Chapter 6 6. How much of his lonely face is the sadness I gave

In a coma, it is an endless nightmare. The most painful thing in the world is that when sadness comes, you have to pretend to smile.On the one hand, the tears are full of twists and turns; on the other hand, he proudly raises his face and smiles at the white clouds in the sky. Fool, the smile that looks up is fake, but the one that holds back the tears is real. Well, what am I saying here?What I mean is, no matter what kind of joke language I use to tell you, the "traversal" in my nightmare is "a smile with my head up"; what I "restrain" is not only tears, Rather, my own despair.Didn't Tianyou scold me so painfully just now, saying that I am always trying to win your sympathy?Excuse the charges for an "incest"!

Forgive me for not mentioning these two words again, because it is really like fire, it will burn my eyes, my face, my skin, and my heart.Now, let’s get down to business, let’s talk about my nightmare in a coma——I was once again guided through by those popular novels! Unfortunately, the more I was afraid of transmigrating into someone, the more I transmigrated into someone——I became Pan Jinlian, and I was leaning on the window to watch the busy traffic downstairs, posing.I heard that Xiao Pan is a beautiful woman, so I was eager to see what I looked like, but after searching for a long time, I couldn't find a mirror.

Overtones of history: Are you looking for a mirror?Ah, the mirror hadn't been invented yet!Ya modern people are restless!Ah, if you really want to take a picture, let your husband, Mr. Wu, take a picture of you with a piss! Cut, without a mirror, I have my own way. So, I found a water tank in the backyard.It was full of photos here and there, the beauty in the water was really a shameful woman in the moon, especially the beauty mole on the center of the eyebrow, how ecstasy it was.I thought elatedly in my heart, it's almost time, it's almost time, and I'm about to meet the legendary handsome guy Xiaoxi.The book said that when I was picking out the curtains, the bamboo pole that supported the window hit Xiaoxi, and then my eyes were tangled, lightning flashed and thunder thundered, and dry sticks burned!

Overtones of history: Ya is a modern person!How picky!Ah, in the 21st century, not only marriage advocates free love!Ah Affair also advocates free affair!Ah, not necessarily according to the book!Prepare bamboo poles with your left hand and bricks with your right hand!If you like Xiaoxi, you'll hit him with a bamboo pole!Ah, if you don't like him!Ah, just smash him to death with a brick! I thought to myself, um!It's a good idea. We really need the policy of "grasp with both hands and be tough with both hands".Just as I was about to leave the water tank, I was knocked unconscious by a brick behind me, and it fell into the water tank... a short man outside the water tank yelled angrily: Hey!you slut!He even hooked up with that bastard Simon!See if I don't kill you for making pickles in a water tank!

Overtones of history: Ah!I'm too forgetful, I forgot to tell you, you have hooked up with Xiaoxi a few days ago, and under the guidance of the pimp Wang Po, you have hooked up with Ximen officials to become a treacherous bird!You don't need to find a bamboo pole to fight to become a "harlot", you are already a certainty that you can soak a pig cage! My heart sank, since Wuhan University has come to the door, is it possible that I, Jiang Sheng, should be responsible for poisoning Wuhan University?Let me first emerge from the bottom of the water to see my "short-lived" husband Wu Dalang, and comfort him who will be murdered by me and Xiaoxi soon!

No, that Wu Dalang was holding a brick outside the water tank and staring at me. Before I could speak, he suddenly put away his angry face, turned to wailing, and said, Grandma, you poisonous snake girl, please don’t worry. Don't kill me!I am not really "Wu Da", I am the "Xiao Wu" of the 21st century!I learned to read web articles and watch time travel with a bastard, bastard, idiot, tea egg, bad friend named Jiang Sheng.In reality, I also thought about time-traveling thousands of times, but I didn't expect that time-traveling became Wuhan University!So nasty! I was stunned and asked him, grandma, is your surname Bei?

"Xiao Wu" nodded, grandma's poisonous snake girl, how do you know? I touched the back of my head injured by him, and sighed, because I am that bastard, idiot, idiot, tea egg, bad friend! "Bei Xiaowu" was taken aback, "Damn it, have you also traveled through time?" I nodded and said yes. "Bei Xiaowu" murmured, what a coincidence. I nodded and said, yes, what a coincidence! "Bei Xiaowu" stayed for a while, and asked me, Grandma Jiang Sheng, you won't really poison me to death, will you?If you want to poison me to death, then Wu Song will definitely kill you!

I shook my head and said, we are such good friends, how could I do it! "Bei Xiaowu" said, you are lying!Four years ago, when Cheng Tianyou wanted to chop off the fingers of Liang Sheng and me, you could have chosen me!I do remember this account.Tell you!If I cross into Wusong, I will definitely not fight the tiger in Jingyanggang first, I will kill you first!Don't care if you're out of the wall or out of the wall! The words of "Bei Xiaowu" opened up my scars, and I said to him incoherently, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!Tears also fell violently. It turns out that the debt owed will have to be repaid after another life!

But, Bei Xiaowu, I'm really sorry. I don't want to, at this time, the official Ximen finally appeared on the stage. He ran towards me with his little boots swinging his hooves in the air, shouting while running, whore, whore, I am an adulterer!Quickly poison that Wuda to death, so that Wu Song can kill me quickly and bring me back to modern times!I don't want to time travel to become Ximen Qing! Bei Xiaowu and I turned around together. I wiped my tears and asked Ximen Qing, who was eager to be killed by Wu Song, who is your real deity?Which dynasty passed through? "Ximen Qing" sighed, it seems that time travel is only popular in the 21st century, other dynasties don't play this game!Who am I?I do not know either!I lost my memory.I don't know who I am anymore!All I know is that I'm looking for a potted plant, a plant that has never bloomed, but I don't remember what it is!

Liang Sheng? Are you Liang Sheng? Suddenly, the whole dream became chaotic, my body almost became ethereal, and the arrow of yearning finally pierced my heart after years of preparation. Brother, is that you? Looking at the handsome man in front of me, my heart was torn apart in an instant.It turns out that to see you, you need to cut off time and space?But you and I who have traveled through time and space have such an embarrassing relationship?Could it be, is it really as Cheng Tianyou said?This longing will last forever! I raised my hand slowly, and slowly stretched out to the face of this reincarnated life in front of me, but he dodged in a panic, with some boy-specific innocence imprinted between his brows, even though he passed through such a romantic body However, he still couldn't erase his unique imprint.

Just as I was looking at Liang Sheng with tears in my eyes, another great figure came in without following the logic of history!Holding the corner of Wang Po's clothes in his left hand, he rushed directly at "Ximen Qing" and "Pan Jinlian" (of course, that is "Xiaoxi who is most likely Liang Sheng" and me). Xiaoxi was startled, Wu Song? When Wu Song saw that Wu Da was still alive, he yelled at "Xiaoxi" and me, saying, you two idiots!Why didn't you poison my brother to death?one two three!Poison him!Hurry up so I can kill you both!I hate this time travel? ah?I, Liang Sheng, and Bei Xiaowu were all stunned. "Wu Song" said in a daze, "ah what?"Have you also traveled through time? The three of us nodded in unison: yes. "Wu Song" nodded lightly, and said, what a coincidence!Then, he said, don't care, since they are time-traveled, then quickly, Ximen and Jinlian poisoned Wuhan University, and let him return to reality!I kill you both, bring you both back to reality, and then I kill myself!Wuhuxing Entertainment is currently signing artists, I don't have time to play games with you kids!After finishing speaking, he waved his knife at me and Liang Sheng! I tightly protected the ignorant Liang Sheng, and wept to God You who passed through Wusong, I said, God Bless, I am Jiang Sheng, he is Liang Sheng, don't hurt us! When Cheng Tianyou heard the word "Liang Sheng", the knife that had stopped in the air because of the word "Jiang Sheng" chopped it down fiercely again! At that moment, Liang Sheng, who had just recovered from the loss, was instantly stained with blood on his clothes.No matter how hard I try to block it, my body is like air, unable to stop Cheng Tianyou's blade. It turns out, Liang Sheng, in reality four years ago, my body couldn't stop the harm he caused you; in time travel four years later, my body still couldn't protect you! Cheng Tianyou's eyes were filled with raging anger, and he stabbed him again and again!Liang Sheng fell into a pool of blood, and the warm blood splashed all over my face, my hands, and my body. I cried and passed out amidst his bright blood! next. nightmare. nightmare. In a coma, a long nightmare. When I opened my eyes, a light from the ceiling caught my eyes.Snow-white walls, white sheets, and me on the hospital bed infusion. I gently closed my eyes, trying to block the dazzling light.However, after I close my eyes, the nightmare-like images in the dream follow me like a shadow——Liang Sheng bleeding all over the ground, Jiang Sheng who is in pain and helplessness, and Tianyou who is full of indifference and cruelty... Such images are entangled and hurt my heart , so that I dare not continue to close my eyes, I can only open them and face the slightly glaring light in reality. Cheng Tianyou was leaning against the window, with his back to me, just a back view, and there was infinite loneliness in it. Sunlight, through the blinds, falls brightly and darkly on his sea-blue shirt. He is so silent, and his silent figure cast in this white space is so abrupt.Like a heart, like a wound, more like the wings of an angel. Suddenly, my heart throbbed with pain. Because his lonely shadow hurts. I am really selfish, what right do I have to ask him to bear my scars?Just because of his love for me?In the name of love, through his connivance, he is even more greedy and demanding!How much of his lonely shadow is the ashes I gave?In his lonely face, how much is the sadness I gave? God bless.I called him timidly, tears streaming down my cheeks. He turned around and looked at me who woke up. His eyes were as calm as a waveless lake, and he couldn't see clearly the joys and sorrows.He raised his hand, rubbed the gauze on the wound on his forehead, and said, are you awake again? again?I looked at him hesitantly, why am I unconscious?This was obviously the first time I woke up after arriving at the hospital. Tianyou smiled lightly and said, yes, again.Oh, the doctor said, you didn't have enough sleep, and you were too depressed, so... Before he finished speaking, he suddenly stopped and looked at me in surprise.Because he saw the quiet tears on my cheeks, they were still flowing wantonly. Jiang Sheng, what's wrong with you?He came up to me and asked me, what's wrong with you?I'm sorry, today, I shouldn't have said that impulsively.I'm sorry, Jiang Sheng.He sighed deeply, his beautiful eyes were like dark pools of water, calm and painful. I shook my head, raised my hand to wipe my tears, and said, no, nothing.It's just that I suddenly felt sad.After saying this, I sneaked a glance at him, I didn't want him to know that I was worried about him, so worried that tears could fall so unscrupulously. Oh.Tianyou's expression dimmed inexplicably, and deep depression enshrouded his brows firmly.He pretended to be calm and said, just now, I invited the most famous psychiatrist in this hospital to hypnotize you. Hypnosis?Tianyou's words startled me, and I couldn't help asking. Yes, hypnosis.The doctor said that this will better understand the source of your depression, and it will better make your condition better as soon as possible.When he said this, Tianyou's eyebrows were filled with forbearable sadness, and this kind of sadness confuses me.Could it be that I was in hypnosis and said something that hurt him and made him so sad. Wait, I suddenly discovered the problem that I had just ignored. God bless him, he said me, depression?Thinking of this, I looked at Cheng Tianyou in confusion, and asked him, didn't you say that I have depression? The sadness between Cheng Tianyou's eyebrows became more and more intense, and he nodded silently. As soon as he finished nodding, I immediately had an attack. In an instant, the sadness caused by him was gone, and I was only full of anger. I jumped up from the bed and shouted: Impossible!You have depression!Get out of the way, I'm leaving the hospital!I don't want to be in this ghost place and listen to your nonsense! Cheng Tianyou hurriedly stepped forward to stop me. He pushed me back on the bed who was undergoing an infusion, and said with burning eyes, Jiang Sheng, this is just your emotional problem. Didn’t you notice it?How moody your mood has been lately!Don't imagine it to be so scary, okay?If you continue to make trouble like this, I admit that I really need a psychiatrist too!I do have depression!After finishing speaking, his eyes were fixed on me, entangled with pain and contradiction. I was overwhelmed by the pained light in his eyes.Jinling once said that it is selfish and cruel to let the person who loves you witness the suffering you have endured for the person you love. For so many years, he has cared for me wholeheartedly, but at this moment, he wants to watch me suffer from depression due to the loss of Liang Sheng.Depression is not terrible, what is terrible is the frustration left by this incident. He cherishes and loves him so much, but it can't match the shadow left in my heart by one person. What a shame and setback for him, this godlike man! I stared blankly at him who pressed me on the bed, at the anger and sadness hidden in his eyes.His tall and beautiful nose is like an exquisite sculpture, leaning against my eyes, and his tight lips are curved in an indifferent and seductive arc. At such a close distance, I suddenly heard the sound of his strong heartbeat.One sound, one sound, fell into my cochlea, knocking on my heart. There was a long silence. There was a long silence. Are you blushing?He opened his mouth and said, the original sadness and anger in his eyes suddenly disappeared, replaced by an inexplicable sense of pride and conquest. Just as I was about to speak, the door was pushed open with a bang, and Bei Xiaowu staggered in.When he saw it, he immediately screamed: Wu Song!Pan Jinlian, what are you two doing!I rely on!This is a hospital!Don't you two be so obscene?Then Jiang Sheng, don't sleepwalk into Pan Jinlian, just think that you are Pan Jinlian, okay? Uh-- I really can't blame Bei Xiaowu for being so emotional.At this time, Cheng Tianyou was pressing my shoulder, and his nose was only ten centimeters away from mine.Moreover, it is above the hospital bed. You can go and verify for yourself, what an ambiguous gesture and distance this is. But how did he know about my dream?