom, if you usually chat, just chat, and I won't come to the classroom. It's time, you two are not in a hurry, I am still in a hurry, I can't understand at first, and I can't stand listening to you chatting, thank you!" After finishing speaking, she turned back and continued to read. Zou Fei and Tong Yue looked at each other and smiled knowingly. At this moment, Zou Fei felt that his life had started anew.他一直渴望那么一个世界，简单、纯洁、美好，安静。它可以是一幅画，可以是一张照片，也可以是一张姑娘的脸，凡是长了这种脸的姑娘，邹飞都认为她们能给他建造一个这样的世界。 佟玥就有一张这样的脸，眼睛清澈明亮，剔透晶莹，总让邹飞想起小时候玩的玻璃球。眼珠时而乌黑，时而又在阳光下显现出棕褐色。每次眨眼的时候，邹飞总能看到她眼皮上牛毛般纤细的血管，它们隐藏在皮肤下面，竟然是淡紫色的。这是一张未被尘世沾染过的脸，或者说是不屌尘世的脸。 这张脸，让邹飞考试周的后半程过得十分愉悦。换句话说，一个人对世界的感受，会因另一个人的出现而改变，但这个人不是那么容易出现的，也不是什么人都能成为改变他人的这个人。